‘If you cannot realise your Ideal, you can at
least idealise your Real.’
As the train slackened speed, Pauline
lifted her eyes from the book which Richard Everidge
had laid on the seat beside her, after giving her
that last strong handshake, to see her father standing
in front of the Sleepy Hollow Station. A great
pity filled her heart how worn and old
he looked!
They had all wanted to accompany her
part of the way, and Belle had pleaded to be allowed
to go and help nurse, but she had said them nay.
She knew the accommodations of Hickory Farm, and it
was easier to leave them where she had met them first,
at the entrance of what would always be to her the
city of delights.
Abraham Lincoln and the spring waggon!
Had the whole beautiful summer been one delicious
dream? Could it be only a week since she had stood
entranced in that forest of flame? Here the leaves
hung brown and shrivelled on the denuded branches,
stray flakes of snow were in the air, and the early
twilight fell chill and dreary.
’I’m terrible glad to
see you, Pauline, though I hated to spoil your visit,’
said Mr Harding, as he gave Abraham Lincoln a taste
of the whip.
Pauline leaned towards him, and laid
both hands upon his arm.
‘Poor father! I am so sorry
for you! Now tell me all about it.’
And the tired man turned to the daughter
who for his sake had left ease and beauty and friends,
and shifted to her shoulders the burden which he found
too heavy for his own.
The children crowded to meet her as
she stumbled through the narrow hall-way into the
kitchen. How dark it was! Her quick glance
comprehended the whole scene, and the contrast between
it and that other home-coming smote her with a keen
sense of physical pain. She looked at the solitary
lamp with its grotesquely hideous ornament of red flannel,
at Susan’s expressionless, freckled face, at
the boys in their copper-toed boots and overalls,
at the good-natured, but hopelessly common-place Martha
Spriggs, with her thin hair drawn tight into a knob
the size of a bullet, and her bare arms akimbo.
‘Idealize her real!’ Would it be possible
to idealize anything at Sleepy Hollow?
She got her welcome in various fashions.
‘It’s about time you were
getting back!’ exclaimed Mrs Harding from the
bed on which she was forced to lie, in bitterness of
spirit, with Polly by her side. ’I suppose
nothing less than a stroke would have brought you.
It beats me how people can be such sponges! I’m
thankful I was never one to go trailin’ about
the country after my relations. I never was away
from home more than a day in my life till I was married,
and it’s been nothing but work ever since, and
now to be laid here like a useless log, with everything
going hotfoot to destruction! It’s a good
thing you’ve come at last, for the children are
makin’ sawdust and splinters of every bit of
crockery in the house, and that Martha Spriggs has
no more management than a settin’ hen. I
don’t suppose you’ll be much better, though.
You never did hev much of a head, an’ now you’ve
been up among the clouds so long, you’ll be more
like to sugar the butter and salt the pies than before.’
Pauline lifted Polly from her uncomfortable
position with a warm glow about her heart, which all
the sick woman’s bitterness was powerless to
quench. If she could see Richard Everidge, she
would tell him that she did believe in altitudes now.
It was possible even in the valleys to live above
the clouds. ‘Do not seek happiness,’
Tryphosa had said, ’but harmony with God’s
will,’ and God’s will for her was Sleepy
Hollow. ’It is not what we do, but what
we are, dear child,’ she seemed to hear her
saying. She remembered reading that ’the
smallest roadside pool has its water from heaven,
and its gleam from the sun, and can hold the stars
in its bosom, as well as the great ocean.’
God could make a ’perfect Christian’ even
in Sleepy Hollow.
‘I’m powerful glad ye’ve
cum, Pawliney,’ said Martha Spriggs, as she
followed her into the dairy after the meal was over.
’I’m that beset I dunno where I’m
standin’, for Miss Hardin’s been as crooked
as a snake fence, an’ as contrairy as a yearlin’
colt, an’ the childern dew train awful.’
’Yer’ve got to tell me
stories all night, miles of ’em,’ said
Lemuel, as he bestowed his small person on the floor,
with his legs in the air.
’No, no, Lemuel, you’re
going right to bed, like a good little brother, so
Polly can get to sleep. Poor Polly is so tired,’
and Pauline walked up and down the floor of her tiny
room trying to soothe the weary child.
’Hi! Poll’s no ‘count;
she’s only a gurl. I ain’t goin’
ter sleep nuther. I’m goin’ ter stay
up fer hours an’ hours, an’ if yer
don’t keep right on tellin’ stories quick,
I’ll holler, an’ that’ll make mar
mad, an’ then she’ll send par up with
a stick ter beat me. I don’t care, he don’t
hit ez hard as she duz, anyhow.’
