Promptly at three o’clock Tuesday
afternoon Arkwright appeared at the Strata, and for
the next hour Billy did her best to learn the names
and the moves of the pretty little ivory men.
But at the end of the hour she was almost ready to
give up in despair.
“If there weren’t so many
kinds, and if they didn’t all insist on doing
something different, it wouldn’t be so bad,”
she sighed. “But how can you be expected
to remember which goes diagonal, and which crisscross,
and which can’t go but one square, and which
can skip ’way across the board, ’specially
when that little pawn-thing can go straight ahead
two squares sometimes, and the next minute only
one (except when it takes things, and then it goes
crooked one square) and when that tiresome little
horse tries to go all ways at once, and can jump ’round
and hurdle over anybody’s head, even the
king’s how can you expect folks to
remember? But, then, Bertram remembers,”
she added, resolutely, “so I guess I can.”
Whenever possible, after that, Arkwright
came on Tuesdays and Fridays, and, in spite of her
doubts, Billy did very soon begin to “remember.”
Spurred by her great desire to play with Bertram and
surprise him, Billy spared no pains to learn well
her lessons. Even among the baby’s books
and playthings these days might be found a “Manual
of Chess,” for Billy pursued her study at all
hours; and some nights even her dreams were of ruined,
castles where kings and queens and bishops disported
themselves, with pawns for servants, and where a weird
knight on horseback used the castle’s highest
tower for a hurdle, landing always a hundred yards
to one side of where he would be expected to come
down.
It was not long, of course, before
Billy could play a game of chess, after a fashion,
but she knew just enough to realize that she actually
knew nothing; and she knew, too, that until she could
play a really good game, her moves would not hold
Bertram’s attention for one minute. Not
at present, therefore, was she willing Bertram should
know what she was attempting to do.
Billy had not yet learned what the
great surgeon had said to Bertram. She knew only
that his arm was no better, and that he never voluntarily
spoke of his painting. Over her now seemed to
be hanging a vague horror. Something was the
matter. She knew that. But what it was she
could not fathom. She realized that Arkwright
was trying to help, and her gratitude, though silent,
knew no bounds. Not even to Aunt Hannah or Uncle
William could she speak of this thing that was troubling
her. That they, too, understood, in a measure,
she realized. But still she said no word.
Billy was wearing a proud little air of aloofness these
days that was heart-breaking to those who saw it and
read it aright for what it was: loyalty to Bertram,
no matter what happened. And so Billy pored over
her chessboard feverishly, tirelessly, having ever
before her longing eyes the dear time when Bertram,
across the table from her, should sit happily staring
for half an hour at a move she had made.
Whatever Billy’s chess-playing
was to signify, however, in her own life, it was destined
to play a part in the lives of two friends of hers
that was most unexpected.
During Billy’s very first lesson,
as it chanced, Alice Greggory called and found Billy
and Arkwright so absorbed in their game that they did
not at first hear Eliza speak her name.
The quick color that flew to Arkwright’s
face at sight of herself was construed at once by
Alice as embarrassment on his part at being found
tete-a-tete with Bertram Henshaw’s wife.
And she did not like it. She was not pleased
that he was there. She was less pleased that he
blushed for being there.
It so happened that Alice found him
there again several times. Alice gave a piano
lesson at two o’clock every Tuesday and Friday
afternoon to a little Beacon Street neighbor of Billy’s,
and she had fallen into the habit of stepping in to
see Billy for a few minutes afterward, which brought
her there at a little past three, just after the chess
lesson was well started.
If, the first time that Alice Greggory
found Arkwright opposite Billy at the chess-table,
she was surprised and displeased, the second and third
times she was much more so. When it finally came
to her one day with sickening illumination, that always
the tete-a-têtes were during Bertram’s
hour at the doctor’s, she was appalled.
What could it mean? Had Arkwright
given up his fight? Was he playing false to himself
and to Bertram by trying thus, on the sly, to win the
love of his friend’s wife? Was this man,
whom she had so admired for his brave stand, and to
whom all unasked she had given her heart’s best
love (more the pity of it!) was this idol
of hers to show feet of clay, after all? She
could not believe it. And yet
Sick at heart, but imbued with the
determination of a righteous cause, Alice Greggory
resolved, for Billy’s sake, to watch and wait.
If necessary she should speak to some one though
to whom she did not know. Billy’s happiness
should not be put in jeopardy if she could help it.
Indeed, no!
