September passed and October came,
bringing with it cool days and clear, crisp evenings
royally ruled over by a gorgeous harvest moon.
According to Billy everything was just perfect except,
of course, poor Bertram’s arm; and even the
fact that that gained so slowly was not without its
advantage (again according to Billy), for it gave Bertram
more time to be with her.
“You see, dear, as long as you
can’t paint,” she told him earnestly,
one day, “why, I’m not really hindering
you by keeping you with me so much.”
“You certainly are not,” he retorted,
with a smile.
“Then I may be just as happy
as I like over it,” settled Billy, comfortably.
“As if you ever could hinder me,” he ridiculed.
“Oh, yes, I could,” nodded
Billy, emphatically. “You forget, sir.
That was what worried me so. Everybody, even
the newspapers and magazines, said I would
do it, too. They said I’d slay your Art,
stifle your Ambition, destroy your Inspiration, and
be a nuisance generally. And Kate said ”
“Yes. Well, never mind
what Kate said,” interrupted the man, savagely.
Billy laughed, and gave his ear a playful tweak.
“All right; but I’m not
going to do it, you know spoil your career,
sir. You just wait,” she continued dramatically.
“The minute your arm gets so you can paint,
I myself shall conduct you to your studio, thrust
the brushes into your hand, fill your palette with
all the colors of the rainbow, and order you to paint,
my lord, paint! But until then I’m
going to have you all I like,” she finished,
with a complete change of manner, nestling into the
ready curve of his good left arm.
“You witch!” laughed the
man, fondly. “Why, Billy, you couldn’t
hinder me. You’ll be my inspiration,
dear, instead of slaying it. You’ll see.
This time Marguerite Winthrop’s portrait
is going to be a success.”
Billy turned quickly.
“Then you are that is, you haven’t I
mean, you’re going to paint it?”
“I just am,” avowed the
artist. “And this time it’ll be a
success, too, with you to help.”
Billy drew in her breath tremulously.
“I didn’t know but you’d already
started it,” she faltered.
He shook his head.
“No. After the other one
failed, and Mr. Winthrop asked me to try again, I
couldn’t then. I was so troubled
over you. That’s the time you did hinder
me,” he smiled. “Then came your note
breaking the engagement. Of course I knew too
much to attempt a thing like that portrait then.
But now now !” The
pause and the emphasis were eloquent.
“Of course, now,”
nodded Billy, brightly, but a little feverishly.
“And when do you begin?”
“Not till January. Miss
Winthrop won’t be back till then. I saw
J. G. last week, and I told him I’d accept his
offer to try again.”
“What did he say?”
“He gave my left hand a big
grip and said: ’Good! and you’ll
win out this time.’”
“Of course you will,”
nodded Billy, again, though still a little feverishly.
“And this time I sha’n’t mind a bit
if you do stay to luncheon, and break engagements
with me, sir,” she went on, tilting her chin
archly, “for I shall know it’s the portrait
and not the sitter that’s really keeping you.
Oh, you’ll see what a fine artist’s wife
I’ll make!”
“The very best,” declared
Bertram so ardently that Billy blushed, and shook
her head in reproof.
“Nonsense! I wasn’t
fishing. I didn’t mean it that way,”
she protested. Then, as he tried to catch her,
she laughed and danced teasingly out of his reach.
Because Bertram could not paint, therefore,
Billy had him quite to herself these October days;
nor did she hesitate to appropriate him. Neither,
on his part, was Bertram loath to be appropriated.
Like two lovers they read and walked and talked together,
and like two children, sometimes, they romped through
the stately old rooms with Spunkie, or with Tommy
Dunn, who was a frequent guest. Spunkie, be it
known, was renewing her kittenhood, so potent was
the influence of the dangling strings and rolling
balls that she encountered everywhere; and Tommy Dunn,
with Billy’s help, was learning that not even
a pair of crutches need keep a lonely little lad from
a frolic. Even William, roused from his after-dinner
doze by peals of laughter, was sometimes inveigled
into activities that left him breathless, but curiously
aglow. While Pete, polishing silver in the dining-room
down-stairs, smiled indulgently at the merry clatter
above and forgot the teasing pain in his
side.
But it was not all nonsense with Billy,
nor gay laughter. More often it was a tender
glow in the eyes, a softness in the voice, a radiant
something like an aura of joy all about her, that told
how happy indeed were these days for her. There
was proof by word of mouth, too long talks
with Bertram in the dancing firelight when they laid
dear plans for the future, and when she tried so hard
to make her husband understand what a good, good wife
she intended to be, and how she meant never to let
anything come between them.
