The Blinded Lady lived in a little white cottage by
the Mill Dam.
She had twenty-seven cats! And
a braided rug! And a Chinese cabinet all full
of peacock-feather fans!
Our Father and Mother took us to see them.
It smelt furry.
Carol wore his blue suit. Rosalee
wore an almost grown-up dress. I wore my new
middy blouse.
We looked nice.
The Blinded Lady looked nice too.
She sat in a very little chair in
the middle of a very large room. Her skirts were
silk and very fat. They fluffed all around her
like a pen-wiper. She had on a white lace cap.
There were violets in the cap. Her eyes didn’t
look blinded.
We sat on the edge of our chairs.
And stared at her. And stared. She didn’t
mind.
All the cats came and purred their
sides against our legs. It felt soft and sort
of bubbly.
The Blinded Lady recited poetry to
us. She recited “Gray’s Elegy in a
Country Churchyard.” She recited “The
Charge of the Light Brigade.” She recited
“Bingen on the Rhine.”
When she got all through reciting
poetry she asked us if we knew any.
We did.
We knew “Onward Christian Soldiers,”
and “Hey Diddle, Diddle, the Cat and the Fiddle.”
And Rosalee knew two verses about
It was many and many a year
ago
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden lived whom you
may know
By the name of Annabel Lee.
We hoped the Blinded Lady would be pleased.
She wasn’t!
The Blinded Lady said it wasn’t
nearly enough just to know the first two verses of
anything! That you ought to know all the verses
of everything! The Blinded Lady said that every
baby just as soon as it was born ought to learn every
poem that it possibly could so that if it ever grew
up and was blinded it would have something to amuse
itself with!
We promised we would!
We asked the Blinded Lady what made her blinded.
She said it was because she made all
her father’s shirts when she was six years old!
We promised we wouldn’t!
“And now,” said the Blinded
Lady, “I’d like to have the Little Dumb
Boy come forward and stand at my knee so I can touch
his face!”
Carol didn’t exactly like to
be called the Little Dumb Boy, but he came forward
very politely and stood at the Blinded Lady’s
knee. The Blinded Lady ran her fingers all up
and down his face. It tickled his nose. He
looked puckered.
“It’s a pleasant face!” said the
Blinded Lady.
“We like it!” said my Father.
“Oh very much!” said my Mother.
“Has he always been dumb?” said the Blinded
Lady.
“Always,” said my Mother. “But
never deaf!”
“Oh Tush!” said
the Blinded Lady. “Don’t be stuffy!
Afflictions were meant to talk about!”
“But Carol, you see,”
said my Mother, “can’t talk about his!
So we don’t!”
“Oh Tush!” said the
Blinded Lady.
She pushed Carol away. She thumped her cane on
the braided rug.
“There’s one here, isn’t
there,” she said, “that hasn’t got
anything to be sensitive about? Let the Young
Lassie come forward,” she said, “so I
can touch her face!”
It made Rosalee very pink to have her face explored.
The Blinded Lady laughed as she explored it.
“Ha!” she said. “Age
about seventeen? Gold hair? Sky-blue eyes?
Complexion like peaches and cream? Not much
cause here,” laughed the Blinded Lady, “for
this Young Lassie ever to worry when she looks in the
glass!”
“Oh but she does!” I cried.
“She worries herself most to death every time
she looks! She’s afraid her hair will
turn gray before Derry comes!”
“S-s-h!” said everybody.
The Blinded Lady cocked her head.
She ruffled herself. It looked like feathers.
“Derry?” said the Blinded Lady. “Who’s
Derry? A beau?”
My Father gruffed his throat.
“Oh Derry’s just a young friend of ours,”
he said.
“He lives in Cuba,” said my Mother.
“Cuba’s an island!”
I said. “It floats in water! They eat
bananas! They have fights! It’s very
hot! There’s lots of moonlight! Derry’s
father says that when Rosalee’s married he’ll
build a .”
“Hush, Ruthy!” said my Father. “You’ve
talked quite enough already!”
The Blinded Lady patted her skirts.
They billowed all around her like black silk waves.
