Arkwright did not call to see Alice
Greggory for some days. He did not want to see
Alice now. He told himself wearily that she could
not help him fight this tiger skin that lay across
his path, The very fact of her presence by his side
would, indeed, incapacitate himself for fighting.
So he deliberately stayed away from the Annex until
the day before he sailed for Germany. Then he
went out to say good-by.
Chagrined as he was at what he termed
his imbecile stupidity in not knowing his own heart
all these past months, and convinced, as he also was,
that Alice and Calderwell cared for each other, he
could see no way for him but to play the part of a
man of kindliness and honor, leaving a clear field
for his preferred rival, and bringing no shadow of
regret to mar the happiness of the girl he loved.
As for being his old easy, frank self
on this last call, however, that was impossible; so
Alice found plenty of fuel for her still burning fires
of suspicion fires which had, indeed, blazed
up anew at this second long period of absence on the
part of Arkwright. Naturally, therefore, the
call was anything but a joy and comfort to either one.
Arkwright was nervous, gloomy, and abnormally gay by
turns. Alice was nervous and abnormally gay all
the time. Then they said good-by and Arkwright
went away. He sailed the next day, and Alice settled
down to the summer of study and hard work she had
laid out for herself.
On the tenth of September Billy came
home. She was brown, plump-cheeked, and smiling.
She declared that she had had a perfectly beautiful
time, and that there couldn’t be anything in
the world nicer than the trip she and Bertram had
taken just they two together. In answer
to Aunt Hannah’s solicitous inquiries, she asserted
that she was all well and rested now. But there
was a vaguely troubled questioning in her eyes that
Aunt Hannah did not quite like. Aunt Hannah, however,
said nothing even to Billy herself about this.
One of the first friends Billy saw
after her return was Hugh Calderwell. As it happened
Bertram was out when he came, so Billy had the first
half-hour of the call to herself. She was not
sorry for this, as it gave her a chance to question
Calderwell a little concerning Alice Greggory something
she had long ago determined to do at the first opportunity.
“Now tell me everything everything
about everybody,” she began diplomatically,
settling herself comfortably for a good visit.
“Thank you, I’m well,
and have had a passably agreeable summer, barring
the heat, sundry persistent mosquitoes, several grievous
disappointments, and a felon on my thumb,” he
began, with shameless imperturbability. “I
have been to Revere once, to the circus once, to Nantasket
three times, and to Keith’s and the ‘movies’
ten times, perhaps to be accurate.
I have also But perhaps there was some one
else you desired to inquire for,” he broke off,
turning upon his hostess a bland but unsmiling countenance.
“Oh, no, how could there be?”
twinkled Billy. “Really, Hugh, I always
knew you had a pretty good opinion of yourself, but
I didn’t credit you with thinking you were everybody.
Go on. I’m so interested!”
Hugh chuckled softly; but there was
a plaintive tone in his voice as he answered.
“Thanks, no. I’ve
rather lost my interest now. Lack of appreciation
always did discourage me. We’ll talk of
something else, please. You enjoyed your trip?”
“Very much. It just couldn’t have
been nicer!”
“You were lucky. The heat here has been
something fierce!”
“What made you stay?”
“Reasons too numerous, and one
too heart-breaking, to mention. Besides, you
forget,” with dignity. “There is my
profession. I have joined the workers of the
world now, you know.”
“Oh, fudge, Hugh!” laughed
Billy. “You know very well you’re
as likely as not to start for the ends of the earth
to-morrow morning!”
Hugh drew himself up.
“I don’t seem to succeed
in making people understand that I’m serious,”
he began aggrievedly. “I ”
With an expressive flourish of his hands he relaxed
suddenly, and fell back in his chair. A slow smile
came to his lips. “Well, Billy, I’ll
give up. You’ve hit it,” he confessed.
“I have thought seriously of starting
to-morrow morning for half-way to the ends
of the earth Panama.”
“Hugh!”
“Well, I have. Even this call was to be
a good-by if I went.”
“Oh, Hugh! But I really
thought in spite of my teasing that
you had settled down, this time.”
“Yes, so did I,” sighed
the man, a little soberly. “But I guess
it’s no use, Billy. Oh, I’m coming
back, of course, and link arms again with their worthy
Highnesses, John Doe and Richard Roe; but just now
I’ve got a restless fit on me. I want to
see the wheels go ’round. Of course, if
I had my bread and butter and cigars to earn, ’twould
be different. But I haven’t, and I know
I haven’t; and I suspect that’s where the
trouble lies. If it wasn’t for those natal
silver spoons of mine that Bertram is always talking
about, things might be different. But the spoons
are there, and always have been; and I know they’re
all ready to dish out mountains to climb and lakes
to paddle in, any time I’ve a mind to say the
word. So I just say the word.
That’s all.”
“And you’ve said it now?”
“Yes, I think so; for a while.”
“And those reasons
that have kept you here all summer,” ventured
Billy, “they aren’t in er commission
any longer?”
“No.”
Billy hesitated, regarding her companion
meditatively. Then, with the feeling that she
had followed a blind alley to its termination, she
retreated and made a fresh start.