As the weeks passed, Alice came to
be more and more uneasy, distressed, and grieved.
Of Billy she could believe no evil; but of Arkwright
she was beginning to think she could believe everything
that was dishonorable and despicable. And to
believe that of the man she still loved no
wonder that Alice did not look nor act like herself
these days.
Incensed at herself because she did
love him, angry at him because he seemed to be proving
himself so unworthy of that love, and genuinely frightened
at what she thought was the fast-approaching wreck
of all happiness for her dear friend, Billy, Alice
did not know which way to turn. At the first
she had told herself confidently that she would “speak
to somebody.” But, as time passed, she saw
the impracticability of that idea. Speak to somebody,
indeed! To whom? When? Where? What
should she say? Where was her right to say anything?
She was not dealing with a parcel of naughty children
who had pilfered the cake jar! She was dealing
with grown men and women, who, presumedly, knew their
own affairs, and who, certainly, would resent any
interference from her. On the other hand, could
she stand calmly by and see Bertram lose his wife,
Arkwright his honor, Billy her happiness, and herself
her faith in human nature, all because to do otherwise
would be to meddle in other people’s business?
Apparently she could, and should. At least that
seemed to be the rôle which she was expected to play.
It was when Alice had reached this
unhappy frame of mind that Arkwright himself unexpectedly
opened the door for her.
The two were alone together in Bertram
Henshaw’s den. It was Tuesday afternoon.
Alice had called to find Billy and Arkwright deep in
their usual game of chess. Then a matter of domestic
affairs had taken Billy from the room.
“I’m afraid I’ll
have to be gone ten minutes, or more,” she had
said, as she rose from the table reluctantly.
“But you might be showing Alice the moves, Mr.
Arkwright,” she had added, with a laugh, as she
disappeared.
“Shall I teach you the moves?”
he had smiled, when they were alone together.
Alice’s reply had been so indignantly
short and sharp that Arkwright, after a moment’s
pause, had said, with a whimsical smile that yet carried
a touch of sadness:
“I am forced to surmise from
your answer that you think it is you who should
be teaching me moves. At all events, I
seem to have been making some moves lately that have
not suited you, judging by your actions. Have
I offended you in any way, Alice?”
The girl turned with a quick lifting
of her head. Alice knew that if ever she were
to speak, it must be now. Never again could she
hope for such an opportunity as this. Suddenly
throwing circumspect caution quite aside, she determined
that she would speak. Springing to her feet she
crossed the room and seated herself in Billy’s
chair at the chess-table.
“Me! Offend me!”
she exclaimed, in a low voice. “As if I
were the one you were offending!”
“Why, Alice!” murmured
the man, in obvious stupefaction.
Alice raised her hand, palm outward.
“Now don’t, please
don’t pretend you don’t know,” she
begged, almost piteously. “Please don’t
add that to all the rest. Oh, I understand, of
course, it’s none of my affairs, and I wasn’t
going to speak,” she choked; “but, to-day,
when you gave me this chance, I had to. At first
I couldn’t believe it,” she plunged on,
plainly hurrying against Billy’s return.
“After all you’d told me of how you meant
to fight it your tiger skin. And I
thought it merely happened that you were here
alone with her those days I came. Then, when
I found out they were always the days Mr. Henshaw
was away at the doctor’s, I had to believe.”
She stopped for breath. Arkwright,
who, up to this moment had shown that he was completely
mystified as to what she was talking about, suddenly
flushed a painful red. He was obviously about
to speak, but she prevented him with a quick gesture.
“There’s a little more
I’ve got to say, please. As if it weren’t
bad enough to do what you’re doing at all,
but you must needs take it at such a time as this
when when her husband isn’t
doing just what he ought to do, and we all know it it’s
so unfair to take her now, and try to to
win And you aren’t even fair with
him,” she protested tremulously. “You
pretend to be his friend. You go with him everywhere.
It’s just as if you were helping to to
pull him down. You’re one with the whole
bunch.” (The blood suddenly receded from Arkwright’s
face, leaving it very white; but if Alice saw it, she
paid no heed.) “Everybody says you are.
Then to come here like this, on the sly, when you
know he can’t be here, I Oh, can’t
you see what you’re doing?”
There was a moment’s pause,
then Arkwright spoke. A deep pain looked from
his eyes. He was still very pale, and his mouth
had settled into sad lines.
“I think, perhaps, it may be
just as well if I tell you what I am doing or,
rather, trying to do,” he said quietly.
