For ten years, Mrs. Emma McChesney’s
home had been a wardrobe-trunk. She had taken
her family life at second hand. Four nights out
of the seven, her bed was “Lower Eight,”
and her breakfast, as many mornings, a cinder-strewn,
lukewarm horror, taken tete-a-tete with a sleepy-eyed
stranger and presided over by a white-coated, black-faced
bandit, to whom a coffee-slopped saucer was a matter
of course.
It had been her habit during those
ten years on the road as traveling saleswoman for
the T. A. Buck Featherloom Petticoat Company, to avoid
the discomfort of the rapidly chilling car by slipping
early into her berth. There, in kimono, if not
in comfort, she would shut down the electric light
with a snap, raise the shade, and, propped up on one
elbow, watch the little towns go by. They had
a wonderful fascination for her, those Middle Western
towns, whose very names had a comfortable, home-like
sound Sandusky, Galesburg, Crawfordsville,
Appleton very real towns, with very real
people in them. Peering wistfully out through
the dusk, she could get little intimate glimpses of
the home life of these people as the night came on.
In those modest frame houses near the station they
need not trouble to pull down the shades as must their
cautious city cousins. As the train slowed down,
there could be had a glimpse of a matronly housewife
moving deftly about in the kitchen’s warm-yellow
glow, a man reading a paper in slippered, shirt-sleeved
comfort, a pig-tailed girl at the piano, a woman with
a baby in her arms, or a family group, perhaps, seated
about the table, deep in an after-supper conclave.
It had made her homeless as she was homesick.
Emma always liked that picture best.
Her keen, imaginative mind could sense the scene,
could actually follow the trend of the talk during
this, the most genial, homely, soul-cheering hour of
the day. The trifling events of the last twelve
hours in schoolroom, in store, in office, in street,
in kitchen loom up large as they are rehearsed in
that magic, animated, cozy moment just before ma says,
with a sigh:
“Well, folks, go on into the
sitting-room. Me and Nellie’ve got to
clear away.”
Just silhouettes as the train flashed
by these small-town people but
very human, very enviable to Emma McChesney.
“They’re real,”
she would say. “They’re regular,
three-meals-a-day people. I’ve been peeking
in at their windows for ten years, and I’ve
learned that it is in these towns that folks really
live. The difference between life here and life
in New York is the difference between area and depth.
D’you see what I mean? In New York, they
live by the mile, and here they live by the cubic
foot. Well, I’d rather have one juicy,
thick club-steak than a whole platterful of quarter-inch.
It’s the same idea.”
To those of her business colleagues
whose habit it was to lounge in the hotel window with
sneering comment upon the small-town procession as
it went by, Emma McChesney had been wont to say:
“Don’t sneer at Main Street.
When you come to think of it, isn’t it true
that Fifth Avenue, any bright winter afternoon between
four and six, is only Main Street on a busy day multiplied
by one thousand?”
Emma McChesney was not the sort of
woman to rail at a fate that had placed her in the
harness instead of in the carriage. But during
all the long years of up-hill pull, from the time
she started with a humble salary in the office of
the T. A. Buck Featherloom Petticoat Company, through
the years spent on the road, up to the very time when
the crown of success came to her in the form of the
secretaryship of the prosperous firm of T. A. Buck,
there was a minor but fixed ambition in her heart.
That same ambition is to be found deep down in the
heart of every woman whose morning costume is a tailor
suit, whose newspaper must be read in hurried snatches
on the way downtown in crowded train or car, and to
whom nine A.M. spells “Business.”
“In fifteen years,” Emma
McChesney used to say, “I’ve never known
what it is to loll in leisure. I’ve never
had a chance to luxuriate. Sunday? To a
working woman, Sunday is for the purpose of repairing
the ravages of the other six days. By the time
you’ve washed your brushes, mended your skirt-braid,
darned your stockings and gloves, looked for gray
hairs and crows’-feet, and skimmed the magazine
section, it’s Monday.”
