It was a brilliant dinner because
Billy made it so. At first William met her sallies
of wit with mild surprise; but it was not long before
he rose gallantly to the occasion, and gave back full
measure of retort. Even Pete twice had to turn
his back to hide a smile, and once his hand shook
so that the tea he was carrying almost spilled.
This threatened catastrophe, however, seemed to frighten
him so much that his face was very grave throughout
the rest of the dinner.
Still laughing and talking gayly,
Billy and Uncle William, after the meal was over,
ascended to the drawing-room. There, however,
the man, in spite of the young woman’s gay badinage,
fell to dozing in the big chair before the fire, leaving
Billy with only Spunkie for company Spunkie,
who, disdaining every effort to entice her into a romp,
only winked and blinked stupid eyes, and finally curled
herself on the rug for a nap.
Billy, left to her own devices, glanced at her watch.
Half-past seven! Time, almost,
for Bertram to be coming. He had said “dinner”;
and, of course, after dinner was over he would be coming
home to her. Very well; she would show
him that she had at least got along without him as
well as he had without her. At all events he
would not find her forlornly sitting with her nose
pressed against the window-pane! And forthwith
Billy established herself in a big chair (with its
back carefully turned toward the door by which Bertram
would enter), and opened a book.
Five, ten, fifteen minutes passed.
Billy fidgeted in her chair, twisted her neck to look
out into the hall and dropped her book with
a bang.
Uncle William jerked himself awake,
and Spunkie opened sleepy eyes. Then both settled
themselves for another nap. Billy sighed, picked
up her book, and flounced back into her chair.
But she did not read. Disconsolately she sat
staring straight ahead until a quick step
on the sidewalk outside stirred her into instant action.
Assuming a look of absorbed interest she twitched
the book open and held it before her face....
But the step passed by the door: and Billy saw
then that her book was upside down.
Five, ten, fifteen more minutes passed.
Billy still sat, apparently reading, though she had
not turned a page. The book now, however, was
right side up. One by one other minutes passed
till the great clock in the hall struck nine long
strokes.
“Well, well, bless my soul!”
mumbled Uncle William, resolutely forcing himself
to wake up. “What time was that?”
“Nine o’clock.”
Billy spoke with tragic distinctness, yet very cheerfully.
“Eh? Only nine?”
blinked Uncle William. “I thought it must
be ten. Well, anyhow, I believe I’ll go
up-stairs. I seem to be unusually sleepy.”
Billy said nothing. “‘Only
nine,’ indeed!” she was thinking wrathfully.
At the door Uncle William turned.
“You’re not going to sit up, my dear,
of course,” he remarked.
For the second time that evening a
cold hand seemed to clutch Billy’s heart.
Sit up! Had it come already
to that? Was she even now a wife who had need
to sit up for her husband?
“I really wouldn’t, my
dear,” advised Uncle William again. “Good
night.”
“Oh, but I’m not sleepy
at all, yet,” Billy managed to declare brightly.
“Good night.”
Then Uncle William went up-stairs.
Billy turned to her book, which happened
to be one of William’s on “Fake Antiques.”
“’To collect anything,
these days, requires expert knowledge, and the utmost
care and discrimination,’” read Billy’s
eyes. “So Uncle William expected
Bertram was going to spend the whole evening as well
as stay to dinner!” ran Billy’s thoughts.
“’The enormous quantity of bijouterie,
Dresden and Battersea enamel ware that is now flooding
the market, is made on the Continent and
made chiefly for the American trade,’”
continued the book.
“Well, who cares if it is,”
snapped Billy, springing to her feet and tossing the
volume aside. “Spunkie, come here!
You’ve simply got to play with me. Do you
hear? I want to be gay gay GAY!
He’s gay. He’s down there with those
men, where he wants to be. Where he’d rather
be than be with me! Do you think I want him to
come home and find me moping over a stupid old book?