It was so earnest and serious a Billy
by this time that Bertram would turn startled, dismayed
eyes on his young wife; whereupon, with a very Billy-like
change of mood, she would give him one of her rare
caresses, and perhaps sigh:
“Goosey it’s
only because I’m so happy, happy, happy!
Why, Bertram, if it weren’t for that Overflow
Annex I believe I I just couldn’t
live!”
It was Bertram who sighed then, and
who prayed fervently in his heart that never might
he see a real shadow cloud that dear face.
Thus far, certainly, the cares of
matrimony had rested anything but heavily upon the
shapely young shoulders of the new wife. Domestic
affairs at the Strata moved like a piece of well-oiled
machinery. Dong Ling, to be sure, was not there;
but in his place reigned Pete’s grandniece,
a fresh-faced, capable young woman who (Bertram declared)
cooked like an angel and minded her own business like
a man. Pete, as of yore, had full charge of the
house; and a casual eye would see few changes.
Even the brothers themselves saw few, for that matter.
True, at the very first, Billy had
donned a ruffled apron and a bewitching dust-cap,
and had traversed the house from cellar to garret
with a prettily important air of “managing things,”
as she suggested changes right and left. She
had summoned Pete, too, for three mornings in succession,
and with great dignity had ordered the meals for the
day. But when Bertram was discovered one evening
tugging back his favorite chair, and when William
had asked if Billy were through using his pipe-tray,
the young wife had concluded to let things remain about
as they were. And when William ate no breakfast
one morning, and Bertram aggrievedly refused dessert
that night at dinner, Billy learning through
an apologetic Pete that Master William always had to
have eggs for breakfast no matter what else there
was, and that Master Bertram never ate boiled rice gave
up planning the meals. True, for three more mornings
she summoned Pete for “orders,” but the
orders were nothing more nor less than a blithe “Well,
Pete, what are we going to have for dinner to-day?”
By the end of a week even this ceremony was given up,
and before a month had passed, Billy was little more
than a guest in her own home, so far as responsibility
was concerned.
Billy was not idle, however; far from
it. First, there were the delightful hours with
Bertram. Then there was her music: Billy
was writing a new song the best she had
ever written, Billy declared.
“Why, Bertram, it can’t
help being that,” she said to her husband, one
day. “The words just sang themselves to
me right out of my heart; and the melody just dropped
down from the sky. And now, everywhere, I’m
hearing the most wonderful harmonies. The whole
universe is singing to me. If only now I can
put it on paper what I hear! Then I can make the
whole universe sing to some one else!”
Even music, however, had to step one
side for the wedding calls which were beginning to
be received, and which must be returned, in spite
of the occasional rebellion of the young husband.
There were the more intimate friends to be seen, also,
and Cyril and Marie to be visited. And always
there was the Annex.
The Annex was in fine running order
now, and was a source of infinite satisfaction to
its founder and great happiness to its beneficiaries.
Tommy Dunn was there, learning wonderful things from
books and still more wonderful things from the piano
in the living-room. Alice Greggory and her mother
were there, too the result of much persuasion.
Indeed, according to Bertram, Billy had been able
to fill the Annex only by telling each prospective
resident that he or she was absolutely necessary to
the welfare and happiness of every other resident.
Not that the house was full, either. There were
still two unoccupied rooms.
“But then, I’m glad there
are,” Billy had declared, “for there’s
sure to be some one that I’ll want to send there.”
“Some one, did you say?”
Bertram had retorted, meaningly; but his wife had
disdained to answer this.
Billy herself was frequently at the
Annex. She told Aunt Hannah that she had to come
often to bring the happiness it accumulated
so fast. Certainly she always found plenty to
do there, whenever she came. There was Aunt Hannah
to be read to, Mrs. Greggory to be sung to, and Tommy
Dunn to be listened to; for Tommy Dunn was always quivering
with eagerness to play her his latest “piece.”
Billy knew that some day at the Annex
she would meet Mr. M. J. Arkwright; and she told herself
that she hoped she should.
Billy had not seen Arkwright (except
on the stage of the Boston Opera House) since the
day he had left her presence in white-faced, stony-eyed
misery after declaring his love for her, and learning
of her engagement to Bertram. Since then, she
knew, he had been much with his old friend, Alice
Greggory. She did not believe, should she see
him now, that he would be either white-faced, or stony-eyed.
His heart, she was sure, had gone where it ought to
have gone in the first place to Alice.
