The events narrated in the last chapter
were not without lasting effects on most of the persons
immediately concerned in them. Michael McAravey
was an altered man. His proud reserve seemed
changing into petulant self-vindication. He
began to look fully his age, and, like many other
men of so-called iron constitution, when his strength
began to give way it collapsed at once. He also
conceived a violent antipathy to George Hendrick.
The children were forbidden to attend the class,
which had now been resumed; and although they came
twice surreptitiously, Mr. Hendrick was no sooner
aware of this than he felt obliged to tell them that
their first duty was obedience to their guardians.
It was a hard parting both for teacher and pupils.
It cost George Hendrick no slight effort to dismiss
his two favourite scholars, nor could he at once see
his duty plain in the matter. As for the children
they were broken-hearted and rebellious; but the quiet,
sympathetic tenderness of their friend at length reconciled
them to their lot. Except on this point, McAravey
was far more considerate with the children than formerly.
He was now a good deal in the house, having become
very asthmatic, and often shielded Elsie and Jim from
Mrs. McAravey’s harsh tongue.
The effect of what they had gone through
was no less evident in the children, though they were
very differently affected. Jim never recovered
the panic of that March day. Nothing could induce
him to go near the shore alone, and the very sight
of the sea excited the lad. It was otherwise
with Elsie. That solitary interview with the
dead had sobered her. The dead woman’s
face was seldom absent from her thoughts. Elsie
had grown to love it, and to regard it as something
mysterious and superhuman. She had never before
seen so refined and beautiful a countenance; and there
was something in the rigid aspect of death that quieted
and awed, while it did not the least terrify the child.
As the months went by, and the actual event began
to fade in the distance, the pale sweet face, with
the dripping brown hair drawn back from it, became
more and more of an ideal for veneration and love.
Thus, while Jim could never be induced to pass near
the sandy cove alone, Elsie ceased to have any special
association with the actual scene of the occurrence.
But in her moments of passion or heedlessness she
ever saw before her the dead face kind,
but so calm and firm, that it repressed in an instant
her most impetuous outbursts.
As the autumn drew on it became evident
that Michael McAravey was dying. That he knew
it himself was gathered from the fact that more than
once, during the summer, he had walked over to Ballycastle
to attend Mass. There seemed a weight on the
old man’s mind, which he was unable or unwilling
to shake off. ’Lisbeth, who for years had
suffered severely from “rheumatics,” and
who had made up her mind that she was to die before
the “old man,” was but an indifferent nurse.
Elsie, however, more than took her place. Michael
had become much attached to the child, and as he daily
grew weaker he came to look to her for everything.
“Ye ’r a brave wee lass,
Elsie,” he used to say, “and I doubt I
’ve not been over kind to ye, but I can’t
do without ye now.”
One gloomy September afternoon, when
the blustering winds were again celebrating the return
of the equinox, Michael, who had been sleeping heavily
all day, suddenly started up and astonished his wife
by an eager request that she would send at once for
George Hendrick and Father Donnelly.
“I doubt you ’re raving,
Mike, to send for such a pair. What do you want
with either, not to say both? Nice company they
’d be for each other.”
“I tell you I’m dying,
and I must see them both,” cried her husband,
rising, gaunt and excited, in the bed. “I
say, Elsie,” he continued, “this is Wednesday;
run down and see can you find Mr. Hendrick anywhere
about.”
Elsie departed at once, while ’Lisbeth
tried to soothe the invalid, muttering all the time,
however, her scorn of “Readers” and hatred
of “Papish priests.”
George Hendrick was easily found,
and in a few minutes was sitting by the old man’s
side, soothing him with simple, kindly words, and waiting
for an opening through which to approach the inner
man.
“I ’ve not treated
you fair, my mon, and I didn’t wish to die
without tellin’ you so. Besides, there
’s a thing or two I ‘ve been thinkin’
long to speak about, and now the time’s come.
I ’ve sent for Father Donnelly.”
“It’s far to send and
long to wait, Mike; do you not think we can do as
well without him?” asked the reader.
“I’ve not sent for him,
and ye may be sure I ‘ll have none o’ your
Papish priests coomin’ about the house, leastways
whiles I ’m in it,” interrupted Mrs. McAravey.
Then you d better get out of it, said the old man; I
never interfered with you and your Ranters and Covenanters, and I dont mean to
be interfered with. I tell ye, George Hendrick, Ill die in the Church of
my fathers, even if I m
“Hush!” cried Hendrick,
putting his hand to the excited man’s mouth;
“we ’ll send for the priest if you wish.
God forbid that I should stand between you.
Young Jim McAuley is going over to Ballycastle, and
will take a message if Elsie gives it him; but he can’t
be here for three or four hours at least, so let us
be quiet a wee bit now. You said you wanted
to see me, Mike; and perhaps while we are waiting you
’d like to hear the message of God out of His
own book you needn’t wait to send
to Ballycastle for it.”
“You may read a bit if ye like,”
responded McAravey, leaning back on the bed, quite
satisfied now that the priest had been sent for; “only
no controversy; it’s not fit for a dyin’
man or for any man, for the matter o’
that.”
“No controversy!” said
Hendrick, smiling; “well, will this suit you?
’Without controversy great is the mystery
of godliness. God was manifest in the flesh,
justified in the spirit, seen of angels, preached
unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received
up into glory.’ Do you believe that, Mike?”
“Aye, aye; it’s wonderful
to think on,” murmured the dying man, in his
deep, solemn voice. “I doubt I ’ve
been a bit hard sometimes, but I ’ve always
been honest and paid my way.” Then after
a pause, “Ye may go on with your readin’;
I ’m no ways prejudiced. I think Prodestan
and Catholic is pretty much alike with God.”
