Every sort of emotion convulsed the
new Lady Tancred’s heart, as they began to get
near the park, with the village nestling close to its
gates on the far side. So this was the home of
her love and her lord; and they ought to be holding
hands, and approaching it and the thought of their
fond life together there with full hearts, well,
her heart was full enough, but only of anguish and
pain. For Tristram, afraid of the smallest unbending,
maintained a freezing attitude of contemptuous disdain,
which she could not yet pluck up enough courage to
break through to tell him she knew how unjust and
unkind she had been.
And presently they came through cheering
yokels to the South Lodge, the furthest away from
the village, and so under a triumphant arch of evergreens,
with banners floating and mottoes of “God Bless
the Bride and Bridegroom” and “Health
and Long Life to Lord and Lady Tancred.”
And now Tristram did take her hand and, indeed, put
his arm round her as they both stood up for a moment
in the car, while raising his hat and waving it gayly
he answered graciously:
“My friends, Lady Tancred and
I thank you so heartily for your kind wishes and welcome
home.”
Then they sat down, and the car went
on, and his face became rigid again, as he let go
her hand.
And at the next arch by the bridge,
the same thing, only more elaborately carried out,
began again, for here were all the farmers of the
hunt, of which Tristram was a great supporter, on horseback;
and the cheering and waving knew no end. The
cavalcade of mounted men followed them round outside
the Norman tower and to the great gates in the smaller
one, where the portcullis had been.
Here all the village children were,
and the old women from the almshouse, in their scarlet
frieze cloaks and charming black bonnets; and every
sort of wish for their happiness was shouted out.
“Bless the beautiful bride and bring her many
little lords and ladies, too,” one old body
quavered shrilly, above the din, and this pleasantry
was greeted with shouts of delight. And for that
second Tristram dropped his lady’s hand as though
it had burnt him, and then, recollecting himself,
picked it up again. They were both pale with excitement
and emotion, when they finally reached the hall-door
in the ugly, modern Gothic wing and were again greeted
by all the household servants in rows, two of them
old and gray-haired, who had stayed on to care for
things when the house had been shut up. There
was Michelham back at his master’s old home,
only promoted to be groom of the chambers, now, with
a smart younger butler under him.
Tristram was a magnificent orderer,
and knew exactly how things ought to be done.
And the stately housekeeper, in her
black silk, stepped forward, and in the name of herself
and her subordinates, bade the new mistress welcome,
and hoping she was not fatigued, presented her with
a bouquet of white roses. “Because his
lordship told us all, when he was here making the
arrangements, that your ladyship was as beautiful as
a white rose!”
And tears welled up in Zara’s
eyes and her voice trembled, as she thanked them and
tried to smile.
“She was quite overcome, the
lovely young lady,” they told one another afterwards,
“and no wonder. Any woman would be mad after
his lordship. It is quite to be understood.”
How they all loved him, the poor bride
thought, and he had told them she was a beautiful
white rose. He felt like that about her then,
and she had thrown it all away. Now he looked
upon her with loathing and disdain, and no wonder
either there was nothing to be done.
Presently, he took her hand again
and placed it on his arm, as they walked through the
long corridor, to the splendid hall, built by the
brothers Adam, with its stately staircase to the gallery
above.
“I have prepared the state rooms
for your ladyship, pending your ladyship’s choice
of your own,” Mrs. Anglin said. “Here
is the boudoir, the bedroom, the bathroom, and his
lordship’s dressing-room all en suite and
I hope your ladyship will find them as handsome, as
we old servants of the family think they are!”
And Zara came up to the scratch and
made a charming little speech.
When they got to the enormous bedroom,
with its windows looking out on the French garden
and park, all in exquisite taste, furnished and decorated
by the Adams themselves, Tristram gallantly bent and
kissed her hand, as he said:
“I will wait for you in the
boudoir, while you take off your coat. Mrs. Anglin
will show you the toilet-service of gold, which was
given by Louis XIV to a French grandmother and which
the Ladies Tancred always use, when they are at Wrayth.
I hope you won’t find the brushes too hard,”
and he laughed and went out.
And Zara, overcome with the state
and beauty and tradition of it all, sat down upon
the sofa for a moment to try to control her pain.
She was throbbing with rage and contempt at herself,
at the remembrance that she, in her ignorance, her
ridiculous ignorance, had insulted this man this
noble gentleman, who owned all these things and
had taunted him with taking her for her uncle’s
wealth.
How he must have loved her in the
beginning to have been willing to give her all this,
after seeing her for only one night. She writhed
with anguish. There is no bitterness as great
as the bitterness of loss caused by oneself.
Tristram was standing by the window
of the delicious boudoir when she went in. Zara,
who as yet knew very little of English things, admired
the Adam style; and when Mrs. Anglin left them discreetly
for a moment, she told him so, timidly, for something
to say.
“Yes, it is rather nice,”
he said stiffly, and then went on: “We shall
have to go down now to this fearful lunch, but you
had better take your sable boa with you. The
great hall is so enormous and all of stone, it may
be cold. I will get it for you,” and he
went back and found it lying by her coat on the chair,
and brought it, and wrapped it round her casually,
as if she had been a stone, and then held the door
for her to go out. And Zara’s pride was
stung, even though she knew he was doing exactly as
she herself would have done, so that instead of the
meek attitude she had unconsciously assumed, for a
moment now she walked beside him with her old mien
of head in the air, to the admiration of Mrs. Anglin,
who watched them descend the stairs.
