I am ashamed to say what feeling became
strongest in my mind about this time; next to the
sympathy we all of us felt for my dear lady in her
deep sorrow, I mean; for that was greater and stronger
than anything else, however contradictory you may
think it, when you hear all.
It might arise from my being so far
from well at the time, which produced a diseased mind
in a diseased body; but I was absolutely jealous for
my father’s memory, when I saw how many signs
of grief there were for my lord’s death, he
having done next to nothing for the village and parish,
which now changed, as it were, its daily course of
life, because his lordship died in a far-off city.
My father had spent the best years of his manhood
in labouring hard, body and soul, for the people amongst
whom he lived. His family, of course, claimed
the first place in his heart; he would have been good
for little, even in the way of benevolence, if they
had not. But close after them he cared for his
parishioners, and neighbours. And yet, when
he died, though the church-bells tolled, and smote
upon our hearts with hard, fresh pain at every beat,
the sounds of every-day life still went on, close
pressing around us, carts and carriages,
street-cries, distant barrel-organs (the kindly neighbours
kept them out of our street): life, active, noisy
life, pressed on our acute consciousness of Death,
and jarred upon it as on a quick nerve.
And when we went to church, my
father’s own church, though the pulpit
cushions were black, and many of the congregation had
put on some humble sign of mourning, yet it did not
alter the whole material aspect of the place.
And yet what was Lord Ludlow’s relation to Hanbury,
compared to my father’s work and place in ?
O! it was very wicked in me!
I think if I had seen my lady, if I had
dared to ask to go to her, I should not have felt so
miserable, so discontented. But she sat in her
own room, hung with black, all, even over the shutters.
She saw no light but that which was artificial candles,
lamps, and the like for more than a month.
Only Adams went near her. Mr. Gray was not
admitted, though he called daily. Even Mrs. Medlicott
did not see her for near a fortnight. The sight
of my lady’s griefs, or rather the recollection
of it, made Mrs. Medlicott talk far more than was
her wont. She told us, with many tears, and much
gesticulation, even speaking German at times, when
her English would not flow, that my lady sat there,
a white figure in the middle of the darkened room;
a shaded lamp near her, the light of which fell on
an open Bible, the great family Bible.
It was not open at any chapter or consoling verse;
but at the page whereon were registered the births
of her nine children. Five had died in infancy, sacrificed
to the cruel system which forbade the mother to suckle
her babies. Four had lived longer; Urian had
been the first to die, Ughtred-Mortimar, Earl Ludlow,
the last.
My lady did not cry, Mrs. Medlicott
said. She was quite composed; very still, very
silent. She put aside everything that savoured
of mere business: sent people to Mr. Horner for
that. But she was proudly alive to every possible
form which might do honour to the last of her race.
In those days, expresses were slow
things, and forms still slower. Before my lady’s
directions could reach Vienna, my lord was buried.
There was some talk (so Mrs. Medlicott said) about
taking the body up, and bringing him to Hanbury.
But his executors, connections on the Ludlow
side, demurred to this. If he were
removed to England, he must be carried on to Scotland,
and interred with his Monkshaven forefathers.
My lady, deeply hurt, withdrew from the discussion,
before it degenerated to an unseemly contest.
But all the more, for this understood mortification
of my lady’s, did the whole village and estate
of Hanbury assume every outward sign of mourning.
The church bells tolled morning and evening.
The church itself was draped in black inside.
Hatchments were placed everywhere, where hatchments
could be put. All the tenantry spoke in hushed
voices for more than a week, scarcely daring to observe
that all flesh, even that of an Earl Ludlow, and the
last of the Hanburys, was but grass after all.
The very Fighting Lion closed its front door, front
shutters it had none, and those who needed drink stole
in at the back, and were silent and maudlin over their
cups, instead of riotous and noisy. Miss Galindo’s
eyes were swollen up with crying, and she told me,
with a fresh burst of tears, that even hump-backed
Sally had been found sobbing over her Bible, and using
a pocket-handkerchief for the first time in her life;
her aprons having hitherto stood her in the necessary
stead, but not being sufficiently in accordance with
etiquette to be used when mourning over an earl’s
premature decease.
