Dear Kate:
Say, but I am having a good time!
And what do you think? I am having my picture
painted. Some artist people blew into the cafe
the other night, and after I had danced a couple of
times they talked to the manager, then they asked
me to come over and talk to them. I set down to
the table and they were awful nice to me, didn’t
get fresh, but asked me a lot of questions about myself
and where I learned to dance. I told them I could
dance ever since I could walk, that I danced as a kid
at Coney Island, and Miner’s theatre had got
in trouble twice with the Children’s Society
because of me. I laughed and said, “Why,
I never learned to dance, I just danced.”
The artist man said he wanted to paint my picture.
It is a funny idea it seems to me. He wants to
paint me in this dirty cabaret with the tables all
around me and the bum men setting around and me a
dancing in the center with the lights on me. He
said he is going to call it “Youth.”
He said to one of the men that was with him, “Can’t
you see it, Phillip, can’t you see it? That
pretty girl the very spirit of youth with her gold
hair around her face and her wonderful body swaying
to the time of the music and all those bloated beasts
looking up at her through the smoke?” I don’t
see how he is going to paint the picture, but that
is his business. Mine is to go to his studio
every day at ten o’clock.
Do you remember Will Henderson who
used to play in the orchestra in the Grand Opera and
who lived next to us when we was at 129? Well,
what do you think? He is playing the piano in
this joint here. Isn’t that a come-down?
He got to taking coke and he couldn’t be trusted
to keep his dates and he lost all his good jobs and
now he can only get a place in the joints, but he
does play wonderful! And when he is not too dopey,
he sets down at the piano and makes music that draws
the heart right out of you. He won’t touch
his violin cause it makes him remember, he says.
It is a lucky thing for me in a way, as he likes me
and he has wrote some music for me to dance by.
He wrote a piece for me called “The Poppy,”
and that artist chap who is painting my picture got
me a dress made for the dance, and oh, Kate, it is
grand! It is red chiffon, and over it green chiffon
like the leaves of the poppy, and I wear red slippers
with pale green silk stockings that are so thin I can
hardly get them on, and he had my hair all fluffed
out and piled on top of my head, where it made a “golden
halo,” whatever that is. Him and Will explained
to me about the dance. It seems that opium is
made out of the flower, and they wanted me to show
by dancing all the beautiful dreams that come with
opium, and then the sleep afterward. I have known
a lot of people who hit the pipe, and I don’t
know as they have ever had many beautiful dreams,
but anyway the dance is awful pretty. The artist
gave a party the other night, and had me come and
do it. All the lights in the room was turned
off and a greenish light was thrown on me and I danced
fast at first and then I went slower and slower until
at the last I dropped down on the stage and the lights
went out and I run away in the dark. Everybody
was crazy about it, and one of the big restaurants
on Broadway is going to have me give the dance every
night at midnight. Do you see, Kate, I told you
if I got a chance I would get away from Seventh Avenue.
I begun at 14th Street, and I am working up. I
am up to 42nd and one of these days, I tell you, I
am going to be dancing at the Winter Garden.
I don’t see why I shouldn’t, I can dance
as well as any girl in New York City, and now that
Jim and your gang ain’t around to queer me,
there ain’t no reason why I shouldn’t be
in the best places in town. I have had to stick
to a lot of bum joints just because the managers of
decent places didn’t want to have a person who
was mixed up with the crowd that I was in, around
their place.
I am really having an awful good time.
I get home about three in the morning and I sleep
until about nine. I make my breakfast in my room
yet, cause I like my own coffee, and then Jim Kelly
who is my dancing partner now, comes up and we practise
steps or else Will Henderson and Jim and me go over
to Mamie Callahan’s who has got a piano, and
we work at some new thing. I don’t have
to be at the cafe till night and most every afternoon,
I go around to some of the other places or to the shows
to see what the other girls are dancing. I thought
I would take some lessons from some of the swell teachers,
but Lord, I can dance as well as any of them so what
is the use of me spending my money.
I bought a swell new suit yesterday,
and I sure do look some going up the avenue and, hear
me, it is Fifth Avenue instead of Seventh.
Oh, there is some class to your sister, Kate, and
when I get on the new lid that the milliner made me,
well I should worry.
I went up to a party the other night
at Rose Fisher’s. I couldn’t blow
in until after work, but even as late as it was, I
won $4.90 at penny ante, and it tickled me most to
death. I have been trying to learn a new game
called bridge that the girls are crazy about.
I guess it is not in my line cause it is a thinking
part. I can’t remember what cards are out
or what is trumps or what is anything else, and set
sort of making over my old clothes or thinking up
new steps when we are playing, and you can’t
do that with bridge. I lost a lot of money the
other afternoon, and what is worse, Katie Regan was
my partner and she took it hard and gave me an awful
call-down. I got sore and felt like slapping her
face, but I guess she is right. Don’t play
a game with other people’s money unless you
attend to business.
Do you remember that fat old brewer
that use to come hanging around you? Well, he
blew in while I was dancing the other night, and claimed
to be a long lost friend. He come down every
night for about a week, and then tried that old gag
of putting some money for me in a wheat deal or some
such thing where it was tails I win and heads you lose.
I told him I was on to that chorus trick, and wasn’t
at all crazy about it. You see, whether he won
or lost he would have handed me over three or four
hundred dollars and kinda felt he owned me body and
soul. I simply laughed at him, and said with
a voice of a Wall Street broker, “Man, I am
making so much money that it is quite impossible to
find investments for my income, so I am planting it
around the yard in tin cans.” I even offered
to make him a loan if business was bad. He went
away in a huff, and I got a call-down from the manager
because the brewer owns the bar the same as he does
all the other saloons around our district, and the
saloon-keeper is only in on a percentage. If the
temperance people would only go after the brewer and
the distiller, instead of the poor devil of a saloon-keeper,
they might do something worth while, cause there ain’t
one bar in twenty in New York that is owned by the
man who keeps it.
Well, good-bye, I am going to dinner
in a place in 39th Street where they say they have
an awful pretty dancer. I am saving up my money,
Kate, so when you come out, you will have enough to
live on for awhile until you find out what you want
to do. Now don’t worry, and don’t
write me any more letters like that last one.
Everything is fine and dandy. Billy is all right,
and I am as happy as a clam and getting fat. I
have put on two pounds in three months. I weigh
118 now, which is a lot for me, and if I keep on like
this I will look like Taft one of these days.
I am coming down to see you next week,
and I have got something for you. Oh, Kate, I
am fond of you and I get just crazy to see you.
Yours,
Nan.