Zara had, at first, thought she would
not go out with the shooters. She felt numb,
as if she could not pluck up enough courage to make
conversation with any one. She had received a
letter from Mimo, by the second post, with all details
of what he had heard of Mirko. Little Agatha,
the Morleys’ child, was to return home the following
day; and Mirko himself had written an excited little
letter to announce this event, which Mimo enclosed.
He seemed perfectly well then, only at the end, as
she would see, he had said he was dreaming of Maman
every night; and Mimo knew that this must mean he
was a little feverish again, so he had felt it wiser
to telegraph. Mirko had written out the score
of the air which Maman always came and taught
him, and he was longing to play it to his dear Papa
and his Cherisette, the letter ended with.
And the pathos of it all caused Zara
a sharp pain. She did not dare to look ahead,
as far as her little brother was concerned. Indeed,
to look ahead, in any case, meant nothing very happy.
She was just going up the great staircase
at about a quarter to eleven, with the letter in her
hand, when she met Tristram coming from his room,
with his shooting boots on, ready to start. He
stopped and said coldly they had not spoken
a word yet that day
“You had better be quick putting
your things on. My uncle always starts punctually.”
Then his eye caught the foreign writing
on the letter, and he turned brusquely away, although,
as he reasoned with himself a moment afterwards, it
was ridiculous of him to be so moved, because she would
naturally have a number of foreign correspondents.
She saw him turn away, and it angered her in spite
of her new mood. He need not show his dislike
so plainly, she thought. So she answered haughtily,
“I had not intended to come.
I am tired; and I do not know this sport, or whether
it will please me. I should feel for the poor
birds, I expect.”
“I am sorry you are tired,”
he answered, contrite in an instant. “Of
course, you must not come if you are. They will
be awfully disappointed. But never mind.
I will tell Ethelrida.”
“It is nothing my
fatigue, I mean. If you think your cousin will
mind, I will come.” And she turned, without
waiting for him to answer, and went on to her room.
And Tristram, after going back to
his for something he had forgotten, presently went
on down the stairs, a bitter smile on his face, and
at the bottom met Laura Highford.
She looked up into his eyes, and allowed
tears to gather in hers. She had always plenty
at her command.
“Tristram,” she said with
extreme gentleness, “you were cross with me
yesterday afternoon, because you thought I was saying
something about your wife. But don’t you
know, can’t you understand, what it is to me
to see you devoted to another woman? You may
be changed, but I am always the same, and I I ”
And here she buried her face in her hands and went
into a flood of tears.
Tristram was overcome with confusion
and horror. He loathed scenes. Good heavens!
If any one should come along!
“Laura, for goodness’
sake! My dear girl, don’t cry!” he
exclaimed. He felt he would say anything to comfort
her, and get over the chance of some one seeing this
hateful exhibition.
But she continued to sob. She
had caught sight of Zara’s figure on the landing
above, and her vengeful spirit desired to cause trouble,
even at a cost to herself. Zara had been perfectly
ready, all but her hat, and had hurried exceedingly
to be in time, and thus had not been five minutes
after her husband.
“Tristram!” wailed Laura,
and, putting up her hands, placed them on his shoulders.
“Darling, just kiss me once quickly to
say good-bye.”
And it was at this stage that Zara
came full upon them, from a turn in the stairs.
She heard Tristram say disgustedly, “No, I won’t,”
and saw Lady Highford drop her arms; and in the three
steps that separated them, her wonderful iron self-control,
the inheritance of all her years of suffering, enabled
her to stop as if she had seen nothing, and in an
ordinary voice ask if they were to go to the great
hall.
“The woman,” as she called
Laura, should not have the satisfaction of seeing
a trace of emotion in her, or Tristram either.
He had answered immediately, “Yes,” and
had walked on by her side, in an absolutely raging
temper.
How dare Laura drag him into a disgraceful
and ridiculous scene like this! He could have
wrung her neck. What must Zara think? That
he was simply a cad! He could not offer a single
explanation, either; indeed, she had demanded none.
