Mrs. Cullom was sitting at one corner
of the fire, and David drew a chair opposite to her.
“Feelin’ all right now?
whisky hain’t made ye liable to no disorderly
conduct, has it?” he asked with a laugh.
“Yes, thank you,” was
the reply, “the warm things are real comfortin’,
‘n’ I guess I hain’t had licker enough
to make me want to throw things. You got a kind
streak in ye, Dave Harum, if you did send me this here
note but I s’pose ye know your own
bus’nis,” she added with a sigh of resignation.
“I ben fearin’ fer a good while
‘t I couldn’t hold on t’ that prop’ty,
an’ I don’t know but what you might’s
well git it as ’Zeke Swinney, though I ben
hopin’ ’gainst hope that Charley ’d
be able to do morn ’n he has.”
“Let’s see the note,”
said David curtly. “H’m, humph, ’regret
to say that I have been instructed by Mr. Harum’ wa’al,
h’m’m, cal’lated to clear his own
skirts anyway h’m’m ’must
be closed up without further delay’ (John’s
eye caught the little white stocking which still lay
on his desk) ’wa’al, yes, that’s
about what I told Mr. Lenox to say fur’s the
bus’nis part’s concerned I might
‘a’ done my own regrettin’ if I’d
wrote the note myself.” (John said something
to himself.) “’T ain’t the pleasantest
thing in the world fer ye, I allow, but then you
see, bus’nis is bus’nis.”
John heard David clear his throat,
and there was a hiss in the open fire. Mrs. Cullom
was silent, and David resumed:
“You see, Mis’ Cullom,
it’s like this. I ben thinkin’
of this matter fer a good while. That place
ain’t ben no real good to ye sence the
first year you signed that morgidge. You hain’t
scurcely more’n made ends meet, let alone the
int’rist, an’ it’s ben simply
a question o’ time, an’ who’d git
the prop’ty in the long run fer some years.
I reckoned, same as you did, that Charley ’d
mebbe come to the front but he hain’t
done it, an’ ’t ain’t likely he ever
will. Charley’s a likely ’nough boy
some ways, but he hain’t got much ‘git
there’ in his make-up, not more’n enough
fer one anyhow, I reckon. That’s about
the size on’t, ain’t it?”
Mrs. Cullom murmured a feeble admission
that she was “’fraid it was.”
“Wa’al,” resumed
Mr. Harum, “I see how things was goin’,
an’ I see that unless I played euchre, ’Zeke
Swinney ‘d git that prop’ty, an’
whether I wanted it myself or not, I didn’t
cal’late he sh’d git it anyway. He
put a spoke in my wheel once, an’ I hain’t
forgot it. But that hain’t neither here
nor there. Wa’al,” after a short pause,
“you know I helped ye pull the thing along on
the chance, as ye may say, that you an’ your
son ’d somehow make a go on’t.”
“You ben very kind, so fur,” said
the widow faintly.
“Don’t ye say that, don’t
ye say that,” protested David. “’T
wa’n’t no kindness. It was jes’
bus’nis. I wa’n’t takin’
no chances, an’ I s’pose I might let the
thing run a spell longer if I c’d see any use
in’t. But the’ ain’t, an’
so I ast ye to come up this mornin’ so ’t
we c’d settle the thing up without no fuss,
nor trouble, nor lawyer’s fees, nor nothin’.
I’ve got the papers all drawed, an’ John Mr.
Lenox here to take the acknowlidgments.
You hain’t no objection to windin’ the
thing up this mornin’, have ye?”
“I s’pose I’ll have
to do whatever you say,” replied the poor woman
in a tone of hopeless discouragement, “an’
I might as well be killed to once, as to die by inch
pieces.”
“All right then,” said
David cheerfully, ignoring her lethal suggestion,
“but before we git down to bus’nis an’
signin’ papers, an’ in order to set myself
in as fair a light ’s I can in the matter, I
want to tell ye a little story.”
“I hain’t no objection
’s I know of,” acquiesced the widow graciously.
“All right,” said David,
“I won’t preach more ’n about up
to the sixthly How’d you feel if
I was to light up a cigar? I hain’t much
of a hand at a yarn, an’ if I git stuck, I c’n
puff a spell. Thank ye. Wa’al, Mis’
Cullom, you used to know somethin’ about my folks.
