Only a few old negroes were astir
when I stepped from the house the next morning.
Even the master had not arisen. The stars and
the sun’s forerunners were having a battle on
the broad field overhead; one by one the stars were
vanquished and their lamps extinguished. I stood
upon the lowest step of the flight in front of the
house, and watched the misty, uncertain shapes of
trees and bushes gradually evolve themselves into
distinguishable outlines. The process was slow,
because a kind of vapor lay upon everything, and it
resisted strenuously the onslaught of the sun.
But it gave way, as darkness ever must before light,
and, as if by magic, the curtain which night had placed
was rolled away, and little by little the landscape
was revealed. Along the creek, which ran just
beyond the pike, and parallel with it, hung a dense
wall of fog, against which it seemed the arrows of
day fell, blunted. The air was cool and fresh,
and I drew it deep down into my lungs, feeling the
sluggish blood start afresh with each draught.
With the dawning of that day came
the dawning of a new life for me. I realized
that I had been living in a darkened room, and that
a window had suddenly been thrown open, letting in
upon me a shower of golden light, with the songs of
birds and the incense of flowers. My old life
had been a contented one, had known the pleasures to
be derived from association with books and God’s
great out-door miracles. The new life, whose
silver dawn was beginning to tip my soul with a strange
radiance, held untold joys which belong rightly to
heaven, and which numbed my mind as I strove blindly
after comprehension. I was as a little child
left all at once alone upon the world. I stood,
helpless, trying to centralize my disordered thoughts,
with a strange oppressed feeling in my breast which
deep respirations could not drive away. I was
deeply, deeply troubled, and my mind was in a maze.
But one idea possessed me, and that doggedly asserted
itself, overriding the tumult in my brain. I
was longing, madly longing, to see again her whom I
loved. The word in my mind was like the
touch of a white-hot iron, and I started as if stung,
and fell to pacing nervously up and down. It could
not be; it could not be! That child of nineteen, I
a man of forty-five! The idea was monstrous!
What an old fool I had been! I did not know my
own mind, that was all. I would be all right
in a day or two. But still that sinking feeling
weighed above my heart, and my usually calm pulse was
rioting with something other than exercise.
“Let it be love!” I cried
at last, in my troubled soul. “The painful
bliss of this half hour’s experience is worth
the cost of denial, for she shall never know!”
Thus did I, poor worm, commune in
my fool’s heaven, recking not, nor knowing,
that I was setting at naught the plans of my Creator.
At breakfast I was myself, although
my hand trembled when I conveyed food to my mouth,
and I felt my cheeks coloring when she came in a little
late, arrayed in a pink-flowered, flowing gown, and
looking as fresh as though she had just risen, bathed
in dew, from the blue-and-crimson cup of a morning-glory.
“How did you rest after your
night ride?” she smiled, sitting by me and resting
her elbows on the edge of the table, then pillowing
her round chin in her pink palms.
“I slept better for my outing,”
I answered promptly, lying with the ease of a schoolboy.
The truth was, my sleep had been broken and poor.
“It’s a good thing for
Stone that you’re back,” thundered Mr.
Grundy. “You’re so everlastingly
fond of running over all creation, and he has the
rovingest disposition I ever saw. Goin’
down to salt those sheep this mornin’, S’lome?”
“Yes, sir. I made a compact
with Mr. Stone last night to act as my esquire on
all my expeditions. You’ve often said I
should have some one to go along with me.”
“Don’t let her impose
on you, Stone,” responded the old gentleman,
throwing a quick wink in my direction. “She’s
young, you know, and don’t know as much as mother.
She’ll have you climbing an oak tree to get
a young hawk out of its nest likely as not.”
Salome laughed, while I boldly assured
them that I would make the effort should she desire
such a thing. Mrs. Grundy was quiet, as usual.
She contented herself listening to the conversation
of the others, and seldom took her eyes off the girl
it was plain to see she worshipped.
“Get ready for a walk this morning,
Mr. Stone!” called Salome, a short time after
breakfast, peeping over the balustrades at the top
of the stair. “The lower farm is about
two miles, and the walk will be good for us.”
“I’ll get my hat and stick; are you coming
now?”
“As soon as I can get in another
dress. I’ll meet you in the locust grove.
Tell Tom to get you the salt, and I’ll be there
before you have missed me.”
She was gone with a pattering of little feet.
I went into my room for my stick and
hat with a grim smile upon my face. The steady
ground which I had thought beneath me was becoming
shifting sand. I went slowly around the house
to the negro quarters with bowed head, briefly gave
Tom his mistress’ orders, and stood apathetically
while the darky hastened away to obey.
A quick scurrying in the grass, and
the pressure of two small paws upon my trousers’
leg brought me to myself, and I bent down to pat the
yellow head of Fido, who had espied me, and instantly
besought recognition.
“You poor, dumb, faithful thing,”
I apostrophized, looking at the bright eyes which
shone love into mine. “You are spared this
agony of soul, and the futile efforts to solve problems
which cannot be known. You love me, and I love
you; why could we both not be content?”
“Is Fido going, too?”
I composed my face with an effort,
and straightened up as the cheery voice hailed me.
She was coming towards me like a woodland sprite,
floating, it seemed to me, for her gliding step was
so free from any pronounced undulation. Her dress
of blue checked gingham just escaped the ground, and
she wore a gingham sunbonnet with two long strings,
which she held in either hand. The sunbonnet was
tilted back, and her laughing face, with its rich,
delicate under-color of old wine, was fit for a god
to kiss.