It was small wonder that Emma McChesney’s
leisure had been limited. In those busy years
she had not only earned the living for herself and
her boy; she had trained that boy into manhood and
placed his foot on the first rung of business success.
She had transformed the T. A. Buck Featherloom Petticoat
Company from a placidly mediocre concern to a thriving,
flourishing, nationally known institution. All
this might have turned another woman’s head.
It only served to set Emma McChesney’s more
splendidly on her shoulders. Not too splendidly,
however; for, with her marriage to her handsome business
partner, T. A. Buck, that well-set, independent head
was found to fit very cozily into the comfortable
hollow formed by T. A. Buck’s right arm.
“Emma,” Buck had said,
just before their marriage, “what is the arrangement
to be after after ”
“Just what it is now, I suppose,”
Emma had replied, “except that we’ll come
down to the office together.”
He had regarded her thoughtfully for
a long minute. Then, “Emma, for three
months after our marriage will you try being just Mrs.
T. A. Buck?”
“You mean no factory, no Featherlooms,
no dictation, no business bothers!” Her voice
was a rising scale of surprise.
“Just try it for three months,
with the privilege of a lifetime, if you like it.
But try it. I I’d like to see
you there when I leave, Emma. I’d like
to have you there when I come home. I suppose
I sound like a selfish Turk, but ”
“You sound like a regular husband,”
Emma McChesney had interrupted, “and I love
you for it. Now listen, T. A. For three whole
months I’m going to be what the yellow novels
used to call a doll-wife. I’m going to
meet you at the door every night with a rose in my
hair. I shall wear pink things with lace ruffles
on ’em. Don’t you know that I’ve
been longing to do just those things for years and
years? I’m going to blossom out into a
beauty. Watch me! I’ve never had
time to study myself. I’ll hold shades
of yellow and green and flesh-color up to my face
to see which brings out the right tints. I’m
going to gaze at myself through half-closed eyes to
see which shade produces tawny lights in my hair.
Ever since I can remember, I’ve been so busy
that it has been a question of getting the best possible
garments in the least possible time for the smallest
possible sum. In that case, one gets blue serge.
I’ve worn blue serge until it feels like a convict’s
uniform. I’m going to blossom out into
fawn and green and mauve. I shall get evening
dresses with only bead shoulder-straps. I’m
going to shop. I’ve never really seen
Fifth Avenue between eleven and one, when the real
people come out. My views of it have been at
nine A.M. when the office-workers are going to work,
and at five-thirty when they are going home.
I will now cease to observe the proletariat and mingle
with the predatory. I’ll probably go in
for those tiffin things at the Plaza. If I do,
I’ll never be the same woman again.”
Whereupon she paused with dramatic effect.
To all of which T. A. Buck had replied:
“Go as far as you like.
Take fencing lessons, if you want to, or Sanskrit.
You’ve been a queen bee for so many years that
I think the rôle of drone will be a pleasant change.
Let me shoulder the business worries for a while.
You’ve borne them long enough.”
“It’s a bargain.
For three months I shall do nothing more militant
than to pick imaginary threads off your coat lapel
and pout when you mention business. At the end
of those three months we’ll go into private
session, compare notes, and determine whether the plan
shall cease or become permanent. Shake hands
on it.”
They shook hands solemnly. As
they did so, a faint shadow of doubt hovered far,
far back in the depths of T. A. Buck’s fine eyes.
And a faint, inscrutable smile lurked in the corners
of Emma’s lips.
So it was that Emma McChesney, the
alert, the capable, the brisk, the business-like,
assumed the rôle of Mrs. T. A. Buck, the leisurely,
the languid, the elegant. She, who formerly,
at eleven in the morning, might have been seen bent
on selling the best possible bill of spring Featherlooms
to Joe Greenbaum, of Keokuk, Iowa, could now be found
in a modiste’s gray-and-raspberry salon, being
draped and pinned and fitted. She, whose dynamic
force once charged the entire office and factory with
energy and efficiency, now distributed a tithe of that
priceless vigor here, a tithe there, a tithe everywhere,
and thus broke the very backbone of its power.
