His wife had always spoiled him outrageously.
No doubt of that. Take, for example, the matter
of the pillows merely. Old man Minick slept high.
That is, he thought he slept high. He liked two
plump pillows on his side of the great, wide, old-fashioned
cherry bed. He would sink into them with a vast
grunting and sighing and puffing expressive of nerves
and muscles relaxed and gratified. But in the
morning there was always one pillow on the floor.
He had thrown it there. Always, in the morning,
there it lay, its plump white cheek turned reproachfully
up at him from the side of the bed. Ma Minick
knew this, naturally, after forty years of the cherry
bed. But she never begrudged him that extra pillow.
Each morning, when she arose, she picked it up on her
way to shut the window. Each morning the bed
was made up with two pillows on his side of it, as
usual.
Then there was the window. Ma
Minick liked it open wide. Old man Minick, who
rather prided himself on his modernism (he called it
being up to date) was distrustful of the night air.
In the folds of its sable mantle lurked a swarm of
dread things colds, clammy miasmas,
fevers.
“Night air’s just
like any other air,” Ma Minick would say, with
some asperity. Ma Minick was no worm; and as
modern as he. So when they went to bed the window
would be open wide. They would lie there, the
two old ones, talking comfortably about commonplace
things. The kind of talk that goes on between
a man and a woman who have lived together in wholesome
peace (spiced with occasional wholesome bickerings)
for more than forty years.
“Remind me to see Gerson to-morrow
about that lock on the basement door. The paper’s
full of burglars.”
“If I think of it.” She never failed
to.
“George and Nettie haven’t been over in
a week now.”
“Oh, well, young folks....
Did you stop in and pay that Koritz the fifty cents
for pressing your suit?”
“By golly, I forgot again! First thing
in the morning.”
A sniff. “Just smell the Yards.”
It was Chicago.
“Wind must be from the west.”
Sleep came with reluctant feet, but
they wooed her patiently. And presently she settled
down between them and they slept lightly. Usually,
some time during the night, he awoke, slid cautiously
and with infinite stealth from beneath the covers
and closed the wide-flung window to within a bare
two inches of the sill. Almost invariably she
heard him; but she was a wise old woman; a philosopher
of parts. She knew better than to allow a window
to shatter the peace of their marital felicity.
As she lay there, smiling a little grimly in the dark
and giving no sign of being awake, she thought, “Oh,
well, I guess a closed window won’t kill me
either.”
Still, sometimes, just to punish him
a little, and to prove that she was nobody’s
fool, she would wait until he had dropped off to sleep
again and then she, too, would achieve a stealthy
trip to the window and would raise it slowly, carefully,
inch by inch.
“How did that window come to
be open?” he would say in the morning, being
a poor dissembler.
“Window? Why, it’s
just the way it was when we went to bed.”
And she would stoop to pick up the pillow that lay
on the floor.
There was little or no talk of death
between this comfortable, active, sound-appearing
man of almost seventy and this plump capable woman
of sixty-six. But as always, between husband
and wife, it was understood wordlessly (and without
reason) that old man Minick would go first. Not
that either of them had the slightest intention of
going. In fact, when it happened they were planning
to spend the winter in California and perhaps live
there indefinitely if they liked it and didn’t
get too lonesome for George and Nettie, and the Chicago
smoke, and Chicago noise, and Chicago smells and rush
and dirt. Still, the solid sum paid yearly in
insurance premiums showed clearly that he meant to
leave her in comfort and security. Besides, the
world is full of widows. Everyone sees that.
But how many widowers? Few. Widows there
are by the thousands; living alone; living in hotels;
living with married daughters and sons-in-law or married
sons and daughters-in-law. But of widowers in
a like situation there are bewilderingly few.
And why this should be no one knows.
So, then. The California trip
never materialized. And the year that followed
never was quite clear in old man Minick’s dazed
mind. In the first place, it was the year in
which stocks tumbled and broke their backs. Gilt-edged
securities showed themselves to be tinsel. Old
man Minick had retired from active business just one
year before, meaning to live comfortably on the fruit
of a half-century’s toil. He now saw that
fruit rotting all about him. There was in it hardly
enough nourishment to sustain them. Then came
the day when Ma Minick went downtown to see Matthews
about that pain right here and came home looking shrivelled,
talking shrilly about nothing, and evading Pa’s
eyes. Followed months that were just a jumble
of agony, X-rays, hope, despair, morphia, nothingness.
After it was all over: “But
I was going first,” old man Minick said, dazedly.
The old house on Ellis near Thirty-ninth
was sold for what it would bring. George, who
knew Chicago real-estate if any one did, said they
might as well get what they could. Things would
only go lower. You’ll see. And nobody’s
going to have any money for years. Besides, look
at the neighbourhood!
Old man Minick said George was right.
He said everybody was right. You would hardly
have recognized in this shrunken figure and wattled
face the spruce and dressy old man whom Ma Minick
used to spoil so delightfully. “You know
best, George. You know best.” He who
used to stand up to George until Ma Minick was moved
to say, “Now, Pa, you don’t know everything.”
