Though he rarely heeded its summons cagy
boy that he was the telephone rang oftenest
for Nick. Because of the many native noises of
the place, the telephone had a special bell that was
a combination buzz and ring. It sounded above
the roar of outgoing cars, the splash of the hose,
the sputter and hum of the electric battery in the
rear. Nick heard it, unheeding. A voice Smitty’s
or Mike’s or Elmer’s answering
its call. Then, echoing through the grey, vaulted
spaces of the big garage: “Nick! Oh,
Ni-ick!”
From the other side of the great cement-floored
enclosure, or in muffled tones from beneath a car:
“Whatcha want?”
“Dame on the wire.”
“I ain’t in.”
The obliging voice again, dutifully
repeating the message: “He ain’t
in.... Well, it’s hard to say. He might
be in in a couple hours and then again he might not
be back till late. I guess he’s went to
Hammond on a job ” (Warming
to his task now.) “Say, won’t I do?...
Who’s fresh! Aw, say, lady!”
You’d think, after repeated
rebuffs of this sort, she could not possibly be so
lacking in decent pride as to leave her name for Smitty
or Mike or Elmer to bandy about. But she invariably
did, baffled by Nick’s elusiveness. She
was likely to be any one of a number. Miss Bauers
phoned: Will you tell him, please? (A nasal voice,
and haughty, with the hauteur that seeks to conceal
secret fright.) Tell him it’s important.
Miss Ahearn phoned: Will you tell him, please?
Just say Miss Ahearn. A-h-e-a-r-n. Miss
Olson: Just Gertie. But oftenest Miss Bauers.
Cupid’s messenger, wearing grease-grimed
overalls and the fatuous grin of the dalliant male,
would transmit his communication to the uneager Nick.
“’S wonder you wouldn’t
answer the phone once yourself. Says you was to
call Miss Bauers any time you come in between one and
six at Hyde Park wait a min’t’ yeh Hyde
Park 6079, and any time after six at ”
“Wha’d she want?”
“Well, how the hell should I
know! Says call Miss Bauers any time between
one and six at Hyde Park 6 ”
“Swell chanst. Swell chanst!”
Which explains why the calls came
oftenest for Nick. He was so indifferent to them.
You pictured the patient and persistent Miss Bauers,
or the oxlike Miss Olson, or Miss Ahearn, or just Gertie
hovering within hearing distance of the telephone listening,
listening while one o’clock deepened
to six for the call that never came; plucking
up fresh courage at six until six o’clock dragged
on to bedtime. When next they met: “I
bet you was there all the time. Pity you wouldn’t
answer a call when a person leaves their name.
You could of give me a ring. I bet you was there
all the time.”
“Well, maybe I was.”
Bewildered, she tried to retaliate with the boomerang
of vituperation.
How could she know? How could
she know that this slim, slick young garage mechanic
was a woodland creature in disguise a satyr
in store clothes a wild thing who perversely
preferred to do his own pursuing? How could Miss
Bauers know she who cashiered in the Green
Front Grocery and Market on Fifty-third Street?
Or Miss Olson, at the Rialto ticket window? Or
the Celtic, emotional Miss Ahearn, the manicure?
Or Gertie the goof? They knew nothing of mythology;
of pointed ears and pug noses and goat’s feet.
Nick’s ears, to their fond gaze, presented an
honest red surface protruding from either side of
his head. His feet, in tan laced shoes, were
ordinary feet, a little more than ordinarily expert,
perhaps, in the convolutions of the dance at Englewood
Masonic Hall, which is part of Chicago’s vast
South Side. No; a faun, to Miss Bauers, Miss
Olson, Miss Ahearn, and just Gertie, was one of those
things in the Lincoln Park Zoo.
Perhaps, sometimes, they realized,
vaguely, that Nick was different. When, for example,
they tried and failed to picture
him looking interestedly at one of those three-piece
bedroom sets glistening like pulled taffy in the window
of the installment furniture store, while they, shy
yet proprietary, clung to his arm and eyed the price
ticket. Now $98.50. You couldn’t see
Nick interested in bedroom sets, in price tickets,
in any of those settled, fixed, everyday things.
He was fluid, evasive, like quicksilver, though they
did not put it thus.
Miss Bauers, goaded to revolt, would
say pettishly: “You’re like a mosquito,
that’s what. Person never knows from one
minute to the other where you’re at.”
“Yeh,” Nick would retort.
“When you know where a mosquito’s at, what
do you do to him? Plenty. I ain’t
looking to be squashed.”
Miss Ahearn, whose public position
(the Hygienic Barber Shop. Gent’s manicure,
50c.) offered unlimited social opportunities, would
assume a gay indifference. “They’s
plenty boys begging to take me out every hour in the
day. Swell lads, too. I ain’t waiting
round for any greasy mechanic like you. Don’t
think it. Say, lookit your nails! They’d
queer you with me, let alone what else all is wrong
with you.”
