Now, Henry had not chanced to be at
church that first Sunday evening when Cordis obtained
an introduction to Madeline, nor was he at Fanny Miller’s
teaparty. Of the rapidly progressing flirtation
between his sweetheart and the handsome drug-clerk
he had all this time no suspicion whatever. Spending
his days from dawn to sunset in the shop among men,
he was not in the way of hearing gossip on that sort
of subject; and Laura, who ordinarily kept him posted
on village news, had, deemed it best to tell him as
yet nothing of her apprehensions. She was aware
that the affection between her brother and Madeline
was chiefly on his side, and knew enough of her wilfulness
to be sure that any attempted interference by him would
only make matters worse. Moreover, now that she
had warned Cordis that Madeline was pre-empted property,
she hoped he would turn his attention elsewhere.
And so, while half the village was
agog over the flirtation of the new drug-clerk with
Madeline Brand, and Laura was lying awake nights fretting
about it, Henry went gaily to and from his work in
a state of blissful ignorance. And it was very
blissful. He was exultant over the progress he
had made in his courtship at the picnic. He had
told his love-he had kissed her. If
he had not been accepted, he had, at least, not been
rejected, and that was a measure of success quite enough
to intoxicate so ardent and humble a lover as he.
And, indeed, what lover might not have taken courage
at remembering the sweet pity that shone in her eyes
at the revelation of his love-lorn state? The
fruition of his hopes, to which he had only dared
look forward as possibly awaiting him somewhere in
the dim future, was, maybe, almost at hand. Circumstances
combined to prolong these rose-tinted dreams.
A sudden press of orders made it necessary to run
the shop till late nights. He contrived with difficulty
to get out early one evening so as to call on Madeline;
but she had gone out, and he failed to see her.
It was some ten days after the picnic that, on calling
a second time, he found her at home. It chanced
to be the very evening of the day on which the conversation
between Madeline and Cordis, narrated in the last
chapter, had taken place.
She did not come in till Henry had
waited some time in the parlour, and then gave him
her hand in a very lifeless way. She said she
had a bad head-ache, and seemed disposed to leave
the talking to him. He spoke of the picnic, but
she rather sharply remarked that it was so long ago
that she had forgotten all about it. It did seem
very long ago to her, but to him it was very fresh.
This cool ignoring of all that had happened that day
in modifying their relations at one blow knocked the
bottom out of all his thinking for the past week,
and left him, as it were, all in the air. While
he felt that the moment was not propitious for pursuing
that topic, he could not for the moment turn his mind
to anything else, and, as for Madeline, it appeared
to be a matter of entire indifference to her whether
anything further was said on any subject. Finally,
he remarked, with an effort to which the result may
appear disproportionate-
“Mr. Taylor has been making
quite extensive alterations on his house, hasn’t
he?”
“I should think you ought to
know, if any one. You pass his house every day,”
was her response.
“Why, of course I know,” he said, staring
at her.
“So I thought, but you said
‘hasn’t he?’ And naturally I presumed
that you were not quite certain.”
She was evidently quizzing him, but
her face was inscrutable. She looked only as
if patiently and rather wearily explaining a misunderstanding.
As she played with her fan, she had an unmistakable
expression of being slightly bored.
“Madeline, do you know what
I should say was the matter with you if you’
were a man?” he said, desperately, yet trying
to laugh.
“Well, really”-and
her eyes had a rather hard expression-“if
you prefer gentlemen’s society, you’d
better seek it, instead of trying to get along by
supposing me to be a gentleman.”
“It seems as if I couldn’t
say anything right,” said Henry.
“I think you do talk a little
strangely,” she admitted, with a faint smile.
Her look was quite like that of an uncomplaining martyr.
“What’s the matter with
you to-night, Madeline? Tell me, for God’s
sake!” he cried, overcome with sudden grief
and alarm.
“I thought I told you I had
a headache, and I really wish you wouldn’t use
profane language,” she replied, regarding him
with lack-lustre eyes.
“And that’s all? It’s only
a headache?”
“That’s quite enough,
I’m sure. Would you like me to have toothache
besides?”
“You know I didn’t mean that.”
“Well, earache, then?”
she said, wearily, allowing her head to rest back
on the top of her chair, as if it were too much of
an effort to hold it up, and half shutting her eyes.
“Excuse me, I ought not to have kept you.
I’ll go now.’
“Don’t hurry,” she observed, languidly.
“I hope you’ll feel better in the morning.”
He offered her his hand, and she put
hers in his for an instant, but withdrew it without
returning his pressure, and he went away, sorely perplexed
and bitterly disappointed.
He would have been still more puzzled
if he had been told that not only had Madeline not
forgotten about what had happened at the picnic, but
had, in fact, thought of scarcely anything else during
his call. It was that which made her so hard
with him, that lent such acid to her tone and such
cold aversion to her whole manner. As he went
from the house, she stood looking after him through
the parlour window, murmuring to herself .
