Tyler Kamps was a tired boy.
He was tired from his left great toe to that topmost
spot at the crown of his head where six unruly hairs
always persisted in sticking straight out in defiance
of patient brushing wetting and greasing. Tyler
Kamps was as tired as only a boy can be at 9.30 P.M.
who has risen at 5.30 A.M. Yet he lay wide awake
in his hammock eight feet above the ground like a
giant silk-worm in an incredible cocoon and listened
to the sleep-sounds that came from the depths of two
hundred similar cocoons suspended at regular intervals
down the long dark room. A chorus of deep regular
breathing with an occasional grunt or sigh denoting
complete relaxation. Tyler Kamps should have
been part of this chorus himself. Instead he
lay staring into the darkness thinking mad thoughts
of which this is a sample:
“Gosh! Wouldn’t I
like to sit up in my hammock and give one yell!
The kind of a yell a movie cowboy gives on a Saturday
night. Wake ’em up and stop that darned
old breathing.”
Nerves. He breathed deeply himself,
once or twice, because it seemed, somehow to relieve
his feeling of irritation. And in that unguarded
moment of unconscious relaxation Sleep, that had been
lying in wait for him just around the corner, pounced
on him and claimed him for its own. From his
hammock came the deep, regular inhalation, exhalation,
with an occasional grunt or sigh. The normal
sleep-sounds of a very tired boy.
The trouble with Tyler Kamps was that
he missed two things he hadn’t expected to miss
at all. And he missed not at all the things he
had been prepared to miss most hideously.
First of all, he had expected to miss
his mother. If you had known Stella Kamps you
could readily have understood that. Stella Kamps
was the kind of mother they sing about in the sentimental
ballads; mother, pal, and sweetheart. Which was
where she had made her big mistake. When one
mother tries to be all those things to one son that
son has a very fair chance of turning out a mollycoddle.
The war was probably all that saved Tyler Kamps from
such a fate.
In the way she handled this son of
hers Stella Kamps had been as crafty and skilful and
velvet-gloved as a girl with her beau. The proof
of it is that Tyler had never known he was being handled.
Some folks in Marvin, Texas, said she actually flirted
with him, and they were almost justified. Certainly
the way she glanced up at him from beneath her lashes
was excused only by the way she scolded him if he tracked
up the kitchen floor. But then, Stella Kamps
and her boy were different, anyway. Marvin folks
all agreed about that. Flowers on the table at
meals. Sitting over the supper things talking
and laughing for an hour after they’d finished
eating, as if they hadn’t seen each other in
years. Reading out loud to each other, out of
books and then going on like mad about what they’d
just read, and getting all het up about it. And
sometimes chasing each other around the yard, spring
evenings, like a couple of fool kids. Honestly,
if a body didn’t know Stella Kamps so well,
and what a fight she had put up to earn a living for
herself and the boy after that good-for-nothing Kamps
up and left her, and what a housekeeper she was, and
all, a person’d think well
So, then, Tyler had expected to miss
her first of all. The way she talked. The
way she fussed around him without in the least seeming
to fuss. Her special way of cooking things.
Her laugh which drew laughter in its wake. The
funny way she had of saying things, vitalising commonplaces
with the spark of her own electricity.
And now he missed her only as the
average boy of twenty-one misses the mother he has
been used to all his life. No more and no less.
Which would indicate that Stella Kamps, in her protean
endeavours, had overplayed the parts just a trifle.
He had expected to miss the boys at
the bank. He had expected to miss the Mandolin
Club. The Mandolin Club met, officially, every
Thursday and spangled the Texas night with their tinkling.
Five rather dreamy-eyed adolescents slumped in stoop-shouldered
comfort over the instruments cradled in their arms,
each right leg crossed limply over the left, each
great foot that dangled from the bony ankle, keeping
rhythmic time to the plunketty-plink-tinketty-plunk.
He had expected to miss the familiar
faces on Main Street. He had even expected to
miss the neighbours with whom he and his mother had
so rarely mingled. All the hundred little, intimate,
trivial, everyday things that had gone to make up
his life back home in Marvin, Texas these
he had expected to miss.
And he didn’t.
After ten weeks at the Great Central
Naval Training Station so near Chicago, Illinois,
and so far from Marvin, Texas, there were two things
he missed.
He wanted the decent privacy of his
small quiet bedroom back home.
He wanted to talk to a girl.
He knew he wanted the first, definitely.
He didn’t know he wanted the second. The
fact that he didn’t know it was Stella Kamps’
fault. She had kept his boyhood girlless, year
and year, by sheer force of her own love for him,
and need of him, and by the charm and magnetism that
were hers. She had been deprived of a more legitimate
outlet for these emotions. Concentrated on the
boy, they had sufficed for him. The Marvin girls
had long ago given him up as hopeless. They fell
back, baffled, their keenest weapons dulled by the
impenetrable armour of his impersonal gaze.
The room? It hadn’t been
much of a room, as rooms go. Bare, clean, asceptic,
with a narrow, hard white bed and a maple dresser whose
second drawer always stuck and came out zig-zag when
you pulled it; and a swimmy mirror that made one side
of your face look sort of lumpy, and higher than the
other side. In one corner a bookshelf. He
had made it himself at manual training. When
he had finished it the planing, the staining,
the polishing Chippendale himself, after
he had designed and executed his first gracious, wide-seated,
back-fitting chair, could have felt no finer creative
glow. As for the books it held, just to run your
eye over them was like watching Tyler Kamps grow up.
Stella Kamps had been a Kansas school teacher in the
days before she met and married Clint Kamps.
And she had never quite got over it. So the book
case contained certain things that a fond mother (with
a teaching past) would think her small son ought to
enjoy. Things like “Tom Brown At Rugby”
and “Hans Brinker, Or the Silver Skates.”
He had read them, dutifully, but they were as good
as new. No thumbed pages, no ragged edges, no
creases and tatters where eager boy hands had turned
a page over hastily. No, the thumb-marked,
dog’s-eared, grimy ones were, as always, “Tom
Sawyer” and “Huckleberry Finn” and
“Marching Against the Iroquois.”