Such being, in her opinion, the case, she longed to
get the embarrassment of a first meeting between themselves
over with, for, after that, she was sure, their old
friendship could be renewed, and she would be in a
position to further this pretty love affair between
him and Alice. Very decidedly, therefore, Billy
wished to meet Arkwright. Very pleased, consequently,
was she when, one day, coming into the living-room
at the Annex, she found the man sitting by the fire.
Arkwright was on his feet at once.
“Miss Mrs. H Henshaw,”
he stammered
“Oh, Mr. Arkwright,” she
cried, with just a shade of nervousness in her voice
as she advanced, her hand outstretched. “I’m
glad to see you.”
“Thank you. I wanted to
see Miss Greggory,” he murmured. Then, as
the unconscious rudeness of his reply dawned on him,
he made matters infinitely worse by an attempted apology.
“That is, I mean I didn’t mean ”
he began to stammer miserably.
Some girls might have tossed the floundering
man a straw in the shape of a light laugh intended
to turn aside all embarrassment but not
Billy. Billy held out a frankly helping hand
that was meant to set the man squarely on his feet
at her side.
“Mr. Arkwright, don’t,
please,” she begged earnestly. “You
and I don’t need to beat about the bush.
I am glad to see you, and I hope you’re
glad to see me. We’re going to be the best
of friends from now on, I’m sure; and some day,
soon, you’re going to bring Alice to see me,
and we’ll have some music. I left her up-stairs.
She’ll be down at once, I dare say I
met Rosa going up with your card. Good-by,”
she finished with a bright smile, as she turned and
walked rapidly from the room.
Outside, on the steps, Billy drew a long breath.
“There,” she whispered;
“that’s over and well over!”
The next minute she frowned vexedly. She had
missed her glove. “Never mind! I sha’n’t
go back in there for it now, anyway,” she decided.
In the living-room, five minutes later,
Alice Greggory found only a hastily scrawled note
waiting for her.
“If you’ll forgive the
unforgivable,” she read “you’ll forgive
me for not being here when you come down. ’Circumstances
over which I have no control have called me away.’
May we let it go at that?
“M. J. ARKWRIGHT.”
As Alice Greggory’s amazed,
questioning eyes left the note they fell upon the
long white glove on the floor by the door. Half
mechanically she crossed the room and picked it up;
but almost at once she dropped it with a low cry.
“Billy! He saw Billy!”
Then a flood of understanding dyed her face scarlet
as she turned and fled to the blessedly unseeing walls
of her own room.
Not ten minutes later Rosa tapped
at her door with a note.
“It’s from Mr. Arkwright,
Miss. He’s downstairs.” Rosa’s
eyes were puzzled, and a bit startled.
“Mr. Arkwright!”
“Yes, Miss. He’s
come again. That is, I didn’t know he’d
went but he must have, for he’s come
again now. He wrote something in a little book;
then he tore it out and gave it to me. He said
he’d wait, please, for an answer.”
“Oh, very well, Rosa.”
Miss Greggory took the note and spoke
with an elaborate air of indifference that was meant
to express a calm ignoring of the puzzled questioning
in the other’s eyes. The next moment she
read this in Arkwright’s peculiar scrawl:
“If you’ve already forgiven
the unforgivable, you’ll do it again, I know,
and come down-stairs. Won’t you, please?
I want to see you.”
Miss Greggory lifted her head with
a jerk. Her face was a painful red.
“Tell Mr. Arkwright I can’t
possibly ” She came to an abrupt pause.
Her eyes had encountered Rosa’s, and in Rosa’s
eyes the puzzled questioning was plainly fast becoming
a shrewd suspicion.
There was the briefest of hesitations;
then, lightly, Miss Greggory tossed the note aside.
“Tell Mr. Arkwright I’ll
be down at once, please,” she directed carelessly,
as she turned back into the room.
But she was not down at once.
She was not down until she had taken time to bathe
her red eyes, powder her telltale nose, smoothe her
ruffled hair, and whip herself into the calm, steady-eyed,
self-controlled young woman that Arkwright finally
rose to meet when she came into the room.
“I thought it was only women
who were privileged to change their mind,” she
began brightly; but Arkwright ignored her attempt to
conventionalize the situation.
“Thank you for coming down,”
he said, with a weariness that instantly drove the
forced smile from the girl’s lips. “I I
wanted to to talk to you.”
“Yes?” She seated herself
and motioned him to a chair near her. He took
the seat, and then fell silent, his eyes out the window.
“I thought you said you you
wanted to talk, she reminded him nervously, after
a minute.
“I did.” He turned
with disconcerting abruptness. “Alice, I’m
going to tell you a story.”
“I shall be glad to listen.
People always like stories, don’t they?”
