After a pause, I ventured to ask what
became of Madame de Crequy, Clement’s mother.
“She never made any inquiry
about him,” said my lady. “She must
have known that he was dead; though how, we never
could tell. Medlicott remembered afterwards
that it was about, if not on Medlicott to
this day declares that it was on the very Monday,
June the nineteenth, when her son was executed, that
Madame de Crequy left off her rouge and took to her
bed, as one bereaved and hopeless. It certainly
was about that time; and Medlicott who
was deeply impressed by that dream of Madame de Crequy’s
(the relation of which I told you had had such an effect
on my lord), in which she had seen the figure of Virginie as
the only light object amid much surrounding darkness
as of night, smiling and beckoning Clement on on till
at length the bright phantom stopped, motionless,
and Madame de Crequy’s eyes began to penetrate
the murky darkness, and to see closing around her
the gloomy dripping walls which she had once seen
and never forgotten the walls of the vault
of the chapel of the De Crequys in Saint Germain l’Auxerrois;
and there the two last of the Crequys laid them down
among their forefathers, and Madame de Crequy had
wakened to the sound of the great door, which led to
the open air, being locked upon her I say
Medlicott, who was predisposed by this dream to look
out for the supernatural, always declared that Madame
de Crequy was made conscious in some mysterious way,
of her son’s death, on the very day and hour
when it occurred, and that after that she had no more
anxiety, but was only conscious of a kind of stupefying
despair.”
“And what became of her, my lady?” I again
asked.
“What could become of her?”
replied Lady Ludlow. “She never could be
induced to rise again, though she lived more than a
year after her son’s departure. She kept
her bed; her room darkened, her face turned towards
the wall, whenever any one besides Medlicott was in
the room. She hardly ever spoke, and would have
died of starvation but for Medlicott’s tender
care, in putting a morsel to her lips every now and
then, feeding her, in fact, just as an old bird feeds
her young ones. In the height of summer my lord
and I left London. We would fain have taken her
with us into Scotland, but the doctor (we had the
old doctor from Leicester Square) forbade her removal;
and this time he gave such good reasons against it
that I acquiesced. Medlicott and a maid were
left with her. Every care was taken of her.
She survived till our return. Indeed, I thought
she was in much the same state as I had left her in,
when I came back to London. But Medlicott spoke
of her as much weaker; and one morning on awakening,
they told me she was dead. I sent for Medlicott,
who was in sad distress, she had become so fond of
her charge. She said that, about two o’clock,
she had been awakened by unusual restlessness on Madame
de Crequy’s part; that she had gone to her bedside,
and found the poor lady feebly but perpetually moving
her wasted arm up and down and saying to
herself in a wailing voice: ’I did not bless
him when he left me I did not bless him
when he left me!’ Medlicott gave her a spoonful
or two of jelly, and sat by her, stroking her hand,
and soothing her till she seemed to fall asleep.
But in the morning she was dead.”
“It is a sad story, your ladyship,” said
I, after a while.
“Yes it is. People seldom
arrive at my age without having watched the beginning,
middle, and end of many lives and many fortunes.
We do not talk about them, perhaps; for they are
often so sacred to us, from having touched into the
very quick of our own hearts, as it were, or into those
of others who are dead and gone, and veiled over from
human sight, that we cannot tell the tale as if it
was a mere story. But young people should remember
that we have had this solemn experience of life, on
which to base our opinions and form our judgments,
so that they are not mere untried theories.
I am not alluding to Mr. Horner just now, for he is
nearly as old as I am within ten years,
I dare say but I am thinking of Mr. Gray,
with his endless plans for some new thing schools,
education, Sabbaths, and what not. Now he has
not seen what all this leads to.”
“It is a pity he has not heard
your ladyship tell the story of poor Monsieur de Crequy.”
“Not at all a pity, my dear.
A young man like him, who, both by position and age,
must have had his experience confined to a very narrow
circle, ought not to set up his opinion against mine;
he ought not to require reasons from me, nor to need
such explanation of my arguments (if I condescend
to argue), as going into relation of the circumstances
on which my arguments are based in my own mind, would
be.”
“But, my lady, it might convince
him,” I said, with perhaps injudicious perseverance.
“And why should he be convinced?”
she asked, with gentle inquiry in her tone.
