She stood at her bedroom window before
going downstairs to take up the burden of a new day.
She was just seventeen, but they did not keep any
account of anniversaries at Hickory Farm. The
sun had given her a loving glance as he lifted his
bright old face above the horizon, but her father
was too busy and careworn to remember, and, since her
mother had gone away, there was no one else.
She had read of the birthdays of other girls, full
of strange, sweet surprises, and tender thoughts but
those were girls with mothers. A smile like a
stray beam of sunshine drifted over her troubled young
face, at the thought of the second Mrs Harding stopping
for one instant in her round of ponderous toil to note
the fact that one of her family had reached another
milestone in life’s journey. Certainly
not on washing day, when every energy was absorbed
in the elimination of impurity from her household
linen, and life looked grotesque and hazy through
clouds of soapy steam.
She heard her father now putting on
the heavy pots of water, and then watched him cross
the chip-yard to the barn. How bent and old he
looked. Did he ever repent of his step? she wondered.
Life could not be much to him any more than it was
to her, and he had known her mother! Oh! why
could he not have waited? She would soon have
been old enough to keep house for him.
The minister had spoken the day before
of a heaven where people were, presumably, to find
their height of enjoyment in an eternity of rest.
She supposed that was the best of it. Old Mrs
Goodenough was always sighing for rest, and Deacon
Croaker prayed every week to be set free from the
trials and tribulations of this present evil world,
and brought into everlasting peace. An endless
passivity seemed a dreary outlook to her active soul,
which was sighing to plume its cramped wings, and soar
among the endless possibilities of earth: it seemed
strange that there should be no wonders to explore
in heaven. Well, death was sure, anyway, and
after all there was nothing in life her
life but hard work, an ever-recurring round
of the same thing. She thought she could have
stood it better if there had been variety. Death
was sure to come, sometime, but people lived to be
eighty, and she was so very young. Still, perhaps
monotony might prove as fatal as heart failure.
She thought it would with her she was so
terribly tired. Ever since she could remember
she had looked out of this same window as the sun rose,
and wondered if something would happen to her as it
did to other girls, but the day went past in the same
dull routine. So many plates to wash, and the
darning basket seemed to grow larger each year, and
the babies were so heavy. She had read somewhere
that ’all earnest, pure, unselfish men who lived
their lives well, helped to form the hero God
let none of them be wasted. A thousand unrecorded
patriots helped to make Wellington.’ It
seemed to her Wellington had the best of it.
‘Help me git dressed, P’liney,’
demanded Lemuel, her youngest step-brother, from his
trundle bed. ‘You’re loiterin’.
Why ain’t you down helping mar? Mar’ll
be awful cross with you. She always is wash days.
Hi! you’ll git it!’ and he endeavoured
to suspend himself from a chair by his braces.
’Come and get your face washed,
Lemuel. Now don’t wiggle. You know
you’ve got to say your prayers before you can
go down.’
‘Can’t be bovvered,’
retorted that worthy, as he squirmed into his jacket
like an eel, and darted past her. ’I’m
as hungry as Wobinson Crusoe, an’ I’m
goin’ to tell mar how you’re loiterin’.’
She followed him sadly. She had forgotten to
say her own.
‘Fifteen minutes late,’
said Mrs Harding severely, as she entered the kitchen.
’You’ll hev to be extry spry to make up.
There’s pertaters to be fried, an’ the
children’s lunches to put up, an’ John
Alexander’s lost his jography I believe
that boy’d lose his head if it twarn’t
glued to his shoulders. There’s a button
off Stephen’s collar, an’ Susan Ann wants
her hair curled, an’ Polly’s frettin’
to be taken up. It beats me how that child does
fret I believe I’ll put her to sleep
with you after this I’m that beat
out I can hardly stand.’
’Here, Leander, go and call
your father, or you’ll be late for school again,
an’ your teacher’ll be sending in more
complaints. ’Bout all them teachers is
good for anyway settin’ like ladies
twiddling at the leaves of a book, an’ thinkin’
themselves somethin’ fine because they know a
few words of Latin, an’ can figure with an x.
Algebry is all very fine in its way, but I guess plain
arithmetic is good enough for most folks. It’s
all I was brought up on, an’ the multiplication
table has kept me on a level with the majority.’
Pauline smiled to herself, as she
cut generous slices of pumpkin pie to go with the
doughnuts and bread and butter in the different dinner
pails. That was just what tired her; being ’on
a level with the majority.’
The long morning wore itself away.
