Before I tell you about Mr. Gray,
I think I ought to make you understand something more
of what we did all day long at Hanbury Court.
There were five of us at the time of which I am speaking,
all young women of good descent, and allied (however
distantly) to people of rank. When we were not
with my lady, Mrs. Medlicott looked after us; a gentle
little woman, who had been companion to my lady for
many years, and was indeed, I have been told, some
kind of relation to her. Mrs. Medlicott’s
parents had lived in Germany, and the consequence
was, she spoke English with a very foreign accent.
Another consequence was, that she excelled in all
manner of needlework, such as is not known even by
name in these days. She could darn either lace,
table-linen, India muslin, or stockings, so that no
one could tell where the hole or rent had been.
Though a good Protestant, and never missing Guy Faux
day at church, she was as skilful at fine work as
any nun in a Papist convent. She would take a
piece of French cambric, and by drawing out some threads,
and working in others, it became delicate lace in
a very few hours. She did the same by Hollands
cloth, and made coarse strong lace, with which all
my lady’s napkins and table-linen were trimmed.
We worked under her during a great part of the day,
either in the still-room, or at our sewing in a chamber
that opened out of the great hall. My lady despised
every kind of work that would now be called Fancy-work.
She considered that the use of coloured threads or
worsted was only fit to amuse children; but that grown
women ought not to be taken with mere blues and reds,
but to restrict their pleasure in sewing to making
small and delicate stitches. She would speak
of the old tapestry in the hall as the work of her
ancestresses, who lived before the Reformation, and
were consequently unacquainted with pure and simple
tastes in work, as well as in religion. Nor would
my lady sanction the fashion of the day, which, at
the beginning of this century, made all the fine ladies
take to making shoes. She said that such work
was a consequence of the French Revolution, which
had done much to annihilate all distinctions of rank
and class, and hence it was, that she saw young ladies
of birth and breeding handling lasts, and awls, and
dirty cobblers’-wax, like shoe’-makers’
daughters.
Very frequently one of us would be
summoned to my lady to read aloud to her, as she sat
in her small withdrawing-room, some improving book.
It was generally Mr. Addison’s “Spectator;”
but one year, I remember, we had to read “Sturm’s
Reflections” translated from a German book Mrs.
Medlicott recommended. Mr. Sturm told us what
to think about for every day in the year; and very
dull it was; but I believe Queen Charlotte had liked
the book very much, and the thought of her royal approbation
kept my lady awake during the reading. “Mrs.
Chapone’s Letters” and “Dr. Gregory’s
Advice to Young Ladies” composed the rest of
our library for week-day reading. I, for one,
was glad to leave my fine sewing, and even my reading
aloud (though this last did keep me with my dear lady)
to go to the still-room and potter about among the
preserves and the medicated waters. There was
no doctor for many miles round, and with Mrs. Medlicott
to direct us, and Dr. Buchan to go by for recipes,
we sent out many a bottle of physic, which, I dare
say, was as good as what comes out of the druggist’s
shop. At any rate, I do not think we did much
harm; for if any of our physics tasted stronger than
usual, Mrs. Medlicott would bid us let it down with
cochineal and water, to make all safe, as she said.
So our bottles of medicine had very little real physic
in them at last; but we were careful in putting labels
on them, which looked very mysterious to those who
could not read, and helped the medicine to do its
work. I have sent off many a bottle of salt and
water coloured red; and whenever we had nothing else
to do in the still-room, Mrs. Medlicott would set
us to making bread-pills, by way of practice; and,
as far as I can say, they were very efficacious, as
before we gave out a box Mrs. Medlicott always told
the patient what symptoms to expect; and I hardly
ever inquired without hearing that they had produced
their effect. There was one old man, who took
six pills a-night, of any kind we liked to give him,
to make him sleep; and if, by any chance, his daughter
had forgotten to let us know that he was out of his
medicine, he was so restless and miserable that, as
he said, he thought he was like to die. I think
ours was what would be called homoeopathic practice
now-a-days. Then we learnt to make all the cakes
and dishes of the season in the still-room. We
had plum-porridge and mince-pies at Christmas, fritters
and pancakes on Shrove Tuesday, furmenty on Mothering
Sunday, violet-cakes in Passion Week, tansy-pudding
on Easter Sunday, three-cornered cakes on Trinity
Sunday, and so on through the year: all made from
good old Church receipts, handed down from one of
my lady’s earliest Protestant ancestresses.