“He has only to acquiesce. Though he is
appointed by Mr. Croxton, I am the lady of the manor,
as he must know. But it is with Mr. Horner that
I must have to do about this unfortunate lad Gregson.
I am afraid there will be no method of making him
forget his unlucky knowledge. His poor brains
will be intoxicated with the sense of his powers, without
any counterbalancing principles to guide him.
Poor fellow! I am quite afraid it will end
in his being hanged!”
The next day Mr. Horner came to apologize
and explain. He was evidently as
I could tell from his voice, as he spoke to my lady
in the next room extremely annoyed at her
ladyship’s discovery of the education he had
been giving to this boy. My lady spoke with great
authority, and with reasonable grounds of complaint.
Mr. Horner was well acquainted with her thoughts
on the subject, and had acted in defiance of her wishes.
He acknowledged as much, and should on no account
have done it, in any other instance, without her leave.
“Which I could never have granted you,”
said my lady.
But this boy had extraordinary capabilities;
would, in fact, have taught himself much that was
bad, if he had not been rescued, and another direction
given to his powers. And in all Mr. Horner had
done, he had had her ladyship’s service in view.
The business was getting almost beyond his power,
so many letters and so much account-keeping was required
by the complicated state in which things were.
Lady Ludlow felt what was coming a
reference to the mortgage for the benefit of my lord’s
Scottish estates, which, she was perfectly aware,
Mr. Horner considered as having been a most unwise
proceeding and she hastened to observe “All
this may be very true, Mr. Horner, and I am sure I
should be the last person to wish you to overwork or
distress yourself; but of that we will talk another
time. What I am now anxious to remedy is, if
possible, the state of this poor little Gregson’s
mind. Would not hard work in the fields be a
wholesome and excellent way of enabling him to forget?”
“I was in hopes, my lady, that
you would have permitted me to bring him up to act
as a kind of clerk,” said Mr. Horner, jerking
out his project abruptly.
“A what?” asked my lady, in infinite surprise.
“A kind of of assistant,
in the way of copying letters and doing up accounts.
He is already an excellent penman and very quick at
figures.”
“Mr. Horner,” said my
lady, with dignity, “the son of a poacher and
vagabond ought never to have been able to copy letters
relating to the Hanbury estates; and, at any rate,
he shall not. I wonder how it is that, knowing
the use he has made of his power of reading a letter,
you should venture to propose such an employment for
him as would require his being in your confidence,
and you the trusted agent of this family. Why,
every secret (and every ancient and honourable family
has its secrets, as you know, Mr. Horner) would be
learnt off by heart, and repeated to the first comer!”
“I should have hoped to have
trained him, my lady, to understand the rules of discretion.”
“Trained! Train a barn-door
fowl to be a pheasant, Mr. Horner! That would
be the easier task. But you did right to speak
of discretion rather than honour. Discretion
looks to the consequences of actions honour
looks to the action itself, and is an instinct rather
than a virtue. After all, it is possible you
might have trained him to be discreet.”
Mr. Horner was silent. My lady
was softened by his not replying, and began as she
always did in such cases, to fear lest she had been
too harsh. I could tell that by her voice and
by her next speech, as well as if I had seen her face.
“But I am sorry you are feeling
the pressure of the affairs: I am quite aware
that I have entailed much additional trouble upon you
by some of my measures: I must try and provide
you with some suitable assistance. Copying letters
and doing up accounts, I think you said?”
Mr. Horner had certainly had a distant
idea of turning the little boy, in process of time,
into a clerk; but he had rather urged this possibility
of future usefulness beyond what he had at first intended,
in speaking of it to my lady as a palliation of his
offence, and he certainly was very much inclined to
retract his statement that the letter-writing, or any
other business, had increased, or that he was in the
slightest want of help of any kind, when my lady after
a pause of consideration, suddenly said
“I have it. Miss Galindo
will, I am sure, be glad to assist you. I will
speak to her myself. The payment we should make
to a clerk would be of real service to her!”
I could hardly help echoing Mr. Horner’s
tone of surprise as he said
“Miss Galindo!”