“Do they?” The somber
pain in Arkwright’s eyes deepened. Alice
Greggory did not know it, but he was thinking of another
story he had once told in that same room. Billy
was his listener then, while now A little
precipitately he began to speak.
“When I was a very small boy
I went to visit my uncle, who, in his young days,
had been quite a hunter. Before the fireplace
in his library was a huge tiger skin with a particularly
lifelike head. The first time I saw it I screamed,
and ran and hid. I refused then even to go into
the room again. My cousins urged, scolded, pleaded,
and laughed at me by turns, but I was obdurate.
I would not go where I could see the fearsome thing
again, even though it was, as they said, ‘nothing
but a dead old rug!’
“Finally, one day, my uncle
took a hand in the matter. By sheer will-power
he forced me to go with him straight up to the dreaded
creature, and stand by its side. He laid one of
my shrinking hands on the beast’s smooth head,
and thrust the other one quite into the open red mouth
with its gleaming teeth.
“‘You see,’ he said,
’there’s absolutely nothing to fear.
He can’t possibly hurt you. Just as if
you weren’t bigger and finer and stronger in
every way than that dead thing on the floor!’
“Then, when he had got me to
the point where of my own free will I would walk up
and touch the thing, he drew a lesson for me.
“‘Now remember,’
he charged me. ’Never run and hide again.
Only cowards do that. Walk straight up and face
the thing. Ten to one you’ll find it’s
nothing but a dead skin masquerading as the real thing.
Even if it isn’t if it’s alive face
it. Find a weapon and fight it. Know that
you are going to conquer it and you’ll conquer.
Never run. Be a man. Men don’t run,
my boy!’”
Arkwright paused, and drew a long
breath. He did not look at the girl in the opposite
chair. If he had looked he would have seen a face
transfigured.
“Well,” he resumed, “I
never forgot that tiger skin, nor what it stood for,
after that day when Uncle Ben thrust my hand into its
hideous, but harmless, red mouth. Even as a kid
I began, then, to try not to run.
I’ve tried ever since But to-day I
did run.”
Arkwright’s voice had been getting
lower and lower. The last three words would have
been almost inaudible to ears less sensitively alert
than were Alice Greggory’s. For a moment
after the words were uttered, only the clock’s
ticking broke the silence; then, with an obvious effort,
the man roused himself, as if breaking away from some
benumbing force that held him.
“Alice, I don’t need to
tell you, after what I said the other night, that
I loved Billy Neilson. That was bad enough, for
I found she was pledged to another man. But to-day
I discovered something worse: I discovered that
I loved Billy Henshaw another man’s
wife. And I ran. But I’ve
come back. I’m going to face the thing.
Oh, I’m not deceiving myself! This love
of mine is no dead tiger skin. It’s a beast,
alive and alert God pity me! to
destroy my very soul. But I’m going to fight
it; and I want you to help me.”
The girl gave a half-smothered cry.
The man turned, but he could not see her face distinctly.
Twilight had come, and the room was full of shadows.
He hesitated, then went on, a little more quietly.
“That’s why I’ve
told you all this so you would help me.
And you will, won’t you?”
There was no answer. Once again
he tried to see her face, but it was turned now quite
away from him.
“You’ve been a big help
already, little girl. Your friendship, your comradeship they’ve
been everything to me. You’re not going
to make me do without them now?”
“No oh, no!”
The answer was low and a little breathless; but he
heard it.
“Thank you. I knew you
wouldn’t.” He paused, then rose to
his feet. When he spoke again his voice carried
a note of whimsical lightness that was a little forced.
“But I must go else you will
take them from me, and with good reason. And
please don’t let your kind heart grieve too
much over me. I’m no deep-dyed
villain in a melodrama, nor wicked lover in a ten-penny
novel, you know. I’m just an everyday man
in real life; and we’re going to fight this
thing out in everyday living. That’s where
your help is coming in. We’ll go together
to see Mrs. Bertram Henshaw. She’s asked
us to, and you’ll do it, I know. We’ll
have music and everyday talk. We’ll see
Mrs. Bertram Henshaw in her own home with her husband,
where she belongs; and I’m not going
to run again. But I’m counting
on your help, you know,” he smiled a little wistfully,
as he held out his hand in good-by.
One minute later Alice Greggory, alone,
was hurrying up-stairs.
“I can’t I
can’t I know I can’t,”
she was whispering wildly. Then, in her own room,
she faced herself in the mirror. “Yes you can,
Alice Greggory,” she asserted, with swift change
of voice and manner. “This is your
tiger skin, and you’re going to fight it.
Do you understand? fight it! And you’re
going to win, too. Do you want that man to know
you care?”