Clem. Lift the dark
veil of years! Behind, what waits?
A human heart. Vast city, where reside
All glories and all vilenesses; while foul,
Yet silent, through the roar of passions
rolls
The river of the Darling Sin, and bears
A life and yet a poison on its tide.
..............
Clem. Thy wife?
Vict. Avaunt!
I’ve changed that word to “scorn”!
Clem. Thy child?
Vict. Ay, that strikes
home, my child, my child!
To an obscure town in shire there
came to reside a young couple, whose appearance and
habits drew towards them from the neighbouring gossips
a more than ordinary attention. They bore the
name of Welford. The man assumed the profession
of a solicitor. He came without introduction
or recommendation; his manner of life bespoke poverty;
his address was reserved and even sour; and despite
the notice and scrutiny with which he was regarded,
he gained no clients and made no lawsuits. The
want of all those decent charlatanisms which men of
every profession are almost necessitated to employ,
and the sudden and unushered nature of his coming
were, perhaps, the cause of this ill-success.
“His house was too small,” people said,
“for respectability.” And little good
could be got from a solicitor the very rails round
whose door were so sadly in want of repainting!
Then, too, Mrs. Welford made a vast number of enemies.
She was, beyond all expression, beautiful; and there
was a certain coquetry in her manner which showed
she was aware of her attractions. All the ladies
of ------- hated her. A few people called on the
young couple. Welford received them coldly; their
invitations were unaccepted, and, what was worse,
they were never returned. The devil himself could
not have supported an attorney under such circumstances.
Reserved, shabby, poor, rude, introductionless, a
bad house, an unpainted railing, and a beautiful wife!
Nevertheless, though Welford was not employed, he
was, as we have said, watched. On their first
arrival, which was in summer, the young pair were
often seen walking together in the fields or groves
which surrounded their home. Sometimes they walked
affectionately together, and it was observed with
what care Welford adjusted his wife’s cloak
or shawl around her slender shape, as the cool of the
evening increased. But often his arm was withdrawn;
he lingered behind, and they continued their walk
or returned homeward in silence and apart. By
degrees whispers circulated throughout the town that
the new-married couple lived by no means happily.
The men laid the fault on the stern-looking husband;
the women, on the minx of a wife. However, the
solitary servant whom they kept declared that though
Mr. Welford did sometimes frown, and Mrs. Welford
did sometimes weep, they were extremely attached to
each other, and only quarrelled through love.
The maid had had four lovers herself, and was possibly
experienced in such matters. They received no
visitors, near or from a distance; and the postman
declared he had never seen a letter directed to either.
Thus a kind of mystery hung over the pair, and made
them still more gazed on and still more disliked which
is saying a great deal than they would
have otherwise been. Poor as Welford was, his
air and walk eminently bespoke what common persons
term gentility. And in this he had greatly the
advantage of his beautiful wife, who, though there
was certainly nothing vulgar or plebeian in her aspect,
altogether wanted the refinement of manner, look,
and phrase which characterized Welford. For about
two years they lived in this manner, and so frugally
and tranquilly that though Welford had not any visible
means of subsistence, no one could well wonder in
what manner they did subsist. About the end of
that time Welford suddenly embarked a small sum in
a county speculation. In the course of this adventure,
to the great surprise of his neighbours, he evinced
an extraordinary turn for calculation, and his habits
plainly bespoke a man both of business and ability.
This disposal of capital brought a sufficient return
to support the Welfords, if they had been so disposed,
in rather a better style than heretofore. They
remained, however, in much the same state; and the
only difference that the event produced was the retirement
of Mr. Welford from the profession he had embraced.
He was no longer a solicitor! It must be allowed
that he resigned no great advantages in this retirement.
About this time some officers were quartered at ------;
and one of them, a handsome lieutenant, was so struck
with the charms of Mrs. Welford, whom he saw at church,
that he lost no opportunity of testifying his admiration.
