“I wonder how I blundered into
the wrong room just now; I thought you told me to
take the second door to the left,” Faxon said
to Frank Rainer as they followed the older men down
the gallery.
“So I did; but I probably forgot
to tell you which staircase to take. Coming from
your bedroom, I ought to have said the fourth door
to the right. It’s a puzzling house, because
my uncle keeps adding to it from year to year.
He built this room last summer for his modern pictures.”
Young Rainer, pausing to open another
door, touched an electric button which sent a circle
of light about the walls of a long room hung with
canvases of the French impressionist school.
Faxon advanced, attracted by a shimmering
Monet, but Rainer laid a hand on his arm.
“He bought that last week.
But come along I’ll show you all this
after dinner. Or he will, rather he
loves it.”
“Does he really love things?”
Rainer stared, clearly perplexed at
the question. “Rather! Flowers and
pictures especially! Haven’t you noticed
the flowers? I suppose you think his manner’s
cold; it seems so at first; but he’s really awfully
keen about things.”
Faxon looked quickly at the speaker.
“Has your uncle a brother?”
“Brother? No never
had. He and my mother were the only ones.”
“Or any relation who who
looks like him? Who might be mistaken for him?”
“Not that I ever heard of.
Does he remind you of some one?”
“Yes.”
“That’s queer. We’ll ask him
if he’s got a double. Come on!”
But another picture had arrested Faxon,
and some minutes elapsed before he and his young host
reached the dining-room. It was a large room,
with the same conventionally handsome furniture and
delicately grouped flowers; and Faxon’s first
glance showed him that only three men were seated
about the dining-table. The man who had stood
behind Mr. Lavington’s chair was not present,
and no seat awaited him.
When the young men entered, Mr. Grisben
was speaking, and his host, who faced the door, sat
looking down at his untouched soup-plate and turning
the spoon about in his small dry hand.
“It’s pretty late to call
them rumours they were devilish close to
facts when we left town this morning,” Mr. Grisben
was saying, with an unexpected incisiveness of tone.
Mr. Lavington laid down his spoon
and smiled interrogatively. “Oh, facts what
are facts? Just the way a thing happens
to look at a given minute....”
“You haven’t heard anything
from town?” Mr. Grisben persisted.
“Not a syllable. So you
see.... Balch, a little more of that petite
marmite. Mr. Faxon... between Frank and Mr.
Grisben, please.”
The dinner progressed through a series
of complicated courses, ceremoniously dispensed by
a prelatical butler attended by three tall footmen,
and it was evident that Mr. Lavington took a certain
satisfaction in the pageant. That, Faxon reflected,
was probably the joint in his armour that
and the flowers. He had changed the subject not
abruptly but firmly when the young men entered,
but Faxon perceived that it still possessed the thoughts
of the two elderly visitors, and Mr. Balch presently
observed, in a voice that seemed to come from the
last survivor down a mine-shaft: “If it
does come, it will be the biggest crash since
’93.”
Mr. Lavington looked bored but polite.
“Wall Street can stand crashes better than it
could then. It’s got a robuster constitution.”
“Yes; but ”
“Speaking of constitutions,”
Mr. Grisben intervened: “Frank, are you
taking care of yourself?”
A flush rose to young Rainer’s cheeks.
“Why, of course! Isn’t that what
I’m here for?”
“You’re here about three
days in the month, aren’t you? And the rest
of the time it’s crowded restaurants and hot
ballrooms in town. I thought you were to be shipped
off to New Mexico?”
“Oh, I’ve got a new man who says that’s
rot.”
“Well, you don’t look
as if your new man were right,” said Mr. Grisben
bluntly.
Faxon saw the lad’s colour fade,
and the rings of shadow deepen under his gay eyes.
At the same moment his uncle turned to him with a renewed
intensity of attention. There was such solicitude
in Mr. Lavington’s gaze that it seemed almost
to fling a shield between his nephew and Mr. Grisben’s
tactless scrutiny.
“We think Frank’s a good
deal better,” he began; “this new doctor ”
The butler, coming up, bent to whisper
a word in his ear, and the communication caused a
sudden change in Mr. Lavington’s expression.
His face was naturally so colourless that it seemed
not so much to pale as to fade, to dwindle and recede
into something blurred and blotted-out. He half
rose, sat down again and sent a rigid smile about the
table.
“Will you excuse me? The
telephone. Peters, go on with the dinner.”
With small precise steps he walked out of the door
which one of the footmen had thrown open.
