INITIAL CHAPTER.
On the importance of
hate
as an agent in civilized
life.
It is not an uncommon crotchet amongst
benevolent men to maintain that wickedness is necessarily
a sort of insanity, and that nobody would make a violent
start out of the straight path unless stung to such
disorder by a bee in his bonnet. Certainly when
some very clever, well-educated person like our friend,
Randal Leslie, acts upon the fallacious principle
that “roguery is the best policy,” it is
curious to see how many points he has in common with
the insane: what over-cunning, what irritable
restlessness, what suspicious belief that the rest
of the world are in a conspiracy against him, which
it requires all his wit to baffle and turn to his
own proper aggrandizement and profit. Perhaps
some of my readers may have thought that I have represented
Randal as unnaturally far-fetched in his schemes,
too wire-drawn and subtle in his speculations; yet
that is commonly the case with very refining intellects,
when they choose to play the knave; it helps to disguise
from themselves the ugliness of their ambition, just
as a philosopher delights in the ingenuity of some
metaphysical process, which ends in what plain men
call “atheism,” who would be infinitely
shocked and offended if he were called an atheist.
Having premised thus much on behalf
of the “Natural” in Randal Leslie’s
character, I must here fly off to say a word or two
on the agency in human life exercised by a passion
rarely seen without a mask in our debonair and civilized
age, I mean Hate.
In the good old days of our forefathers,
when plain speaking and hard blows were in fashion,
when a man had his heart at the tip of his tongue,
and four feet of sharp iron dangling at his side, Hate
played an honest, open part in the theatre of the
world. In fact, when we read History, Hate seems
to have “starred it” on the stage.
But now, where is Hate? Who ever sees its face?
Is it that smiling, good-tempered creature, that presses
you by the hand so cordially, or that dignified figure
of state that calls you its “Right Honourable
friend”? Is it that bowing, grateful dependent;
is it that soft-eyed Amaryllis? Ask not, guess
not: you will only know it to be hate when the
poison is in your cup, or the poniard in your breast.
In the Gothic age, grim Humour painted “the
Dance of Death;” in our polished century, some
sardonic wit should give us “the Masquerade
of Hate.”
Certainly, the counter-passion betrays
itself with ease to our gaze. Love is rarely
a hypocrite. But Hate how detect, and
how guard against it? It lurks where you least
suspect it; it is created by causes that you can the
least foresee; and Civilization multiplies its varieties,
whilst it favours its disguise: for Civilization
increases the number of contending interests, and
Refinement renders more susceptible to the least irritation
the cuticle of Self-Love. But Hate comes covertly
forth from some self-interest we have crossed, or some
self-love we have wounded; and, dullards that we are,
how seldom we are aware of our offence! You may
be hated by a man you have never seen in your life:
you may be hated as often by one you have loaded with
benefits; you may so walk as not to tread on a worm;
but you must sit fast on your easy-chair till you
are carried out to your bier, if you would be sure
not to tread on some snake of a foe. But, then,
what harm does the hate do us? Very often the
harm is as unseen by the world as the hate is unrecognized
by us. It may come on us, unawares, in some solitary
byway of our life; strike us in our unsuspecting privacy;
thwart as in some blessed hope we have never told
to another; for the moment the world sees that it is
Hate that strikes us, its worst power of mischief is
gone.
We have a great many names for the
same passion, Envy, Jealousy, Spite, Prejudice,
Rivalry; but they are so many synonyms for the one
old heathen demon. When the death-giving shaft
of Apollo sent the plague to some unhappy Achaean,
it did not much matter to the victim whether the god
were called Helios or Smintheus.
No man you ever met in the world seemed
more raised above the malice of Hate than Audley Egerton:
even in the hot war of politics he had scarcely a
personal foe; and in private life he kept himself so
aloof and apart from others that he was little known,
save by the benefits the waste of his wealth conferred.
That the hate of any one could reach the austere statesman
on his high pinnacle of esteem, you would
have smiled at the idea! But Hate is now, as
it ever has been, an actual Power amidst “the
Varieties of Life;” and, in spite of bars to
the door, and policemen in the street, no one can
be said to sleep in safety while there wakes the eye
of a single foe.
CHAPTER II.
The glory of Bond Street is no more.
The title of Bond Street Lounger has faded from our
lips. In vain the crowd of équipages and
the blaze of shops: the renown of Bond Street
was in its pavement, its pedestrians. Art thou
old enough, O reader! to remember the Bond Street Lounger
and his incomparable generation? For my part,
I can just recall the decline of the grand era.
It was on its wane when, in the ambition of boyhood,
I first began to muse upon high neck cloths and Wellington
boots. But the ancient habitues the
magni nominis umbrae, contemporaries of Brummell
in his zenith, boon companions of George IV. in his
regency still haunted the spot. From
four to six in the hot month of June, they sauntered
stately to and fro, looking somewhat mournful even
then, foreboding the extinction of their race.
The Bond Street Lounger was rarely seen alone:
he was a social animal, and walked arm in arm with
his fellow-man. He did not seem born for the cares
of these ruder times; not made was he for an age in
which Finsbury returns members to parliament.
He loved his small talk; and never since then has talk
been so pleasingly small. Your true Bond Street
Lounger had a very dissipated look. His youth
had been spent with heroes who loved their bottle.
He himself had perhaps supped with Sheridan. He
was by nature a spendthrift: you saw it in the
roll of his walk. Men who make money rarely saunter;
men who save money rarely swagger. But saunter
and swagger both united to stamp prodigal on
the Bond Street Lounger. And so familiar as he
was with his own set, and so amusingly supercilious
with the vulgar residue of mortals whose faces were
strange to Bond Street! But he is gone.
The world, though sadder for his loss, still strives
to do its best without him; and our young men, nowadays,
attend to model cottages, and incline to Tractarianism.
Still the place, to an unreflecting eye, has its brilliancy
and bustle; but it is a thoroughfare, not a lounge.
And adown the thoroughfare, somewhat before the hour
when the throng is thickest, passed two gentlemen of
an appearance exceedingly out of keeping with the
place. Yet both had the air of men pretending
to aristocracy, an old-world air of respectability
and stake in the country, and Church-and-Stateism.
The burlier of the two was even rather a beau in his
way. He had first learned to dress, indeed, when
Bond Street was at its acme, and Brummell in his pride.
He still retained in his garb the fashion of his youth;
only what then had spoken of the town, now betrayed
the life of the country. His neckcloth ample
and high, and of snowy whiteness, set off to comely
advantage a face smooth-shaven, and of clear florid
hues; his coat of royal blue, with buttons in which
you might have seen yourself “veluti in
speculum”, was rather jauntily buttoned across
a waist that spoke of lusty middle age, free from
the ambition, the avarice, and the anxieties that
fret Londoners into thread-papers; his small-clothes,
of grayish drab, loose at the thigh and tight at the
knee, were made by Brummell’s own breeches-maker,
and the gaiters to match (thrust half-way down the
calf), had a manly dandyism that would have done honour
to the beau-ideal of a county member. The profession
of this gentleman’s companion was unmistakable, the
shovel-hat, the clerical cut of the coat, the neckcloth
without collar, that seemed made for its accessory
the band, and something very decorous, yet very mild,
in the whole mien of this personage, all spoke of
one who was every inch the gentleman and the parson.
“No,” said the portlier
of these two persons, “no, I can’t
say I like Frank’s looks at all. There’s
certainly something on his mind. However, I suppose
it will be all out this evening.”
“He dines with you at your hotel,
Squire? Well, you must be kind to him. We
can’t put old heads upon young shoulders.”
“I don’t object to his
bead being young,” returned the squire; “but
I wish he had a little of Randal Leslie’s good
sense in it. I see how it will end; I must take
him back to the country; and if he wants occupation,
why, he shall keep the hounds, and I’ll put him
into Brooksby farm.”
“As for the hounds,” replied
the parson, “hounds necessitate horses; and
I think more mischief comes to a young man of spirit
from the stables than from any other place in the
world. They ought to be exposed from the pulpit,
those stables!” added Mr. Dale, thoughtfully;
“see what they entailed upon Nimrod! But
Agriculture is a healthful and noble pursuit, honoured
by sacred nations, and cherished by the greatest men
in classical times. For instance, the Athenians
were ”
“Bother the Athenians!”
cried the squire, irreverently; “you need not
go so far back for an example. It is enough for
a Hazeldean that his father and his grandfather and
his great-grandfather all farmed before him; and a
devilish deal better, I take it, than any of those
musty old Athenians, no offence to them. But
I’ll tell you one thing, Parson, a man to farm
well, and live in the country, should have a wife;
it is half the battle.”
“As to a battle, a man who is
married is pretty sure of half, though not always
the better half, of it,” answered the parson,
who seemed peculiarly facetious that day. “Ah,
Squire, I wish I could think Mrs. Hazeldean right
in her conjecture! you would have the prettiest
daughter-in-law in the three kingdoms. And I do
believe that, if I could have a good talk with the
young lady apart from her father, we could remove
the only objection I know to the marriage. Those
Popish errors ”
“Ah, very true!” cried
the squire; “that Pope sticks hard in my gizzard.
I could excuse her being a foreigner, and not having,
I suppose, a shilling in her pocket bless
her handsome face! but to be worshipping
images in her room instead of going to the parish church,
that will never do. But you think you could talk
her out of the Pope, and into the family pew?”
“Why, I could have talked her
father out of the Pope, only, when he had not a word
to say for himself, he bolted out of the window.
Youth is more ingenuous in confessing its errors.”
“I own,” said the squire,
“that both Harry and I had a favourite notion
of ours till this Italian girl got into our heads.
Do you know we both took a great fancy to Randal’s
little sister, pretty, blushing, English-faced
girl as ever you saw. And it went to Harry’s
good heart to see her so neglected by that silly,
fidgety mother of hers, her hair hanging about her
ears; and I thought it would be a fine way to bring
Randal and Frank more together, and enable me to do
something for Randal himself, a good boy
with Hazeldean blood in his veins. But Violante
is so handsome, that I don’t wonder at the boy’s
choice; and then it is our fault, we let
them see so much of each other as children. However,
I should be very angry if Rickeybockey had been playing
sly, and running away from the Casino in order to
give Frank an opportunity to carry on a clandestine
intercourse with his daughter.”
“I don’t think that would
be like Riccabocca; more like him to run away in order
to deprive Frank of the best of all occasions to court
Violante, if he so desired; for where could he see
more of her than at the Casino?”
Squire. “That’s
well put. Considering he was only a foreign doctor,
and, for aught we know, once went about in a caravan,
he is a gentleman-like fellow, that Rickeybockey.
I speak of people as I find them. But what is
your notion about Frank? I see you don’t
think he is in love with Violante, after all.
Out with it, man; speak plain.”
Parson. “Since
you so urge me, I own I do not think him in love with
her; neither does my Carry, who is uncommonly shrewd
in such matters.”
Squire. “Your
Carry, indeed! as if she were half as shrewd
as my Harry. Carry nonsense!”
Parson (reddening). “I
don’t want to make invidious remarks; but, Mr.
Hazeldean, when you sneer at my Carry, I should not
be a man if I did not say that ”
Squire (interrupting). “She
is a good little woman enough; but to compare her
to my Harry!”
Parson. “I don’t
compare her to your Harry; I don’t compare her
to any woman in England, Sir. But you are losing
your temper, Mr. Hazeldean!” Squire. “I!”
Parson. “And
people are staring at you, Mr. Hazeldean. For
decency’s sake, compose yourself, and change
the subject. We are just at the Albany.
I hope that we shall not find poor Captain Higginbotham
as ill as he represents himself in his letter.
Ah, is it possible? No, it cannot be. Look look!”
Squire. “Where what where?
Don’t pinch so hard. Bless me, do you see
a ghost?”
Parson. “There! the gentleman
in black!”
Squire. “Gentleman in black!
What! in broad daylight! Nonsense!”
Here the parson made a spring forward,
and, catching the arm of the person in question, who
himself had stopped, and was gazing intently on the
pair, exclaimed,
“Sir, pardon me; but is not
your name Fairfield? Ah, it is Leonard, it
is my dear, dear boy! What joy!
So altered, so improved, but still the same honest
face. Squire, come here your old friend,
Leonard Fairfield.”
“And he wanted to persuade me,”
said the squire, shaking Leonard heartily by the hand,
“that you were the Gentleman in Black; but,
indeed, he has been in strange humours and tantrums
all the morning. Well, Master Lenny; why, you
are grown quite a gentleman! The world thrives
with you, eh? I suppose you are head-gardener
to some grandee.”
“Not that, sir,” said
Leonard, smiling; “but the world has thriven
with me at last, though not without some rough usage
at starting. Ah, Mr. Dale, you can little guess
how often I have thought of you and your discourse
on Knowledge; and, what is more, how I have lived to
feel the truth of your words, and to bless the lesson.”
Parson (much touched and flattered). “I
expected nothing less from you, Leonard; you were
always a lad of great sense, and sound judgment.
So you have thought of my little discourse on Knowledge,
have you?”
Squire. “Hang
knowledge! I have reason to hate the word.
It burned down three ricks of mine; the finest ricks
you ever set eyes on, Mr. Fairfield.”
Parson. “That
was not knowledge, Squire; that was ignorance.”
Squire. “Ignorance!
The deuce it was. I’ll just appeal to you,
Mr. Fairfield. We have been having sad riots in
the shire, and the ringleader was just such another
lad as you were!”
Leonard. “I
am very much obliged to you, Mr. Hazeldean. In
what respect?”
Squire. “Why,
he was a village genius, and always reading some cursed
little tract or other; and got mighty discontented
with King, Lords, and Commons, I suppose, and went
about talking of the wrongs of the poor, and the crimes
of the rich, till, by Jove, sir, the whole mob rose
one day with pitchforks and sickles, and smash went
Farmer Smart’s thrashing-machines; and on the
same night my ricks were on fire. We caught the
rogues, and they were all tried; but the poor deluded
labourers were let off with a short imprisonment.
The village genius, thank Heaven, is sent packing
to Botany Bay.”
Leonard. “But
did his books teach him to burn ricks and smash machines?”
Parson. “No;
he said quite the contrary, and declared that he had
no hand in those misdoings.”
Squire. “But
he was proved to have excited, with his wild talk,
the boobies who had! ’Gad, sir, there was
a hypocritical Quaker once, who said to his enemy,
’I can’t shed thy blood, friend, but I
will hold thy head under water till thou art drowned.’
And so there is a set of demagogical fellows, who
keep calling out, ’Farmer, this is an oppressor,
and Squire, that is a vampire! But no violence!
Don’t smash their machines, don’t burn
their ricks! Moral force, and a curse on all
tyrants!’ Well, and if poor Hodge thinks moral
force is all my eye, and that the recommendation is
to be read backwards, in the devil’s way of
reading the Lord’s prayer, I should like to know
which of the two ought to go to Botany Bay, Hodge,
who comes out like a man, if he thinks he is wronged,
or t’ other sneaking chap, who makes use of his
knowledge to keep himself out of the scrape?”
Parson. “It
may be very true; but when I saw that poor fellow at
the bar, with his intelligent face, and heard his
bold clear defence, and thought of all his hard struggles
for knowledge, and how they had ended, because he
forgot that knowledge is like fire, and must not be
thrown amongst flax, why, I could have
given my right hand to save him. And, oh, Squire,
do you remember his poor mother’s shriek of despair
when he was sentenced to transportation for life I
hear it now! And what, Leonard what
do you think had misled him? At the bottom of
all the mischief was a tinker’s bag. You
cannot forget Sprott?”
Leonard. “Tinker’s bag!
Sprott!”
Squire. “That
rascal, sir, was the hardest follow to nab you could
possibly conceive; as full of quips and quirks as an
Old Bailey lawyer. But we managed to bring it
home to him. Lord! his bag was choke-full of
tracts against every man who had a good coat on his
back; and as if that was not enough, cheek by jowl
with the tracts were lucifers, contrived on a new
principle, for teaching my ricks the theory of spontaneous
combustion. The labourers bought the lucifers ”
Parson. “And the poor village
genius bought the tracts.”
Squire. “All
headed with a motto, ’To teach the working classes
that knowledge is power.’ So that I was
right in saying that knowledge had burnt my ricks;
knowledge inflamed the village genius, the village
genius inflamed fellows more ignorant than himself,
and they inflamed my stackyard. However, lucifers,
tracts, village genius, and Sprott are all off to
Botany Bay; and the shire has gone on much the better
for it. So no more of your knowledge for me,
begging your pardon, Mr. Fairfield. Such uncommonly
fine ricks as mine were too! I declare, Parson,
you are looking as if you felt pity for Sprott; and
I saw you, indeed, whispering to him as he was taken
out of court.”
Parson (looking sheepish). “Indeed,
Squire, I was only asking him what had become of his
donkey, an unoffending creature.”
Squire. “Unoffending!
Upset me amidst a thistle-bed in my own village green!
I remember it. Well, what did he say had become
of the donkey?”
Parson. “He
said but one word; but that showed all the vindictiveness
of his disposition. He said it with a horrid wink,
that made my blood run cold. ‘What’s
become of your poor donkey?’ said I, and he
answered ”
Squire. “Go on. He answered ”
Parson. “‘Sausages.’”
Squire. “Sausages!
Like enough; and sold to the poor; and that’s
what the poor will come to if they listen to such
revolutionizing villains. Sausages! Donkey
sausages!” (spitting) “’T
is bad as eating one another; perfect cannibalism.”
Leonard, who had been thrown into
grave thought by the history of Sprott and the village
genius, now pressing the parson’s hand, asked
permission to wait on him before Mr. Dale quitted
London; and was about to withdraw, when the parson,
gently detaining him, said, “No; don’t
leave me yet, Leonard, I have so much to
ask you, and to talk about. I shall be at leisure
shortly. We are just now going to call on a relation
of the squire’s, whom you must recollect, I am
sure, Captain Higginbotham Barnabas
Higginbotham. He is very poorly.”
“And I am sure he would take
it kind in you to call too,” said the squire,
with great good-nature.
Leonard. “Nay, sir, would not
that be a great liberty?”
Squire. “Liberty!
To ask a poor sick gentleman how he is? Nonsense.
And I say, Sir, perhaps, as no doubt you have been
living in town, and know more of newfangled notions
than I do, perhaps you can tell us whether
or not it is all humbug, that new way of
doctoring people.”
Leonard. “What new way, sir.
There are so many.”
Squire. “Are
there? Folks in London do look uncommonly sickly.
But my poor cousin (he was never a Solomon) has got
hold, he says, of a homely homely What’s
the word, Parson?”
Parson. “Homoeopathist.”
Squire. “That’s
it. You see the captain went to live with one
Sharpe Currie, a relation who had a great deal of
money, and very little liver; made the
one, and left much of the other in Ingee, you understand.
The captain had expectations of the money. Very
natural, I dare say; but Lord, sir, what do you think
has happened? Sharpe Currie has done him.
Would not die, Sir; got back his liver, and the captain
has lost his own. Strangest thing you ever heard.
And then the ungrateful old Nabob has dismissed the
captain, saying, ’He can’t bear to have
invalids about him;’ and is going to marry, and
I have no doubt will have children by the dozen!”
Parson. “It
was in Germany, at one of the Spas, that Mr. Currie
recovered; and as he had the selfish inhumanity to
make the captain go through a course of waters simultaneously
with himself, it has so chanced that the same waters
that cured Mr. Currie’s liver have destroyed
Captain Higginbotham’s. An English homoeopathic
physician, then staying at the Spa, has attended the
captain hither, and declares that he will restore
him by infinitesimal doses of the same chemical properties
that were found in the waters which diseased him.
Can there be anything in such a theory?”
Leonard. “I
once knew a very able, though eccentric homoeopathist,
and I am inclined to believe there may be something
in the system. My friend went to Germany; it
may possibly be the same person who attends the captain.
May I ask his name?”
Squire. “Cousin
Barnabas does not mention it. You may ask it of
himself, for here we are at his chambers. I say,
Parson” (whispering slyly), “if a small
dose of what hurt the captain is to cure him, don’t
you think the proper thing would be a legacy?
Ha! ha!”
Parson (trying not to laugh). “Hush,
Squire. Poor human nature! We must be merciful
to its infirmities. Come in, Leonard.”
Leonard, interested in his doubt whether
he might thus chance again upon Dr. Morgan, obeyed
the invitation, and with his two companions followed
the woman, who “did for the captain and his rooms,”
across the small lobby, into the presence of the sufferer.
CHAPTER III.
Whatever the disposition towards merriment
at his cousin’s expense entertained by the squire,
it vanished instantly at the sight of the captain’s
doleful visage and emaciated figure.
“Very good in you to come to
town to see me, very good in you, cousin,
and in you, too, Mr. Dale. How very well you are
both looking! I’m a sad wreck. You
might count every bone in my body.”
“Hazeldean air and roast beef
will soon set you up, my boy,” said the squire,
kindly. “You were a great goose to leave
them, and these comfortable rooms of yours in the
Albany.”
“They are comfortable, though
not showy,” said the captain, with tears in
his eyes. “I had done my best to make them
so. New carpets, this very chair (morocco!),
that Japan cat (holds toast and muffins) just
when just when” (the tears
here broke forth, and the captain fairly whimpered) “just
when that ungrateful, bad-hearted man wrote me word
‘he was was dying and lone in the
world;’ and and to think
what I’ve gone through for him; and
to treat me so! Cousin William, he has grown
as hale as yourself, and and ”
“Cheer up, cheer up!”
cried the compassionate squire. “It is a
very hard case, I allow. But you see, as the
old proverb says, ’’T is ill waiting for
a dead man’s shoes;’ and in future I
don’t mean offence but I think if
you would calculate less on the livers of your relations,
it would be all the better for your own. Excuse
me!”
“Cousin William,” replied
the poor captain, “I am sure I never calculated;
but still, if you had seen that deceitful man’s
good-for-nothing face as yellow as a guinea and
have gone through all I’ve gone through, you
would have felt cut to the heart, as I do. I
can’t bear ingratitude. I never could.
But let it pass. Will that gentleman take a chair?”
Parson. “Mr.
Fairfield has kindly called with us, because he knows
something of this system of homeeopathy which you have
adopted, and may, perhaps, know the practitioner.
What is the name of your doctor?”
Captain (looking at his watch). “That
reminds me” (swallowing a globule). “A
great relief these little pills after the
physic I’ve taken to please that malignant man.
He always tried his doctor’s stuff upon me.
But there’s another world, and a juster!”
With that pious conclusion the captain
again began to weep.
“Touched,” muttered the
squire, with his forefinger on his forehead.
“You seem to have a good tidy sort
of a nurse here, Cousin Barnabas. I hope she
’s pleasant, and lively, and don’t let
you take on so.”
“Hist! don’t
talk of her. All mercenary; every bit of her fawning!
Would you believe it? I give her ten shillings
a week, besides all that goes down of my pats of butter
and rolls, and I overheard the jade saying to the
laundress that ’I could not last long; and she
‘d expectations!’ Ah, Mr.
Dale, when one thinks of the sinfulness there is in
this life! But I’ll not think of it.
No, I’ll not. Let us change the subject.
You were asking my doctor’s name. It is ”
Here the woman with “expectations”
threw open the door, and suddenly announced “Dr.
Morgan.”
CHAPTER IV.
The parson started, and so did Leonard.
The homoeopathist did not at first
notice either. With an unobservant bow to the
visitors, he went straight to the patient, and asked,
“How go the symptoms?”
Therewith the captain commenced, in
a tone of voice like a schoolboy reciting the catalogue
of the ships in Homer. He had been evidently
conning the symptoms, and learning them by heart.
Nor was there a single nook or corner in his anatomical
organization, so far as the captain was acquainted
with that structure, but what some symptom or other
was dragged therefrom, and exposed to day. The
squire listened with horror to the morbific inventory,
muttering at each dread interval, “Bless me!
Lord bless me! What, more still! Death would
be a very happy release!” Meanwhile the doctor
endured the recital with exemplary patience, noting
down in the leaves of his pocketbook what appeared
to him the salient points in this fortress of disease
to which he had laid siege, and then, drawing forth
a minute paper said,
“Capital, nothing
can be better. This powder must be dissolved in
eight tablespoonfuls of water; one spoonful every
two hours.”
“Tablespoonful?”
“Tablespoonful.”
“‘Nothing can be better,’
did you say, sir?” repeated the squire, who in
his astonishment at that assertion applied to the captain’s
description of his sufferings, had hitherto hung fire, “nothing
can be better?”
“For the diagnosis, sir!” replied Dr.
Morgan.
“For the dogs’ noses,
very possibly,” quoth the squire; “but
for the inside of Cousin Higginbotham, I should think
nothing could be worse.”
“You are mistaken, sir,”
replied Dr. Morgan. “It is not the captain
who speaks here, it is his liver. Liver,
sir, though a noble, is an imaginative organ, and
indulges in the most extraordinary fictions. Seat
of poetry and love and jealousy the liver.
Never believe what it says. You have no idea
what a liar it is! But ahem ahem.
Cott I think I’ve seen you before,
sir. Surely your name’s Hazeldean?”
“William Hazeldean, at your
service, Doctor. But where have you seen me?”
“On the hustings at Lansmere.
You were speaking on behalf of your distinguished
brother, Mr. Egerton.”
“Hang it!” cried the squire:
“I think it must have been my liver that spoke
there! for I promised the electors that that half-brother
of mine would stick by the land, and I never told
a bigger lie in my life!”
Here the patient, reminded of his
other visitors, and afraid he was going to be bored
with the enumeration of the squire’s wrongs,
and probably the whole history of his duel with Captain
Dashmore, turned with a languid wave of his hand,
and said, “Doctor, another friend of mine, the
Rev. Mr. Dale, and a gentleman who is acquainted with
homoeopathy.”
“Dale? What, more old friends!”
cried the doctor, rising; and the parson came somewhat
reluctantly from the window nook, to which he had retired.
The parson and the homoeopathist shook hands.
“We have met before on a very
mournful occasion,” said the doctor, with feeling.
The parson held his finger to his
lips, and glanced towards Leonard. The doctor
stared at the lad, but he did not recognize in the
person before him the gaunt, care-worn boy whom he
had placed with Mr. Prickett, until Leonard smiled
and spoke. And the smile and the voice sufficed.
“Cott! and it is the poy!”
cried Dr. Morgan; and he actually caught hold of Leonard,
and gave him an affectionate Welch hug. Indeed,
his agitation at these several surprises became so
great that he stopped short, drew forth a globule “Aconite, good
against nervous shocks!” and swallowed it incontinently.
“Gad,” said the squire,
rather astonished, “’t is the first doctor
I ever saw swallow his own medicine! There must
be something in it.”
The captain now, highly disgusted
that so much attention was withdrawn from his own
case, asked in a querulous voice, “And as to
diet? What shall I have for dinner?”
“A friend!” said the doctor, wiping his
eyes.
“Zounds!” cried the squire,
retreating, “do you mean to say, that the British
laws (to be sure they are very much changed of late)
allow you to diet your patients upon their fellow-men?
Why, Parson, this is worse than the donkey sausages.”