I was raised on Buxton Hill. The’ was nine
on us, an’ I was the youngest o’ the lot.
My father farmed a piece of about forty to fifty acres,
an’ had a small shop where he done odd times
small jobs of tinkerin’ fer the neighbors
when the’ was anythin’ to do. My mother
was his second, an’ I was the only child of
that marriage. He married agin when I was about
two year old, an’ how I ever got raised ’s
more ’n I c’n tell ye. My sister Polly
was ’sponsible more ‘n any one, I guess,
an’ the only one o’ the whole lot that
ever gin me a decent word. Small farmin’
ain’t cal’lated to fetch out the best
traits of human nature an’ keep ’em
out an’ it seems to me sometimes
that when the old man wa’n’t cuffin’
my ears he was lickin’ me with a rawhide or
a strap. Fur ’s that was concerned, all
his boys used to ketch it putty reg’lar till
they got too big. One on ‘em up an’
licked him one night, an’ lit out next day.
I s’pose the old man’s disposition was
sp’iled by what some feller said farmin’
was, ‘workin’ all day, an’ doin’
chores all night,’ an’ larrupin’
me an’ all the rest on us was about all the
enjoyment he got. My brothers an’ sisters ’ceptin’
of Polly was putty nigh as bad in respect
of cuffs an’ such like; an’ my stepmarm
was, on the hull, the wüst of all. She hadn’t
no childern o’ her own, an’ it appeared
‘s if I was jes’ pizen to her. ‘T
wa’n’t so much slappin’ an’
cuffin’ with her as ’t was tongue.
She c’d say things that ‘d jes’ raise
a blister like pizen ivy. I s’pose I was
about as ord’nary, no-account-lookin’,
red-headed, freckled little cuss as you ever see,
an’ slinkin’ in my manners. The air
of our home circle wa’n’t cal’lated
to raise heroes in.
“I got three four years’
schoolin’, an’ made out to read an’
write an’ cipher up to long division ’fore
I got through, but after I got to be six years old,
school or no school, I had to work reg’lar at
anything I had strength fer, an’ more too.
Chores before school an’ after school, an’
a two-mile walk to git there. As fur ’s
clo’es was concerned, any old thing that ’d
hang together was good enough fer me; but by the
time the older boys had outgrowed their duds, an’
they was passed on to me, the’ wa’n’t
much left on ’em. A pair of old cowhide
boots that leaked in more snow an’ water ‘n
they kept out, an’ a couple pairs of woolen socks
that was putty much all darns, was expected to see
me through the winter, an’ I went barefoot f’m
the time the snow was off the ground till it flew
agin in the fall. The’ wa’n’t
but two seasons o’ the year with me them
of chilblains an’ stun-bruises.”
The speaker paused and stared for
a moment into the comfortable glow of the fire, and
then discovering to his apparent surprise that his
cigar had gone out, lighted it from a coal picked
out with the tongs.
“Farmin’ ’s a hard
life,” remarked Mrs. Cullom with an air of being
expected to make some contribution to the conversation.
“An’ yit, as it seems
to me as I look back on’t,” David resumed
pensively, “the wüst on’t was that
nobody ever gin me a kind word, ’cept Polly.
I s’pose I got kind o’ used to bein’
cold an’ tired; dressin’ in a snowdrift
where it blowed into the attic, an’ goin’
out to fodder cattle ‘fore sun-up; pickin’
up stun in the blazin’ sun, an’ doin’
all the odd jobs my father set me to, an’ the
older ones shirked onto me. That was the reg’lar
order o’ things; but I remember I never did
git used to never pleasin’ nobody. Course
I didn’t expect nothin’ f’m my step-marm,
an’ the only way I ever knowed I’d done
my stent fur ’s father was concerned, was that
he didn’t say nothin’. But sometimes
the older one’s ‘d git settin’ ‘round,
talkin’ an’ laughin’, havin’
pop corn an’ apples, an’ that, an’
I’d kind o’ sidle up, wantin’ to
join ’em, an’ some on ’em ’d
say, ‘What you doin’ here? time
you was in bed,’ an’ give me a shove or
a cuff. Yes, ma’am,” looking up at
Mrs. Cullom, “the wüst on’t was that
I was kind o’ scairt the hull time. Once
in a while Polly ‘d give me a mossel o’
comfort, but Polly wa’n’t but little older
‘n me, an’ bein’ the youngest girl,
was chored most to death herself.”
