Bertram did not engage six Mary Ellens
the next morning, nor even one, as it happened; for
that evening, Eliza who had not been unaware
of conditions at the Strata telephoned
to say that her mother was so much better now she
believed she could be spared to come to the Strata
for several hours each day, if Mrs. Henshaw would
like to have her begin in that way.
Billy agreed promptly, and declared
herself as more than willing to put up with such an
arrangement. Bertram, it is true, when he heard
of the plan, rebelled, and asserted that what Billy
needed was a rest, an entire rest from care and labor.
In fact, what he wanted her to do, he said, was to
gallivant to gallivant all day long.
“Nonsense!” Billy had
laughed, coloring to the tips of her ears. “Besides,
as for the work, Bertram, with just you and me here,
and with all my vast experience now, and Eliza here
for several hours every day, it’ll be nothing
but play for this little time before we go away.
You’ll see!”
“All right, I’ll see,
then,” Bertram had nodded meaningly. “But
just make sure that it is play for you!”
“I will,” laughed Billy; and there the
matter had ended.
Eliza began work the next day, and
Billy did indeed soon find herself “playing”
under Bertram’s watchful insistence. She
resumed her music, and brought out of exile the unfinished
song. With Bertram she took drives and walks;
and every two or three days she went to see Aunt Hannah
and Marie. She was pleasantly busy, too, with
plans for her coming trip; and it was not long before
even the remorseful Bertram had to admit that Billy
was looking and appearing quite like her old self.
At the Annex Billy found Calderwell
and Arkwright, one day. They greeted her as if
she had just returned from a far country.
“Well, if you aren’t the
stranger lady,” began Calderwell, looking frankly
pleased to see her. “We’d thought
of advertising in the daily press somewhat after this
fashion: ’Lost, strayed, or stolen, one
Billy; comrade, good friend, and kind cheerer-up of
lonely hearts. Any information thankfully received
by her bereft, sorrowing friends.’”
Billy joined in the laugh that greeted
this sally, but Arkwright noticed that she tried to
change the subject from her own affairs to a discussion
of the new song on Alice Greggory’s piano.
Calderwell, however, was not to be silenced.
“The last I heard of this elusive
Billy,” he resumed, with teasing cheerfulness,
“she was running down a certain lost calory that
had slipped away from her husband’s breakfast,
and ”
Billy wheeled sharply.
“Where did you get hold of that?” she
demanded.
“Oh, I didn’t,”
returned the man, defensively. “I never
got hold of it at all. I never even saw the calory though,
for that matter, I don’t think I should know
one if I did see it! What we feared was, that,
in hunting the lost calory, you had lost yourself,
and ” But Billy would hear no more.
With her disdainful nose in the air she walked to the
piano.
“Come, Mr. Arkwright,” she said with dignity.
“Let’s try this song.”
Arkwright rose at once and accompanied her to the
piano.
They had sung the song through twice
when Billy became uneasily aware that, on the other
side of the room, Calderwell and Alice Greggory were
softly chuckling over something they had found in a
magazine. Billy frowned, and twitched the corners
of a pile of music, with restless fingers.
“I wonder if Alice hasn’t
got some quartets here somewhere,” she murmured,
her disapproving eyes still bent on the absorbed couple
across the room.
Arkwright was silent. Billy,
throwing a hurried glance into his face, thought she
detected a somber shadow in his eyes. She thought,
too, she knew why it was there. So possessed
had Billy been, during the early winter, of the idea
that her special mission in life was to inaugurate
and foster a love affair between disappointed Mr. Arkwright
and lonely Alice Greggory, that now she forgot, for
a moment, that Arkwright himself was quite unaware
of her efforts. She thought only that the present
shadow on his face must be caused by the same thing
that brought worry to her own heart the
manifest devotion of Calderwell to Alice Greggory
just now across the room. Instinctively, therefore,
as to a coworker in a common cause, she turned a disturbed
face to the man at her side.
“It is, indeed, high time that
I looked after something besides lost calories,”
she said significantly. Then, at the evident uncomprehension
in Arkwright’s face, she added: “Has
it been going on like this very long?”
Arkwright still, apparently, did not understand.