“Sir,” said Dr. Morgan,
gravely, “I mean to say, that it matters little
what we eat in comparison with care as to whom we eat
with. It is better to exceed a little with a
friend than to observe the strictest regimen, and
eat alone. Talk and laughter help the digestion,
and are indispensable in affections of the liver.
I have no doubt, sir, that it was my patient’s
agreeable society that tended to restore to health
his dyspeptic relative, Mr. Sharpe Currie.”
The captain groaned aloud.
“And, therefore, if one of you
gentlemen will stay and dine with Mr. Higginbotham,
it will greatly assist the effects of his medicine.”
The captain turned an imploring eye,
first towards his cousin, then towards the parson.
“I ’m engaged to dine
with my son very sorry,” said the
squire. “But Dale, here ”
“If he will be so kind,”
put in the captain, “we might cheer the evening
with a game at whist, double dummy.”
Now, poor Mr. Dale had set his heart on dining with
an old college friend, and having no stupid, prosy
double dummy, in which one cannot have the pleasure
of scolding one’s partner, but a regular orthodox
rubber, with the pleasing prospect of scolding all
the three other performers. But as his quiet life
forbade him to be a hero in great things, the parson
had made up his mind to be a hero in small ones.
Therefore, though with rather a rueful face, he accepted
the captain’s invitation, and promised to return
at six o’clock to dine. Meanwhile he must
hurry off to the other end of the town, and excuse
himself from the pre-engagement he had already formed.
He now gave his card, with the address of a quiet
family hotel thereon, to Leonard, and not looking
quite so charmed with Dr. Morgan as he was before
that unwelcome prescription, he took his leave.
The squire too, having to see a new churn, and execute
various commissions for his Harry, went his way (not,
however, till Dr. Morgan had assured him that, in
a few weeks, the captain might safely remove to Hazeldean);
and Leonard was about to follow, when Morgan hooked
his arm in his old protege, and said, “But I
must have some talk with you; and you have to tell
me all about the little orphan girl.”
Leonard could not resist the pleasure
of talking about Helen; and he got into the carriage,
which was waiting at the door for the homoeopathist.
“I am going in the country a
few miles to see a patient,” said the doctor;
“so we shall have time for undisturbed consultation.
I have so often wondered what had become of you.
Not hearing from Prickett, I wrote to him, and received
from his heir an answer as dry as a bone. Poor
fellow, I found that he had neglected his globules
and quitted the globe. Alas, ‘pulvis
et umbra sumus!’ I could learn no tidings
of you. Prickett’s successor declared he
knew nothing about you. I hoped the best; for
I always fancied you were one who would fall on your
legs, bilious-nervous temperament; such
are the men who succeed in their undertakings, especially
if they take a spoonful of chamomilla whenever they
are over-excited. So now for your history and
the little girl’s, pretty little
thing, never saw a more susceptible constitution,
nor one more suited to pulsatilla.”
Leonard briefly related his own struggles
and success, and informed the good doctor how they
had at last discovered the nobleman in whom poor Captain
Digby had confided, and whose care of the orphan had
justified the confidence.
Dr. Morgan opened his eyes at hearing
the name of Lord L’Estrange. “I remember
him very well,” said he, “when I practised
murder as an allopathist at Lansmere. But to
think that wild boy, so full of whim and life and
spirit, should become staid enough for a guardian to
that dear little child, with her timid eyes and pulsatilla
sensibilities. Well, wonders never cease!
And he has befriended you too, you say. Ah, he
knew your family.”
“So he says. Do you think,
sir, that he ever knew ever saw my
mother?”
“Eh! your mother? Nora?”
exclaimed the doctor, quickly; and, as if struck by
some sudden thought, his brows met, and he remained
silent and musing a few moments; then, observing Leonard’s
eyes fixed on him earnestly, he replied to the question,
“No doubt he saw her; she was
brought up at Lady Lansmere’s. Did he not
tell you so?”
“No.” A vague suspicion
here darted through Leonard’s mind, but as suddenly
vanished. His father! Impossible. His
father must have deliberately wronged the dead mother.
And was Harley L’Estrange a man capable of such
wrong? And had he been Harley’s son, would
not Harley have guessed it at once, and so guessing,
have owned and claimed him? Besides, Lord L’Estrange
looked so young, old enough to be Leonard’s
father! he could not entertain the idea.
He roused himself and said, falteringly,
“You told me you did not know
by what name I should call my father.”
“And I told you the truth, to the best of my
belief.”
“By your honour, sir?”
“By my honour, I do not know it.”
There was now a long silence.
The carriage had long left London, and was on a high
road somewhat lonelier, and more free from houses than
most of those which form the entrances to the huge
city. Leonard gazed wistfully from the window,
and the objects that met his eyes gradually seemed
to appeal to his memory. Yes! it was the road
by which he had first approached the metropolis, hand
in hand with Helen and hope so busy at
his poet’s heart. He sighed deeply.
He thought he would willingly have resigned all he
had won independence, fame, all to
feel again the clasp of that tender hand, again to
be the sole protector of that gentle life.
The doctor’s voice broke on
his revery. “I am going to see a very interesting
patient, coats to his stomach quite worn
out, sir, man of great learning, with a
very inflamed cerebellum. I can’t do him
much good, and he does me a great deal of harm.”
“How harm?” asked Leonard,
with an effort at some rejoinder.
“Hits me on the heart, and makes
my eyes water; very pathetic case, grand
creature, who has thrown himself away. Found him
given over by the allopathists, and in a high state
of delirium tremens, restored him for a time, took
a great liking to him, could not help it, swallowed
a great many globules to harden myself against
him, would not do, brought him over to England with
the other patients, who all pay me well (except Captain
Higginbotham). But this poor fellow pays me nothing, costs
me a great deal in time and turnpikes, and board and
lodging. Thank Heaven, I’m a single man,
and can afford it! My poy, I would let all the
other patients go to the allopathists if I could but
save this poor, big, penniless, princely fellow.
But what can one do with a stomach that has not a
rag of its coats left? Stop” (the doctor
pulled the check-string). “This is the stile.
I get out here and go across the fields.”
That stile, those fields with
what distinctness Leonard remembered them. Ah,
where was Helen? Could she ever, ever again be,
his child-angel?
“I will go with you, if you
permit,” said he to the good doctor. “And
while you pay your visit, I will saunter by a little
brook that I think must run by your way.”
“The Brent you know
that brook? Ah, you should hear my poor patient
talk of it, and of the hours he has spent angling in
it, you would not know whether to laugh
or cry. The first day he was brought down to
the place, he wanted to go out and try once more, he
said, for his old deluding demon, a one-eyed
perch.”
“Heavens!” exclaimed Leonard,
“are you speaking of John Burley?”
“To be sure, that is his name, John
Burley.”
“Oh, has it come to this?
Cure him, save him, if it be in human power.
For the last two years I have sought his trace everywhere,
and in vain, the moment I had money of my own, a home
of my own. Poor, erring, glorious Burley!
Take me to him. Did you say there was no hope?”
“I did not say that,”
replied the doctor. “But art can only assist
Nature; and though Nature is ever at work to repair
the injuries we do to her, yet, when the coats of
a stomach are all gone, she gets puzzled, and so do
I. You must tell me another time how you came to know
Burley, for here we are at the house, and I see him
at the window looking out for me.”
The doctor opened the garden gate
of the quiet cottage to which poor Burley had fled
from the pure presence of Leonard’s child-angel.
And with heavy step, and heavy heart, Leonard mournfully
followed, to behold the wrecks of him whose wit had
glorified orgy, and “set the table in a roar.”
Alas, poor Yorick!
CHAPTER V.
Audley Egerton stands on his hearth
alone. During the short interval that has elapsed
since we last saw him, events had occurred memorable
in English history, wherewith we have nought to do
in a narrative studiously avoiding all party politics
even when treating of politicians. The new ministers
had stated the general programme of their policy,
and introduced one measure in especial that had lifted
them at once to the dizzy height of popular power.
But it became clear that this measure could not be
carried without a fresh appeal to the people.
A dissolution of parliament, as Audley’s sagacious
experience had foreseen, was inevitable. And
Audley Egerton had no chance of return for his own
seat, for the great commercial city identified with
his name. Oh, sad, but not rare, instance of
the mutabilities of that same popular favour now enjoyed
by his successors! The great commoner, the weighty
speaker, the expert man of business, the statesman
who had seemed a type of the practical steady sense
for which our middle class is renowned, he
who, not three years since, might have had his honoured
choice of the largest popular constituencies in the
kingdom, he, Audley Egerton, knew not one
single town (free from the influences of private property
or interest) in which the obscurest candidate, who
bawled out for the new liberal measure, would not
have beaten him hollow. Where one popular hustings,
on which that grave sonorous voice, that had stilled
so often the roar of faction, would not be drowned
amidst the hoots of the scornful mob?
True, what were called the close boroughs
still existed; true, many a chief of his party would
have been too proud of the honour of claiming Andley
Egerton for his nominee. But the ex-minister’s
haughty soul shrunk from this contrast to his past
position. And to fight against the popular measure,
as member of one of the seats most denounced by the
people, he felt it was a post in the grand
army of parties below his dignity to occupy, and foreign
to his peculiar mind, which required the sense of
consequence and station. And if, in a few months,
those seats were swept away were annihilated
from the rolls of parliament where was
he? Moreover, Egerton, emancipated from the trammels
that had bound his will while his party was in office,
desired, in the turn of events, to be nominee of no
man, desired to stand at least freely and
singly on the ground of his own services, be guided
by his own penetration; no law for action but his
strong sense and his stout English heart. Therefore
he had declined all offers from those who could still
bestow seats in parliament. Seats that he could
purchase with hard gold were yet open to him.
And the L5,000 he had borrowed from Levy were yet untouched.
To this lone public man, public life,
as we have seen, was the all in all. But now
more than ever it was vital to his very wants.
Around him yawned ruin. He knew that it was in
Levy’s power at any moment to foreclose on his
mortgaged lands; to pour in the bonds and the bills
which lay within those rosewood receptacles that lined
the fatal lair of the sleek usurer; to seize on the
very house in which now moved all the pomp of a retinue
that vied with the valetaille of dukes; to advertise
for public auction, under execution, “the costly
effects of the Right Hon. Audley Egerton.”
But, consummate in his knowledge of the world, Egerton
felt assured that Levy would not adopt these measures
against him while he could still tower in the van
of political war, while he could still
see before him the full chance of restoration to power,
perhaps to power still higher than before, perhaps
to power the highest of all beneath the throne.
That Levy, whose hate he divined, though he did not
conjecture all its causes, had hitherto delayed even
a visit, even a menace, seemed to him to show that
Levy still thought him one “to be helped,”
or, at least, one too powerful to crush. To secure
his position in parliament unshackled, unfallen, if
but for another year, new combinations
of party might arise, new reactions take place, in
public opinion! And, with his hand pressed to
his heart, the stern firm man muttered, “If
not, I ask but to die in my harness, and that men
may not know that I am a pauper until all that I need
from my country is a grave.”
Scarce had these words died upon his
lips ere two quick knocks in succession resounded
at the street door. In another moment Harley
entered, and, at the same time, the servant in attendance
approached Audley, and announced Baron Levy.
“Beg the baron to wait, unless
he would prefer to name his own hour to call again,”
answered Egerton, with the slightest possible change
of colour. “You can say I am now with Lord
L’Estrange.”
“I had hoped you had done forever
with that deluder of youth,” said Harley, as
soon as the groom of the chambers had withdrawn.
“I remember that you saw too much of him in
the gay time, ere wild oats are sown; but now surely
you can never need a loan; and if so is not Harley
L’Estrange by your side?”
Egerton. “My
dear Harley! doubtless he but comes to talk to me of
some borough. He has much to do with those delicate
negotiations.”
Harley. “And
I have come on the same business. I claim the
priority. I not only hear in the world, but I
see by the papers, that Josiah Jenkins, Esq., known
to fame as an orator who leaves out his h’s,
and young Lord Willoughby Whiggolin, who is just made
a Lord of the Admiralty, because his health is too
delicate for the army, are certain to come in for
the city which you and your present colleague will
as certainly vacate. That is true, is it not?”
Egerton. “My
old Committee now vote for Jenkins and Whiggolin; and
I suppose there will not be even a contest. Go
on.”
“So my father and I are agreed
that you must condescend, for the sake of old friendship,
to be once more member for Lansmere.”
“Harley,” exclaimed Egerton,
changing countenance far more than he had done at
the announcement of Levy’s portentous visit,
“Harley, no, no!”
“No! But why? Wherefore
such emotion?” asked L’Estrauge, in surprise.
Audley was silent.
Harley. “I suggested
the idea to two or three of the late ministers; they
all concur in advising you to accede. In the first
place, if declining to stand for the place which tempted
you from Lansmere, what more natural than that you
should fall back on that earlier representation?
In the second place, Lansmere is neither a rotten
borough to be bought, nor a close borough, under one
man’s nomination. It is a tolerably large
constituency. My father, it is true, has considerable
interest in it, but only what is called the legitimate
influence of property. At all events, it is more
secure than a contest for a larger town, more dignified
than a seat for a smaller. Hesitating still?
Even my mother entreats me to say how she desires you
to renew that connection.”
“Harley,” again exclaimed
Egerton; and fixing upon his friend’s earnest
face eyes which, when softened by emotion, were strangely
beautiful in their expression, “Harley,
if you could but read my heart at this moment, you
would you would ” His voice
faltered, and he fairly bent his proud head upon Harley’s
shoulder; grasping the hand he had caught nervously,
clingingly, “Oh, Harley, if I ever lose your
love, your friendship, nothing else is left to me
in the world.”
“Audley, my dear, dear Audley,
is it you who speak to me thus? You, my school
friend, my life’s confidant, you?”
“I am grown very weak and foolish,”
said Egerton, trying to smile. “I do not
know myself. I, too, whom you have so often called
‘Stoic,’ and likened to the Iron Man in
the poem which you used to read by the riverside at
Eton.”
“But even then, my Audley, I
knew that a warm human heart (do what you would to
keep it down) beat strong under the iron ribs.
And I often marvel now, to think you have gone through
life so free from the wilder passions. Happier
so!”
Egerton, who had turned his face from
his friend’s gaze, remained silent for a few
moments; and he then sought to divert the conversation,
and roused himself to ask Harley how he had succeeded
in his views upon Beatrice, and his watch on the count.
“With regard to Peschiera,”
answered Harley, “I think we must have overrated
the danger we apprehended, and that his wagers were
but an idle boast. He has remained quiet enough,
and seems devoted to play. His sister has shut
her doors both on myself and my young associate during
the last few days. I almost fear that in spite
of very sage warnings of mine, she must have turned
his poet’s head, and that either he has met
with some scornful rebuff to incautious admiration
or that, he himself has grown aware of peril, and
declines to face it; for he is very much embarrassed
when I speak to him respecting her. But if the
count is not formidable, why, his sister is not needed;
and I hope yet to get justice for my Italian friend
through the ordinary channels. I have secured
an ally in a young Austrian prince, who is now in London,
and who has promised to back, with all his influence,
a memorial I shall transmit to Vienna. a
propos, my dear Audley, now that you have a little
breathing-time, you must fix an hour for me to present
to you my young poet, the son of her sister.
At moments the expression of his face is so like hers.”
“Ay, ay,” answered Egerton,
quickly, “I will see him as you wish, but later.
I have not yet that breathing-time you speak of; but
you say he has prospered; and, with your friendship,
he is secure from fortune. I rejoice to think
so.”
“And your own protege, this
Vandal Leslie, whom you forbid me to dislike hard
task! what has he decided?”
“To adhere to my fate.
Harley, if it please Heaven that I do not live to
return to power, and provide adequately for that young
man, do not forget that he clung to me in my fall.”
“If he still cling to you faithfully,
I will never forget it. I will forget only all
that now makes me doubt him. But you talk of not
living, Audley! Pooh! your frame is that of a
predestined octogenarian.”
“Nay,” answered Audley,
“I was but uttering one of those vague generalities
which are common upon all mortal lips. And now
farewell, I must see this baron.”
“Not yet, until you have promised
to consent to my proposal, and be once more member
for Lansmere. Tut! don’t shake your head.
I cannot be denied. I claim your promise in right
of our friendship, and shall be seriously hurt if
you even pause to reflect on it.”
“Well, well, I know not how
to refuse you, Harley; but you have not been to Lansmere
yourself since since that sad event.
You must not revive the old wound, you
must not go; and and, I own it, Harley,
the remembrance of it pains even me. I would
rather not go to Lansmere.”
“Ah, my friend, this is an excess
of sympathy, and I cannot listen to it. I begin
even to blame my own weakness, and to feel that we
have no right to make ourselves the soft slaves of
the past.”
“You do appear to me of late
to have changed,” cried Egerton, suddenly, and
with a brightening aspect. “Do tell me that
you are happy in the contemplation of your new ties, that
I shall live to see you once more restored to your
former self.”
“All I can answer, Audley,”
said L’Estrange, with a thoughtful brow, “is,
that you are right in one thing, I am changed;
and I am struggling to gain strength for duty and
for honour. Adieu! I shall tell my father
that you accede to our wishes.”
CHAPTER VI.
When Harley was gone, Egerton sunk
back on his chair, as if in extreme physical or mental
exhaustion, all the lines of his countenance relaxed
and jaded.
“To go back to that place there there where Courage,
courage! what is another pang?”
He rose with an effort, and folding
his arms tightly across his breast, paced slowly to
and fro the large, mournful, solitary room. Gradually
his countenance assumed its usual cold and austere
composure, the secret eye, the guarded
lip, the haughty, collected front. The man of
the world was himself once more.
“Now to gain time, and to baffle
the usurer,” murmured Egerton, with that low
tone of easy scorn, which bespoke consciousness of
superior power and the familiar mastery over hostile
natures. He rang the bell: the servant entered.
“Is Baron Levy still waiting?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Admit him.” Levy entered.
“I beg your pardon, Levy,”
said the ex-minister, “for having so long detained
you. I am now at your commands.”
“My dear fellow,” returned
the baron, “no apologies between friends so
old as we are; and I fear that my business is not so
agreeable as to make you impatient to discuss it.”
Egerton (with perfect composure). “I
am to conclude, then, that you wish to bring our accounts
to a close. Whenever you will, Levy.”
The baron (disconcerted
and surprised). “Peste! mon cher,
you take things coolly. But if our accounts are
closed, I fear you will have but little to live upon.”
Egerton. “I
can continue to live on the salary of a Cabinet Minister.”
Baron. “Possibly;
but you are no longer a Cabinet Minister.”
Egerton. “You
have never found me deceived in a political
prediction. Within twelve months (should life
be spared to me) I shall be in office again.
If the same to you, I would rather wait till then formally
and amicably to resign to you my lands and this house.
If you grant that reprieve, our connection can thus
close without the eclat and noise which may be invidious
to you, as it would be disagreeable to me. But
if that delay be inconvenient, I will appoint a lawyer
to examine your accounts, and adjust my liabilities.”
The baron (soliloquizing). “I
don’t like this. A lawyer! That may
be awkward.”
Egerton (observing the baron,
with a curl on his lip). “Well, Levy, how
shall it be?”
The baron. “You
know, my dear fellow, it is not my character to be
hard on any one, least of all upon an old friend.
And if you really think there is a chance of your
return to office, which you apprehend that an esclandre
as to your affairs at present might damage, why, let
us see if we can conciliate matters. But, first,
mon cher, in order to become a minister, you
must at least have a seat in parliament; and pardon
me the question, how the deuce are you to find one?”
Egerton. “It is found.”
The baron. “Ah, I forgot
the L5,000 you last borrowed.”
Egerton. “No; I reserve
that sum for another purpose.”
The baron (with a forced
laugh). “Perhaps to defend yourself
against the actions you apprehend from me?”
Egerton. “You
are mistaken. But to soothe your suspicions I
will tell you plainly, that finding any sum I might
have insured on my life would be liable to debts preincurred,
and (as you will be my sole creditor) might thus at
my death pass back to you; and doubting whether, indeed,
any office would accept my insurance, I appropriate
that sum to the relief of my conscience. I intend
to bestow it, while yet in life, upon my late wife’s
kinsman, Randal Leslie. And it is solely the wish
to do what I consider an act of justice, that has
prevailed with me to accept a favour from the hands
of Harley L’Estrange, and to become again the
member for Lansmere.”
The baron. “Ha! Lansmere!
You will stand for Lansmere?”
Egerton (wincing). “I propose
to do so.”
The baron. “I
believe you will be opposed, subjected to even a sharp
contest. Perhaps you may lose your election.”
Egerton. “If so, I resign myself,
and you can foreclose on my estates.”
The baron (his brow clearing). “Look
you, Egerton, I shall be too happy to do you a favour.”
Egerton (with stateliness). “Favour!
No, Baron Levy, I ask from you no favour. Dismiss
all thought of rendering me one. It is but a
consideration of business on both sides. If you
think it better that we shall at once settle our accounts,
my lawyer shall investigate them. If you agree
to the delay I request, my lawyer shall give you no
trouble; and all that I have, except hope and character,
pass to your hands without a struggle.”
The baron. “Inflexible
and ungracious, favour or not put it as
you will I accede, provided, first, that
you allow me to draw up a fresh deed, which will accomplish
your part of the compact; and secondly, that we saddle
the proposed delay with the condition that you do not
lose your election.”
Egerton. “Agreed. Have
you anything further to say?”
The baron. “Nothing,
except that, if you require more money, I am still
at your service.”
Egerton. “I
thank you. No; I shall take the occasion of my
retirement from office to reduce my establishment.
I have calculated already, and provided for the expenditure
I need, up to the date I have specified, and I shall
have no occasion to touch the L5,000 that I still retain.”
“Your young friend, Mr. Leslie,
ought to be very grateful to you,” said the
baron, rising. “I have met him in the world, a
lad of much promise and talent. You should try
and get him also into parliament.”
Egerton (thoughtfully). “You
are a good judge of the practical abilities and merits
of men, as regards worldly success. Do you really
think Randal Leslie calculated for public life for
a parliamentary career?”
The baron. “Indeed I do.”
Egerton (speaking more to himself
than Levy). “Parliament without fortune, ’t
is a sharp trial; still he is prudent, abstemious,
energetic, persevering; and at the onset, under my
auspices and advice, he might establish a position
beyond his years.”
The baron. “It
strikes me that we might possibly get him into the
next parliament; or, as that is not likely to last
long, at all events, into the parliament to follow, not
for one of the boroughs which will be swept away,
but for a permanent seat, and without expense.”
Egerton. “Ay, and
how?”
The baron. “Give
me a few days to consider. An idea has occurred
to me. I will call again if I find it practicable.
Good-day to you, Egerton, and success to your election
for Lansmere.”
CHAPTER VII.
Peschiera had not been so inactive
as he had appeared to Harley and the reader.
On the contrary, he had prepared the way for his ultimate
design, with all the craft and the unscrupulous resolution
which belonged to his nature. His object was
to compel Riccabocca into assenting to the count’s
marriage with Violante, or, failing that, to ruin
all chance of his kinsman’s restoration.
Quietly and secretly he had sought out, amongst the
most needy and unprincipled of his own countrymen,
those whom he could suborn to depose to Riccabocca’s
participation in plots and conspiracies against the
Austrian dominion. These his former connection
with the Carbonari enabled him to track to their refuge
in London; and his knowledge of the characters he had
to deal with fitted him well for the villanous task
he undertook. He had, therefore, already selected
out of these desperadoes a sufficient number either
to serve as witnesses against his kinsman, or to aid
him in any more audacious scheme which circumstance
might suggest to his adoption. Meanwhile, he
had (as Harley had suspected he would) set spies upon
Randal’s movements; and the day before that young
traitor confided to him Violante’s retreat,
he had at least got scent of her father’s.
The discovery that Violante was under
a roof so honoured, and seemingly so safe, as Lord
Lansmere’s, did not discourage this bold and
desperate adventurer. We have seen him set forth
to reconnoitre the house at Knightsbridge. He
had examined it well, and discovered the quarter which
he judged favourable to a coup-de-main, should that
become necessary.
Lord Lansmere’s house and grounds
were surrounded by a wall, the entrance being to the
high-road, and by a porter’s lodge. At the
rear there lay fields crossed by a lane or byroad.
To these fields a small door in the wall, which was
used by the gardeners in passing to and from their
work, gave communication. This door was usually
kept locked; but the lock was of the rude and simple
description common to such entrances, and easily opened
by a skeleton key. So far there was no obstacle
which Peschiera’s experience in conspiracy and
gallantry did not disdain as trivial. But the
count was not disposed to abrupt and violent means
in the first instance. He had a confidence in
his personal gifts, in his address, in his previous
triumphs over the sex, which made him naturally desire
to hazard the effect of a personal interview; and
on this he resolved with his wonted audacity.
Randal’s description of Violante’s personal
appearance, and such suggestions as to her character
and the motives most likely to influence her actions
as that young lynx-eyed observer could bestow, were
all that the count required of present aid from his
accomplice.
Meanwhile we return to Violante herself.
We see her now seated in the gardens at Knightsbridge,
side by side with Helen. The place was retired,
and out of sight from the windows of the house.
Violante. “But
why will you not tell me more of that early time?
You are less communicative even than Leonard.”
Helen (looking down, and hesitatingly). “Indeed
there is nothing to tell you that you do not know;
and it is so long since, and things are so changed
now.”
The tone of the last words was mournful,
and the words ended with a sigh.
Violante (with enthusiasm). “How
I envy you that past which you treat so lightly!
To have been something, even in childhood, to the formation
of a noble nature; to have borne on those slight shoulders
half the load of a man’s grand labour; and now
to see Genius moving calm in its clear career; and
to say inly, ‘Of that genius I am a part!’”
Helen (sadly and humbly). “A
part! Oh, no! A part? I don’t
understand you.”
Violante. “Take
the child Beatrice from Dante’s life, and should
we have a Dante? What is a poet’s genius
but the voice of its emotions? All things in
life and in Nature influence genius; but what influences
it the most are its own sorrows and affections.”
Helen looks softly into Violante’s
eloquent face, and draws nearer to her in tender silence.
Violante (suddenly). “Yes,
Helen, yes, I know by my own heart how
to read yours. Such memories are ineffaceable.
Few guess what strange self-weavers of our own destinies
we women are in our veriest childhood!” She
sunk her voice into a whisper: “How could
Leonard fail to be dear to you, dear as
you to him, dearer than all others?”
Helen (shrinking back, and greatly
disturbed). “Hush, hush! you must
not speak to me thus; it is wicked, I cannot
bear it. I would not have it be so; it must not
be, it cannot!”
She clasped her hands over her eyes
for a moment, and then lifted her face, and the face
was very sad, but very calm.
Violante (twining her arm round
Helen’s waist). “How have I
wounded you, how offended? Forgive
me, but why is this wicked? Why must it not be?
Is it because he is below you in birth?”
Helen. “No,
no, I never thought of that. And what
am I? Don’t ask me, I cannot
answer. You are wrong, quite wrong as to me.
I can only look on Leonard as as a brother.
But but, you can speak to him more freely
than I can. I would not have him waste his heart
on me, nor yet think me unkind and distant, as I seem.