Not much! I’m going to have him find me
gay, too. Now, come, Spunkie; hurry wake
up! He’ll be here right away, I’m
sure.” And Billy shook a pair of worsted
reins, hung with little soft balls, full in Spunkie’s
face.
But Spunkie would not wake up, and
Spunkie would not play. She pretended to.
She bit at the reins, and sank her sharp claws into
the dangling balls. For a fleeting instant, even,
something like mischief gleamed in her big yellow
eyes. Then the jaws relaxed, the paws turned to
velvet, and Spunkie’s sleek gray head settled
slowly back into lazy comfort. Spunkie was asleep.
Billy gazed at the cat with reproachful eyes.
“And you, too, Spunkie,”
she murmured. Then she got to her feet and went
back to her chair. This time she picked up a magazine
and began to turn the leaves very fast, one after
another.
Half-past nine came, then ten.
Pete appeared at the door to get Spunkie, and to see
that everything was all right for the night.
“Mr. Bertram is not in yet?” he began
doubtfully.
Billy shook her head with a bright smile.
“No, Pete. Go to bed. I expect him
every minute. Good night.”
“Thank you, ma’am. Good night.”
The old man picked up the sleepy cat
and went down-stairs. A little later Billy heard
his quiet steps coming back through the hall and ascending
the stairs. She listened until from away at the
top of the house she heard his door close. Then
she drew a long breath.
Ten o’clock after
ten o’clock, and Bertram not there yet!
And was this what he called dinner? Did one eat,
then, till ten o’clock, when one dined with
one’s friends?
Billy was angry now very
angry. She was too angry to be reasonable.
This thing that her husband had done seemed monstrous
to her, smarting, as she was, under the sting of hurt
pride and grieved loneliness the state
of mind into which she had worked herself. No
longer now did she wish to be gay when her husband
came. No longer did she even pretend to assume
indifference. Bertram had done wrong. He
had been unkind, cruel, thoughtless, inconsiderate
of her comfort and happiness. Furthermore he
did not love her as well as she did him or he
never, never could have done it! She would let
him see, when he came, just how hurt and grieved she
was and how disappointed, too.
Billy was walking the floor now, back
and forth, back and forth.
Half-past ten came, then eleven.
As the eleven long strokes reverberated through the
silent house Billy drew in her breath and held it suspended.
A new look came to her eyes. A growing terror
crept into them and culminated in a frightened stare
at the clock.
Billy ran then to the great outer
door and pulled it open. A cold wind stung her
face, and caused her to shut the door quickly.
Back and forth she began to pace the floor again;
but in five minutes she had run to the door once more.
This time she wore a heavy coat of Bertram’s
which she caught up as she passed the hall-rack.
Out on to the broad top step Billy
hurried, and peered down the street. As far as
she could see not a person was in sight. Across
the street in the Public Garden the wind stirred the
gray tree-branches and set them to casting weird shadows
on the bare, frozen ground. A warning something
behind her sent Billy scurrying into the house just
in time to prevent the heavy door’s closing
and shutting her out, keyless, in the cold.
Half-past eleven came, and again Billy
ran to the door. This time she put the floor-mat
against the casing so that the door could not close.
Once more she peered wildly up and down the street,
and across into the deserted, wind-swept Garden.
There was only terror now in Billy’s
face. The anger was all gone. In Billy’s
mind there was not a shadow of doubt something
had happened to Bertram.
Bertram was ill hurt dead!
And he was so good, so kind, so noble; such a dear,
dear husband! If only she could see him once.
If only she could ask his forgiveness for those wicked,
unkind, accusing thoughts. If only she could
tell him again that she did love him. If only
Far down the street a step rang sharply
on the frosty air. A masculine figure was hurrying
toward the house. Retreating well into the shadow
of the doorway, Billy watched it, her heart pounding
against her side in great suffocating throbs.