She had never been a woman to do things
by halves. What she undertook to do she did
thoroughly and whole-heartedly. This principle
she applied to her new mode of life as rigidly as
she had to the old.
That first month slipped magically
by. Emma was too much a woman not to feel a
certain exquisite pleasure in the selecting of delicate
and becoming fabrics. There was a thrill of
novelty in being able to spend an hour curled up with
a book after lunch, to listen to music one afternoon
a week, to drive through the mistily gray park; to
walk up the thronged, sparkling Avenue, pausing before
its Aladdin’s Cave windows. Simple enough
pleasures, and taken quite as a matter of course by
thousands of other women who had no work-filled life
behind them to use as contrast.
She plunged into her new life whole-heartedly.
The first new gown was exciting. It was a velvet
affair with furs, and gratifyingly becoming.
Her shining blond head rose above the soft background
of velvet and fur with an effect to distract the least
observing.
“Like it?” she had asked
Buck, turning slowly, frankly sure of herself.
“You’re wonderful in it,”
said T. A. Buck. “Say, Emma, where’s
that blue thing you used to wear the one
with the white cuffs and collar, and the little blue
hat with the what-cha-ma-call-ems on it?”
“T. A. Buck, you’re you’re well,
you’re a man, that’s what you are!
That blue thing was worn threadbare in the office,
and I gave it to the laundress’s niece weeks
ago.” Small wonder her cheeks took on a
deeper pink.
“Oh,” said Buck, unruffled,
“too bad! There was something about that
dress I don’t know ”
At the first sitting of the second
gown, Emma revolted openly.
On the floor at Emma’s feet
there was knotted into a contortionistic attitude
a small, wiry, impolite person named Smalley.
Miss Smalley was an artist in draping and knew it.
She was the least fashionable person in all that
smart dressmaking establishment. She refused
to notice the corset-coiffure-and-charmeuse edict
that governed all other employees in the shop.
In her shabby little dress, her steel-rimmed spectacles,
her black-sateen apron, Smalley might have passed for
a Bird Center home dressmaker. Yet, given a
yard or two or three of satin and a saucer of pins,
Smalley could make the dumpiest of debutantes look
like a fragile flower.
At a critical moment Emma stirred.
Handicapped as she was by a mouthful of nineteen
pins and her bow-knot attitude, Smalley still could
voice a protest.
“Don’t move!” she commanded, thickly.
“Wait a minute,” Emma
said, and moved again, more disastrously than before.
“Don’t you think it’s too too
young?”
She eyed herself in the mirror anxiously,
then looked down at Miss Smalley’s nut-cracker
face that was peering up at her, its lips pursed grotesquely
over the pins.
“Of course it is,” mumbled
Miss Smalley. “Everybody’s clothes
are too young for ’em nowadays. The only
difference between the dresses we make for girls of
sixteen and the dresses we make for their grandmothers
of sixty is that the sixty-year-old ones want ’em
shorter and lower, and they run more to rose-bud trimming.”
Emma surveyed the acid Miss Smalley
with a look that was half amused, half vexed, wholly
determined.
“I shan’t wear it.
Heaven knows I’m not sixty, but I’m not
sixteen either! I don’t want to be.”
Miss Smalley, doubling again to her
task, flung upward a grudging compliment.
“Well, anyway, you’ve
got the hair and the coloring and the figure for it.
Goodness knows you look young enough!”
“That’s because I’ve
worked hard all my life,” retorted Emma, almost
viciously. “Another month of this leisure
and I’ll be as wrinkled as the rest of them.”
Smalley’s magic fingers paused
in their manipulation of a soft fold of satin.
“Worked? Earned a living?
Used your wits and brains every day against the wits
and brains of other folks?”
“Every day.”
Into the eyes of Miss Smalley, the
artist in draping, there crept the shrewd twinkle
of Miss Smalley, the successful woman in business.