I know not what I say. But but break
to him indirectly gently that
duty in both forbids us both to to be more
than friends than ”
“Helen, Helen!” cried
Violante, in her warm, generous passion, “your
heart betrays you in every word you say. You weep;
lean on me, whisper to me; why why is this?
Do you fear that your guardian would not consent?
He not consent? He who ”
Helen. “Cease cease cease!”
Violante. “What!
You can fear Harley Lord L’Estrange?
Fie; you do not know him.”
Helen (rising suddenly). “Violante,
hold; I am engaged to another.”
Violante rose also, and stood still,
as if turned to stone; pale as death, till the blood
came, at first slowly, then with suddenness from her
heart, and one deep glow suffused her whole countenance.
She caught Helen’s hand firmly, and said in
a hollow voice,
“Another! Engaged to another!
One word, Helen, not to him not
to Harley to ”
“I cannot say, I
must not. I have promised,” cried poor Helen,
and as Violante let fall her hand, she hurried away.
Violante sat down mechanically; she felt as if stunned
by a mortal blow. She closed her eyes and breathed
hard. A deadly faintness seized her; and when
it passed away, it seemed to her as if she were no
longer the same being, nor the world around her the
same world, as if she were but one sense
of intense, hopeless misery, and as if the universe
were but one inanimate void. So strangely immaterial
are we really we human beings, with flesh
and blood that if you suddenly abstract
from us but single, impalpable, airy thought, which
our souls have cherished, you seem to curdle the air,
to extinguish the sun, to snap every link that connects
us to matter, and to benumb everything into death,
except woe.
And this warm, young, southern nature
but a moment before was so full of joy and life, and
vigorous, lofty hope. It never till now had known
its own intensity and depth. The virgin had never
lifted the veil from her own soul of woman.
What, till then, had Harley L’Estrange
been to Violante? An ideal, a dream of some imagined
excellence, a type of poetry in the midst of the common
world. It had not been Harley the man, it
had been Harley the Phantom. She had never said
to herself, “He is identified with my love,
my hopes, my home, my future.” How could
she? Of such he himself had never spoken; an
internal voice, indeed, had vaguely, yet irresistibly,
whispered to her that, despite his light words, his
feelings towards her were grave and deep. O false
voice! how it had deceived her! Her quick convictions
seized the all that Helen had left unsaid. And
now suddenly she felt what it is to love, and what
it is to despair. So she sat, crushed and solitary,
neither murmuring nor weeping, only now and then passing
her hand across her brow, as if to clear away some
cloud that would not be dispersed; or heaving a deep
sigh, as if to throw off some load that no time henceforth
could remove. There are certain moments in life
in which we say to ourselves, “All is over; no
matter what else changes, that which I have made my
all is gone evermore evermore!” And
our own thought rings back in our ears, “Evermore evermore!”
CHAPTER VIII.
As Violante thus sat, a stranger,
passing stealthily through the trees, stood between
herself and the evening sun. She saw him not.
He paused a moment, and then spoke low, in her native
tongue, addressing her by the name which she had borne
in Italy. He spoke as a relation, and excused
his intrusion: “For,” said he, “I
come to suggest to the daughter the means by which
she can restore to her father his country and his
honours.”
At the word “father” Violante
roused herself, and all her love for that father rushed
back upon her with double force. It does so ever, we
love most our parents at the moment when some tie less
holy is abruptly broken; and when the conscience says,
“There, at least, is a love that has never deceived
thee!”
She saw before her a man of mild aspect
and princely form. Peschiera (for it was he)
had banished from his dress, as from his countenance,
all that betrayed the worldly levity of his character.
He was acting a part, and he dressed and looked it.
“My father!” she said,
quickly, and in Italian. “What of him?
And who are you, signor? I know you not.”
Peschiera smiled benignly, and replied in a tone in
which great respect was softened by a kind of parental
tenderness, “Suffer me to explain,
and listen to me while I speak.” Then,
quietly seating himself on the bench beside her, he
looked into her eyes, and resumed,
“Doubtless you have heard of the Count di
Peschiera?”
Violante. “I
heard that name, as a child, when in Italy. And
when she with whom I then dwelt (my father’s
aunt) fell ill and died, I was told that my home in
Italy was gone, that it had passed to the Count di
Peschiera, my father’s foe!”
PESCHTERA. “And your
father, since then, has taught you to hate this fancied
foe?”
Violante. “Nay,
my father did but forbid me ever to breathe his name.”
Peschiera. “Alas!
what years of suffering and exile might have been
saved your father, had he but been more just to his
early friend and kinsman, nay, had he but
less cruelly concealed the secret of his retreat.
Fair child, I am that Giulio Franzini, that Count di
Peschiera. I am the man you have been told to
regard as your father’s foe. I am the man
on whom the Austrian Emperor bestowed his lands.
And now judge if I am, in truth, the foe. I have
come hither to seek your father, in order to dispossess
myself of my sovereign’s gift. I have come
but with one desire, to restore Alphonso
to his native land, and to surrender the heritage
that was forced upon me.”
Violante. “My
father, my dear father! His grand heart will have
room once more. Oh, this is noble enmity, true
revenge! I understand it, signor, and so
will my father, for such would have been his revenge
on you. You have seen him?”
Peschiera. “No,
not yet. I would not see him till I had seen yourself;
for you, in truth, are the arbiter of his destinies,
as of mine.”
Violante. “I,
Count? I arbiter of my father’s
destinies? Is it possible?”
Peschiera (with a look of compassionate
admiration, and in a tone yet more emphatically parental). “How
lovely is that innocent joy! But do not indulge
it yet. Perhaps it is a sacrifice which is asked
from you, a sacrifice too hard to bear.
Do not interrupt me. Listen still, and you will
see why I could not speak to your father until I had
obtained an interview with yourself. See why a
word from you may continue still to banish me from
his presence. You know, doubtless, that your
father was one of the chiefs of a party that sought
to free Northern Italy from the Austrians. I
myself was at the onset a warm participator in that
scheme. In a sudden moment I discovered that some
of its more active projectors had coupled with a patriotic
enterprise plots of a dark nature, and that the conspiracy
itself was about to be betrayed to the government.
I wished to consult with your father; but he was at
a distance. I learned that his life was condemned.
Not an hour was to be lost. I took a bold resolve,
that has exposed me to his suspicions and to my country’s
wrath. But my main idea was to save him, my early
friend, from death, and my country from fruitless massacre.
“I withdrew from the intended
revolt. I sought at once the head of the Austrian
government in Italy, and made terms for the lives of
Alphonso and of the other more illustrious chiefs,
which otherwise would have been forfeited. I
obtained permission to undertake myself the charge
of securing my kinsman in order to place him in safety,
and to conduct him to a foreign land, in an exile
that would cease when the danger was dispelled.
But unhappily he deemed that I only sought to destroy
him. He fled from my friendly pursuit. The
soldiers with me were attacked by an intermeddling
Englishman; your father escaped from Italy, concealing
his retreat; and the character of his flight counteracted
my efforts to obtain his pardon. The government
conferred on me half his revenues, holding the other
half at its pleasure. I accepted the offer in
order to save his whole heritage from confiscation.
That I did not convey to him what I pined to do, namely,
the information that I held but in trust what was
bestowed by the government, and the full explanation
of what seemed blamable in my conduct, was
necessarily owing to the secrecy he maintained.
I could not discover his refuge; but I never ceased
to plead for his recall. This year only I have
partially succeeded. He can be restored to his
heritage and rank, on one proviso, a guarantee
for his loyalty. That guarantee the government
has named: it is the alliance of his only child
with one whom the government can trust. It was
the interest of all the Italian nobility that the
representation of a House so great falling to a female
should not pass away wholly from the direct line, in
a word, that you should ally yourself with a kinsman.
But one kinsman, and he the next in blood, presented
himself. In short, Alphonso regains all that
he lost on the day in which his daughter gives her
hand to Giulio Franzini, Count di Peschiera.
Ah,” continued the count, mournfully, “you
shriek, you recoil. He thus submitted to your
choice is indeed unworthy of you. You are scarce
in the spring of life, he is in its waning autumn.
Youth loves youth. He does not aspire to your
love. All that he can say is, love is not the
only joy of the heart, it is joy to raise
from ruin a beloved father; joy to restore, to a land
poor in all but memories, a chief in whom it révérences
a line of heroes. These are the joys I offer
to you, you, a daughter, and an Italian
maid. Still silent? Oh, speak to me!”
Certainly this Count Peschiera knew
well how woman is to be wooed and won; and never was
woman more sensitive to those high appeals which most
move all true earnest womanhood than was the young
Violante. Fortune favoured him in the moment
chosen. Harley was wrenched away from her hopes,
and love a word erased from her language. In the
void of the world, her father’s image alone
stood clear and visible. And she who from infancy
had so pined to serve that father, who at first learned
to dream of Harley as that father’s friend!
She could restore to him all for which the exile sighed;
and by a sacrifice of self, self-sacrifice,
ever in itself such a temptation to the noble!
Still, in the midst of the confusion and disturbance
of her mind, the idea of marriage with another seemed
so terrible and revolting, that she could not at once
conceive it; and still that instinct of openness and
honour, which pervaded all her character, warned even
her inexperience that there was something wrong in
this clandestine appeal to herself.
Again the count besought her to speak,
and with an effort she said, irresolutely,
“If it be as you say, it is
not for me to answer you; it is for my father.”
“Nay,” replied Peschiera.
“Pardon, if I contradict you. Do you know
so little of your father as to suppose that he will
suffer his interest to dictate to his pride?
He would refuse, perhaps, even to receive my visit,
to hear my explanations; but certainly he would refuse
to buy back his inheritance by the sacrifice of his
daughter to one whom he has deemed his foe, and whom
the mere disparity of years would incline the world
to say he had made the barter of his personal ambition.
But if I could go to him sanctioned by you; if I could
say, ’Your daughter overlooks what the father
might deem an obstacle, she has consented
to accept my hand of her own free choice, she unites
her happiness, and blends her prayers with mine,’ then,
indeed, I could not fail of success; and Italy would
pardon my errors, and bless your name. Ah, Signorina,
do not think of me save as an instrument towards the
fulfilment of duties so high and sacred! think but
of your ancestors, your father, your native land,
and reject not the proud occasion to prove how you
revere them all!”
Violante’s heart was touched
at the right chord. Her head rose, the colour
came back to her pale cheek, she turned the glorious
beauty of her countenance towards the wily tempter.
She was about to answer and to seal her fate, when
at that instant Harley’s voice was heard at a
little distance, and Nero came bounding towards her,
and thrust himself, with rough familiarity, between
her and Peschiera. The count drew back, and Violante,
whose eyes were still fixed on his face, started at
the change that passed there. One quick gleam
of rage sufficed in an instant to light up the sinister
secrets of his nature, it was the face of
the baffled gladiator. He had time but for few
words.
“I must not be seen here,”
he muttered; “but to-morrow, in these gardens,
about this hour. I implore you, for the sake of
your father, his hopes, fortunes, his very
life, to guard the secret of this interview, to
meet me again. Adieu!”
He vanished amidst the trees, and
was gone, noiselessly, mysteriously, as
he had come.
CHAPTER IX.
The last words of Peschiera were still
ringing in Violante’s ears when Harley appeared
in sight, and the sound of his voice dispelled the
vague and dreamy stupor which had crept over her senses.
At that voice there returned the consciousness of
a mighty loss, the sting of an intolerable anguish.
To meet Harley there, and thus, seemed impossible.
She turned abruptly away, and hurried towards the
horse. Harley called to her by name, but she
would not answer, and only quickened her steps.
He paused a moment in surprise, and then hastened
after her.
“Under what strange taboo am
I placed?” said he, gayly, as he laid his hand
on her shrinking arm. “I inquire for Helen, she
is ill, and cannot see me. I come to sun myself
in your presence, and you fly me as if gods and men
had set their mark on my brow. Child! child! what
is this? You are weeping?”
“Do not stay me now, do
not speak to me,” answered Violante, through
her stifling sobs, as she broke from his hand and made
towards the house.
“Have you a grief, and under
the shelter of my father’s roof, a
grief that you will not tell to me? Cruel!”
cried Harley, with inexpressible tenderness of reproach
in his soft tones.
Violante could not trust herself to
reply. Ashamed of her self-betrayal, softened
yet more by his pleading voice, she could have prayed
to the earth to swallow her. At length, checking
her tears by an heroic effort, she said, almost calmly,
“Noble friend, forgive me. I have no grief,
believe me, which which I can tell to you.
I was but thinking of my poor father when you came
up; alarming myself about him, it may be, with vain,
superstitious fears; and so even a slight
surprise your abrupt appearance has sufficed
to make me thus weak and foolish; but I wish to see
my father! to go home home!”
“Your father is well, believe
me, and pleased that you are here. No danger
threatens him; and you, here, are safe.”
“I safe and from what?”
Harley mused irresolute. He inclined
to confide to her the danger which her father had
concealed; but had he the right to do so against her
father’s will?
“Give me,” he said, “time
to reflect, and to obtain permission to intrust you
with a secret which, in my judgment, you should know.
Meanwhile, this much I may say, that rather than you
should incur the danger that I believe he exaggerates,
your father would have given you a protector even
in Randal Leslie.”
Violante started.
“But,” resumed Harley,
with a calm, in which a certain deep mournfulness
was apparent, unconsciously to himself, “but
I trust you are reserved for a fairer fate, and a
nobler spouse. I have vowed to live henceforth
in the common workday world. But for you, bright
child, for you, I am a dreamer still!”
Violante turned her eyes for one instant
towards the melancholy speaker. The look thrilled
to his heart. He bowed his face involuntarily.
When he looked up, she had left his side. He
did not this time attempt to follow her, but moved
away and plunged amidst the leafless trees.
An hour afterwards he re-entered the
house, and again sought to see Helen. She had
now recovered sufficiently to give him the interview
he requested.
He approached her with a grave and
serious gentleness. “My dear Helen,”
said he, “you have consented to be my wife, my
life’s mild companion; let it be soon soon for
I need you. I need all the strength of that holy
tie. Helen, let me press you to fix the time.”
“I owe you too much,”
answered Helen, looking down, “to have any will
but yours. But your mother,” she added,
perhaps clinging to the idea of some reprieve, “your
mother has not yet ”
“My mother true.
I will speak first to her. You shall receive from
my family all honour due to your gentle virtues.
Helen, by the way, have you mentioned to Violante
the bond between us?”
“No; that is, I fear I may have
unguardedly betrayed it, against Lady Lansmere’s
commands too but but ”
“So, Lady Lansmere forbade you
to name it to Violante? This should not be.
I will answer for her permission to revoke that interdict.
It is due to Violante and to you. Tell your young
friend all. Ah, Helen, if I am at times cold
or wayward, bear with me bear with me; for
you love me, do you not?”
CHAPTER X.
That same evening Randal heard from
Levy (at whose house he stayed late) of that self-introduction
to Violante which (thanks to his skeleton key) Peschiera
had contrived to effect; and the count seemed more
than sanguine, he seemed assured as to
the full and speedy success of his matrimonial enterprise.
“Therefore,” said Levy, “I trust
I may very soon congratulate you on the acquisition
of your family estates.”
“Strange!” answered Randal,
“strange that my fortunes seem so bound up with
the fate of a foreigner like Beatrice di
Negra and her connection with Frank Hazeldean.”
He looked up at the clock as he spoke, and added,
“Frank by this time has told
his father of his engagement.”
“And you feel sure that the
squire cannot be coaxed into consent?”
“No; but I feel sure that the
squire will be so choleric at the first intelligence,
that Frank will not have the self-control necessary
for coaxing; and, perhaps, before the squire can relent
upon this point, he may, by some accident, learn his
grievances on another, which would exasperate him
still more.”
“Ay, I understand, the post-obit?”
Randal nodded.
“And what then?” asked Levy.
“The next of kin to the lands of Hazeldean may
have his day.”
The baron smiled.
“You have good prospects in
that direction, Leslie; look now to another.
I spoke to you of the borough of Lansmere. Your
patron, Audley Egerton, intends to stand for it.”
Randal’s heart had of late been
so set upon other and more avaricious schemes, that
a seat in parliament had sunk into a secondary object;
nevertheless his ambitious and all-grasping nature
felt a bitter pang, when he heard that Egerton thus
interposed between himself and any chance of advancement.
“So,” he muttered sullenly, “so
this man, who pretends to be my benefactor, squanders
away the wealth of my forefathers, throws me penniless
on the world; and, while still encouraging me to exertion
and public life, robs me himself of ”
“No!” interrupted Levy,
“not robs you; we may prevent that. The
Lansmere interest is not so strong in the borough
as Dick Avenel’s.”
“But I cannot stand against Egerton.”
“Assuredly not, you may stand with
him.”
“How?”
“Dick Avenel will never suffer
Egerton to come in; and though he cannot, perhaps,
carry two of his own politics, he can split his votes
upon you.”
Randal’s eyes flashed.
He saw at a glance that if Avenel did not overrate
the relative strength of parties, his seat could be
secured.
“But,” he said, “Egerton
has not spoken to me on such a subject; nor can you
expect that he would propose to me to stand with him,
if he foresaw the chance of being ousted by the very
candidate he himself introduced.”
“Neither he nor his party will
anticipate that possibility. If he ask you, agree
to stand, leave the rest to me.”
“You must hate Egerton bitterly,”
said Randal; “for I am not vain enough to think
that you thus scheme but from pure love to me.”
“The motives of men are intricate
and complicated,” answered Levy, with unusual
seriousness. “It suffices to the wise to
profit by the actions, and leave the motives in shade.”
There was silence for some minutes.
Then the two drew closer towards each other, and began
to discuss details in their joint designs.
Randal walked home slowly. It
was a cold moonlit night. Young idlers of his
own years and rank passed him by on their way from
the haunts of social pleasure. They were yet
in the first fair holiday of life. Life’s
holiday had gone from him forever. Graver men,
in the various callings of masculine labour professions,
trade, the State passed him also.
Their steps might be sober, and their faces careworn;
but no step had the furtive stealth of his, no face
the same contracted, sinister, suspicious gloom.
Only once, in a lonely thoroughfare, and on the opposite
side of the way, fell a footfall, and glanced an eye,
that seemed to betray a soul in sympathy with Randal
Leslie’s.
And Randal, who had heeded none of
the other passengers by the way, as if instinctively,
took note of this one. His nerves crisped at
the noiseless slide of that form, as it stalked on
from lamp to lamp, keeping pace with his own.
He felt a sort of awe, as if he had beheld the wraith
of himself; and even as he glanced suspiciously at
the stranger, the stranger glanced at him. He
was inexpressibly relieved when the figure turned
down another street and vanished.
That man was a felon, as yet undetected.
Between him and his kind there stood but a thought, a
veil air-spun, but impassable, as the veil of the
Image at Sais.
And thus moved and thus looked Randal
Leslie, a thing of dark and secret mischief, within
the pale of the law, but equally removed from man by
the vague consciousness that at his heart lay that
which the eyes of man would abhor and loathe.
Solitary amidst the vast city, and on through the
machinery of Civilization, went the still spirit of
Intellectual Evil.
CHAPTER XI.
Early the next morning Randal received
two notes, one from Frank, written in great agitation,
begging Randal to see and propitiate his father, whom
he feared he had grievously offended; and then running
off, rather incoherently, into protestations that
his honour as well as his affections were engaged
irrevocably to Beatrice, and that her, at least, he
could never abandon.
And the second note was from the squire
himself short, and far less cordial than
usual requesting Mr. Leslie to call on him.
Randal dressed in haste, and went
first to Limmer’s hotel. He found the parson
with Mr. Hazeldean, and endeavouring in vain to soothe
him. The squire had not slept all night, and
his appearance was almost haggard.
“Oho! Mr. young Leslie,”
said he, throwing himself back in his chair as Randal
entered, “I thought you were a friend, I
thought you were Frank’s adviser. Explain,
sir! explain!”
“Gently, my dear Mr. Hazeldean,”
said the parson. “You do but surprise and
alarm Mr. Leslie. Tell him more distinctly what
he has to explain.”
Squire. “Did
you or did you not tell me or Mrs. Hazeldean that Frank
was in love with Violante Rickeybockey?”
Randal (as in amaze). “I!
Never, sir! I feared, on the contrary, that he
was somewhat enamoured of a very different person.
I hinted at that possibility. I could not do
more, for I did not know how far Frank’s affections
were seriously engaged. And indeed, sir, Mrs.
Hazeldean, though not encouraging the idea that your
son could marry a foreigner and a Roman Catholic,
did not appear to consider such objections insuperable,
if Frank’s happiness were really at stake.”
Here the poor squire gave way to a
burst of passion, that involved in one tempest Frank,
Randal, Harry herself, and the whole race of foreigners,
Roman Catholics, and women. While the squire was
still incapable of hearing reason, the parson, taking
aside Randal, convinced himself that the whole affair,
so far as Randal was concerned, had its origin in
a very natural mistake; and that while that young gentleman
had been hinting at Beatrice, Mrs. Hazeldean had been
thinking of Violante. With considerable difficulty
he succeeded in conveying this explanation to the
squire, and somewhat appeasing his wrath against Randal.
And the Dissimulator, seizing his occasion, then expressed
so much grief and astonishment at learning that matters
had gone as far as the parson informed him, that
Frank had actually proposed to Beatrice, been accepted,
and engaged himself, before even communicating with
his father; he declared so earnestly, that he could
never conjecture such evil, that he had had Frank’s
positive promise to take no step without the sanction
of his parents; he professed such sympathy with the
squire’s wounded feelings, and such regret at
Frank’s involvement, that Mr. Hazeldean at last
yielded up his honest heart to his consoler, and griping
Randal’s hand, said, “Well, well, I wronged
you; beg your pardon. What now is to be done?”
“Why, you cannot consent to
this marriage, impossible!” replied
Randal; “and we must hope, therefore, to influence
Frank by his sense of duty.”
“That’s it,” said
the squire; “for I’ll not give way.
Pretty pass things have come to, indeed! A widow,
too, I hear. Artful jade! thought, no doubt,
to catch a Hazeldean of Hazeldean. My estates
go to an outlandish Papistical set of mongrel brats!
No, no, never!”
“But,” said the parson,
mildly, “perhaps we may be unjustly prejudiced
against this lady. We should have consented to
Violante; why not to her? She is of good family?”
“Certainly,” said Randal.
“And good character?”
Randal shook his head, and sighed.
The squire caught him roughly by the arm “Answer
the parson!” cried he, vehemently.
“Indeed, sir, I cannot speak
disrespectfully of the character of a woman, who
may, too, become Frank’s wife; and the world
is ill-natured and not to be believed. But you
can judge for yourself, my dear Mr. Hazeldean.
Ask your brother whether Madame di Negra is one
whom he would advise his nephew to marry.”
“My brother!” exclaimed
the squire, furiously. “Consult my distant
brother on the affairs of my own son?”
“He is a man of the world,” put in Randal.
“And of feeling and honour,”
said the parson; “and, perhaps, through him,
we may be enabled to enlighten Frank, and save him
from what appears to be the snare of an artful woman.”
“Meanwhile,” said Randal,
“I will seek Frank, and do my best with him.
Let me go now, I will return in an hour
or so.”
“I will accompany you,” said the parson.
“Nay, pardon me, but I think
we two young men can talk more openly without a third
person, even so wise and kind as you.”
“Let Randal go,” growled
the squire. And Randal went. He spent some
time with Frank, and the reader will easily divine
how that time was employed. As he left Frank’s
lodgings, he found himself suddenly seized by the
squire himself.
“I was too impatient to stay
at home and listen to the parson’s prosing,”
said Mr. Hazeldean, nervously. “I have shaken
Dale off. Tell me what has passed. Oh, don’t
fear, I’m a man, and can bear the
worst.”
Randal drew the squire’s arm
within his, and led him into the adjacent park.
“My dear sir,” said he,
sorrowfully, “this is very confidential what
I am about to say. I must repeat it to you, because,
without such confidence, I see not how to advise you
on the proper course to take. But if I betray
Frank, it is for his good, and to his own father; only
do not tell him. He would never forgive me; it
would forever destroy my influence over him.”
“Go on, go on,” gasped
the squire; “speak out. I’ll never
tell the ungrateful boy that I learned his secrets
from another.”
“Then,” said Randal, “the
secret of his entanglement with Madame di Negra
is simply this: he found her in debt nay,
on the point of being arrested ”
“Debt! arrested! Jezebel!”
“And in paying the debt himself,
and saving her from arrest, he conferred on her the
obligation which no woman of honour could accept save
from an affianced husband. Poor Frank! if
sadly taken in, still we must pity and forgive him!”
Suddenly, to Randal’s great
surprise, the squire’s whole face brightened
up.
“I see, I see!” he exclaimed,
slapping his thigh. “I have it, I have
it! ’T is an affair of money! I can
buy her off. If she took money from him the
mercenary, painted baggage I why, then,
she’ll take it from me. I don’t care
what if costs half my fortune all!
I’d be content never to see Hazeldean Hall again,
if I could save my son, my own son, from disgrace
and misery; for miserable he will be, when he knows
he has broken my heart and his mother’s.
And for a creature like that! My boy, a thousand
hearty thanks to you. Where does the wench live?
I’ll go to her at once.” And as he
spoke, the squire actually pulled out his pocketbook,
and began turning over and counting the bank-notes
in it.
Randal at first tried to combat this
bold resolution on the part of the squire; but Mr.
Hazeldean had seized on it with all the obstinacy of
his straightforward English mind. He cut Randal’s
persuasive eloquence off in the midst.
“Don’t waste your breath!
I’ve settled it; and if you don’t tell
me where she lives, ’t is easily found out,
I suppose.”
Randal mused a moment. “After
all,” thought he, “why not? He will
be sure so to speak as to enlist her pride against
himself, and to irritate Frank to the utmost.
Let him go.”
Accordingly he gave the information
required; and, insisting with great earnestness on
the squire’s promise not to mention to Madame
di Negra his knowledge of Frank’s pecuniary
aid (for that would betray Randal as the informant);
and satisfying himself as he best might with the squire’s
prompt assurance, “that he knew how to settle
matters, without saying why or wherefore, as long
as he opened his purse wide enough,” he accompanied
Mr. Hazeldean back into the streets, and there left
him, fixing an hour in the evening for an
interview at Limmer’s, and hinting that it would
be best to have that interview without the presence
of the parson.
“Excellent good man,”
said Randal, “but not with sufficient knowledge
of the world for affairs of this kind, which you understand
so well.”
“I should think so,” quoth
the squire, who had quite recovered his good-humour.
“And the parson is as soft as buttermilk.
We must be firm here, firm, sir.”
And the squire struck the end of his stick on the
pavement, nodded to Randal, and went on to May Fair
as sturdily and as confidently as if to purchase a
prize cow at a cattle-show.
CHAPTER XII.
“Bring the light nearer,”
said John Burley, “nearer still.”
Leonard obeyed, and placed the candle
on a little table by the sick man’s bedside.
Burley’s mind was partially
wandering; but there was method in his madness.