It had stopped snowing, and though
the wind still came in gusty blasts, whirling the
drift against the windows, a wintry gleam of sunshine
came in and touched the widow’s wrinkled face.
“It’s amazin’ how
much trouble an’ sorrer the’ is in the
world, an’ how soon it begins,” she remarked,
moving a little to avoid the sunlight. “I
hain’t never ben able to reconcile
how many good things the’ be, an’ how
little most on us gits o’ them. I hain’t
ben to meetin’ fer a long spell ’cause
I hain’t had no fit clo’es, but I remember
most of the preachin’ I’ve set under either
dwelt on the wrath to come, or else on the Lord’s
doin’ all things well, an’ providin’.
I hope I ain’t no wickeder ’n than the
gen’ral run, but it’s putty hard to hev
faith in the Lord’s providin’ when you
hain’t got nothin’ in the house but corn
meal, an’ none too much o’ that.”
“That’s so, Mis’
Cullom, that’s so,” affirmed David.
“I don’t blame ye a mite. ‘Doubts
assail, an’ oft prevail,’ as the hymnbook
says, an’ I reckon it’s a sight easier
to have faith on meat an’ potatoes ’n it
is on corn meal mush. Wa’al, as I was sayin’ I
hope I ain’t tirin’ ye with my goin’s
on?”
“No,” said Mrs. Cullom,
“I’m engaged to hear ye, but nobody ’d
suppose to see ye now that ye was such a f’lorn
little critter as you make out.”
“It’s jest as I’m
tellin’ ye, an’ more also, as the Bible
says,” returned David, and then, rather more
impressively, as if he were leading up to his conclusion,
“it come along to a time when I was ’twixt
thirteen an’ fourteen. The’ was a
cirkis billed to show down here in Homeville, an’
ev’ry barn an’ shed fer miles
around had pictures stuck on to ’em of el’phants,
an’ rhinoceroses, an’ ev’ry animul
that went into the ark; an’ girls ridin’
bareback an’ jumpin’ through hoops, an’
fellers ridin’ bareback an’ turnin’
summersets, an’ doin’ turnovers on swings;
an’ clowns gettin’ hoss-whipped, an’
ev’ry kind of a thing that could be pictered
out; an’ how the’ was to be a grand percession
at ten o’clock, ‘ith golden chariots,
an’ scripteral allegories, an’ the hull
bus’nis; an’ the gran’ performance
at two o’clock; admission twenty-five cents,
children under twelve, at cetery, an’ so forth.
Wa’al, I hadn’t no more idée o’
goin’ to that cirkis ‘n I had o’
flyin’ to the moon, but the night before the
show somethin’ waked me ’bout twelve o’clock.
I don’t know how ‘t was. I’d
ben helpin’ mend fence all day, an’
gen’ally I never knowed nothin’ after
my head struck the bed till mornin’. But
that night, anyhow, somethin’ waked me, an’
I went an’ looked out the windo’, an’
there was the hull thing goin’ by the house.
The’ was more or less moon, an’ I see
the el’phant, an’ the big wagins the
drivers kind o’ noddin’ over the dashboards an’
the chariots with canvas covers I don’t
know how many of ’em an’ the
cages of the tigers an’ lions, an’ all.
Wa’al, I got up the next mornin’ at sun-up
an’ done my chores; an’ after breakfust
I set off fer the ten-acre lot where I was mendin’
fence. The ten-acre was the farthest off of any,
Homeville way, an’ I had my dinner in a tin
pail so’t I needn’t lose no time goin’
home at noon, an’, as luck would have it, the’
wa’n’t nobody with me that mornin’.
Wa’al, I got down to the lot an’ set to
work; but somehow I couldn’t git that show out
o’ my head nohow. As I said, I hadn’t
no more notion of goin’ to that cirkis ’n
I had of kingdom come. I’d never had two
shillin’ of my own in my hull life. But
the more I thought on’t the uneasier I got.
Somethin’ seemed pullin’ an’ haulin’
at me, an’ fin’ly I gin in. I allowed
I’d see that percession anyway if it took a leg,
an’ mebbe I c’d git back ‘ithout
nobody missin’ me. ’T any rate, I’d
take the chances of a lickin’ jest once fer
that’s what it meant an’ I up
an’ put fer the village lickity-cut.