It was maliciously yet not unfoundedly remarked that
though no absolute impropriety could be detected in
the manner of Mrs. Welford, she certainly seemed far
from displeased with the evident homage of the young
lieutenant. A blush tinged her cheek when she
saw him; and the gallant coxcomb asserted that the
blush was not always without a smile. Emboldened
by the interpretations of his vanity, and contrasting,
as every one else did, his own animated face and glittering
garb with the ascetic and gloomy countenance, the
unstudied dress, and austere gait which destroyed
in Welford the effect of a really handsome person,
our lieutenant thought fit to express his passion
by a letter, which he conveyed to Mrs. Welford’s
pew. Mrs. Welford went not to church that day;
the letter was found by a good-natured neighbour, and
inclosed anonymously to the husband.
Whatever, in the secrecy of domestic
intercourse, took place on this event was necessarily
unknown; but the next Sunday the face of Mr. Welford,
which had never before appeared at church, was discerned
by one vigilant neighbour, probably the
anonymous friend, not in the same pew with
his wife, but in a remote corner of the sacred house.
And once, when the lieutenant was watching to read
in Mrs. Welford’s face some answer to his epistle,
the same obliging inspector declared that Welford’s
countenance assumed a sardonic and withering sneer
that made his very blood to creep. However this
be, the lieutenant left his quarters, and Mrs. Welford’s
reputation remained dissatisfactorily untarnished.
Shortly after this the county speculation failed, and
it was understood that the Welfords were about to
leave the town, whither none knew, some
said to jail; but then, unhappily, no debts could be
discovered. Their bills had been “next to
nothing;” but, at least, they had been regularly
paid. However, before the rumoured emigration
took place, a circumstance equally wonderful to the
good people of occurred. One bright spring morning
a party of pleasure from a great house in the vicinity
passed through that town. Most conspicuous of
these was a young horseman, richly dressed, and of
a remarkably showy and handsome appearance. Not
a little sensible of the sensation he created, this
cavalier lingered behind his companions in order to
eye more deliberately certain damsels stationed in
a window, and who were quite ready to return his glances
with interest. At this moment the horse, which
was fretting itself fiercely against the rein that
restrained it from its fellows, took a fright at a
knife-grinder, started violently to one side, and
the graceful cavalier, who had been thinking, not of
the attitude best adapted to preserve his equilibrium,
but to display his figure, was thrown with some force
upon a heap of bricks and rubbish which had long,
to the scandal of the neighbourhood, stood before the
paintless railings around Mr. Welford’s house.
Welford himself came out at the time, and felt compelled for
he was by no means one whose sympathetic emotions
flowed easily to give a glance to the condition
of a man who lay motionless before his very door.
The horseman quickly recovered his senses, but found
himself unable to rise; one of his legs was broken.
Supported in the arms of his groom, he looked around,
and his eye met Welford’s. An instant recognition
gave life to the face of the former, and threw a dark
blush over the sullen features of the latter.
“Heavens!” said the cavalier, “is
that ”
“Hist, my lord!” cried
Welford, quickly interrupting him, and glancing round.
“But you are hurt, will you enter
my house?”
The horseman signified his assent,
and, between the groom and Welford, was borne within
the shabby door of the ex-solicitor. The groom
was then despatched with an excuse to the party, many
of whom were already hastening around the house; and
though one or two did force themselves across the
inhospitable threshold, yet so soon as they had uttered
a few expletives, and felt their stare sink beneath
the sullen and chilling asperity of the host, they
satisfied themselves that though it was d –d
unlucky for their friend, yet they could do nothing
for him at present; and promising to send to inquire
after him the next day, they remounted and rode homeward,
with an eye more attentive than usual to the motion
of their steeds. They did not, however, depart
till the surgeon of the town had made his appearance,
and declared that the patient must not on any account
be moved. A lord’s leg was a windfall that
did not happen every day to the surgeon of -------.
All this while we may imagine the state of anxiety
experienced in the town, and the agonized endurance
of those rural nerves which are produced in scanty
populations, and have so Taliacotian a sympathy with
the affairs of other people. One day, two days,
three days, a week, a fortnight, nay, a month, passed,
and the lord was still the inmate of Mr. Welford’s
abode. Leaving the gossips to feed on their curiosity, “cannibals
of their own hearts,” we must give
a glance towards the interior of the inhospitable mansion
of the ex-solicitor.
