“Come then, childer,”
said Mrs. McGrath, and took the big iron pot off.
They crowded around her, nine of them, the eldest not
more than thirteen, the youngest just big enough to
hold out his yellow crockery bowl.
“The youngest first,”
remarked Mrs. McGrath, and ladled out a portion of
the boiled corn-meal to each of the deplorable boys
and girls. Before they reached the stools from
which they had sprung up, or squatted again on the
rough floor, they all burned their mouths in tasting
the mush too eagerly. Then there they sat, blowing
into their bowls, glaring into them, lifting their
loaded iron spoons occasionally to taste cautiously,
till the mush had somewhat cooled.
Then, gobble-de-gobble-de-gobble,
it was all gone! Though they had neither sugar,
nor milk, nor butter to it, they found it a remarkably
excellent sample of mush, and wished only that, in
quantity, it had been something more.
Peter McGrath sat close beside the
cooking-stove, holding Number Ten, a girl-baby, who
was asleep, and rocking Number Eleven, who was trying
to wake up, in the low, unpainted cradle. He never
took his eyes off Number Eleven; he could not bear
to look around and see the nine devouring the corn-meal
so hungrily. Perhaps McGrath could not, and certainly
he would not, he was so obstinate, have
told why he felt so reproached by the scene.
He had felt very guilty for many weeks.
Twenty, yes, a hundred times a day
he looked in a dazed way at his big hands, and they
reproached him, too, that they had no work.
“Where is our smooth, broad-axe
handle?” asked the fingers, “and why do
not the wide chips fly?”
He was ashamed, too, every time he
rose up, so tall and strong, with nothing to do, and
eleven children and his wife next door to starvation;
but if he had been asked to describe his feelings,
he would merely have growled out angrily something
against old John Pontiac.
“You’ll take your sup
now, Peter?” asked Mrs. McGrath, offering him
the biggest of the yellow bowls. He looked up
then, first at her forlorn face, then at the pot.
Number Nine was diligently scraping off some streaks
of mush that had run down the outside; Numbers Eight,
Seven, Six, and Five were looking respectfully into
the pot; Numbers Four, Three, Two, and One were watching
the pot, the steaming bowl, and their father at the
same time. Peter McGrath was very hungry.
“Yourself had better eat, Mary
Ann,” he said. “I’ll be having
mine after it’s cooler.”
Mrs. McGrath dipped more than a third
of the bowlful back into the pot, and ate the rest
with much satisfaction. The numerals watched her
anxiously but resignedly.
“Sure it’ll be cold entirely,
Peter dear,” she said, “and the warmth
is so comforting. Give me little Norah now, the
darlint! and be after eating your supper.”
She had ladled out the last spoonful
of mush, and the pot was being scraped inside earnestly
by Nine, Eight, Seven, and Six. Peter took the
bowl, and looked at his children.
The earlier numbers were observing
him with peculiar sympathy, putting themselves in
his place, as it were, possessing the bowl in imagination;
the others now moved their spoons absent-mindedly around
in the pot, brought them empty to their mouths, mechanically,
now and again, sucked them more or less, and still
stared steadily at their father.
His inner walls felt glued together,
yet indescribably hollow; the smell of the mush went
up into his nostrils, and pungently provoked his palate
and throat. He was famishing.
“Troth, then, Mary Ann,”
he said, “there’s no hunger in me to-night.
Sure, I wish the childer wouldn’t leave me the
trouble of eating it. Come, then, all of ye!”
The nine came promptly to his call.
There were just twenty-two large spoonfuls in the
bowl; each child received two; the remaining four
went to the four youngest. Then the bowl was skilfully
scraped by Number Nine, after which Number Seven took
it, whirled a cup of water artfully round its interior,
and with this put a fine finish on his meal.
Peter McGrath then searched thoughtfully
in his trousers pockets, turning their corners up,
getting pinches of tobacco dust out of their remotest
recesses; he put his blouse pocket through a similar
process. He found no pockets in his well-patched
overcoat when he took it down, but he pursued the
dust into its lining, and separated it carefully from
little dabs of wool. Then he put the collection
into an extremely old black clay pipe, lifted a coal
in with his fingers, and took his supper.
It would be absurd to assert that,
on this continent, a strong man could be so poor as
Peter, unless he had done something very wrong or
very foolish. Peter McGrath was, in truth, out
of work because he had committed an outrage on economics.
He had been guilty of the enormous error of misunderstanding,
and trying to set at naught in his own person, the
immutable law of supply and demand.