She had been sitting back on her knees, surveying
her handiwork through narrowed lids. Now she
turned her gaze on Emma, who was smiling down at her.
“Then for goodness’ sake
don’t stop! I’ve found out that work
is a kind of self-oiler. If you’re used
to it, the minute you stop you begin to get rusty,
and your hinges creak and you clog up. And the
next thing you know, you break down. Work that
you like to do is a blessing. It keeps you young.
When my mother was my age, she was crippled with
rheumatism, and all gnarled up, and quavery, and all
she had to look forward to was death. Now me every
time the styles in skirts change I get a new hold
on life. And on a day when I can make a short,
fat woman look like a tall, thin woman, just by sitting
here on my knees with a handful of pins, and giving
her the line she needs, I go home feeling like I’d
just been born.”
“I know that feeling,”
said Emma, in her eyes a sparkle that had long been
absent. “I’ve had it when I’ve
landed a thousand-dollar Featherloom order from a
man who has assured me that he isn’t interested
in our line.”
At dinner that evening, Emma’s
gown was so obviously not of the new crop that even
her husband’s inexpert eye noted it.
“That’s not one of the new ones, is it?”
“This! And you a manufacturer of skirts!”
“What’s the matter with
the supply of new dresses? Isn’t there
enough to go round?”
“Enough! I’ve never
had so many new gowns in my life. The trouble
is that I shan’t feel at home in them until
I’ve had ’em all dry-cleaned at least
once.”
During the second month, there came
a sudden, sharp change in skirt modes. For four
years women had been mincing along in garments so
absurdly narrow that each step was a thing to be considered,
each curbing or car-step demanding careful negotiation.
Now, Fashion, in her freakiest mood, commanded a
bewildering width of skirt that was just one remove
from the flaring hoops of Civil War days. Emma
knew what that meant for the Featherloom workrooms
and selling staff. New designs, new models,
a shift in prices, a boom for petticoats, for four
years a garment despised.
A hundred questions were on the tip
of Emma’s tongue; a hundred suggestions flashed
into her keen mind; there occurred to her a wonderful
design for a new model which should be full and flaring
without being bulky and uncomfortable as were the wide
petticoats of the old days.
But a bargain was a bargain.
Still, Emma Buck was as human as Emma McChesney had
been. She could not resist a timid,
“T. A., are you that
is I was just wondering you’re
making ’em wide, I suppose, for the spring trade.”
A queer look flashed into T. A. Buck’s
eyes a relieved look that was as quickly
replaced by an expression both baffled and anxious.
“Why a mmmm yes oh,
yes, we’re making ’em up wide, but ”
“But what?” Emma leaned forward, tense.
“Oh, nothing nothing.”
During the second month there came
calling on Emma, those solid and heavy New Yorkers,
with whom the Buck family had been on friendly terms
for many years. They came at the correct hour,
in their correct motor or conservative broughams,
wearing their quietly correct clothes, and Emma gave
them tea, and they talked on every subject from suffrage
to salad dressings, and from war to weather, but never
once was mention made of business. And Emma
McChesney’s life had been interwoven with business
for more than fifteen years.
There were dinners long,
heavy, correct dinners. Emma, very well dressed,
bright-eyed, alert, intelligent, vital, became very
popular at these affairs, and her husband very proud
of her popularity. And if any one as thoroughly
alive as Mrs. T. A. Buck could have been bored to
extinction by anything, then those dinners would have
accomplished the deadly work.
“T. A.,” she said
one evening, after a particularly large affair of
this sort, “T. A., have you ever noticed
anything about me that is different from other women?”
“Have I? Well, I should say I ”
“Oh, I don’t mean what
you mean, dear thanks just the same.
I mean those women tonight. They all seem to
‘go in’ for something votes
or charity or dancing or social service, or something even
the girls. And they all sounded so amateurish,
so untrained, so unprepared, yet they seemed to be
dreadfully in earnest.”