“Has what been going on?” he
questioned.
“That over there,”
answered Billy, impatiently, scarcely knowing whether
to be more irritated at the threatened miscarriage
of her cherished plans, or at Arkwright’s (to
her) wilfully blind insistence on her making her meaning
more plain. “Has it been going on long such
utter devotion?”
As she asked the question Billy turned
and looked squarely into Arkwright’s face.
She saw, therefore, the great change that came to it,
as her meaning became clear to him. Her first
feeling was one of shocked realization that Arkwright
had, indeed, been really blind. Her second she
turned away her eyes hurriedly from what she thought
she saw in the man’s countenance.
With an assumedly gay little cry she sprang to her
feet.
“Come, come, what are you two
children chuckling over?” she demanded, crossing
the room abruptly. “Didn’t you hear
me say I wanted you to come and sing a quartet?”
Billy blamed herself very much for
what she called her stupidity in so baldly summoning
Arkwright’s attention to Calderwell’s devotion
to Alice Greggory. She declared that she ought
to have known better, and she asked herself if this
were the way she was “furthering matters”
between Alice Greggory and Arkwright.
Billy was really seriously disturbed.
She had never quite forgiven herself for being so
blind to Arkwright’s feeling for herself during
those days when he had not known of her engagement
to Bertram. She had never forgotten, either,
the painful scene when he had hopefully told of his
love, only to be met with her own shocked repudiation.
For long weeks after that, his face had haunted her.
She had wished, oh, so ardently, that she could do
something in some way to bring him happiness.
When, therefore, it had come to her knowledge afterward
that he was frequently with his old friend, Alice
Greggory, she had been so glad. It was very easy
then to fan hope into conviction that here, in this
old friend, he had found sweet balm for his wounded
heart; and she determined at once to do all that she
could do to help. So very glowing, indeed, was
her eagerness in the matter, that it looked suspiciously
as if she thought, could she but bring this thing
about, that old scores against herself would be erased.
Billy told herself, virtuously, however,
that not only for Arkwright did she desire this marriage
to take place, but for Alice Greggory. In the
very nature of things Alice would one day be left alone.
She was poor, and not very strong. She sorely
needed the shielding love and care of a good husband.
What more natural than that her old-time friend and
almost-sweetheart, M. J. Arkwright, should be that
good husband?
That really it was more Arkwright
and less Alice that was being considered, however,
was proved when the devotion of Calderwell began to
be first suspected, then known for a fact. Billy’s
distress at this turn of affairs indicated very plainly
that it was not just a husband, but a certain one
particular husband that she desired for Alice Greggory.
All the more disturbed was she, therefore, when to-day,
seeing her three friends together again for the first
time for some weeks, she discovered increased evidence
that her worst fears were to be realized. It was
to be Alice and Calderwell, not Alice and Arkwright.
Arkwright was again to be disappointed in his dearest
hopes.
Telling herself indignantly that it
could not be, it should not be, Billy determined
to remain after the men had gone, and speak to Alice.
Just what she would say she did not know. Even
what she could say, she was not sure. But certainly
there must be something, some little thing that she
could say, which would open Alice’s eyes to what
she was doing, and what she ought to do.
It was in this frame of mind, therefore,
that Billy, after Arkwright and Calderwell had gone,
spoke to Alice. She began warily, with assumed
nonchalance.
“I believe Mr. Arkwright sings
better every time I hear him.”
There was no answer. Alice was
sorting music at the piano.
“Don’t you think so?” Billy raised
her voice a little.
Alice turned almost with a start.
“What’s that? Oh, yes. Well,
I don’t know; maybe I do.”
“You would if you
didn’t hear him any oftener than I do,”
laughed Billy. “But then, of course you
do hear him oftener.”
“I? Oh, no, indeed.
Not so very much oftener.” Alice had turned
back to her music. There was a slight embarrassment
in her manner. “I wonder where that
new song is,” she murmured.
Billy, who knew very well where the
song lay, was not to be diverted.
“Nonsense! As if Mr. Arkwright
wasn’t always telling how Alice liked this song,
and didn’t like that one, and thought the other
the best yet! I don’t believe he sings
a thing that he doesn’t first sing to you.