Fancying that a first-class hewer
in a timber shanty had an inalienable right to receive
at least thirty dollars a month, when the demand was
only strong enough to yield him twenty-two dollars
a month, Peter had refused to engage at the beginning
of the winter.
“Now, Mr. McGrath, you’re
making a mistake,” said his usual employer,
old John Pontiac. “I’m offering you
the best wages going, mind that. There’s
mighty little squared timber coming out this winter.”
“I’m ready and willing
to work, boss, but I’m fit to arn thirty dollars,
surely.”
“So you are, so you are, in
good times, neighbor, and I’d be glad if men’s
wages were forty. That could only be with trade
active, and a fine season for all of us; but I couldn’t
take out a raft this winter, and pay what you ask.”
“I’d work extra hard. I’m not
afeard of work.”
“Not you, Peter. There
never was a lazy bone in your body. Don’t
I know that well? But look, now: if I was
to pay you thirty, I should have to pay all the other
hewers thirty; and that’s not all. Scorers
and teamsters and road-cutters are used to getting
wages in proportion to hewers. Why, it would
cost me a thousand dollars a month to give you thirty!
Go along, now, that’s a good fellow, and tell
your wife that you’ve hired with me.”
But Peter did not go back. “I’m
bound to have my rights, so I am,” he said sulkily
to Mary Ann when he reached the cabin. “The
old boss is getting too hard like, and set on money.
Twenty-two dollars! No! I’ll go in
to Stambrook and hire.”
Mary Ann knew that she might as well
try to convince a saw-log that its proper course was
up-stream, as to protest against Peter’s obstinacy.
Moreover, she did think the offered wages very low,
and had some hope he might better himself; but when
he came back from Stambrook, she saw trouble ahead.
He did not tell her that there, where his merit’s
were not known, he had been offered only twenty dollars,
but she surmised his disappointment.
“You’d better be after
seeing the boss again, maybe, Peter dear,” she
said timidly.
“Not a step,” he answered.
“The boss’ll be after me in a few days,
you’ll see.” But there he was mistaken,
for all the gangs were full.
After that Peter McGrath tramped far
and wide, to many a backwoods hamlet, looking vainly
for a job at any wages. The season was the worst
ever known on the river, and before January the shanties
were discharging men, so threatening was the outlook
for lumbermen, and so glutted with timber the markets
of the world.
Peter’s conscience accused him
every hour, but he was too stubborn to go back to
John Pontiac. Indeed, he soon got it into his
stupid head that the old boss was responsible for
his misfortunes, and he consequently came to hate
Mr. Pontiac very bitterly.
After supping on his pipeful of tobacco-dust,
Peter sat, straight-backed, leaning elbows on knees
and chin on hands, wondering what on earth was to
become of them all next day. For a man out of
work there was not a dollar of credit at the little
village store; and work! why, there was only one kind
of work at which money could be earned in that district
in the winter.
When his wife took Number Eleven’s
cradle into the other room, she heard him, through
the thin partition of upright boards, pasted over
with newspapers, moving round in the dim red flickering
fire-light from the stove-grating.
The children were all asleep, or pretending
it; Number Ten in the big straw bed, where she lay
always between her parents; Number Eleven in her cradle
beside; Nine crosswise at the foot; Eight, Seven, Six,
Five, and Four in the other bed; One, Two, and Three
curled up, without taking off their miserable garments,
on the “locks” of straw beside the kitchen
stove.
Mary Ann knew very well what Peter
was moving round for. She heard him groan, so
low that he did not know he groaned, when he lifted
off the cover of the meal barrel, and could feel nothing
whatever therein. She had actually beaten the
meal out of the cracks to make that last pot of mush.
He knew that all the fish he had salted down in the
summer were gone, that the flour was all out, that
the last morsel of the pig had been eaten up long
ago; but he went to each of the barrels as though
he could not realize that there was really nothing
left. There were four of those low groans.
“O God, help him! do help him!
please do!” she kept saying to herself.
Somehow, all her sufferings and the children’s
were light to her, in comparison, as she listened
to that big, taciturn man groan, and him sore with
the hunger.
When at last she came out, Peter was
not there. He had gone out silently, so silently
that she wondered, and was scared. She opened
the door very softly, and there he was, leaning on
the rail fence between their little rocky plot and
the great river. She closed the door softly,
and sat down.
There was a wide steaming space in
the river, where the current ran too swiftly for any
ice to form. Peter gazed on it for a long while.