It looked funny.
“H-m-m-mmm!” she said.
“Let the Child-Who’s-Talked-Too-Much-Already
come forward now so that I can feel her face!”
I went forward just as fast as I could.
The Blinded Lady touched my forehead.
She smoothed my nose, my cheeks, my
chin.
“U-m-mmm,” she said. “And ‘Ruthy’
you say is what you call her?”
My Father twinkled his eyes.
“We have to call her something!” he said
politely.
“And is this bump on the forehead
a natural one?” said the Blinded Lady.
“Or an accidental one?”
“Both!” said my Father.
“That is, it’s pre-em-i-nently natural
for our daughter Ruthy to have an accidental bump
on her forehead.”
“And there are, I infer,”
said the Blinded Lady, “one or two freckles on
either side of the nose?”
“Your estimate,” said my Father, “is
conservative.”
“And the hair?” said the
Blinded Lady. “It hasn’t exactly the
texture of gold.”
“‘Penny-colored’ we call it!”
said my Mother.
“And not exactly a new penny at that,
is it?” said the Blinded Lady.
“N o,” said
my Mother. “But rather jolly all the same
like a penny that’s just bought two sticks of
candy instead of one!”
“And the nose turns up a little?” said
the Blinded Lady.
“Well maybe just a trifle,”
admitted my Mother.
The Blinded Lady stroked my face all
over again. “U-m-m-m,” she said.
“Well at least it’s something to be thankful
for that everything is perfectly normal!” She
put her hands on my shoulders. She shook me a
little. “Never, never, Ruthie,”
she said, “be so foolish as to complain because
you’re not pretty!”
“No’m!” I promised.
“Put all the Beauty you can inside your
head!” said the Blinded Lady.
“Yes’m!” I promised.
“And I’ve just thought of another one that
I know! It’s about
You must wake and call me
early, call me early, mother dear,
For I’m to be Queen
o’ the May, mother, I’m to be ”
“Foolish!” said
the Blinded Lady. “It wasn’t sounds
I was thinking of this time, but sights!”
She pushed me away. She sighed and sighed.
It puffed her all out. “O h,”
she sighed. “O h! Three
pairs of Young Eyes and all the World waiting to be
looked at!”
She rocked her chair. She rocked
it very slowly. It was like a little pain.
“I never saw anything
after I was seventeen!” she said. “And
God himself knows that I hadn’t seen anywheres
near enough before that! Just the little grass
road to the village now and then on a Saturday afternoon
to buy the rice and the meat and the matches and the
soap! Just the wood-lot beyond the hill-side
where the Arbutus always blossomed so early!
Just old Neighbor Nora’s new patch-work quilt! Just
a young man’s face that looked in once at the
window to ask where the trout brook was! But
even these pictures,” said the Blinded Lady,
“They’re fading! Fading! Sometimes
I can’t remember at all whether old Nora’s
quilt was patterned in diamond shapes or squares.
Sometimes I’m not so powerful sure whether the
young man’s eye were blue or brown! After
all, it’s more’n fifty years ago.
It’s new pictures that I need now,” she
said. “New pictures!”
She took a peppermint from a box.
She didn’t pass ’em. She rocked her
chair. And rocked. And rocked. She smiled
a little. It wasn’t a real smile.
It was just a smile to save her dress. It was
just a little gutter to catch her tears.
“Oh dear me Oh dear me Oh
dear me!” said my Mother.
“Stop your babbling!”
said the Blinded Lady. She sniffed. And sniffed.
“But I’ll tell you what I’ll do,”
she said. “These children can come back
here next Saturday afternoon and .”
“Why there’s no reason
in the world,” said my Mother, “why they
shouldn’t come every day!”
The Blinded Lady stopped rocking. She almost
screamed.
“Every day?” she said.
“Mercy no! Their feet are muddy! And
besides it’s tiresome! But they can come
next Saturday I tell you! And I’ll give
you a prize! Yes, I’ll give two prizes for
the two best new pictures that they bring me to think
about! And the first prize shall be a Peacock
Feather Fan!” said the Blinded Lady. “And
the second prize shall be a Choice of Cats!”