A hot enough little room in the Texas
summers. A cold enough little room in the Texas
winters. But his own. And quiet. He
used to lie there at night, relaxed, just before sleep
claimed him, and he could almost feel the soft Texas
night enfold him like a great, velvety, invisible
blanket, soothing him, lulling him. In the morning
it had been pleasant to wake up to its bare, clean
whiteness, and to the tantalising breakfast smells
coming up from the kitchen below. His mother calling
from the foot of the narrow wooden stairway:
“Ty-ler!,” rising
inflection. “Ty-ler,” falling inflection.
“Get up, son! Breakfast’ll be ready.”
It was always a terrific struggle
between a last delicious stolen five minutes between
the covers, and the scent of the coffee and bacon.
“Ty-ler! You’ll be late!”
A mighty stretch. A gathering
of his will forces. A swing of his long legs
over the side of the bed so that they described an
arc in the air.
“Been up years.”
Breakfast had won.
Until he came to the Great Central
Naval Training Station Tyler’s nearest approach
to the nautical life had been when, at the age of six,
he had sailed chips in the wash tub in the back yard.
Marvin, Texas, is five hundred miles inland.
And yet he had enlisted in the navy as inevitably
as though he had sprung from a long line of Vikings.
In his boyhood his choice of games had always been
pirate. You saw him, a red handkerchief binding
his brow, one foot advanced, knee bent, scanning the
horizon for the treasure island from the vantage point
of the woodshed roof, while the crew, gone mad with
thirst, snarled and shrieked all about him, and the
dirt yard below became a hungry, roaring sea.
His twelve-year-old vocabulary boasted such compound
difficulties as mizzentopsail-yard and main-topgallantmast.
He knew the intricate parts of a full-rigged ship
from the mainsail to the deck, from the jib-boom to
the chart-house. All this from pictures and books.
It was the roving, restless spirit of his father in
him, I suppose. Clint Kamps had never been meant
for marriage. When the baby Tyler was one year
old Clint had walked over to where his wife sat, the
child in her lap, and had tilted her head back, kissed
her on the lips, and had gently pinched the boy’s
roseleaf cheek with a quizzical forefinger and thumb.
Then, indolently, negligently, gracefully, he had
strolled out of the house, down the steps, into the
hot and dusty street and so on and on and out of their
lives. Stella Kamps had never seen him again.
Her letters back home to her folks in Kansas were
triumphs of bravery and bare-faced lying. The
kind of bravery, and the kind of lying that only a
woman could understand. She managed to make out,
somehow, at first. And later, very well indeed.
As the years went on she and the boy lived together
in a sort of closed corporation paradise of their
own. At twenty-one Tyler, who had gone through
grammar school, high school and business college had
never kissed a girl or felt a love-pang. Stella
Kamps kept her age as a woman does whose brain and
body are alert and busy. When Tyler first went
to work in the Texas State Savings Bank of Marvin the
girls would come in on various pretexts just for a
glimpse of his charming blondeur behind the little
cage at the rear. It is difficult for a small-town
girl to think of reasons for going into a bank.
You have to be moneyed to do it. They say that
the Davies girl saved up nickels until she had a dollar’s
worth and then came into the bank and asked to have
a bill in exchange for it. They gave her one a
crisp, new, crackly dollar bill. She reached
for it, gropingly, her eyes fixed on a point at the
rear of the bank. Two days later she came in and
brazenly asked to have it changed into nickels again.
She might have gone on indefinitely thus if Tyler’s
country hadn’t given him something more important
to do than to change dollars into nickels and back
again.
On the day he left for the faraway
naval training station Stella Kamps for the second
time in her life had a chance to show the stuff she
was made of, and showed it. Not a whimper.
Down at the train, standing at the car window, looking
up at him and smiling, and saying futile, foolish,
final things, and seeing only his blond head among
the many thrust out of the open window.
“... and Tyler, remember what
I said about your feet. You know. Dry....
And I’ll send a box every week, only don’t
eat too many of the nut cookies. They’re
so rich. Give some to the other yes,
I know you will. I was just ... Won’t
it be grand to be right there on the water all the
time! My!... I’ll write every night
and then send it twice a week.... I don’t
suppose you ... Well once a week, won’t
you, dear?... You’re you’re
moving. The train’s going! Good-b ”
she ran along with it for a few feet, awkwardly, as
a woman runs. Stumblingly.
And suddenly, as she ran, his head
always just ahead of her, she thought, with a great
pang:
“O my God, how young he is!
How young he is, and he doesn’t know anything.
I should have told him.... Things.... He
doesn’t know anything about ... and all those
other men ”
She ran on, one arm outstretched as
though to hold him a moment longer while the train
gathered speed. “Tyler!” she called,
through the din and shouting. “Tyler, be
good! Be good!” He only saw her lips moving,
and could not hear, so he nodded his head, and smiled,
and waved, and was gone.
So Tyler Kamps had travelled up to
Chicago. Whenever they passed a sizable town
they had thrown open the windows and yelled, “Youp!
Who-ee! Yow!”
People had rushed to the streets and
had stood there gazing after the train. Tyler
hadn’t done much youping at first, but in the
later stages of the journey he joined in to keep his
spirits up. He, who had never been more than
a two-hours’ ride from home was flashing past
villages, towns, cities hundreds of them.
The first few days had been unbelievably
bad, what with typhoid inoculations, smallpox vaccinations,
and loneliness. The very first day, when he had
entered his barracks one of the other boys, older in
experience, misled by Tyler’s pink and white
and gold colouring, had leaned forward from amongst
a group and had called in glad surprise, at the top
of a leathery pair of lungs:
“Why, hello, sweetheart!”
The others had taken it up with cruelty of their age.
“Hello, sweetheart!” It had stuck.
Sweetheart. In the hard years that followed years
in which the blood-thirsty and piratical games of
his boyhood paled to the mildest of imaginings the
nickname still clung, long after he had ceased to
resent it; long after he had stripes and braid to
refute it.
