Far up on the mountain-side stood
alone in the clearing. It was roughly yet warmly
built. Behind it jagged cliffs broke the north
wind, and towered gray-white in the sunshine.
Before it a tiny expanse of green sloped gently away
to a point where the mountain dropped in another sharp
descent, wooded with scrubby firs and pines. At
the left a footpath led into the cool depths of the
forest. But at the right the mountain fell away
again and disclosed to view the picture David loved
the best of all: the far-reaching valley; the
silver pool of the lake with its ribbon of a river
flung far out; and above it the grays and greens and
purples of the mountains that climbed one upon another’s
shoulders until the topmost thrust their heads into
the wide dome of the sky itself.
There was no road, apparently, leading
away from the cabin. There was only the footpath
that disappeared into the forest. Neither, anywhere,
was there a house in sight nearer than the white specks
far down in the valley by the river.
Within the shack a wide fireplace
dominated one side of the main room. It was June
now, and the ashes lay cold on the hearth; but from
the tiny lean-to in the rear came the smell and the
sputter of bacon sizzling over a blaze. The furnishings
of the room were simple, yet, in a way, out of the
common. There were two bunks, a few rude but
comfortable chairs, a table, two music-racks, two violins
with their cases, and everywhere books, and scattered
sheets of music. Nowhere was there cushion, curtain,
or knickknack that told of a woman’s taste or
touch. On the other hand, neither was there anywhere
gun, pelt, or antlered head that spoke of a man’s
strength and skill. For decoration there were
a beautiful copy of the Sistine Madonna, several photographs
signed with names well known out in the great world
beyond the mountains, and a festoon of pine cones
such as a child might gather and hang.
From the little lean-to kitchen the
sound of the sputtering suddenly ceased, and at the
door appeared a pair of dark, wistful eyes.
“Daddy!” called the owner of the eyes.
There was no answer.
“Father, are you there?” called the voice,
more insistently.
From one of the bunks came a slight
stir and a murmured word. At the sound the boy
at the door leaped softly into the room and hurried
to the bunk in the corner. He was a slender lad
with short, crisp curls at his ears, and the red of
perfect health in his cheeks. His hands, slim,
long, and with tapering fingers like a girl’s,
reached forward eagerly.
“Daddy, come! I’ve
done the bacon all myself, and the potatoes and the
coffee, too. Quick, it’s all getting cold!”
Slowly, with the aid of the boy’s
firm hands, the man pulled himself half to a sitting
posture. His cheeks, like the boy’s, were
red but not with health. His eyes
were a little wild, but his voice was low and very
tender, like a caress.
“David it’s my little son David!”
“Of course it’s David!
Who else should it be?” laughed the boy.
“Come!” And he tugged at the man’s
hands.
The man rose then, unsteadily, and
by sheer will forced himself to stand upright.
The wild look left his eyes, and the flush his cheeks.
His face looked suddenly old and haggard. Yet
with fairly sure steps he crossed the room and entered
the little kitchen.
Half of the bacon was black; the other
half was transparent and like tough jelly. The
potatoes were soggy, and had the unmistakable taste
that comes from a dish that has boiled dry. The
coffee was lukewarm and muddy. Even the milk
was sour.
David laughed a little ruefully.
“Things aren’t so nice
as yours, father,” he apologized. “I’m
afraid I’m nothing but a discord in that orchestra
to-day! Somehow, some of the stove was hotter
than the rest, and burnt up the bacon in spots; and
all the water got out of the potatoes, too, though
that didn’t matter, for I just put more
cold in. I forgot and left the milk in the sun,
and it tastes bad now; but I’m sure next time
it’ll be better all of it.”
The man smiled, but he shook his head sadly.
“But there ought not to be any ‘next time,’
David.”
“Why not? What do you mean?
Aren’t you ever going to let me try again, father?”
There was real distress in the boy’s voice.
The man hesitated. His lips parted
with an indrawn breath, as if behind them lay a rush
of words. But they closed abruptly, the words
still unsaid. Then, very lightly, came these
others:
“Well, son, this isn’t
a very nice way to treat your supper, is it?
Now, if you please, I’ll take some of that bacon.
I think I feel my appetite coming back.”
If the truant appetite “came
back,” however, it could not have stayed; for
the man ate but little. He frowned, too, as he
saw how little the boy ate. He sat silent while
his son cleared the food and dishes away, and he was
still silent when, with the boy, he passed out of the
house and walked to the little bench facing the west.
Unless it stormed very hard, David
never went to bed without this last look at his “Silver
Lake,” as he called the little sheet of water
far down in the valley.
“Daddy, it’s gold to-night all
gold with the sun!” he cried rapturously, as
his eyes fell upon his treasure. “Oh, daddy!”
It was a long-drawn cry of ecstasy,
and hearing it, the man winced, as with sudden pain.
“Daddy, I’m going to play
it I’ve got to play it!” cried
the boy, bounding toward the cabin. In a moment
he had returned, violin at his chin.
The man watched and listened; and
as he watched and listened, his face became a battle-ground
whereon pride and fear, hope and despair, joy and
sorrow, fought for the mastery.
It was no new thing for David to “play”
the sunset. Always, when he was moved, David
turned to his violin. Always in its quivering
strings he found the means to say that which his tongue
could not express.
Across the valley the grays and blues
of the mountains had become all purples now.
Above, the sky in one vast flame of crimson and gold,
was a molten sea on which floated rose-pink cloud-boats.