In answer Nick would put one hand one
broad, brown, steel-strong hand with its broken discoloured
nails on Miss Ahearn’s arm, in its
flimsy georgette sleeve. Miss Ahearn’s
eyelids would flutter and close, and a little shiver
would run with icy-hot feet all over Miss Ahearn.
Nick was like that.
Nick’s real name wasn’t
Nick at all or scarcely at all. His
last name was Nicholas, and his parents, long before
they became his parents, traced their origin to some
obscure Czechoslovakian province long before
we became so glib with our Czechoslovakia. His
first name was Dewey, knowing which you automatically
know the date of his birth. It was a patriotic
but unfortunate choice on the part of his parents.
The name did not fit him; was too mealy; not debonair
enough. Nick. Nicky in tenderer moments
(Miss Bauers, Miss Olson, Miss Ahearn, just Gertie,
et al.).
His method with women was firm and
somewhat stern, but never brutal. He never waited
for them if they were late. Any girl who assumed
that her value was enhanced in direct proportion to
her tardiness in keeping an engagement with Nick found
herself standing disconsolate on the corner of Fifty-third
and Lake trying to look as if she were merely waiting
for the Lake Park car and not peering wistfully up
and down the street in search of a slim, graceful,
hurrying figure that never came.
It is difficult to convey in words
the charm that Nick possessed. Seeing him, you
beheld merely a medium-sized young mechanic in reasonably
grimed garage clothes when working; and in tight pants,
tight coat, silk shirt, long-visored green cap when
at leisure. A rather pallid skin due to the nature
of his work. Large deft hands, a good deal like
the hands of a surgeon, square, blunt-fingered, spatulate.
Indeed, as you saw him at work, a wire-netted electric
bulb held in one hand, the other plunged deep into
the vitals of the car on which he was engaged, you
thought of a surgeon performing a major operation.
He wore one of those round skullcaps characteristic
of his craft (the brimless crown of an old felt hat).
He would deftly remove the transmission case and plunge
his hand deep into the car’s guts, feeling expertly
about with his engine-wise fingers as a surgeon feels
for liver, stomach, gall bladder, intestines, appendix.
When he brought up his hand, all dripping with grease
(which is the warm blood of the car), he invariably
had put his finger on the sore spot.
All this, of course, could not serve
to endear him to the girls. On the contrary,
you would have thought that his hands alone, from which
he could never quite free the grease and grit, would
have caused some feeling of repugnance among the lily-fingered.
But they, somehow, seemed always to be finding an
excuse to touch him: his tie, his hair, his coat
sleeve. They seemed even to derive a vicarious
thrill from holding his hat or cap when on an outing.
They brushed imaginary bits of lint from his coat
lapel. They tried on his seal ring, crying:
“Oo, lookit, how big it is for me, even my thumb!”
He called this “pawing a guy over”; and
the lint ladies he designated as “thread pickers.”
No; it can’t be classified,
this powerful draw he had for them. His conversation
furnished no clue. It was commonplace conversation,
limited, even dull. When astonished, or impressed,
or horrified, or amused, he said: “Ken
yuh feature that!” When emphatic or confirmatory,
he said: “You tell ’em!”
It wasn’t his car and the opportunities
it furnished for drives, both country and city.
That motley piece of mechanism represented such an
assemblage of unrelated parts as could only have been
made to cooerdinate under Nick’s expert guidance.
It was out of commission more than half the time,
and could never be relied upon to furnish a holiday.
Both Miss Bauers and Miss Ahearn had twelve-cylinder
opportunities that should have rendered them forever
unfit for travel in Nick’s one-lung vehicle
of locomotion.
It wasn’t money. Though
he was generous enough with what he had, Nick couldn’t
be generous with what he hadn’t. And his
wage at the garage was $40 a week. Miss Ahearn’s
silk stockings cost $4.50.
His unconcern should have infuriated
them, but it served to pique. He wasn’t
actually as unconcerned as he appeared, but he had
early learned that effort in their direction was unnecessary.
Nick had little imagination; a gorgeous selfishness;
a tolerantly contemptuous liking for the sex.
Naturally, however, his attitude toward them had been
somewhat embittered by being obliged to watch their
method of driving a car in and out of the Ideal Garage
doorway. His own manipulation of the wheel was
nothing short of wizardry.
He played the harmonica.
Each Thursday afternoon was Nick’s
half day off. From twelve until seven-thirty
he was free to range the bosky highways of Chicago.
When his car he called it “the bus” was
agreeable, he went awheel in search of amusement.
The bus being indisposed, he went afoot. He rarely
made plans in advance; usually was accompanied by
some successful telephonee. He rather liked to
have a silken skirt beside him fluttering and flirting
in the breeze as he broke the speed regulations.