But in that Tyler Kamps we are not
interested. It is the boy Tyler Kamps with whom
we have to do. Bewildered, lonely, and a little
resentful. Wondering where the sea part of it
came in. Learning to say “on the station”
instead of “at the station,” the idea being
that the great stretch of land on which the station
was located was not really land, but water; and the
long wooden barracks not really barracks at all, but
ships. Learning to sleep in a hammock (it took
him a full week). Learning to pin back his sailor
collar to save soiling the white braid on it (that
meant scrubbing). Learning but why
go into detail? One sentence covers it.
Tyler met Gunner Moran. Moran,
tattooed, hairy-armed, hairy-chested as a gorilla
and with something of the sadness and humour of the
gorilla in his long upper lip and short forehead.
But his eyes did not bear out the resemblance.
An Irish blue; bright, unravaged; clear beacon lights
in a rough and storm-battered countenance. Gunner
Moran wasn’t a gunner at all, or even a gunner’s
mate, but just a seaman who knew the sea from Shanghai
to New Orleans; from Liverpool to Barcelona. His
knowledge of knots and sails and rifles and bayonets
and fists was a thing to strike you dumb. He
wasn’t the stuff of which officers are made.
But you should have seen him with a Springfield!
Or a bayonet! A bare twenty-five, Moran, but
with ten years’ sea experience. Into those
ten years he had jammed a lifetime of adventure.
And he could do expertly all the things that Tyler
Kamps did amateurishly. In a barrack, or in a
company street, the man who talks the loudest is the
man who has the most influence. In Tyler’s
barrack Gunner Moran was that man.
Because of what he knew they gave
him two hundred men at a time and made him company
commander, without insignia or official position.
In rank, he was only a “gob” like the
rest of them. In influence a captain. Moran
knew how to put the weight lunge behind the bayonet.
It was a matter of balance, of poise, more than of
muscle.
Up in the front of his men, “G’wan,”
he would yell. “Whatddye think you’re
doin’! Tickling ’em with a straw!
That’s a bayonet you got there, not a tennis
rackit. You couldn’t scratch your initials
on a Fritz that way. Put a little guts into it.
Now then!”
He had been used to the old Krag,
with a cam that jerked out, and threw back, and fed
one shell at a time. The new Springfield, that
was a gloriously functioning thing in its simplicity,
he regarded with a sort of reverence and ecstasy mingled.
As his fingers slid lightly, caressingly along the
shining barrel they were like a man’s fingers
lingering on the soft curves of a woman’s throat.
The sight of a rookie handling this metal sweetheart
clumsily filled him with fury.
“Whatcha think you got there,
you lubber, you! A section o’ lead pipe!
You ought t’ be back carryin’ a shovel,
where you belong. Here. Just a touch.
Like that. See? Easy now.”
He could box like a professional.
They put him up against Slovatsky, the giant Russian,
one day. Slovatsky put up his two huge hands,
like hams, and his great arms, like iron beams and
looked down on this lithe, agile bantam that was hopping
about at his feet. Suddenly the bantam crouched,
sprang, and recoiled like a steel trap. Something
had crashed up against Slovatsky’s chin.
Red rage shook him. He raised his sledge-hammer
right for a slashing blow. Moran was directly
in the path of it. It seemed that he could no
more dodge it than he could hope to escape an onrushing
locomotive, but it landed on empty air, with Moran
around in back of the Russian, and peering impishly
up under his arm. It was like an elephant worried
by a mosquito. Then Moran’s lightning right
shot out again, smartly, and seemed just to tap the
great hulk on the side of the chin. A ludicrous
look of surprise on Slovatsky’s face before he
crumpled and crashed.
This man it was who had Tyler Kamps’
admiration. It was more than admiration.
It was nearer adoration. But there was nothing
unnatural or unwholesome about the boy’s worship
of this man. It was a legitimate thing, born
of all his fatherless years; years in which there had
been no big man around the house who could throw farther
than Tyler, and eat more, and wear larger shoes and
offer more expert opinion. Moran accepted the
boy’s homage with a sort of surly graciousness.
In Tyler’s third week at the
Naval Station mumps developed in his barracks and
they were quarantined. Tyler escaped the epidemic
but he had to endure the boredom of weeks of quarantine.
At first they took it as a lark, like schoolboys.
Moran’s hammock was just next Tyler’s.
On his other side was a young Kentuckian named Dabney
Courtney. The barracks had dubbed him Monicker
the very first day. Monicker had a rather surprising
tenor voice. Moran a salty bass. And Tyler
his mandolin. The trio did much to make life
bearable, or unbearable, depending on one’s
musical knowledge and views. The boys all sang
a great deal. They bawled everything they knew,
from “Oh, You Beautiful Doll” and “Over
There” to “The End of a Perfect Day.”
The latter, ad nauseum. They even revived
“Just Break the News to Mother” and seemed
to take a sort of awful joy in singing its dreary words
and mournful measures. They played everything
from a saxophone to a harmonica. They read.
They talked. And they grew so sick of the sight
of one another that they began to snap and snarl.
Sometimes they gathered round Moran
and he told them tales they only half believed.
He had been in places whose very names were exotic
and oriental, breathing of sandalwood, and myrrh,
and spices and aloes. They were places over which
a boy dreams in books of travel. Moran bared the
vivid tattooing on hairy arms and chest tattooing
representing anchors, and serpents, and girls’
heads, and hearts with arrows stuck through them.
Each mark had its story. A broad-swathed gentleman
indeed, Gunner Moran. He had an easy way with
him that made you feel provincial and ashamed.
It made you ashamed of not knowing the sort of thing
you used to be ashamed of knowing.
Visiting day was the worst. They
grew savage, somehow, watching the mothers and sisters
and cousins and sweethearts go streaming by to the
various barracks. One of the boys to whom Tyler
had never even spoken suddenly took a picture out
of his blouse pocket and showed it to Tyler.
It was a cheap little picture one of the
kind they sell two for a quarter if one sitter; two
for thirty-five if two. This was a twosome.