It was towards evening, the sufferer
was supported on a sofa, and the beautiful Mrs. Welford,
who had officiated as his nurse, was placing the pillow
under the shattered limb. He himself was attempting
to seize her hand, which she coyly drew back, and
uttering things sweeter and more polished than she
had ever listened to before. At this moment Welford
softly entered; he was unnoticed by either; and he
stood at the door contemplating them with a smile
of calm and self-hugging derision. The face of
Méphistophélès regarding Margaret and Faust might suggest
some idea of the picture we design to paint; but the
countenance of Welford was more lofty, as well as
comelier, in character, though not less malignant
in expression, than that which the incomparable Retsch
has given to the mocking fiend. So utter, so
congratulatory, so lordly was the contempt on Welford’s
dark and striking features, that though he was in
that situation in which ridicule usually attaches itself
to the husband, it was the gallant and the wife that
would have appeared to the beholder in a humiliating
and unenviable light.
After a momentary pause Welford approached
with a heavy step. The wife started; but with
a bland and smooth expression, which since his sojourn
in the town of had been rarely visible in his aspect,
the host joined the pair, smiled on the nurse, and
congratulated the patient on his progress towards
recovery. The nobleman, well learned in the usages
of the world, replied easily and gayly; and the conversation
flowed on cheerfully enough till the wife, who had
sat abstracted and apart, stealing ever and anon timid
glances towards her husband and looks of a softer
meaning towards the patient, retired from the room.
Welford then gave a turn to the conversation; he reminded
the nobleman of the pleasant days they had passed
in Italy, of the adventures they had shared,
and the intrigues they had enjoyed. As the conversation
warmed, it assumed a more free and licentious turn;
and not a little, we ween, would the good folks of
-----have been amazed, could they have listened to
the gay jests and the libertine maxims which flowed
from the thin lips of that cold and severe Welford,
whose countenance gave the lie to mirth. Of women
in general they spoke with that lively contempt which
is the customary tone with men of the world; only
in Welford it assumed a bitterer, a deeper, and a
more philosophical cast than it did in his more animated
yet less energetic guest.
The nobleman seemed charmed with his
friend; the conversation was just to his taste; and
when Welford had supported him up to bed, he shook
that person cordially by the hand, and hoped he should
soon see him in very different circumstances.
When the peer’s door was closed on Welford,
he stood motionless for some moments; he then with
a soft step ascended to his own chamber. His
wife slept soundly; beside the bed was the infant’s
cradle. As his eyes fell on the latter, the rigid
irony, now habitual to his features, relaxed; he bent
over the cradle long and in deep silence. The
mother’s face, blended with the sire’s,
was stamped on the sleeping and cherub countenance
before him; and as at length, rousing from his revery,
he kissed it gently, he murmured,
“Ay, ay, she has been my ruin!