If it was this way out of the Hall,
“you might work it by the rule of three,”
as Miss Galindo used to say, and judge what it was
in the Hall. We none of us spoke but in a whisper:
we tried not to eat; and indeed the shock had been
so really great, and we did really care so much for
my lady, that for some days we had but little appetite.
But after that, I fear our sympathy grew weaker,
while our flesh grew stronger. But we still
spoke low, and our hearts ached whenever we thought
of my lady sitting there alone in the darkened room,
with the light ever falling on that one solemn page.
We wished, O how I wished that she
would see Mr. Gray! But Adams said, she thought
my lady ought to have a bishop come to see her.
Still no one had authority enough to send for one.
Mr. Horner all this time was suffering
as much as any one. He was too faithful a servant
of the great Hanbury family, though now the family
had dwindled down to a fragile old lady, not to mourn
acutely over its probable extinction. He had,
besides, a deeper sympathy and reverence with, and
for, my lady, in all things, than probably he ever
cared to show, for his manners were always measured
and cold. He suffered from sorrow. He
also suffered from wrong. My lord’s executors
kept writing to him continually. My lady refused
to listen to mere business, saying she intrusted all
to him. But the “all” was more complicated
than I ever thoroughly understood. As far as
I comprehended the case, it was something of this
kind: There had been a mortgage raised on
my lady’s property of Hanbury, to enable my
lord, her husband, to spend money in cultivating his
Scotch estates, after some new fashion that required
capital. As long as my lord, her son, lived,
who was to succeed to both the estates after her death,
this did not signify; so she had said and felt; and
she had refused to take any steps to secure the repayment
of capital, or even the payment of the interest of
the mortgage from the possible representatives and
possessors of the Scotch estates, to the possible
owner of the Hanbury property; saying it ill became
her to calculate on the contingency of her son’s
death.
But he had died childless, unmarried.
The heir of the Monkshaven property was an Edinburgh
advocate, a far-away kinsman of my lord’s:
the Hanbury property, at my lady’s death, would
go to the descendants of a third son of the Squire
Hanbury in the days of Queen Anne.
This complication of affairs was most
grievous to Mr. Horner. He had always been opposed
to the mortgage; had hated the payment of the interest,
as obliging my lady to practise certain economies which,
though she took care to make them as personal as possible,
he disliked as derogatory to the family. Poor
Mr. Horner! He was so cold and hard in his manner,
so curt and decisive in his speech, that I don’t
think we any of us did him justice. Miss Galindo
was almost the first, at this time, to speak a kind
word of him, or to take thought of him at all, any
farther than to get out of his way when we saw him
approaching.
“I don’t think Mr. Horner
is well,” she said one day; about three weeks
after we had heard of my lord’s death.
“He sits resting his head on his hand, and hardly
hears me when I speak to him.”
But I thought no more of it, as Miss
Galindo did not name it again. My lady came
amongst us once more. From elderly she had become
old; a little, frail, old lady, in heavy black drapery,
never speaking about nor alluding to her great sorrow;
quieter, gentler, paler than ever before; and her
eyes dim with much weeping, never witnessed by mortal.
She had seen Mr. Gray at the expiration
of the month of deep retirement. But I do not
think that even to him she had said one word of her
own particular individual sorrow. All mention
of it seemed buried deep for evermore. One day,
Mr. Horner sent word that he was too much indisposed
to attend to his usual business at the Hall; but he
wrote down some directions and requests to Miss Galindo,
saying that he would be at his office early the next
morning. The next morning he was dead.
Miss Galindo told my lady. Miss
Galindo herself cried plentifully, but my lady, although
very much distressed, could not cry. It seemed
a physical impossibility, as if she had shed all the
tears in her power. Moreover, I almost think
her wonder was far greater that she herself lived
than that Mr. Horner died. It was almost natural
that so faithful a servant should break his heart,
when the family he belonged to lost their stay, their
heir, and their last hope.