The boy, and a girl. A healthy, wide-awake wholesome
looking small-town girl, who has gone through high
school and cuts out her own shirtwaists.
“She’s vice-president
of the Silver Star Pleasure Club back home,”
the boy confided to Tyler. “I’m president.
We meet every other Saturday.”
Tyler looked at the picture seriously
and approvingly. Suddenly he wished that he had,
tucked away in his blouse, a picture of a clear-eyed,
round-cheeked vice-president of a pleasure club.
He took out his mother’s picture and showed
it.
“Oh, yeh,” said the boy, disinterestedly.
The dragging weeks came to an end.
The night of Tyler’s restlessness was the last
night of quarantine. To-morrow morning they would
be free. At the end of the week they were to
be given shore leave. Tyler had made up his mind
to go to Chicago. He had never been there.
Five thirty. Reveille.
Tyler awoke with the feeling that
something was going to happen. Something pleasant.
Then he remembered, and smiled. Dabney Courtney,
in the next hammock, was leaning far over the side
of his perilous perch and delivering himself of his
morning speech. Tyler did not quite understand
this young southern elegant. Monicker had two
moods, both of which puzzled Tyler. When he awoke
feeling gay he would lean over the extreme edge of
his hammock and drawl, with an affected English accent:
“If this is Venice, where are the canals?”
In his less cheerful moments he would
groan, heavily, “There ain’t no Gawd!”
This last had been his morning observation
during their many weeks of durance vile. But
this morning he was, for the first time in many days,
enquiring about Venetian waterways.
Tyler had no pal. His years of
companionship with his mother had bred in him a sort
of shyness, a diffidence. He heard the other boys
making plans for shore leave. They all scorned
Waukegan, which was the first sizable town beyond
the Station. Chicago was their goal. They
were like a horde of play-hungry devils after their
confinement. Six weeks of restricted freedom,
six weeks of stored-up energy made them restive as
colts.
“Goin’ to Chicago, kid?”
Moran asked him, carelessly. It was Saturday
morning.
“Yes. Are you?” eagerly.
“Kin a duck swim?”
At the Y.M.C.A. they had given him
tickets to various free amusements and entertainments.
They told him about free canteens, and about other
places where you could get a good meal, cheap.
One of the tickets was for a dance. Tyler knew
nothing of dancing. This dance was to be given
at some kind of woman’s club on Michigan Boulevard.
Tyler read the card, glumly. A dance meant girls.
He knew that. Why hadn’t he learned to
dance?
Tyler walked down to the station and
waited for the train that would bring him to Chicago
at about one o’clock. The other boys, in
little groups, or in pairs, were smoking and talking.
Tyler wanted to join them, but he did not. They
seemed so sufficient unto themselves, with their plans,
and their glib knowledge of places, and amusements,
and girls. On the train they all bought sweets
from the train butcher chocolate maraschinos,
and nut bars, and molasses kisses and ate
them as greedily as children, until their hunger for
sweets was surfeited.
Tyler found himself in the same car
with Moran. He edged over to a seat near him,
watching him narrowly. Moran was not mingling
with the other boys. He kept aloof, his sea-blue
eyes gazing out at the flat Illinois prairie.
All about him swept and eddied the currents and counter-currents
of talk.
“They say there’s a swell
supper in the Tower Building for fifty cents.”
“Fifty nothing. Get all
you want in the Library canteen for nix.”
“Where’s this dance, huh?”
“Search me.”
“Heh, Murph! I’ll shoot you a game
of pool at the club.”
“Naw, I gotta date.”
Tyler’s glance encountered Moran’s,
and rested there. Scorn curled the Irishman’s
broad upper lip. “Navy! This ain’t
no navy no more. It’s a Sunday school,
that’s what! Phonographs, an’ church
suppers, an’ pool an’ dances! It’s
enough t’ turn a fella’s stomick.
Lot of Sunday school kids don’t know a sail
from a tablecloth when they see it.”
He relapsed into contemptuous silence.
Tyler, who but a moment before had
been envying them their familiarity with these very
things now nodded and smiled understanding at Moran.
“That’s right,” he said. Moran
regarded him a moment, curiously. Then he resumed
his staring out of the window. You would never
have guessed that in that bullet head there was bewilderment
and resentment almost equalling Tyler’s, but
for a much different reason. Gunner Moran was
of the old navy the navy that had been
despised and spat upon. In those days his uniform
alone had barred him from decent theatres, decent
halls, decent dances, contact with decent people.
They had forced him to a knowledge of the burlesque
houses, the cheap theatres, the shooting galleries,
the saloons, the dives. And now, bewilderingly,
the public had right-about faced. It opened its
doors to him. It closed its saloons to him.
It sought him out. It offered him amusement.
It invited him to its home, and sat him down at its
table, and introduced him to its daughter.
“Nix!” said Gunner Moran,
and spat between his teeth. “Not f’r
me. I pick me own lady friends.”
Gunner Moran was used to picking his
own lady friends. He had picked them in wicked
Port Said, and in Fiume; in Yokohama and Naples.
He had picked them unerringly, and to his taste, in
Cardiff, and Hamburg, and Vladivostok.
When the train drew in at the great
Northwestern station shed he was down the steps and
up the long platform before the wheels had ceased
revolving.
Tyler came down the steps slowly.
Blue uniforms were streaming past him a
flood of them. White leggings twinkled with the
haste of their wearers. Caps, white or blue,
flowed like a succession of rippling waves and broke
against the great doorway, and were gone.
In Tyler’s town, back home in
Marvin, Texas, you knew the train numbers and their
schedules, and you spoke of them by name, familiarly
and affectionately, as Number Eleven and Number Fifty-five.
“I reckon Fifty-five’ll be late to-day,
on account of the storm.”
Now he saw half a dozen trains lined
up at once, and a dozen more tracks waiting, empty.
The great train shed awed him. The vast columned
waiting room, the hurrying people, the uniformed guards
gave him a feeling of personal unimportance.
He felt very negligible, and useless, and alone.