and if I were one of your weak fools who make a gospel
of the silliest and most mawkish follies of this social
state, she would now be my disgrace; but instead of
my disgrace, I will make her my footstool to honour
and wealth. And, then, to the devil with the
footstool! Yes! two years I have borne what was
enough to turn my whole blood into gall, inactivity,
hopelessness, a wasted heart and life in myself; contumely
from the world; coldness, bickering, ingratitude from
the one for whom (oh, ass that I was!) I gave up the
most cherished part of my nature, rather,
my nature itself! Two years I have borne this,
and now will I have my revenge. I will sell her, sell
her! God! I will sell her like the commonest
beast of a market! And this paltry piece of false
coin shall buy me my world! Other men’s
vengeance comes from hatred, a base, rash,
unphilosophical sentiment! mine comes from scorn, the
only wise state for the reason to rest in. Other
men’s vengeance ruins themselves; mine shall
save me! Ha! how my soul chuckles when I look
at this pitiful pair, who think I see them not, and
know that every movement they make is on a mesh of
my web! Yet,” and Welford paused slowly, “yet
I cannot but mock myself when I think of the arch
gull that this boy’s madness, love, love,
indeed! the very word turns me sick with loathing, made
of me. Had that woman, silly, weak, automatal
as she is, really loved me; had she been sensible of
the unspeakable sacrifice I had made to her (Antony’s
was nothing to it, he lost a real world
only; mine was the world of imagination); had she
but condescended to learn my nature, to subdue the
woman’s devil at her own, I could
have lived on in this babbling hermitage forever,
and fancied myself happy and resigned, I
could have become a different being. I fancy
I could have become what your moralists (quacks!) call
‘good.’ But this fretting frivolity
of heart, this lust of fool’s praise, this peevishness
of temper, this sullenness in answer to the moody
thought, which in me she neither fathomed nor forgave,
this vulgar, daily, hourly pining at the paltry pinches
of the body’s poverty, the domestic whine, the
household complaint, when I I
have not a thought for such pitiful trials of affection;
and all this while my curses, my buried hope and disguised
spirit and sunken name not thought of; the magnitude
of my surrender to her not even comprehended; nay,
her ’inconveniences’ a dim hearth,
I suppose, or a daintiless table compared,
ay, absolutely compared, with all which I abandoned
for her sake! As if it were not enough, had
I been a fool, an ambitionless, soulless fool,-the
mere thought that I had linked my name to that of a
tradesman, I beg pardon, a retired tradesman! as
if that knowledge a knowledge I would strangle
my whole race, every one who has ever met, seen me,
rather than they should penetrate were not
enough, when she talks of ‘comparing,’
to make me gnaw the very flesh from my bones!
No, no, no! Never was there so bright a turn
in my fate as when this titled coxcomb, with his smooth
voice and gaudy fripperies, came hither! I will
make her a tool to carve my escape from this cavern
wherein she has plunged me. I will foment ‘my
lord’s’ passion, till ‘my lord’
thinks ‘the passion’ (a butterfly’s
passion!) worth any price. I will then make my
own terms, bind ‘my lord’ to secrecy, and
get rid of my wife, my shame, and the obscurity of
Mr. Welford forever. Bright, bright prospects!
let me shut my eyes to enjoy you! But softly!
my noble friend calls himself a man of the world,
skilled in human nature, and a derider of its prejudices;
true enough, in his own little way thanks
not to enlarged views, but a vicious experience so
he is! The book of the world is a vast miscellany;
he is perfectly well acquainted, doubtless, with those
pages that treat of the fashions, profoundly
versed, I warrant, in the ‘Magasin des
Modes’ tacked to the end of the index.
But shall I, even with all the mastership which my
mind must exercise over his, shall I be
able utterly to free myself in this ’peer of
the world’s’ mind from a degrading remembrance?
Cuckold! cuckold! ’t is an ugly word; a convenient,
willing cuckold, humph! there is no grandeur,
no philosophical varnish in the phrase. Let me
see yes! I have a remedy for all that.
I was married privately, well! under disguised
names, well! It was a stolen marriage,
far from her town, well! witnesses unknown
to her, well! proofs easily secured to my
possession, excellent! The fool shall
believe it a forged marriage, an ingenious gallantry
of mine; I will wash out the stain cuckold with the
water of another word; I will make market of a mistress,
not a wife. I will warn him not to acquaint her
with this secret; let me consider for what reason, oh!
my son’s legitimacy may be convenient to me hereafter.
He will understand that reason, and I will have his
‘honour’ thereon. And by the way,
I do care for that legitimacy, and will guard the
proofs. I love my child, ambitious
men do love their children. I may become a lord
myself, and may wish for a lord to succeed me; and
that son is mine, thank Heaven! I am sure on
that point, the only child, too, that ever
shall arise to me. Never, I swear, will I again
put myself beyond my own power! All my nature,
save one passion, I have hitherto mastered; that passion
shall henceforth be my slave, my only thought be ambition,
my only mistress be the world!”