I done them four mile lively, I c’n tell ye,
an’ the stun-bruises never hurt me once.
“When I got down to the village
it seemed to me as if the hull population of Freeland
County was there. I’d never seen so many
folks together in my life, an’ fer a spell
it seemed to me as if ev’rybody was a-lookin’
at me an’ sayin’, ‘That’s old
Harum’s boy Dave, playin’ hookey,’
an’ I sneaked ‘round dreadin’ somebody
’d give me away; but I fin’ly found that
nobody wa’n’t payin’ any attention
to me they was there to see the show, an’
one red-headed boy more or less wa’n’t
no pertic’ler account. Wa’al, putty
soon the percession hove in sight, an’ the’
was a reg’lar stampede among the boys, an’
when it got by, I run an’ ketched up with it
agin, an’ walked alongside the el’phant,
tin pail an’ all, till they fetched up inside
the tent. Then I went off to one side it
must ‘a’ ben about ‘leven or
half-past, an’ eat my dinner I had
a devourin’ appetite an’ thought
I’d jes’ walk round a spell, an’
then light out fer home. But the’
was so many things to see an’ hear all
the side-show pictures of Fat Women, an’ Livin’
Skelitons; an’ Wild Women of Madygasker, an’
Wild Men of Bornéo; an’ snakes windin’
round women’s necks; hand-orgins; fellers that
played the ‘cordion, an’ mouth-pipes,
an’ drum an’ cymbals all to once, an’
such like that I fergot all about the time
an’ the ten-acre lot, an’ the stun fence,
an’ fust I knowed the folks was makin’
fer the ticket wagin, an’ the band begun
to play inside the tent. Be I taxin’ your
patience over the limit?” said David, breaking
off in his story and addressing Mrs. Cullom more directly.
“No, I guess not,” she
replied; “I was jes’ thinkin’ of
a circus I went to once,” she added with an
audible sigh.
“Wa’al,” said David,
taking a last farewell of the end of his cigar, which
he threw into the grate, “mebbe what’s
comin’ ’ill int’rist ye more ‘n
the rest on’t has. I was standin’
gawpin’ ‘round, list’nin’ to
the band an’ watchin’ the folks git their
tickets, when all of a suddin I felt a twitch at my
hair it had a way of workin’ out of
the holes in my old chip straw hat an’
somebody says to me, ’Wa’al, sonny, what
you thinkin’ of?’ he says. I looked
up, an’ who do you s’pose it was?
It was Billy P. Cullom! I knowed who he was,
fer I’d seen him before, but of course
he didn’t know me. Yes, ma’am, it
was Billy P., an’ wa’n’t he rigged
out to kill!”
The speaker paused and looked into
the fire, smiling. The woman started forward
facing him, and clasping her hands, cried, “My
husband! What’d he have on?”
“Wa’al,” said David
slowly and reminiscently, “near ’s I c’n
remember, he had on a blue broadcloth claw-hammer
coat with flat gilt buttons, an’ a double-breasted
plaid velvet vest, an’ pearl-gray pants, strapped
down over his boots, which was of shiny leather, an’
a high pointed collar an’ blue stock with a
pin in it (I remember wonderin’ if it c’d
be real gold), an’ a yeller-white plug beaver
hat.”
At the description of each article
of attire Mrs. Cullom nodded her head, with her eyes
fixed on David’s face, and as he concluded she
broke out breathlessly, “Oh, yes! Oh, yes!
David, he wore them very same clo’es, an’
he took me to that very same show that very same night!”
There was in her face a look almost of awe, as if a
sight of her long-buried past youth had been shown
to her from a coffin.
Neither spoke for a moment or two,
and it was the widow who broke the silence. As
David had conjectured, she was interested at last,
and sat leaning forward with her hands clasped in
her lap.
“Well,” she exclaimed,
“ain’t ye goin’ on? What did
he say to ye?”