On this Thursday afternoon in July
he had timed his morning job to a miraculous nicety
so that at the stroke of twelve his workaday garments
dropped from him magically, as though he were a male
(and reversed) Cinderella. There was a wash room
and a rough sort of sleeping room containing two cots
situated in the second story of the Ideal Garage.
Here Nick shed the loose garments of labour for the
fashionably tight habiliments of leisure. Private
chauffeurs whose employers housed their cars in the
Ideal Garage used this nook for a lounge and smoker.
Smitty, Mike, Elmer, and Nick snatched stolen siestas
there in the rare absences of the manager. Sometimes
Nick spent the night there when forced to work overtime.
His home life, at best, was a sketchy affair.
Here chauffeurs, mechanics, washers lolled at ease
exchanging soft-spoken gossip, motor chat, speculation,
comment, and occasional verbal obscenity. Each
possessed a formidable knowledge of that neighbourhood
section of Chicago known as Hyde Park. This knowledge
was not confined to car costs and such impersonal
items, but included meals, scandals, relationships,
finances, love affairs, quarrels, peccadillos.
Here Nick often played his harmonica, his lips sweeping
the metal length of it in throbbing rendition of such
sure-fire sentimentality as The Long, Long Trail, or
Mammy, while the others talked, joked, kept time with
tapping feet or wagging heads.
To-day the hot little room was empty
except for Nick, shaving before the cracked mirror
on the wall, and old Elmer, reading a scrap of yesterday’s
newspaper as he lounged his noon hour away. Old
Elmer was thirty-seven, and Nicky regarded him as
an octogenarian. Also, old Elmer’s conversation
bored Nick to the point of almost sullen resentment.
Old Elmer was a family man. His talk was all of
his family the wife, the kids, the flat.
A garrulous person, lank, pasty, dish-faced, and amiable.
His half day off was invariably spent tinkering about
the stuffy little flat painting, nailing
up shelves, mending a broken window shade, puttying
a window, playing with his pasty little boy, aged
sixteen months, and his pasty little girl, aged three
years. Next day he regaled his fellow workers
with elaborate recitals of his holiday hours.
“Believe me, that kid’s
a caution. Sixteen months old, and what does he
do yesterday? He unfastens the ketch on the back-porch
gate. We got a gate on the back porch, see.”
(This frequent “see” which interlarded
Elmer’s verbiage was not used in an interrogatory
way, but as a period, and by way of emphasis.
His voice did not take the rising inflection as he
uttered it.) “What does he do, he opens it.
I come home, and the wife says to me: ’Say,
you better get busy and fix a new ketch on that gate
to the back porch. Little Elmer, first thing I
know, he’d got it open to-day and was crawling
out almost.’ Say, can you beat that for
a kid sixteen months ”
Nick had finished shaving, had donned
his clean white soft shirt. His soft collar fitted
to a miracle about his strong throat. Nick’s
sartorial effects were a triumph on forty
a week. “Say, can’t you talk about
nothing but that kid of yours? I bet he’s
a bum specimen at that. Runt, like his pa.”
Elmer flung down his newspaper in
honest indignation as Nick had wickedly meant he should.
“Is that so! Why, we was wrastling round me
and him, see last night on the floor, and
what does he do, he raises his mitt and hands me a
wallop in the stomick it like to knock the wind out
of me. That’s all. Sixteen months ”
“Yeh. I suppose this time
next year he’ll be boxing for money.”
Elmer resumed his paper. “What
do you know.” His tone mingled pity
with contempt.
Nick took a last critical survey of
the cracked mirror’s reflection and found it
good. “Nothing, only this: you make
me sick with your kids and your missus and your place.
Say, don’t you never have no fun?”
“Fun! Why, say, last Sunday
we was out to the beach, and the kid swum out first
thing you know ”
“Oh, shut up!” He was
dressed now. He slapped his pockets. Harmonica.
Cigarettes. Matches. Money. He was off,
his long-visored cloth cap pulled jauntily over his
eyes.
Elmer, bearing no rancour, flung a
last idle query: “Where you going?”
“How should I know? Just
bumming around. Bus is outa commission, and I’m
outa luck.”
He clattered down the stairs, whistling.
Next door for a shine at the Greek
bootblack’s. Enthroned on the dais, a minion
at his feet, he was momentarily monarchial. How’s
the boy? Good? Same here. Down, his
brief reign ended. Out into the bright noon-day
glare of Fifty-third Street.
A fried-egg sandwich. Two blocks
down and into the white-tiled lunchroom. He took
his place in the row perched on stools in front of
the white slab, his feet on the railing, his elbows
on the counter. Four white-aproned vestals
with blotchy skins performed rites over the steaming
nickel urns, slid dishes deftly along the slick surface
of the white slab, mopped up moisture with a sly grey
rag. No nonsense about them. This was the
rush hour. Hungry men from the shops and offices
and garages of the district were bent on food (not
badinage). They ate silently, making a dull business
of it. Coffee? What kinda pie do you want?
No fooling here. “Hello, Jessie.”
