Say, ye oppressed by some fantastic
woes, Some jarring nerve that baffles your repose,
Who press the downy couch while slaves advance With
timid eye to read the distant glance, Who with sad
prayers the weary doctor tease To name the nameless,
ever-new disease, Who with mock patience dire complaints
endure, Which real pain and that alone can cure, How
would you bear in real pain to lie Despised, neglected,
left alone to die? How would you bear to draw
your latest breath Where all that’s wretched
paves the way to death? Crabbe.
It was a dark and stormy night; the
rain fell in torrents, except at occasional intervals,
when it was checked by a violent gust of wind which
swept up the streets (for it is in London that our
scene lies), rattling along the house-tops, and fiercely
agitating the scanty flame of the lamps that struggled
against the darkness. Through one of the obscurest
quarters of London, and among haunts little loved by
the gentlemen of the police, a man, evidently of the
lowest orders, was wending his solitary way.
He stopped twice or thrice at different shops and
houses of a description correspondent with the appearance
of the quartier in which they were situated,
and tended inquiry for some article or another which
did not seem easily to be met with. All the answers
he received were couched in the negative; and as he
turned from each door he muttered to himself, in no
very elegant phraseology, his disappointment and discontent.
At length, at one house, the landlord, a sturdy butcher,
after rendering the same reply the inquirer had hitherto
received, added, “But if this vill do as vell,
Dummie, it is quite at your sarvice!” Pausing
reflectively for a moment, Dummie responded that he
thought the thing proffered might do as well; and thrusting
it into his ample pocket, he strode away with as rapid
a motion as the wind and the rain would allow.
He soon came to a nest of low and dingy buildings,
at the entrance to which, in half-effaced characters,
was written “Thames Court.” Halting
at the most conspicuous of these buildings, an inn
or alehouse, through the half-closed windows of which
blazed out in ruddy comfort the beams of the hospitable
hearth, he knocked hastily at the door. He was
admitted by a lady of a certain age, and endowed with
a comely rotundity of face and person.
“Hast got it, Dummie?”
said she, quickly, as she closed the door on the guest.
“Noa, noa! not exactly; but I thinks as ’ow ”
“Pish, you fool!” cried
the woman, interrupting him peevishly. “Vy,
it is no use desaving me. You knows you has only
stepped from my boosing-ken to another, and you has
not been arter the book at all. So there’s
the poor cretur a raving and a dying, and you ”
“Let I speak!” interrupted
Dummie in his turn. “I tells you I vent
first to Mother Bussblone’s, who, I knows, chops
the whiners morning and evening to the young ladies,
and I axes there for a Bible; and she says, says she,
‘I’ as only a “Companion to the Halter,”
but you’ll get a Bible, I think, at Master Talkins’,
the cobbler as preaches.’ So I goes to
Master Talkins, and he says, says he, ’I ’as
no call for the Bible, ’cause vy?
I ’as a call vithout; but mayhap you’ll
be a getting it at the butcher’s hover the vay, ’cause
vy? The butcher ’ll be damned!’ So
I goes hover the vay, and the butcher says, says he,
’I ’as not a Bible, but I ’as a
book of plays bound for all the vorld just like ‘un,
and mayhap the poor cretur may n’t see the difference.’
So I takes the plays, Mrs. Margery, and here they
be surely! And how’s poor Judy?”
“Fearsome! she’ll not be over the night,
I’m a thinking.”
“Vell, I’ll track up the dancers!”
So saying, Dummie ascended a doorless
staircase, across the entrance of which a blanket,
stretched angularly from the wall to the chimney,
afforded a kind of screen; and presently he stood within
a chamber which the dark and painful genius of Crabbe
might have delighted to portray. The walls were
whitewashed, and at sundry places strange figures and
grotesque characters had been traced by some mirthful
inmate, in such sable outline as the end of a smoked
stick or the edge of a piece of charcoal is wont to
produce. The wan and flickering light afforded
by a farthing candle gave a sort of grimness and menace
to these achievements of pictorial art, especially
as they more than once received embellishments from
portraits of Satan such as he is accustomed to be
drawn. A low fire burned gloomily in the sooty
grate, and on the hob hissed “the still small
voice” of an iron kettle. On a round deal
table were two vials, a cracked cup, a broken spoon
of some dull metal, and upon two or three mutilated
chairs were scattered various articles of female attire.