A momentary silence fell on the group;
then Mr. Grisben once more addressed himself to Rainer.
“You ought to have gone, my boy; you ought to
have gone.”
The anxious look returned to the youth’s
eyes. “My uncle doesn’t think so,
really.”
“You’re not a baby, to
be always governed by your uncle’s opinion.
You came of age to-day, didn’t you? Your
uncle spoils you.... that’s what’s the
matter....”
The thrust evidently went home, for
Rainer laughed and looked down with a slight accession
of colour.
“But the doctor ”
“Use your common sense, Frank!
You had to try twenty doctors to find one to tell
you what you wanted to be told.”
A look of apprehension overshadowed
Rainer’, gaiety. “Oh, come I
say!... What would you do?” he stammered.
“Pack up and jump on the first
train.” Mr. Grisben leaned forward and
laid his hand kindly on the young man’s arm.
“Look here: my nephew Jim Grisben is out
there ranching on a big scale. He’ll take
you in and be glad to have you. You say your
new doctor thinks it won’t do you any good;
but he doesn’t pretend to say it will do you
harm, does he? Well, then give it
a trial. It’ll take you out of hot theatres
and night restaurants, anyhow.... And all the
rest of it.... Eh, Balch?”
“Go!” said Mr. Balch hollowly.
“Go at once,” he added, as if a
closer look at the youth’s face had impressed
on him the need of backing up his friend.
Young Rainer had turned ashy-pale.
He tried to stiffen his mouth into a smile. “Do
I look as bad as all that?”
Mr. Grisben was helping himself to
terrapin. “You look like the day after
an earthquake,” he said.
The terrapin had encircled the table,
and been deliberately enjoyed by Mr. Lavington’s
three visitors (Rainer, Faxon noticed, left his plate
untouched) before the door was thrown open to re-admit
their host. Mr. Lavington advanced with an air
of recovered composure. He seated himself, picked
up his napkin and consulted the gold-monogrammed menu.
“No, don’t bring back the filet....
Some terrapin; yes....” He looked affably
about the table. “Sorry to have deserted
you, but the storm has played the deuce with the wires,
and I had to wait a long time before I could get a
good connection. It must be blowing up for a blizzard.”
“Uncle Jack,” young Rainer
broke out, “Mr. Grisben’s been lecturing
me.”
Mr. Lavington was helping himself
to terrapin. “Ah what about?”
“He thinks I ought to have given New Mexico
a show.”
“I want him to go straight out
to my nephew at Santa Paz and stay there till his
next birthday.” Mr. Lavington signed to
the butler to hand the terrapin to Mr. Grisben, who,
as he took a second helping, addressed himself again
to Rainer. “Jim’s in New York now,
and going back the day after tomorrow in Olyphant’s
private car. I’ll ask Olyphant to squeeze
you in if you’ll go. And when you’ve
been out there a week or two, in the saddle all day
and sleeping nine hours a night, I suspect you won’t
think much of the doctor who prescribed New York.”
Faxon spoke up, he knew not why.
“I was out there once: it’s a splendid
life. I saw a fellow oh, a really bad
case who’d been simply made over
by it.”
“It does sound jolly,”
Rainer laughed, a sudden eagerness in his tone.
His uncle looked at him gently.
“Perhaps Grisben’s right. It’s
an opportunity ”
Faxon glanced up with a start:
the figure dimly perceived in the study was now more
visibly and tangibly planted behind Mr. Lavington’s
chair.
“That’s right, Frank:
you see your uncle approves. And the trip out
there with Olyphant isn’t a thing to be missed.
So drop a few dozen dinners and be at the Grand Central
the day after tomorrow at five.”
Mr. Grisben’s pleasant grey
eye sought corroboration of his host, and Faxon, in
a cold anguish of suspense, continued to watch him
as he turned his glance on Mr. Lavington. One
could not look at Lavington without seeing the presence
at his back, and it was clear that, the next minute,
some change in Mr. Grisben’s expression must
give his watcher a clue.
But Mr. Grisben’s expression
did not change: the gaze he fixed on his host
remained unperturbed, and the clue he gave was the
startling one of not seeming to see the other figure.
Faxon’s first impulse was to
look away, to look anywhere else, to resort again
to the champagne glass the watchful butler had already
brimmed; but some fatal attraction, at war in him
with an overwhelming physical resistance, held his
eyes upon the spot they feared.
The figure was still standing, more
distinctly, and therefore more resemblingly, at Mr.