He did blurt out, after a moment,
“Lady Highford was very much
upset about something. She is hysterical.”
“Poor thing!” said Zara indifferently,
and walked on.
But when they got into the hall, where
most of the company were, she suddenly felt her knees
giving way under her, and hurriedly sank down on an
oak chair.
She felt sick with jealous pain, even
though she had plainly seen that Tristram was no willing
victim. But upon what terms could they be, or
have been, for Lady Highford so to lose all sense of
shame?
Tristram was watching her anxiously.
She must have seen the humiliating exhibition.
It followed, then, she was perfectly indifferent, or
she would have been annoyed. He wished that she
had reproached him, or said something anything but
to remain completely unmoved was too maddening.
Then the whole company, who were coming
out, appeared, and they started. Some of the
men were drawing lots to see if they should shoot in
the morning or in the afternoon. The party was
primarily for Lady Ethelrida’s birthday, and
the shoot merely an accessory.
Zara walked by the Crow, who was not
shooting at all. She was wearied with Lord Elterton;
wearied with every one. The Crow was sententious
and amused her, and did not expect her to talk.
“You have never seen your husband
shoot yet, I expect, Lady Tancred, have you?”
he asked her; and when she said, “No,”
he went on, “Because you must watch him.
He is a very fine shot.”
She did not know anything about shooting,
only that Tristram looked particularly attractive
in his shooting clothes, and that English sportsmen
were natural, unceremonious creatures, whom she was
beginning to like very much. She wished she could
open her heart to this quaint, kind old man, and ask
him to explain things to her; but she could not, and
presently they got to a safe place and watched.
Tristram happened to be fairly near
them; and, yes, he was a good shot she
could see that. But, at first, the thud of the
beautiful pheasants falling to the ground caused her
to wince she, who had looked upon the shattered
face of Ladislaus, her husband, with only a quiver
of disgust! But these creatures were in the glory
of their beauty and the joy of life, and had preyed
upon the souls of no one.
Her wonderful face, which interested
Colonel Lowerby so, was again abstracted. Something
had brought back that hateful moment to her memory;
she could hear Feto, the dancer’s shrieks,
and see the blood; and she shivered suddenly and clasped
her hands.
“Do you mind seeing the birds
come down?” the Crow asked kindly.
“I do not know,” she said.
“I was thinking of some other shooting.”
“Because,” the Crow went
on, “the women who rage against sport forget
one thing, the birds would not exist at
all, if it were not for preserving them for this very
reason. They would gradually be trapped and snared
and exterminated; whereas, now they have a royal time,
of food and courtship and mating, and they have no
knowledge of their coming fate, and so live a life
of splendor up to the last moment.”
“How much better! Yes,
indeed, I will never be foolish about them again.
I will think of that.” Then she exclaimed,
“Oh, that was wonderful!” for Tristram
got two rocketters at right and left, and then another
with his second gun. His temper had not affected
his eye, it seemed.
“Tristram is one of the best
all-round sportsmen I know,” the Crow announced,
“and he has one of the kindest hearts. I
have known him since he was a toddler. His mother
was one of the beauties, when I first put on a cuirass.”
Zara tried to control her interest,
and merely said, “Yes?”
“Are you looking forward to
the reception at Wrayth on Monday? I always wonder
how a person unaccustomed to England would view all
the speeches and dinners, the bonfire, and triumphal
arches, and those things of a home-coming. Rather
an ordeal, I expect.”
Zara’s eyes rounded, and she faltered,
“And shall I have to go through all that?”
The Crow was nonplussed. Had
not her husband, then, told her, what every one else
knew? Upon what terms could they possibly be?
And before he was aware of it, he had blurted out,
“Good Lord!”
Then, recollecting himself, he said,
“Why, yes. Tristram will
say I have been frightening you. It is not so
very bad, after all only to smile and look
gracious and shake hands. They will be all ready
to think you perfect, if you do that. Even though
there are a lot of beastly radicals about, Old England
still bows down to a beautiful woman!”