“Yes, we will take him along
if you do not object. He was the companion of
my rambles before you came. We will make a congenial
three.”
Tom approached with a bucket of salt,
which, after an exaggerated scrape of the foot and
a pull at his forelock, he handed to me, and we set
out.
Our way led through the orchard at
the back of the house, where grew, I think, all sorts
of apples known to man. Each bough was freighted
with its burden of round, green fruit, and here and
there an Early Harvest tree was spattered with golden
patches, where the ripened apples hung in their green
bower. Beyond the orchard lay a woods pasture,
formed of a succession of gentle swells, the heavy
bluegrass turf soft as an Oriental carpet to the feet,
while scattered about were hundreds of magnificent
trees, mostly oak and poplar. Dotting the sward
were numerous little white balls on long stems, dandelions
gone to seed. These Salome plucked constantly,
and, filling her cheeks with wind, would blow like
Boreas, until her face was purple. When I inquired
the purpose of this queer performance, I was shyly
informed that it was to tell if her sweetheart loved
her. If she blew every one of the pappus off
at one breath, he loved her; if she didn’t, he
didn’t love her. She was certainly very
much concerned about the matter, for every ball she
came to she plucked and blew. Sometimes all the
pappus disappeared, and sometimes they didn’t,
and so she never reached a decided conclusion.
The pasture crossed, a rail fence
rose up before us. I at once stepped forward
to let down a gap, but Salome halted me.
“The idea!” she declared.
“I don’t mind that at all. You stand
just where you are, and turn your back; I’ll
call you when I’m over.”
I blushed, and obeyed.
A wheat-field of billowy gold stretched
before us when I joined her. A narrow path ran
through it, curving sinuously, as a path made by chance
will. This we followed, Salome going in front.
The wheat was ready for the reaper, and the full heads
were swelled to bursting. Salome gathered some,
threshed them between her hands, blew out the chaff,
and offered me part of the grain, eating the other
herself. It was pasty, but not unpleasant, and
I ate it because it was her gift. We were walking
peacefully along, through the waist-high grain, when
Salome gave a little scream and jumped back, plump
into my arms. Even in my excitement I saw the
tail of a black snake vanishing across the path.
I released her quickly, of course, but the touch of
her figure was like wine in my veins.
“I beg your pardon!” she
said humbly; “but the ugly thing frightened
me. It darted out so quickly, and I almost stepped
upon it. You couldn’t get one of the negroes
to follow this path any farther. They are very
superstitious, you know, and are firm believers in
signs.”
“I’m sorry you were startled
so; perhaps I had better go in front,” I ventured.
“No; you sha’n’t.
I’m not really afraid of snakes, except when
I run upon one unexpectedly. I kill them when
I get a chance.”
And so she started out again in advance
of me, and began telling the various beliefs of the
negroes. I learned from her that their lives were
almost governed by “signs,” and that some
very trivial thing would deter them from a certain
course of action. There were ways to escape the
spell of witches, to avoid snakes, and to keep from
being led into a morass by jack-o’-lanterns.
This folk-lore of the darkies was exceedingly interesting
to me, told in the charming manner which characterized
the speech of my companion.
The wheat-field ended at the pike,
and here another fence was passed in the same manner
as the first one. Then we swung down the dusty
road together, side by side. To the right and
left of us dog-fennel was blooming, and the “Jimpson”
weed flared its white trumpets in a brave show.
Occasionally a daisy lifted its yellow, modest head,
and Salome took great delight in getting me to tell
her which was daisy and which was fennel. My
ignorance caused many a blunder, to her high amusement;
but at last I discovered that the daisy’s head
was larger than that of its humble brother. A
half-mile’s walk along the pike brought us to
an old sagging gate, which I pushed open, and we went
through. A grassy hill was before us, sloping
down to a cool hollow where a spring bubbled out from
beneath a moss-grown old rock.
There were trees and bushes, and a
soft green bank, and we joined hands and ran like
two school-children till we reached the spring.
Of course she must have a drink, so down she knelt,
and plunged her pouting lips into the cool water.
Her hair, tangled and loosened by our run, fell in
wavy strands about her face. When she had drunk
her fill, it was my turn, and so I stretched out full
length, and carefully put my lips just where hers
had been. Never had water tasted so sweet!
I was taking it in, in long, cool swallows, when a
sudden pressure on the back of my head bobbed my face
deep into the spring. I turned my head with a
smile, to find her standing back and laughing like
a child at the trick she had played.
“You rascal!” I fumed
good-naturedly, “I’ll pay you back!”
Another peal of laughter was her only
answer, caused, no doubt, by my wet face and the water
dripping from my chin.
“Yonder come the sheep,”
she said. “Get up, and let’s salt
them.”
I arose and picked up the bucket.
Coming slowly up the hollow were five or six shabby-looking
sheep. Their wool stood on them in patches, and
they seemed scarcely able to walk.
“What’s the matter with them?” I
queried.
“See how rusty the poor things
look!” Her voice told of deep concern.
“Father says they have the scab, and it must
be a dreadful disease, like leprosy. Let’s
go meet them, and save them the trouble of walking
so far.”
I could not help smiling at the tender
heart this speech betrayed, but I went with her.
As we neared the sorry-looking group, Salome took a
handful of salt and placed it upon a large flat stone.
They rushed at it eagerly, despite their weakened
state, and lapped it with their tongues. We put
out more salt, at a dozen different places, so that
all might have enough, then went back to the bank
by the spring, and while she sat down in the shade
and held her bonnet in her lap, I reclined by her
side, and looked up at her, content.