“A Choice of Cats?” gasped my Father.
The Blinded Lady thumped her cane.
She thumped it pretty hard. It made you glad
your toes weren’t under it.
“Now mind you, Children!” she said.
“It’s got to be a new
picture! It’s got to be something you’ve
seen yourself! The most beautifulest!
The most darlingest thing that you’ve
ever seen! Go out in the field I say! Go
out in the woods! Go up on the mountain top!
And look around! Nobody I tell you can
ever make another person see anything that he hasn’t
seen himself! Now be gone!” said the Blinded
Lady. “I’m all tuckered out!”
“Why I’m sure,”
said my Father, “we never would have come at
all if we hadn’t supposed that .”
The Blinded Lady shook her cane right at my Father.
“Don’t be stuffy!” she said.
“But get out!”
We got out.
Old Mary who washed and ironed and
cooked for the Blinded Lady showed us the shortest
way out. The shortest way out was through the
wood-shed. There were twenty-seven little white
bowls of milk on the wood-shed floor. There was
a cat at each bowl. It sounded lappy! Some
of the cats were black. Some of the cats were
gray. Some of the cats were white.
There was an old tortoise-shell cat.
He had a crumpled ear. He had a great scar across
his nose. He had a broken leg that had mended
crooked.
Most of the cats were tortoise-shell
and black and gray and white!
It looked pretty! It looked something the way
a rainbow would look if it was fur! And splashed
with milk instead of water!
“How many quarts does it take?” said my
Mother.
“Quarts?” said
Old Mary. She sniffed. “Quarts? It
takes a whole Jersey cow!”
The Blinded Lady called Rosalee to
come back. I went with her. I held her hand
very hard for fear we would be frightened.
There was a White Kitten in the Blinded
Lady’s Lap. It was a white Angora.
It wasn’t any bigger than a baby rabbit.
It had a blue ribbon on its neck. It looked very
pure. Its face said “Ruthy, I’d like
very much to be your kitten!”
But the Blinded Lady’s face
didn’t know I was there at all.
“Young Lassie,” said the
Blinded Lady. “What is the color of your
Derry’s eyes?”
“Why why black!”
said Rosalee.
“U-m-mmm,” said the Blinded
Lady. “Black?” She began to munch
a peppermint. “U-m-m-m,” she said.
She jerked her head. Her nose looked pretty sharp.
“That’s right, Young Lassie!” she
cried. “Love early! Never mind
what the old folks say! Sometimes there isn’t
any late! Love all you can! Love !”
She stopped suddenly. She sank back in her skirts
again. And rocked! Her nose didn’t
look sharp any more. Her voice was all whispers.
“Lassie,” she whispered, “when you
choose your Peacock Feather Fan choose
the one on the top shelf! It’s the best
one! It’s sandal wood! It’s ”
My boots made a creak.
The Blinded Lady gave an awful jump!
“There’s someone else in this room besides
the Young Lassie!” she cried.
I was frightened. I told a lie.
“You’re en tirely
mistaken!” I said. I perked Rosalee’s
hand. We ran for our lives. We ran as fast
as we could. It was pretty fast!
When we got out to the Road our Father and Mother
were waiting for us.
They looked pleasant. We liked their looks very
much.
Carol was waiting too. He had
his eyes shut. His mouth looked very surprised.
“Carol’s trying to figure
out how it would feel to be blind,” said my
Mother.
“Oh!” said Rosalee.
“O h!” said I.
Carol clapped his hands.
Rosalee clapped her hands.
I clapped my hands.
It was wonderful! We all thought
of it at the same moment! We shut our eyes perfectly
tight and played we were blinded all the way home!
Our Father and Mother had to lead
us. It was pretty bumpy! I peeped some!
Rosalee walked with her hands stretched way out in
front of her as though she was reaching for something.
She looked like a picture. It was like a picture
of something very gentle and wishful that she looked
like. It made me feel queer. Carol walked
with his nose all puckered up as though he was afraid
something smelly was going to hit him. It didn’t
make me feel queer at all. It made me laugh.