Every one of us passed a portion of the day with Lady
Ludlow; and now and then we rode out with her in her
coach and four. She did not like to go out with
a pair of horses, considering this rather beneath
her rank; and, indeed, four horses were very often
needed to pull her heavy coach through the stiff mud.
But it was rather a cumbersome equipage through the
narrow Warwickshire lanes; and I used often to think
it was well that countesses were not plentiful, or
else we might have met another lady of quality in
another coach and four, where there would have been
no possibility of turning, or passing each other, and
very little chance of backing. Once when the
idea of this danger of meeting another countess in
a narrow, deep-rutted lane was very prominent in my
mind I ventured to ask Mrs. Medlicott what would have
to be done on such an occasion; and she told me that
“de latest creation must back, for sure,”
which puzzled me a good deal at the time, although
I understand it now. I began to find out the
use of the “Peerage,” a book which had
seemed to me rather dull before; but, as I was always
a coward in a coach, I made myself well acquainted
with the dates of creation of our three Warwickshire
earls, and was happy to find that Earl Ludlow ranked
second, the oldest earl being a hunting widower, and
not likely to drive out in a carriage.
All this time I have wandered from
Mr. Gray. Of course, we first saw him in church
when he read himself in. He was very red-faced,
the kind of redness which goes with light hair and
a blushing complexion; he looked slight and short,
and his bright light frizzy hair had hardly a dash
of powder in it. I remember my lady making this
observation, and sighing over it; for, though since
the famine in seventeen hundred and ninety-nine and
eighteen hundred there had been a tax on hair-powder,
yet it was reckoned very revolutionary and Jacobin
not to wear a good deal of it. My lady hardly
liked the opinions of any man who wore his own hair;
but this she would say was rather a prejudice:
only in her youth none but the mob had gone wigless,
and she could not get over the association of wigs
with birth and breeding; a man’s own hair with
that class of people who had formed the rioters in
seventeen hundred and eighty, when Lord George Gordon
had been one of the bugbears of my lady’s life.
Her husband and his brothers, she told us, had been
put into breeches, and had their heads shaved on their
seventh birthday, each of them; a handsome little
wig of the newest fashion forming the old Lady Ludlow’s
invariable birthday present to her sons as they each
arrived at that age; and afterwards, to the day of
their death, they never saw their own hair. To
be without powder, as some underbred people were talking
of being now, was in fact to insult the proprieties
of life, by being undressed. It was English
sans-culottism. But Mr. Gray did wear a little
powder, enough to save him in my lady’s good
opinion; but not enough to make her approve of him
decidedly.
The next time I saw him was in the
great hall. Mary Mason and I were going to drive
out with my lady in her coach, and when we went down
stairs with our best hats and cloaks on, we found Mr.
Gray awaiting my lady’s coming. I believe
he had paid his respects to her before, but we had
never seen him; and he had declined her invitation
to spend Sunday evening at the Court (as Mr. Mountford
used to do pretty regularly and play a
game at picquet too ), which, Mrs. Medlicott
told us, had caused my lady to be not over well pleased
with him.
He blushed redder than ever at the
sight of us, as we entered the hall and dropped him
our curtsies. He coughed two or three times,
as if he would have liked to speak to us, if he could
but have found something to say; and every time he
coughed he became hotter-looking than ever. I
am ashamed to say, we were nearly laughing at him;
half because we, too, were so shy that we understood
what his awkwardness meant.
My lady came in, with her quick active
step she always walked quickly when she
did not bethink herself of her cane as if
she was sorry to have us kept waiting and,
as she entered, she gave us all round one of those
graceful sweeping curtsies, of which I think the art
must have died out with her, it implied
so much courtesy; this time it said, as
well as words could do, “I am sorry to have
kept you all waiting, forgive me.”
She went up to the mantelpiece, near
which Mr. Gray had been standing until her entrance,
and curtseying afresh to him, and pretty deeply this
time, because of his cloth, and her being hostess,
and he, a new guest. She asked him if he would
not prefer speaking to her in her own private parlour,
and looked as though she would have conducted him there.
But he burst out with his errand, of which he was
full even to choking, and which sent the glistening
tears into his large blue eyes, which stood farther
and farther out with his excitement.
