The air was tremulous with farewells.
The regiment, recruited within sight of the steeples
of Waterville, and for three months in camp just outside
the city, was to march the next morning. A series
of great battles had weakened the Federal armies,
and the authorities at Washington had ordered all
available men to the front.
The camp was to be broken up at an
early hour, after which the regiment would march through
the city to the depot to take the cars. The streets
along the route of the march were already being decorated
with flags and garlands. The city that afternoon
was full of soldiers enjoying their last leave of
absence. The liquor shops were crowded with parties
of them drinking with their friends, while others
in threes and fours, with locked arms, paraded the
streets singing patriotic songs, sometimes in rather
maudlin voices, for to-day in every saloon a soldier
might enter, citizens vied for the privilege of treating
him to the best in the house. No man in a blue
coat was suffered to pay for anything.
For the most part, however, the men
were sober enough over their leave-taking. One
saw everywhere soldiers and civilians, strolling in
pairs, absorbed in earnest talk. They are brothers,
maybe, who have come away from the house to be alone
with each other, while they talk of family affairs
and exchange last charges and promises as to what is
to be done if anything happens. Or perhaps they
are business partners, and the one who has put the
country’s business before his own is giving his
last counsels as to how the store or the shop shall
be managed in his absence. Many of the blue-clad
men have women with them, and these are the couples
that the people oftenest turn to look at. The
girl who has a soldier lover is the envy of her companions
to-day as she walks by his side. Her proud eyes
challenge all who come, saying, “See, this is
my hero. I am the one he loves.”
You could easily tell when it was
a wife and not a sweetheart whom the soldier had with
him. There was no challenge in the eyes of the
wife. Young romance shed none of its glamour
on the sacrifice she was making for her native land.
It was only because they could not bear to sit any
longer looking at each other in the house that she
and her husband had come out to walk.
In the residence parts of the town
family groups were gathered on shady piazzas, a blue-coated
figure the centre of each. They were trying to
talk cheerfully, making an effort even to laugh a little.
Now and then one of the women stole
unobserved from the circle, but her bravely smiling
face as she presently returned gave no inkling of the
flood of tears that had eased her heart in some place
apart. The young soldier himself was looking
a little pale and nervous with all his affected good
spirits, and it was safe to guess that he was even
then thinking how often this scene would come before
him afterwards, by the camp-fire and on the eve of
battle.
In the village of Upton, some four
or five miles out of Waterville, on a broad piazza
at the side of a house on the main street, a group
of four persons were seated around a tea-table.
The centre of interest of this group,
as of so many others that day, was a soldier.
He looked not over twenty-five, with dark blue eyes,
dark hair cut close to his head, and a mustache trimmed
crisply in military fashion. His uniform set
off to advantage an athletic figure of youthful slender-ness,
and his bronzed complexion told of long days of practice
on the drill-ground in the school of the company and
the battalion. He wore the shoulder-straps of
a second lieutenant.
On one side of the soldier sat the
Rev. Mr. Morton, his cousin, and on the other Miss
Bertha Morton, a kindly faced, middle-aged lady, who
was her brother’s housekeeper and the hostess
of this occasion.
The fourth member of the party was
a girl of nineteen or twenty. She was a very
pretty girl, and although to-day her pallid cheeks
and red and swollen eyelids would to other eyes have
detracted somewhat from her charms, it was certain
that they did not make her seem less adorable to the
young officer, for he was her lover, and was to march
with the regiment in the morning.
Lieutenant Philip King was a lawyer,
and by perseverance and native ability had worked
up a fair practice for so young a man in and around
Upton. When he volunteered, he had to make up
his mind to leave this carefully gathered clientage
to scatter, or to be filched from him by less patriotic
rivals; but it may be well believed that this seemed
to him a little thing compared with leaving Grace
Roberts, with the chance of never returning to make
her his wife. If, indeed, it had been for him
to say, he would have placed his happiness beyond hazard
by marrying her before the regiment marched; nor would
she have been averse, but her mother, an invalid widow,
took a sensible rather than a sentimental view of
the case. If he were killed, she said, a wife
would do him no good; and if he came home again, Grace
would be waiting for him, and that ought to satisfy
a reasonable man. It had to satisfy an unreasonable
one. The Robertses had always lived just beyond
the garden from the parsonage, and Grace, who from
a little girl had been a great pet of the childless
minister and his sister, was almost as much at home
there as in her mother’s house. When Philip
fell in love with her, the Mortons were delighted.