Nearer and nearer strode the approaching figure until
Billy had almost sprung to meet it with a glad cry almost,
but not quite; for the figure neither turned nor paused,
but marched straight on and Billy saw then,
under the arc light, a brown-bearded man who was not
Bertram at all.
Three times during the next few minutes
did the waiting little bride on the doorstep watch
with palpitating yearning a shadowy form appear, approach and
pass by. At the third heart-breaking disappointment,
Billy wrung her hands helplessly.
“I don’t see how there
can be so many utterly useless
people in the world!” she choked. Then,
thoroughly chilled and sick at heart, she went into
the house and closed the door.
Once again, back and forth, back and
forth, Billy took up her weary vigil. She still
wore the heavy coat. She had forgotten to take
it off. Her face was pitifully white and drawn.
Her eyes were wild. One of her hands was nervously
caressing the rough sleeve of the coat as it hung
from her shoulder.
One two three
Billy gave a sharp cry and ran into the hall.
Yes, it was twelve o’clock.
And now, always, all the rest of the dreary, useless
hours that that clock would tick away through an endless
existence, she would have to live without
Bertram. If only she could see him once more!
But she could not. He was dead. He must be
dead, now. Here it was twelve o’clock,
and
There came a quick step, the click
of a key in the lock, then the door swung back and
Bertram, big, strong, and merry-eyed, stood before
her.
“Well, well, hullo,” he
called jovially. “Why, Billy, what’s
the matter?” he broke off, in quite a different
tone of voice.
And then a curious thing happened.
Billy, who, a minute before, had been seeing only
a dear, noble, adorable, lost Bertram, saw now
suddenly only the man that had stayed happily
till midnight with two friends, while she she
“Matter! Matter!”
exclaimed Billy sharply, then. “Is this
what you call staying to dinner, Bertram Henshaw?”
Bertram stared. A slow red stole
to his forehead. It was his first experience
of coming home to meet angry eyes that questioned his
behavior and he did not like it. He
had been, perhaps, a little conscience-smitten when
he saw how late he had stayed; and he had intended
to say he was sorry, of course. But to be thus
sharply called to account for a perfectly innocent
good time with a couple of friends ! To
come home and find Billy making a ridiculous scene
like this ! He he would not
stand for it! He
Bertram’s lips snapped open.
The angry retort was almost spoken when something
in the piteously quivering chin and white, drawn face
opposite stopped it just in time.
“Why, Billy darling!” he murmured
instead.
It was Billy’s turn to change.
All the anger melted away before the dismayed tenderness
in those dear eyes and the grieved hurt in that dear
voice.
“Well, you you I ”
Billy began to cry.
It was all right then, of course,
for the next minute she was crying on Bertram’s
big, broad shoulder; and in the midst of broken words,
kisses, gentle pats, and inarticulate croonings, the
Big, Bad Quarrel, that had been all ready to materialize,
faded quite away into nothingness.
“I didn’t have such an
awfully good time, anyhow,” avowed Bertram, when
speech became rational. “I’d rather
have been home with you.”
“Nonsense!” blinked Billy,
valiantly. “Of course you had a good time;
and it was perfectly right you should have it, too!
And I I hope you’ll have it again.”
“I sha’n’t,”
emphasized Bertram, promptly, “ not
and leave you!”
Billy regarded him with adoring eyes.
“I’ll tell you; we’ll have ’em
come here,” she proposed gayly.
“Sure we will,” agreed Bertram.
“Yes; sure we will,” echoed
Billy, with a contented sigh. Then, a little
breathlessly, she added: “Anyhow, I’ll
know where you are. I won’t
think you’re dead!”
“You blessed little-goose!”
scolded Bertram, punctuating each word with a kiss.
Billy drew a long sigh.
“If this is a quarrel I’m
going to have them often,” she announced placidly.
“Billy!” The young husband was plainly
aghast.
“Well, I am because
I like the making-up,” dimpled Billy, with a
mischievous twinkle as she broke from his clasp and
skipped ahead up the stairway.