“This is the difference,”
said T. A. Buck. “You’ve rubbed up
against life, and you know. They’ve always
been sheltered, but now they want to know. Well,
naturally they’re going to bungle and bump their
heads a good many times before they really find out.”
“Anyway,” retorted Emma,
“they want to know. That’s something.
It’s better to have bumped your head, even
though you never see what’s on the other side
of the wall, than never to have tried to climb it.”
It was in the third week of the third
month that Emma encountered Hortense. Hortense,
before her marriage to Henry, the shipping-clerk,
had been a very pretty, very pert, very devoted little
stenographer in the office of the T. A. Buck Featherloom
Petticoat Company. She had married just a month
after her employers, and Emma, from the fulness of
her own brimming cup of happiness, had made Hortense
happy with a gift of linens and lingerie and lace
of a fineness that Hortense’s beauty-loving,
feminine heart could never have hoped for.
They met in the busy aisle of a downtown
department store and shook hands as do those who have
a common bond.
Hortense, as pretty as ever and as pert, spoke first.
“I wouldn’t have known you, Mrs. Mc
Buck!”
“No? Why not?”
“You look no one
would think you’d ever worked in your life.
I was down at the office the other day for a minute the
first time since I was married. They told me
you weren’t there any more.”
“No; I haven’t been down
since my marriage either. I’m like you an
elegant lady of leisure.”
Hortense’s bright-blue eyes
dwelt searchingly on the face of her former employer.
“The bunch in the office said
they missed you something awful.” Then,
in haste: “Oh, I don’t mean that
Mr. Buck don’t make things go all right.
They’re awful fond of him. But I
don’t know Miss Kelly said she never
has got over waiting for the sound of your step down
the hall at nine sort of light and quick
and sharp and busy, as if you couldn’t wait
till you waded into the day’s work. Do
you know what I mean?”
“I know what you mean,” said Emma.
There was a little pause. The
two women so far apart, yet so near; so different,
yet so like, gazed far down into each other’s
soul.
“Miss it, don’t you?” said Hortense.
“Yes; don’t you?”
“Do I! Say ”
She turned and indicated the women surging up and
down the store aisles, and her glance and gesture were
replete with contempt. “Say; look at ’em!
Wandering around here, aimless as a lot of chickens
in a barnyard. Half of ’em are here because
they haven’t got anything else to do.
Think of it! I’ve watched ’em lots
of times. They go pawing over silks and laces
and trimmings just for the pleasure of feeling ’em.
They stand in front of a glass case with a figure in
it all dressed up in satin and furs and jewels, and
you’d think they were worshiping an idol like
they used to in the olden days. They don’t
seem to have anything to do. Nothing to occupy
their their heads. Say, if I thought
I was going to be like them in time, I ”
“Hortense, my dear child, you’re you’re
happy, aren’t you? Henry ”
“Well, I should say we are!
I’m crazy about Henry, and he thinks I’m
perfect. Honestly, ain’t they a scream!
They think they’re so big and manly and all,
and they’re just like kids; ain’t it so?
We’re living in a four-room apartment in Harlem.
We’ve got it fixed up too cozy for anything.”
“I’d like to come and
see you,” said Emma. Hortense opened her
eyes wide.
“Honestly; if you would ”
“Let’s go up now. I’ve the
car outside.”
“Now! Why I I’d love
it!”
They chattered like schoolgirls on
the way uptown these two who had found
so much in common. The little apartment reached,
Hortense threw open the door with the confident gesture
of the housekeeper who is not afraid to have her household
taken by surprise whose housekeeping is
an index of character.
Hortense had been a clean-cut little
stenographer. Her correspondence had always
been free from erasures, thumb-marks, errors.
Her four-room flat was as spotless as her typewritten
letters had been. The kitchen shone in its blue
and white and nickel. A canary chirped in the
tiny dining-room. There were books and magazines
on the sitting-room table. The bedroom was brave
in its snowy spread and the toilet silver that had
been Henry’s gift to her the Christmas they became
engaged.
