In the spring of 1860, I was a lodger
in a respectable boarding-house on Chestnut Street,
in Louisville. My father God rest his
soul had passed away ten years before,
and I was able to live comfortably upon the income
of my modest inheritance, as I was his sole child,
and my dear mother was to me but an elusive memory
of childhood. Sometimes, in still evenings just
before I lit my student’s lamp, and I sat alone
musing, I would catch vague glimpses of a sweet, pure
face with calm, gray eyes but that was
all. No figure, no voice, not even her hair, but
sometimes my mind would picture an aureole around her
head. I have often wondered why she was taken
from me before I could have known her, but I have
also striven not to be rebellious. But she must
have been an unusual woman, for my father never recovered
from her loss, and to the day of his death he wore
a tress of her hair in a locket over his heart.
I have it now, and I wear it always.
I was of a timid disposition, and
retiring nature, and so my acquaintances were few,
and of close friends I had not one. My mornings
and evenings were spent with my books, and in the afternoons
I took solitary walks, often wandering out into the
country, if the weather was fine, for the blue sky
had a charm for me, and I loved to look at the distant
hills, the hazy and purple undulations which
marked the horizon. And Nature was never the
same to me. Always changing, always some beauty
before undiscovered bursting on my sight, and her limitless
halls were full of paintings and of songs of which
I would never tire. Then, as evening closed in,
and I would reluctantly turn back to my crowded quarters,
the sordid streets and the cramped appearance of everything
would fret me, and almost make me envious of the sparrow
perched on the telegraph wire over my head. For
he, at least, was lifted above this thoughtless, hurrying
throng among which I was compelled to pass, and the
piteous, supplicating voice of the blind beggar at
the corner did not remind him that even thus he might
some day become. And thus, when my feet brought
me to the line of traffic, as I returned home, I would
unconsciously hasten my steps, for the moil and toil
of a city’s strife I could not bear.
In the spring of 1860, these long
walks to the country became more frequent. I
had been cooped up for four rigorous months, a predisposition
to taking cold always before me as a warning that I
must be careful in bad weather. And the confines
of a fourteen by eighteen room naturally become irksome
after weeks and weeks of intimate acquaintance.
It is true there were two windows to my apartment.
A glance from one only showed me the side of a house
adjoining the one in which I stayed, but the other
gave me a view of a thoroughfare, and by this window
I sat through many a bleak winter day, watching the
passers-by. One night there was a sleet, and when
I looked out the next morning, everything was covered
in a gray coat of ice. A young maple grew directly
under my window, and its poor head was bent over as
though in sorrow at the treatment it had to endure,
and its branches hung listlessly in their icy case,
with a frozen raindrop at the end of each twig.
The sidewalks were treacherous, and I found some amusement
in watching the pedestrians as they warily proceeded
along the slippery pavement, most of them treading
as though walking on egg-shells. There went an
old gentleman who must have had business down town,
for I had seen him pass every day. This morning
he carried a stick in his hand, and I discovered that
it was pointed with some sharp substance that would
assist him, for every time he lifted it up, it left
a little white spot in the coating of ice. There
went a schoolboy, helter-skelter, swinging his books
by a strap, running and sliding along the pavement
in profound contempt for its dangers. A jaunty
little Miss with fur wraps and veiled face, but through
the thin obstruction I could plainly see two rosy
cheeks, and a pair of dancing eyes. Her tiny feet,
likewise, passed on without fear, and she disappeared.
Heaven grant they may rest as firm on every path through
life!
Next came an aged woman, who moved
with faltering feet, and always kept one hand upon
the iron fence enclosing the small yard, as a support.
Each step was taken slowly, and with trepidation, and
I wished for the moment that I was beside her, to
lend her my arm. Some errand of mercy or dire
necessity called her forth on such a perilous venture,
and I felt that, whatever the motive be, it would
shield her from mishap. And so they passed, youth
and age, as the day wore on. In the afternoon
the old gentleman re-passed, and I saw that his back
was a little more stooped, and he leaned heavier on
his stick. For each day adds weight to the shoulders
of age.
