Meanwhile Arthur had reached home and was likewise sitting in his room, thinking the matter over from his point of view, with the assistance of a long-stemmed pipe.  But instead of turning the gas down, as Maud had done, he had turned it up, and, having lighted all the jets in the room, had planted his chair directly in front of the big looking-glass, so that he might enjoy the reflection of his own amusement and be doubly entertained.

By this time, however, amazement and amusement had passed their acute stages.  He was considering somewhat more seriously, but still with frequent attacks of mirth, the practical aspects of the predicament in which Maud’s declaration had placed him; and the more he considered it, the more awkward as well as absurd that predicament appeared.  They had the same acquaintances, went to the same parties, and were very likely to meet whenever they went out of an evening.  What if she should continue to pursue him?  If she did, he either would have to cut society, which had promised to be unusually lively that winter, or provide himself with a chaperon for protection.  For the first time in his life he was in a position to appreciate the courage of American girls, who, without a tremor, venture themselves, year in and year out, in the company of gentlemen from whom they are exposed at any time to proposals of a tender nature.  It was a pity if he could not be as brave as girls who are afraid of a mouse.  Doubtless it was all in getting used to it.

On reflection, he should not need a chaperon.  Had she not assured him that he need not be afraid of her, that she would never repeat what she had said, nor trouble him again?  How her arm trembled on his as she was saying that, and how near she came to breaking down!  And this was Maud Elliott, the girl with whom he had never ventured to flirt with as with some of the others, because she was so reserved and distant.  The very last girl anybody would expect such a thing from!  If it had been embarrassing for him to hear it, what must it have cost such a girl as Maud Elliott to say it!  How did she ever muster the courage?

He took the pipe from his mouth, and the expression of his eyes became fixed, while his cheeks reddened slowly and deeply.  In putting himself in Maud’s place, he was realizing for the first time how strong must have been the feeling which had nerved her to such a step.  His heart began to beat rather thickly.  There was something decidedly intoxicating in knowing that one was regarded in such a way by a nice girl, even if it were impossible, as it certainly was in this case, to reciprocate the feeling.  He continued to put himself mentally in Maud’s place.  No doubt she was also at that moment sitting alone in her chamber, thinking the matter over as he was.  She was not laughing, however, that was pretty certain; and it required no clairvoyant’s gift for him to be sensible that her chief concern must be as to what he might be at that moment thinking about her.  And how had he been thinking about her?

As this question came up to his mind, he saw himself for a moment through Maud’s eyes, sitting there smoking, chuckling, mowing like an idiot before the glass because, forsooth, a girl had put herself at his mercy on the mistaken supposition that he was a gentleman.  As he saw his conduct in this new light, he had such an access of self-contempt that, had it been physically convenient, it would have been a relief to kick himself.  What touching faith she had shown in his ability to take a generous, high-minded view of what she had done, and here he had been guffawing over it like a corner loafer.  He would not, for anything in the world, have her know how he had behaved.  And she should not.  She should never know that he was less a gentleman than she believed him.

She had told him, to be sure, that he owed her nothing because she loved him; but it had just struck him that he owed her at least, on that account, a more solicitous respect and consideration than any one else had the right to expect from him.

There were no precedents to guide him, no rules of etiquette prescribing the proper thing for a young man to do under such circumstances as these.  It was a new problem he had to work out, directed only by such generous and manly instincts as he might have.  Plainly the first thing, and in fact the only thing that he could do for her, seeing that he really could not return her affection, was to show her that she had not forfeited his esteem.

At first he thought of writing her a note and assuring her, in a few gracefully turned sentences, of his high respect in spite of what she had done.  But somehow the gracefully turned sentences did not occur to his mind when he took up his pen, and it did occur to him that to write persons that you still respect them is equivalent to intimating that their conduct justly might have forfeited your respect.  Nor would it be at all easier to give such an assurance by word of mouth.  In fact, quite the reverse.  The meaning to be conveyed was too delicate for words.  Only the unspoken language of his manner and bearing could express it without offense.  It might, however, be some time before chance brought them together in society, even if she did not, for a while at least, purposely avoid him.  Meantime, uncertain how her extraordinary action had impressed him, how was she likely to enjoy her thoughts?