“Well, you haven’t yet
told me everything about everybody, you know,”
she hinted smilingly. “You might begin that I
mean the less important everybodies, of course, now
that I’ve heard about you.”
“Meaning ”
“Oh, Aunt Hannah, and the Greggorys,
and Cyril and Marie, and the twins, and Mr. Arkwright,
and all the rest.”
“But you’ve had letters, surely.”
“Yes, I’ve had letters
from some of them, and I’ve seen most of them
since I came back. It’s just that I wanted
to know your viewpoint of what’s happened
through the summer.”
“Very well. Aunt Hannah
is as dear as ever, wears just as many shawls, and
still keeps her clock striking twelve when it’s
half-past eleven. Mrs. Greggory is just as sweet
as ever and a little more frail, I fear, bless
her heart! Mr. Arkwright is still abroad, as I
presume you know. I hear he is doing great stunts
over there, and will sing in Berlin and Paris this
winter. I’m thinking of going across from
Panama later. If I do I shall look him up.
Mr. and Mrs. Cyril are as well as could be expected
when you realize that they haven’t yet settled
on a pair of names for the twins.”
“I know it and the
poor little things three months old, too! I think
it’s a shame. You’ve heard the reason,
I suppose. Cyril declares that naming babies
is one of the most serious and delicate operations
in the world, and that, for his part, he thinks people
ought to select their own names when they’ve
arrived at years of discretion. He wants to wait
till the twins are eighteen, and then make each of
them a birthday present of the name of their own choosing.”
“Well, if that isn’t the
limit!” laughed Calderwell. “I’d
heard some such thing before, but I hadn’t supposed
it was really so.”
“Well, it is. He says he
knows more tomboys and enormous fat women named ‘Grace’
and ‘Lily,’ and sweet little mouse-like
ladies staggering along under a sonorous ‘Jerusha
Theodosia’ or ‘Zenobia Jane’; and
that if he should name the boys ‘Franz’
and ‘Felix’ after Schubert and Mendelssohn
as Marie wants to, they’d as likely as not turn
out to be men who hated the sound of music and doted
on stocks and dry goods.”
“Humph!” grunted Calderwell.
“I saw Cyril last week, and he said he hadn’t
named the twins yet, but he didn’t tell me why.
I offered him two perfectly good names myself, but
he didn’t seem interested.”
“What were they?”
“Eldad and Bildad.”
“Hugh!” protested Billy.
“Well, why not?” bridled
the man. “I’m sure those are new and
unique, and really musical, too ’way
ahead of your Franz and Felix.”
“But those aren’t really names!”
“Indeed they are.”
“Where did you get them?”
“Off our family tree, though
they’re Bible names, Belle says. Perhaps
you didn’t know, but Sister Belle has been making
the dirt fly quite lively of late around that family
tree of ours, and she wrote me some of her discoveries.
It seems two of the roots, or branches say,
are ancestors roots, or branches? were
called Eldad and Bildad. Now I thought those
names were good enough to pass along, but, as I said
before, Cyril wasn’t interested.”
“I should say not,” laughed
Billy. “But, honestly, Hugh, it’s
really serious. Marie wants them named something,
but she doesn’t say much to Cyril. Marie
wouldn’t really breathe, you know, if she thought
Cyril disapproved of breathing. And in this case
Cyril does not hesitate to declare that the boys shall
name themselves.”
“What a situation!” laughed Calderwell.
“Isn’t it? But, do
you know, I can sympathize with it, in a way, for
I’ve always mourned so over my name.
‘Billy’ was always such a trial to me!
Poor Uncle William wasn’t the only one that prepared
guns and fishing rods to entertain the expected boy.
I don’t know, though, I’m afraid if I’d
been allowed to select my name I should have been a
’Helen Clarabella’ all my days, for that
was the name I gave all my dolls, with ‘first,’
‘second,’ ‘third,’ and so on,
added to them for distinction. Evidently I thought
that ‘Helen Clarabella’ was the most feminine
appellation possible, and the most foreign to the despised
‘Billy.’ So you see I can sympathize
with Cyril to a certain extent.”
“But they must call the little chaps something,
now,” argued Hugh.
Billy gave a sudden merry laugh.
“They do,” she gurgled,
“and that’s the funniest part of it.
Oh, Cyril doesn’t. He always calls them
impersonally ‘they’ or ‘it.’
He doesn’t see much of them anyway, now, I understand.
Marie was horrified when she realized how the nurses
had been using his den as a nursery annex and she
changed all that instanter, when she took charge of
things again. The twins stay in the nursery now,
I’m told. But about the names the
nurses, it seems, have got into the way of calling
them ‘Dot’ and ‘Dimple.’
One has a dimple in his cheek, and the other is a little
smaller of the two. Marie is no end distressed,
particularly as she finds that she herself calls them
that; and she says the idea of boys being ‘Dot’
and ’Dimple’!”
“I should say so,” laughed
Calderwell. “Not I regard that as worse
than my ‘Eldad’ and ‘Bildad.’”