“Aye, Mike, alike in this, that
’all have sinned and come short of the
glory of God.’ None of us can stand before
Him as we are; but remember what Paul says again,
there could be no disputing about, ’This is
a true saying and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ
Jesus came into the world to save sinners.’”
“I believe that,” said
McAravey; “but now I ’d like to sleep a
bit; only don’t go away, for if the priest don’t
come in time, I must confess to you, George.
Ye won’t object to hear me and give me absolution,
will you?” he added with an effort to smile.
“I won’t leave you, Mike,
and I’ll hear what you have to say; and as for
absolution, I ’ll try to point you to the great
Absolver our Advocate with the Father who
is the propitiation for our sins.”
It was after ten o’clock when
Father Donnelly arrived. After a short private
interview with the patient, Hendrick was summoned to
the room.
“There is a part of my confession,”
said the old man, “which, by your leave, father,
I ’d like my friend to hear it will
save us the time of going over the same bit twice.”
The priest nodded silently, not, however,
looking very pleased at the somewhat light tone in
which McAravey spoke.
“It’s about the two children,
and the poor creature that was found by them on the
sands last spring. It’s been heavy on my
mind this long time, and I can’t go out of the
world without explaining all I know about the story.
And now to begin at the beginning. It’s
just about seven years ago, and a couple before we
came here, that the children came to us. We
were very hard-up at that time, and ’Lisbeth
and I were down in heart about loosin’ our own
wains, when one day I was in the market at Ballymena,
and there I met James Kinley. He asked me, would
the missus like to make a trifle by taking charge of
a couple of children? I said I thought she might,
and so he brought me to the hotel, and I saw a young
woman as said she and her husband were going abroad,
and wished to leave the two little ones with some respectable
person in the glens. Well, I saw her a second
time, and then it was all settled. She gave
us 20 pounds down, and said she would write.
I didn’t like to ask questions, thinking, perhaps,
it wasn’t all on the square about the bairns,
and so I’m not sure I ever even knew the name
rightly it was Davis, or Davison, or Dawson,
or something that way. Tom Kinley knew all about
the parties, and so I did not trouble. And then
when he went to America there was no one to inquire
of. Well, we had one letter about a year after,
from some place in Inja, I think, and in it they said
they was going further, and mightn’t be able
to write for some time. There was a directed
envelope inside, and I sent off a few lines to say
the wains was well. After that we never heard
more, and we always thought the father and mother had
got killed in the strange parts they went to.
So we never told the young ’uns anything,
but determined to make the best shift we could for
them. Then came the day they found the body,
and this is where my sore trouble began. After
Elsie left me, I was still lookin’ at the poor
dead thing, when it come on me like a dream that I
had seen the face before. At first I couldn’t
think where it was, and then I remembered the lady
Kinley had brought me to see in Ballymena. I
stooped down to look at her, and then I noticed the
chain round her neck. There was no watch on it,
but a sort of wee case that opened, and inside there
was a picture and a wee bit o’ paper folded.
You may be sure Mike McAravey had no thought of stealing;
but when I saw some one comin’, I said to myself,
’These things belong to the wains, and if I
leave ’em here they ’ll not get ‘em
unless I tell all I knows.’ And my heart
bled to think of the children hearing the first of
their mother, when they saw her lying dead.
So I slipt the chain and case into my pocket, just
as George Hendrick came up. Ye remember, perhaps,
I was so confused-like I didn’t know what I
was doing. Maybe ye thought I was scared.
Then, when we brought up the body, I went and put
the chain under the big heap o’ sea-weed.
When all the fuss was made at the inquest, I was
sorry I had hid the things, but I daren’t tell
then. And mind ye, Father Donnelly, I told no
lie, for there was no watch, and the chain wasn’t
gold at all, but an old-fashioned silver affair.
Even so it was a weight on me, so I thought the best
thing I could do was to sell it, and they gave me
fifteen shillings in Coleraine. And that’s
how I got the first money for the monument.
The wee case a locket, I believe, they
call it I ’ve kept yet.
It’s made up in a parcel in the corner of the
wee box under the bed. And now that’s all
I ’ve to say; but I knows this affair,
and the way the folk has doubted me has been the cause
of my breaking up. And there ’s poor Elsie I
believe she swore she didn’t see the chain just
to keep me out of trouble, and that cut me most of
all to be the means o’ bringin’ the poor
innocent lass to tell a lie.”
“I’m sorry you did not
tell me all this before,” said George Hendrick,
his eyes filling with tears as he gazed on the stern,
deep-lined face of the old man; “it might all
have been explained.”
“I’m sorry too, and often
thought to do it; but you see I took a dislike to
you, because your mentioning about the watch when
after all there was no watch was the cause
of my trouble.”
“And now you see, Mike,”
said the priest, “the evil results of not coming
to confession; I ’ve often warned you.”
“So you have, Father Donnelly,
and it’s no fault o’ yours if I haven’t
been a better Catholic; but I ’m punished now,
so let us forget the past.”
“Aye,” said the priest,
“you have suffered for your fault; and now wouldn’t
you like to receive the last rites, in case anything
might happen before I come again?”
It was not too soon, for when daylight
dawned the proud, restless spirit had taken flight.
Long after the priest had left, Hendrick had sat,
Bible in hand, pointing the dying sinner to the Great
High Priest of our profession; and when the struggle
was over he started home across the moors in the bleak
morning, cheered and thankful in heart, believing
that his labours that night had “not been in
vain in the Lord.”