As thus terminated the revery of a
man whom the social circumstances of the world were
calculated, as if by system, to render eminently and
basely wicked, Welford slowly ascended the stairs,
and re-entered his chamber. His wife was still
sleeping. Her beauty was of the fair and girlish
and harmonized order, which lovers and poets would
express by the word “angelic;” and as
Welford looked upon her face, hushed and almost hallowed
by slumber, a certain weakness and irresolution might
have been discernible in the strong lines of his haughty
features. At that moment, as if forever to destroy
the return of hope or virtue to either, her lips moved,
they uttered one word, it was the name of
Welford’s courtly guest.
About three weeks from that evening
Mrs. Welford eloped with the young nobleman, and on
the morning following that event the distracted husband
with his child disappeared forever from the town of
-----. From that day no tidings whatsoever respecting
him ever reached the titillated ears of his anxious
neighbours; and doubt, curiosity, discussion, gradually
settled into the belief that his despair had hurried
him into suicide.
Although the unfortunate Mrs. Welford
was in reality of a light and frivolous turn, and,
above all, susceptible to personal vanity, she was
not without ardent affections and keen sensibilities.
Her marriage had been one of love, that
is to say, on her part, the ordinary love of girls,
who love not through actual and natural feeling so
much as forced predisposition. Her choice had
fallen on one superior to herself in birth, and far
above all, in person and address, whom she had habitually
met. Thus her vanity had assisted her affection,
and something strange and eccentric in the temper
and mind of Welford had, though at times it aroused
her fear, greatly contributed to inflame her imagination.
Then, too, though an uncourtly, he had been a passionate
and a romantic lover. She was sensible that he
gave up for her much that he had previously conceived
necessary to his existence; and she stopped not to
inquire how far this devotion was likely to last,
or what conduct on her part might best perpetuate
the feelings from which it sprang. She had eloped
with him. She had consented to a private marriage.
She had passed one happy month, and then delusion
vanished! Mrs. Welford was not a woman who could
give to reality, or find in it, the charm equal to
delusion. She was perfectly unable to comprehend
the intricate and dangerous character of her husband.
She had not the key to his virtues,
nor the spell for his vices. Neither was the
state to which poverty compelled them one well calculated
for that tender meditation, heightened by absence and
cherished in indolence, which so often supplies one
who loves with the secret to the nature of the one
beloved. Though not equal to her husband in birth
or early prospects, Mrs. Welford had been accustomed
to certain comforts, often more felt by those who
belong to the inferior classes than by those appertaining
to the more elevated, who in losing one luxury will
often cheerfully surrender all. A fine lady can
submit to more hardships than her woman; and every
gentleman who travels smiles at the privations which
agonize his valet. Poverty and its grim comrades
made way for a whole host of petty irritations and
peevish complaints; and as no guest or visitor ever
relieved the domestic discontent, or broke on the
domestic bickering, they generally ended in that moody
sullenness which so often finds love a grave in repentance.
Nothing makes people tire of each other like a familiarity
that admits of carelessness in quarrelling and coarseness
in complaining. The biting sneer of Welford gave
acrimony to the murmur of his wife; and when once
each conceived the other the injurer, or him or herself
the wronged, it was vain to hope that one would be
more wary, or the other more indulgent. They both
exacted too much, and the wife in especial conceded
too little. Mrs. Welford was altogether and emphatically
what a libertine calls “a woman,” such
as a frivolous education makes a woman, generous
in great things, petty in small; vain, irritable,
full of the littleness of herself and her complaints,
ready to plunge into an abyss with her lover, but equally
ready to fret away all love with reproaches when the
plunge had been made. Of all men, Welford could
bear this the least. A woman of a larger heart,
a more settled experience, and an intellect capable
of appreciating his character and sounding all his
qualities, might have made him perhaps a useful and
a great man, and, at least, her lover for life.
Amidst a harvest of evil feelings the mere strength
of his nature rendered him especially capable of intense
feeling and generous emotion. One who relied
on him was safe; one who rebelled against him trusted
only to the caprice of his scorn. Still, however,
for two years, love, though weakening with each hour,
fought on in either breast, and could scarcely be
said to be entirely vanquished in the wife, even when
she eloped with her handsome seducer. A French
writer has said pithily enough: “Compare
for a moment the apathy of a husband with the attention,
the gallantry, the adoration of a lover, and can you
ask the result?” He was a French writer; but
Mrs. Welford had in her temper much of the Frenchwoman.