Horace Walpole said that “his stomach would survive
all the rest of him.” That which in Burley
survived the last was his quaint, wild genius.
He looked wistfully at the still flame of the candle:
“It lives ever in the air!” said he.
“What lives ever?”
Burley’s voice swelled, “Light!”
He turned from Leonard, and again contemplated the
little flame. “In the fixed star, in the
Will-o’-the-wisp, in the great sun that illumines
half a world, or the farthing rushlight by which the
ragged student strains his eyes, still
the same flower of the elements! Light in the
universe, thought in the soul Ay, ay, go
on with the simile. My head swims. Extinguish
the light! You cannot; fool, it vanishes from
your eye, but it is still in the space. Worlds
must perish, suns shrivel up, matter and spirit both
fall into nothingness, before the combinations whose
union makes that little flame which the breath of
a babe can restore to darkness, shall lose the power
to form themselves into light once more. Lose
the power! no, the necessity: it is
the one Must in creation. Ay, ay, very dark riddles
grow clear now, now when I could not cast
up an addition sum in the baker’s bill!
What wise man denied that two and two made four?
Do they not make four? I can’t answer him.
But I could answer a question that some wise men have
contrived to make much knottier.” He smiled
softly, and turned his face for some minutes to the
wall.
This was the second night on which
Leonard had watched by his bedside, and Burley’s
state had grown rapidly worse. He could not last
many days, perhaps many hours. But he had evinced
an emotion beyond mere delight at seeing Leonard again.
He had since then been calmer, more himself. “I
feared I might have ruined you by my bad example,”
he said, with a touch of humour that became pathos
as he added, “That idea preyed on me.”
“No, no; you did me great good.”
“Say that, say it
often,” said Burley, earnestly; “it makes
my heart feel so light.”
He had listened to Leonard’s
story with deep interest, and was fond of talking
to him of little Helen. He detected the secret
at the young man’s heart, and cheered the hopes
that lay there, amidst fears and sorrows. Burley
never talked seriously of his repentance; it was not
in his nature to talk seriously of the things which
he felt solemnly. But his high animal spirits
were quenched with the animal power that fed them.
Now, we go out of our sensual existence only when we
are no longer enthralled by the Present, in which
the senses have their realm. The sensual being
vanishes when Ave are in the Past or the Future.
The Present was gone from Burley; he could no more
be its slave and its king.
It was most touching to see how the
inner character of this man unfolded itself, as the
leaves of the outer character fell off and withered, a
character no one would have guessed in him, an inherent
refinement that was almost womanly; and he had all
a woman’s abnegation of self. He took the
cares lavished on him so meekly. As the features
of the old man return in the stillness of death to
the aspect of youth, the lines effaced,
the wrinkles gone, so, in seeing Burley
now, you saw what he had been in his spring of promise.
But he himself saw only what he had failed to be, powers
squandered, life wasted. “I once beheld,”
he said, “a ship in a storm. It was a cloudy,
fitful day, and I could see the ship with all its
masts fighting bard for life and for death. Then
came night, dark as pitch, and I could only guess
that the ship fought on. Towards the dawn the
stars grew visible, and once more I saw the ship:
it was a wreck, it went down just as the
stars shone forth.”
When he had made that allusion to
himself, he sat very still for some time, then he
spread out his wasted hands, and gazed on them, and
on his shrunken limbs. “Good,” said
he, laughing low; “these hands were too large
and rude for handling the delicate webs of my own mechanism,
and these strong limbs ran away with me. If I
had been a sickly, puny fellow, perhaps my mind would
have had fair play. There was too much of brute
body here! Look at this hand now! You can
see the light through it! Good, good!”
Now, that evening, until he had retired
to bed, Burley had been unusually cheerful, and had
talked with much of his old eloquence, if with little
of his old humour. Amongst other matters, he had
spoken with considerable interest of some poems and
other papers in manuscript which had been left in
the house by a former lodger, and which, the reader
may remember, Mrs. Goodyer had urged him in vain to
read, in his last visit to her cottage. But then
he had her husband Jacob to chat with, and the spirit
bottle to finish, and the wild craving for excitement
plucked his thoughts back to his London revels.
Now poor Jacob was dead, and it was not brandy that
the sick man drank from the widow’s cruse; and
London lay afar amidst its fogs, like a world resolved
back into nebula. So, to please his hostess and
distract his own solitary thoughts, he had condescended
(just before Leonard found him out) to peruse the memorials
of a life obscure to the world, and new to his own
experience of coarse joys and woes. “I
have been making a romance, to amuse myself, from
their contents,” said he. “They maybe
of use to you, brother author. I have told Mrs.
Goodyer to place them in your room. Amongst those
papers is a sort of journal, a woman’s
journal; it moved me greatly. A man gets into
another world, strange to him as the orb of Sirius,
if he can transport himself into the centre of a woman’s
heart, and see the life there, so wholly unlike our
own. Things of moment to us, to it so trivial;
things trifling to us, to it so vast. There was
this journal, in its dates reminding me of stormy
events in my own existence, and grand doings in the
world’s. And those dates there, chronicling
but the mysterious, unrevealed record of some obscure,
loving heart! And in that chronicle, O Sir Poet,
there was as much genius, vigour of thought, vitality
of being, poured and wasted, as ever kind friend will
say was lavished on the rude outer world by big John
Burley! Genius, genius! are we all alike, then,
save when we leash ourselves to some matter-of-fact
material, and float over the roaring seas on a wooden
plank or a herring tub?” And after he had uttered
that cry of a secret anguish, John Burley had begun
to show symptoms of growing fever and disturbed brain;
and when they had got him into bed, he lay there muttering
to himself, until, towards midnight, he had asked
Leonard to bring the light nearer to him.
So now he again was quiet, with his
face turned towards the wall; and Leonard stood by
the bedside sorrowfully, and Mrs. Goodyer, who did
not heed Burley’s talk, and thought only of
his physical state, was dipping cloths into iced water
to apply to his forehead. But as she approached
with these, and addressed him soothingly, Burley raised
himself on his arm, and waved aside the bandages.
“I do not need them,” said he, in a collected
voice. “I am better now. I and that
pleasant light understand one another, and I believe
all it tells me. Pooh, pooh, I do not rave.”
He looked so smilingly and so kindly into her face,
that the poor woman, who loved him as her own son,
fairly burst into tears. He drew her towards
him, and kissed her forehead.
“Peace, old fool,” said
he, fondly. “You shall tell anglers hereafter
how John Burley came to fish for the one-eyed perch
which he never caught; and how, when he gave it up
at the last, his baits all gone, and the line broken
amongst the weeds, you comforted the baffled man.
There are many good fellows yet in the world who will
like to know that poor Burley did not die on a dunghill.
Kiss me. Come, boy, you too. Now, God bless
you, I should like to sleep.” His cheeks
were wet with the tears of both his listeners, and
there was a moisture in his own eyes, which, nevertheless,
beamed bright through the moisture.
He laid himself down again, and the
old woman would have withdrawn the light. He
moved uneasily. “Not that,” he murmured, “light
to the last!” and putting forth his wan hand,
he drew aside the curtain so that the light might
fall full on his face.
[Every one remembers that Goethe’s
last words are said to have been, “More Light;”
and perhaps what has occurred in the text may be supposed
a plagiarism from those words. But, in fact, nothing
is more common than the craving and demand for
light a little before death. Let any consult
his own sad experience in the last moments of those
whose gradual close he has watched and tended.
What more frequent than a prayer to open the shutters
and let in the sun? What complaint more repeated
and more touching than “that it is growing
dark”? I once knew a sufferer, who did not
then seem in immediate danger, suddenly order the
sick room to be lit up as if for a gala. When
this was told to the physician, he said gravely, “No
worse sign.”]
In a few minutes he was asleep, breathing
calmly and regularly as an infant.
The old woman wiped her eyes, and
drew Leonard softly into the adjoining room, in which
a bed had been made up for him. He had not left
the house since he had entered it with Dr. Morgan.
“You are young, sir,” said she, with kindness,
“and the young want sleep. Lie down a bit:
I will call you when he wakes.”
“No, I could not sleep,”
said Leonard. “I will watch for you.”
The old woman shook her head.
“I must see the last of him, sir; but I know
he will be angry when his eyes open on me, for he has
grown very thoughtful of others.”
“Ah, if he had but been, as
thoughtful of himself!” murmured Leonard; and
he seated himself by the table, on which, as he leaned
his elbow, he dislodged some papers placed there.
They fell to the ground with a dumb, moaning, sighing
sound.
“What is that?” said he, starting.
The old woman picked up the manuscripts and smoothed
them carefully.
“Ah, sir, he bade me place these
papers here. He thought they might keep you from
fretting about him, in case you would sit up and wake.
And he had a thought of me, too; for I have so pined
to find out the poor young lady, who left them years
ago. She was almost as dear to me as he is; dearer
perhaps until now when when I
am about to lose him!”
Leonard turned from the papers, without
a glance at their contents: they had no interest
for him at such a moment. The hostess went on,
“Perhaps she is gone to heaven
before him; she did not look like one long for this
world. She left us so suddenly. Many things
of hers besides these papers are still, here; but
I keep them aired and dusted, and strew lavender over
them, in case she ever come for them again. You
never heard tell of her, did you, sir?” she added,
with great simplicity, and dropping a half courtesy.
“Of her of whom?”
“Did not Mr. John tell you her name dear,
dear; Mrs. Bertram.”
Leonard started; the very name so
impressed upon his memory by Harley L’Estrange!
“Bertram!” he repeated. “Are
you sure?”
“Oh, yes, sir! And many
years after she had left us, and we had heard no more
of her, there came a packet addressed to her here,
from over sea, sir. We took it in, and kept it,
and John would break the seal, to know if it would
tell us anything about her; but it was all in a foreign
language like, we could not read a word.”
“Have you the packet? Pray
show it to me. It may be of the greatest value.
To-morrow will do I cannot think of that
just now. Poor Burley!”
Leonard’s manner indicated that
he wished to talk no more, and to be alone. So
Mrs. Goodyer left him, and stole back to Burley’s
room on tiptoe:
The young man remained in deep revery
for some moments. “Light,” he murmured.
“How often ‘Light’ is the last word
of those round whom the shades are gathering!”
He moved, and straight on his view through the cottage
lattice there streamed light indeed, not
the miserable ray lit by a human hand, but the still
and holy effulgence of a moonlit heaven. It lay
broad upon the humble floors, pierced across the threshold
of the death chamber, and halted clear amidst its
shadows.
Leonard stood motionless, his eye
following the silvery silent splendour.
“And,” he said inly “and
does this large erring nature, marred by its genial
faults, this soul which should have filled a land,
as yon orb the room, with a light that linked earth
to heaven does it pass away into the dark,
and leave not a ray behind? Nay, if the elements
of light are ever in the space, and when the flame
goes out, return to the vital air, so thought once
kindled lives forever around and about us, a part of
our breathing atmosphere. Many a thinker, many
a poet, may yet illumine the world, from the thoughts
which yon genius, that will have no name, gave forth
to wander through air, and recombine again in some
new form of light.”
Thus he went on in vague speculations,
seeking, as youth enamoured of fame seeks too fondly,
to prove that mind never works, however erratically,
in vain, and to retain yet, as an influence upon earth,
the soul about to soar far beyond the atmosphere where
the elements that make fame abide. Not thus had
the dying man interpreted the endurance of light and
thought.
Suddenly, in the midst of his revery,
a loud cry broke on his ear. He shuddered as
he heard, and hastened forebodingly into the adjoining
room. The old woman was kneeling by the bedside,
and chafing Burley’s hand, eagerly looking into
his face. A glance sufficed to Leonard. All
was over. Burley had died in sleep, calmly,
and without a groan.
The eyes were half open, with that
look of inexpressible softness which death sometimes
leaves; and still they were turned towards the light;
and the light burned clear.
Leonard closed tenderly the heavy
lids; and as he covered the face, the lips smiled
a serene farewell.
CHAPTER XIII.
We have seen Squire Hazeldean (proud
of the contents of his pocketbook, and his knowledge
of the mercenary nature of foreign women) set off on
his visit to Beatrice di Negra. Randal
thus left, musing lone in the crowded streets, resolved
with astute complacency the probable results of Mr.
Hazeldean’s bluff negotiation; and convincing
himself that one of his vistas towards Fortune was
becoming more clear and clear, he turned, with the
restless activity of some founder of destined cities
in a new settlement, to lop the boughs that cumbered
and obscured the others. For truly, like a man
in a vast Columbian forest, opening entangled space,
now with the ready axe, now with the patient train
that kindles the slower fire, this child of civilized
life went toiling on against surrounding obstacles,
resolute to destroy, but ever scheming to construct.
And now Randal has reached Levy’s dainty business-room,
and is buried deep in discussion how to secure to
himself, at the expense of his patron, the representation
of Lansmere, and how to complete the contract which
shall reannex to his forlorn inheritance some fragments
of its ancient wealth.
Meanwhile, Chance fought on his side
in the boudoir of May Fair. The squire had found
the marchesa at home, briefly introduced himself and
his business, told her she was mistaken if she had
fancied she had taken in a rich heir in his son; that,
thank Heaven, he could leave his estates to his ploughman,
should he so please, but that he was willing to do
things liberally; and whatever she thought Frank was
worth, he was very ready to pay for.
At another time Beatrice would perhaps
have laughed at this strange address; or she might,
in some prouder moment, have fired up with all a patrician’s
resentment and a woman’s pride; but now her spirit
was crushed, her nerves shattered: the sense
of her degraded position, of her dependence on her
brother, combined with her supreme unhappiness at
the loss of those dreams with which Leonard had for
a while charmed her wearied waking life, all
came upon her. She listened; pale and speechless;
and the poor squire thought he was quietly advancing
towards a favourable result, when she suddenly burst
into a passion of hysterical tears; and just at that
moment Frank himself entered the room. At the
sight of his father, of Beatrice’s grief, his
sense of filial duty gave way. He was maddened
by irritation, by the insult offered to the woman
he loved, which a few trembling words from her explained
to him, maddened yet more by the fear that
the insult had lost her to him; warm words ensued
between son and father, to close with the peremptory
command and vehement threat of the last.
“Come away this instant, sir!
Come with me, or before the day is over, I strike
you out of my will!”
The son’s answer was not to
his father; he threw himself at Beatrice’s feet.
“Forgive him; forgive us both ”
“What! you prefer that stranger
to me, to the inheritance of Hazeldean!”
cried the squire, stamping his foot.
“Leave your estates to whom
you will; all that I care for in life is here!”
The squire stood still a moment or
so, gazing on his son with a strange bewildered marvel
at the strength of that mystic passion, which none
not labouring under its fearful charm can comprehend,
which creates the sudden idol that no reason justifies,
and sacrifices to its fatal shrine alike the Past
and the Future. Not trusting himself to speak,
the father drew his hand across his eyes, and dashed
away the bitter tear that sprang from a swelling and
indignant heart; then he uttered an inarticulate sound,
and, finding his voice gone, moved away to the door,
and left the house.
He walked through the streets, bearing
his head very erect, as a proud man does when deeply
wounded, and striving to shake off some affection
that he deems a weakness; and his trembling nervous
fingers fumbled at the button of his coat, trying
to tighten the garment across his chest, as if to
confirm a resolution that still sought to struggle
out of the revolting heart.
Thus he went on, and the reader, perhaps,
will wonder whither; and the wonder may not lessen
when he finds the squire come to a dead pause in Grosvenor
Square, and at the portico of his “distant brother’s”
stately house.
At the squire’s brief inquiry
whether Mr. Egerton was at home, the porter summoned
the groom of the chambers; and the groom of the chambers,
seeing a stranger, doubted whether his master was not
engaged, but would take in the stranger’s card
and see.
“Ay, ay,” muttered the
squire, “this is true relationship! my
child prefers a stranger to me; why should I complain
that I am a stranger in a brother’s house?
Sir,” added the squire aloud, and very meekly “sir,
please to say to your master that I am William Hazeldean.”
The servant bowed low, and without
another word conducted the visitor into the statesman’s
library, and announcing Mr. Hazeldean, closed the
door.
Audley was seated at his desk, the
grim iron boxes still at his feet, but they were now
closed and locked. And the ex-minister was no
longer looking over official documents; letters spread
open before him of far different nature; in his hand
there lay a long lock of fair silken hair, on which
his eyes were fixed sadly and intently. He started
at the sound of his visitor’s name, and the
tread of the squire’s stalwart footstep; and
mechanically thrust into his bosom the relic of younger
and warmer years, keeping his hand to his heart, which
beat loud with disease under the light pressure of
that golden hair.
The two brothers stood on the great
man’s lonely hearth, facing each other in silence,
and noting unconsciously the change made in each during
the long years in which they had never met.
The squire, with his portly size,
his hardy sunburned cheeks, the partial baldness of
his unfurrowed open forehead, looked his full age, deep
into middle life. Unmistakably he seemed the pater
familias, the husband and the father, the man
of social domestic ties. But about Audley (really
some few years junior to the squire), despite the lines
of care on his handsome face, there still lingered
the grace of youth. Men of cities retain youth
longer than those of the country, a remark
which Buffon has not failed to make and to account
for. Neither did Egerton betray the air of the
married man; for ineffable solitariness seemed stamped
upon one whose private life had long been so stern
a solitude. No ray from the focus of Home played
round that reserved, unjoyous, melancholy brow.
In a word, Audley looked still the man for whom some
young female heart might fondly sigh; and not the less
because of the cold eye and compressed lip, which
challenged interest even while seeming to repel it.
Audley was the first to speak, and
to put forth the right hand, which he stole slowly
from its place at his breast, on which the lock of
hair still stirred to and fro at the heave of the
labouring heart. “William,” said
he, with his rich deep voice, “this is kind.
You are come to see me, now that men say that I am
fallen. The minister you censured is no more;
and you see again the brother.”
The squire was softened at once by
this address. He shook heartily the hand tendered
to him; and then, turning away his head, with an honest
conviction that Audley ascribed to him a credit which
he did not deserve, he said, “No, no, Audley;
I am more selfish than you think me. I have come I
have come to ask your advice, no, not exactly
that your opinion. But you are busy?”
“Sit down, William. Old
days were coming over me when you entered; days earlier
still return now, days, too, that leave
no shadow when their suns are set.”
The proud man seemed to think he had
said too much. His practical nature rebuked the
poetic sentiment and phrase. He re-collected himself,
and added, more coldly, “You would ask my opinion?
What on? Some public matter some parliamentary
bill that may affect your property?”
“Am I such a mean miser as that?
Property property? what does property matter,
when a man is struck down at his own hearth? Property,
indeed! But you have no child happy
brother!”
“Ay, ay; as you say, I am a
happy man; childless! Has your son displeased
you? I have heard him well spoken of, too.”
“Don’t talk of him.
Whether his conduct be good or ill is my affair,”
resumed the poor father, with a testy voice jealous
alike of Audley’s praise or blame of his rebellious
son. Then he rose a moment, and made a strong
gulp, as if for air; and laying his broad brown hand
on his brother’s shoulder, said, “Randal
Leslie tells me you are wise, a consummate
man of the world. No doubt you are so. And
Parson Dale tells me that he is sure you have warm
feelings, which I take to be a strange
thing for one who has lived so long in London, and
has no wife and no child, a widower, and a member
of parliament, for a commercial city, too.
Never smile; it is no smiling matter with me.
You know a foreign woman, called Negra or Negro; not
a blackymoor, though, by any means, at
least on the outside of her. Is she such a woman
as a plain country gentleman would like his only son
to marry ay or no?”
“No, indeed,” answered
Audley, gravely; “and I trust your son will
commit no action so rash. Shall I see him, or
her? Speak, my dear William. What would
you have me do?”
“Nothing; you have said enough,”
replied the squire, gloomily; and his head sank on
his breast.
Audley took his hand, and pressed
it fraternally. “William,” said the
statesman, “we have been long estranged; but
I do not forget that when we last met, at at
Lord Lansmere’s house, and when I took you aside,
and said, ’William, if I lose this election,
I must resign all chance of public life; my affairs
are embarrassed. I would not accept money from
you, I would seek a profession, and you
can help me there,’ you divined my meaning,
and said, ’Take orders; the Hazeldean living
is just vacant. I will get some one to hold it
till you are ordained.’ I do not forget
that. Would that I had thought earlier of so serene
an escape from all that then tormented me! My
lot might have been far happier.”
The squire eyed Audley with a surprise
that broke forth from his more absorbing emotions.
“Happier! Why, all things have prospered
with you; and you are rich enough now; and you
shake your head. Brother, is it possible! do
you want money? Pooh, not accept money from your
mother’s son! stuff!” Out came
the squire’s pocketbook. Audley put it gently
aside.
“Nay,” said he, “I
have enough for myself; but since you seek and speak
with me thus affectionately, I will ask you one favour.
Should I die before I can provide for my wife’s
kinsman, Randal Leslie, as I could wish, will you
see to his fortunes, so far as you can, without injury
to others, to your own son?”
“My son! He is provided
for. He has the Casino estate much
good may it do him! You have touched on the very
matter that brought me here. This boy, Randal
Leslie, seems a praiseworthy lad, and has Hazeldean
blood in his veins. You have taken him up because
he is connected with your late wife. Why should
I not take him up, too, when his grandmother was a
Hazeldean? My main object in calling was to ask
what you mean to do for him; for if you do not mean
to provide for him, why, I will, as in duty bound.
So your request comes at the right time; I think of
altering my will. I can put him into the entail,
besides a handsome legacy. You are sure he is
a good lad, and it will please you too,
Audley!”
“But not at the expense of your
son. And stay, William: as to this foolish
marriage with Madame di Negra, who
told you Frank meant to take such a step?”
“He told me himself; but it
is no matter. Randal and I both did all we could
to dissuade him; and Randal advised me to come to you.”
“He has acted generously, then,
our kinsman Randal I am glad to hear it,”
said Audley, his brow somewhat clearing. “I
have no influence with this lady; but, at least, I
can counsel her. Do not consider the marriage
fixed because a young man desires it. Youth is
ever hot and rash.”
“Your youth never was,” retorted the squire,
bluntly.
“You married well enough, I’m
sure. I will say one thing for you: you
have been, to my taste, a bad politician beg
pardon but you were always a gentleman.
You would never have disgraced your family and married
a ”
“Hush!” interrupted Egerton,
gently. “Do not make matters worse than
they are. Madame di Negra is of high birth
in her own country; and if scandal ”
“Scandal!” cried the squire,
shrinking, and turning pale. “Are you speaking
of the wife of a Hazeldean? At least she shall
never sit by the hearth at which now sits his mother;
and whatever I may do for Frank, her children shall
not succeed. No mongrel cross-breed shall kennel
in English Hazeldean. Much obliged to you, Audley,
for your good feeling; glad to have seen you; and
hark ye, you startled me by that shake of your head,
when I spoke of your wealth; and from what you say
about Randal’s prospects, I guess that you London
gentlemen are not so thrifty as we are. You shall
let me speak. I say again, that I have some thousands
quite at your service. And though you are not
a Hazeldean, still you are my mother’s son;
and now that I am about to alter my will, I can as
well scratch in the name of Egerton as that of Leslie.
Cheer up, cheer up: you are younger than I am,
and you have no child; so you will live longer than
I shall.”
“My dear brother,” answered
Audley, “believe me, I shall never live to want
your aid. And as to Leslie, add to the L5,000
I mean to give him an equal sum in your will, and
I shall feel that he has received justice.”
Observing that the squire, though
he listened attentively, made no ready answer, Audley
turned the subject again to Frank; and with the adroitness
of a man of the world, backed by cordial sympathy in
his brother’s distress, he pleaded so well Frank’s
lame cause, urged so gently the wisdom of patience
and delay, and the appeal to filial feeling rather
than recourse to paternal threats, that the squire
grew mollified in spite of himself, and left his brother’s
house a much less angry and less doleful man.
Mr. Hazeldean was still in the Square,
when he came upon Randal himself, who was walking
with a dark-whiskered, showy gentleman, towards Egerton’s
house. Randal and the gentleman exchanged a hasty
whisper, and the former then exclaimed,
“What, Mr. Hazeldean, have you
just left your brother’s house? Is it possible?”
“Why, you advised me to go there,
and I did. I scarcely knew what I was about.
I am very glad I did go. Hang politics! hang the
landed interest! what do I care for either now?”
“Foiled with Madame di
Negra?” asked Randal, drawing the squire aside.
“Never speak of her again!”
cried the squire, fiercely. “And as to that
ungrateful boy but I don’t mean to
behave harshly to him, he shall have money
enough to keep her if he likes, keep her from coming
to me, keep him, too, from counting on my death, and
borrowing post-obits on the Casino for
he’ll be doing that next no, I hope
I wrong him there; I have been too good a father for
him to count on my death already. After all,”
continued the squire, beginning to relax, “as
Audley says, the marriage is not yet made; and if
the woman has taken him in, he is young, and his heart
is warm. Make yourself easy, my boy. I don’t
forget how kindly you took his part; and before I
do anything rash, I’ll at least consult with
his poor mother.”
Randal gnawed his pale lip, and a
momentary cloud of disappointment passed over his
face.
“True, sir,” said he,
gently; “true, you must not be rash. Indeed,
I was thinking of you and poor dear Frank at the very
moment I met you. It occurred to me whether we
might not make Frank’s very embarrassments a
reason to induce Madame di Negra to refuse
him; and I was on my way to Mr. Egerton, in order
to ask his opinion, in company with the gentleman
yonder.”
“Gentleman yonder. Why
should he thrust his long nose into my family affairs?
Who the devil is he?”
“Don’t ask, sir. Pray let me act.”
But the squire continued to eye askant
the dark-whiskered personage thus interposed between
himself and his son, and who waited patiently a few
yards in the rear, carelessly readjusting the camellia
in his button-hole.
“He looks very outlandish.
Is he a foreigner too?” asked the squire at
last.
“No, not exactly. However,
he knows all about Frank’s embarrassments; and ”
“Embarrassments! what, the debt
he paid for that woman? How did he raise the
money?”
“I don’t know,”
answered Randal; “and that is the reason I asked
Baron Levy to accompany me to Egerton’s, that
he might explain in private what I have no reason ”
“Baron Levy!” interrupted
the squire. “Levy, Levy I have
heard of a Levy who has nearly ruined my neighbour
Thornhill, a money-lender. Zounds!
is that the man who knows my son’s affairs?
I’ll soon learn, sir.”
Randal caught hold of the squire’s
arm: “Stop, stop; if you really insist
upon learning more about Frank’s debts, you must
not appeal to Baron Levy directly, and as Frank’s
father: he will not answer you. But if I
present you to him as a mere acquaintance of mine,
and turn the conversation, as if carelessly, upon
Frank, why, since, in the London world, such matters
are never kept secret, except from the parents of
young men, I have no doubt he will talk out openly.”
“Manage it as you will,” said the squire.
Randal took Mr. Hazeldean’s
arm, and joined Levy “A friend of
mine from the country, Baron.” Levy bowed
profoundly, and the three walked slowly on.