In the generous spirit bred of his new contrition, it seemed to him a brutal thing to leave her weeks or even days in such a condition of mind as must be hers.  Inaction on his part was all that was required to make her position intolerable.  Inaction was not therefore permissible to him.  It was a matter in which he must take the initiative, and there seemed to be just one thing he could do which would at all answer the purpose.  A brief formal call, with the conversation strictly limited to the weather and similarly safe subjects, would make it possible for them to meet thereafter in society without too acute embarrassment.  Had he the pluck for this, the nerve to carry it through?  That was the only question.  There was no doubt as to what he ought to do.  It would be an awkward call, to put it mildly.  It would be skating on terribly thin ice -a little thinner, perhaps, than a man ever skated on before.

If he could but hit on some pretext, it scarcely mattered how thin,- for of course it would not be intended to deceive her,-the interview possibly could be managed.  As he reflected, his eyes fell on a large volume, purchased in a fit of extravagance, which lay on his table.  It was a profusely illustrated work on pottery, intended for the victims of the fashionable craze on that subject, which at the date of these events had but recently reached the United States.  His face lighted up with a sudden inspiration, and taking a pen he wrote the following note to Maud, dating it the next day:-

     Miss Elliott: 

Our conversation last evening on the subject of old china has suggested to me that you might be interested in looking over the illustrations in the volume which I take the liberty of sending with this.  If you will be at home this evening, I shall be pleased to call and learn your impression.

     Arthur Burton.

The next morning he sent this note and the book to Maud, and that evening called upon her.  To say that he did not twist his mustache rather nervously as he stood upon the doorstep, waiting for the servant to answer the bell, would be to give him credit for altogether more nerve than he deserved.  He was supported by the consciousness that he was doing something rather heroic, but he very much wished it were done.  As he was shown into the parlor, Maud came forward to meet him.  She wore a costume which set off her fine figure to striking advantage, and he was surprised to perceive that he had never before appreciated what a handsome girl she was.  It was strange that he should never have particularly observed before what beautiful hands she had, and what a dazzling fairness of complexion was the complement of her red-brown hair.  Could it be this stately maiden who had uttered those wild words the night before?  Could those breathless tones, that piteous shame-facedness, have been hers?  Surely he must be the victim of some strange self-delusion.  Only the deep blush that mantled her face as she spoke his name, the quickness with which, after one swift glance, her eyes avoided his, and the tremor of her hand as he touched it, fully assured him that he had not dreamed the whole thing.

A shaded lamp was on the centre-table, where also Arthur’s book on pottery lay open.  After thanking him for sending it and expressing the pleasure she had taken in looking it over, Maud plunged at once into a discussion of Sèvres, and Cloisonne, and Palissy, and tiles, and all that sort of thing, and Arthur bravely kept his end up.  Any one who had looked casually into the parlor would have thought that old crockery was the most absorbing subject on earth to these young people, with such eagerness did they compare opinions and debate doubtful points.  At length, however, even pottery gave out as a resource, especially as Arthur ceased, after a while, to do his part, and silences began to ensue, during which Maud rapidly turned the pages of the book or pretended to be deeply impressed with the illustrations, while her cheeks grew hotter and hotter under Arthur’s gaze.  He knew that he was a detestable coward thus to revel in her confusion, when he ought to be trying to cover it, but it was such a novel sensation to occupy this masterful attitude towards a young lady that he yielded basely to the temptation.  After all, it was but fair.  Had she not caused him a very embarrassing quarter of an hour the night before?

“I suppose I shall see you at Miss Oswald’s next Thursday,” he said, as he rose to take his leave.

She replied that she hoped to be there.  She accompanied him to the door of the parlor.  There was less light there than immediately about the table where they had been sitting.  “Good-evening,” he said.  “Good-evening,” she replied; and then, in a lowered voice, hardly above a whisper, she added, “I appreciate all that was noble and generous in your coming to-night.”  He made no reply, but took her hand and, bending low, pressed his lips to it as reverently as if she had been a queen.

Now Arthur’s motive in making this call upon Maud, which has been described, had been entirely unselfish.  Furthest from his mind, of all ideas, had been any notion of pursuing the conquest of her heart which he had inadvertently made.  Nevertheless, the effect of his call, and that, too, even before it was made,-if this bull may be pardoned,- had been to complete that conquest as no other device, however studied, could have done.

The previous night Maud had been unable to sleep for shame.  Her cheeks scorched the pillows faster than her tears could cool them; and altogether her estate was so wretched that Lucy Mer-ritt, could she have looked in upon her, possibly might have been shaken in her opinion as to the qualifications of women to play the part of men in love, even if permitted by society.