It didn’t make my Father laugh.
“Now see here, you young Lunatics,”
said my Father. “If you think your Mother
and I are going to drag you up the main village street acting
like this?”
We were sorry, we explained! But it had
to be!
When we got to the village street
we bumped right into the Old Doctor. We bumped
him pretty hard! He had to sit down! I climbed
into his lap.
“Of course I don’t know that it’s
you,” I said. “But I think
it is!”
The Old Doctor seemed pretty astonished.
He snatched at my Father and my Mother.
“Great Zounds, Good People!”
he cried. “What fearful calamity has overtaken
your offspring?”
“Absolutely nothing at all,”
said my Father, “compared to what is going
to overtake them as soon as I get them home!”
“We’re playing blinded,”
said Rosalee.
“We’ve been to see the Blinded Lady!”
I explained.
“We’re going to get prizes,”
said Rosalee. “Real prizes! A Peacock
Feather Fan!”
“And the Choice of Cats!” I explained.
“For telling the Blinded Lady
next Saturday,” cried Rosalee, “the prettiest
thing that we’ve ever seen!”
“Not just the prettiest!” I explained.
“But the most preciousest!”
“So we thought we’d shut
our eyes!” said Rosalee. “All the
way home! And find out what Sight it was that
we missed the most! Sunshine I think
it is!” said Rosalee. “Sunshine
and all the pretty flickering little shadows!
And the way the slender white church spire flares through
the Poplar Trees! Oh I shall make up a picture
about sunshine!” said Rosalee.
“Oh, Sh h!”
said my Mother. “You mustn’t tell
each other what you decide. That would take half
the fun and the surprise out of the competition!”
“Would it?”
said Rosalee. “Would it?” She turned
to the Old Doctor. She slipped into the curve
of his arm. The curve of his arm seemed to be
all ready for her. She reached up and patted
his face. “You Old Darling,” she
said. “In all the world what is the most
beautiful est sight that you
have ever seen?”
The Old Doctor gave an awful swallow.
“Youth!” he said.
“Oh, youth Fiddle-sticks!”
said my Father. “How ever would one make
a picture of that? All arms and legs!
And wild ideas! Believe me that if I ever once
get these wild ideas and legs and arms home
to-day there will be ”
We never heard what there would be! ’Cause
we bumped into the
Store-Keeping Man instead! And had to tell him
all about it!
Nobody kissed the Store-Keeping Man.
He smelt of mice and crackers. We talked to him
just as we would have talked to Sugar or Potatoes.
“Mr. Store-Keeping Man,”
we said. “You are very wise! You have
a store! And a wagon! And a big iron safe!
And fly-papers besides! In all the world what
is the most beautifulest thing that you have ever seen?”
The Store-Keeping Man didn’t
have to worry about it at all. He never even
swallowed. The instant he crossed his hands on
his white linen stomach he knew!
“My Bank Book!” he said.
My Father laughed. “Now
you naughty children,” said my Father, “I
trust you’ll be satisfied to proceed home with
your eyes open!”
But my Mother said no matter how naughty
we were we couldn’t go home without buying pop-corn
at the pop-corn stand!
So we had to tell the Pop-Corn Man
all about it too! The Pop-Corn Man was very little.
He looked like a Pirate. He had black eyes.
He had gold rings through his ears. We loved
him a good deal!
“In all the world ”
we asked the Pop-Corn Man, “what is the most
beautiful est sight that you have ever
seen?”
It took the Pop-Corn Man an awful
long time to think! It took him so long that
while he was thinking he filled our paper bags till
they busted! It was a nice bustedness!
“The most beautifulest thing in
all zee world?” said the Pop-Corn Man.
“In all zee world? It was in my Italy!
In such time as I was no more than one bambino I did
see zee peacock, zee great blue peacock stride out
through zee snow-storm of apple-blossoms! And
dance to zee sun!”
“O h,” said Rosalee. “How
pretty!”
“Pretty?” said the Pop-Corn
Man. “It was to zee eyes one miracle of
remembrances! Zee blue! Zee gold! Zee
dazzle! Zee soft fall of zee apple-blossoms! Though
I live to be zee hundred! Though I go blind!