“By the by,” said Randal,
pressing significantly upon Levy’s arm, “my
friend has come to town upon the somewhat unpleasant
business of settling the debts of another, a
young man of fashion, a relation of his
own. No one, sir (turning to the squire), could
so ably assist you in such arrangements as could Baron
Levy.”
Baron (modestly, and with a moralizing
air). “I have some experience in
such matters, and I hold it a duty to assist the parents
and relations of young men who, from want of reflection,
often ruin themselves for life. I hope the young
gentleman in question is not in the hands of the Jews?”
Randal. “Christians
are as fond of good interest for their money as ever
the Jews can be.”
Baron. “Granted,
but they have not always so much money to lend.
The first thing, sir” (addressing the squire), “the
first thing for you to do is to buy up such of your
relation’s bills and notes of hand as may be
in the market. No doubt we can get them a bargain,
unless the young man is heir to some property that
may soon be his in the course of nature.”
Randal. “Not
soon Heaven forbid! His father is still
a young man, a fine healthy man,”
leaning heavily on Levy’s arm; “and as
to post-obits ”
Baron. “Post-obits
on sound security cost more to buy up, however healthy
the obstructing relative may be.”
Randal. “I should
hope that there are not many sons who can calculate,
in cold blood, on the death of their fathers.”
Baron. “Ha,
ha! He is young, our friend Randal; eh, sir?”
Randal. “Well,
I am not more scrupulous than others, I dare say; and
I have often been pinched hard for money, but I would
go barefoot rather than give security upon a father’s
grave! I can imagine nothing more likely to destroy
natural feeling, nor to instil ingratitude and treachery
into the whole character, than to press the hand of
a parent, and calculate when that hand may be dust;
than to sit down with strangers and reduce his life
to the measure of an insurance-table; than to feel
difficulties gathering round one, and mutter in fashionable
slang, ‘But it will be all well if the governor
would but die.’ And he who has accustomed
himself to the relief of post-obits must gradually
harden his mind to all this.”
The squire groaned heavily; and had
Randal proceeded another sentence in the same strain,
the squire would have wept outright. “But,”
continued Randal, altering the tone of his voice,
“I think that our young friend, of whom we were
talking just now, Levy, before this gentleman joined
us, has the same opinions as myself on this head.
He may accept bills, but he would never sign post-obits.”
Baron (who, with the apt docility
of a managed charger to the touch of a rider’s
hand, had comprehended and complied with each quick
sign of Randal’s). “Pooh! the
young fellow we are talking of? Nonsense.
He would not be so foolish as to give five times the
percentage he otherwise might. Not sign post-obits!
Of course he has signed one.”
Randal. “Hist! you mistake,
you mistake!”
Squire (leaving Randal’s arm and seizing
Levy’s). “Were you speaking
of
Frank Hazeldean?”
Baron. “My dear
sir, excuse me, I never mention names before strangers.”
Squire. “Strangers
again! Man, I am the boy’s father Speak
out, sir,” and his hand closed on Levy’s
arm with the strength of an iron vice.
Baron. “Gently;
you hurt me, sir: but I excuse your feelings.
Randal, you are to blame for leading me into this
indiscretion; but I beg to assure Mr. Hazeldean, that
though his son has been a little extravagant ”
Randal. “Owing
chiefly to the arts of an abandoned woman.”
Baron. “Of an
abandoned woman; still he has shown more
prudence than you would suppose; and this very post-obit
is a proof of it. A simple act of that kind has
enabled him to pay off bills that were running on
till they would have ruined even the Hazeldean estate;
whereas a charge on the reversion of the Casino ”
Squire. “He has done it then?
He has signed a postobit?”
Randal. “No, no, Levy must be
wrong.”
Baron. “My dear
Leslie, a man of Mr. Hazeldean’s time of life
cannot have your romantic boyish notions. He
must allow that Frank has acted in this like a lad
of sense very good head for business has
my young friend Frank! And the best thing Mr.
Hazeldean can do is quietly to buy up the post-obit,
and thus he will place his son henceforth in his power.”
Squire. “Can I see the deed
with my own eyes?”
Baron. “Certainly,
or how could you be induced to buy it up? But
on one condition; you must not betray me to your son.
And, indeed, take my advice, and don’t say a
word to him on the matter.”
Squire. “Let
me see it, let me see it with my own eyes! His
mother else will never believe it nor will
I.”
Baron. “I can call on you this
evening.”
Squire. “Now, now!”
Baron. “You
can spare me, Randal; and you yourself can open to
Mr. Egerton the other affair respecting Lansmere.
No time should be lost, lest L’Estrange suggest
a candidate.”
Randal (whispering). “Never
mind me. This is more important.”
(Aloud) “Go with Mr. Hazeldean.
My dear kind friend” (to the squire), “do
not let this vex you so much. After all, it is
what nine young men out of ten would do in the same
circumstances. And it is best you should know
it; you may save Frank from further ruin, and prevent,
perhaps, this very marriage.”
“We will see,” exclaimed
the squire, hastily. “Now, Mr. Levy, come.”
Levy and the squire walked on, not
arm in arm, but side by side. Randal proceeded
to Egerton’s house.
“I am glad to see you, Leslie,”
said the ex-minister. “What is it I have
heard? My nephew, Frank Hazeldean, proposes to
marry Madame di Negra against his father’s
consent? How could you suffer him to entertain
an idea so wild? And how never confide it to
me?”
Randal. “My
dear Mr. Egerton, it is only to-day that I was informed
of Frank’s engagement. I have already seen
him, and expostulated in vain; till then, though I
knew your nephew admired Madame di Negra, I could
never suppose he harboured a serious intention.”
Egerton. “I
must believe you, Randal. I will myself see Madame
di Negra, though I have no power, and no right,
to dictate to her. I have but little time for
all such private business. The dissolution of
parliament is so close at hand.”
Randal (looking down). “It
is on that subject that I wished to speak to you,
sir. You think of standing for Lansmere.
Well, Baron Levy has suggested to me an idea that
I could not, of course, even countenance, till I had
spoken to you. It seems that he has some acquaintance
with the state of parties in that borough. He
is informed that it is not only as easy to bring in
two of our side as to carry one, but that it would
make your election still more safe not to fight single-handed
against two opponents; that if canvassing for yourself
alone, you could not carry a sufficient number of
plumper votes; that split votes would go from you
to one or other of the two adversaries; that, in a
word, it is necessary to pair you with a colleague.
If it really be so, you of course will learn best
from your own Committee; but should they concur in
the opinion Baron Levy has formed, do I presume too
much on your kindness to deem it possible that you
might allow me to be the second candidate on your
side? I should not say this, but that Levy told
me you had some wish to see me in parliament, amongst
the supporters of your policy. And what other
opportunity can occur? Here the cost of carrying
two would be scarcely more than that of carrying one.
And Levy says the party would subscribe for my election;
you, of course, would refuse all such aid for your
own; and indeed, with your great name, and Lord Lansmere’s
interest, there can be little beyond the strict legal
expenses.”
As Randal spoke thus at length, he
watched anxiously his patron’s reserved, unrevealing
countenance.
Egerton (dryly). “I
will consider. You may safely leave in my hands
any matter connected with your ambition and advancement.
I have before told you I hold it a duty to do all
in my power for the kinsman of my late wife, for one
whose career I undertook to forward, for one whom honour
has compelled to share in my own political reverses.”
Here Egerton rang the bell for his
hat and gloves, and walking into the hall, paused
at the street door. There beckoning to Randal,
he said, slowly, “You seem intimate with Baron
Levy; I caution you against him, a dangerous
acquaintance, first to the purse, next to the honour.”
Randal. “I know
it, sir; and am surprised myself at the acquaintance
that has grown up between us. Perhaps its cause
is in his respect for yourself.”
Egerton. “Tut.”
Randal. “Whatever
it be, he contrives to obtain a singular hold over
one’s mind, even where, as in my case, he has
no evident interest to serve. How is this?
It puzzles me!”
Egerton. “For
his interest, it is most secured where he suffers it
to be least evident; for his hold over the mind, it
is easily accounted for. He ever appeals to two
temptations, strong with all men, Avarice
and Ambition. Good-day.”
Randal. “Are
you going to Madame di Negra’s? Shall
I not accompany you? Perhaps I may be able to
back your own remonstrances.”
Egerton. “No, I shall not require
you.”
Randal. “I trust
I shall hear the result of your interview? I feel
so much interested in it. Poor Frank!”
Audley nodded. “Of course, of course.”
CHAPTER XIV.
On entering the drawing-room of Madame
di Negra, the peculiar charm which the severe
Audley Egerton had been ever reputed to possess with
women would have sensibly struck one who had hitherto
seen him chiefly in his relations with men in the
business-like affairs of life. It was a charm
in strong contrast to the ordinary manners of those
who are emphatically called “Ladies’ men.”
No artificial smile, no conventional, hollow blandness,
no frivolous gossip, no varnish either of ungenial
gayety or affected grace. The charm was in a simplicity
that unbent more into kindness than it did with men.
Audley’s nature, whatever its faults and defects,
was essentially masculine; and it was the sense of
masculine power that gave to his voice a music when
addressing the gentler sex, and to his manner a sort
of indulgent tenderness that appeared equally void
of insincerity and presumption.
Frank had been gone about half-an-hour,
and Madame di Negra was scarcely recovered from
the agitation into which she had been thrown by the
affront from the father and the pleading of the son.
Egerton took her passive hand cordially,
and seated himself by her side.
“My dear marchesa,” I
said he, “are we then likely to be near connections?
And can you seriously contemplate marriage with my
young nephew, Frank Hazeldean? You turn away.
Ah, my fair friend, there are but two inducements
to a free woman to sign away her liberty at the altar.
I say a free woman, for widows are free, and girls
are not. These inducements are, first, worldly
position; secondly, love. Which of these motives
can urge Madame di Negra to marry Mr. Frank
Hazeldeani?”
“There are other motives than
those you speak of, the need of protection,
the sense of solitude, the curse of dependence, gratitude
for honourable affection. But you men never know
women!”
“I grant that you are right
there, we never do; neither do women ever
know men. And yet each sex contrives to dupe and
to fool the other! Listen to me. I have
little acquaintance with my nephew, but I allow he
is a handsome young gentleman, with whom a handsome
young lady in her teens might fall in love in a ball-room.
But you, who have known the higher order of our species,
you who have received the homage of men, whose thoughts
and mind leave the small talk of drawing-room triflers
so poor and bald, you cannot look me in the face and
say that it is any passion resembling love which you
feel for my nephew. And as to position, it is
right that I should inform you that if he marry you
he will have none. He may risk his inheritance.
You will receive no countenance from his parents.
You will be poor, but not free. You will not
gain the independence you seek for. The sight
of a vacant, discontented face in that opposite chair
will be worse than solitude. And as to grateful
affection,” added the man of the world, “it
is a polite synonym for tranquil indifference.”
“Mr. Egerton,” said Beatrice,
“people say you are made of bronze. Did
you ever feel the want of a home?”
“I answer you frankly,”
replied the statesman, “if I had not felt it,
do you think I should have been, and that I should
be to the last, the joyless drudge of public life?
Bronze though you call my nature, it would have melted
away long since like wax in the fire, if I had sat
idly down and dreamed of a home!”
“But we women,” answered
Beatrice, with pathos, “have no public life,
and we do idly sit down and dream. Oh,”
she continued, after a short pause, and clasping her
hands firmly together, “you think me worldly,
grasping, ambitious; how different my fate had been
had I known a home! known one whom I could
love and venerate; known one whose smiles would have
developed the good that was once within me, and the
fear of whose rebuking or sorrowful eye would have
corrected what is evil.”
“Yet,” answered Audley,
“nearly all women in the great world have had
that choice once in their lives, and nearly all have
thrown it away. How few of your rank really think
of home when they marry! how few ask to venerate as
well as to love! and how many, of every rank, when
the home has been really gained, have wilfully lost
its shelter, some in neglectful weariness,
some from a momentary doubt, distrust, caprice, a
wild fancy, a passionate fit, a trifle, a straw, a
dream! True, you women are ever dreamers.
Commonsense, common earth, is above or below your
comprehension.”
Both now are silent. Audley first
roused himself with a quick, writhing movement.
“We two,” said he, smiling half sadly,
half cynically, “we two must not
longer waste time in talking sentiment. We know
both too well what life, as it has been made for us
by our faults or our misfortunes, truly is. And
once again, I entreat you to pause before you yield
to the foolish suit of my foolish nephew. Rely
on it, you will either command a higher offer for
your prudence to accept; or, if you needs must sacrifice
rank and fortune, you, with your beauty and your romantic
heart, will see one who, at least for a fair holiday
season (if human love allows no more), can repay you
for the sacrifice. Frank Hazeldean never can.”
Beatrice turned away to conceal the
tears that rushed to her eyes.
“Think over this well,”
said Audley, in the softest tones of his mellow voice.
“Do you remember that when you first came to
England, I told you that neither wedlock nor love
had any lures for me? We grew friends upon that
rude avowal, and therefore I now speak to you like
some sage of old, wise because standing apart and
aloof from all the affections and ties that mislead
our wisdom. Nothing but real love how
rare it is; has one human heart in a million ever
known it? nothing but real love can repay
us for the loss of freedom, the cares and fears of
poverty, the cold pity of the world that we both despise
and respect. And all these, and much more, follow
the step you would inconsiderately take, an imprudent
marriage.”
“Audley Egerton,” said
Beatrice, lifting her dark, moistened eyes, “you
grant that real love does compensate for an imprudent
marriage. You speak as if you had known such
love you! Can it be possible?”
“Real love I thought
that I knew it once. Looking back with remorse,
I should doubt it now but for one curse that only real
love, when lost, has the power to leave evermore behind
it.”
“What is that?”
“A void here,” answered Egerton, striking
his heart.
“Desolation! Adieu!”
He rose and left the room.
“Is it,” murmured Egerton,
as he pursued his way through the streets “is
it that, as we approach death, all the first fair feelings
of young life come back to us mysteriously? Thus
I have heard, or read, that in some country of old,
children scattering flowers preceded a funeral bier.”
CHAPTER XV.
And so Leonard stood beside his friend’s
mortal clay, and watched, in the ineffable smile of
death, the last gleam which the soul had left there;
and so, after a time, he crept back to the adjoining
room with a step as noiseless as if he had feared
to disturb the dead. Wearied as he was with watching,
he had no thought of sleep. He sat himself down
by the little table, and leaned his face on his hand,
musing sorrowfully. Thus time passed. He
heard the clock from below strike the hours. In
the house of death the sound of a clock becomes so
solemn. The soul that we miss has gone so far
beyond the reach of time! A cold, superstitious
awe gradually stole over the young man. He shivered,
and lifted his eyes with a start, half scornful, half
defying. The moon was gone; the gray, comfortless
dawn gleamed through the casement, and carried its
raw, chilling light through the open doorway into
the death-room. And there, near the extinguished
fire, Leonard saw the solitary woman, weeping low;
and watching still. He returned to say a word
of comfort; she pressed his hand, but waved him away.
He understood. She did not wish for other comfort
than her quiet relief of tears. Again, he returned
to his own chamber, and his eye this time fell upon
the papers which he had hitherto disregarded.
What made his heart stand still, and the blood then
rush so quickly through his veins? Why did he
seize upon those papers with so tremulous a hand,
then lay them down, pause, as if to nerve himself,
and look so eagerly again? He recognized the
handwriting, those fair, clear characters,
so peculiar in their woman-like delicacy and grace,
the same as in the wild, pathetic poems, the sight
of which had made an era in his boyhood. From
these pages the image of the mysterious Nora rose
once more before him. He felt that he was with
a mother. He went back, and closed the door gently,
as if with a jealous piety, to exclude each ruder
shadow from the world of spirits, and be alone with
that mournful ghost. For a thought written in
warm, sunny life, and then suddenly rising up to us,
when the hand that traced and the heart that cherished
it are dust, is verily as a ghost. It is a likeness
struck off of the fond human being, and surviving it.
Far more truthful than bust or portrait, it bids us
see the tear flow, and the pulse beat. What ghost
can the churchyard yield to us like the writing of
the dead?
The bulk of the papers had been once
lightly sewn to each other; they had come undone,
perhaps in Burley’s rude hands, but their order
was easily apparent. Leonard soon saw that they
formed a kind of journal, not, indeed,
a regular diary, nor always relating to the things
of the day. There were gaps in time no
attempt at successive narrative; sometimes, instead
of prose, a hasty burst of verse, gushing evidently
from the heart; sometimes all narrative was left untold,
and yet, as it were, epitomized by a single burning
line a single exclamation of
woe or joy! Everywhere you saw records of a nature
exquisitely susceptible; and, where genius appeared,
it was so artless, that you did not call it genius,
but emotion. At the onset the writer did not
speak of herself in the first person. The manuscript
opened with descriptions and short dialogues, carried
on by persons to whose names only initial letters
were assigned, all written in a style of simple innocent
freshness, and breathing of purity and happiness, like
a dawn of spring. Two young persons, humbly born,
a youth and a girl, the last still in childhood, each
chiefly self-taught, are wandering on Sabbath evenings
among green dewy fields, near the busy town, in which
labour awhile is still. Few words pass between
them. You see at once, though the writer does
not mean to convey it, how far beyond the scope of
her male companion flies the heavenward imagination
of the girl. It is he who questions, it is she
who answers; and soon there steals upon you, as you
read, the conviction that the youth loves the girl,
and loves in vain. All in this writing, though
terse, is so truthful! Leonard, in the youth,
already recognizes the rude imperfect scholar, the
village bard, Mark Fairfield. Then there is a
gap in description; but there are short weighty sentences,
which show deepening thought, increasing years, in
the writer. And though the innocence remains,
the happiness begins to be less vivid on the page.
Now, insensibly, Leonard finds that
there is a new phase in the writer’s existence.
Scenes no longer of humble, workday rural life surround
her, and a fairer and more dazzling image succeeds
to the companion of the Sabbath eves. This image
Nora evidently loves to paint, it is akin
to her own genius; it captivates her fancy; it is
an image that she (inborn artist, and conscious of
her art) feels to belong to a brighter and higher
school of the Beautiful. And yet the virgin’s
heart is not awakened, no trace of the
heart yet there! The new image thus introduced
is one of her own years, perhaps; nay, it may be younger
still, for it is a boy that is described, with his
profuse fair curls, and eyes new to grief, and confronting
the sun as a young eagle’s; with veins so full
of the wine of life, that they overflow into every
joyous whim; with nerves quiveringly alive to the
desire of glory; with the frank generous nature, rash
in its laughing scorn of the world, which it has not
tried. Who was this boy? it perplexed Leonard.
He feared to guess. Soon, less told than implied,
you saw that this companionship, however it chanced,
brings fear and pain on the writer. Again (as
before, with Mark Fairfield), there is love on the
one side and not on the other; with her there is affectionate,
almost sisterly, interest, admiration, gratitude,
but a something of pride or of terror that keeps back
love.
Here Leonard’s interest grew
intense. Were there touches by which conjecture
grew certainty; and he recognized, through the lapse
of years, the boy-lover in his own generous benefactor?
Fragments of dialogue now began to
reveal the suit of an ardent, impassioned nature,
and the simple wonder and strange alarm of a listener
who pitied but could not sympathize. Some great
worldly distinction of rank between the two became
visible, that distinction seemed to arm
the virtue and steel the affections of the lowlier
born. Then a few sentences, half blotted out
with tears, told of wounded and humbled feelings, some
one invested with authority, as if the suitor’s
parent, had interfered, questioned, reproached, counselled.
And it was evident that the suit was not one that
dishonoured; it wooed to flight, but still to marriage.
And now these sentences grew briefer
still, as with the decision of a strong resolve.
And to these there followed a passage so exquisite,
that Leonard wept unconsciously as he read. It
was the description of a visit spent at home previous
to some sorrowful departure. He caught the glimpse
of a proud and vain, but a tender wistful mother, of
a father’s fonder but less thoughtful love.
And then came a quiet soothing scene between the girl
and her first village lover, ending thus: “So
she put M.’s hand into her sister’s, and
said, ’You loved me through the fancy, love
her with the heart,’ and left them comprehending
each other, and betrothed.”
Leonard sighed. He understood
now how Mark Fairfield saw, in the homely features
of his unlettered wife, the reflection of the sister’s
soul and face.
A few words told the final parting, words
that were a picture. The long friendless highway,
stretching on on towards the
remorseless city, and the doors of home opening on
the desolate thoroughfare, and the old pollard-tree
beside the threshold, with the ravens wheeling round
it and calling to their young. He too had watched
that threshold from the same desolate thoroughfare.
He too had heard the cry of the ravens. Then
came some pages covered with snatches of melancholy
verse, or some reflections of dreamy gloom.
The writer was in London, in the house
of some high-born patroness, that friendless
shadow of a friend which the jargon of society calls
“companion.” And she was looking on
the bright storm of the world as through prison bars.
Poor bird, afar from the greenwood, she had need of
song, it was her last link with freedom
and nature. The patroness seems to share in her
apprehensions of the boy suitor, whose wild rash prayers
the fugitive had resisted; but to fear lest the suitor
should be degraded, not the one whom he pursues, fear
an alliance ill-suited to a high-born heir. And
this kind of fear stings the writer’s pride,
and she grows harsh in her judgment of him who thus
causes but pain where he proffers love. Then there
is a reference to some applicant for her hand, who
is pressed upon her choice; and she is told that it
is her duty so to choose, and thus deliver a noble
family from a dread that endures so long as her hand
is free. And of this fear, and of this applicant,
there breaks out a petulant yet pathetic scorn.
After this the narrative, to judge by the dates, pauses
for days and weeks, as if the writer had grown weary
and listless, suddenly to reopen in a new
strain, eloquent with hopes and with fears never known
before. The first person was abruptly assumed, it
was the living “I” that now breathed and
moved along the lines. How was this? The
woman was no more a shadow and a secret unknown to
herself. She had assumed the intense and vivid
sense of individual being; and love spoke loud in the
awakened human heart.
A personage not seen till then appeared
on the page. And ever afterwards this personage
was only named as “He,” as if the one and
sole representative of all the myriads that walk the
earth. The first notice of this prominent character
on the scene showed the restless, agitated effect
produced on the writer’s imagination. He
was invested with a romance probably not his own.
He was described in contrast to the brilliant boy
whose suit she had feared, pitied, and now sought to
shun, described with a grave and serious,
but gentle mien, a voice that imposed respect, an
eye and lip that showed collected dignity of will.
Alas? the writer betrayed herself, and the charm was
in the contrast, not to the character of the earlier
lover, but her own. And now, leaving Leonard
to explore and guess his way through the gaps and chasms
of the narrative, it is time to place before the reader
what the narrative alone will not reveal to Leonard.
CHAPTER XVI.
Nora Avenel had fled from the boyish
love of Harley L’Estrange, recommended by Lady
Lansmere to a valetudinarian relative of her own,
Lady Jane Horton, as companion. But Lady Lansmere
could not believe it possible that the lowborn girl
could long sustain her generous pride, and reject
the ardent suit of one who could offer to her the prospective
coronet of a countess. She continually urged upon
Lady Jane the necessity of marrying Nora to some one
of rank less disproportioned to her own, and empowered
that lady to assure any such wooer of a dowry far
beyond Nora’s station. Lady Jane looked
around, and saw in the outskirts of her limited social
ring a young solicitor, a peer’s natural son,
who was on terms of more than business-like intimacy
with the fashionable clients whose distresses made
the origin of his wealth. The young man was handsome,
well-dressed, and bland. Lady Jane invited him
to her house; and, seeing him struck with the rare
loveliness of Nora, whispered the hint of the dower.
The fashionable solicitor, who afterwards ripened
into Baron Levy, did not need that hint; for, though
then poor, he relied on himself for fortune, and, unlike
Randal, he had warm blood in his veins. But Lady
Jane’s suggestions made him sanguine of success;
and when he formally proposed, and was as formally
refused, his self-love was bitterly wounded.
Vanity in Levy was a powerful passion; and with the
vain, hatred is strong, revenge is rankling. Levy
retired, concealing his rage; nor did he himself know
how vindictive that rage, when it cooled into malignancy,
could become, until the arch-fiend opportunity
prompted its indulgence and suggested its design.
Lady Jane was at first very angry
with Nora for the rejection of a suitor whom she had
presented as eligible. But the pathetic grace
of this wonderful girl had crept into her heart, and
softened it even against family prejudice; and she
gradually owned to herself that Nora was worthy of
some one better than Mr. Levy.
Now, Harley had ever believed that
Nora returned his love, and that nothing but her own
sense of gratitude to his parents, her own instincts
of delicacy, made her deaf to his prayers. To
do him justice, wild and headstrong as he then was,
his suit would have ceased at once had he really deemed
it persecution. Nor was his error unnatural; for
his conversation, till it had revealed his own heart,
could not fail to have dazzled and delighted the child
of genius; and her frank eyes would have shown the
delight. How, at his age, could he see the distinction
between the Poetess and the Woman? The poetess
was charmed with rare promise in a soul of which the
very errors were the extravagances of richness
and beauty. But the woman no! the woman
required some nature not yet undeveloped, and all
at turbulent, if brilliant, strife with its own noble
elements, but a nature formed and full-grown.
Harley was a boy, and Nora was one of those women
who must find or fancy an Ideal that commands and
almost awes them into love.
Harley discovered, not without difficulty,
Nora’s new residence. He presented himself
at Lady Jane’s, and she, with grave rebuke, forbade
him the house. He found it impossible to obtain
an interview with Nora. He wrote, but he felt
sure that his letters never reached her, since they
were unanswered. His young heart swelled with
rage. He dropped threats, which alarmed all the
fears of Lady Lansmere, and even the prudent apprehensions
of his friend, Audley Egerton. At the request
of the mother, and equally at the wish of the son,
Audley consented to visit at Lady Jane’s, and
make acquaintance with Nora.
“I have such confidence in you,”
said Lady Lansmere, “that if you once know the
girl, your advice will be sure to have weight with
her. You will show her how wicked it would be
to let Harley break our hearts and degrade his station.”
“I have such confidence in you,”
said young Harley, “that if you once know my
Nora, you will no longer side with my mother.
You will recognize the nobility which nature only
can create, you will own that Nora is worthy a rank
more lofty than mine; and my mother so believes in
your wisdom, that, if you plead in my cause, you will
convince even her.”
Audley listened to both with his intelligent,
half-incredulous smile; and wholly of the same opinion
as Lady Lansmere, and sincerely anxious to save Harley
from an indiscretion that his own notions led him to
regard as fatal, he resolved to examine this boasted
pearl, and to find out its flaws. Audley Egerton
was then in the prime of his earnest, resolute, ambitious
youth. The stateliness of his natural manners
had then a suavity and polish which, even in later
and busier life, it never wholly lost; since, in spite
of the briefer words and the colder looks by which
care and power mark the official man, the minister
had ever enjoyed that personal popularity which the
indefinable, external something, that wins and pleases,
can alone confer. But he had even then, as ever,
that felicitous reserve which Rochefoucauld has called
the “mystery of the body,” that
thin yet guardian veil which reveals but the strong
outlines of character, and excites so much of interest
by provoking so much of conjecture. To the man
who is born with this reserve, which is wholly distinct
from shyness, the world gives credit for qualities
and talents beyond those that it perceives; and such
characters are attractive to others in proportion as
these last are gifted with the imagination which loves
to divine the unknown.