He stood, a rather dazed blue figure, in the vastness
of that shining place. A voice the
soft, cadenced voice of the negro addressed
him.
“Lookin’ fo’ de sailors’ club
rooms?”
Tyler turned. A toothy, middle-aged,
kindly negro in a uniform and red cap. Tyler
smiled friendlily. Here was a human he could feel
at ease with. Texas was full of just such faithful,
friendly types of negro.
“Reckon I am, uncle. Show me the way?”
Red Cap chuckled and led the way.
“Knew you was f’om de south minute Ah
see yo’. Cain’t fool me.
Le’ssee now. You-all f’om ?”
“I’m from the finest state
in the Union. The most glorious state in the ”
“H’m Texas,” grinned
Red Cap.
“How did you know!”
“Ah done heah ’em talk befoh, son.
Ah done heah ’em talk be-foh.”
It was a long journey through the
great building to the section that had been set aside
for Tyler and boys like him. Tyler wondered how
any one could ever find it alone. When the Red
Cap left him, after showing him the wash rooms, the
tubs for scrubbing clothes, the steam dryers, the
bath-tubs, the lunch room, Tyler looked after him regretfully.
Then he sped after him and touched him on the arm.
“Listen. Could I would
they do you mean I could clean up in there as
much as I wanted? And wash my things? And
take a bath in a bathtub, with all the hot water I
want?”
“Yo’ sho’ kin.
On’y things look mighty grabby now. Always
is Sat’days. Jes’ wait aroun’
an’ grab yo’ tu’n.”
Tyler waited. And while he waited
he watched to see how the other boys did things.
He saw how they scrubbed their uniforms with scrubbing
brushes, and plenty of hot water and soap. He
saw how they hung them carefully, so that they might
not wrinkle, in the dryers. He saw them emerge,
glowing, from the tub rooms. And he waited, the
fever of cleanliness burning in his eye.
His turn came. He had waited
more than an hour, reading, listening to the phonograph
and the electric piano, and watching.
Now he saw his chance and seized it.
And then he went through a ceremony that was almost
a ritual. Stella Kamps, could she have seen it,
would have felt repaid for all her years of soap-and-water
insistence.
First he washed out the stationary
tub with soap, and brush, and scalding water.
Then he scalded the brush. Then the tub again.
Then, deliberately, and with the utter unconcern of
the male biped he divested himself, piece by piece,
of every stitch of covering wherewith his body was
clothed. And he scrubbed them all. He took
off his white leggings and his white cap and scrubbed
those, first. He had seen the other boys follow
that order of procedure. Then his flapping blue
flannel trousers, and his blouse. Then his underclothes,
and his socks. And finally he stood there, naked
and unabashed, slim, and pink and silver as a mountain
trout. His face, as he bent over the steamy tub,
was very red, and moist and earnest. His yellow
hair curled in little damp ringlets about his brow.
Then he hung his trousers and blouse in the dryers
without wringing them (wringing, he had been told,
wrinkled them). He rinsed and wrung, and flapped
the underclothes, though, and shaped his cap carefully,
and spread his leggings, and hung those in the dryer,
too. And finally, with a deep sigh of accomplishment,
he filled one of the bathtubs in the adjoining room filled
it to the slopping-over point with the luxurious hot
water, and he splashed about in this, and reclined
in it, gloriously, until the waiting ones threatened
to pull him out. Then he dried himself and issued
forth all flushed and rosy. He wrapped himself
in a clean coarse sheet, for his clothes would not
be dry for another half hour. Swathed in the
sheet like a Roman senator he lay down on one of the
green velvet couches, relics of past Pullman glories,
and there, with the rumble and roar of steel trains
overhead, with the smart click of the billiard balls
sounding in his ears, with the phonograph and the
electric piano going full blast, with the boys dancing
and larking all about the big room, he fell sound asleep
as only a boy cub can sleep.
When he awoke an hour later his clothes
were folded in a neat pile by the deft hand of some
jackie impatient to use the drying space for his own
garments. Tyler put them on. He stood before
a mirror and brushed his hair until it glittered.
He drew himself up with the instinctive pride and
self respect that comes of fresh clean clothes against
the skin. Then he placed his absurd round hat
on his head at what he considered a fetching angle,
though precarious, and sallied forth on the streets
of Chicago in search of amusement and adventure.
He found them.
Madison and Canal streets, west, had
little to offer him. He sensed that the centre
of things lay to the east, so he struck out along Madison,
trying not to show the terror with which the grim,
roaring, clamorous city filled him. He jingled
the small coins in his pocket and strode along, on
the surface a blithe and carefree jackie on shore leave;
a forlorn and lonely Texas boy, beneath.
It was late afternoon. His laundering,
his ablutions and his nap had taken more time than
he had realised. It was a mild spring day, with
just a Lake Michigan evening snap in the air.
Tyler, glancing about alertly, nevertheless felt dreamy,
and restless, and sort of melting, like a snow-heap
in the sun. He wished he had some one to talk
to. He thought of the man on the train who had
said, with such easy confidence, “I got a date.”
Tyler wished that he too had a date he who
had never had a rendezvous in his life. He loitered
a moment on the bridge. Then he went on, looking
about him interestedly, and comparing Chicago, Illinois,
with Marvin, Texas, and finding the former sadly lacking.
He passed LaSalle, Clark. The streets were packed.
The noise and rush tired him, and bewildered him.
He came to a moving picture theatre one
of the many that dot the district. A girl occupied
the little ticket kiosk. She was rather a frowsy
girl, not too young, and with a certain look about
the jaw. Tyler walked up to the window and shoved
his money through the little aperture. The girl
fed him a pink ticket without looking up. He
stood there looking at her. Then he asked her
a question. “How long does the show take?”
He wanted to see the colour of her eyes. He wanted
her to talk to him.
“’Bout a hour,”
said the girl, and raised wise eyes to his.
“Thanks,” said Tyler,
fervently, and smiled. No answering smile curved
the lady’s lips. Tyler turned and went in.
There was an alleged comic film. Tyler was not
amused. It was followed by a war picture.