It had been hard enough to nerve herself to the point of doing what she had done in view of the embarrassments she had foreseen.  An hour after she uttered those fatal words, her whole thinking was summed up in the cry, “If I only had not done it, then at least he would still respect me.”  In the morning she looked like one in a fever.  Her eyes were red and swollen, her face was pallid but for a hard red spot in each cheek, and her whole appearance was expressive of bodily and mental prostration.  She did not go down to breakfast, pleading a very genuine headache, and Arthur’s note and the book on pottery were brought up to her.  She guessed his motive in a moment.  Her need gave her the due to his meaning.

What was on Arthur’s part merely a decent sort of thing to do, her passionate gratitude instantly magnified into an act of chivalrous generosity, proving him the noblest of men and the gentlest of gentlemen.  She exaggerated the abjectness of the position from which his action had rescued her, in order to feel that she owed the more to his nobility.  At any time during the previous night she gladly would have given ten years of her life to recall the confession that she had made to him; now she told herself, with a burst of exultant tears, that she would not recall it if she could.  She had made no mistake.  Her womanly dignity was safe in his keeping.  Whether he ever returned her love or not, she was not ashamed, but was glad, and always should be glad, that he knew she loved him.

As for Arthur, the reverence with which he bent over her hand on leaving her was as heartfelt as it was graceful.  In her very disregard of conventional decorum she had impressed him the more strikingly with the native delicacy and refinement of her character.  It had been reserved for her to show him how genuine a thing is womanly modesty, and how far from being dependent on those conventional affectations with which it is in the vulgar mind so often identified, with the effect of seeming as artificial as they.

When, a few evenings later, he went to Miss Oswald’s party, the leading idea in his mind was that he should meet Maud there.  His eyes sought her out the moment he entered the Oswald parlors, but it was some time before he approached her.  For years he had been constantly meeting her, but he had never before taken special note of her appearance in company.  He had a curiosity about her now as lively as it was wholly new.  He took a great interest in observing how she walked and talked and laughed, how she sat down and rose up and demeaned herself.  It gave him an odd but marked gratification to note how favorably she compared in style and appearance with the girls present.  Even while he was talking with Ella Perry, with whom he believed himself in love, he was so busy making these observations that Ella dismissed him with the sarcastic advice to follow his eyes, which he presently proceeded to do.

Maud greeted him with a very fair degree of self-possession, though her cheeks were delightfully rosy.  At first it was evidently difficult for her to talk, and her embarrassment betrayed uncertainty as to the stability of the conventional footing which his call of the other evening had established between them.  Gradually, however, the easy, nonchalant tone which he affected seemed to give her confidence, and she talked more easily.  Her color continued to be unusually though not unbecomingly high, and it took a great deal of skirmishing for him to get a glance from her eyes, but her embarrassment was no longer distressing.  Arthur, indeed, was scarcely in a mood to notice that she did not bear her full part in the conversation.  The fact of conversing on any terms with a young lady who had confessed to him what Maud had was so piquant in itself that it would have made talk in the deaf-and-dumb alphabet vivacious.  All the while, as they laughed and talked together quite as any other two young people might do, those words of hers the other night:  “I care for you very much,” “Be a little good to me,” were ringing in his ears.  The reflection that by virtue of her confession of love she was his whenever he should wish to claim her, even though he never should claim her, was constantly in his mind, and gave him a sense of potential proprietorship which was decidedly heady.

“Arthur Burton seems to be quite fascinated.  I never supposed that he fancied Maud Elliott before, did you?” said one of the young ladies, a little maliciously, to Ella Perry.  Ella tossed her head and replied that really she had never troubled herself about Mr. Burton’s fancies, which was not true.  The fact is, she was completely puzzled as well as vexed by Arthur’s attentions to Maud.  There was not a girl in her set of whom she would not sooner have thought as a rival.  Arthur had never, to her knowledge, talked for five minutes together with Maud before, and here he was spending half the evening in an engrossing tete-a-tete with her, to the neglect of his other acquaintances and of herself in particular.  Maud was looking very well, to be sure, but no better than often before, when he had not glanced at her a second time.  What might be the clue to this mystery?  She remembered, upon reflection, that he had escorted Maud home from the party at her own house the week before, but that explained nothing.  Ella was aware of no weapon in the armory of her sex capable of effecting the subjugation of a previously quite indifferent young man in the course of a ten-minutes’ walk.  If, indeed, such weapons there had been, Maud Elliott, the most reserved and diffident girl of her acquaintance,-“stiff and pokerish,” Ella called her, –­was the last person likely to employ them.  It must be, Ella was forced to conclude, that Arthur was trying to punish her for snubbing him by devoting himself to Maud; and, having adopted this conclusion, the misguided damsel proceeded to flirt vigorously with a young man whom she detested.