Below, the valley with its lake and river picked out
in rose and gold against the shadowy greens of field
and forest, seemed like some enchanted fairyland of
loveliness.
And all this was in David’s
violin, and all this, too, was on David’s uplifted,
rapturous face.
As the last rose-glow turned to gray
and the last strain quivered into silence, the man
spoke. His voice was almost harsh with self-control.
“David, the time has come.
We’ll have to give it up you and I.”
The boy turned wonderingly, his face
still softly luminous.
“Give what up?”
“This all this.”
“This! Why, father, what do you mean?
This is home!”
The man nodded wearily.
“I know. It has been home;
but, David, you didn’t think we could always
live here, like this, did you?”
David laughed softly, and turned his
eyes once more to the distant sky-line.
“Why not?” he asked dreamily.
“What better place could there be? I like
it, daddy.”
The man drew a troubled breath, and
stirred restlessly. The teasing pain in his side
was very bad to-night, and no change of position eased
it. He was ill, very ill; and he knew it.
Yet he also knew that, to David, sickness, pain,
and death meant nothing or, at most, words
that had always been lightly, almost unconsciously
passed over. For the first time he wondered if,
after all, his training some of it had
been wise.
For six years he had had the boy under
his exclusive care and guidance. For six years
the boy had eaten the food, worn the clothing, and
studied the books of his father’s choosing.
For six years that father had thought, planned, breathed,
moved, lived for his son. There had been no others
in the little cabin. There had been only the occasional
trips through the woods to the little town on the mountain-side
for food and clothing, to break the days of close
companionship.
All this the man had planned carefully.
He had meant that only the good and beautiful should
have place in David’s youth. It was not
that he intended that evil, unhappiness, and death
should lack definition, only definiteness, in the
boy’s mind. It should be a case where the
good and the beautiful should so fill the thoughts
that there would be no room for anything else.
This had been his plan. And thus far he had succeeded succeeded
so wonderfully that he began now, in the face of his
own illness, and of what he feared would come of it,
to doubt the wisdom of that planning.
As he looked at the boy’s rapt
face, he remembered David’s surprised questioning
at the first dead squirrel he had found in the woods.
David was six then.
“Why, daddy, he’s asleep,
and he won’t wake up!” he had cried.
Then, after a gentle touch: “And he’s
cold oh, so cold!”
The father had hurried his son away
at the time, and had evaded his questions; and David
had seemed content. But the next day the boy had
gone back to the subject. His eyes were wide then,
and a little frightened.
“Father, what is it to be dead?”
“What do you mean, David?”
“The boy who brings the milk he
had the squirrel this morning. He said it was
not asleep. It was dead.”
“It means that the squirrel,
the real squirrel under the fur, has gone away, David.”
“Where?”
“To a far country, perhaps.”
“Will he come back?”
“No.”
“Did he want to go?”
“We’ll hope so.”
“But he left his his fur coat behind
him. Didn’t he need that?”
“No, or he’d have taken it with him.”
David had fallen silent at this.
He had remained strangely silent indeed for some days;
then, out in the woods with his father one morning,
he gave a joyous shout. He was standing by the
ice-covered brook, and looking at a little black hole
through which the hurrying water could be plainly
seen.
“Daddy, oh, daddy, I know now how it is, about
being dead.”
“Why David!”
“It’s like the water in
the brook, you know; that’s going to a far
country, and it isn’t coming back. And it
leaves its little cold ice-coat behind it just as
the squirrel did, too. It does n’t need
it. It can go without it. Don’t you
see? And it’s singing listen! it’s
singing as it goes. It wants to go!”
“Yes, David.” And
David’s father had sighed with relief that his
son had found his own explanation of the mystery,
and one that satisfied.
Later, in his books, David found death
again. It was a man, this time. The boy
had looked up with startled eyes.
“Do people, real people, like
you and me, be dead, father? Do they go to a
far country?
“Yes, son in time to
a far country ruled over by a great and good King
they tell us.”
David’s father had trembled
as he said it, and had waited fearfully for the result.
But David had only smiled happily as he answered:
“But they go singing, father,
like the little brook. You know I heard it!”
And there the matter had ended.
David was ten now, and not yet for him did death spell
terror. Because of this David’s father was
relieved; and yet still because of this he
was afraid.
“David,” he said gently. “Listen
to me.”
The boy turned with a long sigh.
“Yes, father.”
“We must go away. Out in
the great world there are men and women and children
waiting for you. You’ve a beautiful work
to do; and one can’t do one’s work on
a mountain-top.”
“Why not? I like it here, and I’ve
always been here.”
“Not always, David; six years.
You were four when I brought you here. You don’t
remember, perhaps.”
David shook his head. His eyes were again dreamily
fixed on the sky.
“I think I’d like it to
go if I could sail away on that little
cloud-boat up there,” he murmured.
The man sighed and shook his head.
“We can’t go on cloud-boats.
We must walk, David, for a way and we must
go soon soon,” he added feverishly.
“I must get you back back among friends,
before ”
He rose unsteadily, and tried to walk
erect. His limbs shook, and the blood throbbed
at his temples. He was appalled at his weakness.
With a fierceness born of his terror he turned sharply
to the boy at his side.
“David, we’ve got to go! We’ve
got to go to-morrow!”
“Father!”
“Yes, yes, come!” He stumbled
blindly, yet in some way he reached the cabin door.
Behind him David still sat, inert,
staring. The next minute the boy had sprung to
his feet and was hurrying after his father.