He left before the show was over. He was very
hungry by now. In his blouse pocket were the
various information and entertainment tickets with
which the Y.M.C.A. man had provided him. He had
taken them out, carefully, before he had done his
washing. Now he looked them over. But a dairy
lunch room invited him, with its white tiling, and
its pans of baked apples, and browned beans and its
coffee tank. He went in and ate a solitary supper
that was heavy on pie and cake.
When he came out to the street again
it was evening. He walked over to State Street
(the wrong side). He took the dance card out of
his pocket and looked at it again. If only he
had learned to dance. There’d be girls.
There’d have to be girls at a dance. He
stood staring into the red and tin-foil window display
of a cigar store, turning the ticket over in his fingers,
and the problem over in his mind.
Suddenly, in his ear, a woman’s
voice, very soft and low. “Hello, Sweetheart!”
the voice said. His nickname! He whirled
around, eagerly.
The girl was a stranger to him.
But she was smiling, friendlily, and she was pretty,
too, sort of. “Hello, Sweetheart!”
she said, again.
“Why, how-do, ma’am,” said Tyler,
Texas fashion.
“Where you going, kid?” she asked.
Tyler blushed a little. “Well,
nowhere in particular, ma’am. Just kind
of milling around.”
“Come on along with me,” she said, and
linked her arm in his.
“Why why thanks, but ”
And yet Texas people were always saying
easterners weren’t friendly. He felt a
little uneasy, though, as he looked down into her smiling
face. Something
“Hello, Sweetheart!” said
a voice, again. A man’s voice, this time.
Out of the cigar store came Gunner Moran, the yellow
string of a tobacco bag sticking out of his blouse
pocket, a freshly rolled cigarette between his lips.
A queer feeling of relief and gladness
swept over Tyler. And then Moran looked sharply
at the girl and said, “Why, hello, Blanche!”
“Hello yourself,” answered the girl, sullenly.
“Thought you was in ’Frisco.”
“Well, I ain’t.”
Moran shifted his attention from the girl to Tyler.
“Friend o’ yours?”
Before Tyler could open his lips to answer the girl
put in, “Sure he is.
Sure I am. We been around together all afternoon.”
Tyler jerked. “Why, ma’am,
I guess you’ve made a mistake. I never saw
you before in my life. I kind of thought when
you up and spoke to me you must be taking me for somebody
else. Well, now, isn’t that funny ”
The smile faded from the girl’s
face, and it became twisted with fury. She glared
at Moran, her lips drawn back in a snarl. “Who’re
you to go buttin’ into my business! This
guy’s a friend of mine, I tell yuh!”
“Yeh? Well, he’s
a friend of mine, too. Me an’ him had a
date to meet here right now and we’re goin’
over to a swell little dance on Michigan Avenoo.
So it’s you who’s buttin’ in, Blanche,
me girl.”
The girl stood twisting her handkerchief
savagely. She was panting a little. “I’ll
get you for this.”
“Beat it!” said Moran.
He tucked his arm through Tyler’s, with a little
impelling movement, and Tyler found himself walking
up the street at a smart gait, leaving the girl staring
after them.
Tyler Kamps was an innocent, but he
was not a fool. At what he had vaguely guessed
a moment before, he now knew. They walked along
in silence, the most ill-sorted pair that you might
hope to find in all that higgledy-piggledy city.
And yet with a new, strong bond between them.
It was more than fraternal. It had something of
the character of the feeling that exists between a
father and son who understand each other.
Man-like, they did not talk of that
which they were thinking.
Tyler broke the silence.
“Do you dance?”
“Me! Dance! Well,
I’ve mixed with everything from hula dancers
to geisha girls, not forgettin’ the Barbary
Coast in the old days, but well, I ain’t
what you’d rightly call a dancer. Why you
askin’?”
“Because I can’t dance,
either. But we’ll just go up and see what
it’s like, anyway.”
“See wot wot’s like?”
Tyler took out his card again, patiently. “This
dance we’re going to.”
They had reached the Michigan Avenue
address given on the card, and Tyler stopped to look
up at the great, brightly lighted building. Moran
stopped too, but for a different reason. He was
staring, open-mouthed, at Tyler Kamps.
“You mean t’ say you thought I was goin’ ”
He choked. “Oh, my Gawd!”
Tyler smiled at him, sweetly.
“I’m kind of scared, too. But Monicker
goes to these dances and he says they’re right
nice. And lots of of pretty girls.
Nice girls. I wouldn’t go alone. But
you you’re used to dancing, and parties
and girls.”
He linked his arm through the other
man’s. Moran allowed himself to be propelled
along, dazedly. Still protesting, he found himself
in the elevator with a dozen red-cheeked, scrubbed-looking
jackies. At which point Moran, game in the face
of horror, accepted the inevitable. He gave a
characteristic jerk from the belt.
“Me, I’ll try anything oncet. Lead
me to it.”
The elevator stopped at the ninth
floor. “Out here for the jackies’
dance,” said the elevator boy.
The two stepped out with the others.
Stepped out gingerly, caps in hand. A corridor
full of women. A corridor a-flutter with girls.
Talk. Laughter. Animation. In another
moment the two would have turned and fled, terrified.
But in that half-moment of hesitation and bewilderment
they were lost.
A woman approached them hand outstretched.
A tall, slim, friendly looking woman, low-voiced,
silk-gowned, inquiring.
“Good-evening!” she said,
as if she had been haunting the halls in the hope
of their coming. “I’m glad to see
you. You can check your caps right there.
Do you dance?”
Two scarlet faces. Four great
hands twisting at white caps in an agony of embarrassment.
“Why, no ma’am.”
“That’s fine. We’ll
teach you. Then you’ll go into the ball
room and have a wonderful time.”
“But ” in choked accents from
Moran.
“Just a minute. Miss Hall!”
She beckoned a diminutive blonde in blue. “Miss
Hall, this is Mr. ah Mr. Moran.
Thanks. And Mr.? yes Mr.
Kamps. Tyler Kamps. They want to learn to
dance. I’ll turn them right over to you.