As she mopped the slab in front of
him you noticed a slight softening of her features,
intent so grimly on her task. “What’s
yours?”
“Bacon-and-egg sandwich.
Glass of milk. Piece of pie. Blueberry.”
Ordinarily she would not have bothered.
But with him: “The blueberry ain’t
so good to-day, I noticed. Try the peach?”
“All right.” He looked
at her. She smiled. Incredibly, the dishes
ordered seemed to leap out at her from nowhere.
She crashed them down on the glazed white surface
in front of him. The bacon-and-egg sandwich was
served open-faced, an elaborate confection. Two
slices of white bread, side by side. On one reposed
a fried egg, hard, golden, delectable, indigestible.
On the other three crisp curls of bacon. The ordinary
order held two curls only. A dish so rich in calories
as to make it food sufficient for a day. Jessie
knew nothing of calories, nor did Nick. She placed
a double order of butter before him two
yellow pats, moisture-beaded. As she scooped
up his milk from the can you saw that the glass was
but three quarters filled. From a deep crock she
ladled a smaller scoop and filled the glass to the
top. The deep crock held cream. Nick glanced
up at her again. Again Jessie smiled. A plain
damsel, Jessie, and capable. She went on about
her business. What’s yours? Coffee
with? White or rye? No nonsense about her.
And yet: “Pie all right?”
“Yeh. It’s good.”
She actually blushed.
He finished, swung himself off the
stool, nodded to Jessie. She stacked his dishes
with one lean, capable hand, mopped the slab with the
other, but as she made for the kitchen she flung a
glance at him over her shoulder.
“Day off?”
“Yeh.”
“Some folks has all the luck.”
He grinned. His teeth were strong
and white and even. He walked toward the door
with his light quick step, paused for a toothpick as
he paid his check, was out again into the July sunlight.
Her face became dull again.
Well, not one o’clock.
Guessed he’d shoot a little pool. He dropped
into Moriarty’s cigar store. It was called
a cigar store because it dealt in magazines, newspapers,
soft drinks, golf balls, cigarettes, pool, billiards,
chocolates, chewing gum, and cigars. In the rear
of the store were four green-topped tables, three
for pool and one for billiards. He hung about
aimlessly, watching the game at the one occupied table.
The players were slim young men like himself, their
clothes replicas of his own, their faces lean and
somewhat hard. Two of them dropped out. Nick
took a cue from the rack, shed his tight coat.
They played under a glaring electric light in the
heat of the day, yet they seemed cool, aloof, immune
from bodily discomfort. It was a strangely silent
game and as mirthless as that of the elfin bowlers
in Rip Van Winkle. The slim-waisted shirted figures
bent plastically over the table in the graceful postures
of the game. You heard only the click of the balls,
an occasional low-voiced exclamation. A solemn
crew, and unemotional.
Now and then: “What’s all the shootin’
fur?”
“In she goes.”
Nick, winner, tired of it in less
than an hour. He bought a bottle of some acidulous
drink just off the ice and refreshed himself with it,
drinking from the bottle’s mouth. He was
vaguely restless, dissatisfied. Out again into
the glare of two o’clock Fifty-third Street.
He strolled up a block toward Lake Park Avenue.
It was hot. He wished the bus wasn’t sick.
Might go in swimming, though. He considered this
idly. Hurried steps behind him. A familiar
perfume wafted to his senses. A voice nasal yet
cooing. Miss Bauers. Miss Bauers on pleasure
bent, palpably, being attired in the briefest of silks,
white-strapped slippers, white silk stockings, scarlet
hat. The Green Front Grocery and Market closed
for a half day each Thursday afternoon during July
and August. Nicky had not availed himself of
the knowledge.
“Well, if it ain’t Nicky!
I just seen you come out of Moriarty’s as I
was passing.” (She had seen him go in an hour
before and had waited a patient hour in the drug store
across the street.) “What you doing around loose
this hour the day, anyway?”
“I’m off ’safternoon.”
“Are yuh? So’m I.”
Nicky said nothing. Miss Bauers shifted from one
plump silken leg to the other. “What you
doing?”
“Oh, nothing much.”
“So’m I. Let’s do it together.”
Miss Bauers employed the direct method.
“Well,” said Nick, vaguely.
He didn’t object particularly. And yet he
was conscious of some formless programme forming mistily
in his mind a programme that did not include
the berouged, be-powdered, plump, and silken Miss
Bauers.
“I phoned you this morning, Nicky. Twice.”
“Yeh?”
“They said you wasn’t in.”
“Yeh?”
A hard young woman, Miss Bauers, yet
simple: powerfully drawn toward this magnetic
and careless boy; powerless to forge chains strong
enough to hold him. “Well, how about Riverview?
I ain’t been this summer.”
“Oh, that’s so darn far. Take all
day getting there, pretty near.”
“Not driving, it wouldn’t.”
“I ain’t got the bus. Busted.”