After Matthews’ bills, and the
hospital, and the nurses and the medicines and the
thousand and one things were paid there was left exactly
five hundred dollars a year.
“You’re going to make
your home with us, Father,” George and Nettie
said. Alma, too, said this would be the best.
Alma, the married daughter, lived in Seattle.
“Though you know Ferd and I would be only too
glad to have you.”
Seattle! The ends of the earth.
Oh, no. No! he protested, every fibre of his
old frame clinging to the accustomed. Seattle,
at seventy! He turned piteous eyes on his son
George and his daughter-in-law Nettie. “You’re
going to make your home with us, Father,” they
reassured him. He clung to them gratefully.
After it was over Alma went home to her husband and
their children.
So now he lived with George and Nettie
in the five-room flat on South Park Avenue, just across
from Washington Park. And there was no extra
pillow on the floor.
Nettie hadn’t said he couldn’t
have the extra pillow. He had told her he used
two and she had given him two the first week.
But every morning she had found a pillow cast on the
floor.
“I thought you used two pillows, Father.”
“I do.”
“But there’s always one
on the floor when I make the bed in the morning.
You always throw one on the floor. You only sleep
on one pillow, really.”
“I use two pillows.”
But the second week there was one
pillow. He tossed and turned a good deal there
in his bedroom off the kitchen. But he got used
to it in time. Not used to it, exactly, but well
The bedroom off the kitchen wasn’t
as menial as it sounds. It was really rather
cosy. The five-room flat held living room, front
bedroom, dining room, kitchen, and maid’s room.
The room off the kitchen was intended as a maid’s
room but Nettie had no maid. George’s business
had suffered with the rest. George and Nettie
had said, “I wish there was a front room for
you, Father. You could have ours and we’d
move back here, only this room’s too small for
twin beds and the dressing table and the chiffonier.”
They had meant it or meant to mean it.
“This is fine,” old man
Minick had said. “This is good enough for
anybody.” There was a narrow white enamel
bed and a tiny dresser and a table. Nettie had
made gay cretonne covers and spreads and put a little
reading lamp on the table and arranged his things.
Ma Minick’s picture on the dresser with her
mouth sort of pursed to make it look small. It
wasn’t a recent picture. Nettie and George
had had it framed for him as a surprise. They
had often urged her to have a picture taken, but she
had dreaded it. Old man Minick didn’t think
much of that photograph, though he never said so.
He needed no photograph of Ma Minick. He had a
dozen of them; a gallery of them; thousands of them.
Lying on his one pillow he could take them out and
look at them one by one as they passed in review,
smiling, serious, chiding, praising, there in the dark.
He needed no picture on his dresser.
A handsome girl, Nettie, and a good
girl. He thought of her as a girl, though she
was well past thirty. George and Nettie had married
late. This was only the third year of their marriage.
Alma, the daughter, had married young, but George
had stayed on, unwed, in the old house on Ellis until
he was thirty-six and all Ma Minick’s friends’
daughters had had a try at him in vain. The old
people had urged him to marry, but it had been wonderful
to have him around the house, just the same. Somebody
young around the house. Not that George had stayed
around very much. But when he was there you knew
he was there. He whistled while dressing.
He sang in the bath. He roared down the stairway,
“Ma, where’s my clean shirts?” The
telephone rang for him. Ma Minick prepared special
dishes for him. The servant girl said, “Oh,
now, Mr. George, look what you’ve done!
Gone and spilled the grease all over my clean kitchen
floor!” and wiped it up adoringly while George
laughed and gobbled his bit of food filched from pot
or frying pan.
They had been a little surprised about
Nettie. George was in the bond business and she
worked for the same firm. A plump, handsome,
eye-glassed woman with fine fresh colouring, a clear
skin that old man Minick called appetizing, and a
great coil of smooth dark hair. She wore plain
tailored things and understood the bond business in
a way that might have led you to think hers a masculine
mind if she hadn’t been so feminine, too, in
her manner. Old man Minick had liked her better
than Ma Minick had.
Nettie had called him Pop and joked
with him and almost flirted with him in a daughterly
sort of way. He liked to squeeze her plump arm
and pinch her soft cheek between thumb and forefinger.
She would laugh up at him and pat his shoulder and
that shoulder would straighten spryly and he would
waggle his head doggishly.
“Look out there, George!”
the others in the room would say. “Your
dad’ll cut you out. First thing you know
you’ll lose your girl, that’s all.”
Nettie would smile. Her teeth
were white and strong and even. Old man Minick
would laugh and wink, immensely pleased and flattered.
“We understand each other, don’t we, Pop?”
Nettie would say.
During the first years of their married
life Nettie stayed home. She fussed happily about
her little flat, gave parties, went to parties, played
bridge. She seemed to love the ease, the relaxation,
the small luxuries. She and George were very
much in love. Before her marriage she had lived
in a boarding house on Michigan Avenue. At mention
of it now she puckered up her face. She did not
attempt to conceal her fondness for these five rooms
of hers, so neat, so quiet, so bright, so cosy.