Lavington’s back; and while the latter continued
to gaze affectionately at his nephew, his counterpart,
as before, fixed young Rainer with eyes of deadly
menace.
Faxon, with what felt like an actual
wrench of the muscles, dragged his own eyes from the
sight to scan the other countenances about the table;
but not one revealed the least consciousness of what
he saw, and a sense of mortal isolation sank upon
him.
“It’s worth considering,
certainly ” he heard Mr. Lavington
continue; and as Rainer’s face lit up, the face
behind his uncle’s chair seemed to gather into
its look all the fierce weariness of old unsatisfied
hates. That was the thing that, as the minutes
laboured by, Faxon was becoming most conscious of.
The watcher behind the chair was no longer merely
malevolent: he had grown suddenly, unutterably
tired. His hatred seemed to well up out of the
very depths of balked effort and thwarted hopes, and
the fact made him more pitiable, and yet more dire.
Faxon’s look reverted to Mr.
Lavington, as if to surprise in him a corresponding
change. At first none was visible: his pinched
smile was screwed to his blank face like a gas-light
to a white-washed wall. Then the fixity of the
smile became ominous: Faxon saw that its wearer
was afraid to let it go. It was evident that
Mr. Lavington was unutterably tired too, and the discovery
sent a colder current through Faxon’s veins.
Looking down at his untouched plate, he caught the
soliciting twinkle of the champagne glass; but the
sight of the wine turned him sick.
“Well, we’ll go into the
details presently,” he heard Mr. Lavington say,
still on the question of his nephew’s future.
“Let’s have a cigar first. No not
here, Peters.” He turned his smile on Faxon.
“When we’ve had coffee I want to show
you my pictures.”
“Oh, by the way, Uncle Jack Mr.
Faxon wants to know if you’ve got a double?”
“A double?” Mr. Lavington,
still smiling, continued to address himself to his
guest. “Not that I know of. Have you
seen one, Mr. Faxon?”
Faxon thought: “My God,
if I look up now they’ll both be looking
at me!” To avoid raising his eyes he made as
though to lift the glass to his lips; but his hand
sank inert, and he looked up. Mr. Lavington’s
glance was politely bent on him, but with a loosening
of the strain about his heart he saw that the figure
behind the chair still kept its gaze on Rainer.
“Do you think you’ve seen my double, Mr.
Faxon?”
Would the other face turn if he said
yes? Faxon felt a dryness in his throat.
“No,” he answered.
“Ah? It’s possible
I’ve a dozen. I believe I’m extremely
usual-looking,” Mr. Lavington went on conversationally;
and still the other face watched Rainer.
“It was... a mistake... a confusion
of memory....” Faxon heard himself stammer.
Mr. Lavington pushed back his chair, and as he did
so Mr. Grisben suddenly leaned forward.
“Lavington! What have,
we been thinking of? We haven’t drunk Frank’s
health!”
Mr. Lavington reseated himself.
“My dear boy!... Peters, another bottle....”
He turned to his nephew. “After such a sin
of omission I don’t presume to propose the toast
myself... but Frank knows.... Go ahead, Grisben!”
The boy shone on his uncle. “No,
no, Uncle Jack! Mr. Grisben won’t mind.
Nobody but you today!”
The butler was replenishing the glasses.
He filled Mr. Lavington’s last, and Mr. Lavington
put out his small hand to raise it.... As he did
so, Faxon looked away.
“Well, then All the
good I’ve wished you in all the past years....
I put it into the prayer that the coming ones may
be healthy and happy and many... and many,
dear boy!”
Faxon saw the hands about him reach
out for their glasses. Automatically, he reached
for his. His eyes were still on the table, and
he repeated to himself with a trembling vehemence:
“I won’t look up! I won’t....
I won’t....”
His finders clasped the glass and
raised it to the level of his lips. He saw the
other hands making the same motion. He heard Mr.
Grisben’s genial “Hear! Hear!”
and Mr. Batch’s hollow echo. He said to
himself, as the rim of the glass touched his lips:
“I won’t look up! I swear I won’t! ”
and he looked.
The glass was so full that it required
an extraordinary effort to hold it there, brimming
and suspended, during the awful interval before he
could trust his hand to lower it again, untouched,
to the table. It was this merciful preoccupation
which saved him, kept him from crying out, from losing
his hold, from slipping down into the bottomless blackness
that gaped for him. As long as the problem of
the glass engaged him he felt able to keep his seat,
manage his muscles, fit unnoticeably into the group;
but as the glass touched the table his last link with
safety snapped. He stood up and dashed out of
the room.