“My lady, I want to speak to
you, and to persuade you to exert your kind interest
with Mr. Lathom Justice Lathom, of Hathaway
Manor ”
“Harry Lathom?” inquired
my lady, as Mr. Gray stopped to take the
breath he had lost in his hurry, “I
did not know he was in the commission.”
“He is only just appointed;
he took the oaths not a month ago, more’s
the pity!”
“I do not understand why you
should regret it. The Lathoms have held Hathaway
since Edward the First, and Mr. Lathom bears a good
character, although his temper is hasty ”
“My lady! he has committed Job
Gregson for stealing a fault of which he
is as innocent as I and all the evidence
goes to prove it, now that the case is brought before
the Bench; only the Squires hang so together that
they can’t be brought to see justice, and are
all for sending Job to gaol, out of compliment to
Mr. Lathom, saying it his first committal, and it
won’t be civil to tell him there is no evidence
against his man. For God’s sake, my lady,
speak to the gentlemen; they will attend to you, while
they only tell me to mind my own business.”
Now my lady was always inclined to
stand by her order, and the Lathoms of Hathaway Court
were cousins to the Hanbury’s. Besides,
it was rather a point of honour in those days to encourage
a young magistrate, by passing a pretty sharp sentence
on his first committals; and Job Gregson was the father
of a girl who had been lately turned away from her
place as scullery-maid for sauciness to Mrs. Adams,
her ladyship’s own maid; and Mr. Gray had not
said a word of the reasons why he believed the man
innocent, for he was in such a hurry, I
believe he would have had my lady drive off to the
Henley Court-house then and there; so there
seemed a good deal against the man, and nothing but
Mr. Gray’s bare word for him; and my lady drew
herself a little up, and said
“Mr. Gray! I do not see
what reason either you or I have to interfere.
Mr. Harry Lathom is a sensible kind of young man, well
capable of ascertaining the truth without our help ”
“But more evidence has come
out since,” broke in Mr. Gray. My lady
went a little stiffer, and spoke a little more coldly:
“I suppose this additional evidence
is before the justices: men of good family, and
of honour and credit, well known in the county.
They naturally feel that the opinion of one of themselves
must have more weight than the words of a man like
Job Gregson, who bears a very indifferent character, has
been strongly suspected of poaching, coming from no
one knows where, squatting on Hareman’s Common which,
by the way, is extra-parochial, I believe; consequently
you, as a clergyman, are not responsible for what
goes on there; and, although impolitic, there might
be some truth in what the magistrates said, in advising
you to mind your own business,” said
her ladyship, smiling, “and they might
be tempted to bid me mind mine, if I interfered, Mr.
Gray: might they not?”
He looked extremely uncomfortable;
half angry. Once or twice he began to speak,
but checked himself, as if his words would not have
been wise or prudent. At last he said “It
may seem presumptuous in me, a stranger
of only a few weeks’ standing to set
up my judgment as to men’s character against
that of residents ” Lady Ludlow gave
a little bow of acquiescence, which was, I think,
involuntary on her part, and which I don’t think
he perceived, “but I am convinced
that the man is innocent of this offence, and
besides, the justices themselves allege this ridiculous
custom of paying a compliment to a newly-appointed
magistrate as their only reason.”
That unlucky word “ridiculous!”
It undid all the good his modest beginning had done
him with my lady. I knew as well as words could
have told me, that she was affronted at the expression
being used by a man inferior in rank to those whose
actions he applied it to, and truly, it
was a great want of tact, considering to whom he was
speaking.
Lady Ludlow spoke very gently and
slowly; she always did so when she was annoyed; it
was a certain sign, the meaning of which we had all
learnt.
“I think, Mr. Gray, we will
drop the subject. It is one on which we are
not likely to agree.”
Mr. Gray’s ruddy colour grew
purple and then faded away, and his face became pale.
I think both my lady and he had forgotten our presence;
and we were beginning to feel too awkward to wish
to remind them of it. And yet we could not help
watching and listening with the greatest interest.
Mr. Gray drew himself up to his full
height, with an unconscious feeling of dignity.
Little as was his stature, and awkward and embarrassed
as he had been only a few minutes before, I remember
thinking he looked almost as grand as my lady when
he spoke.
“Your ladyship must remember
that it may be my duty to speak to my parishioners
on many subjects on which they do not agree with me.
