‘Do you believe in altitudes?’
It was Richard Everidge, Aunt Rutha’s favourite
nephew, who asked the question of Pauline, as they
sat on the broad piazza after church waiting for lunch.
‘How do you mean?’
’I mean that trilogy of exulting
triumph over the trammels of circumstance that Mr
Dunn gave us this morning. Don’t you remember?
“Life is what we make it an anthem
or a dirge, a psalm of hope or a lamentation of despair.”
Do you believe any one can live in such a rare atmosphere
every day?’
‘Of course she does,’
and Belle laughed merrily. ’Anyone who has
courage to stroll through the Middle Ages with old
Mr Hallam before sunrise, must have plenty of altitude
in her composition. It is my belief she lives
on Mount Shasta, in a moral sense, and I shouldn’t
be surprised to hear of her taking out a building
permit at the North Pole, if she thought duty called
her. But, Dick, how can you be such an atrocious
sceptic as to doubt the possibility of one’s
living above the clouds when you know my lady!’
‘Ah, but she is Tryphosa, the blessed.’
‘Tryphosa!’ echoed Pauline in a mystified
tone.
‘That is her name,’ said
Richard Everidge, with a tender reverence in his voice,
’and she deserves it, for she is among the aristocracy
of the elect. I never see her without feeling
envious, and yet she has been a sufferer for years.
I am amazed that Belle has let all this time pass
without taking you to call at the threshold of the
Palace Beautiful.’
‘There have been so many other
things,’ said Belle, ’tennis, you know,
and canoe practice and tandem parties.’
Her cousin laughed.
’But that is only when Russ
and I are not reading up for exams. What do you
find to occupy your leisure?’
‘Leisure!’ exclaimed Belle
solemnly. ’Leisure, my dear boy, has been
an unknown quantity ever since I undertook to pilot
this most inexorable young woman among the antiquities
of our venerable city. She is an inveterate relic-hunter;
is enraptured with Bunker Hill and the Old South;
delights in Cornhill, and wherever she can find a crooked
old street that reminds her of Washington; and pokes
about all the old cemeteries, until I feel as eerie
as Coleridge’s ancient mariner. I believe
she expects to come upon all the Pilgrim Fathers buried
in one vault. But there is nothing special on
the programme for to-day we will go and
see my lady this very afternoon.’
As they went in to lunch, Richard Everidge leaned over to
Pauline and whispered:
’You have not answered my question.
Do you think it is possible for common, every-day
Christians to live above the clouds?’
‘If I were a Christian,’
she said, in a low tone, ’I should want to get
as high up as I could.’
When they reached Tryphosa’s,
they heard her singing. They waited, listening.
’Here brief is the sighing,
And brief is the crying,
For brief
is the life!
The life there is endless,
The joy there is endless,
And ended
the strife.
O country the fairest!
Our country the dearest,
We press
toward thee!
O Sion the golden!
Our eyes are still holden,
Thy light
till we see.
We know not, we know
not,
All human words show
not
The joys
we may reach.
The mansions preparing,
The joys for our sharing,
The welcome
for each.’
Then Belle opened the door softly and went in.
Pauline saw a large bay window opening
into a tiny conservatory, which loving hands kept
dowered with a profusion of blooming plants. The
room was large and dainty with delicate draperies,
two or three fine pictures, and a beautiful representation
in marble of the Angel of Patience, which stood on
a buhl table, where the invalid’s eyes could
always rest upon it.
Tryphosa turned her head to greet
them from the low couch, which was the battle-ground
where she had wrestled with the angel of pain during
years of physical agony. Her eyes were lustrous
with a radiance not of earth, and a wealth of silver
hair fell in soft curling waves about her face; her
mouth, sweet and tender, parted in a smile of welcome
as she held out her hands to the girls.
Belle caught them in her own, and kissed them gently.
‘This is our cousin, my lady, Aunt Mildred’s
only child.’
The thin hands drew Pauline’s
face down, and she was kissed on cheek and brow.
‘Your mother was my friend,
dear child, in the long ago.’ Then she added
softly, with her hands on the silver cross at her throat,
’Are you a princess? Do you belong to the
King?’
Pauline shook her head, ‘No, my lady.’
‘I am very sorry.’
They sat down then beside her.
She held Pauline’s strong hand between her wasted
fingers.
’Dear Mildred Davis! You
have her eyes and brow, my child. It does me
good to see you.’