The mist had a friendly look; he was soon reminded
of the steam from an immense bowl of mush! It
vexed him. He looked up at the moon. The
moon was certainly mocking him; dashing through light
clouds, then jumping into a wide, clear space, where
it soon became motionless, and mocked him steadily.
He had never known old John Pontiac
to jeer any one, but there was his face in that moon, Peter
made it out quite clearly. He looked up the road
to where he could see, on the hill half a mile distant,
the shimmer of John Pontiac’s big tin-roofed
house. He thought he could make out the outlines
of all the buildings, he knew them so well, the
big barn, the stable, the smoke-house, the store-house
for shanty supplies.
Pork barrels, flour barrels, herring
kegs, syrup kegs, sides of frozen beef, hams and flitches
of bacon in the smoke-house, bags of beans, chests
of tea, he had a vision of them all!
Teamsters going off to the woods daily with provisions,
the supply apparently inexhaustible.
And John Pontiac had refused to pay him fair wages!
Peter in exasperation shook his big
fist at the moon; it mocked him worse than ever.
Then out went his gaze to the space of mist; it was
still more painfully like mush steam. His pigsty
was empty, except of snow; it made him think again
of the empty barrels in the cabin.
The children empty too, or would be
to-morrow, as empty as he felt that minute.
How dumbly the elder ones would reproach him! and what
would comfort the younger ones crying with hunger?
Peter looked again up the hill, through
the walls of the store-house. He was dreadfully
hungry.
“John! John!” Mrs.
Pontiac jogged her husband. “John, wake
up! there’s somebody trying to get into the
smoke-house.”
“Eh ugh ah! I’m
’sleep ugh.” He relapsed
again.
“John! John! wake up! There is
somebody!”
“What ugh eh what
you say?”
“There’s somebody getting into the smoke-house.”
“Well, there’s not much there.”
“There’s ever so much
bacon and ham. Then there’s the store-house
open.”
“Oh, I guess there’s nobody.”
“But there is, I’m sure. You must
get up!”
They both got up and looked out of
the window. The snow-drifts, the paths through
them, the store-house, the smoke-house, and the other
white-washed out-buildings could be seen as clearly
as in broad day. The smoke-house door was open!
Old John Pontiac was one of the kindest
souls that ever inhabited a body, but this was a little
too much. Still he was sorry for the man, no
matter who, in that smoke-house, some Indian
probably. He must be caught and dealt with firmly;
but he did not want the man to be too much hurt.
He put on his clothes and sallied
forth. He reached the smoke-house; there was
no one in it; there was a gap, though, where two long
flitches of bacon had been!
John Pontiac’s wife saw him
go over to the store-house, the door of which was
open too. He looked in, then stopped, and started
back as if in horror. Two flitches tied together
with a rope were on the floor, and inside was a man
filling a bag with flour from a barrel.
“Well, well! this is a terrible
thing,” said old John Pontiac to himself, shrinking
around a corner. “Peter McGrath! Oh,
my! oh, my!”
He became hot all over, as if he had
done something disgraceful himself. There was
nobody that he respected more than that pigheaded
Peter. What to do? He must punish him of
course; but how? Jail for him with
eleven children! “Oh, my! oh, my!”
Old John wished he had not been awakened to see this
terrible downfall.
“It will never do to let him
go off with it,” he said to himself after a
little reflection. “I’ll put him so
that he’ll know better another time.”
Peter McGrath, as he entered the store-house
had felt that bacon heavier than the heaviest end
of the biggest stick of timber he had ever helped
to cant. He felt guilty, sneaking, disgraced;
he felt that the literal Devil had first tempted him
near the house, then all suddenly with
his own hunger pangs and thoughts of his starving
family swept him into the smoke-house to
steal. But he had consented to do it; he had
said he would take flour too, and he would,
he was so obstinate! And withal, he hated old
John Pontiac worse than ever; for now he accused him
of being the cause of his coming to this.
Then all of a sudden he met the face
of Pontiac looking in at the door.
Peter sprang back; he saw Stambrook
jail he saw his eleven children and his
wife he felt himself a detected felon, and
that was worst of all.
“Well, Peter, you’d ought
to have come right in,” were the words that
came to his ears, in John Pontiac’s heartiest
voice. “The missis would have been glad
to see you. We did go to bed a bit early, but
there wouldn’t have been any harm in an old neighbor
like you waking us up. Not a word of that hold
on! listen to me. It would be a pity if old friends
like you and me, Peter, couldn’t help one another
to a trifling loan of provisions without making a
fuss over it.” And old John, taking up
the scoop, went on filling the bag as if that were
a matter of course.