A suffering patient, young, handsome, well versed
in the arts of intrigue, contrasted with a gloomy husband
whom she had never comprehended, long feared, and
had lately doubted if she disliked, ah!
a much weaker contrast has made many a much better
woman food for the lawyers! Mrs. Welford eloped;
but she felt a revived tenderness for her husband
on the very morning that she did so. She carried
away with her his letters of love as well as her own,
which when they first married she had in an hour of
fondness collected together, then an inestimable
board! and never did her new lover receive
from her beautiful lips half so passionate a kiss as
she left on the cheek of her infant. For some
months she enjoyed with her paramour all for which
she had sighed in her home. The one for whom she
had forsaken her legitimate ties was a person so habitually
cheerful, courteous, and what is ordinarily termed
“good-natured” (though he had in him as
much of the essence of selfishness as any nobleman
can decently have), that he continued gallant to her
without an effort long after he had begun to think
it possible to tire even of so lovely a face.
Yet there were moments when the fickle wife recalled
her husband with regret, and contrasting him with
her seducer, did not find all the colourings of the
contrast flattering to the latter. There is something
in a powerful and marked character which women and
all weak natures feel themselves constrained to respect;
and Welford’s character thus stood in bold and
therefore advantageous though gloomy relief when opposed
to the levities and foibles of this guilty woman’s
present adorer. However this be, the die was
cast; and it would have been policy for the lady to
have made the best of her present game. But she
who had murmured as a wife was not complaisant as
a mistress. Reproaches made an interlude to caresses,
which the noble lover by no means admired. He
was not a man to retort, he was too indolent; but
neither was he one to forbear. “My charming
friend,” said he one day, after a scene, “you
weary of me, nothing more natural!
Why torment each other? You say I have ruined
you; my sweet friend, let me make you reparation.
Become independent; I will settle an annuity upon
you; fly me, seek happiness elsewhere, and
leave your unfortunate, your despairing lover to his
fate.”
“Do you taunt me, my lord?”
cried the angry fair; “or do you believe that
money can replace the rights of which you have robbed
me? Can you make me again a wife, a
happy, a respected wife? Do this, my lord, and
you atone to me!”
The nobleman smiled, and shrugged
his shoulders. The lady yet more angrily repeated
her question. The lover answered by an innuendo,
which at once astonished and doubly enraged her.
She eagerly demanded explanation; and his lordship,
who had gone further than he intended, left the room.
But his words had sunk deep into the breast of this
unhappy woman, and she resolved to procure an elucidation.
Agreeably to the policy which stripped the fabled
traveller of his cloak, she laid aside the storm and
preferred the sunshine: she watched a moment of
tenderness, turned the opportunity to advantage, and
by little and little she possessed herself of a secret
which sickened her with shame, disgust, and dismay.
Sold! bartered! the object of a contemptuous huxtering
to the purchaser and the seller, sold, too, with a
lie that debased her at once into an object for whom
even pity was mixed with scorn! Robbed already
of the name and honour of a wife, and transferred
as a harlot from the wearied arms of one leman to the
capricious caresses of another! Such was the
image that rose before her; and while it roused at
one moment all her fiercer passions into madness, humbled,
with the next, her vanity into the dust. She,
who knew the ruling passion of Welford, saw at a glance
the object of scorn and derision which she had become
to him. While she imagined herself the betrayer,
she had been betrayed; she saw vividly before her (and
shuddered as she saw) her husband’s icy smile,
his serpent eye, his features steeped in sarcasm,
and all his mocking soul stamped upon the countenance,
whose lightest derision was so galling. She turned
from this picture, and saw the courtly face of the
purchaser, his subdued smile at her reproaches, his
latent sneer at her claims to a station which he had
been taught by the arch plotter to believe she had
never possessed. She saw his early weariness
of her attractions, expressed with respect indeed, an
insulting respect, but felt without a scruple
of remorse. She saw in either as around only
a reciprocation of contempt. She was in a web
of profound abasement. Even that haughty grief
of conscience for crime committed to another, which
if it stings humbles not, was swallowed up in a far
more agonizing sensation, to one so vain as the adulteress, the
burning sense of shame at having herself, while sinning,
been the duped and deceived. Her very soul was
appalled with her humiliation. The curse of Welford’s
vengeance was on her, and it was wreaked to the last!