When does your class begin?”
Miss Hall glanced at a toy watch on
the tiny wrist. Instinctively and helplessly
Moran and Tyler focused their gaze on the dials that
bound their red wrists. “Starting right
now,” said Miss Hall, crisply. She eyed
the two men with calm appraising gaze. “I’m
sure you’ll both make wonderful dancers.
Follow me.”
She turned. There was something
confident, dauntless, irresistible about the straight
little back. The two men stared at it. Then
at each other. Panic was writ large on the face
of each. Panic, and mutiny. Flight was in
the mind of both. Miss Hall turned, smiled, held
out a small white hand. “Come on,”
she said. “Follow me.”
And the two, as though hypnotised, followed.
A fair-sized room, with a piano in
one corner and groups of fidgeting jackies in every
other corner. Moran and Tyler sighed with relief
at sight of them. At least they were not to be
alone in their agony.
Miss Hall wasted no time. Slim
ankles close together, head held high, she stood in
the centre of the room. “Now then, form
a circle please!”
Twenty six-foot, well-built specimens
of manhood suddenly became shambling hulks. They
clumped forward, breathing hard, and smiling mirthlessly,
with an assumption of ease that deceived no one, least
of all, themselves. “A little lively, please.
Don’t look so scared. I’m not a bit
vicious. Now then, Miss Weeks! A fox trot.”
Miss Weeks, at the piano, broke into
spirited strains. The first faltering steps in
the social career of Gunner Moran and Tyler Kamps had
begun.
To an onlooker, it might have been
mirth-provoking if it hadn’t been, somehow,
tear-compelling. The thing that little Miss Hall
was doing might have seemed trivial to one who did
not know that it was magnificent. It wasn’t
dancing merely that she was teaching these awkward,
serious, frightened boys. She was handing them
a key that would unlock the social graces. She
was presenting them with a magic something that would
later act as an open sesame to a hundred legitimate
delights.
She was strictly business, was Miss
Hall. No nonsense about her. “One-two-three-four!
And a one-two three-four. One-two-three-four!
And a turn-two, turn-four. Now then,
all together. Just four straight steps as if
you were walking down the street. That’s
it! One-two-three-four! Don’t look
at me. Look at my feet. And a one-two
three-four.”
Red-faced, they were. Very earnest.
Pathetically eager and docile. Weeks of drilling
had taught them to obey commands. To them the
little dancing teacher whose white spats twinkled
so expertly in the tangle of their own clumsy clumping
boots was more than a pretty girl. She was knowledge.
She was power. She was the commanding officer.
And like children they obeyed.
Moran’s Barbary Coast experience
stood him in good stead now, though the stern and
watchful Miss Hall put a quick stop to a certain tendency
toward shoulder work. Tyler possessed what is
known as a rhythm sense. An expert whistler is
generally a natural dancer. Stella Kamps had
always waited for the sound of his cheerful whistle
as he turned the corner of Vernon Street. High,
clear, sweet, true, he would approach his top note
like a Tettrazini until, just when you thought he could
not possibly reach that dizzy eminence he did reach
it, and held it, and trilled it, bird-like, in defiance
of the laws of vocal equilibrium.
His dancing was much like that.
Never a half-beat behind the indefatigable Miss Weeks.
It was a bit laboured, at first, but it was true.
Little Miss Hall, with the skilled eye of the specialist,
picked him at a glance.
“You’ve danced before?”
“No ma’am.”
“Take the head of the line,
please. Watch Mr. Kamps. Now then, all together,
please.”
And they were off again.
At 9.45 Tyler Kamps and Gunner Moran
were standing in the crowded doorway of the ballroom
upstairs, in a panic lest some girl should ask them
to dance; fearful lest they be passed by. Little
Miss Hall had brought them to the very door, had left
them there with a stern injunction not to move, and
had sped away in search of partners for them.
Gunner Moran’s great scarlet
hands were knotted into fists. His Adam’s
apple worked convulsively.
“Le’s duck,” he
whispered hoarsely. The jackie band in the corner
crashed into the opening bars of a fox trot.
“Oh, it don’t seem ”
But it was plain that Tyler was weakening. Another
moment and they would have turned and fled. But
coming toward them was little Miss Hall, her blonde
head bobbing in and out among the swaying couples.
At her right and left was a girl. Her bright eyes
held her two victims in the doorway. They watched
her approach, and were helpless to flee. They
seemed to be gripped by a horrible fascination.
Their limbs were fluid.
A sort of groan rent Moran. Miss
Hall and the two girls stood before them, cool, smiling,
unruffled.
“Miss Cunningham, this is Mr.
Tyler Kamps. Mr. Moran, Miss Cunningham.
Miss Drew Mr. Moran, Mr. Kamps.”
The boy and the man gulped, bowed, mumbled something.
“Would you like to dance?”
said Miss Cunningham, and raised limpid eyes to Tyler’s.
“Why I you see I don’t
know how. I just started to ”
“Oh, that’s all
right,” Miss Cunningham interrupted, cheerfully.
“We’ll try it.” She stood in
position and there seemed to radiate from her a certain
friendliness, a certain assurance and understanding
that was as calming as it was stimulating. In
a sort of daze Tyler found himself moving over the
floor in time to the music. He didn’t know
that he was being led, but he was. She didn’t
try to talk. He breathed a prayer of thanks for
that. She seemed to know, somehow, about those
four straight steps and two to the right and two to
the left, and four again, and turn-two, turn-four.
He didn’t know that he was counting aloud, desperately.
He didn’t even know, just then, that this was
a girl he was dancing with. He seemed to move
automatically, like a marionette. He never was
quite clear about those first ten minutes of his ballroom
experience.
The music ceased. A spat of applause.
Tyler mopped his head, and his hands, and applauded
too, like one in a dream. They were off again
for the encore.
Five minutes later he found himself
seated next Miss Cunningham in a chair against the
wall. And for the first time since their meeting
the mists of agony cleared before his gaze and he
saw Miss Cunningham as a tall, slim, dark-haired girl,
with a glint of mischief in her eye, and a mouth that
looked as if she were trying to keep from smiling.