I am not at liberty to be silent, because they differ
in opinion from me.”
Lady Ludlow’s great blue eyes
dilated with surprise, and I do think anger,
at being thus spoken to. I am not sure whether
it was very wise in Mr. Gray. He himself looked
afraid of the consequences but as if he was determined
to bear them without flinching. For a minute
there was silence. Then my lady replied “Mr.
Gray, I respect your plain speaking, although I may
wonder whether a young man of your age and position
has any right to assume that he is a better judge
than one with the experience which I have naturally
gained at my time of life, and in the station I hold.”
“If I, madam, as the clergyman
of this parish, am not to shrink from telling what
I believe to be the truth to the poor and lowly, no
more am I to hold my peace in the presence of the
rich and titled.” Mr. Gray’s face
showed that he was in that state of excitement which
in a child would have ended in a good fit of crying.
He looked as if he had nerved himself up to doing
and saying things, which he disliked above everything,
and which nothing short of serious duty could have
compelled him to do and say. And at such times
every minute circumstance which could add to pain
comes vividly before one. I saw that he became
aware of our presence, and that it added to his discomfiture.
My lady flushed up. “Are
you aware, sir,” asked she, “that you have
gone far astray from the original subject of conversation?
But as you talk of your parish, allow me to remind
you that Hareman’s Common is beyond the bounds,
and that you are really not responsible for the characters
and lives of the squatters on that unlucky piece of
ground.”
“Madam, I see I have only done
harm in speaking to you about the affair at all.
I beg your pardon and take my leave.”
He bowed, and looked very sad.
Lady Ludlow caught the expression of his face.
“Good morning!” she cried,
in rather a louder and quicker way than that in which
she had been speaking. “Remember, Job Gregson
is a notorious poacher and evildoer, and you really
are not responsible for what goes on at Hareman’s
Common.”
He was near the hall door, and said
something half to himself, which we heard
(being nearer to him), but my lady did not; although
she saw that he spoke. “What did he say?”
she asked in a somewhat hurried manner, as soon as
the door was closed “I did not hear.”
We looked at each other, and then I spoke:
“He said, my lady, that ’God
help him! he was responsible for all the evil he did
not strive to overcome.’”
My lady turned sharp round away from
us, and Mary Mason said afterwards she thought her
ladyship was much vexed with both of us, for having
been present, and with me for having repeated what
Mr. Gray had said. But it was not our fault
that we were in the hall, and when my lady asked what
Mr. Gray had said, I thought it right to tell her.
In a few minutes she bade us accompany
her in her ride in the coach.
Lady Ludlow always sat forwards by
herself, and we girls backwards. Somehow this
was a rule, which we never thought of questioning.
It was true that riding backwards made some of us
feel very uncomfortable and faint; and to remedy this
my lady always drove with both windows open, which
occasionally gave her the rheumatism; but we always
went on in the old way. This day she did not
pay any great attention to the road by which we were
going, and Coachman took his own way. We were
very silent, as my lady did not speak, and looked
very serious. Or else, in general, she made
these rides very pleasant (to those who were not qualmish
with riding backwards), by talking to us in a very
agreeable manner, and telling us of the different
things which had happened to her at various places, at
Paris and Versailles, where she had been in her youth, at
Windsor and Kew and Weymouth, where she had been with
the Queen, when maid-of-honour and so on.
But this day she did not talk at all. All at
once she put her head out of the window.
“John Footman,” said she,
“where are we? Surely this is Hareman’s
Common.”
“Yes, an’t please my lady,”
said John Footman, and waited for further speech or
orders. My lady thought a while, and then said
she would have the steps put down and get out.
As soon as she was gone, we looked
at each other, and then without a word began to gaze
after her. We saw her pick her dainty way in
the little high-heeled shoes she always wore (because
they had been in fashion in her youth), among the
yellow pools of stagnant water that had gathered in
the clayey soil. John Footman followed, stately,
after; afraid too, for all his stateliness, of splashing
his pure white stockings. Suddenly my lady turned
round and said something to him, and he returned to
the carriage with a half-pleased, half-puzzled air.
My lady went on to a cluster of rude
mud houses at the higher end of the Common; cottages
built, as they were occasionally at that day, of wattles
and clay, and thatched with sods. As far as we
could make out from dumb show, Lady Ludlow saw enough
of the interiors of these places to make her hesitate
before entering, or even speaking to any of the children
who were playing about in the puddles. After
a pause, she disappeared into one of the cottages.