In the latter part of the evening, when Arthur was looking again for Maud, he learned that she had gone home, a servant having come to fetch her.  The result was that he went home alone, Ella Perry having informed him rather crushingly that she had accorded the honor of escorting herself to another.  He was rather vexed at Ella’s jilting him, though he admitted that she might have fancied she had some excuse.

A few days later he called on her, expecting to patch up their little misunderstanding, as on previous occasions.  She was rather offish, but really would have been glad to make up, had he shown the humility and tractableness he usually manifested after their tiffs; but he was not in a humble frame of mind, and, after a brief and unsatisfactory call, took his leave.  The poor girl was completely puzzled.  What had come over Arthur?  She had snubbed him no more than usual that night, and generally he took it very meekly.  She would have opened her eyes very wide indeed if she had guessed what there had been in his recent experience to spoil his appetite for humble-pie.

It was not late when he left Ella, and as he passed Maud’s house he could not resist the temptation of going in.  This time he did not pretend to himself that he sought her from any but entirely selfish motives.  He wanted to remove the unpleasantly acid impression left by his call on Ella by passing an hour with some one whom he knew would be glad to see him and not be afraid to let him know it.  In this aim he was quite successful.  Maud’s face fairly glowed with glad surprise when he entered the room.  This was their second meeting since the evening Arthur had called to talk pottery, and the tacit understanding that her tender avowal was to be ignored between them had become so well established that they could converse quite at their ease.  But ignoring is not forgetting.  On the other hand, it implies a constant remembering; and the mutual consciousness between these young people could scarcely fail to give a peculiar piquancy to their intercourse.

That evening was the first of many which the young man passed in Maud’s parlor, and the beginning of an intimacy which caused no end of wonder among their acquaintances.  Had its real nature been suspected, that wonder would have been vastly increased.  For whereas they supposed it to be an entirely ordinary love affair, except in the abruptness of its development, it was, in fact, a quite extraordinary variation on the usual social relations of young men and women.

Maud’s society had in fact not been long in acquiring an attraction for Arthur quite independent of the peculiar circumstances under which he had first become interested in her.  As soon as she began to feel at ease with him, her shyness rapidly disappeared, and he was astonished to discover that the stiff, silent girl whom he had thought rather dull possessed cultore and originality such as few girls of his acquaintance could lay claim to.  His assurance beyond possibility of doubt that she was as really glad to see him whenever he called as she said she was, and that though his speech might be dull or his jests poor they were sure of a friendly critic, made the air of her parlor wonderfully genial.  The result was that he fell into a habit whenever he wanted a little social relaxation, but felt too tired, dispirited, or lazy for the effort of a call on any of the other girls, of going to Maud.  One evening he said to her just as he was leaving, “If I come here too much, you must send me home.”

“I will when you do,” she replied, with a bright smile.

“But really,” he persisted, “I am afraid I bore you by coming so often.”

“You know better than that,” was her only reply, but the vivid blush which accompanied the words was a sufficient enforcement of them; and he was, at the bottom of his heart, very glad to think he did know better.

Without making any pretense of being in love with her, he had come to depend on her being in love with him.  It had grown so pleasing to count on her loyalty to him that a change in her feelings would have been a disagreeable surprise.  Getting something for nothing is a mode of acquisition particularly pleasing to mankind, and he was enjoying in some respects the position of an engaged man without any of the responsibilities.

But if in some respects he was in the position of an engaged man, in others he was farther from it than the average unengaged man.  For while Maud and he talked of almost everything else under heaven, the subject of love was tabooed between them.  Once for all Maud had said her say on that point, and Arthur could say nothing unless he said as much as she had said.  For the same reason, there was never any approach to flirting between them.  Any trifling of that sort would have been meaningless in an intimacy begun, as theirs had been, at a point beyond where most flirtations end.

Not only in this respect, but also in the singular frankness which marked their interchange of thought and opinion, was there something in their relation savoring of that of brother and sister.  It was as if her confession of love had swept away by one breath the whole lattice of conventional affectations through which young men and women usually talk with each other.  Once for all she had dropped her guard with him, and he could not do less with her.  He found himself before long talking more freely to her than to any others of his acquaintance, and about more serious matters.  They talked of their deepest beliefs and convictions, and he told her things that he had never told any one before.  Why should he not tell her his secrets?  Had she not told him hers?  It was a pleasure to reciprocate her confidence if he could not her love.  He had not supposed it to be possible for a man to become so closely acquainted with a young lady not a relative.  It came to the point finally that when they met in company, the few words that he might chance to exchange with her were pitched in a different key from that used with the others, such as one drops into when greeting a relative or familiar friend met in a throng of strangers.