“She is as haughty-looking as
our own ladyship,” she thought to herself.
“I wonder how his lordship likes that!”
The great hall was a survival of the
time of Henry IV with its dais to eat above the salt,
and a magnificent stone fireplace, and an oak screen
and gallery of a couple of centuries later. The
tables were laid down each side, as in the olden time,
and across the dais; and here, in the carved oak “Lord”
and “Lady” chairs, the bride and bridegroom
sat with a principal tenant and his wife on either
side of them, while the powdered footmen served them
with lunch.
And all the time, when one or two
comic incidents happened, she longed to look at Tristram
and laugh; but he maintained his attitude of cold
reserve, only making some genial stereotyped remark,
when it was necessary for the public effect.
And presently the speeches began,
and this was the most trying moment of all. For
the land-steward, who proposed their healths, said
such nice things; and Zara realized how they all loved
her lord, and her anger at herself grew and grew.
In each speech from different tenants there was some
intimate friendly allusion about herself, too, linking
her always with Tristram; and these parts hurt her
particularly.
Then Tristram rose to answer them
in his name and hers. He made a splendid speech,
telling them that he had come back to live among them
and had brought them a beautiful new Lady and
here he turned to her a moment and took and kissed
her hand and how he would always think of
all their interests in every way; and that he looked
upon them as his dear old friends; and that he and
Lady Tancred would always endeavor to promote their
welfare, as long as the radicals here he
laughed, for they were all true blue to a man would
let them! And when voices shouted, “We
want none of them rats here,” he was gay and
chaffed them; and finally sat down amidst yells of
applause.
Then an old apple-cheeked farmer got
up from far down the table and made a long rambling
harangue, about having been there, man and boy, and
his forbears before him, for a matter of two hundred
years; but he’d take his oath they had none
of them ever seen such a beautiful bride brought to
Wrayth as they were welcoming now; and he drank to
her ladyship’s health, and hoped it would not
be long before they would have another and as great
a feast for the rejoicings over the son and heir!
At this deplorable bit of bucolic
wit and hearty taste, Tristram’s face went stern
as death; and he bit his lips, while his bride became
the color of the red roses on the table in front of
her.
Thus the luncheon passed. And
amidst countless hand-shakes of affection, accelerated
by port wine and champagne, the bride and bridegroom,
followed by the land-steward and a chosen few, went
to receive and return the same sort of speeches among
the lesser people in the tent. Here the allusions
to marital felicity were even more glaring, and Zara
saw that each time Tristram heard them, an instantaneous
gleam of bitter sarcasm would steal into his eyes.
So, worn out at last with the heat in the tent and
the emotions of the day, at about five, the bridegroom
was allowed to conduct his bride to tea in the boudoir
of the state rooms. Thus they were alone, and
now was Zara’s time to make her confession, if
it ever should come.
Tristram’s resolve had held
him, nothing could have been more gallingly cold and
disdainful than had been his treatment of her, so perfect,
in its acting for ‘the game,’ and, so
bitter, in the humiliation of the between times.
She would tell him of her mistake. That was all.
She must guard herself against showing any emotion
over it.
They each sank down into chairs beside
the fire with sighs of relief.
“Good Lord!” he said,
as he put his hand to his forehead. “What
a hideous mockery the whole thing is, and not half
over yet! I am afraid you must be tired.
You ought to go and rest until dinner when,
please be very magnificent and wear some of the jewels part
of them have come down from London on purpose, I think,
beyond those you had at Montfitchet.”
“Yes, I will,” she answered,
listlessly, and began to pour out the tea, while he
sat quite still staring into the fire, a look of utter
weariness and discouragement upon his handsome face.
Everything about the whole thing was
hurting him so, all the pleasure he had taken in the
improvements and the things he had done, hoping to
please her; and now, as he saw them about, each one
stabbed him afresh.
She gave him his cup without a word.
She had remembered from Paris his tastes in cream
and sugar; and then as the icy silence continued, she
could bear it no longer.
“Tristram,” she said,
in as level a voice as she could. At the sound
of his name he looked at her startled. It was
the first time she had ever used it!
She lowered her head and, clasping
her hands, she went on constrainedly, so overcome
with emotion she dared not let herself go. “I
want to tell you something, and ask you to forgive
me. I have learned the truth, that you did not
marry me just for my uncle’s money. I know
exactly what really happened now. I am ashamed,
humiliated, to remember what I said to you. But
I understood you had agreed to the bargain before you
had ever seen me. The whole thing seemed so awful
to me so revolting I am sorry
for what I taunted you with. I know now that you
are really a great gentleman.”
His face, if she had looked up and
seen it, had first all lightened with hope and love;
but as she went on coldly, the warmth died out of it,
and a greater pain than ever filled his heart.
So she knew now, and yet she did not love him.
There was no word of regret for the rest of her taunts,
that he had been an animal, and the blow in his face!
The recollection of this suddenly lashed him again,
and made him rise to his feet, all the pride of his
race flooding his being once more.
He put down his tea-cup on the mantelpiece
untasted, and then said hoarsely:
“I married you because I loved
you, and no man has ever regretted a thing more.”
Then he turned round, and walked slowly from the room.
And Zara, left alone, felt that the end had come.