It seemed to us a long time before she came out;
but I dare say it was not more than eight or ten minutes.
She came back with her head hanging down, as if to
choose her way, but we saw it was more
in thought and bewilderment than for any such purpose.
She had not made up her mind where
we should drive to when she got into the carriage
again. John Footman stood, bare-headed, waiting
for orders.
“To Hathaway. My dears,
if you are tired, or if you have anything to do for
Mrs. Medlicott, I can drop you at Barford Corner, and
it is but a quarter of an hour’s brisk walk
home.”
But luckily we could safely say that
Mrs. Medlicott did not want us; and as we had whispered
to each other, as we sat alone in the coach, that
surely my lady must have gone to Job Gregson’s,
we were far too anxious to know the end of it all
to say that we were tired. So we all set off
to Hathaway. Mr. Harry Lathom was a bachelor
squire, thirty or thirty-five years of age, more
at home in the field than in the drawing-room, and
with sporting men than with ladies.
My lady did not alight, of course;
it was Mr. Lathom’s place to wait upon her,
and she bade the butler, who had a smack
of the gamekeeper in him, very unlike our own powdered
venerable fine gentleman at Hanbury, tell
his master, with her compliments, that she wished to
speak to him. You may think how pleased we were
to find that we should hear all that was said; though,
I think, afterwards we were half sorry when we saw
how our presence confused the squire, who would have
found it bad enough to answer my lady’s questions,
even without two eager girls for audience.
“Pray, Mr. Lathom,” began
my lady, something abruptly for her, but
she was very full of her subject, “what
is this I hear about Job Gregson?”
Mr. Lathom looked annoyed and vexed,
but dared not show it in his words.
“I gave out a warrant against
him, my lady, for theft, that is all.
You are doubtless aware of his character; a man who
sets nets and springes in long cover, and fishes wherever
he takes a fancy. It is but a short step from
poaching to thieving.”
“That is quite true,”
replied Lady Ludlow (who had a horror of poaching
for this very reason): “but I imagine you
do not send a man to gaol on account of his bad character.”
“Rogues and vagabonds,”
said Mr. Lathom. “A man may be sent to
prison for being a vagabond; for no specific act,
but for his general mode of life.”
He had the better of her ladyship
for one moment; but then she answered
“But in this case, the charge
on which you committed him is for theft; now his wife
tells me he can prove he was some miles distant from
Holmwood, where the robbery took place, all that afternoon;
she says you had the evidence before you.”
Mr. Lathom here interrupted my lady,
by saying, in a somewhat sulky manner “No
such evidence was brought before me when I gave the
warrant. I am not answerable for the other magistrates’
decision, when they had more evidence before them.
It was they who committed him to gaol. I am
not responsible for that.”
My lady did not often show signs of
impatience; but we knew she was feeling irritated,
by the little perpetual tapping of her high-heeled
shoe against the bottom of the carriage. About
the same time we, sitting backwards, caught a glimpse
of Mr. Gray through the open door, standing in the
shadow of the hall. Doubtless Lady Ludlow’s
arrival had interrupted a conversation between Mr.
Lathom and Mr. Gray. The latter must have heard
every word of what she was saying; but of this she
was not aware, and caught at Mr. Lathom’s disclaimer
of responsibility with pretty much the same argument
which she had heard (through our repetition) that
Mr. Gray had used not two hours before.
“And do you mean to say, Mr.
Lathom, that you don’t consider yourself responsible
for all injustice or wrong-doing that you might have
prevented, and have not? Nay, in this case the
first germ of injustice was your own mistake.
I wish you had been with me a little while ago, and
seen the misery in that poor fellow’s cottage.”
She spoke lower, and Mr. Gray drew near, in a sort
of involuntary manner; as if to hear all she was saying.
We saw him, and doubtless Mr. Lathom heard his footstep,
and knew who it was that was listening behind him,
and approving of every word that was said. He
grew yet more sullen in manner; but still my lady
was my lady, and he dared not speak out before her,
as he would have done to Mr. Gray. Lady Ludlow,
however, caught the look of stubborness in his face,
and it roused her as I had never seen her roused.