“Cert’nly, cert’nly,”
responded David. “I’ll tell ye near
’s I c’n remember, an’ I c’n
remember putty near. As I told ye. I felt
a twitch at my hair, an’ he said, ‘What
be you thinkin’ about, sonny?’ I looked
up at him, an’ looked away quick. ‘I
dunno,’ I says, diggin’ my big toe into
the dust; an’ then, I dunno how I got the spunk
to, for I was shyer ’n a rat, ‘Guess I
was thinkin’ ‘bout mendin’ that fence
up in the ten-acre lot ’s much ‘s anythin’,’
I says.
“‘Ain’t you goin’ to the cirkis?’
he says.
“‘I hain’t got no
money to go to cirkises,’ I says, rubbin’
the dusty toes o’ one foot over t’ other,
‘nor nothin’ else,’ I says.
“‘Wa’al,’
he says, ‘why don’t you crawl under the
canvas?’
“That kind o’ riled me,
shy ’s I was. ‘I don’t crawl
under no canvases,’ I says. ’If I
can’t go in same ‘s other folks, I’ll
stay out,’ I says, lookin’ square at him
fer the fust time. He wa’n’t
exac’ly smilin’, but the’ was a
look in his eyes that was the next thing to it.”
“Lordy me!” sighed Mrs.
Cullom, as if to herself. “How well I can
remember that look; jest as if he was laughin’
at ye, an’ wa’n’t laughin’
at ye, an’ his arm around your neck!”
David nodded in reminiscent sympathy,
and rubbed his bald poll with the back of his hand.
“Wa’al,” interjected the widow.
“Wa’al,” said David,
resuming, “he says to me, ’Would you like
to go to the cirkis?’ an’ with that it
occurred to me that I did want to go to that cirkis
more’n anythin’ I ever wanted to before nor
since, it seems to me. But I tell ye the truth,
I was so far f’m expectin’ to go ’t
I really hadn’t knowed I wanted to. I looked
at him, an’ then down agin, an’ began
tenderin’ up a stun-bruise on one heel agin the
other instep, an’ all I says was, bein’
so dum’d shy, ‘I dunno,’ I says.
But I guess he seen in my face what my feelin’s
was, fer he kind o’ laughed an’ pulled
out half-a-dollar an’ says: ‘D’
you think you could git a couple o’ tickits
in that crowd? If you kin, I think I’ll
go myself, but I don’t want to git my boots
all dust,’ he says. I allowed I c’d
try; an’ I guess them bare feet o’ mine
tore up the dust some gettin’ over to the wagin.
Wa’al, I had another scare gettin’ the
tickits, fer fear some one that knowed me ‘d
see me with a half-a-dollar, an’ think I must
‘a’ stole the money. But I got ’em
an’ carried ’em back to him, an’
he took ‘em an’ put ’em in his vest
pocket, an’ handed me a ten-cent piece, an’
says, ‘Mebbe you’ll want somethin’
in the way of refreshments fer yourself an’
mebbe the el’phant,’ he says, an’
walked off toward the tent; an’ I stood stun
still, lookin’ after him. He got off about
a rod or so an’ stopped an’ looked back.
‘Ain’t you comin’?’ he says.
“‘Be I goin’ with you?’
I says.
“‘Why not?’ he says,
‘’nless you’d ruther go alone,’
an’ he put his finger an’ thumb into his
vest pocket. Wa’al, ma’am, I looked
at him a minute, with his shiny hat an’ boots,
an’ fine clo’es, an’ gold pin, an’
thought of my ragged olé shirt, an’ cotton
pants, an’ olé chip hat with
the brim most gone, an’ my tin pail an’
all. ‘I ain’t fit to,’ I says,
ready to cry an’ wa’al,
he jes’ laughed, an’ says, ‘Nonsense,’
he says, ‘come along. A man needn’t
be ashamed of his workin’ clo’es,’
he says, an’ I’m dum’d if he didn’t
take holt of my hand, an’ in we went that way
together.”
“How like him that was!” said the widow
softly.
“Yes, ma’am, yes, ma’am, I reckon
it was,” said David, nodding.
“Wa’al,” he went
on after a little pause, “I was ready to sink
into the ground with shyniss at fust, but that wore
off some after a little, an’ we two seen the
hull show, I tell ye. We walked ’round
the cages, an’ we fed the el’phant that
is, he bought the stuff an’ I fed him. I
’member he, he, he! ’t
he says, ‘mind you git the right end,’
he says, an’ then we got a couple o’ seats,
an’ the doin’s begun.”