‘That is just like papa,’
said Belle. ’He says he can almost fancy
himself back in the old home with Aunt Mildred getting
him ready for school.’
Pauline coloured with pleasure.
No one spoke of her mother at Sleepy Hollow.
She looked through the French windows
into the conservatory.
‘How beautiful the flowers are!’
’You love them? Of course
you must, to be your mother’s child. It
is such a comfort to me to lie here and listen to
them talk.’
‘Talk!’ exclaimed Pauline. ‘Do
they do that, my lady?’
Tryphosa smiled.
‘Surely,’ she said gently.
’"Every flower has its story, and every butterfly’s
life is a poem."’
Belle broke the silence.
’We heard you singing, my lady;
I do not think Pauline had thought you would have
the heart to sing.’
A ripple of the sweetest laughter
Pauline had ever heard fell through the quiet room,
and Tryphosa’s eyes flashed merrily.
‘"The pilgrims kept on their
journey, and as they journeyed they sang,"’
she said. ’Do you think there is anything
to cry about when we are on our way to a palace, dear
child? But Sunday is always my resting time,’
she continued, ’I do not sing as much through
the week as I should. I am tired often, and busy.’
‘Busy,’ echoed Pauline
involuntarily, with a glance at the frail body propped
up among the cushions.
Tryphosa gave another soft, merry
laugh, and drew forward a rosewood writing-table,
which was fitted to her couch.
’Here is where I do my work,
when my hands are willing; and then there are my dear
poor people, and my rich friends, and sometimes the
latter need as much comforting as the former.
Oh, there is a great deal to do, dear child, for some
have to be taught the way to the palace, and some
have to be brought into audience with the King,’
her voice hushed itself into a reverent whisper.
‘And how about the pain, my
lady?’ asked Belle. Pauline’s eyes
were full of tears.
‘Just right,’ she answered
brightly. ’Some days are set in minor key,
and the Lord calls me where the waves run high; but
so long as I am sure it is the Lord, what does it
matter? Not one good thing has failed of all
that He has promised, and soldiers do not mind a few
sword thrusts when they are marching to victory.
“This day the noise of battle, the next the
victor’s song.” She closed her eyes
and a triumphant smile played about her mouth.
‘You seem so certain, my lady,’ said Belle
wistfully.
‘Surely! “For we know that He hath
prepared for us a city."’
‘Now you mean heaven,’
said Pauline impetuously. ’To me heaven
is enveloped in fog.’
’It will not be, dear child,
when the mists have rolled away, and in the clear
light of the Sun of Righteousness you look across to
the other shore.’
’Couldn’t you tell me
what it is like, my lady? You seem to know.
I can’t fathom it, and everything looks so dark.’
Tryphosa lifted a plain little book
from a revolving bookcase of morocco-bound treasures,
which stood within easy reach.
’I believe I will let Miss Warner
answer you. “Would you like a heaven so
small, so human, that mortal words could line it out,
and mortal wishes be its boundary? The things
we look for are prepared by One whose thoughts are
as far above our thoughts as the broad starlit heaven
is above this little gaslit earth. And do you
think that people are to be all massed in heaven,
losing their various identities, their differing tastes,
their separate natures? Going from this lower
world so full of its adaptations, where colour and
form take on a thousand changes, and life and pursuit
can be varied almost at will, to a mere dead level
of perfect felicity? To leave earth where no
two things are alike, and go to heaven to find no
two different! The Lord’s preparations mean
more than that. We should learn better from this
lower world. No one pair of black eyes is just
like another, no two leaves upon the same tree.
And not a yellow blossom can spring up by the wayside,
without a red or a white one at hand for contrast.
Are the clouds copies of each other? Are the
shadows on the hills ever twice the same? Take
for your comfort the full assurance that the very
Tree of Life which in Eden seems to have
borne but one manner of fruit in heaven
shall bear twelve. But we cannot imagine it in
its fulness. We must look, not to see clear outlines
and distinct colours, but only the flood of heavenly
light. From point to point the promises pass
on, with their golden touch; until the vacant places
in our lives disappear, and the aches die out, and
desire and longing are lost in ‘more than heart
could wish.’"’
A pause fell then, and a stillness,
broken only by the plashing of a little fountain,
whose drops fell among the flowers.
As they rose to go, Tryphosa drew
Pauline’s face down until it touched her own.
‘Dear child, won’t you claim your birthright?’
‘I will, my lady.’