Zara did not answer. She had
heard about her beauty in most European languages,
since she was sixteen. It was the last thing which
mattered, she thought.
Then the Crow turned the conversation,
as they walked on to the next stand.
Did she know that Lady Ethelrida had
commanded that all the ladies were to get up impromptu
fancy dresses for to-night, her birthday dinner, and
all the men would be in hunt coats? he asked.
Large parties were coming from the only two other
big houses near, and they would dance afterward in
the picture gallery. “A wonderful new band
that came out in London this season is coming down,”
he ended with; and, then, as she replied she had heard,
he asked her what she intended to be. “It
must be something with your hair down you
must give us the treat of that.”
“I have left it all to Lady
Ethelrida and my sisters-in-law,” she said.
“We are going to contrive things the whole afternoon,
after lunch.”
Tristram came up behind them then, and the Crow stopped.
“I was telling your wife she
must give us the pleasure of seeing her hair down,
to-night, for the Tomfools’ dinner, but I can’t
get a promise from her. We will have to appeal
to you to exert your lordly authority. Can’t
be deprived of a treat like that!”
“I am afraid I have no influence
or authority,” Tristram answered shortly, for
with a sudden pang he thought of the only time he had
seen the glorious beauty of it, her hair, spread like
a cloak around her, as she had turned and ordered
him out of her room at Dover. She remembered
the circumstance, too, and it hurt her equally, so
that they walked along silently, staring in front
of them, and each suffering pain; when, if they had
had a grain of sense, they would have looked into each
other’s eyes, read the truth, and soon been in
each other’s arms. But they had not yet
“dree’d their weird.” And Fate,
who mocks at fools, would not yet let them be.
So the clouds gathered overhead, as
in their hearts, and it came on to pour with rain;
and the ladies made a hurried rush to the house.
The hostess did not stand near Francis
Markrute during the shooting. Some shy pleasure
made her avoid him for the moment. She wanted
to hug the remembrance of her great joy of the morning,
and the knowledge that to-morrow, Sunday, after lunch,
would bring her a like pleasure. And for the
time being there was the delight of thinking over what
he had said, the subtlety of his gift, and the manner
of its giving.
Nothing so goes to the head of a woman
of refined sensibilities as the intoxicating flattery
of thought-out action in a man, when it is to lay
homage at her feet, and the man is a grave and serious
person, who is no worshiper of women.
Ethelrida trod on air, and looked
unusually sweet and gracious.
And Francis Markrute watched her quietly,
with great tenderness in his heart, and not the faintest
misgiving. “Slow and sure” was his
motto, and thus he drew always the current of success
and contentment.
His only crumpled roseleaf was the
face of his niece, which rather haunted him.
There seemed no improvement in the relations of the
pair, in spite of Zara having had ample cause to feel
jealous about Lady Highford since their arrival.
Elinka, too, had had strange and unreasonable turns
in her nature, that is what had made her so attractive.
What if Zara and this really fine young Englishman,
with whom he had mated her, should never get on?
Then he laughed, when he thought of the impossibility
of his calculations finally miscarrying. It was,
of course, only a question of time. However, he
would tell her before she left for her “home-coming”
at Wrayth on Monday, what he thought it was now safe
and advisable that she should know, namely, that on
her husband’s side the marriage had been one
of headlong desire for herself, after having refused
the bargain before he had seen her. That would
give her some bad moments of humiliation, he admitted,
which perhaps she had not deserved, though it would
certainly bring her to her knees and so, to Tristram’s
arms.
But for once, being really quite preoccupied
with his own affairs and a little unbalanced by love
as well, he miscalculated the force of a woman’s
pride. Zara’s one idea now was to hide from
Tristram the state of her feelings, believing, poor,
bruised, wounded thing, that he no longer cared for
her, believing that she herself had extinguished the
torch of love.