On another table, placed below a high, narrow, shutterless
casement (athwart which, instead of a curtain, a checked
apron had been loosely hung, and now waved fitfully
to and fro in the gusts of wind that made easy ingress
through many a chink and cranny), were a looking-glass,
sundry appliances of the toilet, a box of coarse rouge,
a few ornaments of more show than value, and a watch,
the regular and calm click of which produced that
indescribably painful feeling which, we fear, many
of our readers who have heard the sound in a sick-chamber
can easily recall. A large tester-bed stood opposite
to this table, and the looking-glass partially reflected
curtains of a faded stripe, and ever and anon (as
the position of the sufferer followed the restless
emotion of a disordered mind) glimpses of the face
of one on whom Death was rapidly hastening. Beside
this bed now stood Dummie, a small, thin man dressed
in a tattered plush jerkin, from which the rain-drops
slowly dripped, and with a thin, yellow, cunning physiognomy
grotesquely hideous in feature, but not positively
villanous in expression. On the other side of
the bed stood a little boy of about three years old,
dressed as if belonging to the better classes, although
the garb was somewhat tattered and discoloured.
The poor child trembled violently, and evidently looked
with a feeling of relief on the entrance of Dummie.
And now there slowly, and with many a phthisical sigh,
heaved towards the foot of the bed the heavy frame
of the woman who had accosted Dummie below, and had
followed him, haud passibus aequis, to the room
of the sufferer; she stood with a bottle of medicine
in her hand, shaking its contents up and down, and
with a kindly yet timid compassion spread over a countenance
crimsoned with habitual libations. This made
the scene, save that on a chair by the bedside
lay a profusion of long, glossy, golden ringlets,
which had been cut from the head of the sufferer when
the fever had begun to mount upwards, but which, with
a jealousy that portrayed the darling littleness of
a vain heart, she had seized and insisted on retaining
near her; and save that, by the fire, perfectly inattentive
to the event about to take place within the chamber,
and to which we of the biped race attach so awful
an importance, lay a large gray cat, curled in a ball,
and dozing with half-shut eyes, and ears that now
and then denoted, by a gentle inflection, the jar
of a louder or nearer sound than usual upon her lethargic
senses. The dying woman did not at first attend
to the entrance either of Dummie or the female at
the foot of the bed, but she turned herself round
towards the child, and grasping his arm fiercely,
she drew him towards her, and gazed on his terrified
features with a look in which exhaustion and an exceeding
wanness of complexion were even horribly contrasted
by the glare and energy of delirium.
“If you are like him,”
she muttered, “I will strangle you, I
will! Ay, tremble, you ought to tremble when
your mother touches you, or when he is mentioned.
You have his eyes, you have! Out with them, out, the
devil sits laughing in them! Oh, you weep, do
you, little one? Well, now, be still, my love;
be hushed! I would not harm thee! Harm O
God, he is my child after all!” And at these
words she clasped the boy passionately to her breast,
and burst into tears.
“Coom, now, coom,” said
Dummie, soothingly; “take the stuff, Judith,
and then ve’ll talk over the hurchin!”
The mother relaxed her grasp of the
boy, and turning towards the speaker, gazed at him
for some moments with a bewildered stare; at length
she appeared slowly to remember him, and said, as she
raised herself on one hand, and pointed the other
towards him with an inquiring gesture, “Thou
hast brought the book?”
Dummie answered by lifting up the
book he had brought from the honest butcher’s.
“Clear the room, then,”
said the sufferer, with that air of mock command so
common to the insane. “We would be alone!”
Dummie winked at the good woman at
the foot of the bed; and she (though generally no
easy person to order or to persuade) left, without
reluctance, the sick chamber.
“If she be a going to pray,”
murmured our landlady (for that office did the good
matron hold), “I may indeed as well take myself
off, for it’s not werry comfortable like to
those who be old to hear all that ’ere!”
With this pious reflection, the hostess
of the Mug, so was the hostelry called, heavily
descended the creaking stairs. “Now, man,”
said the sufferer, sternly, “swear that you
will never reveal, swear, I say! And
by the great God whose angels are about this night,
if ever you break the oath, I will come back and haunt
you to your dying day!”