They could have wished nothing better for either.
From the first Miss Morton had done all she could
to make matters smooth for the lovers, and the present
little farewell banquet was but the last of many meetings
she had prepared for them at the parsonage.
Philip had come out from camp on a
three-hours’ leave that afternoon, and would
have to report again at half-past seven. It was
nearly that hour now, though still light, the season
being midsummer. There had been an effort on
the part of all to keep up a cheerful tone; but as
the time of the inevitable separation drew near, the
conversation had been more and more left to the minister
and his sister, who, with observations sometimes a
little forced, continued to fend off silence and the
demoralization it would be likely to bring to their
young friends. Grace had been the first to drop
out of the talking, and Philip’s answers, when
he was addressed, grew more and more at random, as
the meetings of his eyes with his sweetheart’s
became more frequent and lasted longer.
“He will be the handsomest officer
in the regiment, that’s one comfort. Won’t
he, Grace?” said Miss Morton cheerily.
The girl nodded and smiled faintly.
Her eyes were brimming, and the twitching of her lips
from time to time betrayed how great was the effort
with which she kept her self-command.
“Yes,” said Mr. Morton;
“but though he looks very well now, it is nothing
to the imposing appearance he will present when he
comes back with a colonel’s shoulder-straps.
You should be thinking of that, Grace.”
“I expect we shall hear from
him every day,” said Miss Morton. “He
will have no excuse for not writing with all those
envelopes stamped and addressed, with blank paper
in them, which Grace has given him. You should
always have three or four in your coat pocket, Phil.”
The young man nodded.
“I suppose for the most part
we shall learn of you through Grace; but you mustn’t
forget us entirely, my boy,” said Mr. Morton.
“We shall want to hear from you directly now
and then.”
“Yes; I ’ll be sure to write,” Philip
replied.
“I suppose it will be time enough
to see the regiment pass if we are in our places by
nine o’clock,” suggested Miss Morton, after
a silence.
“I think so,” said her
brother. “It is a great affair to break
camp, and I don’t believe the march will begin
till after that time.”
“James has got us one of the
windows of Ray & Seymour’s offices, you know,
Philip,” resumed Miss Morton; “which one
did you say, James?”
“The north one.”
“Yes, the north one,”
she resumed. “They say every window on Main
Street along the route of the regiment is rented.
Grace will be with us, you know. You must n’t
forget to look up at us as you go by-as
if the young man were likely to!”
He was evidently not now listening
to her at all. His eyes were fastened upon the
girl’s opposite him, and they seemed to have
quite forgotten the others. Miss Morton and her
brother exchanged compassionate glances. Tears
were in the lady’s eyes. A clock in the
sitting-room began to strike:
“One, two, three, four, five, six, seven.”
Philip started.
“What time is that?” he
asked, a little huskily. No one replied at once.
Then Mr. Morton said:
“I am afraid it struck seven, my boy.”
“I must leave in ten minutes
then,” said the young man, rising from the table.
The rest followed his example.
“I wonder if the buggy will be in time?”
said he.
“It is at the gate,” replied
Miss Morton. “I heard it drive up some time
ago.”
Unmindful of the others now, Philip
put his arm about Grace’s waist and drew her
away to the end of the piazza and thence out into the
garden.
“Poor young things,” murmured
Miss Morton, the tears running down her cheeks as
she looked after them. “It is pitiful, James,
to see how they suffer.”
“Yes,” said the minister;
“and there are a great many just such scenes
to-day. Ah, well, as St. Paul says, we see as
yet but in part.”
Passing in and out among the shrubbery,
and presently disappearing from the sympathetic eyes
upon the piazza, the lovers came to a little summer-house,
and there they entered. Taking her wrists in his
hands, he held her away from him, and his eyes went
slowly over her from head to foot, as if he would
impress upon his mind an image that absence should
not have power to dim.
“You are so beautiful,”
he said, “that in this moment, when I ought to
have all my courage, you make me feel that I am a madman
to leave you for the sake of any cause on earth.
The future to most men is but a chance of happiness,
and when they risk it they only risk a chance.
