‘Here’s the mortgage money,
Pawliney,’ said Stephen, as he handed her a
roll of bank-notes. ’It’s not due
for a month yet, but I’ll be away for a week
at the Bend, and if father gets hold of it he’ll
take it to make matches of, as like as not. You’d
better stow it away somewheres till the time comes.’
’Very well, Stephen, I’ll
put it in my strong box, and carry the key in my pocket.
You won’t be away at the Bend any longer than
you can help, Stephen? It’s such a comfort
to have you in the house.’
They were standing by the light waggon,
which Lemuel had brought round from the barn, ready
for Stephen’s journey.
‘Don’t know about the
comfort part, Pawliney,’ said Stephen, with a
queer choke in his voice. ’Seems like as
if we all depended on you for that commodity.
But I’ll be as quick as I kin. Good-bye,
all of you. Git along, Goliath.’
Three days had passed since his departure,
and Pauline stood in the doorway feasting her eyes
on the lights and shadows which grouped themselves
about the distant hills, when Lemuel brushed past her,
clad in his Sunday best.
‘Why, Lemuel!’ she cried
astonished, ’you haven’t had your supper
yet. Where are you going?’
‘To China,’ was the brusque
response. ’I’ve hed enuff of Sleepy
Hollow, an’ bein’ ordered round by an
old man with his head in the moon. It’s
“Lemuel, do this,” an’ before I git
started it’s “Lemuel, do the t’other
thing.” You kin stand it ef you’re
a mind ter; I won’t.’
‘But, Lemuel!’ gasped Pauline, ‘what
will Stephen say?’
‘I don’t care what he
says,’ said the boy roughly. ’Stephen
ain’t my boss.’
‘Oh, Lemuel, you can’t
mean it!’ cried Pauline, as she followed him
down the path to the main road.
‘See if I don’t!’
And he strode away from her, and vaulted over the
gate.
‘But what will father do?’
‘Git somebody that’s ez
loony ez himself. I ain’t,’ was the
jeering reply.
‘Lemuel, you mustn’t go,
it will kill father!’ and Pauline stretched out
her hands to him appealingly.
A mocking laugh was the only reply
as he disappeared round a bend of the road.
Pauline went slowly back to the house
feeling bruised and stunned.
‘Pawliney,’ piped her
father in his shrill voice, ’where’s Lemuel?
I told him to take the horse to the forge, and hoe
the potatoes, and weed the onions, and go to the woods
for a load. I don’t see how I’m to
get through with such a lot of heedless boys around.
What hev you done with him? You just spoil them
all with your cossetin’.’
‘It will all come right, father,’
said Pauline soothingly. ’Lemuel has gone
away for awhile.’
‘Away!’ echoed the old
man suspiciously. ’Away, Pawliney?
Did you know he was going?’
’Yes, father; he will be back
by-and-by, and Stephen will be home next week.’
She paced her room that night with
a heavy heart. There was no way to hinder the
misguided boy. Before Stephen could follow him
he would be on the sea. He had often declared
he meant to be a sailor. Suddenly she stopped,
thunder-struck. The lid of her strong box had
been forced open! With an awful dread at her
heart she lifted it and looked in. The money
was gone!
With a bitter cry she fell upon her
knees. ‘A thief!’ Her Lemuel.
The boy that she had borne with and prayed over all
these years! And the money was due in a month!
What should she do? Stephen must never know Stephen,
with his stalwart honesty and upright soul. His
anger would be terrible, and she must shield Lemuel
all she could. Poor Lemuel!
All night long she pondered sorrowfully.
When the morning came she went to Deacon Croaker.
‘I hear you are behindhand with
your wool,’ she said, in her straightforward
way. ’I will spin it for you if you like,
and, Deacon, may I ask you as a favour to let me have
the money in advance?’
The deacon looked at her curiously.
’Hard up, air ye, Pawliney?
Well, well, don’t colour up so, we all hev our
scarce times. I ain’t partial to payin’
forehanded, but you was awful kind to Mis’ Croaker
when her rheumatiz was bad on her, an’ I ain’t
one ter forgit a favour. Cum in, Pawliney, while
I git the money. Mis’ Croaker will be rale
pleased; she thinks you’re the best spinner in
the valley.’
‘No, thank you, I will wait out here.’