For, you must be told who Miss Galindo
was; at least, told as much as I know. Miss
Galindo had lived in the village for many years, keeping
house on the smallest possible means, yet always managing
to maintain a servant. And this servant was
invariably chosen because she had some infirmity that
made her undesirable to every one else. I believe
Miss Galindo had had lame and blind and hump-backed
maids. She had even at one time taken in a girl
hopelessly gone in consumption, because if not she
would have had to go to the workhouse, and not have
had enough to eat. Of course the poor creature
could not perform a single duty usually required of
a servant, and Miss Galindo herself was both servant
and nurse.
Her present maid was scarcely four
feet high, and bore a terrible character for ill-temper.
Nobody but Miss Galindo would have kept her; but,
as it was, mistress and servant squabbled perpetually,
and were, at heart, the best of friends. For
it was one of Miss Galindo’s peculiarities to
do all manner of kind and self-denying actions, and
to say all manner of provoking things. Lame,
blind, deformed, and dwarf, all came in for scoldings
without number: it was only the consumptive girl
that never had heard a sharp word. I don’t
think any of her servants liked her the worse for
her peppery temper, and passionate odd ways, for they
knew her real and beautiful kindness of heart:
and, besides, she had so great a turn for humour that
very often her speeches amused as much or more than
they irritated; and on the other side, a piece of
witty impudence from her servant would occasionally
tickle her so much and so suddenly, that she would
burst out laughing in the middle of her passion.
But the talk about Miss Galindo’s
choice and management of her servants was confined
to village gossip, and had never reached my Lady Ludlow’s
ears, though doubtless Mr. Horner was well acquainted
with it. What my lady knew of her amounted to
this. It was the custom in those days for the
wealthy ladies of the county to set on foot a repository,
as it was called, in the assize-town. The ostensible
manager of this repository was generally a decayed
gentlewoman, a clergyman’s widow, or so forth.
She was, however, controlled by a committee of ladies;
and paid by them in proportion to the amount of goods
she sold; and these goods were the small manufactures
of ladies of little or no fortune, whose names, if
they chose it, were only signified by initials.
Poor water-colour drawings, indigo
and Indian ink; screens, ornamented with moss and
dried leaves; paintings on velvet, and such faintly
ornamental works were displayed on one side of the
shop. It was always reckoned a mark of characteristic
gentility in the repository, to have only common heavy-framed
sash-windows, which admitted very little light, so
I never was quite certain of the merit of these Works
of Art as they were entitled. But, on the other
side, where the Useful Work placard was put up, there
was a great variety of articles, of whose unusual
excellence every one might judge. Such fine sewing,
and stitching, and button-holing! Such bundles
of soft delicate knitted stockings and socks; and,
above all, in Lady Ludlow’s eyes, such hanks
of the finest spun flaxen thread!
And the most delicate dainty work
of all was done by Miss Galindo, as Lady Ludlow very
well knew. Yet, for all their fine sewing, it
sometimes happened that Miss Galindo’s patterns
were of an old-fashioned kind; and the dozen nightcaps,
maybe, on the materials for which she had expended
bona-fide money, and on the making-up, no little time
and eye-sight, would lie for months in a yellow neglected
heap; and at such times, it was said, Miss Galindo
was more amusing than usual, more full of dry drollery
and humour; just as at the times when an order came
in to X. (the initial she had chosen) for a stock
of well-paying things, she sat and stormed at her
servant as she stitched away. She herself explained
her practice in this way:
“When everything goes wrong,
one would give up breathing if one could not lighten
ones heart by a joke. But when I’ve to
sit still from morning till night, I must have something
to stir my blood, or I should go off into an apoplexy;
so I set to, and quarrel with Sally.”
Such were Miss Galindo’s means
and manner of living in her own house. Out of
doors, and in the village, she was not popular, although
she would have been sorely missed had she left the
place. But she asked too many home questions
(not to say impertinent) respecting the domestic economies
(for even the very poor liked to spend their bit of
money their own way), and would open cupboards to
find out hidden extravagances, and question closely
respecting the weekly amount of butter, till one day
she met with what would have been a rebuff to any
other person, but which she rather enjoyed than otherwise.
She was going into a cottage, and
in the doorway met the good woman chasing out a duck,
and apparently unconscious of her visitor.
“Get out, Miss Galindo!”
she cried, addressing the duck. “Get out!
O, I ask your pardon,” she continued, as if
seeing the lady for the first time. “It’s
only that weary duck will come in. Get out Miss
Gal –” (to the duck).