Emma examined everything, exclaimed
over everything, admired everything. Hortense
glowed like a rose.
“Do you really like it?
I like the green velours in the sitting-room, don’t
you? It’s always so kind and cheerful.
We’re not all settled yet. I don’t
suppose we ever will be. Sundays, Henry putters
around, putting up shelves, and fooling around with
a can of paint. I always tell him he ought to
have lived on a farm, where he’d have elbow-room.”
“No wonder you’re so happy
and busy,” Emma exclaimed, and patted the girl’s
fresh, young cheek.
Hortense was silent a moment.
“I’m happy,” she
said, at last, “but I ain’t busy.
And well, if you’re not busy, you
can’t be happy very long, can you?”
“No,” said Emma, “idleness,
when you’re not used to it, is misery.”
“There! You’ve said
it! It’s like running on half-time when
you’re used to a day-and-night shift.
Something’s lacking. It isn’t that
Henry isn’t grand to me, because he is.
Evenings, we’re so happy that we just sit and
grin at each other and half the time we forget to go
to a ‘movie.’ After Henry leaves
in the morning, I get to work. I suppose, in
the old days, when women used to have to chop the kindling,
and catch the water for washing in a rain-barrel, and
keep up a fire in the kitchen stove and do their own
bread baking and all, it used to keep ’em hustling.
But, my goodness! A four-room flat for two isn’t
any work. By eleven, I’m through.
I’ve straightened everything, from the bed
to the refrigerator; the marketing’s done, and
the dinner vegetables are sitting around in cold water.
The mending for two is a joke. Henry says it’s
a wonder I don’t sew double-breasted buttons
on his undershirts.”
Emma was not smiling. But, then,
neither was Hortense. She was talking lightly,
seemingly, but her pretty face was quite serious.
“The big noise in my day is
when Henry comes home at six. That was all right
and natural, I suppose, in those times when a quilting-bee
was a wild afternoon’s work, and teaching school
was the most advanced job a woman could hold down.”
Emma was gazing fascinated at the
girl’s sparkling face. Her own eyes were
very bright, and her lips were parted.
“Tell me, Hortense,” she
said now; “what does Henry say to all this?
Have you told him how you feel?”
“Well, I I talked
to him about it once or twice. I told him that
I’ve got about twenty-four solid hours a week
that I might be getting fifty cents an hour for.
You know, I worked for a manuscript-typewriting concern
before I came over to Buck’s plays
and stories and that kind of thing. They used
to like my work because I never queered their speeches
by leaving out punctuation or mixing up the characters.
The manager there said I could have work any time
I wanted it. I’ve got my own typewriter.
I got it second hand when I first started in.
Henry picks around on it sometimes, evenings.
I hardly ever touch it. It’s getting rusty and
so am I.”
“It isn’t just the money
you want, Hortense? Are you sure?”
“Of course I’d like the
money. That extra coming in would mean books I’m
crazy about reading, and so is Henry and
theaters and lots of things we can’t afford
now. But that isn’t all. Henry don’t
want to be a shipping-clerk all his life. He’s
crazy about mechanics and that kind of stuff.
But the books that he needs cost a lot. Don’t
you suppose I’d be proud to feel that the extra
money I’d earned would lift him up where he
could have a chance to be something! But Henry
is dead set against it. He says he is the one
that’s going to earn the money around here.
I try to tell him that I’m used to using my
mind. He laughs and pinches my cheek and tells
me to use it thinking about him.” She stopped
suddenly and regarded Emma with conscience-stricken
eyes. “You don’t think I’m
running down Henry, do you? My goodness, I don’t
want you to think that I’d change back again
for a million dollars, because I wouldn’t.”
She looked up at Emma, conscience-stricken.
Emma came swiftly over and put one
hand on the girl’s shoulder.
“I don’t think it.