Over-stuffed velvet in the living room, with silk lampshades,
and small tables holding books and magazines and little
boxes containing cigarettes or hard candies.
Very modern. A gate-legged table in the dining
room. Caramel-coloured walnut in the bedroom,
rich and dark and smooth. She loved it.
An orderly woman. Everything in its place.
Before eleven o’clock the little apartment was
shining, spotless; cushions plumped, crumbs brushed,
vegetables in cold water. The telephone.
“Hello!... Oh, hello, Bess! Oh, hours
ago ... Not a thing ... Well, if George
is willing ... I’ll call him up and ask
him. We haven’t seen a show in two weeks.
I’ll call you back within the next half hour
... No, I haven’t done my marketing yet....
Yes, and have dinner downtown. Meet at seven.”
Into this orderly smooth-running mechanism
was catapulted a bewildered old man. She no longer
called him Pop. He never dreamed of squeezing
the plump arm or pinching the smooth cheek. She
called him Father. Sometimes George’s Father.
Sometimes, when she was telephoning, there came to
him “George’s father’s
living with us now, you know. I can’t.”
They were very kind to him, Nettie
and George. “Now just you sit right down
here, Father. What do you want to go poking off
into your own room for?”
He remembered that in the last year
Nettie had said something about going back to work.
There wasn’t enough to do around the house to
keep her busy. She was sick of afternoon parties.
Sew and eat, that’s all, and gossip, or play
bridge. Besides, look at the money. Business
was awful. The two old people had resented this
idea as much as George had more, in fact.
They were scandalized.
“Young folks nowdays!”
shaking their heads. “Young folks nowdays.
What are they thinking of! In my day when you
got married you had babies.”
George and Nettie had had no babies.
At first Nettie had said, “I’m so happy.
I just want a chance to rest. I’ve been
working since I was seventeen. I just want to
rest, first.” One year. Two years.
Three. And now Pa Minick.
Ma Minick, in the old house on Ellis
Avenue, had kept a loose sort of larder; not lavish,
but plentiful. They both ate a great deal, as
old people are likely to do. Old man Minick,
especially, had liked to nibble. A handful of
raisins from the box on the shelf. A couple of
nuts from the dish on the sideboard. A bit of
candy rolled beneath the tongue. At dinner (sometimes,
toward the last, even at noon-time) a plate of steaming
soup, hot, revivifying, stimulating. Plenty of
this and plenty of that. “What’s
the matter, Jo? You’re not eating.”
But he was, amply. Ma Minick had liked to see
him eat too much. She was wrong, of course.
But at Nettie’s things were
different. Hers was a sufficient but stern ménage.
So many mouths to feed; just so many lamb chops.
Nettie knew about calories and vitamines and
mysterious things like that, and talked about them.
So many calories in this. So many calories in
that. He never was quite clear in his mind about
these things said to be lurking in his food.
He had always thought of spinach as spinach, chops
as chops. But to Nettie they were calories.
They lunched together, these two. George was,
of course, downtown. For herself Nettie would
have one of those feminine pick-up lunches; a dab
of apple sauce, a cup of tea, and a slice of cold
toast left from breakfast. This she would eat
while old man Minick guiltily supped up his cup of
warmed-over broth, or his coddled egg. She always
pressed upon him any bit of cold meat that was left
from the night before, or any remnants of vegetable
or spaghetti. Often there was quite a little
fleet of saucers and sauce plates grouped about his
main plate. Into these he dipped and swooped uncomfortably,
and yet with a relish. Sometimes, when he had
finished, he would look about, furtively.
“What’ll you have, Father? Can I
get you something?”
“Nothing, Nettie, nothing.
I’m doing fine.” She had finished
the last of her wooden toast and was waiting for him,
kindly.
Still, this balanced and scientific
fare seemed to agree with him. As the winter
went on he seemed actually to have regained most of
his former hardiness and vigour. A handsome old
boy he was, ruddy, hale, with the zest of a juicy
old apple, slightly withered but still sappy.
It should be mentioned that he had a dimple in his
cheek which flashed unexpectedly when he smiled.
It gave him a roguish almost boyish effect
most appealing to the beholder. Especially the
feminine beholder. Much of his spoiling at the
hands of Ma Minick had doubtless been due to this
mere depression of the skin.
Spring was to bring a new and welcome
source of enrichment into his life. But these
first six months of his residence with George and Nettie
were hard. No spoiling there. He missed being
made much of. He got kindness, but he needed
love. Then, too, he was rather a gabby old man.
He liked to hold forth. In the old house on Ellis
there had been visiting back and forth between men
and women of his own age, and Ma’s. At
these gatherings he had waxed oratorical or argumentative,
and they had heard him, some in agreement, some in
disagreement, but always respectfully, whether he
prated of real estate or social depravity; prohibition
or European exchange.