At the first interview, the impression
which this man produced upon Nora Avenel was profound
and strange. She had heard of him before as the
one. whom Harley most loved and looked up to; and
she recognized at once in his mien, his aspect, his
words, the very tone of his deep tranquil voice, the
power to which woman, whatever her intellect, never
attains; and to which, therefore, she imputes a nobility
not always genuine, namely, the power of
deliberate purpose and self-collected, serene ambition.
The effect that Nora produced on Egerton was not less
sudden. He was startled by a beauty of face and
form that belonged to that rarest order, which we
never behold but once or twice in our lives.
He was yet more amazed to discover
that the aristocracy of mind could bestow a grace
that no aristocracy of birth could surpass. He
was prepared for a simple, blushing village girl,
and involuntarily he bowed low his proud front at
the first sight of that delicate bloom, and that exquisite
gentleness which is woman’s surest passport to
the respect of man. Neither in the first, nor
the second, nor the third interview, nor, indeed,
till after many interviews, could he summon up courage
to commence his mission, and allude to Harley.
And when he did so at last his words faltered.
But Nora’s words were clear to him. He saw
that Harley was not loved; and a joy, which he felt
as guilty, darted through his whole frame. From
that interview Audley returned home greatly agitated,
and at war with himself. Often, in the course
of this story, has it been hinted that, under all
Egerton’s external coldness and measured self-control,
lay a nature capable of strong and stubborn passions.
Those passions broke forth then. He felt that
love had already entered into the heart, which the
trust of his friend should have sufficed to guard.
“I will go there no more,” said he, abruptly,
to Harley.
“But why?”
“The girl does not love you. Cease then
to think of her.”
Harley disbelieved him, and grew indignant.
But Audley had every worldly motive to assist his
sense of honour. He was poor, though with the
reputation of wealth, deeply involved in debt, resolved
to rise in life, tenacious of his position in the
world’s esteem. Against a host of counteracting
influences, love fought single-handed. Audley’s
was a strong nature; but, alas! in strong natures,
if resistance to temptation is of granite, so the
passions that they admit are of fire.
Trite is the remark that the destinies
of our lives often date from the impulses of unguarded
moments. It was so with this man, to an ordinary
eye so cautious and so deliberate. Harley one
day came to him in great grief; he had heard that
Nora was ill: he implored Andley to go once more
and ascertain. Audley went. Lady Jane Horton,
who was suffering under a disease which not long afterwards
proved fatal, was too ill to receive him. He
was shown into the room set apart as Nora’s.
While waiting for her entrance, he turned mechanically
over the leaves of an album, which Nora, suddenly
summoned away to attend Lady Jane, had left behind
her on the table. He saw the sketch of his own
features; he read words inscribed below it, words
of such artless tenderness, and such unhoping sorrow,
words written by one who had been accustomed to regard
her genius as her sole confidant, under Heaven; to
pour out to it, as the solitary poet-heart is impelled
to do, thoughts, feelings, the confession of mystic
sighs, which it would never breathe to a living ear,
and, save at such moments, scarcely acknowledge to
itself. Audley saw that he was beloved, and the
revelation, with a sudden light, consumed all the
barriers between himself and his own love. And
at that moment Nora entered. She saw him bending
over the book. She uttered a cry, sprang forward,
and then sank down, covering her face with her hands.
But Audley was at her feet. He forgot his friend,
his trust; he forgot ambition, he forgot the world.
It was his own cause that he pleaded, his
own love that burst forth from his lips. And when
the two that day parted, they were betrothed each
to each. Alas for them, and alas for Harley!
And now this man, who had hitherto valued himself as
the very type of gentleman, whom all his young contemporaries
had so regarded and so revered, had to press the hand
of a confiding friend, and bid adieu to truth.
He had to amuse, to delay, to mislead his boy-rival, to
say that he was already subduing Nora’s hesitating
doubts, and that with a little time, she could be induced
to consent to forget Harley’s rank, and his
parent’s pride, and become his wife. And
Harley believed in Egerton, without one suspicion on
the mirror of his loyal soul.
Meanwhile, Audley, impatient of his
own position, impatient, as strong minds
ever are, to hasten what they have once resolved, to
terminate a suspense that every interview with Harley
tortured alike by jealousy and shame, to pass out
of the reach of scruples, and to say to himself, “Right or
wrong, there is no looking back; the deed is done,” Audley,
thus hurried on by the impetus of his own power of
will, pressed for speedy and secret nuptials, secret,
till his fortunes, then wavering, were more assured,
his career fairly commenced. This was not his
strongest motive, though it was one. He shrank
from the discovery of his wrong to his friend, desired
to delay the self-humiliation of such announcement,
until, as he persuaded himself, Harley’s boyish
passion was over, had yielded to the new allurements
that would naturally beset his way. Stifling
his conscience, Audley sought to convince himself that
the day would soon come when Harley could hear with
indifference that Nora Avenel was another’s.
“The dream of an hour, at his age,” murmured
the elder friend; “but at mine the passion of
a life!” He did not speak of these latter motives
for concealment to Nora. He felt that to own the
extent of his treason to a friend would lower him in
her eyes. He spoke therefore but slightingly
of Harley, treated the boy’s suit as a thing
past and gone. He dwelt only on reasons that compelled
self-sacrifice on his side or hers. She did not
hesitate which to choose. And so, where Nora
loved, so submissively did she believe in the superiority
of the lover, that she would not pause to hear a murmur
from her own loftier nature, or question the propriety
of what he deemed wise and good.
Abandoning prudence in this arch affair
of life, Audley still preserved his customary caution
in minor details. And this indeed was characteristic
of him throughout all his career, heedless in large
things, wary in small. He would not trust Lady
Jane Horton with his secret, still less Lady Lansmere.
He simply represented to the former that Nora was
no longer safe from Harley’s determined pursuit
under Lady Jane’s roof, and that she had better
elude the boy’s knowledge of her movements,
and go quietly away for a while, to lodge with some
connection of her own.
And so, with Lady Jane’s acquiescence,
Nora went first to the house of a very distant kinswoman
of her mother’s, and afterwards to one that
Egerton took as their bridal home, under the name of
Bertram. He arranged all that might render their
marriage most free from the chance of premature discovery.
But it so happened on the very morning of their bridal,
that one of the witnesses he selected (a confidential
servant of his own) was seized with apoplexy.
Considering, in haste, where to find a substitute,
Egerton thought of Levy, his own private solicitor,
his own fashionable money-lender, a man with whom
he was then as intimate as a fine gentleman is with
the lawyer of his own age, who knows all his affairs,
and has helped, from pure friendship, to make them
as bad as they are! Levy was thus suddenly summoned.
Egerton, who was in great haste, did not at first
communicate to him the name of the intended bride;
but he said enough of the imprudence of the marriage,
and his reasons for secrecy, to bring on himself the
strongest remonstrances; for Levy had always reckoned
on Egerton’s making a wealthy marriage, leaving
to Egerton the wife, and hoping to appropriate to
himself the wealth, all in the natural course of business.
Egerton did not listen to him, but hurried him on
towards the place at which the ceremony was to be
performed; and Levy actually saw the bride before
he had learned her name. The usurer masked his
raging emotions, and fulfilled his part in the rites.
His smile, when he congratulated the bride, might
have shot cold into her heart; but her eyes were cast
on the earth, seeing there but a shadow from heaven,
and her heart was blindly sheltering itself in the
bosom to which it was given evermore. She did
not perceive the smile of hate that barbed the words
of joy. Nora never thought it necessary later
to tell Egerton that Levy had been a refused suitor.
Indeed, with the exquisite tact of love, she saw that
such a confidence, the idea of such a rival, would
have wounded the pride of her high-bred, well-born
husband.
And now, while Harley L’Estrange,
frantic with the news that Nora had left Lady Jane’s
roof, and purposely misled into wrong directions, was
seeking to trace her refuge in vain, now Egerton, in
an assumed name, in a remote quarter, far from the
clubs, in which his word was oracular, far from the
pursuits, whether of pastime or toil, that had hitherto
engrossed his active mind, gave himself up, with wonder
at his own surrender, to the only vision of fairyland
that ever weighs down the watchful eyelids of hard
ambition. The world for a while shut out, he
missed it not. He knew not of it. He looked
into two loving eyes that haunted him ever after,
through a stern and arid existence, and said murmuringly,
“Why, this, then, is real happiness!” Often,
often, in the solitude of other years, to repeat to
himself the same words, save that for is, he then
murmured was! And Nora, with her grand, full heart,
all her luxuriant wealth of fancy and of thought, child
of light and of song, did she then never discover
that there was something comparatively narrow and
sterile in the nature to which she had linked her fate?
Not there could ever be sympathy in feelings, brilliant
and shifting as the tints of the rainbow. When
Audley pressed her heart to his own, could he comprehend
one finer throb of its beating? Was all the iron
of his mind worth one grain of the gold she had cast
away in Harley’s love?
Did Nora already discover this?
Surely no. Genius feels no want, no repining,
while the heart is contented. Genius in her paused
and slumbered: it had been as the ministrant
of solitude: it was needed no more. If a
woman loves deeply some one below her own grade in
the mental and spiritual orders, how often we see
that she unconsciously quits her own rank, comes meekly
down to the level of the beloved, is afraid lest he
should deem her the superior, she who would
not even be the equal. Nora knew no more that
she had genius; she only knew that she had love.
And so here, the journal which Leonard
was reading changed its tone, sinking into that quiet
happiness which is but quiet because it is so deep.
This interlude in the life of a man like Audley Egerton
could never have been long; many circumstances conspired
to abridge it. His affairs were in great disorder;
they were all under Levy’s management.
Demands that had before slumbered, or been mildly urged,
grew menacing and clamorous. Harley, too, returned
to London from his futile researches, and looked out
for Audley. Audley was forced to leave his secret
Eden, and reappear in the common world; and thenceforward
it was only by stealth that he came to his bridal
home, a visitor, no more the inmate.
But more loud and fierce grew the demands of his creditors,
now when Egerton had most need of all which respectability
and position and belief of pecuniary independence
can do to raise the man who has encumbered his arms,
and crippled his steps towards fortune. He was
threatened with writs, with prison. Levy said
“that to borrow more would be but larger ruin,”
shrugged his shoulders, and even recommended a voluntary
retreat to the King’s Bench. “No place
so good for frightening one’s creditors into
compounding their claims; but why,” added Levy,
with covert sneer, “why not go to young L’Estrange,
a boy made to be borrowed from!”
Levy, who had known from Lady Jane
of Harley’s pursuit of Nora, had learned already
how to avenge himself on Egerton. Audley could
not apply to the friend he had betrayed. And
as to other friends, no man in town had a greater
number. And no man in town knew better that he
should lose them all if he were once known to be in
want of their money. Mortified, harassed, tortured,
shunning Harley, yet ever sought by him, fearful of
each knock at his door, Audley Egerton escaped to the
mortgaged remnant of his paternal estate, on which
there was a gloomy manor-house, long uninhabited,
and there applied a mind, afterwards renowned for its
quick comprehension of business, to the investigation
of his affairs, with a view to save some wreck from
the flood that swelled momently around him.
And now to condense as
much as possible a record that runs darkly on into
pain and sorrow now Levy began to practise
his vindictive arts; and the arts gradually prevailed.
On pretence of assisting Egerton in the arrangement
of his affairs, which he secretly contrived, however,
still more to complicate, he came down frequently to
Egerton Hall for a few hours, arriving by the mail,
and watching the effect which Nora’s almost
daily letters produced on the bridegroom, irritated
by the practical cares of life. He was thus constantly
at hand to instil into the mind of the ambitious man
a regret for the imprudence of hasty passion, or to
embitter the remorse which Audley felt for his treachery
to L’Estrange. Thus ever bringing before
the mind of the harassed debtor images at war with
love, and with the poetry of life, he disattuned it
(so to speak) for the reception of Nora’s letters,
all musical as they were with such thoughts as the
most delicate fancy inspires to the most earnest love.
Egerton was one of those men who never confide their
affairs frankly to women. Nora, when she thus
wrote, was wholly in the dark as to the extent of
his stern prosaic distress. And so and
so Levy always near type of the
prose of life in its most cynic form so
by degrees all that redundant affluence of affection,
with its gushes of grief for his absence, prayers
for his return, sweet reproach if a post failed to
bring back an answer to the woman’s yearning
sighs, all this grew, to the sensible, positive
man of real life, like sickly romantic exaggeration.
The bright arrows shot too high into heaven to hit
the mark set so near to the earth. Ah, common
fate of all superior natures! What treasure,
and how wildly wasted! “By-the-by,”
said Levy, one morning, as he was about to take leave
of Audley and return to town, “by-the-by,
I shall be this evening in the neighbourhood of Mrs.
Egerton.”
Egerton. “Say Mrs. Bertram!”
Levy. “Ay; will she not be in
want of some pecuniary supplies?”
Egerton. “My wife! Not
yet. I must first be wholly ruined before she
can want; and if I were so, do you think I should not
be by her side?”
Levy. “I beg
pardon, my dear fellow; your pride of gentleman is
so susceptible that it is hard for a lawyer not to
wound it unawares. Your wife, then, does not
know the exact state of your affairs?”
Egerton. “Of
course not. Who would confide to a woman things
in which she could do nothing, except to tease one
the more?”
Levy. “True,
and a poetess too! I have prevented your finishing
your answer to Mrs. Bertram’s last letter.
Can I take it it may save a day’s
delay that is, if you do not object to my
calling on her this evening.”
Egerton (sitting down to his
unfinished letter). “Object! no.”
Levy (looking at his watch). “Be
quick, or I shall lose the coach.”
EGEPTON (sealing the letter). “There.
And I should be obliged to you if you would call;
and without alarming her as to my circumstances, you
can just say that you know I am much harassed about
important affairs at present, and so soothe the effects
of my very short answers ”
Levy. “To those
doubly-crossed, very long letters, I will.”
“Poor Nora,” said Egerton,
sighing, “she will think this answer brief and
churlish enough. Explain my excuses kindly, so
that they will serve for the future. I really
have no time and no heart for sentiment. The
little I ever had is well-nigh worried out of me.
Still I love her fondly and deeply.”
Levy. “You must
have done so. I never thought it in you to sacrifice
the world to a woman.”
Egerton. “Nor
I either; but,” added the strong man, conscious
of that power which rules the world infinitely more
than knowledge, conscious of tranquil courage, “but
I have not sacrificed the world yet. This right
arm shall bear up her and myself too.”
Levy. “Well
said! but in the mean while, for heaven’s sake,
don’t attempt to go to London, nor to leave
this place; for, in that case, I know you will be
arrested, and then adieu to all hopes of parliament, of
a career.”
Audley’s haughty countenance
darkened; as the dog, in his bravest mode, turns dismayed
from the stone plucked from the mire, so, when Ambition
rears itself to defy mankind, whisper “disgrace
and a jail,” and, lo, crestfallen,
it slinks away! That evening Levy called on Nora,
and ingratiating himself into her favour by praise
of Egerton, with indirect humble apologetic allusions
to his own former presumption, he prepared the way
to renewed visits; she was so lonely, and she so loved
to see one who was fresh from seeing Audley, one who
would talk to her of him! By degrees the friendly
respectful visitor thus stole into her confidence;
and then, with all his panegyrics on Audley’s
superior powers and gifts, he began to dwell upon
the young husband’s worldly aspirations, and
care for his career; dwell on them so as vaguely to
alarm Nora, to imply that, dear as she was,
she was still but second to Ambition. His way
thus prepared, he next began to insinuate his respectful
pity at her equivocal position, dropped hints of gossip
and slander, feared that the marriage might be owned
too late to preserve reputation. And then what
would be the feelings of the proud Egerton if his
wife were excluded from that world whose opinion he
so prized? Insensibly thus he led her on to express
(though timidly) her own fear, her own natural desire,
in her letters to Audley. When could the marriage
be proclaimed? Proclaimed! Audley felt that
to proclaim such a marriage at such a moment would
be to fling away his last cast for fame and fortune.
And Harley, too, Harley still so uncured
of his frantic love! Levy was sure to be at hand
when letters like these arrived.
And now Levy went further still in
his determination to alienate these two hearts.
He contrived, by means of his various agents, to circulate
through Nora’s neighbourhood the very slanders
at which he had hinted. He contrived that she
should be insulted when she went abroad, outraged
at home by the sneers of her own servant, and tremble
with shame at her own shadow upon her abandoned bridal
hearth.
Just in the midst of this intolerable
anguish, Levy reappeared. His crowning hour was
ripe. He intimated his knowledge of the humiliations
Nora had undergone, expressed his deep compassion,
offered to intercede with Egerton “to do her
justice.” He used ambiguous phrases, that
shocked her ear and tortured her heart, and thus provoked
her on to demand him to explain; and then, throwing
her into a wild state of indefinite alarm, in which
he obtained her solemn promise not to divulge to Audley
what he was about to communicate, he said, with villanous
hypocrisy of reluctant shame, “that her marriage
was not strictly legal; that the forms required by
the law had not been complied with, that Audley, unintentionally
or purposely, had left himself free to disown the
rite and desert the bride.” While Nora stood
stunned and speechless at a falsehood which, with
lawyer-like show, he contrived to make truth-like
to her inexperience, he hurried rapidly on, to re-awake
on her mind the impression of Audley’s pride,
ambition, and respect for worldly position. “These
are your obstacles,” said he; “but I think
I may induce him to repair the wrong, and right you
at last.” Righted at last oh,
infamy!
Then Nora’s anger burst forth.
She believe such a stain on Audley’s honour!
“But where was the honour when
he betrayed his friend? Did you not know that
he was entrusted by Lord L’Estrange to plead
for him. How did he fulfil the trust?”
“Plead for L’Estrange!”
Nora had not been exactly aware of this, in
the sudden love preceding those sudden nuptials, so
little touching Harley (beyond Audley’s first
timid allusions to his suit, and her calm and cold
reply) had been spoken by either.
Levy resumed. He dwelt fully
on the trust and the breach of it, and then said:
“In Egerton’s world, man holds it far more
dishonour to betray a man than to dupe a woman; and
if Egerton could do the one, why doubt that he would
do the other? But do not look at me with those
indignant eyes. Put himself to the test; write
to him to say that the suspicions amidst which you
live have become intolerable, that they infect even
yourself, despite your reason, that the secrecy of
your nuptials, his prolonged absence, his brief refusal,
on unsatisfactory grounds, to proclaim your tie, all
distract you with a terrible doubt. Ask him, at
least (if he will not yet declare your marriage), to
satisfy you that the rites were legal.”
“I will go to him,” cried Nora, impetuously.
“Go to him! in his
own house! What a scene, what a scandal!
Could he ever forgive you?”
“At least, then, I will implore
him to come here. I can not write such horrible
words; I cannot! I cannot! Go, go!”
Levy left her, and hastened to two or three of Audley’s
most pressing creditors, men, in fact,
who went entirely by Levy’s own advice.
He bade them instantly surround Audley’s country
residence with bailiffs. Before Egerton could
reach Nora, he would thus be lodged in a jail.
These preparations made, Levy himself went down to
Audley, and arrived, as usual, an hour or two before
the delivery of the post.
And Nora’s letter came; and
never was Audley’s grave brow more dark than
when he read it. Still, with his usual decision,
he resolved to obey her wish, rang the
bell, and ordered his servant to put up a change of
dress, and send for post-horses.
Levy then took him aside, and led
him to the window. “Look under yon trees.
Do you see those men? They are bailiffs.
This is the true reason why I come to you to-day.
You cannot leave this house.”
Egerton recoiled. “And
this frantic, foolish letter at such a time!”
he muttered, striking the open page, full of love
in the midst of terror, with his clenched hand.
O Woman, Woman! if thy heart be deep, and its chords
tender, beware how thou lovest the man with whom all
that plucks him from the hard cares of the workday
world is frenzy or a folly! He will break thy
heart, he will shatter its chords, he will trample
out from its delicate framework every sound that now
makes musical the common air, and swells into unison
with the harps of angels.
“She has before written to me,”
continued Audley, pacing the room with angry, disordered
strides, “asking me when our marriage can be
proclaimed, and I thought my replies would have satisfied
any reasonable woman. But now, now this is worse,
immeasurably worse, she actually doubts
my honour! I, who have made such sacrifices, actually
doubts whether I, Audley Egerton, an English gentleman,
could have been base enough to ”
“What?” interrupted Levy,
“to deceive your friend L’Estrange?
Did not she know that?”
“Sir!” exclaimed Egerton, turning white.
“Don’t be angry, all’s
fair in love as in war; and L’Estrange will live
yet to thank you for saving him from such a misalliance.
But you are seriously angry: pray, forgive me.”
With some difficulty and much fawning,
the usurer appeased the storm he had raised in Audley’s
conscience. And he then heard, as if with surprise,
the true purport of Nora’s letter.
“It is beneath me to answer,
much less to satisfy, such a doubt,” said Audley.
“I could have seen her, and a look of reproach
would have sufficed; but to put my hand to paper,
and condescend to write, ’I am not a villain,
and I will give you the proofs that I am not’ never!”
“You are quite right; but let
us see if we cannot reconcile matters between your
pride and her feelings. Write simply this:
’All that you ask me to say or to explain, I
have instructed Levy, as my solicitor, to say and
explain for me; and you may believe him as you would
myself.’”
“Well, the poor fool, she deserves
to be punished; and I suppose that answer will punish
her more than a lengthier rebuke. My mind
is so distracted, I cannot judge of these trumpery
woman-fears and whims; there, I have written as you
suggest. Give her all the proof she needs, and
tell her that in six months at furthest, come what
will, she shall bear the name of Egerton, as henceforth
she must share his fate.”
“Why say six months?”
“Parliament must be dissolved,
and there must be a general election before then.
I shall either obtain a seat, be secure from a jail,
have won field for my energies, or ”
“Or what?”
“I shall renounce ambition altogether,
ask my brother to assist me towards whatever debts
remain when all my property is fairly sold they
cannot be much. He has a living in his gift; the
incumbent is old, and, I hear, very ill. I can
take orders.”
“Sink into a country parson!”
“And learn content. I have
tasted it already. She was then by my side.
Explain all to her. This letter, I fear, is too
unkind But to doubt me thus!”
Levy hastily placed the letter in
his pocketbook; and, for fear it should be withdrawn,
took his leave.
And of that letter he made such use,
that the day after he had given it to Nora, she had
left the house, the neighbourhood; fled, and not a
trace! Of all the agonies in life, that which
is most poignant and harrowing, that which for the
time most annihilates reason, and leaves our whole
organization one lacerated, mangled heart, is the conviction
that we have been deceived where we placed all the
trust of love. The moment the anchor snaps, the
storm comes on, the stars vanish behind the cloud.
When Levy returned, filled with the
infamous hope which had stimulated his revenge, the
hope that if he could succeed in changing into scorn
and indignation Nora’s love for Audley, he might
succeed also in replacing that broken and degraded
idol, his amaze and dismay were great on
hearing of her departure. For several days he
sought her traces in vain. He went to Lady Jane
Horton’s, Nora had not been there.
He trembled to go back to Egerton. Surely Nora
would have written to her husband, and in spite of
her promise, revealed his own falsehood; but as days
passed, and not a clew was found, he had no option
but to repair to Egerton Hall, taking care that the
bailiffs still surrounded it. Audley had received
no line from Nora. The young husband was surprised,
perplexed, uneasy, but had no suspicion of the truth.
At length Levy was forced to break
to Audley the intelligence of Nora’s flight.
He gave his own colour to it. Doubtless she had
gone to seek her own relations, and, by their advice,
take steps to make her marriage publicly known.
This idea changed Audley’s first shock into deep
and stern resentment. His mind so little comprehended
Nora’s, and was ever so disposed to what is
called the common-sense view of things, that he saw
no other mode to account for her flight and her silence.
Odious to Egerton as such a proceeding would be, he
was far too proud to take any steps to guard against
it. “Let her do her worst,” said he,
coldly, masking emotion with his usual self-command;
“it will be but a nine days’ wonder to
the world, a fiercer rush of my creditors on their
hunted prey”
“And a challenge from Lord L’Estrange.”
“So be it,” answered Egerton, suddenly
placing his hand at his heart.
“What is the matter? Are you ill?”
“A strange sensation here.
My father died of a complaint of the heart, and I
myself was once told to guard, through life, against
excess of emotion. I smiled at such a warning
then. Let us sit down to business.”
But when Levy had gone, and solitude
reclosed round that Man of the Iron Mask, there grew
upon him more and more the sense of a mighty loss.
Nora’s sweet loving face started from the shadows
of the forlorn walls. Her docile, yielding temper,
her generous, self-immolating spirit, came back to
his memory, to refute the idea that wronged her.
His love, that had been suspended for awhile by busy
cares, but which, if without much refining sentiment,
was still the master passion of his soul, flowed back
into all his thoughts, circumfused the very
atmosphere with a fearful, softening charm. He
escaped under cover of the night from the watch of
the bailiffs. He arrived in London. He himself
sought everywhere he could think of for his missing
bride. Lady Jane Horton was confined to her bed,
dying fast, incapable even to receive and reply to
his letter. He secretly sent down to Lansmere
to ascertain if Nora had gone to her parents.
She was not there. The Avenels believed her still
with Lady Jane Horton.
He now grew most seriously alarmed;
and in the midst of that alarm, Levy secretly contrived
that he should be arrested for debt; but he was not
detained in confinement many days. Before the
disgrace got wind, the writs were discharged, Levy
baffled. He was free. Lord L’Estrange
had learned from Audley’s servant what Audley
would have concealed from him out of all the world.
And the generous boy, who, besides the munificent
allowance he received from the earl, was heir to an
independent and considerable fortune of his own, when
he should attain his majority, hastened to borrow
the money and discharge all the obligations of his
friend. The benefit was conferred before Audley
knew of it, or could prevent. Then a new emotion,
and perhaps scarce less stinging than the loss of
Nora, tortured the man who had smiled at the warning
of science; and the strange sensation at the heart
was felt again and again.
And Harley, too, was still in search
of Nora, would talk of nothing but her,
and looked so haggard and grief-worn. The bloom
of the boy’s youth was gone. Could Audley
then have said, “She you seek is another’s;
your love is razed out of your life; and, for consolation,
learn that your friend has betrayed you”?
Could Audley say this? He did not dare. Which
of the two suffered the most?
And these two friends, of characters
so different, were so singularly attached to each
other, inseparable at school, thrown together
in the world, with a wealth of frank confidences between
them, accumulated since childhood. And now, in
the midst of all his own anxious sorrow, Harley still
thought and planned for Egerton. And self-accusing
remorse, and all the sense of painful gratitude, deepened
Audley’s affection for Harley into a devotion
as to a superior, while softening it into a reverential
pity that yearned to relieve, to atone; but how, oh,
how?