Pauline toiled bravely over the endless array of pinafores
which the youthful Hardings managed to make unpresentable
in a week.
‘Monotony even in gingham!’
she murmured; for Polly’s were all of pink check,
Lemuel’s blue, and Leander’s a dull brown.
‘Saves sortin’,’
had been the brief response, when she had suggested
varying the colours in order to cultivate the aesthetic
instinct in the wearers.
‘But, Mrs Harding,’ she
remonstrated, ’they say now that it is possible
for even wall-paper to lower the moral tone of a child,
and lead to crime
Her step-mother turned on her a look of withering
scorn.
‘If your hifalutin’ people
mean to say that if I don’t get papering to
suit their notions, I will make my boys thieves an’
liars, then it’s well for us the walls is covered
with sensible green paint that’ll wash.
To-morrow is killing time, an’ next week we must
try out the tallow. You can be as aesthetic as
you’re a mind to with the head-cheese and candles.’
Pauline never attempted after that
to elevate the moral tone of her step-brothers.
Her father came in at supper-time
with a letter. He handed it over to her as she
sat beside him.
’It’s from your uncle
Robert, my dear, in Boston. His folks think it’s
time they got to know their cousin.’
‘Well, I hope they’re
not comin’ trailin’ down here with their
city airs,’ said Mrs Harding shortly. ’I’ve
got enough people under my feet as it is.’
’You needn’t worry, mother,
I don’t think Sleepy Hollow would suit Robert’s
family they’re pretty lively, I take
it, and up with the times. They’d find
us small potatoes not worth the hoeing.’
He sighed as he spoke. Did he remember how Pauline’s
mother had drooped and died from this very dulness?
Was he glad to have her child escape?
’Well, I don’t see how
there’s any other way for them to get acquainted,’
retorted his wife. ’Pawliney can’t
be spared to go trapesing up to Boston. Her head’s
as full of nonsense now as an egg is of meat, an’
she wouldn’t know a broom from a clothes-wringer
after she’d been philandering round a couple
of months with people that are never satisfied unless
they’re peeking into something they can’t
understand.’
‘But I guess we’ll have
to spare Pauline,’ said Mr Harding. ’She
has been a good girl, and she deserves a holiday.’
He patted Pauline’s hand kindly.
‘Oh, of course!’ sniffed
Mrs Harding in high dudgeon; ’some folks must
always have what they cry for. I can be kep’
awake nights with the baby, and work like a slave
in the day time, but that doesn’t signify as
long as Pawliney gets to her grand relations.’
‘Well, well, wife,’ said
Mr Harding soothingly, ’things won’t be
as bad as you think for. You can get Martha Spriggs
to help with the chores, and the children will soon
be older. Young folks must have a turn, you know,
and I shall write to Robert to-night and tell him Pawliney
will be along shortly that is if you’d
like to go, my dear?’
Pauline turned on him a face so radiant
that he was satisfied, and the rest of the meal was
taken in silence. Mrs Harding knew when her husband
made up his mind about a thing she could not change
him, so she said no more, but Pauline felt she was
very angry.
As for herself, she seemed to walk
on air. At last, after all these years, something
had happened! She stepped about the dim kitchen
exultantly. Could this be the same girl who had
found life intolerable only two hours before?
Now the Aladdin wand of kindly fortune had opened
before her dazzled eyes a mine of golden possibilities.
At last she would have a chance to breathe and live.
She arranged the common, heavy ware on the shelves
with a strange sense of freedom. She would be
done with dish-washing soon. She even found it
in her heart to pity her step-mother, who was giving
vent to her suppressed wrath in mighty strokes of
her pudding-stick through a large bowl of buckwheat
batter. She was not going to Boston.
When the chores were done, she caught
up the fretful Polly and carried her upstairs, saying
the magic name over softly to herself. She even
found it easy to be patient with Lemuel as he put her
through her nightly torture before he fell into the
arms of Morpheus. She did not mind much if Polly
was wakeful she knew she should never close
her eyes all night. The soft spring air floated
in through the open window, and she heard the birds
twitter and the frogs peep: she heard Abraham
Lincoln, the old horse that she used to ride to water
before she grew big enough to work, whinney over his
hay; and Goliath, the young giant that had come to
take his place in the farm work, answer him sonorously:
the dog barked lazily as a nighthawk swept by, and
in the distant hen-yard she heard a rooster crow.
Her pity grew, until it rested like a benison upon
all her humble friends, for they must remain in Sleepy
Hollow, and she was going away.