Of course, all this had not come at once.  It was in winter that the events took place with which this narrative opened.  Winter had meantime glided into spring, and spring had become summer.  In the early part of June a report that Arthur Burton and Maud Elliott were engaged obtained circulation, and, owing to the fact that he had so long been apparently devoted to her, was generally believed.  Whenever Maud went out she met congratulations on every side, and had to reply a dozen times a day that there was no truth in the story, and smilingly declare that she could not imagine how it started.  After doing which, she would go home and cry all night, for Arthur was not only not engaged to her, but she had come to know in her heart that he never would be.

At first, and indeed for a long time, she was so proud of the frank and loyal friendship between them, such as she was sure had never before existed between unplighted man and maid, that she would have been content to wait half her lifetime for him to learn to love her, if only she were sure that he would at last.  But, after all, it was the hope of his love, not his friendship, that had been the motive of her desperate venture.  As month after month passed, and he showed no symptoms of any feeling warmer than esteem, but always in the midst of his cordiality was so careful lest he should do or say anything to arouse unfounded expectations in her mind, she lost heart and felt that what she had hoped was not to be.  She said to herself that the very fact that he was so much her friend should have warned her that he would never be her lover, for it is not often that lovers are made out of friends.

It is always embarrassing for a young lady to have to deny a report of her engagement, especially when it is a report she would willingly have true; but what made it particularly distressing for Maud that this report should have got about was her belief that it would be the means of bringing to an end the relations between them.  It would undoubtedly remind Arthur, by showing how the public interpreted their friendship, that his own prospects in other quarters, and he might even think justice to her future, demanded the discontinuance of attentions which must necessarily be misconstrued by the world.  The public had been quite right in assuming that it was time for them to be engaged.  Such an intimacy as theirs between a young man and a young woman, unless it were to end in an engagement, had no precedent and belonged to no known social category.  It was vain, in the long run, to try to live differently from other people.

The pangs of an accusing conscience completed her wretchedness at this time.  The conventional proprieties are a law written on the hearts of refined, delicately nurtured girls; and though, in the desperation of unreciprocated and jealous love, she had dared to violate them, not the less did they now thoroughly revenge themselves.  If her revolt against custom had resulted happily, it is not indeed likely that she would ever have reproached herself very seriously; but now that it had issued in failure, her self-confidence was gone and her conscience easily convicted her of sin.  The outraged Proprieties, with awful spectacles and minatory, reproachful gestures, crowded nightly around her bed, the Titanic shade of Mrs. Grundy looming above her satellite shams and freezing her blood with a Gorgon gaze.  The feeling that she had deserved all that was to come upon her deprived her of moral support.

Arthur had never showed that he thought cheaply of her, but in his heart of hearts how could he help doing so?  Compared with the other girls, serene and unapproachable in their virgin pride, must she not necessarily seem bold, coarse, and common?  That he took care never to let her see it only proved his kindness of heart.  Her sense of this kindness was more and more touched with abjectness.

The pity of it was that she had come to love him so much more since she had known him so well.  It scarcely seemed to her now that she could have truly cared for him at all in the old days, and she wondered, as she looked back, that the shallow emotion she then experienced had emboldened her to do what she had done.  Ah, why had she done it?  Why had she not let him go his way?  She might have suffered then, but not such heart-breaking misery as was now in store for her.

Some weeks passed with no marked change in their relations, except that a new and marked constraint which had come over Arthur’s manner towards her was additional evidence that the end was at hand.  Would he think it better to say nothing, but merely come to see her less and less frequently and so desert her, without an explanation, which, after all, was needless?  Or would he tell her how the matter stood and say good-by?  She thought he would take the latter course, seeing that they had always been so frank with each other.  She tried to prepare herself for what she knew was coming, and to get ready to bear it.  The only result was that she grew sick with apprehension whenever he did not call, and was only at ease when he was with her, in the moment that he was saying good-by without having uttered the dreaded words.