“Let me tell you, here and now,
something’s got to be done before you can get
a country back on a sound financial basis. Why,
take Russia alone, why ...” Or: “Young
people nowdays! They don’t know what respect
means. I tell you there’s got to be a change
and there will be, and it’s the older generation
that’s got to bring it about. What do they
know of hardship! What do they know about work real
work. Most of ’em’s never done a
real day’s work in their life. All they
think of is dancing and gambling and drinking.
Look at the way they dress! Look at ...”
Ad lib.
“That’s so,” the others would agree.
“I was saying only yesterday ...”
Then, too, until a year or two before,
he had taken active part in business. He had
retired only at the urging of Ma and the children.
They said he ought to rest and play and enjoy himself.
Now, as his strength and good spirits
gradually returned he began to go downtown, mornings.
He would dress, carefully, though a little shakily.
He had always shaved himself and he kept this up.
All in all, during the day, he occupied the bathroom
literally for hours, and this annoyed Nettie to the
point of frenzy, though she said nothing. He liked
the white cheerfulness of the little tiled room.
He puddled about in the water endlessly. Snorted
and splashed and puffed and snuffled and blew.
He was one of those audible washers who emerge dripping
and whose ablutions are distributed impartially over
ceiling, walls, and floor.
Nettie, at the closed door: “Father, are
you all right?”
Splash! Prrrf! “Yes. Sure.
I’m all right.”
“Well, I didn’t know. You’ve
been in there so long.”
He was a neat old man, but there was
likely to be a spot or so on his vest or his coat
lapel, or his tie. Ma used to remove these, on
or off him, as the occasion demanded, rubbing carefully
and scolding a little, making a chiding sound between
tongue and teeth indicative of great impatience of
his carelessness. He had rather enjoyed these
sounds, and this rubbing and scratching on the cloth
with the fingernail and a moistened rag. They
indicated that someone cared. Cared about the
way he looked. Had pride in him. Loved him.
Nettie never removed spots. Though infrequently
she said, “Father, just leave that suit out,
will you? I’ll send it to the cleaner’s
with George’s. The man’s coming to-morrow
morning.” He would look down at himself,
hastily, and attack a spot here and there with a futile
fingernail.
His morning toilette completed, he
would make for the Fifty-first Street L. Seated in
the train he would assume an air of importance and
testy haste; glance out of the window; look at his
watch. You got the impression of a handsome and
well-preserved old gentleman on his way downtown to
consummate a shrewd business deal. He had been
familiar with Chicago’s downtown for fifty years
and he could remember when State Street was a tree-shaded
cottage district. The noise and rush and clangour
of the Loop had long been familiar to him. But
now he seemed to find the downtown trip arduous, even
hazardous. The roar of the elevated trains, the
hoarse hoots of the motor horns, the clang of the street
cars, the bedlam that is Chicago’s downtown district
bewildered him, frightened him almost. He would
skip across the street like a harried hare, just missing
a motor truck’s nose and all unconscious of the
stream of invective directed at him by its charioteer.
“Heh! Whatcha!... Look!” Sometimes
a policeman came to his aid, or attempted to, but he
resented this proffered help.
“Say, look here, my lad,”
he would say to the tall, tired, and not at all burly
(standing on one’s feet directing traffic at
Wabash and Madison for eight hours a day does not
make for burliness) policeman, “I’ve been
coming downtown since long before you were born.
You don’t need to help me. I’m no
jay from the country.”
He visited the Stock Exchange.
This depressed him. Stocks were lower than ever
and still going down. His five hundred a year
was safe, but the rest seemed doomed for his lifetime,
at least. He would drop in at George’s
office. George’s office was pleasantly filled
with dapper, neat young men and (surprisingly enough)
dapper, slim young women, seated at desks in the big
light-flooded room. At one corner of each desk
stood a polished metal placard on a little standard,
and bearing the name of the desk’s occupant.
Mr. Owens. Mr. Satterlee. Mr. James.
Miss Rauch. Mr. Minick.
“Hello, Father,” Mr. Minick
would say, looking annoyed. “What’s
bringing you down?”
“Oh, nothing. Nothing.
Just had a little business to tend to over at the
Exchange. Thought I’d drop in. How’s
business?”
“Rotten.”
“I should think it was!” Old man Minick
would agree.
“I should think it was!
Hm.”
George wished he wouldn’t.
He couldn’t have it, that’s all. Old
man Minick would stroll over to the desk marked Satterlee,
or Owens, or James. These brisk young men would
toss an upward glance at him and concentrate again
on the sheets and files before them. Old man Minick
would stand, balancing from heel to toe and blowing
out his breath a little. He looked a bit yellow
and granulated and wavering, there in the cruel morning
light of the big plate glass windows. Or perhaps
it was the contrast he presented with these slim,
slick young salesmen.
“Well, h’are you to-day, Mr. uh Satterlee?
What’s the good word?”
Mr. Satterlee would not glance up
this time. “I’m pretty well.
Can’t complain.”
“Good. Good.”