Not for a minute. I know that the world is full
of Henrys, and that the number of Hortenses is growing
larger and larger. I don’t know if the
four-room flats are to blame, or whether it’s
just a natural development. But the Henry-Hortense
situation seems to be spreading to the nine-room-and-three-baths
apartments, too.”
Hortense nodded a knowing head.
“I kind of thought so, from the way you were
listening.”
The two, standing there gazing at
each other almost shyly, suddenly began to laugh.
The laugh was a safety-valve. Then, quite as
suddenly, both became serious. That seriousness
had been the under-current throughout.
“I wonder,” said Emma
very gently, “if a small Henry, some day, won’t
provide you with an outlet for all that stored-up energy.”
Hortense looked up very bravely.
“Maybe. You you
must have been about my age when your boy was born.
Did he make you feel different?”
The shade of sadness that always came
at the mention of those unhappy years of her early
marriage crept into Emma’s face now.
“That was not the same, dear,”
she explained. “I hadn’t your sort
of Henry. You see, my boy was my only excuse
for living. You’ll never know what that
means. And when things grew altogether impossible,
and I knew that I must earn a living for Jock and
myself, I just did it that’s all.
I had to.”
Hortense thought that over for one
deliberate moment. Her brows were drawn in a
frown.
“I’ll tell you what I
think,” she announced, at last, “though
I don’t know that I can just exactly put it
into words. I mean this: Some people are
just bound to to give, to build up things,
to well, to manufacture, because they just
can’t help it. It’s in ’em,
and it’s got to come out. Dynamos that’s
what Henry’s technical books would call them.
You’re one a great big one.
I’m one. Just a little tiny one.
But it’s sparking away there all the time, and
it might as well be put to some use, mightn’t
it?”
Emma bent down and kissed the troubled
forehead, and then, very tenderly, the pretty, puckered
lips.
“Little Hortense,” she
said, “you’re asking a great big question.
I can answer it for myself, but I can’t answer
it for you. It’s too dangerous.
I wouldn’t if I could.”
Emma, waiting in the hall for the
lift, looked back at the slim little figure in the
doorway. There was a droop to the shoulders.
Emma’s heart smote her.
“Don’t bother your head
about all this, little girl,” she called back
to her. “Just forget to be ambitious and
remember to be happy. That’s much the
better way.”
Hortense, from the doorway, grinned
a rather wicked little grin.
“When are you going back to
the office, Mrs. Buck?” she asked, quietly enough.
“What makes you think I’m
going back at all?” demanded Emma, stepping
into the shaky little elevator.
“I don’t think it,”
retorted Hortense, once more the pert. “I
know it.”
Emma knew it, too. She had known
it from the moment that she shook hands in her compact.
There was still one week remaining of the stipulated
three months. It seemed to Emma that that one
week was longer than the combined eleven. But
she went through with colors flying. Whatever
Emma McChesney Buck did, she did well. But, then,
T. A. Buck had done his part well, too so
well that, on the final day, Emma felt a sinking at
her heart. He seemed so satisfied with affairs
as they were. He was, apparently, so content
to drop all thought of business when he left the office
for his home.
Emma had planned a very special little
dinner that evening. She wore a very special
gown, too one of the new ones. T.
A. noticed it at once, and the dinner as well, being
that kind of husband. Still, Annie, the cook,
complained later, to the parlor-maid, about the thanklessness
of cooking dinners for folks who didn’t eat
more’n a mouthful, anyway.
Dinner over,
“Well, Emma?” said T. A. Buck.
“Light your cigar, T. A.,” said Emma.
“You’ll need it.”
T. A. lighted it with admirable leisureliness,
sent out a great puff of fragrant smoke, and surveyed
his wife through half-closed lids. Beneath his
air of ease there was a tension.
“Well, Emma?” he said again, gently.
Emma looked at him a moment appreciatively.
She had too much poise and balance and control herself
not to recognize and admire those qualities in others.
“T. A., if I had been what
they call a homebody, we wouldn’t be married
to-day, would we?”
“No.”