His apathy was getting on her nerves.
“How about a movie, then?” Her feet hurt.
It was hot.
His glance went up the street toward
the Harper, down the street toward the Hyde Park.
The sign above the Harper offered Mother o’ Mine.
The lettering above the Hyde Park announced Love’s
Sacrifice.
“Gawd, no,” he made decisive answer.
Miss Bauers’s frazzled nerves
snapped. “You make me sick! Standing
there. Nothing don’t suit you. Say,
I ain’t so crazy to go round with you.
Cheap guy! Prob’ly you’d like to go
over to Wooded Island or something, in Jackson Park,
and set on the grass and feed the squirrels.
That’d be a treat for me, that would.”
She laughed a high, scornful tear-near laugh.
“Why say ”
Nick stared at her, and yet she felt he did not see
her. A sudden peace came into his face the
peace of a longing fulfilled. He turned his head.
A Lake Park Avenue street car was roaring its way
toward them. He took a step toward the roadway.
“I got to be going.”
Fear flashed its flame into Miss Bauers’s
pale blue eyes. “Going! How do you
mean, going? Going where?”
“I got to be going.”
The car had stopped opposite them. His young face
was stern, implacable. Miss Bauers knew she was
beaten, but she clung to hope tenaciously, piteously.
“I got to see a party, see?”
“You never said anything about
it in the first place. Pity you wouldn’t
say so in the first place. Who you got to see,
anyway?” She knew it was useless to ask.
She knew she was beating her fists against a stone
wall, but she must needs ask notwithstanding:
“Who you got to see?”
“I got to see a party.
I forgot.” He made the car step in two long
strides; had swung himself up. “So long!”
The car door slammed after him. Miss Bauers,
in her unavailing silks, stood disconsolate on the
hot street corner.
He swayed on the car platform until
Sixty-third Street was reached. There he alighted
and stood a moment at the curb surveying idly the
populous corner. He purchased a paper bag of hot
peanuts from a vender’s glittering scarlet and
nickel stand, and crossed the street into the pathway
that led to Jackson Park, munching as he went.
In an open space reserved for games some boys were
playing baseball with much hoarse hooting and frenzied
action. He drew near to watch. The ball,
misdirected, sailed suddenly toward him. He ran
backward at its swift approach, leaped high, caught
it, and with a long curving swing, so easy as to appear
almost effortless, sent it hurtling back. The
lad on the pitcher’s mound made as if to catch
it, changed his mind, dodged, started after it.
The boy at bat called to Nick:
“Heh, you! Wanna come on and pitch?”
Nick shook his head and went on.
He wandered leisurely along the gravel
path that led to the park golf shelter. The wide
porch was crowded with golfers and idlers. A foursome
was teed up at the first tee. Nick leaned against
a porch pillar waiting for them to drive. That
old boy had pretty good practise swing ... Stiff,
though ... Lookit that dame. Je’s!
I bet she takes fifteen shots before she ever gets
on to the green ... There, that kid had pretty
good drive. Must of been hundred and fifty, anyway.
Pretty good for a kid.
Nick, in the course of his kaleidoscopic
career, had been a caddie at thirteen in torn shirt
and flapping knickers. He had played the smooth,
expert, scornful game of the caddie with a natural
swing from the lithe waist and a follow-through that
was the envy of the muscle-bound men who watched him.
He hadn’t played in years. The game no longer
interested him. He entered the shelter lunchroom.
The counters were lined with lean, brown, hungry men
and lean, brown, hungry women. They were eating
incredible dishes considering that the hour was 3 P.
M. and the day a hot one. Corned-beef hash with
a poached egg on top; wieners and potato salad; meat
pies; hot roast beef sandwiches; steaming cups of
coffee in thick white ware; watermelon. Nick slid
a leg over a stool as he had done earlier in the afternoon.
Here, too, the Hebes were of stern stuff, as
they needs must be to serve these ravenous hordes
of club swingers who swarmed upon them from dawn to
dusk. Their task it was to wait upon the golfing
male, which is man at his simplest reduced
to the least common denominator and shorn of all attraction
for the female eye and heart. They represented
merely hungry mouths, weary muscles, reaching fists.
The waitresses served them as a capable attendant
serves another woman’s child efficiently
and without emotion.
“Blueberry pie a la mode,”
said Nick “with strawberry ice cream.”
Inured as she was to the horrors of
gastronomic miscegenation, the waitress an
old girl recoiled at this.
“Say, I don’t think you’d
like that. They don’t mix so very good.
Why don’t you try the peach pie instead with
the strawberry ice cream if you want strawberry?”
He looked so young and cool and fresh.
“Blueberry,” repeated
Nick sternly, and looked her in the eye. The old
waitress laughed a little and was surprised to find
herself laughing. “’S for you to
say.” She brought him the monstrous mixture,
and he devoured it to the last chromatic crumb.