Whatever kindly sentiment she might have experienced
towards her protector, was swallowed up at once by
this discovery. She could not endure the thought
of meeting the eye of one who had been the gainer
by this ignominious barter; the foibles and weaknesses
of the lover assumed a despicable as well as hateful
dye. And in feeling herself degraded, she loathed
him. The day after she had made the discovery
we have referred to, Mrs. Welford left the house of
her protector, none knew whither. For two years
from that date, all trace of her history was lost.
At the end of that time what was Welford? A man
rapidly rising in the world, distinguished at the Bar,
where his first brief had lifted him into notice,
commencing a flattering career in the senate, holding
lucrative and honourable offices, esteemed for the
austere rectitude of his moral character, gathering
the golden opinions of all men, as he strode onward
to public reputation. He had re-assumed his hereditary
name; his early history was unknown; and no one in
the obscure and distant town of ------ had ever guessed
that the humble Welford was the William Brandon whose
praise was echoed in so many journals, and whose rising
genius was acknowledged by all. That asperity,
roughness, and gloom which had noted him at ------,
and which, being natural to him, he deigned not to
disguise in a station ungenial to his talents and
below his hopes, were now glitteringly varnished over
by an hypocrisy well calculated to aid his ambition.
So learnedly could this singular man fit himself to
others that few among the great met him as a companion,
nor left him without the temper to become his friend.
Through his noble rival that is (to make
our reader’s “surety doubly sure"), through
Lord Mauleverer he had acquired his first
lucrative office, a certain patronage from government,
and his seat in parliament. If he had persevered
at the Bar rather than given himself entirely to State
intrigues, it was only because his talents were eminently
more calculated to advance him in the former path
to honour than in the latter. So devoted was
he become to public life that he had only permitted
himself to cherish one private source of enjoyment, his
son. As no one, not even his brother, knew he
had been married (during the two years of his disguised
name, he had been supposed abroad), the appearance
of this son made the only piece of scandal whispered
against the rigid morality of his fair fame; but he
himself, waiting his own time for avowing a legitimate
heir, gave out that it was the orphan child of a dear
friend whom he had known abroad; and the puritan demureness
not only of life, but manner, which he assumed, gained
a pretty large belief to the statement. This
son Brandon idolized. As we have represented
himself to say, ambitious men are commonly fond of
their children, beyond the fondness of other sires.
The perpetual reference which the ambitious make to
posterity is perhaps the main reason. But Brandon
was also fond of children generally; philoprogenitiveness
was a marked trait in his character, and would seem
to belie the hardness and artifice belonging to that
character, were not the same love so frequently noticeable
in the harsh and the artificial. It seems as
if a half-conscious but pleasing feeling that they
too were once gentle and innocent, makes them delight
in reviving any sympathy with their early state.
Often after the applause and labour
of the day, Brandon would repair to his son’s
chamber and watch his slumber for hours; often before
his morning toil commenced, he would nurse the infant
in his arms with all a woman’s natural tenderness
and gushing joy; and often, as a graver and more characteristic
sentiment stole over him, he would mentally say, “You
shall build up our broken name on a better foundation
than your sire. I begin too late in life, and
I labour up a painful and stony road; but I shall
make the journey to Fame smooth and accessible for
you. Never, too, while you aspire to honour, shall
you steel your heart to tranquillity. For you,
my child, shall be the joys of home and love, and
a mind that does not sicken at the past, and strain,
through mere forgetfulness, towards a solitary and
barren distinction for the future. Not only what
your father gains you shall enjoy, but what has cursed
him his vigilance shall lead you to shun!”