Though I go prison! Though my pop-corn all burn
up! It fade not! Not never! That peacock!
That apple-blossom! That shiver!”
“Our supper will all burn up,”
said my Mother, “if you children don’t
open your eyes and run home! Already I think
I can smell scorched Ginger-bread!”
We children all opened our eyes and ran home!
My Mother laughed to see us fly!
My Father laughed a little!
We thought about the Peacock as we
ran! We thought quite a little about the Ginger-bread!
We wished we had a Peacock! We hoped we had a
Ginger-bread!
Our Home looked nice. It was
as though we hadn’t seen it for a long while.
It was as though we hadn’t seen anything for
a long while! The Garden didn’t look like
Just a Garden any more! It looked like a Bower!
Carol’s tame crow came hopping up the gravel
walk! We hadn’t remembered that he was
so black! The sun through the kitchen window was
real gold! There was Ginger-bread!
“Oh dear Oh dear Oh
dear!” said Rosalee. “In a
world so full of beautiful things however
shall we choose what to tell the Blinded Lady?”
Carol ran to the desk. He took
a pencil. He took a paper. He slashed the
words down. He held it out for us to see.
“I know what I’m
going to choose,” said the words.
He took his pencil. He ran away.
Rosalee took her pencil. She
ran away. Over her shoulder she called back something.
What she called back was “Oh Goody! I know
what I’m going to choose!”
I took my Father’s pencil.
I ran away. I didn’t run very far.
I found a basket instead. It was a pretty basket.
I made a nest for the White Kitten in case I should
win it! I lined the nest with green moss.
There was a lot of sunshine in the moss. And
little blue flowers. I forgot to come home for
supper. That’s how I chose what I was going
to write!
When we woke up the next morning we
all felt very busy. It made the day seem funny.
It made every day that happened seem funny.
Every day somebody took somebody’s
pencil and ran away! My Mother couldn’t
find anything! Not children! Not pencils!
Rosalee took the Dictionary Book besides.
“Anybody’d think,”
said my Father, “that this was a Graduation Essay
you were making instead of just a simple little word-picture
for a Blinded Lady!”
“Word-picture?” said Rosalee.
“What I’m trying to make is a Peacock
Feather Fan!”
“I wish there were three prizes
instead of two!” said my Mother.
“Why?” said my Father.
Carol came and kicked his feet on
the door. His hands were full of stones.
He wanted a drink of water. All day long when
he wasn’t sitting under the old Larch Tree with
a pencil in his mouth he was carrying stones!
And kicking his feet on the door! And asking for
a drink of water!
“Whatever in the world,”
said my Mother, “are you doing with all those
stones?”
Carol nodded his head that I could tell.
“He’s building something,”
I said. “Out behind the barn! I
don’t know what it is!”
Carol dropped his stones. He
took a piece of chalk. He knelt down on the kitchen
floor. He wrote big white letters on the floor.
“It’s an Ar Rena,” is
what he wrote.
“An Arena?” said my Mother.
“An Arena?” She looked quite sorry.
“Oh Laddie!” she said. “I did
so want you to win a prize! Couldn’t
you have kept your mind on it just a day or two longer?”
It was the longest week I ever knew!
It got longer every day! Thursday was twice as
long as Wednesday! I don’t seem to remember
about Friday! But Saturday came so early in the
morning I wasn’t even awake when my Mother called
me!
We went to the Blinded Lady’s
house right after dinner. We couldn’t wait
any longer.
The Blinded Lady pretended she was surprised to see
us.
“Mercy me!” she said.
“What? Have these children come again?
Muddy feet? Chatter? And all?” She
thumped her cane! She rocked her chair! She
billowed her skirts!
We weren’t frightened a bit!
We sat on the edge of our chairs and laughed!
And laughed!
There was a little white table spread
with pink-frosted cookies! There were great crackly
glasses of raspberry vinegar and ice! Old Mary
had on a white apron! That’s why
we laughed! We knew we were expected!
My Father explained it to everybody.