“And so you call it after, me,
do you?” inquired her visitor.
“O, yes, ma’am; my master
would have it so, for he said, sure enough the unlucky
bird was always poking herself where she was not wanted.”
“Ha, ha! very good! And
so your master is a wit, is he? Well! tell him
to come up and speak to me to-night about my parlour
chimney, for there is no one like him for chimney
doctoring.”
And the master went up, and was so
won over by Miss Galindo’s merry ways, and sharp
insight into the mysteries of his various kinds of
business (he was a mason, chimney-sweeper, and ratcatcher),
that he came home and abused his wife the next time
she called the duck the name by which he himself had
christened her.
But odd as Miss Galindo was in general,
she could be as well-bred a lady as any one when she
chose. And choose she always did when my Lady
Ludlow was by. Indeed, I don’t know the
man, woman, or child, that did not instinctively turn
out its best side to her ladyship. So she had
no notion of the qualities which, I am sure, made
Mr. Horner think that Miss Galindo would be most unmanageable
as a clerk, and heartily wish that the idea had never
come into my lady’s head. But there it
was; and he had annoyed her ladyship already more
than he liked to-day, so he could not directly contradict
her, but only urge difficulties which he hoped might
prove insuperable. But every one of them Lady
Ludlow knocked down. Letters to copy? Doubtless.
Miss Galindo could come up to the Hall; she should
have a room to herself; she wrote a beautiful hand;
and writing would save her eyesight. “Capability
with regard to accounts?” My lady would answer
for that too; and for more than Mr. Horner seemed to
think it necessary to inquire about. Miss Galindo
was by birth and breeding a lady of the strictest
honour, and would, if possible, forget the substance
of any letters that passed through her hands; at any
rate, no one would ever hear of them again from her.
“Remuneration?” Oh! as for that, Lady
Ludlow would herself take care that it was managed
in the most delicate manner possible. She would
send to invite Miss Galindo to tea at the Hall that
very afternoon, if Mr. Horner would only give her
ladyship the slightest idea of the average length of
time that my lady was to request Miss Galindo to sacrifice
to her daily. “Three hours! Very
well.” Mr. Horner looked very grave as
he passed the windows of the room where I lay.
I don’t think he liked the idea of Miss Galindo
as a clerk.
Lady Ludlow’s invitations were
like royal commands. Indeed, the village was
too quiet to allow the inhabitants to have many evening
engagements of any kind. Now and then, Mr. and
Mrs. Horner gave a tea and supper to the principal
tenants and their wives, to which the clergyman was
invited, and Miss Galindo, Mrs. Medlicott, and one
or two other spinsters and widows. The glory
of the supper-table on these occasions was invariably
furnished by her ladyship: it was a cold roasted
peacock, with his tail stuck out as if in life.
Mrs. Medlicott would take up the whole morning arranging
the feathers in the proper semicircle, and was always
pleased with the wonder and admiration it excited.
It was considered a due reward and fitting compliment
to her exertions that Mr. Horner always took her in
to supper, and placed her opposite to the magnificent
dish, at which she sweetly smiled all the time they
were at table. But since Mrs. Horner had had
the paralytic stroke these parties had been given up;
and Miss Galindo wrote a note to Lady Ludlow in reply
to her invitation, saying that she was entirely disengaged,
and would have great pleasure in doing herself the
honour of waiting upon her ladyship.
Whoever visited my lady took their
meals with her, sitting on the dais, in the presence
of all my former companions. So I did not see
Miss Galindo until some time after tea; as the young
gentlewomen had had to bring her their sewing and
spinning, to hear the remarks of so competent a judge.
At length her ladyship brought her visitor into the
room where I lay, it was one of my bad
days, I remember, in order to have her
little bit of private conversation. Miss Galindo
was dressed in her best gown, I am sure, but I had
never seen anything like it except in a picture, it
was so old-fashioned. She wore a white muslin
apron, delicately embroidered, and put on a little
crookedly, in order, as she told us, even Lady Ludlow,
before the evening was over, to conceal a spot whence
the colour had been discharged by a lemon-stain.