It was thus not only that his softer
feelings, but all the better and nobler ones, which
even in the worst and hardest bosom find some root,
turned towards his child, and that the hollow and vicious
man promised to become the affectionate and perhaps
the wise parent.
One night Brandon was returning home
on foot from a ministerial dinner. The night
was frosty and clear, the hour was late, and his way
lay through the longest and best-lighted streets of
the metropolis. He was, as usual, buried in thought,
when he was suddenly aroused from his revery by a
light touch laid on his arm. He turned, and saw
one of the unhappy persons who haunt the midnight
streets of cities, standing right before his path.
The gaze of each fell upon the other; and it was thus,
for the first time since they laid their heads on the
same pillow, that the husband met the wife. The
skies were intensely clear, and the lamplight was
bright and calm upon the faces of both. There
was no doubt in the mind of either. Suddenly,
and with a startled and ghastly consciousuess, they
recognized each other. The wife staggered, and
clung to a post for support; Brandon’s look
was calm and unmoved. The hour that his bitter
and malignant spirit had yearned for was come; his
nerves expanded in a voluptuous calmness, as if to
give him a deliberate enjoyment of his hope fulfilled.
Whatever the words that in that unwitnessed and almost
awful interview passed between them, we may be sure
that Brandon spared not one atom of his power.
The lost and abandoned wife returned home; and all
her nature, embruted as it had become by guilt and
vile habits, hardened into revenge, that
preternatural feeling which may be termed the hope
of despair.
Three nights from that meeting Brandon’s
house was broken into. Like the houses of many
legal men, it lay in a dangerous and thinly populated
outskirt of the town, and was easily accessible to
robbery. He was awakened by a noise; he started,
and found himself in the grasp of two men. At
the foot of the bed stood a female, raising a light;
and her face, haggard with searing passions, and ghastly
with the leprous whiteness of disease and approaching
death, glared full upon him.
“It is now my turn,” said
the female, with a grin of scorn which Brandon himself
might have envied; “you have cursed me, and I
return the curse! You have told me that my child
shall never name me but to blush. Fool!
I triumph over you; you he shall never know to his
dying day! You have told me that to my child
and my child’s child (a long transmission of
execration) my name the name of the wife
you basely sold to ruin and to hell should
be left as a legacy of odium and shame! Man, you
shall teach that child no further lesson whatever:
you shall know not whether he live or die, or have
children to carry on your boasted race; or whether,
if he have, those children be not outcasts of the earth,
the accursed of man and God, the fit offspring of
the thing you have made me. Wretch! I hurl
back on you the denunciation with which, when we met
three nights since, you would have crushed the victim
of your own perfidy. You shall tread the path
of your ambition childless and objectless and hopeless.
Disease shall set her stamp upon your frame.
The worm shall batten upon your heart. You shall
have honours and enjoy them not; you shall gain your
ambition, and despair; you shall pine for your son,
and find him not; or, if you find him, you shall curse
the hour in which he was born. Mark me, man, I
am dying while I speak, I know that I am
a prophet in my curse. From this hour I am avenged,
and you are my scorn!”
As the hardest natures sink appalled
before the stony eye of the maniac, so, in the dead
of the night, pinioned by ruffians, the wild and solemn
voice, sharpened by passion and partial madness, of
the ghastly figure before him curdling through his
veins, even the haughty and daring character of William
Brandon quailed! He uttered not a word. He
was found the next morning bound by strong cords to
his bed. He spoke not when he was released, but
went in silence to his child’s chamber, the
child was gone! Several articles of property were
also stolen; the desperate tools the mother had employed
worked not perhaps without their own reward.
We need scarcely add that Brandon
set every engine and channel of justice in motion
for the discovery of his son. All the especial
shrewdness and keenness of his own character, aided
by his professional experience, he employed for years
in the same pursuit. Every research was wholly
in vain; not the remotest vestige towards discovery
could be traced until were found (we have recorded
when) some of the articles that had been stolen.
Fate treasured in her gloomy womb, altogether undescried
by man, the hour and the scene in which the most ardent
wish of William Brandon was to be realized.