“Nothing the matter with that,”
he remarked as she passed, dish-laden.
She laughed again tolerantly, almost
tenderly. “Good thing you’re young.”
Her busy glance lingered a brief moment on his face.
He sauntered out.
Now he took the path to the right
of the shelter, crossed the road, struck the path
again, came to a rustic bridge that humped high in
the middle, spanning a cool green stream, willow-bordered.
The cool green stream was an emerald chain that threaded
its way in a complete circlet about the sylvan spot
known as Wooded Island, relic of World’s Fair
days.
The little island lay, like a thing
under enchantment, silent, fragrant, golden, green,
exquisite. Squirrels and blackbirds, rabbits and
pigeons mingled in AEsopian accord. The air was
warm and still, held by the encircling trees and shrubbery.
There was not a soul to be seen. At the far north
end the two Japanese model houses, survivors of the
exposition, gleamed white among the trees.
Nick stood a moment. His eyelids
closed, languorously. He stretched his arms out
and up deliciously, bringing his stomach in and his
chest out. He took off his cap and stuffed it
into his pocket. He strolled across the thick
cool nap of the grass, deserting the pebble path.
At the west edge of the island a sign said: “No
One Allowed in the Shrubbery.” Ignoring
it, Nick parted the branches, stopped and crept, reached
the bank that sloped down to the cool green stream,
took off his coat, and lay relaxed upon the ground.
Above him the tree branches made a pattern against
the sky. Little ripples lipped the shore.
Scampering velvet-footed things, feathered things,
winged things made pleasant stir among the leaves.
Nick slept.
He awoke in half an hour refreshed.
He lay there, thinking of nothing a charming
gift. He found a stray peanut in his pocket and
fed it to a friendly squirrel. His hand encountered
the cool metal of his harmonica. He drew out
the instrument, placed his coat, folded, under his
head, crossed his knees, one leg swinging idly, and
began to play rapturously. He was perfectly happy.
He played Gimme Love, whose jazz measures are stolen
from Mendelssohn’s Spring Song. He did not
know this. The leaves rustled. He did not
turn his head.
“Hello, Pan!” said a voice.
A girl came down the slope and seated herself beside
him. She was not smiling.
Nick removed the harmonica from his
lips and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
“Hello who?”
“Hello, Pan.”
“Wrong number, lady,”
Nick said, and again applied his lips to the mouth
organ. The girl laughed then, throwing back her
head. Her throat was long and slim and brown.
She clasped her knees with her arms and looked at
Nick amusedly. Nick thought she was a kind of
homely little thing.
“Pan,” she explained,
“was a pagan deity. He played pipes in the
woods.”
“’S all right with me,”
Nick ventured, bewildered but amiable. He wished
she’d go away. But she didn’t.
She began to take off her shoes and stockings.
She went down to the water’s edge, then, and
paddled her feet. Nick sat up, outraged.
“Say, you can’t do that.”
She glanced back at him over her shoulder.
“Oh, yes, I can. It’s so hot.”
She wriggled her toes ecstatically.
The leaves rustled again, briskly,
unmistakably this time. A heavy tread. A
rough voice. “Say, looka here! Get
out of there, you! What the ”
A policeman, red-faced, wroth. “You can’t
do that! Get outa here!”
It was like a movie, Nick thought.
The girl turned her head. “Oh, now, Mr.
Elwood,” she said.
“Oh, it’s you, miss,”
said the policeman. You would not have believed
it could be the same policeman. He even giggled.
“Thought you was away.”
“I was. In fact, I am,
really. I just got sick of it and ran away for
a day. Drove. Alone. The family’ll
be wild.”
“All the way?” said the
policeman, incredulously. “Say, I thought
that looked like your car standing out there by the
road; but I says no, she ain’t in town.”
He looked sharply at Nick, whose face had an Indian
composure, though his feelings were mixed. “Who’s
this?”
“He’s a friend of mine.
His name’s Pan.” She was drying her
feet with an inadequate rose-coloured handkerchief.
She crept crabwise up the bank, and put on her stockings
and slippers.
“Why’n’t you come
out and set on a bench?” suggested the policeman,
worriedly.
The girl shook her head. “In
Arcadia we don’t sit on benches. I should
think you’d know that. Go on away, there’s
a dear. I want to talk to this to
Pan.”
He persisted. “What’d
your pa say, I’d like to know!” The girl
shrugged her shoulders. Nick made as though to
rise. He was worried. A nut, that’s
what. She pressed him down again with a hard brown
hand.
“Now it’s all right.
He’s going. Old Fuss!” The policeman
stood a brief moment longer. Then the foliage
rustled again. He was gone. The girl sighed,
happily. “Play that thing some more, will
you? You’re a wiz at it, aren’t you?”
“I’m pretty good,”
said Nick, modestly. Then the outrageousness of
her conduct struck him afresh. “Say, who’re
you, anyway?”
“My name’s Berry short
for Bernice.... What’s yours, Pan?”