This crookedness had an odd effect, especially when
I saw that it was intentional; indeed, she was so
anxious about her apron’s right adjustment in
the wrong place, that she told us straight out why
she wore it so, and asked her ladyship if the spot
was properly hidden, at the same time lifting up her
apron and showing her how large it was.
“When my father was alive, I
always took his right arm, so, and used to remove
any spotted or discoloured breadths to the left side,
if it was a walking-dress. That’s the
convenience of a gentleman. But widows and spinsters
must do what they can. Ah, my dear (to me)! when
you are reckoning up the blessings in your lot, though
you may think it a hard one in some respects, don’t
forget how little your stockings want darning, as
you are obliged to lie down so much! I would
rather knit two pairs of stockings than darn one,
any day.”
“Have you been doing any of
your beautiful knitting lately?” asked my lady,
who had now arranged Miss Galindo in the pleasantest
chair, and taken her own little wicker-work one, and,
having her work in her hands, was ready to try and
open the subject.
“No, and alas! your ladyship.
It is partly the hot weather’s fault, for people
seem to forget that winter must come; and partly, I
suppose, that every one is stocked who has the money
to pay four-and-sixpence a pair for stockings.”
“Then may I ask if you have
any time in your active days at liberty?” said
my lady, drawing a little nearer to her proposal, which
I fancy she found it a little awkward to make.
“Why, the village keeps me busy,
your ladyship, when I have neither knitting or sewing
to do. You know I took X. for my letter at the
repository, because it stands for Xantippe, who was
a great scold in old times, as I have learnt.
But I’m sure I don’t know how the world
would get on without scolding, your ladyship.
It would go to sleep, and the sun would stand still.”
“I don’t think I could
bear to scold, Miss Galindo,” said her ladyship,
smiling.
“No! because your ladyship has
people to do it for you. Begging your pardon,
my lady, it seems to me the generality of people may
be divided into saints, scolds, and sinners.
Now, your ladyship is a saint, because you have a
sweet and holy nature, in the first place; and have
people to do your anger and vexation for you, in the
second place. And Jonathan Walker is a sinner,
because he is sent to prison. But here am I,
half way, having but a poor kind of disposition at
best, and yet hating sin, and all that leads to it,
such as wasting, and extravagance, and gossiping, and
yet all this lies right under my nose in the village,
and I am not saint enough to be vexed at it; and so
I scold. And though I had rather be a saint,
yet I think I do good in my way.”
“No doubt you do, dear Miss
Galindo,” said Lady Ludlow. “But
I am sorry to hear that there is so much that is bad
going on in the village, very sorry.”
“O, your ladyship! then I am
sorry I brought it out. It was only by way of
saying, that when I have no particular work to do at
home, I take a turn abroad, and set my neighbours
to rights, just by way of steering clear of Satan.
For Satan finds some mischief still
For idle hands to do,
you know, my lady.”
There was no leading into the subject
by delicate degrees, for Miss Galindo was evidently
so fond of talking, that, if asked a question, she
made her answer so long, that before she came to an
end of it, she had wandered far away from the original
starting point. So Lady Ludlow plunged at once
into what she had to say.
“Miss Galindo, I have a great favour to ask
of you.”
“My lady, I wish I could tell
you what a pleasure it is to hear you say so,”
replied Miss Galindo, almost with tears in her eyes;
so glad were we all to do anything for her ladyship,
which could be called a free service and not merely
a duty.
“It is this. Mr. Horner
tells me that the business-letters, relating to the
estate, are multiplying so much that he finds it impossible
to copy them all himself, and I therefore require
the services of some confidential and discreet person
to copy these letters, and occasionally to go through
certain accounts. Now, there is a very pleasant
little sitting-room very near to Mr. Horner’s
office (you know Mr. Horner’s office on
the other side of the stone hall?), and if I could
prevail upon you to come here to breakfast and afterwards
sit there for three hours every morning, Mr. Horner
should bring or send you the papers ”
Lady Ludlow stopped. Miss Galindo’s
countenance had fallen. There was some great
obstacle in her mind to her wish for obliging Lady
Ludlow.