A general election was now at hand,
still no news of Nora. Levy kept aloof from Audley,
pursuing his own silent search. A seat for the
borough of Lansmere was pressed upon Audley, not only
by Harley, but his parents, especially by the countess,
who tacitly ascribed to Audley’s wise counsels
Nora’s mysterious disappearance.
Egerton at first resisted the thought
of a new obligation to his injured friend; but he
burned to have it, some day, in his power to repay
at least his pecuniary debt: the sense of that
debt humbled him more than all else. Parliamentary
success might at last obtain for him some lucrative
situation abroad, and thus enable him gradually to
remove this load from his heart and his honour.
No other chance of repayment appeared open to him.
He accepted the offer, and went down to Lansmere.
His brother, lately married, was asked to meet him;
and there also was Miss Leslie the heiress, whom Lady
Lansmere secretly hoped her son Harley would admire,
but who had long since, no less secretly, given her
heart to the unconscious Egerton.
Meanwhile, the miserable Nora deceived
by the arts and representations of Levy, acting on
the natural impulse of a heart so susceptible to shame,
flying from a home which she deemed dishonoured, flying
from a lover whose power over her she knew to be so
great that she dreaded lest he might reconcile her
to dishonour itself had no thought save
to hide herself forever from Audley’s eye.
She would not go to her relations, to Lady Jane; that
were to give the clew, and invite the pursuit.
An Italian lady of high rank had visited at Lady Jane’s, taken
a great fancy to Nora; and the lady’s husband,
having been obliged to precede her return to Italy,
had suggested the notion of engaging some companion;
the lady had spoken of this to Nora and to Lady Jane
Horton, who had urged Nora to accept the offer, elude
Harley’s pursuit, and go abroad for a time.
Nora then had refused; for she then had seen Audley
Egerton.
To this Italian lady she now went,
and the offer was renewed with the most winning kindness,
and grasped at in the passion of despair. But
the Italian had accepted invitations to English country-houses
before she finally departed for the Continent.
Meanwhile Nora took refuge in a quiet lodging in a
sequestered suburb, which an English servant in the
employment of the fair foreigner recommended.
Thus had she first come to the cottage in which Burley
died. Shortly afterwards she left England with
her new companion, unknown to all, to Lady
Jane as to her parents.
All this time the poor girl was under
a moral delirium, a confused fever, haunted by dreams
from which she sought to fly. Sound physiologists
agree that madness is rarest amongst persons of the
finest imagination. But those persons are, of
all others, liable to a temporary state of mind in
which judgment sleeps, imagination alone
prevails with a dire and awful tyranny. A single
idea gains ascendancy, expels all others, presents
itself everywhere with an intolerable blinding glare.
Nora was at that time under the dread one idea, to
fly from shame!
But when the seas rolled, and the
dreary leagues interposed between her and her lover;
when new images presented themselves; when the fever
slaked, and reason returned, doubt broke
upon the previous despair. Had she not been too
credulous, too hasty? Fool, fool! Audley
have been so poor a traitor! How guilty was she,
if she had wronged him! And in the midst of this
revulsion of feeling, there stirred within her another
life. She was destined to become a mother.
At that thought her high nature bowed; the last struggle
of pride gave way; she would return to England, see
Audley, learn from his lips the truth, and even if
the truth were what she had been taught to believe,
plead not for herself, but for the false one’s
child.
Some delay occurred in the then warlike
state of affairs on the Continent before she could
put this purpose into execution; and on her journey
back, various obstructions lengthened the way.
But she returned at last, and resought the suburban
cottage in which she had last lodged before quitting
England. At night, she went to Audley’s
London house; there was only a woman in charge of
it. Mr. Egerton was absent, electioneering somewhere;
Mr. Levy, his lawyer, called every day for any letters
to be forwarded to him. Nora shrank from seeing
Levy, shrank from writing even a letter that would
pass through his bands. If she had been deceived,
it had been by him, and wilfully. But parliament
was already dissolved; the election would soon be over.
Mr. Egerton was expected to return to town within
a week. Nora went back to Mrs. Goodyer’s
and resolved to wait, devouring her own heart in silence.
But the newspapers might inform her where Audley really
was; the newspapers were sent for and conned daily.
And one morning this paragraph met her eye:
The Earl and Countess of Lansmere are
receiving a distinguished party at their country
seat. Among the guests is Miss Leslie, whose
wealth and beauty have excited such sensation in
the fashionable world. To the disappointment
of numerous aspirants amongst our aristocracy,
we hear that this lady has, however, made her distinguished
choice in Mr. Audley Egerton. That gentleman is
now a candidate for the borough of Lansmere, as
a supporter of the Government; his success is considered
certain, and, according to the report of a large
circle of friends, few new members will prove so valuable
an addition to the ministerial ranks. A great
career may indeed be predicted for a young man
so esteemed for talent and character, aided by
a fortune so immense as that which he will shortly
receive with the hand of the accomplished heiress.
Again the anchor snapped, again the
storm descended, again the stars vanished. Nora
was now once more under the dominion of a single thought,
as she had been when she fled from her bridal home.
Then, it was to escape from her lover, now,
it was to see him. As the victim stretched on
the rack implores to be led at once to death, so there
are moments when the annihilation of hope seems more
merciful than the torment of suspense.
CHAPTER XVII.
When the scenes in some long diorama
pass solemnly before us, there is sometimes one solitary
object, contrasting, perhaps, the view of stately
cities or the march of a mighty river, that halts on
the eye for a moment, and then glides away, leaving
on the mind a strange, comfortless, undefined impression.
Why was the object presented to us?
In itself it seemed comparatively insignificant.
It may have been but a broken column, a lonely pool
with a star-beam on its quiet surface, yet
it awes us. We remember it when phantasmal pictures
of bright Damascus, or of colossal pyramids, of bazaars
in Stamboul, or lengthened caravans that defile slow
amidst the sands of Araby, have sated the wondering
gaze. Why were we detained in the shadowy procession
by a thing that would have been so commonplace had
it not been so lone? Some latent interest must
attach to it. Was it there that a vision of woe
had lifted the wild hair of a Prophet; there where
some Hagar had stilled the wail of her child on her
indignant breast? We would fain call back the
pageantry procession, fain see again the solitary
thing that seemed so little worth the hand of the artist,
and ask, “Why art thou here, and wherefore dost
thou haunt us?”
Rise up, rise up once more,
by the broad great thoroughfare that stretches onward
and onward to the remorseless London! Rise up,
rise up, O solitary tree with the green leaves on
thy bough, and the deep rents in thy heart; and the
ravens, dark birds of omen and sorrow, that build
their nest amidst the leaves of the bough, and drop
with noiseless plumes down through the hollow rents
of the heart, or are heard, it may be in the growing
shadows of twilight, calling out to their young.
Under the old pollard-tree, by the
side of John Avenel’s house, there cowered,
breathless and listening, John Avenel’s daughter
Nora. Now, when that fatal newspaper paragraph,
which lied so like truth, met her eyes, she obeyed
the first impulse of her passionate heart, she
tore the wedding ring from her finger, she enclosed
it, with the paragraph itself, in a letter to Audley, a
letter that she designed to convey scorn and pride alas!
it expressed only jealousy and love. She could
not rest till she had put this letter into the post
with her own hand, addressed to, Audley at Lord Lansmere’s.
Scarce had it left her ere she repented. What
had she done, resigned the birth-right of
the child she was so soon to bring into the world,
resigned her last hope in her lover’s honour,
given up her life of life and from belief
in what? a report in a newspaper!
No, no; she would go herself to Lansmere; to her father’s
home, she could contrive to see Audley before
that letter reached his hand. The thought was
scarcely conceived before obeyed. She found a
vacant place in a coach that started from London some
hours before the mail, and went within a few miles
of Lansmere; those last miles she travelled on foot.
Exhausted, fainting, she gained at last the sight
of home, and there halted, for in the little garden
in front she saw her parents seated. She heard
the murmur of their voices, and suddenly she remembered
her altered shape, her terrible secret. How answer
the question,
“Daughter, where and who is
thy husband?” Her heart failed her; she crept
under the old pollard-tree, to gather up resolve, to
watch, and to listen. She saw the rigid face
of the thrifty, prudent mother, with the deep lines
that told of the cares of an anxious life, and the
chafe of excitable temper and warm affections against
the restraint of decorous sanctimony and resolute
pride. The dear stern face never seemed to her
more dear and more stern. She saw the comely,
easy, indolent, good-humoured father; not then the
poor, paralytic sufferer, who could yet recognize
Nora’s eyes under the lids of Leonard, but stalwart
and jovial, first bat in the Cricket Club,
first voice in the Glee Society, the most popular
canvasser of the Lansmere Constitutional True Blue
Party, and the pride and idol of the Calvinistical
prim wife; never from those pinched lips of hers had
come forth even one pious rebuke to the careless,
social man. As he sat, one hand in his vest, his
profile turned to the road, the light smoke curling
playfully up from the pipe, over which lips, accustomed
to bland smile and hearty laughter, closed as if reluctant
to be closed at all, he was the very model of the
respectable retired trader in easy circumstances, and
released from the toil of making money while life
could yet enjoy the delight of spending it.
“Well, old woman,” said
John Avenel, “I must be off presently to see
to those three shaky voters in Fish Lane; they will
have done their work soon, and I shall catch ’em
at home. They do say as how we may have an opposition;
and I know that old Smikes has gone to Lonnon in search
of a candidate. We can’t have the Lansmere
Constitutional Blues beat by a Lonnoner! Ha,
ha, ha!”
“But you will be home before
Jane and her husband Mark come? How ever she
could marry a common carpenter!”
“Yes,” said John, “he
is a carpenter; but he has a vote, and that strengthens
the family interest. If Dick was not gone to Amerikay,
there would be three on us. But Mark is a real
good Blue! A Lonnoner, indeed! a Yellow from
Lonnon beat my Lord and the Blues! Ha, ha!”
“But, John, this Mr. Egerton is a Lonnoner!”
“You don’t understand
things, talking such nonsense. Mr. Egerton is
the Blue candidate, and the Blues are the Country
Party; therefore how can he be a Lonnoner? An
uncommon clever, well-grown, handsome young man, eh!
and my young Lord’s particular friend.”
Mrs. Avenel sighed.
“What are you sighing and shaking your head
for?”
“I was thinking of our poor, dear, dear Nora!”
“God bless her!” cried John, heartily.
There was a rustle under the boughs
of the old hollow-hearted pollard-tree.
“Ha, ha! Hark! I said that so loud
that I have startled the ravens!”
“How he did love her!”
said Mrs. Avenel, thoughtfully. “I am sure
he did; and no wonder, for she looks every inch a
lady; and why should not she be my lady, after all?”
“He? Who? Oh, that
foolish fancy of yours about my young Lord? A
prudent woman like you! stuff! I am
glad my little beauty is gone to Lonnon, out of harm’s
way.”
“John, John, John! No harm
could ever come to my Nora. She ’s too pure
and too good, and has too proper a pride in her, to ”
“To listen to any young lords,
I hope,” said John; “though,” he
added, after a pause, “she might well be a lady
too. My Lord, the young one, took me by the hand
so kindly the other day, and said, ’Have not
you heard from her I mean Miss Avenel lately?’
and those bright eyes of his were as full of tears
as as as yours are now.”
“Well, John, well; go on.”
“That is all. My Lady came
up, and took me away to talk about the election; and
just as I was going, she whispered, ’Don’t
let my wild boy talk to you about that sweet girl
of yours. We must both see that she does not
come to disgrace.’ ‘Disgrace!’
that word made me very angry for the moment.
But my Lady has such a way with her that she soon put
me right again. Yet, I do think Nora must have
loved my young Lord, only she was too good to show
it. What do you say?” And the father’s
voice was thoughtful.
“I hope she’ll never love
any man till she’s married to him; it is not
proper, John,” said Mrs. Avenel, somewhat starchly,
though very mildly.
“Ha, ha!” laughed John,
chucking his prim wife under the chin, “you
did not say that to me when I stole your first kiss
under that very pollard-tree no house near
it then!”
“Hush, John, hush!” and
the prim wife blushed like a girl.
“Pooh,” continued John,
merrily, “I don’t see why we plain folk
should pretend to be more saintly and prudish-like
than our betters. There’s that handsome
Miss Leslie, who is to marry Mr. Egerton easy
enough to see how much she is in love with him, could
not keep her eyes off from him even in church, old
girl! Ha, ha! What the deuce is the matter
with the ravens?”
“They’ll be a comely couple,
John. And I hear tell she has a power of money.
When is the marriage to be?”
“Oh, they say as soon as the
election is over. A fine wedding we shall have
of it! I dare say my young Lord will be bridesman.
We’ll send for our little Nora to see the gay
doings!”
Out from the boughs of the old tree
came the shriek of a lost spirit, one of
those strange, appalling sounds of human agony which,
once heard, are never forgotten. It is as the
wail of Hope, when she, too, rushes forth from
the Coffer of Woes, and vanishes into viewless space;
it is the dread cry of Reason parting from clay, and
of Soul, that would wrench itself from life!
For a moment all was still and then a dull,
dumb, heavy fall!
The parents gazed on each other, speechless:
they stole close to the pales, and looked over.
Under the boughs, at the gnarled roots of the oak,
they saw gray and indistinct a
prostrate form. John opened the gate, and went
round; the mother crept to the road-side, and there
stood still.
“Oh, wife, wife!” cried
John Avenel, from under the green boughs, “it
is our child Nora! Our child! our child!”
And, as he spoke, out from the green
boughs started the dark ravens, wheeling round and
round, and calling to their young!
And when they had laid her on the
bed, Mrs. Avenel whispered John to withdraw for a
moment; and with set lips but trembling hands began
to unlace the dress, under the pressure of which Nora’s
heart heaved convulsively. And John went out
of the room bewildered, and sat himself down on the
landing-place, and wondered whether he was awake or
sleeping; and a cold numbness crept over one side of
him, and his head felt very heavy, with a loud, booming
noise in his ears. Suddenly his wife stood by
his side, and said, in a very low voice,
“John, run for Mr. Morgan, make
haste. But mind don’t speak to
any one on the way. Quick, quick!”
“Is she dying?”
“I don’t know. Why
not die before?” said Mrs. Avenel, between her
teeth; “but Mr. Morgan is a discreet, friendly
man.”
“A true Blue!” muttered
poor John, as if his mind wandered; and rising with
difficulty, he stared at his wife a moment, shook his
head, and was gone.
An hour or two later, a little, covered,
taxed cart stopped at Mr. Avenel’s cottage,
out of which stepped a young man with pale face and
spare form, dressed in the Sunday suit of a rustic
craftsman; then a homely, but pleasant, honest face
bent down to him, smilingly; and two arms emerging
from under covert of a red cloak extended an infant,
which the young man took tenderly. The baby was
cross and very sickly; it began to cry. The father
hushed, and rocked, and tossed it, with the air of
one to whom such a charge was familiar.
“He’ll be good when we
get in, Mark,” said the young woman, as she
extracted from the depths of the cart a large basket
containing poultry and home-made bread.
“Don’t forget the flowers
that the squire’s gardener gave us,” said
Mark the Poet.
Without aid from her husband, the
wife took down basket and nosegay, settled her cloak,
smoothed her gown, and said, “Very odd! they
don’t seem to expect us, Mark. How still
the house is! Go and knock; they can’t
ha’ gone to bed yet.”
Mark knocked at the door no
answer. A light passed rapidly across the windows
on the upper floor, but still no one came to his summons.
Mark knocked again. A gentleman dressed in clerical
costume, now coming from Lansinere Park, on the opposite
side of the road, paused at the sound of Mark’s
second and more impatient knock, and said civilly,
“Are you not the young folks
my friend John Avenel told me this morning he expected
to visit him?”
“Yes, please, Mr. Dale,”
said Mrs. Fairfield, dropping her courtesy. “You
remember me! and this is my dear good man!”
“What! Mark the Poet?”
said the curate of Lansmere, with a smile. “Come
to write squibs for the election?”
“Squibs, sir!” cried Mark, indignantly.
“Burns wrote squibs,” said the curate,
mildly.
Mark made no answer, but again knocked at the door.
This time, a man, whose face, even
seen by the starlight, was much flushed, presented
himself at the threshold.
“Mr. Morgan!” exclaimed
the curate, in benevolent alarm; “no illness
here, I hope?”
“Cott! it is you, Mr. Dale! Come
in, come in; I want a word with you. But who
the teuce are these people?”
“Sir,” said Mark, pushing
through the doorway, “my name is Fairfield,
and my wife is Mr. Avenel’s daughter!”
“Oh, Jane and her
baby too! Cood! cood! Come in; but
be quiet, can’t you? Still, still still
as death!”
The party entered, the door closed;
the moon rose, and shone calmly on the pale silent
house, on the sleeping flowers of the little garden,
on the old pollard with its hollow core. The
horse in the taxed cart dozed unheeded; the light
still at times flitted across the upper windows.
These were the only signs of life, except when a bat,
now and then attracted by the light that passed across
the windows, brushed against the panes, and then,
dipping downwards, struck up against the nose of the
slumbering horse, and darted merrily after the moth
that fluttered round the raven’s nest in the
old pollard.
CHAPTER XVIII.
All that day Harley L’Estrange
had been more than usually mournful and dejected.
Indeed, the return to scenes associated with Nora’s
presence increased the gloom that had settled on his
mind since he had lost sight and trace of her.
Audley, in the remorseful tenderness he felt for his
injured friend, had induced L’Estrange towards
evening to leave the Park, and go into a district
some miles off, on pretence that he required Harley’s
aid there to canvass certain important outvoters:
the change of scene might rouse him from his reveries.
Harley himself was glad to escape from the guests
at Lansmere. He readily consented to go.
He would not return that night. The outvoters
lay remote and scattered, he might be absent for a
day or two. When Harley was gone, Egerton himself
sank into deep thought. There was rumour of some
unexpected opposition. His partisans were alarmed
and anxious. It was clear that the Lansmere interest,
if attacked, was weaker than the earl would believe;
Egerton might lose his election. If so, what would
become of him? How support his wife, whose return
to him he always counted on, and whom it would then
become him at all hazards to acknowledge? It was
that day that he had spoken to William Hazeldean as
to the family living. “Peace, at
least,” thought the ambitious man, “I
shall have peace!” And the squire had promised
him the rectory if needed; not without a secret pang,
for his Harry was already using her conjugal influence
in favour of her old school-friend’s husband,
Mr. Dale; and the squire thought Audley would be but
a poor country parson, and Dale if he would
only grow a little plumper than his curacy would permit
him to be would be a parson in ten thousand.
But while Audley thus prepared for the worst, he still
brought his energies to bear on the more brilliant
option; and sat with his Committee, looking into canvass-books,
and discussing the characters, politics, and local
interests of every elector, until the night was well-nigh
gone. When he gained his room; the shutters were
unclosed, and he stood a few moments at the window,
gazing on the moon. At that sight, the thought
of Nora, lost and afar, stole over him. The man,
as we know, had in his nature little of romance and
sentiment. Seldom was it his wont to gaze upon
moon or stars. But whenever some whisper of romance
did soften his hard, strong mind, or whenever moon
or stars did charm his gaze from earth, Nora’s
bright Muse-like face, Nora’s sweet loving eyes,
were seen in moon and star-beam, Nora’s low
tender voice heard in the whisper of that which we
call romance, and which is but the sound of the mysterious
poetry that is ever in the air, would we but deign
to hear it! He turned with a sigh, undressed,
threw himself on his bed, and extinguished his light.
But the light of the moon would fill the room.
It kept him awake for a little time; he turned his
face from the calm, heavenly beam resolutely towards
the dull blind wall, and fell asleep. And, in
the sleep, he was with Nora, again in the
humble bridal-home. Never in his dreams had she
seemed to him so distinct and life-like, her
eyes upturned to his, her hands clasped together, and
resting on his shoulder, as had been her graceful
wont, her voice murmuring meekly, “Has it, then,
been my fault that we parted? Forgive, forgive
me!” And the sleeper imagined that he answered,
“Never part from me again, never,
never!” and that he bent down to kiss the chaste
lips that so tenderly sought his own. And suddenly
he heard a knocking sound, as of a hammer, regular,
but soft, low, subdued. Did you ever, O reader,
hear the sound of the hammer on the lid of a coffin
in a house of woe, when the undertaker’s
decorous hireling fears that the living may hear how
he parts them from the dead? Such seemed the sound
to Audley. The dream vanished abruptly.
He woke, and again heard the knock;
it was at his door. He sat up wistfully; the
moon was gone, it was morning. “Who is there?”
he cried peevishly.
A low voice from without answered,
“Hush, it is I; dress quick; let me see you.”
Egerton recognized Lady Lansmere’s
voice. Alarmed and surprised, he rose, dressed
in haste, and went to the door. Lady Lansmere
was standing without, extremely pale. She put
her finger to her lip, and beckoned him to follow
her. He obeyed mechanically. They entered
her dressing-room, a few doors from his own chamber,
and the countess closed the door.
Then laying her slight firm hand on
his shoulder, she said, in suppressed and passionate
excitement,
“Oh, Mr. Egerton, you must serve
me, and at once. Harley! Harley! save my
Harley! Go to him, prevent his coming back here,
stay with him; give up the election, it
is but a year or two lost in your life, you will have
other opportunities; make that sacrifice to your friend.”
“Speak what is the
matter? I can make no sacrifice too great for
Harley!”
“Thanks, I was sure of it.
Go then, I say, at once to Harley; keep him away from
Lansmere on any excuse you can invent, until you can
break the sad news to him, gently, gently.
Oh, how will he bear it; how recover the shock?
My boy, my boy!”
“Calm yourself! Explain!
Break what news; recover what shock?”
“True; you do not know, you
have not heard. Nora Avenel lies yonder, in her
father’s house, dead, dead!”
Audley staggered back, clapping his
hand to his heart, and then dropping on his knee as
if bowed down by the stroke of heaven.
“My bride, my wife!” he muttered.
“Dead it cannot be!”
Lady Lansmere was so startled at this
exclamation, so stunned by a confession wholly unexpected,
that she remained unable to soothe, to explain, and
utterly unprepared for the fierce agony that burst
from the man she had ever seen so dignified and cold,
when he sprang to his feet, and all the sense of his
eternal loss rushed upon his heart.
At length he crushed back his emotions,
and listened in apparent calm, and in a silence broken
but by quick gasps for breath, to Lady Lansmere’s
account.
One of the guests in the house, a
female relation of Lady Lansmere’s, had been
taken suddenly ill about an hour or two before; the
house had been disturbed, the countess herself aroused,
and Mr. Morgan summoned as the family medical practitioner.
From him she had learned that Nora Avenel had returned
to her father’s house late on the previous evening,
had been seized with brain fever, and died in a few
hours.
Audley listened, and turned to the
door, still in silence. Lady Lansmere caught
him by the arm. “Where are you going?
Ah, can I now ask you to save my son from the awful
news, you yourself the sufferer? And yet yet you
know his haste, his vehemence, if he learned that you
were his rival, her husband; you whom he so trusted!
What, what would be the result? I tremble!”
“Tremble not, I do
not tremble! Let me go! I will be back soon,
and then,” (his lips writhed) “then
we will talk of Harley.”
Egerton went forth, stunned and dizzy.
Mechanically he took his way across the park to John
Avenel’s house. He had been forced to enter
that house, formally, a day or two before, in the
course of his canvass; and his worldly pride had received
a shock when the home, the birth, and the manners
of his bride’s parents had been brought before
him. He had even said to himself, “And
is it the child of these persons that I, Audley Egerton,
must announce to the world as wife?” Now, if
she had been the child of a beggar-nay, of a felon now
if he could but recall her to life, how small and
mean would all that dreaded world appear to him!
Too late, too late! The dews were glistening in
the sun, the birds were singing overhead, life wakening
all around him and his own heart felt like
a charnel-house. Nothing but death and the dead
there, nothing! He arrived at the
door: it was open: he called; no one answered:
he walked up the narrow stairs, undisturbed, unseen;
he came into the chamber of death. At the opposite
side of the bed was seated John Avenel; but he seemed
in a heavy sleep. In fact, paralysis had smitten
him; but he knew it not; neither did any one.
Who could heed the strong hearty man in such a moment?
Not even the poor anxious wife! He had been left
there to guard the house, and watch the dead, an
unconscious man; numbed, himself, by the invisible
icy hand! Audley stole to the bedside; he lifted
the coverlid thrown over the pale still face.
What passed within him during the minute he stayed
there who shall say? But when he left the room,
and slowly descended the stairs, he left behind him
love and youth, all the sweet hopes and joys of the
household human life, for ever and ever!
He returned to Lady Lansmere, who
awaited his coming with the most nervous anxiety.
“Now,” said he, dryly,
“I will go to Harley, and I will prevent his
returning hither.”
“You have seen the parents.
Good heavens! do they know of your marriage?”
“No; to Harley I must own it first. Meanwhile,
silence!”
“Silence!” echoed Lady
Lansmere; and her burning hand rested in Audley’s,
and Audley’s hand was as ice.
In another hour Egerton had left the
house, and before noon he was with Harley.
It is necessary now to explain the
absence of all the Avenel family, except the poor
stricken father.
Nora had died in giving birth to a
child, died delirious. In her delirium
she had spoken of shame, of disgrace; there was no
holy nuptial ring on her finger. Through all
her grief, the first thought of Mrs. Avenel was to
save the good name of her lost daughter, the unblemished
honour of all the living Avenels. No matron long
descended from knights or kings had keener pride in
name and character than the poor, punctilious Calvinistic
trader’s wife. “Sorrow later, honour
now!” With hard dry eyes she mused and mused,
and made out her plan. Jane Fairfield should
take away the infant at once, before the day dawned,
and nurse it with her own. Mark should go with
her, for Mrs. Avenel dreaded the indiscretion of his
wild grief. She would go with them herself part
of the way, in order to command or reason them into
guarded silence. But they could not go back to
Hazeldean with another infant; Jane must go where
none knew her; the two infants might pass as twins.
And Mrs. Avenel, though naturally a humane, kindly
woman, and with a mother’s heart to infants,
looked with almost a glad sternness at Jane’s
puny babe, and thought to herself, “All difficulty
would be over should there be only one! Nora’s
child could thus pass throughout life for Jane’s!”
Fortunately for the preservation of
the secret, the Avenels kept no servant, only
an occasional drudge, who came a few hours in the day,
and went home to sleep. Mrs. Avenel could count
on Mr. Morgan’s silence as to the true cause
of Nora’s death. And Mr. Dale, why should
be reveal the dishonour of a family? That very
day, or the next at furthest, she could induce her
husband to absent himself, lest he should blab out
the tale while his sorrow was greater than his pride.
She alone would then stay in the house of death until
she could feel assured that all else were hushed into
prudence. Ay, she felt, that with due precautions,
the name was still safe. And so she awed and
hurried Mark and his wife away, and went with them
in the covered cart, that hid the faces of all three,
leaving for an hour or two the house and the dead to
her husband’s charge, with many an admonition,
to which he nodded his head, and which he did not
hear. Do you think this woman was unfeeling and
inhuman? Had Nora looked from heaven into her
mother’s heart Nora would not have thought so.