And now a miserable cur came sniffing
along the gutter on the opposite side of the street.
His ribs showed plainly through his dirty yellow coat,
the scrubby hair along his back stood on end, and his
tail was held closely between his legs. And so
he tipped along, half-starved, vainly seeking some
morsel of food. He stopped and looked up, shivering
visibly as the cold wind pierced him through and through,
then trotted to the middle of the street, and began
nosing something lying there. A handsome coupe
darted around the corner, taking the centre of the
road. The starving cur never moved, so intent
was he on obtaining food, and thus it happened that
a pitiful yelp of pain reached my ears, muffled by
the closed window. The coupe whirled on its journey,
and below, in the chill, desolate grayness of a winter
afternoon, an ugly pup sat howling at the leaden skies,
his right foreleg upheld, part of it dangling in a
very unnatural manner. A pang of compassion for
the dumb unfortunate stirred in my breast, but I sat
still and watched. He tried to walk, but the
effort was a failure, and again he sat down and howled,
this time with his meagre face upturned to my window.
The street was empty, as far as I could see, for twilight
was almost come, and cheery firesides were more tempting
than slippery pavements and stinging winds. The
muffled tones of distress became weaker and more despairing,
and I could endure them no longer. I quickly
arose and cast off my dressing-gown and slippers.
In less than a minute I had on shoes, coat, and great-coat,
and was quietly stealing down the stairs. Tenderly
I took the shivering, whining form up in my arms,
casting my eyes around and breathing a sigh of relief
that no one had seen, and thanking my stars, as I entered
my room, that I had not encountered my landlady, who
had a great aversion to cats and dogs.
It was little enough of surgery I
knew, veterinary or otherwise, but a simpleton could
have seen that a broken leg was at least one of the
injuries my charge had suffered. I laid the dirty
yellow object down on the heavy rug before the fire,
and he stopped the whining, and his trembling, too,
as soon as the soothing heat began to permeate his
half-frozen body. I knew there was a pine board
in my closet, and from this I made some splints and
bound up the broken limb as gently as I could, but
my fingers were not very deft nor my skill more than
ordinary, and as a consequence a few fresh howls were
the result. But at last it was done, and then
I made an examination of the other limbs, finding
them as nature intended they should be, with the exception
of a few scars and their unnatural boniness.
So I got one of my old coats and made a bed on the
corner of the hearth, to which I proceeded to transfer
my rescued cur. He was grateful, as dogs ever
are for a kindness, and licked my hands as I put him
down. And he found strength somehow to wag his
tail in token of thankfulness, so I felt repaid for
my act of mercy, and very well satisfied. A surreptitious
visit to the dining-room resulted in a purloined chunk
of cold roast beef, and two or three dry, hard biscuits,
which I found in the corner of a cupboard. Thus
laden with my plunder, I started back, and in the hall
came face to face with my boarding-house mistress.
“Why, Mr. Stone, what in the
world!” she began, before I could open my mouth
or put my hands behind my back.
“I that is Mrs.
Moss, I have a friend with me to-night who is very
eccentric. He has been out in the cold quite a
while, and he dislikes meeting strangers, so that
I thought I would let him thaw out in my room while
I came down and got us a little bite. You needn’t
expect us at supper, for I have enough here for both.”
“If it pleases you, Mr. Stone,
I have no objections. But I should be glad to
send your meals to your room as long as your friend
remains.”
I had reached the foot of the stair,
and was now going up it.
“He leaves to-morrow, Mrs. Moss, I
think. Thank you for your kindness,” and
I dodged into my room and shut the door.
My charge was waiting where I had
left him, with bright eyes of anticipation. I
took a newspaper and spread it on the floor close up
to him, and depositing the result of my foraging expedition
on this, I stood up and watched him attack the beef
with a vigor I did not suppose he possessed.
“Enjoy it, you little wretch!”
I muttered, as he bolted one mouthful after another.
“I came nearer telling a lie for you, than I
ever did in my life before.”
Then I made myself comfortable again,
drew up my easy-chair, and lit my lamp, and with pipe
and book beguiled the hours till bed-time.