“As long as Carol couldn’t
speak his piece,” he said, “It didn’t
seem fair that any of the children should speak ’em!
So the children have all written their pieces to read
aloud and ”
“But as long as Carol wasn’t
able to read his aloud,” cried my Mother, “it
didn’t seem fair that any of ’em should
read theirs aloud! So the children’s father
is going to read ’em. And ”
“Without giving any clue of
course,” said my Father, “as to which child
wrote which. So that you won’t be unduly
influenced at all in any way by gold-colored
hair, for instance or freckles ”
“Or anything!” said my Mother.
“U-m-m-m,” said the Blinded Lady.
“Understanding of course,”
said my Father, “that we ourselves have not
seen the papers yet!”
“Nor assisted in any way with
the choice of subject,” said my Mother.
“Nor with the treatment of it!”
“U-m-m,” said the Blinded Lady.
“I will now proceed to read,” said my
Father.
“So do,” said the Blinded Lady.
My Father so did.
He took a paper from his pocket.
He cleared his throat. He put on his eye-glasses.
He looked a little surprised.
“The first one,” he said, “seems
to be about ’Ginger-bread’!”
“Ginger-bread?” said the Blinded
Lady.
“Ginger-bread!” said my Father.
“Read it!” said the Blinded Lady.
“I will!” said my Father.
Ginger-bread is very handsome!
It’s so brown! And every time you
eat a piece you have to have another! That shows
its worth as well as its handsomeness! And
besides you can smell it a long way off when
you’re coming home! Especially when you’re
coming home from school! It has molasses in it
too. And that’s very instructive!
As well as ginger! And other spices!
The Geography is full of them! Molasses comes
from New Orleans! Spices come from Asia!
Except Jamaica Ginger comes from Drug Stores!
There are eggs in ginger-bread too! And
that’s Natural History and very important!
They have to be hen’s eggs I think!
I had some guineas once and they looked like
chipmunks when they hatched. You can’t make
ginger-bread out of anything that looks like chipmunks!
It takes three eggs to make ginger-bread!
And one cupful of sugar! And some baking
soda! And
“Oh Tush!” said the Blinded
Lady. “That isn’t a picture!
It’s a recipe! Read another!”
“Dear me! Dear me!”
said my Mother. “Now some child is suffering!”
She looked all around to see which child it was.
Carol kicked Rosalee. Rosalee
kicked me. I kicked Carol. We all looked
just as queer as we could outside.
“Read on!” thumped the Blinded
Lady.
My Father read on.
“This next one,” he said, “seems
to be about Soldiers!”
“Soldiers?” said the Blinded
Lady. “Soldiers?” She sat up very
straight. She cocked her head on one side.
“Read it!” she said.
“I’m reading it!” said my Father.
The most scrumptious sight I’ve
ever seen in my life is Soldiers Marching!
I saw them once in New York! It was glorious!
All the reds and the blues and the browns of the Uniforms!
And when the Band played all the different instruments
it seemed as though it was really gold and
silver music they were playing! It
makes you feel so brave! And so unselfish!
But most of all it makes you wish you were a
milk-white pony with diamond hoofs! So that you
could sparkle! And prance!
And rear! And run away just
for fun! And run and run and run
down clattery streets and through black woods
and across green pastures snorting fire till
you met more Soldiers and more Bands and more
Gold and Silver Music! So that you could prance
and sparkle and rear and run
away all over again, with flags
flying!
“U-m-m,” said the Blinded
Lady. “That is pretty! And spirited
too! But But it doesn’t
exactly warm the heart. And no one but a
boy, anyway, would want to think about soldiers
every day. Read the next one!” said
the Blinded Lady.
“Oh all right,” said my Father. “Here’s
the last one.”
“Read it!” said the Blinded Lady.
“I’m trying to!”
said my Father. He cleared his throat and put
on his eye-glasses all over again. “Ahem!”
he said.
“The most beautifulest
thing I’ve ever seen in all my life
is my Mother’s
face. It’s so ”
“What?” cried my Mother.
My Father looked at her across the
top of his glasses. He smiled. “Your
face!” he said.