“Anything I can do for you?”
“No-o-o. No. Not a thing. Just
dropped in to see my son a minute.”
“I see.” Not unkindly.
Then, as old man Minick still stood there, balancing,
Mr. Satterlee would glance up again, frowning a little.
“Your son’s desk is over there, I believe.
Yes.”
George and Nettie had a bedtime conference
about these visits and Nettie told him, gently, that
the bond house head objected to friends and relatives
dropping in. It was against office rules.
It had been so when she was employed there. Strictly
business. She herself had gone there only once
since her marriage.
Well, that was all right. Business
was like that nowdays. Rush and grab and no time
for anything.
The winter was a hard one, with a
record snowfall and intense cold. He stayed indoors
for days together. A woman of his own age in like
position could have occupied herself usefully and happily.
She could have hemmed a sash-curtain; knitted or crocheted;
tidied a room; taken a hand in the cooking or preparing
of food; ripped an old gown; made over a new one;
indulged in an occasional afternoon festivity with
women of her own years. But for old man Minick
there were no small tasks. There was nothing
he could do to make his place in the household justifiable.
He wasn’t even particularly good at those small
jobs of hammering, or painting, or general “fixing.”
Nettie could drive a nail more swiftly, more surely
than he. “Now, Father, don’t you bother.
I’ll do it. Just you go and sit down.
Isn’t it time for your afternoon nap?”
He waxed a little surly. “Nap!
I just got up. I don’t want to sleep my
life away.”
George and Nettie frequently had guests
in the evening. They played bridge, or poker,
or talked.
“Come in, Father,” George
would say. “Come in. You all know Dad,
don’t you, folks?” He would sit down,
uncertainly. At first he had attempted to expound,
as had been his wont in the old house on Ellis.
“I want to say, here and now, that this country’s
got to ...” But they went on, heedless
of him. They interrupted or refused, politely,
to listen. So he sat in the room, yet no part
of it. The young people’s talk swirled and
eddied all about him. He was utterly lost in it.
Now and then Nettie or George would turn to him and
with raised voice (he was not at all deaf and prided
himself on it) would shout, “It’s about
this or that, Father. He was saying ...”
When the group roared with laughter
at a sally from one of them he would smile uncertainly
but amiably, glancing from one to the other in complete
ignorance of what had passed, but not resenting it.
He took to sitting more and more in his kitchen bedroom,
smoking a comforting pipe and reading and re-reading
the evening paper. During that winter he and
Canary, the negro washwoman, became quite good friends.
She washed down in the basement once a week but came
up to the kitchen for her massive lunch. A walrus-waisted
black woman, with a rich throaty voice, a rolling
eye, and a kindly heart. He actually waited for
her appearance above the laundry stairs.
“Weh, how’s Mist’
Minick to-day! Ah nev’ did see a gemun spry’s
you ah fo’ yo’ age. No, suh!
nev’ did.”
At this rare praise he would straighten
his shoulders and waggle his head. “I’m
worth any ten of these young sprats to-day.”
Canary would throw back her head in a loud and companionable
guffaw.
Nettie would appear at the kitchen
swinging door. “Canary’s having her
lunch, Father. Don’t you want to come into
the front room with me? We’ll have our
lunch in another half-hour.” He followed
her obediently enough. Nettie thought of him
as a troublesome and rather pathetic child a
child who would never grow up. If she attributed
any thoughts to that fine old head they were ambling
thoughts, bordering, perhaps, on senility. Little
did she know how expertly this old one surveyed her
and how ruthlessly he passed judgment. She never
suspected the thoughts that formed in the active brain.
He knew about women. He had married
a woman. He had had children by her. He
looked at this woman his son’s wife moving
about her little five-room flat. She had theories
about children. He had heard her expound them.
You didn’t have them except under such and such
circumstances. It wasn’t fair otherwise.
Plenty of money for their education. Well.
He and his wife had had three children. Paul,
the second, had died at thirteen. A blow, that
had been. They had not always planned for the
coming of the three but they always had found a way,
afterward. You managed, somehow, once the little
wrinkled red ball had fought its way into the world.
You managed. You managed. Look at George!
Yet when he was born, thirty-nine years ago, Pa and
Ma Minick had been hard put to it.
Sitting there, while Nettie dismissed
him as negligible, he saw her clearly, grimly.
He looked at her. She was plump, but not too short,
with a generous width between the hips; a broad full
bosom, but firm; round arms and quick slim legs; a
fine sturdy throat. The curve between arm and
breast made a graceful gracious line ... Working
in a bond office ... Working in a bond office
... There was nothing in the Bible about working
in a bond office. Here was a woman built for
child-bearing.
She thought him senile, negligible.
In March Nettie had in a sewing woman
for a week. She had her two or three times a
year. A hawk-faced woman of about forty-nine,
with a blue-bottle figure and a rapacious eye.
She sewed in the dining room and there was a pleasant
hum of machine and snip of scissors and murmur of
conversation and rustle of silky stuff; and hot savoury
dishes for lunch. She and old man Minick became
great friends. She even let him take out bastings.