“Thank Heaven, I’m not
engaged to him. How could I think I would ever
marry him? Oh, if a girl only knew!”
Henry could not rest until he had
seen her again, and found out whether her coldness
was a mere freak of coquetry, or something more.
One evening when, thanks to the long twilight, it
was not yet dark, he called again. She came to
the door with hat and gloves on. Was she going
out? he asked. She admitted that she had been
on the point of going across the street to make a
call which had been too long delayed, but wouldn’t
he come in. No, he would not detain her; he would
call again. But he lingered a moment on the steps
while, standing on the threshold, she played with a
button of a glove. Suddenly he raised his eyes
and regarded her in a quite particular manner.
She was suddenly absorbed with her glove, but he fancied
that her cheek slightly flushed. Just at the
moment when he was calculating that she could no longer
well avoid looking up, she exclaimed-
“Dear me, how vexatious! there
goes another of those buttons. I shall have to
sew it on again before I go,” and she looked
at him with a charmingly frank air of asking for sympathy,
at the same time that it conveyed the obvious idea
that she ought to lose no time in making the necessary
repairs.
“I will not keep you, then,”
he said, somewhat sadly, and turned away.
Was the accident intentional?
Did she want to avoid him? he could not help the thought,
and yet what could be more frank and sunshiny than
the smile with which she responded to his parting
salutation?
The next Sunday Laura and he were
at church in the evening.
“I wonder why Madeline was not
out. Do you know?” he said as they were
walking home.
“No.”
“You’re not nearly so
friendly with her as you used to be. What’s
the matter?”
She did not reply, for just then at
a turning of the street, they met the young lady of
whom they were speaking. She looked smiling and
happy, and very handsome, with a flush in either cheek,
and walking with her was the new drug-clerk.
She seemed a little confused at meeting Henry, and
for a moment appeared to avoid his glance. Then,
with a certain bravado, oddly mingled with a deprecating
air, she raised her eyes to his and bowed.
It was the first intimation he had
had of the true reason of her alienation. Mechanically
he walked on and on, too stunned to think as yet,
feeling only that there was a terrible time of thinking
ahead.
“Hadn’t we better turn
back, hear?” said Laura, very gently.
He looked up. They were a mile
or two out of the village on a lonely country road.
They turned, and she said, softly, in the tone like
the touch of tender fingers on an aching spot-
“I knew it long ago, but I hadn’t
the heart to tell you. She set her cap at him
from the first. Don’t take it too much to
heart. She is not good enough for you.”
Sweet compassion! Idle words!
Is there any such sense of ownership, reaching even
to the feeling of identity, as that which the lover
has in the one he loves? His thoughts and affections,
however short the time, had so grown about her and
encased her, as the hardened clay imbeds the fossil
flower buried ages ago. It rather seems as if
he had found her by quarrying in the depths of his
own heart than as if he had picked her from the outside
world, from among foreign things. She was never
foreign, else he could not have had that intuitive
sense of intimateness with her which makes each new
trait which she reveals, while a sweet surprise, yet
seem in a deeper sense familiar, as if answering to
some pre-existing ideal pattern in his own heart,
as if it were something that could not have been different.
In after years he may grow rich in land and gold,
but he never again will have such sense of absolute
right and eternally foreordained ownership in any
thing as he had long years ago in that sweet girl
whom some other fellow married. For, alas! this
seemingly inviolable divine title is really no security
at all. Love is liable to ten million suits for
breach of warranty. The title-deeds he gives to
lovers, taking for price their hearts’ first-fruits,
turn out no titles at all. Half the time, title
to the same property is given to several claimants,
and the one to finally take possession is often enough
one who has no title from love at all.
Henry had been hit hard, but there
was a dogged persistence in his disposition that would
not allow him to give up till he had tested his fortune
to the uttermost. His love was quite unmixed with
vanity, for Madeline had never given him any real
reason to think that she loved him, and, therefore,
the risk of an additional snub or two counted for nothing
to deter him. The very next day he left the shop
in the afternoon and called on her. Her rather
constrained and guarded manner was as if she thought
he had come to call her to account, and was prepared
for him. He, on the contrary, tried to look as
affable and well satisfied as if he were the most
prosperous of lovers. When he asked her if she
would go out driving with him that afternoon, she
was evidently taken quite off her guard. For
recrimination she was prepared, but not for this smiling
proposal. But she recovered herself in an instant,
and said-
“I’m really very much
obliged. It is very considerate of you, but my
mother is not very well this afternoon, and I feel
that I ought not to leave her.” Smothering
a sick feeling of discouragement, he said, as cheerfully
as possible-
“I’m very sorry indeed. Is your mother
seriously sick?”
“Oh no, thank you. I presume she will be
quite well by morning.”