“W what?” stammered my Mother.
My Father cleared his throat and began all over again.
The most beautifulest thing I’ve
ever seen in all my life is my Mother’s
face! It’s so pleasant! It tries to
make everything so pleasant! When you go
away it smiles you away! When you come home
it smiles you home! When you’re sick it
smiles you well! When you’re bad it
smiles you good! It’s so pretty too!
It has soft hair all full of little curls! It
has brown eyes! It has the sweetest
ears! It has a little hat! The
jolliest little hat! All trimmed with do-dabs!
And teeny pink roses! And there’s
a silver ribbon on it! And
“My Mother had a hat like that!” cried
the Blinded Lady.
“Did she?” said
my Mother. Her face still looked pretty queer
and surprised.
The Blinded Lady perked way forward
in her chair. She seemed all out of breath.
She talked so fast it almost choked her!
“Yes! Just exactly
like that!” cried the Blinded Lady. “My
Mother bought it in Boston! It cost three dollars!
My Father thought it was an awful price! She
wore it with a lavender dress all sprigged with yellow
leaves! She looked like an angel in it! She
was an angel! Her hair was brown too! I
haven’t thought of it for ages! And
all full of little curls! She had the kindest
smile! The minister said it was worth any two
of his sermons! And when folks were sick she went
anywhere to help them! Anywhere! She
went twenty miles once! We drove the old white
horse! I can see it all! My brothers’
and sisters’ faces at the window waving good-bye!
My father cautioning us through his long gray beard
not to drive too fast! The dark shady wood’s
road! The little bright meadows! A
blue bird that flashed across our heads at the watering
trough! The gay village streets! A red plaid
ribbon in a shop window! The patch on a peddler’s
shoe! The great hills over beyond! There
was hills all around us! My sister Amy married
a man from way over beyond! He was different
from us! His father sailed the seas! He
brought us dishes and fans from China! When my
sister Amy was married she wore a white crepe shawl.
There was a peacock embroidered in one corner of it!
It was pretty! We curled her hair! There
were yellow roses in bloom! There was a blue
larkspur! ”
The Blinded Lady sank back in her
chair. She gave a funny little gasp.
“I remember!” she
gasped. “The Young Man’s eyes were
blue! His teeth were like pearls!
When he asked the way to the trout brook he laughed
and said ”
The Blinded Lady’s cheeks got
all pink. She clapped her hands. She sank
back into her Skirts. Her eyes looked awful queer.
“I see everything!”
she cried. “Everything! Give
the Peacock Feather Fan to the Magician!”
Rosalee looked at Carol. Carol
looked at me. I looked at Rosalee.
“To the Magician?” said my Father.
“To the Magician?” said my Mother.
“To the Young Darling who wrote
about her Mother’s Face!” thumped the
Blinded Lady.
My Father twisted his mouth.
“Will the ‘Young Darling’
who wrote about her Mother’s Face please come
forward and get the Peacock Feather Fan!”
said my Father.
Carol came forward. He looked
very ashamed. He stubbed his toe on the braided
rug.
“It seems to be our son Carol,”
said my Father, “who conjured up the picture
of of the blue larkspur!”
“What?” said the Blinded Lady. “What?”
She tapped her foot on the floor.
She frowned her brows. “Well well well,”
she said. “It wasn’t at all what I
intended! Not at all! Well well well!”
She began to rock her chair. “But after
all,” she said, “an agreement is an agreement!
And the First Prize is the First Prize! Let
the Little Dumb Boy step forward to the Chinese Cabinet
and choose his Peacock Feather Fan!”
Rosalee gave a little cry. It
sounded almost like tears. She ran forward.
She whispered in Carol’s ear.
Carol opened his eyes. He took
a chair. He pushed it against the cabinet.
He climbed up to the highest shelf. There was
a fan as big as the moon! It was sandalwood!
It was carved! It was all peacock feathers!
Blue! Bronze! It was beautiful!
He took it! He went back to his seat! His
mouth smiled a little! But he carried the Fan
as though it was hot!