This when Nettie had gone out from two to four, between
fittings.
He chuckled and waggled his head.
“I expect to be paid regular assistant’s
wages for this,” he said.
“I guess you don’t need
any wages, Mr. Minick,” the woman said.
“I guess you’re pretty well fixed.”
“Oh, well, I can’t complain.” (Five
hundred a year.)
“Complain! I should say
not! If I was to complain it’d be different.
Work all day to keep myself; and nobody to come home
to at night.”
“Widow, ma’am?”
“Since I was twenty. Work,
work, that’s all I’ve had. And lonesome!
I suppose you don’t know what lonesome is.”
“Oh, don’t I!” slipped
from him. He had dropped the bastings.
The sewing woman flashed a look at
him from the cold hard eye. “Well, maybe
you do. I suppose living here like this, with
sons and daughters, ain’t so grand, for all
your money. Now me, I’ve always managed
to keep my own little place that I could call home,
to come back to. It’s only two rooms, and
nothing to rave about, but it’s home. Evenings
I just cook and fuss around. Nobody to fuss for,
but I fuss, anyway. Cooking, that’s what
I love to do. Plenty of good food, that’s
what folks need to keep their strength up.”
Nettie’s lunch that day had been rather scant.
She was there a week. In Nettie’s
absence she talked against her. He protested,
but weakly. Did she give him egg-nogs? Milk?
Hot toddy? Soup? Plenty of good rich gravy
and meat and puddings? Well! That’s
what folks needed when they weren’t so young
any more. Not that he looked old. My, no.
Sprier than many young boys, and handsomer than his
own son if she did say so.
He fed on it, hungrily. The third
day she was flashing meaning glances at him across
the luncheon table. The fourth she pressed his
foot beneath the table. The fifth, during Nettie’s
afternoon absence, she got up, ostensibly to look
for a bit of cloth which she needed for sewing, and,
passing him, laid a caressing hand on his shoulder.
Laid it there and pressed his shoulder ever so little.
He looked up, startled. The glances across the
luncheon had largely passed over his head; the foot
beneath the table might have been an accident.
But this this was unmistakable. He
stood up, a little shakily. She caught his hand.
The hawk-like face was close to his.
“You need somebody to love you,”
she said. “Somebody to do for you, and
love you.” The hawk face came nearer.
He leaned a little toward it. But between it
and his face was Ma Minick’s face, plump, patient,
quizzical, kindly. His head came back sharply.
He threw the woman’s hot hand from him.
“Woman!” he cried. “Jezebel!”
The front door slammed. Nettie.
The woman flew to her sewing. Old man Minick,
shaking, went into his kitchen bedroom.
“Well,” said Nettie, depositing
her bundles on the dining room table, “did you
finish that faggoting? Why, you haven’t
done so very much, have you!”
“I ain’t feeling so good,”
said the woman. “That lunch didn’t
agree with me.”
“Why, it was a good plain lunch. I don’t
see ”
“Oh, it was plain enough, all right.”
Next day she did not come to finish
her work. Sick, she telephoned. Nettie called
it an outrage. She finished the sewing herself,
though she hated sewing. Pa Minick said nothing,
but there was a light in his eye. Now and then
he chuckled, to Nettie’s infinite annoyance,
though she said nothing.
“Wanted to marry me!”
he said to himself, chuckling. “Wanted to
marry me! The old rip!”
At the end of April, Pa Minick discovered
Washington Park, and the Club, and his whole life
was from that day transformed.
He had taken advantage of the early
spring sunshine to take a walk, at Nettie’s
suggestion.
“Why don’t you go into
the Park, Father? It’s really warm out.
And the sun’s lovely. Do you good.”
He had put on his heaviest shirt,
and a muffler, and George’s old red sweater
with the great white “C” on its front,
emblem of George’s athletic prowess at the University
of Chicago; and over all, his greatcoat. He had
taken warm mittens and his cane with the greyhound’s
head handle, carved. So equipped he had ambled
uninterestedly over to the Park across the way.
And there he had found new life.
New life in old life. For the
park was full of old men. Old men like himself,
with greyhound’s-head canes, and mufflers and
somebody’s sweater worn beneath their greatcoats.
They wore arctics, though the weather was fine.
The skin of their hands and cheek-bones was glazed
and had a tight look though it lay in fine little
folds. There were splotches of brown on the backs
of their hands, and on the temples and forehead.
Their heavy grey or brown socks made comfortable folds
above their ankles. From that April morning until
winter drew on the Park saw old man Minick daily.
Not only daily but by the day. Except for his
meals, and a brief hour for his after-luncheon nap,
he spent all his time there.
For in the park old man Minick and
all the old men gathered there found a Forum a
safety valve a means of expression.
It did not take him long to discover that the Park
was divided into two distinct sets of old men.
There were the old men who lived with their married
sons and daughters-in-law or married daughters and
sons-in-law. Then there were the old men who
lived in the Grant Home for Aged Gentlemen. You
saw its fine red-brick façade through the trees at
the edge of the Park.