“What would Sally do?”
she asked at length. Lady Ludlow had not a notion
who Sally was. Nor if she had had a notion, would
she have had a conception of the perplexities that
poured into Miss Galindo’s mind, at the idea
of leaving her rough forgetful dwarf without the perpetual
monitorship of her mistress. Lady Ludlow, accustomed
to a household where everything went on noiselessly,
perfectly, and by clock-work, conducted by a number
of highly-paid, well-chosen, and accomplished servants,
had not a conception of the nature of the rough material
from which her servants came. Besides, in her
establishment, so that the result was good, no one
inquired if the small economies had been observed
in the production. Whereas every penny every
halfpenny, was of consequence to Miss Galindo; and
visions of squandered drops of milk and wasted crusts
of bread filled her mind with dismay. But she
swallowed all her apprehensions down, out of her regard
for Lady Ludlow, and desire to be of service to her.
No one knows how great a trial it was to her when
she thought of Sally, unchecked and unscolded for three
hours every morning. But all she said was
“‘Sally, go to the Deuce.’
I beg your pardon, my lady, if I was talking to myself;
it’s a habit I have got into of keeping my tongue
in practice, and I am not quite aware when I do it.
Three hours every morning! I shall be only
too proud to do what I can for your ladyship; and I
hope Mr. Horner will not be too impatient with me
at first. You know, perhaps, that I was nearly
being an authoress once, and that seems as if I was
destined to ‘employ my time in writing.’”
“No, indeed; we must return
to the subject of the clerkship afterwards, if you
please. An authoress, Miss Galindo! You
surprise me!”
“But, indeed, I was. All
was quite ready. Doctor Burney used to teach
me music: not that I ever could learn, but it
was a fancy of my poor father’s. And his
daughter wrote a book, and they said she was but a
very young lady, and nothing but a music-master’s
daughter; so why should not I try?”
“Well?”
“Well! I got paper and
half-a-hundred good pens, a bottle of ink, all ready ”
“And then ”
“O, it ended in my having nothing
to say, when I sat down to write. But sometimes,
when I get hold of a book, I wonder why I let such
a poor reason stop me. It does not others.”
“But I think it was very well
it did, Miss Galindo,” said her ladyship.
“I am extremely against women usurping men’s
employments, as they are very apt to do. But
perhaps, after all, the notion of writing a book improved
your hand. It is one of the most legible I ever
saw.”
“I despise z’s without
tails,” said Miss Galindo, with a good deal of
gratified pride at my lady’s praise. Presently,
my lady took her to look at a curious old cabinet,
which Lord Ludlow had picked up at the Hague; and
while they were out of the room on this errand, I suppose
the question of remuneration was settled, for I heard
no more of it.
When they came back, they were talking
of Mr. Gray. Miss Galindo was unsparing in her
expressions of opinion about him: going much farther
than my lady in her language, at least.
“A little blushing man like
him, who can’t say bo to a goose without
hesitating and colouring, to come to this village which
is as good a village as ever lived and
cry us down for a set of sinners, as if we had all
committed murder and that other thing! I
have no patience with him, my lady. And then,
how is he to help us to heaven, by teaching us our,
a b, ab b a, ba? And yet, by
all accounts, that’s to save poor children’s
souls. O, I knew your ladyship would agree with
me. I am sure my mother was as good a creature
as ever breathed the blessed air; and if she’s
not gone to heaven I don’t want to go there;
and she could not spell a letter decently. And
does Mr. Gray think God took note of that?”
“I was sure you would agree
with me, Miss Galindo,” said my lady. “You
and I can remember how this talk about education Rousseau,
and his writings stirred up the French
people to their Reign of Terror, and all those bloody
scenes.”
“I’m afraid that Rousseau
and Mr. Gray are birds of a feather,” replied
Miss Galindo, shaking her head. “And yet
there is some good in the young man too. He
sat up all night with Billy Davis, when his wife was
fairly worn out with nursing him.”
“Did he, indeed!” said
my lady, her face lighting up, as it always did when
she heard of any kind or generous action, no matter
who performed it. “What a pity he is bitten
with these new revolutionary ideas, and is so much
for disturbing the established order of society!”
When Miss Galindo went, she left so
favourable an impression of her visit on my lady,
that she said to me with a pleased smile
“I think I have provided Mr.
Horner with a far better clerk than he would have
made of that lad Gregson in twenty years. And
I will send the lad to my lord’s grieve, in
Scotland, that he may be kept out of harm’s way.”
But something happened to the lad
before this purpose could be accomplished.