Yes! Mr. Horner was a faithful
servant. I do not think there are many so faithful
now; but perhaps that is an old woman’s fancy
of mine. When his will came to be examined,
it was discovered that, soon after Harry Gregson’s
accident, Mr. Horner had left the few thousands (three,
I think,) of which he was possessed, in trust for
Harry’s benefit, desiring his executors to see
that the lad was well educated in certain things,
for which Mr. Horner had thought that he had shown
especial aptitude; and there was a kind of implied
apology to my lady in one sentence where he stated
that Harry’s lameness would prevent his being
ever able to gain his living by the exercise of any
mere bodily faculties, “as had been wished by
a lady whose wishes” he, the testator, “was
bound to regard.”
But there was a codicil in the will,
dated since Lord Ludlow’s death feebly
written by Mr. Horner himself, as if in preparation
only for some more formal manner of bequest:
or, perhaps, only as a mere temporary arrangement
till he could see a lawyer, and have a fresh will
made. In this he revoked his previous bequest
to Harry Gregson. He only left two hundred pounds
to Mr Gray to be used, as that gentleman thought best,
for Henry Gregson’s benefit. With this
one exception, he bequeathed all the rest of his savings
to my lady, with a hope that they might form a nest-egg,
as it were, towards the paying off of the mortgage
which had been such a grief to him during his life.
I may not repeat all this in lawyer’s phrase;
I heard it through Miss Galindo, and she might make
mistakes. Though, indeed, she was very clear-headed,
and soon earned the respect of Mr. Smithson, my lady’s
lawyer from Warwick. Mr. Smithson knew Miss
Galindo a little before, both personally and by reputation;
but I don’t think he was prepared to find her
installed as steward’s clerk, and, at first,
he was inclined to treat her, in this capacity, with
polite contempt. But Miss Galindo was both a
lady and a spirited, sensible woman, and she could
put aside her self-indulgence in eccentricity of speech
and manner whenever she chose. Nay more; she
was usually so talkative, that if she had not been
amusing and warm-hearted, one might have thought her
wearisome occasionally. But to meet Mr. Smithson
she came out daily in her Sunday gown; she said no
more than was required in answer to his questions;
her books and papers were in thorough order, and methodically
kept; her statements of matters-of-fact accurate,
and to be relied on. She was amusingly conscious
of her victory over his contempt of a woman-clerk
and his preconceived opinion of her unpractical eccentricity.
“Let me alone,” said she,
one day when she came in to sit awhile with me.
“That man is a good man a sensible
man and I have no doubt he is a good lawyer;
but he can’t fathom women yet. I make no
doubt he’ll go back to Warwick, and never give
credit again to those people who made him think me
half-cracked to begin with. O, my dear, he did!
He showed it twenty times worse than my poor dear
master ever did. It was a form to be gone through
to please my lady, and, for her sake, he would hear
my statements and see my books. It was keeping
a woman out of harm’s way, at any rate, to let
her fancy herself useful. I read the man.
And, I am thankful to say, he cannot read me.
At least, only one side of me. When I see an
end to be gained, I can behave myself accordingly.
Here was a man who thought that a woman in a black
silk gown was a respectable, orderly kind of person;
and I was a woman in a black silk gown. He believed
that a woman could not write straight lines, and required
a man to tell her that two and two made four.
I was not above ruling my books, and had Cocker a
little more at my fingers’ ends than he had.
But my greatest triumph has been holding my tongue.
He would have thought nothing of my books, or my
sums, or my black silk gown, if I had spoken unasked.
So I have buried more sense in my bosom these ten
days than ever I have uttered in the whole course
of my life before. I have been so curt, so abrupt,
so abominably dull, that I’ll answer for it
he thinks me worthy to be a man. But I must go
back to him, my dear, so good-bye to conversation and
you.”
But though Mr. Smithson might be satisfied
with Miss Galindo, I am afraid she was the only part
of the affair with which he was content. Everything
else went wrong. I could not say who told me
so but the conviction of this seemed to
pervade the house. I never knew how much we had
all looked up to the silent, gruff Mr. Horner for
decisions, until he was gone. My lady herself
was a pretty good woman of business, as women of business
go. Her father, seeing that she would be the
heiress of the Hanbury property, had given her a training
which was thought unusual in those days, and she liked
to feel herself queen regnant, and to have to decide
in all cases between herself and her tenantry.