Then he told her.
“And so you see,” he added,
when he had finished the tale, “I haven’t
really accomplished much, after all, and it seems the
little I have accomplished has only led to my being
misjudged by you, my best friend.”
Alice gave a sobbing cry. Her
face was scarlet. Horror, shame, and relief struggled
for mastery in her countenance.
“Oh, but I didn’t know,
I didn’t know,” she moaned, twisting her
hands nervously. “And now, when you’ve
been so brave, so true for me to accuse
you of Oh, can you ever forgive me?
But you see, knowing that you did care for
her, it did look ” She choked into
silence, and turned away her head.
He glanced at her tenderly, mournfully.
“Yes,” he said, after
a minute, in a low voice. “I can see how
it did look; and so I’m going to tell you now
something I had meant never to tell you. There
really couldn’t have been anything in that, you
see, for I found out long ago that it was gone whatever
love there had been for Billy.”
“But your tiger skin!”
“Oh, yes, I thought it was alive,”
smiled Arkwright, sadly, “when I asked you to
help me fight it. But one day, very suddenly,
I discovered that it was nothing but a dead skin of
dreams and memories. But I made another discovery,
too. I found that just beyond lay another one,
and that was very much alive.”
“Another one?” Alice turned
to him in wonder. “But you never asked me
to help you fight that one!”
He shook his head.
“No; I couldn’t, you see.
You couldn’t have helped me. You’d
only have hindered me.”
“Hindered you?”
“Yes. You see, it was my love for you,
that I was fighting then.”
Alice gave a low cry and flushed vividly;
but Arkwright hurried on, his eyes turned away.
“Oh, I understand. I know.
I’m not asking for anything.
I heard some time ago of your engagement to Calderwell.
I’ve tried many times to say the proper, expected
pretty speeches, but I couldn’t.
I will now, though. I do. You have all my
tenderest best wishes for your happiness dear.
If long ago I hadn’t been such a blind fool as
not to know my own heart ”
“But but there’s
some mistake,” interposed Alice, palpitatingly,
with hanging head. “I I’m
not engaged to Mr. Calderwell.”
Arkwright turned and sent a keen glance into her face.
“You’re not?”
“No.”
“But I heard that Calderwell ”
He stopped helplessly.
“You heard that Mr. Calderwell
was engaged, very likely. But it so
happens he isn’t engaged to me,”
murmured Alice, faintly.
“But, long ago you said ”
Arkwright paused, his eyes still keenly searching
her face.
“Never mind what I said long
ago,” laughed Alice, trying unsuccessfully to
meet his gaze. “One says lots of things,
at times, you know.”
Into Arkwright’s eyes came a
new light, a light that plainly needed but a breath
to fan it into quick fire.
“Alice,” he said softly,
“do you mean that maybe now I needn’t
try to fight that other tiger skin?”
There was no answer.
Arkwright reached out a pleading hand.
“Alice, dear, I’ve loved
you so long,” he begged unsteadily. “Don’t
you think that sometime, if I was very, very patient,
you could just begin to care a little
for me?”
Still there was no answer. Then,
slowly, Alice shook her head. Her face was turned
quite away which was a pity, for if Arkwright
could have seen the sudden tender mischief in her
eyes, his own would not have become so somber.
“Not even a little bit?”
“I couldn’t ever begin,”
answered a half-smothered voice.
“Alice!” cried the man, heart-brokenly.
Alice turned now, and for a fleeting
instant let him see her eyes, glowing with the love
so long kept in relentless exile.
“I couldn’t, because, you see-I began long
ago,” she whispered.
“Alice!” It was the same
single word, but spoken with a world of difference,
for into it now was crowded all the glory and the wonder
of a great love. “Alice!” breathed
the man again; and this time the word was, oh, so
tenderly whispered into the little pink and white ear
of the girl in his arms.
“I got delayed,” began Billy, in the doorway.
“Oh-h!” she broke off, beating a hushed,
but precipitate, retreat.
Fully thirty minutes later, Billy
came to the door again. This time her approach
was heralded by a snatch of song.
“I hope you’ll excuse
my being gone so long,” she smiled, as she entered
the room where her two guests sat decorously face to
face at the chess-table.
“Well, you know you said you’d
be gone ten minutes,” Arkwright reminded her,
politely.
“Yes, I know I did.”
And Billy, to her credit, did not even smile at the
man who did not know ten minutes from fifty.