For that matter, I fancy he asks your opinion of everything,
anyway.”
“Why, Billy, he doesn’t!”
exclaimed Alice, a deep red flaming into her cheeks.
“You know he doesn’t.”
Billy laughed gleefully. She
had not been slow to note the color in her friend’s
face, or to ascribe to it the one meaning she wished
to ascribe to it. So sure, indeed, was she now
that her fears had been groundless, that she flung
caution to the winds.
“Ho! My dear Alice, you
can’t expect us all to be blind,” she teased.
“Besides, we all think it’s such a lovely
arrangement that we’re just glad to see it.
He’s such a fine fellow, and we like him so much!
We couldn’t ask for a better husband for you
than Mr. Arkwright, and ” From sheer
amazement at the sudden white horror in Alice Greggory’s
face, Billy stopped short. “Why, Alice!”
she faltered then.
With a visible effort Alice forced
her trembling lips to speak.
“My husband Mr.
Arkwright! Why, Billy, you couldn’t have
seen you haven’t seen there’s
nothing you could see! He isn’t he
wasn’t he can’t be! We we’re
nothing but friends, Billy, just good friends!”
Billy, though dismayed, was still not quite convinced.
“Friends! Nonsense! When ”
But Alice interrupted feverishly.
Alice, in an agony of fear lest the true state of
affairs should be suspected, was hiding behind a bulwark
of pride.
“Now, Billy, please! Say
no more. You’re quite wrong, entirely.
You’ll never, never hear of my marrying Mr.
Arkwright. As I said before, we’re friends the
best of friends; that is all. We couldn’t
be anything else, possibly!”
Billy, plainly discomfited, fell back;
but she threw a sharp glance into her friend’s
flushed countenance.
“You mean because
of Hugh Calderwell?” she demanded.
Then, for the second time that afternoon throwing
discretion to the winds, she went on plaintively:
“You won’t listen, of course. Girls
in love never do. Hugh is all right, and I like
him; but there’s more real solid worth in Mr.
Arkwright’s little finger than there is in Hugh’s
whole self. And ” But a merry
peal of laughter from Alice Greggory interrupted.
“And, pray, do you think I’m
in love with Hugh Calderwell?” she demanded.
There was a curious note of something very like relief
in her voice.
“Well, I didn’t know,” began Billy,
uncertainly.
“Then I’ll tell you now,”
smiled Alice. “I’m not. Furthermore,
perhaps it’s just as well that you should know
right now that I don’t intend to marry ever.”
“Oh, Alice!”
“No.” There was determination,
and there was still that curious note of relief in
the girl’s voice. It was as if, somewhere,
a great danger had been avoided. “I have
my music. That is enough. I’m not intending
to marry.”
“Oh, but Alice, while I will
own up I’m glad it isn’t Hugh Calderwell,
there is Mr. Arkwright, and I did hope ”
But Alice shook her head and turned resolutely away.
At that moment, too, Aunt Hannah came in from the
street, so Billy could say no more.
Aunt Hannah dropped herself a little
wearily into a chair.
“I’ve just come from Marie’s,”
she said.
“How is she?” asked Billy.
Aunt Hannah smiled, and raised her eyebrows.
“Well, just now she’s
quite exercised over another rattle from
her cousin out West, this time. There were four
little silver bells on it, and she hasn’t got
any janitor’s wife now to give it to.”
Billy laughed softly, but Aunt Hannah had more to
say.
“You know she isn’t going
to allow any toys but Teddy bears and woolly lambs,
of which, I believe, she has already bought quite an
assortment. She says they don’t rattle
or squeak. I declare, when I see the woolen pads
and rubber hushers that that child has put everywhere
all over the house, I don’t know whether to
laugh or cry. And she’s so worried!
It seems Cyril must needs take just this time to start
composing a new opera or symphony, or something; and
never before has she allowed him to be interrupted
by anything on such an occasion. But what he’ll
do when the baby comes she says she doesn’t
know, for she says she can’t she
just can’t keep it from bothering him some, she’s
afraid. As if any opera or symphony that ever
lived was of more consequence than a man’s own
child!” finished Aunt Hannah, with an indignant
sniff, as she reached for her shawl.