That same night toward morning Henry
suddenly awoke from a sound sleep. Drowsiness,
by some strange influence, had been completely banished
from his eyes, and in its stead he became sensible
of a profound depression of spirits. Physically,
he was entirely comfortable, nor could he trace to
any sensation from without either this sudden awakening
or the mental condition in which he found himself.
It was not that he thought of anything in particular
that was gloomy or discouraging, but that all the
ends and aims, not only of his own individual life,
but of life in general, had assumed an aspect so empty,
vain, and colourless, that he felt he would not rise
from his bed for anything existence had to offer.
He recalled his usual frame of mind, in which these
things seemed attractive, with a dull wonderment that
so baseless a delusion should be so strong and so
general. He wondered if it were possible that
it should ever again come over him.
The cold, grey light of earliest morning,
that light which is rather the fading of night than
the coming of day, filled the room with a faint hue,
more cheerless than pitchiest darkness. A distant
bell, with slow and heavy strokes, struck three.
It was the dead point in the daily revolution of the
earth’s life, that point just before dawn, when
men oftenest die; when surely, but for the force of
momentum, the course of nature would stop, and at
which doubtless it will one day pause eternally, when
the clock is run down. The long-drawn reverberations
of the bell, turning remoteness into music, full of
the pathos of a sad and infinite patience, died away
with an effect unspeakably dreary. His spirit,
drawn forth after the vanishing vibrations, seemed
to traverse waste spaces without beginning or ending,
and aeons of monotonous duration. A sense of
utter loneliness-loneliness inevitable,
crushing, eternal, the loneliness of existence, encompassed
by the infinite void of unconsciousness-enfolded
him as a pall. Life lay like an incubus on his
bosom. He shuddered at the thought that death
might overlook him, and deny him its refuge.
Even Madeline’s face, as he conjured it up, seemed
wan and pale, moving to unutterable pity, powerless
to cheer, and all the illusions and passions of love
were dim as ball-room candles in the grey light of
dawn.
Gradually the moon passed, and he slept again.
As early as half-past eight the following
forenoon, groups of men with very serious faces were
to be seen standing at the corners of the streets,
conversing in hushed tones, and women with awed voices
were talking across the fences which divided adjoining
yards. Even the children, as they went to school,
forgot to play, and talked in whispers together, or
lingered near the groups of men to catch a word or
two of their conversation, or, maybe, walked silently
along with a puzzled, solemn look upon their bright
faces.
For a tragedy had occurred at dead
of night which never had been paralleled in the history
of the village. That morning the sun, as it peered
through the closed shutters of an upper chamber, had
relieved the darkness of a thing it had been afraid
of. George Bayley sat there in a chair, his head
sunk on his breast, a small, blue hole in his temple,
whence a drop or two of blood had oozed, quite dead.
This, then, was what he meant when
he said that he had made arrangements for leaving
the village. The doctor thought that the fatal
shot must have been fired about three o’clock
that morning, and, when Henry heard this, he knew
that it was the breath of the angel of death as he
flew by that had chilled the genial current in his
veins.
Bayley’s family lived elsewhere,
and his father, a stern, cold, haughty-looking man,
was the only relative present at the funeral.
When Mr. Lewis undertook to tell him, for his comfort,
that there was reason to believe that George was out
of his head when he took his life, Mr. Bayley interrupted
him.
“Don’t say that,”
he said. “He knew what he was doing.
I should not wish any one to think otherwise.
I am prouder of him than I had ever expected to be
again.”
A choir of girls with glistening eyes
sang sweet, sad songs at the funeral, songs which,
while they lasted, took away the ache of bereavement,
like a cool sponge pressed upon a smarting spot.
It seemed almost cruel that they must ever cease.
And, after the funeral, the young men and girls who
had known George, not feeling like returning that day
to their ordinary thoughts and occupations, gathered
at the house of one of them and passed the hours till
dusk, talking tenderly of the departed, and recalling
his generous traits and gracious ways.
The funeral had taken place on the
day fixed for the picnic. The latter, in consideration
of the saddened temper of the young people, was put
off a fortnight.