Dummie’s face grew pale, for
he was superstitiously affected by the vehemence and
the language of the dying woman, and he answered, as
he kissed the pretended Bible, that he swore to keep
the secret, as much as he knew of it, which, she must
be sensible, he said, was very little. As he
spoke, the wind swept with a loud and sudden gust down
the chimney, and shook the roof above them so violently
as to loosen many of the crumbling tiles, which fell
one after the other, with a crashing noise, on the
pavement below. Dummie started in affright; and
perhaps his conscience smote him for the trick he
had played with regard to the false Bible. But
the woman, whose excited and unstrung nerves led her
astray from one subject to another with preternatural
celerity, said, with an hysterical laugh, “See,
Dummie, they come in state for me; give me the cap yonder and
bring the looking-glass!”
Dummie obeyed; and the woman, as she
in a low tone uttered something about the unbecoming
colour of the ribbons, adjusted the cap on her head,
and then, saying in a regretful and petulant voice,
“Why should they have cut off my hair?
Such a disfigurement!” bade Dummie desire Mrs.
Margery once more to ascend to her.
Left alone with her child, the face
of the wretched mother softened as she regarded him,
and all the levities and all the véhémences if
we may use the word which, in the turbulent
commotion of her delirium, had been stirred upward
to the surface of her mind, gradually now sank as
death increased upon her, and a mother’s anxiety
rose to the natural level from which it had been disturbed
and abased. She took the child to her bosom,
and clasping him in her arms, which grew weaker with
every instant, she soothed him with the sort of chant
which nurses sing over their untoward infants; but
her voice was cracked and hollow, and as she felt
it was so, the mother’s eyes filled with tears.
Mrs. Margery now reentered; and turning towards the
hostess with an impressive calmness of manner which
astonished and awed the person she addressed, the dying
woman pointed to the child and said,
“You have been kind to me, very
kind, and may God bless you for it! I have found
that those whom the world calls the worst are often
the most human. But I am not going to thank you
as I ought to do, but to ask of you a last and exceeding
favour. Protect my child till he grows up.
You have often said you loved him, you are
childless yourself, and a morsel of bread
and a shelter for the night, which is all I ask of
you to give him, will not impoverish more legitimate
claimants.”
Poor Mrs. Margery, fairly sobbing,
vowed she would be a mother to the child, and that
she would endeavour to rear him honestly; though a
public-house was not, she confessed, the best place
for good examples.
“Take him,” cried the
mother, hoarsely, as her voice, failing her strength,
rattled indistinctly, and almost died within her.
“Take him, rear him as you will, as you can;
any example, any roof, better than ”
Here the words were inaudible. “And oh,
may it be a curse and a Give me the medicine;
I am dying.”
The hostess, alarmed, hastened to
comply; but before she returned to the bedside, the
sufferer was insensible, nor did she again
recover speech or motion. A low and rare moan
only testified continued life, and within two hours
that ceased, and the spirit was gone. At that
time our good hostess was herself beyond the things
of this outer world, having supported her spirits
during the vigils of the night with so many little
liquid stimulants that they finally sank into that
torpor which generally succeeds excitement. Taking,
perhaps, advantage of the opportunity which the insensibility
of the hostess afforded him, Dummie, by the expiring
ray of the candle that burned in the death-chamber,
hastily opened a huge box (which was generally concealed
under the bed, and contained the wardrobe of the deceased),
and turned with irreverent hand over the linens and
the silks, until quite at the bottom of the trunk
he discovered some packets of letters; these he seized,
and buried in the conveniences of his dress.
He then, rising and replacing the box, cast a longing
eye towards the watch on the toilet-table, which was
of gold; but he withdrew his gaze, and with a querulous
sigh observed to himself: “The old blowen
kens of that, ’öd rat her! but, howsomever,
I’ll take this: who knows but it may be
of sarvice. Tannies to-day may be smash to-morrow!”
[Meaning, what is of no value now may be precious
hereafter.] and he laid his coarse hand on the golden
and silky tresses we have described. “’T
is a rum business, and puzzles I; but mum’s the
word for my own little colquarren [neck].”
With this brief soliloquy Dummie descended
the stairs and let himself out of the house.