’If you’ll get undressed
right away, Lemuel, I’ll tell you about a little
boy who lived with an’ old, old man, and one
night he couldn’t sleep, but
’Huh! that’s a Bible story.
This ain’t Sunday. Par never reads the Bible
’cept Sunday. I want ’em ‘bout
lions an’ tigers, an’ men tumblin’
down mountains, and boys gettin’ eaten by bears.’
‘What did you do when I was away, Lemuel?’
His lower lip protruded ominously.
‘Ain’t had nuthin’.
Martha Spriggs don’t hev any. She only knows
“the cow that jumped over the moon,” an’
that’s no good: ’tain’t true,
nuther, fer our cows don’t do it.’
No time the next morning for the long
hours of delightful study. It was churning day,
and there was baking to be done, and the mending was
behindhand, and the children needed clothes; besides
the numerous ’odd jobs’ which Mrs Harding
had deferred, but which she was prompt to require
done as soon as she had some one besides Martha to
call on. Then her meals must be given to her,
and nothing tasted right, and the children were so
noisy, and the older boys so uncouth.
Wearily Pauline toiled up the narrow
stairs with Polly as the clock struck nine. She
laid the sleeping child on her bed softly, so as not
to wake Lemuel, and knelt down by the window.
Not a sound broke the stillness. Her thoughts
flew to the blue-draped chamber, and the soft lighted
library, where she could almost see Uncle Robert and
Aunt Rutha, and Belle and Richard, and Russell and
Gwen. But they might not be there yet; they had
set apart this night, she remembered, to run over
for a look through the big telescope. Last week
that was, before she had decided to come to Sleepy
Hollow, and broken up all their happy plans.
Only last week! Then she thought of Tryphosa,
lying with closed eyes in her darkened room, waiting
patiently for the sleep which so often refused to
come, while the angel of pain brooded over her pillow.
Then her eyes sought the stars.
‘You dear things!’ she
whispered. ’God put you in your places and
told you to shine, and for all these hundreds of years
you’ve just kept on shining. Oh! my lady,
ask God to help me to make this dark place bright.’
She knelt on in the clear, cold moonlight
until at last the hush of God’s peace crept
into her heart, and there was a great calm.
The winter crept on steadily.
Jack Frost threw photographs of fairyland upon the
windows, and hung the roofs with fringes of crystal
pendants, while the snowflakes piled themselves over
the fences and made a shroud for the trees, and every
day Pauline, with this strange peace in her heart,
did her housework to the glory of God.
There were bright spots here and there,
for the Boston letters came freely, and the magazines
which she had liked best, and now and then a book,
as Belle said, ‘to keep Mr Hallam company.’
They would not let her drop out of their life, these
kind friends, and she took it all thankfully, though
she could only glance at the magazines, and never
opened the books. There would be time by-and-by,
she said to herself cheerfully. There was so
much waiting for her in the beautiful by-and-by.
‘It beats me,’ said Mrs
Harding fretfully, as Pauline hushed Polly to sleep,
’what you do to that child. I used to sing
to her till my throat cracked, but you just smooth
her hair awhile with those fingers of yours, and off
she goes. I wish you’d come and smooth me
off to sleep. I’m that tired lying here,
I don’t know what to do. That new doctor’s
no more good than his powders are. I don’t
see what old Dr Ross had to die for, just before I
was goin’ ter need him.’ And the sick
woman groaned.
Pauline laid Polly in her cot with
a smile. This grudging praise was very sweet
to her. To make darkness light, that was Christ’s
mission, and hers. She was putting her whole
soul in the effort.
‘What makes P’liney so
different?’ queried Leander of Stephen and John,
as they rested from their daily task of cutting wood.
’She used ter be as mad as hops if yer mussed
up yer clothes, an’ now she only laughs an’
sez, “Never mind, if it’s a stain that
soap will conquer."’
‘An’ she’s always
singin’ too,’ said John thoughtfully; ’if
mother didn’t scold so it would be real pleasant.’
‘I’d like to know why
it is, though,’ repeated Leander thoughtfully.
‘Because she belongs to the
King,’ said the clear, sweet voice of his step-sister
from the doorway, ’and she wants you all to belong
to Him too.’
When she went back into the house,
she found Lemuel brandishing a broomstick over the
frightened Polly.
‘Why, Lemuel, what are you doing?’
‘I’ve casted the devils
out of her,’ exclaimed that youth triumphantly,
‘an’ they’ve gone inter the pig pen,
whole leguns of ’em, an’ they’re
kickin’ orful!’