“I know it, and Alice says By
the way, you haven’t mentioned Alice, but I
suppose you see her occasionally.”
Billy paused in evident expectation
of a reply. Billy was, in fact, quite pluming
herself on the adroit casualness with which she had
introduced the subject nearest her heart.
Calderwell raised his eyebrows.
“Oh, yes, I see her.”
“But you hadn’t mentioned her.”
There was the briefest of pauses;
then with a half-quizzical dejection, there came the
remark:
“You seem to forget. I
told you that I stayed here this summer for reasons
too numerous, and one too heart-breaking, to mention.
She was the one.”
“You mean ”
“Yes. The usual thing.
She turned me down. Oh, I haven’t asked
her yet as many times as I did you, but ”
“Hugh!”
Hugh tossed her a grim smile and went on imperturbably.
“I’m older now, of course,
and know more, perhaps. Besides, the finality
of her remarks was not to be mistaken.”
Billy, in spite of her sympathy for
Calderwell, was conscious of a throb of relief that
at least one stumbling-block was removed from Arkwright’s
possible pathway to Alice’s heart.
“Did she give any special reason?”
hazarded Billy, a shade too anxiously.
“Oh, yes. She said she
wasn’t going to marry anybody only
her music.”
“Nonsense!” ejaculated
Billy, falling back in her chair a little.
“Yes, I said that, too,”
gloomed the man; “but it didn’t do any
good. You see, I had known another girl who’d
said the same thing once.” (He did not look
up, but a vivid red flamed suddenly into Billy’s
cheeks.) “And she when the right
one came forgot all about the music, and
married the man. So I naturally suspected that
Alice would do the same thing. In fact, I said
so to her. I was bold enough to even call the
man by name I hadn’t been jealous
of Arkwright for nothing, you see but she
denied it, and flew into such an indignant allegation
that there wasn’t a word of truth in it, that
I had to sue for pardon before I got anything like
peace.”
“Oh-h!” said Billy, in
a disappointed voice, falling quite back in her chair
this time.
“And so that’s why I’m
wanting especially just now to see the wheels go ’round,”
smiled Calderwell, a little wistfully. “Oh,
I shall get over it, I suppose. It isn’t
the first time, I’ll own but some
day I take it there will be a last time. Enough
of this, however! You haven’t told me a
thing about yourself. How about it? When
I come back, are you going to give me a dinner cooked
by your own fair hands? Going to still play Bridget?”
Billy laughed and shook her head.
“No; far from it. Eliza
has come back, and her cousin from Vermont is coming
as second girl to help her. But I could
cook a dinner for you if I had to now, sir, and it
wouldn’t be potato-mush and cold lamb,”
she bragged shamelessly, as there sounded Bertram’s
peculiar ring, and the click of his key in the lock.
It was the next afternoon that Billy
called on Marie. From Marie’s, Billy went
to the Annex, which was very near Cyril’s new
house; and there, in Aunt Hannah’s room, she
had what she told Bertram afterwards was a perfectly
lovely visit.
Aunt Hannah, too, enjoyed the visit
very much, though yet there was one thing that disturbed
her the vaguely troubled look in Billy’s
eyes, which to-day was more apparent than ever.
Not until just before Billy went home did something
occur to give Aunt Hannah a possible clue as to what
was the meaning of it. That something was a question
from Billy.
“Aunt Hannah, why don’t
I feel like Marie did? why don’t I feel like
everybody does in books and stories? Marie went
around with such a detached, heavenly, absorbed look
in her eyes, before the twins came to her home.
But I don’t. I don’t find anything
like that in my face, when I look in the glass.
And I don’t feel detached and absorbed and heavenly.
I’m happy, of course; but I can’t help
thinking of the dear, dear times Bertram and I have
together, just we two, and I can’t seem to imagine
it at all with a third person around.”
“Billy! Third person, indeed!”
“There! I knew ’twould
shock you,” mourned Billy. “It shocks
me. I want to feel detached and heavenly
and absorbed.”
“But Billy, dear, think of it calling
your own baby a third person!”
Billy sighed despairingly.
“Yes, I know. And I suppose
I might as well own up to the rest of it too.
I I’m actually afraid of babies, Aunt
Hannah! Well, I am,” she reiterated, in
answer to Aunt Hannah’s gasp of disapproval.
“I’m not used to them at all. I never
had any little brothers and sisters, and I don’t
know how to treat babies. I I’m
always afraid they’ll break, or something.
I’m just as afraid of the twins as I can be.
How Marie can handle them, and toss them about as
she does, I don’t see.”
“Toss them about, indeed!”
“Well, it looks that way to
me,” sighed Billy. “Anyhow, I know
I can never get to handle them like that and
that’s no way to feel! And I’m ashamed
of myself because I can’t be detached
and heavenly and absorbed,” she added, rising
to go. “Everybody always is, it seems, but
just me.”
“Fiddlededee, my dear!”
scoffed Aunt Hannah, patting Billy’s downcast
face. “Wait till a year from now, and we’ll
see about that third-person bugaboo you’re worrying
about. I’m not worrying now; so you’d
better not!”