A good name when the burial stone closes over dust
is still a possession upon the earth; on earth it
is indeed our only one! Better for our friends
to guard for us that treasure than to sit down and
weep over perishable clay. And weep! Oh,
stern mother, long years were left to thee for weeping!
No tears shed for Nora made such deep furrows on the
cheeks as thine did! Yet who ever saw them flow?
Harley was in great surprise to see
Egerton; more surprised when Egerton told him that
he found he was to be opposed, that he had
no chance of success at Lansmere, and had, therefore,
resolved to retire from the contest. He wrote
to the earl to that effect; but the countess knew
the true cause, and hinted it to the earl; so that,
as we saw at the commencement of this history, Egerton’s
cause did not suffer when Captain Dashmore appeared
in the borough; and, thanks to Mr. Hazeldean’s
exertions and oratory, Audley came in by two votes, the
votes of John Avenel and Mark Fairfield. For
though the former had been removed a little way from
the town, and by medical advice, and though, on other
matters, the disease that had smitten him left him
docile as a child (and he had but vague indistinct
ideas of all the circumstances connected with Nora’s
return, save the sense of her loss), yet he still
would hear how the Blues went on, and would get out
of bed to keep his word: and even his wife said,
“He is right; better die of
it than break his promise!” The crowd gave way
as the broken man they had seen a few days before so
jovial and healthful was brought up in a chair to
the poll, and said, with his tremulous quavering voice,
“I ’m a true Blue, Blue forever!”
Elections are wondrous things!
No man who has not seen can guess how the zeal in
them triumphs over sickness, sorrow, the ordinary private
life of us!
There was forwarded to Audley, from
Lansmere Park, Nora’s last letter. The
postman had left it there an hour or two after he himself
had gone. The wedding-ring fell on the ground,
and rolled under his feet. And those burning,
passionate reproaches, all that anger of the wounded
dove, explained to him the mystery of her return, her
unjust suspicions, the cause of her sudden death,
which he still ascribed to brain fever, brought on
by excitement and fatigue. For Nora did not speak
of the child about to be born; she had not remembered
it when she wrote, or she would not have written.
On the receipt of this letter, Egerton could not remain
in the dull village district, alone, too,
with Harley. He said, abruptly, that he must
go to London; prevailed on L’Estrange to accompany
him; and there, when he heard from Lady Lansmere that
the funeral was over, he broke to Harley, with lips
as white as the dead, and his hand pressed to his
heart, on which his hereditary disease was fastening
quick and fierce, the dread truth that Nora was no
more. The effect upon the boy’s health
and spirits was even more crushing than Audley could
anticipate. He only woke from grief to feel remorse.
“For,” said the noble Harley, “had
it not been for my passion, my rash pursuit, would
she ever have left her safe asylum, ever
even have left her native town? And then and
then the struggle between her sense of
duty and her love to me! I see it all all!
But for me she were living still!”
“Oh, no!” cried Egerton,
his confession now rushing to his lips.
“Believe me, she never loved
you as you think. Nay, nay, hear me! Rather
suppose that she loved another, fled with him, was
perhaps married to him, and ”
“Hold!” exclaimed Harley,
with a terrible burst of passion, “you
kill her twice to me if you say that! I can still
feel that she lives lives here, in my heart while
I dream that she loved me or, at least,
that no other lip ever knew the kiss that was denied
to mine! But if you tell me to doubt that you you ”
The boy’s anguish was too great for his frame;
he fell suddenly back into Audley’s arms; he
had broken a blood-vessel. For several days he
was in great danger; but his eyes were constantly
fixed on Audley’s, with wistful intense gaze.
“Tell me,” he muttered, at the risk of
re-opening the ruptured veins, and of the instant
loss of life, “tell me, you did not
mean that! Tell me you have no cause to think
she loved another was another’s!”
“Hush, hush! no cause none none!
I meant but to comfort you, as I thought, fool
that I was! that is all!” cried the
miserable friend. And from that hour Audley gave
up the idea of righting himself in his own eyes, and
submitted still to be the living lie, he,
the haughty gentleman!
Now, while Harley was still very weak
and suffering, Mr. Dale came to London, and called
on Egerton. The curate, in promising secrecy to
Mrs. Avenel, had made one condition, that it should
not be to the positive injury of Nora’s living
son. What if Nora were married after all?
And would it not be right, at least, to learn the name
of the child’s father?
Some day he might need a father.
Mrs. Avenel was obliged to content herself with these
reservations. However, she implored Mr. Dale not
to make inquiries. What could they do? If
Nora were married, her husband would naturally, of
his own accord, declare himself; if seduced and forsaken,
it would but disgrace her memory (now saved from stain)
to discover the father to a child of whose very existence
the world as yet knew nothing. These arguments
perplexed the good curate. But Jane Fairfield
had a sanguine belief in her sister’s innocence;
and all her suspicions naturally pointed to Lord L’Estrange.
So, indeed, perhaps; did Mrs. Avenel’s, though
she never owned them. Of the correctness of these
suspicions Mr. Dale was fully convinced; the young
lord’s admiration, Lady Lansmere’s fears,
had been too evident to one who had often visited
at the Park; Harley’s abrupt departure just before
Nora’s return home; Egerton’s sudden resignation
of the borough before even opposition was declared,
in order to rejoin his friend, the very day of Nora’s
death, all confirmed his ideas that Harley
was the betrayer or the husband. Perhaps there
might have been a secret marriage possibly
abroad since Harley wanted some years of
his majority. He would, at least, try to see
and to sound Lord L’Estrange. Prevented
this interview by Harley’s illness, the curate
resolved to ascertain how far he could penetrate into
the mystery by a conversation with Egerton. There
was much in the grave repute which the latter had
acquired, and the singular and pre-eminent character
for truth and honour with which it was accompanied,
that made the curate resolve upon this step. Accordingly;
he saw Egerton, meaning only diplomatically to extract
from the new member for Lansmere what might benefit
the family of the voters who had given him his majority
of two.
He began by mentioning, as a touching
fact, how poor John Avenel, bowed down by the loss
of his child and the malady which had crippled his
limbs and enfeebled his mind, had still risen from
his bed to keep his word. And Audley’s
emotions seemed to him so earnest and genuine, to
show so good a heart, that out by little and little
came more: first, his suspicions that poor Nora
had been betrayed; then his hopes that there might
have been private marriage; and as Audley, with his
iron self-command, showed just the proper degree of
interest, and no more, he went on, till Audley knew
that he had a child.
“Inquire no further!”
said the man of the world. “Respect Mrs.
Avenel’s feelings and wishes, I entreat you;
they are the right ones. Leave the rest to me.
In my position I mean as a resident of London I
can quietly and easily ascertain more than you could,
and provoke no scandal! If I can right this this poor [his
voice trembled] right the lost mother,
or the living child, sooner or later you will hear
from me; if not, bury this secret where it now rests,
in a grave which slander has not reached. But
the child give me the address where it is
to be found in case I succeed in finding
the father, and touching his heart.”
“Oh, Mr. Egerton, may I not
say where you may find that father who he
is?”
“Sir!”
“Do not be angry; and, after
all, I cannot ask you to betray any confidence which
a friend may have placed in you. I know what you
men of high honour are to each other, even in sin.
No, no, I beg pardon; I leave all in your hands.
I shall hear from you then?”
“Or if not, why, then, believe
that all search is hopeless. My friend! if you
mean Lord L’Estrange, he is innocent. I I I [the
voice faltered] am convinced of it.”
The curate sighed, but made no answer.
“Oh, ye men of the world!” thought he.
He gave the address which the member for Lansmere had
asked for, and went his way, and never heard again
from Audley Egerton. He was convinced that the
man who had showed such deep feeling had failed in
his appeal to Harley’s conscience, or had judged
it best to leave Nora’s name in peace, and her
child to her own relations and the care of Heaven.
Harley L’Estrange, scarcely
yet recovered, hastened to join our armies on the
Continent, and seek the Death which, like its half-brother,
rarely comes when we call it.
As soon as Harley was gone, Egerton
went to the village to which Mr. Dale had directed
him, to seek for Nora’s child. But here
he was led into a mistake which materially affected
the tenor of his own life, and Leonard’s future
destinies. Mrs. Fairfield had been naturally ordered
by her mother to take another name in the village to
which she had gone with the two infants, so that her
connection with the Avenel family might not be traced,
to the provocation of inquiry and gossip. The
grief and excitement through which she had gone dried
the source of nutriment in her breast. She put
Nora’s child out to nurse at the house of a small
farmer, at a little distance from the village, and
moved from her first lodging to be nearer to the infant.
Her own child was so sickly and ailing, that she could
not bear to intrust it to the care of an other.
She tried to bring it up by hand; and the poor child
soon pined away and died. She and Mark could
not endure the sight of their baby’s grave;
they hastened to return to Hazeldean, and took Leonard
with them. From that time Leonard passed for
the son they had lost.
When Egerton arrived at the village,
and inquired for the person whose address had been
given to him, he was referred to the cottage in which
she had last lodged, and was told that she had been
gone some days, the day after her child
was buried. Her child buried! Egerton stayed
to inquire no more; thus he heard nothing of the infant
that had been put out to nurse. He walked slowly
into the churchyard, and stood for some minutes gazing
on the small new mound; then, pressing his hand on
the heart to which all emotion had been forbidden,
he re-entered his chaise and returned to London.
The sole reason for acknowledging his marriage seemed
to him now removed. Nora’s name had escaped
reproach. Even had his painful position with
regard to Harley not constrained him to preserve his
secret, there was every motive to the world’s
wise and haughty son not to acknowledge a derogatory
and foolish marriage, now that none lived whom concealment
could wrong.
Audley mechanically resumed his former
life, sought to resettle his thoughts on
the grand objects of ambitious men. His poverty
still pressed on him; his pecuniary debt to Harley
stung and galled his peculiar sense of honour.
He saw no way to clear his estates, to repay his friend,
but by some rich alliance. Dead to love, he faced
this prospect first with repugnance, then with apathetic
indifference. Levy, of whose treachery towards
himself and Nora he was unaware, still held over him
the power that the money-lender never loses over the
man that has owed, owes, or may owe again. Levy
was ever urging him to propose, to the rich Miss Leslie;
Lady Lansmere, willing to atone, as she thought, for
his domestic loss, urged the same; Harley, influenced
by his mother, wrote from the Continent to the same
effect.
“Manage it as you will,”
at last said Egerton to Levy, “so that I am not
a wife’s pensioner.”
“Propose for me, if you will,”
he said to Lady Lansmere, “I cannot
woo, I cannot talk of love.”
Somehow or other the marriage, with
all its rich advantages to the ruined gentleman, was
thus made up. And Egerton, as we have seen, was
the polite and dignified husband before the world, married
to a woman who adored him. It is the common fate
of men like him to be loved too well!
On her death-bed his heart was touched
by his wife’s melancholy reproach, “Nothing
I could do has ever made you love me!”
“It is true,” answered
Audley, with tears in his voice and eyes; “Nature
gave me but a small fund of what women like you call
‘love,’ and I lavished it all away.”
And he then told her, though with reserve, some portion
of his former history; and that soothed her; for when
she saw that he had loved, and could grieve, she caught
a glimpse of the human heart she had not seen before.
She died, forgiving him, and blessing.
Audley’s spirits were much affected
by this new loss. He inly resolved never to marry
again. He had a vague thought at first of retrenching
his expenditure, and making young Randal Leslie his
heir. But when he first saw the clever Eton boy,
his feelings did not warm to him, though his intellect
appreciated Randal’s quick, keen talents.
He contented himself with resolving to push the boy, to
do what was merely just to the distant kinsman of
his late wife. Always careless and lavish in money
matters, generous and princely, not from the delight
of serving others, but from a grand seigneur’s
sentiment of what was due to himself and his station,
Audley had a mournful excuse for the lordly waste of
the large fortune at his control. The morbid
functions of the heart had become organic disease.
True, he might live many years, and die at last of
some other complaint in the course of nature; but
the progress of the disease would quicken with all
emotional excitement; he might die suddenly any
day in the very prime, and, seemingly, in
the full vigour, of his life. And the only physician
in whom he confided what he wished to keep concealed
from the world (for ambitious men would fain be thought
immortal) told him frankly that it was improbable that,
with the wear and tear of political strife and action,
he could advance far into middle age. Therefore,
no son of his succeeding his nearest relations
all wealthy Egerton resigned himself to
his constitutional disdain of money; he could look
into no affairs, provided the balance in his banker’s
hands were such as became the munificent commoner.
All else he left to his steward and to Levy.
Levy grew rapidly rich, very, very rich, and
the steward thrived.
The usurer continued to possess a
determined hold over the imperious great man.
He knew Audley’s secret; he could reveal that
secret to Harley. And the one soft and tender
side of the statesman’s nature the
sole part of him not dipped in the ninefold Styx of
practical prosaic life, which renders man so invulnerable
to affection was his remorseful love for
the school friend whom he still deceived.
Here then you have the key to the
locked chambers of Audley Egerton’s character,
the fortified castle of his mind. The envied minister,
the joyless man; the oracle on the economies of an
empire, the prodigal in a usurer’s hands; the
august, high-crested gentleman, to whom princes would
refer for the casuistry of honour, the culprit trembling
lest the friend he best loved on earth should detect
his lie! Wrap thyself in the decent veil that
the Arts or the Graces weave for thee, O Human Nature!
It is only the statue of marble whose nakedness the
eye can behold without shame and offence!
CHAPTER XIX.
Of the narrative just placed before
the reader, it is clear that Leonard could gather
only desultory fragments. He could but see that
his ill-fated mother had been united to a man she
had loved with surpassing tenderness; had been led
to suspect that the marriage was fraudulent; had gone
abroad in despair; returned repentant and hopeful;
had gleaned some intelligence that her lover was about
to be married to another, and there the manuscript
closed with the blisters left on the page by agonizing
tears. The mournful end of Nora, her lonely return
to die under the roof of her parents, this
he had learned before from the narrative of Dr. Morgan.
But even the name of her supposed
husband was not revealed. Of him Leonard could
form no conjecture, except that he was evidently of
higher rank than Nora. Harley L’Estrange
seemed clearly indicated in the early boy-lover.
If so, Harley must know all that was left dark to Leonard,
and to him Leonard resolved to confide the manuscripts.
With this resolution he left the cottage, resolving
to return and attend the funeral obsequies of his
departed friend. Mrs. Goodyer willingly permitted
him to take away the papers she had lent to him, and
added to them the packet which had been addressed
to Mrs. Bertram from the Continent.
Musing in anxious gloom over the record
he had read, Leonard entered London on foot, and bent
his way towards Harley’s hotel; when, just as
he had crossed into Bond Street, a gentleman in company
with Baron Levy, and who seemed, by the flush on his
brow and the sullen tone of his voice, to have had
rather an irritating colloquy with the fashionable
usurer, suddenly caught sight of Leonard, and, abruptly
quitting Levy, seized the young man by the arm.
“Excuse me, sir,” said
the gentleman, looking hard into Leonard’s face,
“but unless these sharp eyes of mine are mistaken,
which they seldom are, I see a nephew whom, perhaps,
I behaved to rather too harshly, but who still has
no right to forget Richard Avenel.”
“My dear uncle,” exclaimed
Leonard, “this is indeed a joyful surprise;
at a time, too, when I needed joy! No; I have
never forgotten your kindness, and always regretted
our estrangement.”
“That is well said; give us
your fist again. Let me look at you quite
the gentleman, I declare still so good-looking
too. We Avenels always were a handsome family.
“Good-by, Baron Levy. Need
not wait for me; I am not going to run away.
I shall see you again.”
“But,” whispered Levy,
who had followed Avenel across the street, and eyed
Leonard with a quick, curious, searching glance “but
it must be as I say with regard to the borough; or
(to be plain) you must cash the bills on the day they
are due.”
“Very well, sir, very well.
So you think to put the screw upon me, as if I were
a poor little householder. I understand, my
money or my borough?”
“Exactly so,” said the baron, with a soft
smile.
“You shall hear from me.”
(Aside, as Levy strolled away) “D –d
tarnation rascal!”
Dick Avenel then linked his arm in
his nephew’s, and strove for some minutes to
forget his own troubles, in the indulgence of that
curiosity in the affairs of another, which was natural
to him, and in this instance increased by the real
affection which he had felt for Leonard. But
still his curiosity remained unsatisfied; for long
before Leonard could overcome his habitual reluctance
to speak of his success in literature, Dick’s
mind wandered back to his rival at Screwstown, and
the curse of “over-competition,” to
the bills which Levy had discounted, in order to enable
Dick to meet the crushing force of a capitalist larger
than himself, and the “tarnation rascal”
who now wished to obtain two seats at Lansmere, one
for Randal Leslie, one for a rich Nabob whom Levy
had just caught as a client, and Dick, though willing
to aid Leslie, had a mind to the other seat for himself.
Therefore Dick soon broke in upon the hesitating confessions
of Leonard, with exclamations far from pertinent to
the subject, and rather for the sake of venting his
own griefs and resentment than with any idea that
the sympathy or advice of his nephew could serve him.
“Well, well,” said Dick,
“another time for your history. I see you
have thrived, and that is enough for the present.
Very odd; but just now I can only think of myself.
I’m in a regular fix, sir. Screwstown is
not the respectable Screwstown that you remember it all
demoralized and turned topsy-turvy by a demoniacal
monster capitalist, with steam-engines that might
bring the falls of Niagara into your back parlour,
sir! And as if that was not enough to destroy
and drive into almighty shivers a decent fair-play
Britisher like myself, I hear he is just in treaty
for some patent infernal invention that will make his
engines do twice as much work with half as many hands!
That’s the way those unfeeling ruffians increase
our poor-rates! But I ’ll get up a riot
against him, I will! Don’t talk to me of
the law! What the devil is the good of the law
if it don’t protect a man’s industry, a
liberal man, too, like me!” Here Dick burst
into a storm of vituperation against the rotten old
country in general, and Mr. Dyce, the monster capitalist
of Screwstown, in particular.
Leonard started; for Dick now named,
in that monster capitalist, the very person who was
in treaty for Leonard’s own mechanical improvement
on the steam-engine.
“Stop, uncle, stop! Why,
then, if this man were to buy the contrivance you
speak of, it would injure you?”
“Injure me, sir! I should
be a bankrupt, that is, if it succeeded;
but I dare say it is all a humbug.”
“No, it will succeed, I ’ll
answer for that!”
“You! You have seen it?”
“Why, I invented it!”
Dick hastily withdrew his arm from Leonard’s.
“Serpent’s tooth!”
he said falteringly, “so it is you, whom I warmed
at my hearth, who are to ruin Richard Avenel?”
“No; but to save him! Come
into the City and look at my model. If you like
it, the patent shall be yours!”
“Cab, cab, cab,” cried
Dick Avenel, stopping a ‘Ransom;’ “jump
in, Leonard, jump in. I’ll buy
your patent, that is, if it be worth a
straw; and as for payment ”
“Payment! Don’t talk of that!”
“Well, I won’t,”
said Dick, mildly; “for ’t is not the topic
of conversation I should choose myself, just at present.
And as for that black-whiskered alligator, the baron,
let me first get out of those rambustious, unchristian,
filbert-shaped claws of his, and then but
jump in! jump in! and tell the man where to drive!”
A very brief inspection of Leonard’s
invention sufficed to show Richard Avenel how invaluable
it would be to him. Armed with a patent, of which
the certain effects in the increase of power and diminution
of labour were obvious to any practical man, Avenel
felt that he should have no difficulty in obtaining
such advances of money as he required, whether to
alter his engines, meet the bills discounted by Levy,
or carry on the war with the monster capitalist.
It might be necessary to admit into partnership some
other monster capitalist What then?
Any partner better than Levy. A bright idea struck
him.
“If I can just terrify and whop
that infernal intruder on my own ground for a few
months, he may offer, himself, to enter into partnership, make
the two concerns a joint-stock friendly combination,
and then we shall flog the world.”
His gratitude to Leonard became so
lively that Dick offered to bring his nephew in for
Lansmere instead of himself; and when Leonard declined
the offer, exclaimed, “Well, then, any friend
of yours; I’m all for reform against those high
and mighty right honourable borough-mongers; and what
with loans and mortgages on the small householders,
and a long course of ‘Free and Easies’
with the independent freemen, I carry one seat
certain, perhaps both seats of the town of Lansmere,
in my breeches pocket.” Dick then, appointing
an interview with Leonard at his lawyer’s, to
settle the transfer of the invention, upon terms which
he declared “should be honourable to both parties,”
hurried off, to search amongst his friends in the
City for some monster capitalist, who alight be induced
to extricate him from the jaws of Levy and the engines
of his rival at Screwstown. “Mullins is
the man, if I can but catch him,” said Dick.
“You have heard of Mullins? a wonderful
great man; you should see his nails; he never cuts
them! Three millions, at least, he has scraped
together with those nails of his, sir. And in
this rotten old country, a man must have nails a yard
long to fight with a devil like Levy! Good-by,
good-by, Goon-by, my dear, nephew!”
CHAPTER XX.
Harley L’Estrange was seated
alone in his apartments. He had just put down
a volume of some favourite classic author, and he was
resting his hand firmly clenched upon the book.
Ever since Harley’s return to England, there
had been a perceptible change in the expression of
his countenance, even in the very bearing and attitudes
of his elastic youthful figure. But this change
had been more marked since that last interview with
Helen which has been recorded. There was a compressed,
resolute firmness in the lips, a decided character
in the brow. To the indolent, careless grace
of his movements had succeeded a certain indescribable
energy, as quiet and self-collected as that which
distinguished the determined air of Audley Egerton
himself. In fact, if you could have looked into
his heart, you would have seen that Harley was, for
the first time, making a strong effort over his passions
and his humours; that the whole man was nerving himself
to a sense of duty. “No,” he muttered, “no!
I will think only of Helen; I will think only of real
life! And what (were I not engaged to another)
would that dark-eyed Italian girl be to me? What
a mere fool’s fancy is this! I love again, I,
who through all the fair spring of my life have clung
with such faith to a memory and a grave! Come,
come, come, Harley L’Estrange, act thy part
as man amongst men, at last! Accept regard; dream
no more of passion. Abandon false ideals.
Thou art no poet why deem that life itself
can be a poem?”
The door opened, and the Austrian
prince, whom Harley had interested in the cause of
Violante’s father, entered, with the familiar
step of a friend.
“Have you discovered those documents
yet?” said the prince. “I must now
return to Vienna within a few days; and unless you
can arm me with some tangible proof of Peschiera’s
ancient treachery, or some more unanswerable excuse
for his noble kinsman, I fear that there is no other
hope for the exile’s recall to his country than
what lies in the hateful option of giving his daughter
to his perfidious foe.”
“Alas!” said Harley, “as
yet all researches have been in vain; and I know not
what other steps to take, without arousing Peschiera’s
vigilance, and setting his crafty brains at work to
counteract us. My poor friend, then, must rest
contented with exile. To give Violante to the
count were dishonour. But I shall soon be married;
soon have a home, not quite unworthy of their due
rank, to offer both to father and to child.”
“Would the future Lady L’Estrange
feel no jealousy of a guest so fair as you tell me
this young signorina is? And would you be in no
danger yourself, my poor friend?”
“Pooh!” said Harley, colouring.
“My fair guest would have two fathers; that
is all. Pray do not jest on a thing so grave as
honour.”
Again the door opened, and Leonard appeared.
“Welcome,” cried Harley,
pleased to be no longer alone under the prince’s
penetrating eye, “welcome. This
is the noble friend who shares our interest for Riccabocca,
and who could serve him so well, if we could but discover
the document of which I have spoken to you.”
“It is here,” said Leonard,
simply; “may it be all that you require!”
Harley eagerly grasped at the packet,
which had been sent from Italy to the supposed Mrs.
Bertram, and, leaning his face on his hand, rapidly
hurried through the contents.
“Hurrah!” he cried at
last, with his face lighted up, and a boyish toss
of his right hand. “Look, look, Prince,
here are Peschiera’s own letters to his kinsman’s
wife; his avowal of what he calls his ’patriotic
designs;’ his entreaties to her to induce her
husband to share them. Look, look, how he wields
his influence over the woman he had once wooed; look
how artfully he combats her objections; see how reluctant
our friend was to stir, till wife and kinsman both
united to urge him!”
“It is enough,-quite enough,”
exclaimed the prince, looking at the passages in Peschiera’s
letters which Harley pointed out to him.
“No, it is not enough,”
shouted Harley, as he continued to read the letters
with his rapid sparkling eyes. “More still!
O villain, doubly damned! Here, after our friend’s
flight, here is Peschiera’s avowal of guilty
passion; here, he swears that he had intrigued to ruin
his benefactor, in order to pollute the home that
had sheltered him. Ah, see how she answers! thank
Heaven her own eyes were opened at last, and she scorned
him before she died! She was innocent! I
said so. Violante’s mother was pure.
Poor lady, this moves me! Has your emperor the
heart of a man?”
“I know enough of our emperor,”
answered the prince, warmly, “to know that,
the moment these papers reach him, Peschiera is ruined,
and your friend is restored to his honours. You
will live to see the daughter, to whom you would have
given a child’s place at your hearth, the wealthiest
heiress of Italy, the bride of some noble
lover, with rank only below the supremacy of kings!”
“Ah,” said Harley, in
a sharp accent, and turning very pale, “ah,
I shall not see her that! I shall never visit
Italy again! never see her more, never,
after she has once quitted this climate of cold iron
cares and formal duties! never, never!” He turned
his head for a moment, and then came with quick step
to Leonard. “But you, O happy poet!
No Ideal can ever be lost to you. You are independent
of real life. Would that I were a poet!”
He smiled sadly.
“You would not say so, perhaps,
my dear Lord,” answered Leonard, with equal
sadness, “if you knew how little what you call
‘the Ideal’ replaces to a poet the loss
of one affection in the genial human world. Independent
of real life! Alas! no. And I have here the
confessions of a true poet-soul, which I will entreat
you to read at leisure; and when you have read, say
if you would still be a poet!”
He took forth Nora’s manuscripts as he spoke.
“Place them yonder, in my escritoire, Leonard;
I will read them later.”
“Do so, and with heed; for to
me there is much here that involves my own life, much
that is still a mystery, and which I think you can
unravel!”
“I!” exclaimed Harley;
and he was moving towards the escritoire, in a drawer
of which Leonard had carefully deposited the papers,
when once more, but this time violently, the door
was thrown open, and Giacomo rushed into the room,
accompanied by Lady Lansmere.
“Oh, my Lord, my Lord!”
cried Giacomo, in Italian, “the signorina! the
signorina! Violante!”
“What of her? Mother, Mother! what of her?
Speak, speak!”
“She has gone, left our house!”
“Left! No, no!” cried
Giacomo. “She must have been deceived or
forced away. The count! the count! Oh, my
good Lord, save her, as you once saved her father!”
“Hold!” cried Harley.
“Give me your arm, Mother. A second such
blow in life is beyond the strength of man, at
least it is beyond mine. So, so! I am better
now! Thank you, Mother. Stand back, all of
you! give me air. So the count has triumphed,
and Violante has fled with him! Explain all, I
can bear it!”