“Won’t you, perhaps, go
to-morrow afternoon, if she is better? The river
road which you admire so much is in all its midsummer
glory.”
“Thank you. Really; you
are quite too good, but I think riding is rather likely
to give me the headache lately.”
The way she answered him, without
being in the least uncivil, left the impression on
his mind that he had been duly persistent. There
was an awkward silence of a few moments, and he was
just about to burst forth with he knew not what exclamations
and entreaties, when Madeline rose, saying-
“Excuse me a moment; I think
I hear my mother calling,” and left the room.
She was gone some time, and returned
and sat down with an absent and preoccupied expression
of face, and he did not linger.
The next Thursday evening he was at
conference meeting, intending to walk home with Madeline
if she would let him; to ask her, at least. She
was there, as usual, and sat at the melodeon.
A few minutes before nine Cordis came in, evidently
for the mere purpose of escorting her home. Henry
doggedly resolved that she should choose between them
then and there, before all the people. The closing
hymn was sung, and the buzz of the departing congregation
sounded in his ears as if it were far away. He
rose and took his place near the door, his face pale,
his lips set, regardless of all observers. Cordis,
with whom he was unacquainted save by sight, stood
near by, good-humouredly smiling, and greeting the
people as they passed out.
In general, Madeline liked well enough
the excitement of electing between rival suitors,
but she would rather, far rather, have avoided this
public choice tonight. She had begun to be sorry
for Henry. She was as long as possible about
closing the melodeon. She opened and closed it
again. At length, finding no further excuse for
delaying, she came slowly down the aisle, looking
a little pale herself. Several of the village
young folks who understood the situation lingered,
smiling at one other, to see the fun out, and Cordis
himself recognized his rival’s tragical look
with an amused expression, at the same time that he
seemed entirely disposed to cross lances with him.
As Madeline approached the door, Henry
stepped forward and huskily asked if he might take
her home. Bowing to him with a gracious smile
of declination, she said, “Thanks,” and,
taking Cordis’s arm, passed out with him.
As they came forth into the shadow
of the night, beyond the illumination of the porch
lamps of the church, Cordis observed-
“Really, that was quite tragical.
I half expected he would pull out a revolver and shoot
us both. Poor fellow, I’m sorry for him.”
“He was sorrier than you are
glad, I dare say, said Madeline.
“Well, I don’t know about
that,” he replied; “I’m as glad as
I can be, and I suppose he’s as sorry as he
can be. I can’t imagine any man in love
with such a girl as you not being one or the other
all the while.”
But the tone was a little, a very
little, colder than the words, and her quick ear caught
the difference.
“What’s the matter?
Are you vexed about anything? What have I done?”
she asked, in a tone of anxious deprecation which
no other person but Harrison Cordis had ever heard
from her lips.
“You have done nothing,”
he answered, passing his arm round her waist in a
momentary embrace of reassurance. “It is
I that am ill-tempered. I couldn’t help
thinking from the way this Burr pursues you that there
must have been something in the story about your having
been engaged, after all.”
“It is not true. I never
was engaged. I couldn’t bear him. I
don’t like him. Only he-he-”
“I don’t want to pry into
your secrets. Don’t make any confessions
to me. I have no right to call you to account,”
he interrupted her, rather stiffly.
“Please don’t say that.
Oh, please don’t talk that way!” she cried
out, as if the words had hurt her like a knife.
“He liked me, but I didn’t like him.
I truly didn’t. Don’t you believe
me? What shall I do if you don’t?”
It must not be supposed that Cordis
had inspired so sudden and strong a passion in Madeline
without a reciprocal sentiment. He had been infatuated
from the first with the brilliant, beautiful girl,
and his jealousy was at least half real, Her piteous
distress at his slight show of coldness melted him
to tenderness. There was an impassioned reconciliation,
to which poor Henry was the sacrifice. Now that
he threatened to cost her the smiles of the man she
loved, her pity for him was changed into resentment.
She said to herself that it was mean and cruel in
him to keep pursuing her. It never occurred to
her to find Cordis’s conduct unfair in reproaching
her for not having lived solely for him, before she
knew even of his existence. She was rather inclined
to side with him, and blame herself for having lacked
an intuitive prescience of his coming, which should
have kept her a nun in heart and soul.
The next evening, about dusk, Henry
was wandering sadly and aimlessly about the streets
when he met Madeline face to face. At first she
seemed rather unpleasantly startled, and made as if
she would pass him without giving him an opportunity
to speak to her. Then she appeared to change
her mind, and, stopping directly before him, said,
in a low voice-
“Won’t you please leave
me alone, after this? Your attentions are not
welcome.”
Without giving him a chance to reply,
she passed on and walked swiftly up the street.
He leaned against the fence, and stood motionless for
a long time. That was all that was wanting to
make his loss complete-an angry word from
her. At last his lips moved a little, and slowly
formed these words in a husky, very pitiful whisper-
“That’s the end,”