“Why don’t you?” Tyler asked, and
was aghast.
“Why don’t I what?”
“Smile if you want to.”
At which the glint in her eye and
the hidden smile on her lips sort of met and sparked
and she laughed. Tyler laughed, too, and then
they laughed together and were friends.
Miss Cunningham’s conversation
was the kind of conversation that a nice girl invariably
uses in putting at ease a jackie whom she has just
met at a war recreation dance. Nothing could
have been more commonplace or unoriginal, but to Tyler
Kamps the brilliance of a Madame de Stael would have
sounded trivial and uninteresting in comparison.
“Where are you from?”
“Why, I’m from Texas, ma’am.
Marvin, Texas.”
“Is that so? So many of
the boys are from Texas. Are you out at the station
or on one of the boats?”
“I’m on the Station. Yes ma’am.”
“Do you like the navy?”
“Yes ma’am, I do.
I sure do. You know there isn’t a drafted
man in the navy. No ma’am! We’re
all enlisted men.”
“When do you think the war will end, Mr. Kamps?”
He told her, gravely. He told
her many other things. He told her about Texas,
at length and in detail, being a true son of that Brobdingnagian
state. Your Texan born is a walking mass of statistics.
Miss Cunningham made a sympathetic and interested
listener. Her brown eyes were round and bright
with interest. He told her that the distance from
Texas to Chicago was only half as far as from here
to there in the state of Texas itself. Yes ma’am!
He had figures about tons of grain, and heads of horses
and herds of cattle. Why, say, you could take
little ol’ meachin’ Germany and tuck it
away in a corner of Texas and you wouldn’t any
more know it was there than if it was somebody’s
poor no-’count ranch. Why, Big Y ranch
alone would make the whole country of Germany look
like a cattle grazin’ patch. It was bigger
than all those countries in Europe strung together,
and every man in Texas would rather fight than eat.
Yes ma’am. Why, you couldn’t hold
’em.
“My!” breathed Miss Cunningham.
They danced again. Miss Cunningham
introduced him to some other girls, and he danced
with them, and they in turn asked him about the station,
and Texas, and when he thought the war would end.
And altogether he had a beautiful time of it, and
forgot completely and entirely about Gunner Moran.
It was not until he gallantly escorted Miss Cunningham
downstairs for refreshments that he remembered his
friend. He had procured hot chocolate for himself
and Miss Cunningham; and sandwiches, and delectable
chunks of caramel cake. And they were talking,
and eating, and laughing and enjoying themselves hugely,
and Tyler had gone back for more cake at the urgent
invitation of the white-haired, pink-cheeked woman
presiding at the white-clothed table in the centre
of the charming room. And then he had remembered.
A look of horror settled down over his face.
He gasped.
“W-what’s the matter?” demanded
Miss Cunningham.
“My my friend.
I forgot all about him.” He regarded her
with stricken eyes.
“Oh, that’s all right,”
Miss Cunningham assured him for the second time that
evening. “We’ll just go and find him.
He’s probably forgotten all about you, too.”
And for the second time she was right.
They started on their quest. It was a short one.
Off the refreshment room was a great, gracious comfortable
room all deep chairs, and soft rugs, and hangings,
and pictures and shaded lights. All about sat
pairs and groups of sailors and girls, talking, and
laughing and consuming vast quantities of cake.
And in the centre of just such a group sat Gunner Moran,
lolling at his ease in a rosy velvet-upholstered chair.
His little finger was crookt elegantly over his cup.
A large and imposing square of chocolate cake in the
other hand did not seem to cramp his gestures as he
talked. Neither did the huge bites with which
he was rapidly demolishing it seem in the least to
stifle his conversation. Four particularly pretty
girls, and two matrons surrounded him. And as
Tyler and Miss Cunningham approached him he was saying,
“Well, it’s got so I can’t sleep
in anything but a hammick. Yessir!
Why, when I was fifteen years old I was ”
He caught Tyler’s eye. “Hello!”
he called, genially. “Meet me friend.”
This to the bevy surrounding him. “I was
just tellin’ these ladies here ”
And he was off again. All the
tales that he told were not necessarily true.
But that did not detract from their thrill. Moran’s
audience grew as he talked. And he talked until
he and Tyler had to run all the way to the Northwestern
station for the last train that would get them on the
Station before shore leave expired. Moran, on
leaving, shook hands like a presidential candidate.
“I never met up with a finer
bunch of ladies,” he assured them, again and
again. “Sure I’m comin’ back
again. Ask me. I’ve had a elegant time.
Elegant. I never met a finer bunch of ladies.”
They did not talk much in the train,
he and Tyler. It was a sleepy lot of boys that
that train carried back to the Great Central Naval
Station. Tyler was undressed and in his hammock
even before Moran, the expert. He would not have
to woo sleep to-night. Finally Moran, too, had
swung himself up to his precarious nest and relaxed
with a tired, happy grunt.
Quiet again brooded over the great
dim barracks. Tyler felt himself slipping off
to sleep, deliciously. She would be there next
Saturday. Her first name, she had said, was Myrtle.
An awful pretty name for a girl. Just about the
prettiest he had ever heard. Her folks invited
jackies to dinner at the house nearly every Sunday.
Maybe, if they gave him thirty-six hours’ leave
next time
“Hey, Sweetheart!” sounded
in a hissing whisper from Moran’s hammock.
“What?”
“Say, was that four steps and
then turn-turn, or four and two steps t’ the
side? I kinda forgot.”
“O, shut up!” growled
Monicker, from the other side. “Let a fellow
sleep, can’t you! What do you think this
is? A boarding school!”
“Shut up yourself!” retorted
Tyler, happily. “It’s four steps,
and two to the right and two to the left, and four
again, and turn two, turn two.”
“I was pretty sure,” said
Moran, humbly. And relaxed again.
Quiet settled down upon the great
room. There were only the sounds of deep regular
breathing, with an occasional grunt or sigh. The
normal sleep sounds of very tired boys.