“Nick that is Nick.”
“Ugh, terrible! I’ll
stick to Pan. What d’you do when you’re
not Panning?” Then, at the bewilderment in his
face: “What’s your job?”
“I work in the Ideal Garage.
Say, you’re pretty nosey, ain’t you?”
“Yes, pretty.... That accounts
for your nails, h’m?” She looked at her
own brown paws. “’Bout as bad as mine.
I drove one hundred and fifty miles to-day.”
“Ya-as, you did!”
“I did! Started at six. And I’ll
probably drive back to-night.”
“You’re crazy!”
“I know it,” she agreed,
“and it’s wonderful.... Can you play
the Tommy Toddle?”
“Yeh. It’s kind of
hard, though, where the runs are. I don’t
get the runs so very good.” He played it.
She kept time with head and feet. When he had
finished and wiped his lips:
“Elegant!” She took the
harmonica from him, wiped it brazenly on the much-abused,
rose-coloured handkerchief and began to play, her cheeks
puffed out, her eyes round with effort. She played
the Tommy Toddle, and her runs were perfect.
Nick’s chagrin was swallowed by his admiration
and envy.
“Say, kid, you got more wind
than a factory whistle. Who learned you to play?”
She struck her chest with a hard brown
fist. “Tennis ... Tim taught me.”
“Who’s Tim?”
“The a chauffeur.”
Nick leaned closer. “Say,
do you ever go to the dances at Englewood Masonic
Hall?”
“I never have.”
“’Jäh like to go some time?”
“I’d love it.”
She grinned up at him, her teeth flashing white in
her brown face.
“It’s swell here,” he said, dreamily.
“Like the woods?”
“Yes.”
“Winter, when it’s cold
and dirty, I think about how it’s here summers.
It’s like you could take it out of your head
and look at it whenever you wanted to.”
“Endymion.”
“Huh?”
“A man said practically the same thing the other
day. Name of Keats.”
“Yeh?”
“He said: ‘A thing of beauty is a
joy forever.’”
“That’s one way putting it,” he
agreed, graciously.
Unsmilingly she reached over with
one slim forefinger, as if compelled, and touched
the blond hairs on Nick’s wrist. Just touched
them. Nick remained motionless. The girl
shivered a little, deliciously. She glanced at
him shyly. Her lips were provocative. Thoughtlessly,
blindly, Nick suddenly flung an arm about her, kissed
her. He kissed her as he had never kissed Miss
Bauers as he had never kissed Miss Ahearn,
Miss Olson, or just Gertie. The girl did not
scream, or push him away, or slap him, or protest,
or giggle as would have the above-mentioned young
ladies. She sat breathing rather fast, a tinge
of scarlet showing beneath the tan.
“Well, Pan,” she said,
low-voiced, “you’re running true to form,
anyway.” She eyed him appraisingly.
“Your appeal is in your virility, I suppose.
Yes.”
“My what?”
She rose. “I’ve got to go.”
Panic seized him. “Say,
don’t drive back to-night, huh? Wherever
it is you’ve got to go. You ain’t
driving back to-night?”
She made no answer; parted the bushes,
was out on the gravel path in the sunlight, a slim,
short-skirted, almost childish figure. He followed.
They crossed the bridge, left the island, reached the
roadway almost in silence. At the side of the
road was a roadster. Its hood was the kind that
conceals power. Its lamps were two giant eyes
rimmed in precious metal. Its line spelled strength.
Its body was foreign. Nick’s engine-wise
eyes saw these things at a glance.
“That your car?”
“Yes.”
“Gosh!”
She unlocked it, threw in the clutch,
shifted, moved. “Say!” was wrung
from Nick helplessly. She waved at him. “Good-bye,
Pan.” He stared, stricken. She was
off swiftly, silently; flashed around a corner; was
hidden by the trees and shrubs.
He stood a moment. He felt bereaved,
cheated. Then a little wave of exaltation shook
him. He wanted to talk to someone. “Gosh!”
he said again. He glanced at his wrist.
Five-thirty. He guessed he’d go home.
He guessed he’d go home and get one of Ma’s
dinners. One of Ma’s dinners and talk to
Ma. The Sixty-third Street car. He could
make it and back in plenty time.
Nick lived in that section of Chicago
known as Englewood, which is not so sylvan as it sounds,
but appropriate enough for a faun. Not only that;
he lived in S. Green Street, Englewood. S. Green
Street, near Seventieth, is almost rural with its
great elms and poplars, its frame cottages, its back
gardens. A neighbourhood of thrifty, foreign-born
fathers and mothers, many children, tree-lined streets
badly paved. Nick turned in at a two-story brown
frame cottage. He went around to the back.
Ma was in the kitchen.
Nick’s presence at the evening
meal was an uncertain thing. Sometimes he did
not eat at home for a week, excepting only his hurried
early breakfast. He rarely spent an evening at
home, and when he did used the opportunity for making
up lost sleep. Pa never got home from work until
after six. Nick liked his dinner early and hot.