“I am sure you will not refuse,
sir, to accept my bail. I offer to bail the
fellow out, and to be responsible for his appearance
at the sessions. What say you to that, Mr. Lathom?”
“The offence of theft is not bailable, my lady.”
“Not in ordinary cases, I dare
say. But I imagine this is an extraordinary
case. The man is sent to prison out of compliment
to you, and against all evidence, as far as I can
learn. He will have to rot in gaol for two months,
and his wife and children to starve. I, Lady
Ludlow, offer to bail him out, and pledge myself for
his appearance at next quarter-sessions.”
“It is against the law, my lady.”
“Bah! Bah! Bah!
Who makes laws? Such as I, in the House of Lords such
as you, in the House of Commons. We, who make
the laws in St. Stephen’s, may break the mere
forms of them, when we have right on our sides, on
our own land, and amongst our own people.”
“The lord-lieutenant may take
away my commission, if he heard of it.”
“And a very good thing for the
county, Harry Lathom; and for you too, if he did, if
you don’t go on more wisely than you have begun.
A pretty set you and your brother magistrates are
to administer justice through the land! I always
said a good despotism was the best form of government;
and I am twice as much in favour of it now I see what
a quorum is! My dears!” suddenly turning
round to us, “if it would not tire you to walk
home, I would beg Mr. Lathom to take a seat in my coach,
and we would drive to Henley Gaol, and have the poor
man out at once.”
“A walk over the fields at this
time of day is hardly fitting for young ladies to
take alone,” said Mr. Lathom, anxious no doubt
to escape from his tete-a-tete drive with my lady,
and possibly not quite prepared to go to the illegal
length of prompt measures, which she had in contemplation.
But Mr. Gray now stepped forward,
too anxious for the release of the prisoner to allow
any obstacle to intervene which he could do away with.
To see Lady Ludlow’s face when she first perceived
whom she had had for auditor and spectator of her
interview with Mr. Lathom, was as good as a play.
She had been doing and saying the very things she
had been so much annoyed at Mr. Gray’s saying
and proposing only an hour or two ago. She had
been setting down Mr. Lathom pretty smartly, in the
presence of the very man to whom she had spoken of
that gentleman as so sensible, and of such a standing
in the county, that it was presumption to question
his doings. But before Mr. Gray had finished
his offer of escorting us back to Hanbury Court, my
lady had recovered herself. There was neither
surprise nor displeasure in her manner, as she answered “I
thank you, Mr. Gray. I was not aware that you
were here, but I think I can understand on what errand
you came. And seeing you here, recalls me to
a duty I owe Mr. Lathom. Mr. Lathom, I have
spoken to you pretty plainly, forgetting,
until I saw Mr. Gray, that only this very afternoon
I differed from him on this very question; taking completely,
at that time, the same view of the whole subject which
you have done; thinking that the county would be well
rid of such a man as Job Gregson, whether he had committed
this theft or not. Mr. Gray and I did not part
quite friends,” she continued, bowing towards
him; “but it so happened that I saw Job Gregson’s
wife and home, I felt that Mr. Gray had
been right and I had been wrong, so, with the famous
inconsistency of my sex, I came hither to scold you,”
smiling towards Mr. Lathom, who looked half-sulky
yet, and did not relax a bit of his gravity at her
smile, “for holding the same opinions that I
had done an hour before. Mr. Gray,” (again
bowing towards him) “these young ladies will
be very much obliged to you for your escort, and so
shall I. Mr. Lathom, may I beg of you to accompany
me to Henley?”
Mr. Gray bowed very low, and went
very red; Mr. Lathom said something which we none
of us heard, but which was, I think, some remonstrance
against the course he was, as it were, compelled to
take. Lady Ludlow, however, took no notice of
his murmur, but sat in an attitude of polite expectancy;
and as we turned off on our walk, I saw Mr. Lathom
getting into the coach with the air of a whipped hound.
I must say, considering my lady’s feeling,
I did not envy him his ride though, I believe,
he was quite in the right as to the object of the
ride being illegal.
Our walk home was very dull.
We had no fears; and would far rather have been without
the awkward, blushing young man, into which Mr. Gray
had sunk. At every stile he hesitated, sometimes
he half got over it, thinking that he could assist
us better in that way; then he would turn back unwilling
to go before ladies. He had no ease of manner,
as my lady once said of him, though on any occasion
of duty, he had an immense deal of dignity.