“You knew plenty of home-women that you could
have married, didn’t you?”
“I didn’t ask them, Emma, but ”
“You know what I mean.
Now listen, T. A.: I’ve loafed for three
months. I’ve lolled and lazied and languished.
And I’ve never been so tired in my life not
even when we were taking January inventory. Another
month of this, and I’d be an old, old woman.
I understand, now, what it is that brings that hard,
tired, stony look into the faces of the idle women.
They have to work so hard to try to keep happy.
I suppose if I had been a homebody all my life, I
might be hardened to this kind of thing. But
it’s too late now. And I’m thankful
for it. Those women who want to shop and dress
and drive and play are welcome to my share of it.
If I am to be punished in the next world for my wickedness
in this, I know what form my torture will take.
I shall have to go from shop to shop with a piece
of lace in my hand, matching a sample of insertion.
Fifteen years of being in the thick of it spoil one
for tatting and tea. The world is full of homebodies,
I suppose. And they’re happy. I suppose
I might have been one, too, if I hadn’t been
obliged to get out and hustle. But it’s
too late to learn now. Besides, I don’t
want to. If I do try, I’ll be destroying
the very thing that attracted you to me in the first
place. Remember what you said about the Fifth
Avenue girl?”
“But, Emma,” interrupted Buck very quietly,
“I don’t want you to try.”
Emma, with a rush of words at her
very lips, paused, eyed him for a doubtful moment,
asked a faltering question.
“But it was your plan you
said you wanted me to be here when you came home and
when you left, didn’t you? Do you mean
you ”
“I mean that I’ve missed
my business partner every minute for three months.
All the time we’ve been going to those fool
dinners and all that kind of thing, I’ve been
bursting to talk skirts to you. I say,
Emma, Adler’s designed a new model a
full one, of course, but there’s something wrong
with it. I can’t put my finger on the flaw,
but ”
Emma came swiftly over to his chair.
“Make a sketch of it, can’t
you?” she said. From his pocket Buck drew
a pencil, an envelope, and fell to sketching rapidly,
squinting down through his cigar smoke as he worked.
“It’s like this,”
he began, absorbed and happy; “you see, where
the fulness begins at the knee ”
“Yes!” prompted Emma, breathlessly.
Two hours later they were still bent
over the much marked bit of paper. But their
interest in it was not that of those who would solve
a perplexing problem. It was the lingering,
satisfied contemplation of a task accomplished.
Emma straightened, leaned back, sighed a
victorious, happy sigh.
“And to think,” she said,
marveling, “to think that I once envied the
women who had nothing to do but the things I’ve
done in the last three months!”
Buck had risen, stretched luxuriously,
yawned. Now he came over to his wife and took
her head in his two hands, cozily, and stood a moment
looking into her shining eyes.
“Emma, I may have mentioned
this once or twice before, but perhaps you’ll
still be interested to know that I think you’re
a wonder. A wonder! You’re the ”
“Oh, well, we won’t quarrel
about that,” smiled Emma brazenly. “But
I wonder if Adler will agree with us when he sees
what we’ve done to his newest skirt design.”
Suddenly a new thought seemed to strike
her. She was off down the hall. Buck,
following in a leisurely manner, hands in pockets,
stood in the bedroom door and watched her plunge into
the innermost depths of the clothes-closet.
“What’s the idea, Emma?”
“Looking for something,” came back his
wife’s muffled tones.
A long wait.
“Can I help?”
“I’ve got it!” cried
Emma, and emerged triumphant, flushed, smiling, holding
a garment at arm’s length, aloft.
“What ”
Emma shook it smartly, turned it this
way and that, held it up under her chin by the sleeves.
“Why, girl!” exclaimed Buck, all a-grin,
“it’s the ”
“The blue serge,” Emma
finished for him, “with the white collars and
cuffs. And what’s more, young man, it’s
the little blue hat with the what-cha-ma-call-ems
on it. And praise be! I’m wearing
’em both down-town to-morrow morning.”