On his rare visits his mother welcomed him like one
of the Gracchi. Mother and son understood each
other wordlessly, having much in common. You would
not have thought it of her (forty-six bust, forty
waist, measureless hips), but Ma was a nymph at heart.
Hence Nick.
“Hello, Ma!” She was slamming expertly
about the kitchen.
“Hello, yourself,” said
Ma. Ma had a line of slang gleaned from her numerous
brood. It fell strangely from her lips. Ma
had never quite lost a tinge of foreign accent, though
she had come to America when a girl. A hearty,
zestful woman, savouring life with gusto, undiminished
by child-bearing and hard work. “Eating
home, Dewey?” She alone used his given name.
“Yeh, but I gotta be back by
seven-thirty. Got anything ready?”
“Dinner ain’t, but I’ll
get you something. Plenty. Platter ham and
eggs and a quick fry. Cherry cobbler’s
done. I’ll fix you some.” (Cherry
cobbler is shortcake with a soul.)
He ate enormously at the kitchen table,
she hovering over him.
“What’s the news, Dewey?”
“Ain’t none.”
He ate in silence. Then: “How old was
you when you married Pa?”
“Me? Say, I wasn’t
no more’n a kid. I gotta laugh when I think
of it.”
“What was Pa earning?”
She laughed a great hearty laugh,
dipping a piece of bread sociably in the ham fat on
the platter as she stood by the table, just to bear
him company.
“Say, earn! If he’d
of earned what you was earning now, we’d of thought
we was millionaires. Time Etty was born he was
pulling down thirteen a week, and we saved on it.”
She looked at him suddenly, sharply. “Why?”
“Oh, I was just wondering.”
“Look what good money he’s
getting now! If I was you, I wouldn’t stick
around no old garage for what they give you. You
could get a good job in the works with Pa; first thing
you know you’d be pulling down big money.
You’re smart like that with engines....
Takes a lot of money nowadays for feller to get married.”
“You tell ’em,”
agreed Nick. He looked up at her, having finished
eating. His glance was almost tender. “How’d
you come to marry Pa, anyway? You and him’s
so different.”
The nymph in Ma leaped to the surface
and stayed there a moment, sparkling, laughing, dimpling.
“Oh, I dunno. I kept running away and he
kept running after. Like that.”
He looked up again quickly at that.
“Yeh. That’s it. Fella don’t
like to have no girl chasing him all the time.
Say, he likes to do the chasing himself. Ain’t
that the truth?”
“You tell ’em!”
agreed Ma. A great jovial laugh shook her.
Heavy-footed now, but light of heart.
Suddenly: “I’m thinking
of going to night school. Learn something.
I don’t know nothing.”
“You do, too, Dewey!”
“Aw, wha’d I know? I never had enough
schooling. Wished I had.”
“Who’s doings was it?
You wouldn’t stay. Wouldn’t go no
more than sixth reader and quit. Nothing wouldn’t
get you to go.”
He agreed gloomily. “I
know it. I don’t know what nothing is.
Uh Arcadia or now vitality
or nothing.”
“Oh, that comes easy,”
she encouraged him, “when you begin once.”
He reached for her hand gratefully.
“You’re a swell cook, Ma.” He
had a sudden burst of generosity, of tenderness.
“Soon’s the bus is fixed I’ll take
you joy-riding over to the lake.”
Ma always wore a boudoir cap of draggled
lace and ribbon for motoring. Nick almost never
offered her a ride. She did not expect him to.
She pushed him playfully. “Go
on! You got plenty young girls to take riding,
not your ma.”
“Oh, girls!” he said,
scornfully. Then in another tone: “Girls.”
He was off. It was almost seven.
Pa was late. He caught a car back to Fifty-third
Street. Elmer was lounging in the cool doorway
of the garage. Nick, in sheer exuberance of spirits,
squared off, doubled his fists, and danced about Elmer
in a semicircle, working his arms as a prizefighter
does, warily. He jabbed at Elmer’s jaw playfully.
“What you been doing,”
inquired that long-suffering gentleman, “makes
you feel so good? Where you been?”
“Oh, nowheres. Bumming round. Park.”
He turned in the direction of the
stairway. Elmer lounged after him. “Oh,
say, dame’s been calling you for the last hour
and a half. Like to busted the phone. Makes
me sick.”
“Aw, Bauers.”
“No, that wasn’t the name.
Name’s Mary or Berry, or something like that.
A dozen times, I betcha. Says you was to call
her as soon as you come in. Drexel 47 wait
a min’t’ yeh that’s
right Drexel 473 ”
“Swell chanst,” said Nick.
Suddenly his buoyancy was gone. His shoulders
drooped. His cigarette dangled limp. Disappointment
curved his lips, burdened his eyes. “Swell
chanst!”