The old man hobbled into the house,
and she stood waiting, clothed in her sorrow and shame.
‘So Lemuel’s ben
an’ tuk French leave?’ he said, as he handed
her the money. ’Well, well, I allers
did say that boy’d be a heart break tew ye,
Pawliney. Well, what’s gone’s forgot.
Don’t fret over him, Pawliney, he was a bad
lot, a bad lot. Ye’er well rid of him, my
dear.’
‘I never shall forget him,’
Pauline said gravely, ’and he can’t get
away from God, Deacon Croaker.’
She counted the bills as she hurried
along. It would just make enough, with the butter
money. That was all she had for clothes for herself
and Polly but Polly had enough for a while,
and she could go without.
In the evenings, long after the others were in bed, she paced
up and down the kitchen, spinning Deacon Croakers wool into smooth, even
threads, but her heart ached as she prayed for her boy, and often, when in the
still watches of the night Polly kept her vigils with pain, she heard her cry
softly:
‘Lemuel, Lemuel, oh! how could you, how could
you do it?’
Her uncle’s family were living
abroad now, and it was from Paris that Belle wrote,
announcing her engagement to Reginald Gordon.
‘Just imagine, Paul,’
the letter went on, ’I, of all possible people,
a missionary’s wife! But the fact of the
matter is, my precious saint, your splendid, consecrated
life made me tingle with shame to my finger tips when
I thought of my aimless existence, and when I remembered
how you took up your cross and followed your Master
to Sleepy Hollow, there seemed to be no reason why
I should not follow Him to Africa. If it will
comfort you, I want you to know that you have been
the guiding star which has led me out of the sloth
of my selfishness into active work for the King.’
The years slipped by peacefully after
that. Her father grew daily more childish, and
needed more constant watching, but she found time to
read to Polly many a snatch from her favourite authors,
and Tryphosa’s Bible lay always open near her
hand.
At last the day came when, in the
full noontide, her father had called to her in his
weak voice, ‘It’s gettin’ dark, Pawliney,
and Lemuel’s not come home.’
And she had answered with her brave,
sweet faith, ’Not yet, father, but he’ll
come by-and-by. God knows.’
‘Yes, God knows,’ said
the old man with a peaceful smile, ’I think I’ll
go to sleep now, I’m very tired. You’ve
been a good girl, Pawliney; a good girl. God
bless you, my dear.’
When the evening came Pauline laid
her hand softly on the wrinkled brow, from which the
shadows had forever lifted. ‘Dear old father,’
she whispered, ’how little I thought, when I
wished you and I could leave Sleepy Hollow, that you
would be the first one to go away!’
’You ought always to dress in
silk, Pauline, instead of calico. I wish you
could,’ and Polly’s eyes rested on her
with a world of love in their depths.
Pauline laughed as she kissed her.
’You silly child! Don’t
you know that cotton grows, and silk has to be spun,
which makes it costly? and cotton is content to be
washed in spring water, while silk has to be bathed
in tea. Can you spare me for a whole afternoon
do you think, if I leave Carlyle and Whittier by your
pillow?’
‘Where are you going?’
’Well, I want to take some apple
custard to that poor Dan who fell from the haymow,
and I must go and see how Susan’s children are
getting through the measles. Then old Mrs Croaker
wants to be sung to, and the widow Larkin wants to
be read to, and Matilda Jones is “jest pinin’
fer a talk."’ She laughed merrily.
‘I never saw anyone get so much
into their lives,’ said Polly wistfully.
‘I am so useless.’
‘You blessed child!’ cried
Pauline, with the tears in her eyes; ’you are
our Angel of Patience. Don’t ever call yourself
useless, dear, you are the centre of gravity for Stephen
and me.’
When the twilight fell she sat in
her favourite position near the open door, looking
up at the rose-tinted clouds, as she made Polly laugh
with merry descriptions of her different visits.
Suddenly she grew still, for a sun-browned, bearded man had
crossed the threshold, and thrown a paper into her lap, saying huskily:
’There’s the mortgage,
Pauline, to make a bonfire of. I’ve come
home to stay.’
Before he had finished, her arms were around his neck, and
Polly heard her cry softly, with the break of a great gladness in her voice:
‘Lemuel! Why, Lemuel!’