Peter did not speak; he could not.
“I was going round to your place
to-morrow,” resumed John, cheerfully, “to
see if I couldn’t hire you again. There’s
a job of hewing for you in the Conlonge shanty, a
man gone off sick. But I can’t give more
’n twenty-two, or say twenty-three, seeing you’re
an old neighbor. What do you say?”
Peter still said nothing; he was choking.
“You had better have a bit of
something more than bacon and flour, Peter,”
he went on, “and I’ll give you a hand to
carry the truck home. I guess your wife won’t
mind seeing me with you; then she’ll know that
you’ve taken a job with me again, you see.
Come along and give me a hand to hitch the mare up.
I’ll drive you down.”
“Ah ah Boss Boss!”
spoke Peter then, with terrible gasps between.
“Boss O my God, Mr. Pontiac I
can’t never look you in the face again!”
“Peter McGrath old
neighbor,” and John Pontiac laid his
hand on the shaking shoulder, “I
guess I know all about it; I guess I do. Sometimes
a man is driven he don’t know how. Now we
will say no more about it. I’ll load up,
and you come right along with me. And mind, I’ll
do the talking to your wife.”
Mary Ann McGrath was in a terrible
frame of mind. What had become of Peter?
She had gone out to look down the
road, and had been recalled by Number Eleven’s
crying. Number Ten then chimed in; Nine, too,
awoke, and determined to resume his privileges as
an infant. One after another they got up and
huddled around her craving, craving all
but the three eldest, who had been well practised
in the stoical philosophy by the gradual decrease
of their rations. But these bounced up suddenly
at the sound of a grand jangle of bells.
Could it be? Mr. Pontiac they
had no doubt about; but was that real bacon that he
laid on the kitchen table? Then a side of beef,
a can of tea; next a bag of flour, and again an actual
keg of sirup. Why, this was almost incredible!
And, last, he came in with an immense round loaf of
bread! The children gathered about it; old John
almost sickened with sorrow for them, and hurrying
out his jacknife, passed big hunks around.
“Well, now, Mrs. McGrath,”
he said during these operations, “I don’t
hardly take it kindly of you and Peter not to have
come up to an old neighbor’s house before this
for a bit of a loan. It’s well I met Peter
to-night. Maybe he’d never have told me
your troubles not but what I blame myself
for not suspecting how it was a bit sooner. I
just made him take a little loan for the present.
No, no; don’t be talking like that! Charity!
tut! tut! it’s just an advance of wages.
I’ve got a job for Peter; he’ll be on
pay to-morrow again.”
At that Mary Ann burst out crying
again. “Oh, God bless you, Mr. Pontiac!
it’s a kind man you are! May the saints
be about your bed!”
With that she ran out to Peter, who
still stood by the sleigh; she put the baby in his
arms, and clinging to her husband’s shoulder,
cried more and more.
And what did obstinate Peter McGrath
do? Why, he cried, too, with gasps and groans
that seemed almost to kill him.
“Go in,” he said; “go
in, Mary Ann go in and kiss the
feet of him. Yes and the boards he
stands on. You don’t know what he’s
done for me. It’s broke I am the
bad heart of me broke entirely with
the goodness of him. May the heavens be his bed!”
“Now, Mrs. McGrath,” cried
old John, “never you mind Peter; he’s a
bit light-headed to-night. Come away in and get
a bite for him. I’d like a dish of tea
myself before I go home.” Didn’t that
touch on her Irish hospitality bring her in quickly!
“Mind you this, Peter,”
said the old man, going out then, “don’t
you be troubling your wife with any little secrets
about to-night; that’s between you and me.
That’s all I ask of you.”
Thus it comes about that to this day,
when Peter McGrath’s fifteen children have helped
him to become a very prosperous farmer, his wife does
not quite understand the depth of worship with which
he speaks of old John Pontiac.
Mrs. Pontiac never knew the story of the night.
“Never mind who it was, Jane,”
John said, turning out the light, on returning to
bed, “except this, it was a neighbor
in sore trouble.”
“Stealing and you
helped him! Well, John, such a man as you are!”
“Jane, I don’t ever rightly
know what kind of a man I might be, suppose hunger
was cruel on me, and on you, and all of us! Let
us bless God that he’s saved us from the terriblest
temptations, and thank him most especially when he
inclines our hearts inclines our hearts that’s
all.”