And the slogan of these first was:
“My son and my da’ter
they wouldn’t want me to live in any public Home.
No, sirree! They want me right there with them.
In their own home. That’s the kind of son
and daughter I’ve got!”
The slogan of the second was:
“I wouldn’t live with
any son or daughter. Independent. That’s
me. My own boss. Nobody to tell me what
I can do and what I can’t. Treat you like
a child. I’m my own boss! Pay my own
good money and get my keep for it.”
The first group, strangely enough,
was likely to be spotted of vest and a little frayed
as to collar. You saw them going on errands for
their daughters-in-law. A loaf of bread.
Spool of white N. They took their small
grandchildren to the duck pond and between the two
toddlers hand in hand the old and infirm
and the infantile and infirm it was hard
to tell which led which.
The second group was shiny as to shoes,
spotless as to linen, dapper as to clothes. They
had no small errands. Theirs was a magnificent
leisure. And theirs was magnificent conversation.
The questions they discussed and settled there in
the Park these old men were not
international merely. They were cosmic in scope.
The War? Peace? Disarmament?
China? Free love? Mere conversational bubbles
to be tossed in the air and disposed of in a burst
of foam. Strong meat for old man Minick who had
so long been fed on pap. But he soon got used
to it. Between four and five in the afternoon,
in a spot known as Under The Willows, the meeting
took the form of a club an open forum.
A certain group made up of Socialists, Free Thinkers,
parlour anarchists, bolshevists, had for years drifted
there for talk. Old man Minick learned high-sounding
phrases. “The Masters ... democracy ...
toil of the many for the good of the few ... the ruling
class ... free speech ... the People....”
The strong-minded ones held forth.
The weaker ones drifted about on the outskirts, sometimes
clinging to the moist and sticky paw of a round-eyed
grandchild. Earlier in the day at eleven
o’clock, say the talk was not so
general nor so inclusive. The old men were likely
to drift into groups of two or three or four.
They sat on sun-bathed benches and their conversation
was likely to be rather smutty at times, for all they
looked so mild and patriarchal and desiccated.
They paid scant heed to the white-haired old women
who, like themselves, were sunning in the park.
They watched the young women switch by, with appreciative
glances at their trim figures and slim ankles.
The day of the short skirt was a grand time for them.
They chuckled among themselves and made wicked comment.
One saw only white-haired, placid, tremulous old men,
but their minds still worked with belated masculinity
like naughty small boys talking behind the barn.
Old man Minick early achieved a certain
leadership in the common talk. He had always
liked to hold forth. This last year had been one
of almost unendurable bottling up. At first he
had timidly sought the less assertive ones of his
kind. Mild old men who sat in rockers in the
pavilion waiting for lunch time. Their conversation
irritated him. They remarked everything that
passed before their eyes.
“There’s a boat. Fella with a boat.”
A silence. Then, heavily: “Yeh.”
Five minutes.
“Look at those people laying
on the grass. Shouldn’t think it was warm
enough for that.... Now they’re getting
up.”
A group of equestrians passed along
the bridle path on the opposite side of the lagoon.
They made a frieze against the delicate spring greenery.
The coats of the women were scarlet, vivid green, arresting,
stimulating.
“Riders.”
“Yes.”
“Good weather for riding.”
A man was fishing near by. “Good weather
for fishing.”
“Yes.”
“Wonder what time it is, anyway.”
From a pocket, deep-buried, came forth a great gold
blob of a watch. “I’ve got one minute
to eleven.”
Old man Minick dragged forth a heavy globe. “Mm.
I’ve got eleven.”
“Little fast, I guess.”
Old man Minick shook off this conversation
impatiently. This wasn’t conversation.
This was oral death, though he did not put it thus.
He joined the other men. They were discussing
Spiritualism. He listened, ventured an opinion,
was heard respectfully and then combated mercilessly.
He rose to the verbal fight, and won it.
“Let’s see,” said
one of the old men. “You’re not living
at the Grant Home, are you?”
“No,” old man Minick made
reply, proudly. “I live with my son and
his wife. They wouldn’t have it any other
way.”
“Hm. Like to be independent myself.”
“Lonesome, ain’t it? Over there?”
“Lonesome! Say, Mr. what’d
you say your name was? Minick? Mine’s
Hughes I never was lonesome in my life ’cept
for six months when I lived with my daughter and her
husband and their five children. Yes, sir.
That’s what I call lonesome, in an eight-room
flat.”
George and Nettie said, “It’s
doing you good, Father, being out in the air so much.”
His eyes were brighter, his figure straighter, his
colour better. It was that day he had held forth
so eloquently on the emigration question. He
had to read a lot papers and magazines and
one thing and another to keep up.
He devoured all the books and pamphlets about bond
issues and national finances brought home by George.