The end came during a call which he made on her in the last part of June.  He appeared preoccupied and moody, and said scarcely anything.  Several times she caught him furtively regarding her with a very strange expression.  She tried to talk, but she could not alone keep up the conversation, and in time there came a silence.  A hideous silence it was to Maud, an abyss yawning to swallow up all that was left of her happiness.  She had no more power to speak, and when he spoke she knew it would be to utter the words she had so long expected.  Evidently it was very hard for him to bring himself to utter them,-almost as hard as it would be for her to hear them.  He was very tender-hearted she had learned already.  Even in that moment she was very sorry for him.  It was all her fault that he had to say this to her.

Suddenly, just as she must have cried out, unable to bear the tension of suspense any longer, he rose abruptly to his feet, uttering something about going and an engagement which he had almost forgotten.  Hastily wishing her good-evening, with hurried steps he half crossed the room, hesitated, stopped, looked back at her, seemed to waver a moment, and then, as if moved by a sudden decision, returned to her and took her gently by the hand.  Then she knew it was coming.

For a long moment he stood looking at her.  She knew just the pitifulness that was in his expression, but she could not raise her eyes to his.  She tried to summon her pride, her dignity, to her support.  But she had no pride, no dignity, left.  She had surrendered them long ago.

“I have something to say to you,” he said, in a tone full of gentleness, just as she had known he would speak.  “It is something I have put off saying as long as possible, and perhaps you have already guessed what it is.”

Maud felt the blood leaving her face; the room spun around; she was afraid she should faint.  It only remained that she should break down now to complete her humiliation before him, and apparently she was going to do just that.

“We have had a most delightful time the past year,” he went on; “that is, at least I have.  I don’t believe the friendship of a girl was ever so much to a man as yours has been to me.  I doubt if there ever was just such a friendship as ours has been, anyway.  I shall always look back on it as the rarest and most charming passage in my life.  But I have seen for some time that we could not go on much longer on the present footing, and tonight it has come over me that we can’t go on even another day.  Maud, I can’t play at being friends with you one hour more.  I love you.  Do you care for me still?  Will you be my wife?”

When it is remembered that up to his last words she had been desperately bracing herself against an announcement of a most opposite nature, it will not seem strange that for a moment Maud had difficulty in realizing just what had happened.  She looked at him as if dazed, and with an instinct of bewilderment drew back a little as he would have clasped her.  “I thought,” she stammered-“I thought-I”-

He misconstrued her hesitation.  His eyes darkened and his voice was sharpened with a sudden fear as he exclaimed, “I know it was a long time ago you told me that.  Perhaps you don’t feel the same way now.  Don’t tell me, Maud, that you don’t care for me any longer, now that I have learned I can’t do without you.”

A look of wondering happiness, scarcely able even yet to believe in its own reality, had succeeded the bewildered incredulity in her face.

“O Arthur!” she cried.  “Do you really mean it?  Are you sure it is not out of pity that you say this?  Do you love me after all?  Would you really like me a little to be your wife?”

“If you are not my wife, I shall never have one,” he replied.  “You have spoiled all other women for me.”

Then she let him take her in his arms, and as his lips touched hers for the first time he faintly wondered if it were possible he had ever dreamed of any other woman but Maud Elliott as his wife.  After she had laughed and cried awhile, she said: 

“How was it that you never let me see you cared for me?  You never showed it.”

“I tried not to,” he replied; “and I would not have shown it to-night, if I could have helped it.  I tried to get away without betraying my secret, but I could not.”  Then he told her that when he found he had fallen in love with her, he was almost angry with himself.  He was so proud of their friendship that a mere love affair seemed cheap and common beside it.  Any girl would do to fall in love with; but there was not, he was sure, another in America capable of bearing her part in such a rare and delicate companionship as theirs.  He was determined to keep up their noble game of friendship as long as might be.

Afterward, during the evening, he boasted himself to her not a little of the self-control he had shown in hiding his passion so long, a feat the merit of which perhaps she did not adequately appreciate.

“Many a time in the last month or two when you have been saying good-by to me of an evening, with your hand in mine, the temptation has been almost more than I could withstand to seize you in my arms.  It was all the harder, you see, because I fancied you would not be very angry if I did.  In fact, you once gave me to understand as much in pretty plain language, if I remember rightly.  Possibly you may recall the conversation.  You took the leading part in it, I believe.”

Maud had bent her head so low that he could not see her face.  It was very cruel in him, but he deliberately took her chin in his hands, and gently but firmly turned her face up to his.  Then, as he kissed the shamed eyes and furiously blushing cheeks, he dropped the tone of banter and said, with moist eyes, in a voice of solemn tenderness:-

“My brave darling, with all my life I will thank you for the words you spoke that night.  But for them I might have missed the wife God meant for me.”