In staking their lives, they only stake a lottery ticket,
which would probably draw a blank. But my ticket
has drawn a capital prize. I risk not the chance,
but the certainty, of happiness. I believe I am
a fool, and if I am killed, that will be the first
thing they will say to me on the other side.”
“Don’t talk of that, Phil.
Oh, don’t talk of being killed!”
“No, no; of course not!”
he exclaimed. “Don’t fret about that;
I shall not be killed. I’ve no notion of
being killed. But what a fool I am to waste these
last moments staring at you when I might be kissing
you, my love, my love!” And clasping her in
his arms, he covered her face with kisses.
She began to sob convulsively.
“Don’t, darling; don’t!
Don’t make it so hard for me,” he whispered
hoarsely.
“Oh, do let me cry,” she
wailed. “It was so hard for me to hold back
all the time we were at table. I must cry, or
my heart will break. Oh, my own dear Phil, what
if I should never see you again! Oh! Oh!”
“Nonsense, darling,” he
said, crowding down the lump that seemed like iron
in his throat, and making a desperate effort to keep
his voice steady. “You will see me again,
never doubt it. Don’t I tell you I am coming
back? The South cannot hold out much longer.
Everybody says so. I shall be home in a year,
and then you will be my wife, to be God’s Grace
to me all the rest of my life. Our happiness will
be on interest till then; ten per cent, a month at
least, compound interest, piling up every day.
Just think of that, dear; don’t let yourself
think of anything else.”
“Oh, Phil, how I love you!”
she cried, throwing her arms around his neck in a
passion of tenderness. “Nobody is like you.
Nobody ever was. Surely God will not part us.
Surely He will not. He is too good.”
“No, dear, He will not.
Some day I shall come back. It will not be long.
Perhaps I shall find you waiting for me in this same
little summer-house. Let us think of that.
It was here, you know, we found out each other’s
secret that day.”
“I had found out yours long
before,” she said, faintly smiling.
“Time ’s up, Phil.”
It was Mr. Morton’s voice calling to them from
the piazza.
“I must go, darling. Good-by.”
“Oh, no, not yet; not quite
yet,” she wailed, clinging to him. “Why,
we have been here but a few moments. It can’t
be ten minutes yet.”
Under the influence of that close,
passionate embrace, those clinging kisses and mingling
tears, there began to come over Philip a feeling of
weakness, of fainting courage, a disposition to cry
out, “Nothing can be so terrible as this.
I will not bear it; I will not go.” By a
tyrannical effort of will, against which his whole
nature cried out, he unwound her arms from his neck
and said in a choked voice:-
“Darling, this is harder than
any battle I shall have to fight, but this is what
I enlisted for. I must go.”
He had reached the door of the summer-house,
not daring for honor’s sake to look back, when
a heartbroken cry smote his ear.
“You have n’t kissed me good-by!”
He had kissed her a hundred times,
but these kisses she apparently distinguished from
the good-by kiss. He came back, and taking her
again in his embrace, kissed her lips, her throat,
her bosom, and then once more their lips met, and
in that kiss of parting which plucks the heart up
by the roots.
How strong must be the barrier between
one soul and another that they do not utterly merge
in moments like that, turning the agony of parting
to the bliss of blended being!
Pursued by the sound of her desolate
sobbing, he fled away.
The stable-boy held the dancing horse
at the gate, and Mr. Morton and his sister stood waiting
there.
“Good-by, Phil, till we see
you again,” said Miss Morton, kissing him tenderly.
“We ’ll take good care of her for you.”
“Will you please go to her now?”
he said huskily. “She is in the summer-house.
For God’s sake try to comfort her.”
“Yes, poor boy, I will,”
she answered. He shook hands with Mr. Morton
and jumped into the buggy.
“I ’ll get a furlough
and be back in a few months, maybe. Be sure to
tell her that,” he said.
The stable-boy stood aside; the mettlesome
horse gave a plunge and started off at a three-minute
gait. The boy drew out his watch and observed:
“He hain’t got but fifteen minutes to git
to camp in, but he ’ll do it. The mare
’s a stepper, and Phil King knows how to handle
the ribbons.”
The buggy vanished in a cloud of dust
around the next turn in the road. The stable-boy
strode whistling down the street, the minister went
to his study, and Miss Morton disappeared in the shrubbery
in the direction of the summer-house.