In the Park he was considered an authority on bonds
and banking. He and a retired real-estate man
named Mowry sometimes debated a single question for
weeks. George and Nettie, relieved, thought he
ambled to the Park and spent senile hours with his
drooling old friends discussing nothing amiably and
witlessly. This while he was eating strong meat,
drinking strong drink.
Summer sped. Was past. Autumn
held a new dread for old man Minick. When winter
came where should he go? Where should he go?
Not back to the five-room flat all day, and the little
back bedroom, and nothingness. In his mind there
rang a childish old song they used to sing at school.
A silly song:
Where do all the birdies go?
I know. I know.
But he didn’t know. He
was terror-stricken. October came and went.
With the first of November the Park became impossible,
even at noon, and with two overcoats and the sweater.
The first frost was a black frost for him. He
scanned the heavens daily for rain or snow. There
was a cigar store and billiard room on the corner
across the boulevard and there he sometimes went,
with a few of his Park cronies, to stand behind the
players’ chairs and watch them at pinochle or
rum. But this was a dull business. Besides,
the Grant men never came there. They had card
rooms of their own.
He turned away from this smoky little
den on a drab November day, sick at heart. The
winter. He tried to face it, and at what he saw
he shrank and was afraid.
He reached the apartment and went
around to the rear, dutifully. His rubbers were
wet and muddy and Nettie’s living-room carpet
was a fashionable grey. The back door was unlocked.
It was Canary’s day downstairs, he remembered.
He took off his rubbers in the kitchen and passed
into the dining room. Voices. Nettie had
company. Some friends, probably, for tea.
He turned to go to his room, but stopped at hearing
his own name. Father Minick. Father Minick.
Nettie’s voice.
“Of course, if it weren’t
for Father Minick I would have. But how can we
as long as he lives with us? There isn’t
room. And we can’t afford a bigger place
now, with rents what they are. This way it wouldn’t
be fair to the child. We’ve talked it over,
George and I. Don’t you suppose? But not
as long as Father Minick is with us. I don’t
mean we’d use the maid’s room for a for
the if we had a baby. But I’d
have to have someone in to help, then, and we’d
have to have that extra room.”
He stood there in the dining room,
quiet. Quiet. His body felt queerly remote
and numb, but his mind was working frenziedly.
Clearly, too, in spite of the frenzy. Death.
That was the first thought. Death. It would
be easy. But he didn’t want to die.
Strange, but he didn’t want to die. He
liked Life. The Park, the trees, the Club, the
talk, the whole show.... Nettie was a good girl....
The old must make way for the young. They had
the right to be born.... Maybe it was just another
excuse. Almost four years married. Why not
three years ago?... The right to live. The
right to live....
He turned, stealthily, stealthily,
and went back into the kitchen, put on his rubbers,
stole out into the darkening November afternoon.
In an hour he was back. He entered
at the front door this time, ringing the bell.
He had never had a key. As if he were a child
they would not trust him with one. Nettie’s
women friends were just leaving. In the air you
smelled a mingling of perfume, and tea, and cakes,
and powder. He sniffed it, sensitively.
“How do you do, Mr. Minick!”
they said. “How are you! Well, you
certainly look it. And how do you manage these
gloomy days?”
He smiled genially, taking off his
greatcoat and revealing the red sweater with the big
white “C” on it. “I manage.
I manage.” He puffed out his cheeks.
“I’m busy moving.”
“Moving!” Nettie’s
startled eyes flew to his, held them. “Moving,
Father?”
“Old folks must make way for
the young,” he said, gaily. “That’s
the law of life. Yes, sir! New ones.
New ones.”
Nettie’s face was scarlet.
“Father, what in the world ”
“I signed over at the Grant
Home to-day. Move in next week.” The
women looked at her, smiling. Old man Minick
came over to her and patted her plump arm. Then
he pinched her smooth cheek with a quizzical thumb
and forefinger. Pinched it and shook it ever
so little.
“I don’t know what you mean,” said
Nettie, out of breath.
“Yes, you do,” said old
man Minick, and while his tone was light and jesting
there was in his old face something stern, something
menacing. “Yes, you do.”
When he entered the Grant Home a group
of them was seated about the fireplace in the main
hall. A neat, ruddy, septuagenarian circle.
They greeted him casually, with delicacy of feeling,
as if he were merely approaching them at their bench
in the Park.
“Say, Minick, look here.
Mowry here says China ought to have been included
in the four-power treaty. He says ”
Old man Minick cleared his throat.
“You take China, now,” he said, “with
her vast and practically, you might say, virgin country,
why ”
An apple-cheeked maid in a black dress
and a white apron stopped before him. He paused.
“Housekeeper says for me to
tell you your room’s all ready, if you’d
like to look at it now.”
“Minute. Minute, my child.”
He waved her aside with the air of one who pays five
hundred a year for independence and freedom. The
girl turned to go. “Uh young
lady! Young lady!” She looked at him.
“Tell the housekeeper two pillows, please.
Two pillows on my bed. Be sure.”
“Yes, sir. Two pillows. Yes, sir.
I’ll be sure.”