“The second prize of course,”
said the Blinded Lady, “goes to the child who
wrote about the soldiers!”
Rosalee stepped forward.
The Blinded Lady took her hand.
“It is not exactly as I had wished,” said
the Blinded Lady. “But a Choice of Cats
is a Choice of Cats! You will find them
all in the wood-shed Young Lassie awaiting
your decision! Choose wisely! A good cat
is a great comfort!”
We went to the wood-shed to help Rosalee choose her
cat.
All the cats purred to be chosen. It was sad.
My Father said it wasn’t.
My Father said one cat was plenty.
The White Persian Kitten lay on a soap box. It
looked like Easter
Lilies. Rosalee saw it. She forgot all about
the fan.
Carol didn’t forget about the
fan. He stamped his foot. He shook his head.
He took Rosalee’s hand and led her to the old
Tortoise Shell Cat. He put the old Tortoise Shell
cat in Rosalee’s arms. Rosalee looked pretty
surprised. So did the cat.
My sorrow made tears in my eyes. My Mother came
running.
“Bless your heart, Ruthy-Girl,”
she said. “You shall have a Ginger-bread
to-night that is a Picture!” She put a
little box in my hand. There was a little gold
pencil in the box. It was my Mother’s best
little gold pencil with the agate stone in the end.
“Here’s Mother’s prize, Darling,”
she said. “The Prize Mother brought for
whichever child didn’t win the Blinded
Lady’s prizes! Don’t you worry!
Mother’ll always have a prize for whichever
child doesn’t win the other prizes!”
My sorrow went away.
We all ran back to the Blinded Lady to thank her for
our Beautiful
Party. And for the prizes.
My Father made a speech to the Blinded Lady.
“But after all, my dear Madam,”
he said, “I am afraid you have been cheated! It
was ‘new’ pictures that you wanted,
not old ones!”
The Blinded Lady whacked at him with her cane.
She was awful mad.
“How do you know what
I want?” she said. “How do you
know what I want?”
My Father and my Mother looked at
each other. They made little laughs with their
eyes.
The Blinded Lady smoothed herself.
“But I certainly am flabbergasted,”
she said, “about the Old Tom Cat! Whatever
in the world made the Young Lassie choose the old
battle-scarred Tom?”
Rosalee looked at Carol. Carol
looked at me. I looked at the Old Tom.
“Maybe she chose him for for
his historicalness,” said my Mother.
“ Maybe,” said my Father.
We started for the door. We got
as far as the Garden. I remembered something
suddenly. I clapped my hands. I laughed right
out! “No! She didn’t either!”
I said. “She chose him for Carol’s
Ar Rena I bet’cher!
Carol’s going to have him for a Cham peen!
We’ll fight him every afternoon! Maybe
there’ll be tickets!”
“Tickets?” said my Father.
“Oh my dears,” said my Mother. “A
cat-fight is a dreadful thing!”
My Father looked at the Old Tom!
At his battered ears! At his scarred nose!
At his twisted eye! The Old Tom looked at my Father!
They both smiled!
“Infamous!” said my Father. “How
much will the tickets be?”
We went home. We went home through
the fields instead of through the village.
Carol held the Peacock Feather Fan
as though he was afraid it would bite him.
Rosalee carried the Old Tom as though
she knew it would bite her.
When we got to the Willow Tree they
changed prizes. It made a difference.
Rosalee carried the Peacock Feather
as though it was a magic sail. She tipped it
to the breeze. She pranced it. And danced
it. It looked fluffy.
Carol carried the Old Tom hugged tight
to his breast. The Old Tom looked very
historical. Carol looked very shining and pure.
He looked like a choir-boy carrying his singing book.
He looked as though his voice would be very high.
My Father and Mother carried each
other’s hands. They laughed very softly
to themselves as though they knew pleasant things that
no one else knew.
My hand would have felt pretty
lonely if I hadn’t had the little gold pencil
to carry.
I felt pretty tired. I walked pretty far behind.
I decided that when I grew up I’d
be a Writer! So that no matter what happened
I’d always have a gold pencil in my hand and
couldn’t be lonely!