But, perhaps, Mr. Horner would have done it more
wisely; not but what she always attended to him at
last. She would begin by saying, pretty clearly
and promptly, what she would have done, and what she
would not have done. If Mr. Horner approved
of it, he bowed, and set about obeying her directly;
if he disapproved of it, he bowed, and lingered so
long before he obeyed her, that she forced his opinion
out of him with her “Well, Mr. Horner! and what
have you to say against it?” For she always
understood his silence as well as if he had spoken.
But the estate was pressed for ready money, and Mr.
Horner had grown gloomy and languid since the death
of his wife, and even his own personal affairs were
not in the order in which they had been a year or
two before, for his old clerk had gradually become
superannuated, or, at any rate, unable by the superfluity
of his own energy and wit to supply the spirit that
was wanting in Mr. Horner.
Day after day Mr. Smithson seemed
to grow more fidgety, more annoyed at the state of
affairs. Like every one else employed by Lady
Ludlow, as far as I could learn, he had an hereditary
tie to the Hanbury family. As long as the Smithsons
had been lawyers, they had been lawyers to the Hanburys;
always coming in on all great family occasions, and
better able to understand the characters, and connect
the links of what had once been a large and scattered
family, than any individual thereof had ever been.
As long as a man was at the head of
the Hanburys, the lawyers had simply acted as servants,
and had only given their advice when it was required.
But they had assumed a different position on the memorable
occasion of the mortgage: they had remonstrated
against it. My lady had resented this remonstrance,
and a slight, unspoken coolness had existed between
her and the father of this Mr. Smithson ever since.
I was very sorry for my lady.
Mr. Smithson was inclined to blame Mr. Horner for
the disorderly state in which he found some of the
outlying farms, and for the deficiencies in the annual
payment of rents. Mr. Smithson had too much
good feeling to put this blame into words; but my
lady’s quick instinct led her to reply to a thought,
the existence of which she perceived; and she quietly
told the truth, and explained how she had interfered
repeatedly to prevent Mr. Horner from taking certain
desirable steps, which were discordant to her hereditary
sense of right and wrong between landlord and tenant.
She also spoke of the want of ready money as a misfortune
that could be remedied, by more economical personal
expenditure on her own part; by which individual saving,
it was possible that a reduction of fifty pounds a
year might have been accomplished. But as soon
as Mr. Smithson touched on larger economies, such
as either affected the welfare of others, or the honour
and standing of the great House of Hanbury, she was
inflexible. Her establishment consisted of somewhere
about forty servants, of whom nearly as many as twenty
were unable to perform their work properly, and yet
would have been hurt if they had been dismissed; so
they had the credit of fulfilling duties, while my
lady paid and kept their substitutes. Mr. Smithson
made a calculation, and would have saved some hundreds
a year by pensioning off these old servants.
But my lady would not hear of it. Then, again,
I know privately that he urged her to allow some of
us to return to our homes. Bitterly we should
have regretted the separation from Lady Ludlow; but
we would have gone back gladly, had we known at the
time that her circumstances required it: but she
would not listen to the proposal for a moment.
“If I cannot act justly towards
every one, I will give up a plan which has been a
source of much satisfaction; at least, I will not carry
it out to such an extent in future. But to these
young ladies, who do me the favour to live with me
at present, I stand pledged. I cannot go back
from my word, Mr. Smithson. We had better talk
no more of this.”
As she spoke, she entered the room
where I lay. She and Mr. Smithson were coming
for some papers contained in the bureau. They
did not know I was there, and Mr. Smithson started
a little when he saw me, as he must have been aware
that I had overheard something. But my lady did
not change a muscle of her face. All the world
might overhear her kind, just, pure sayings, and she
had no fear of their misconstruction. She came
up to me, and kissed me on the forehead, and then went
to search for the required papers.
“I rode over the Connington
farms yesterday, my lady. I must say I was quite
grieved to see the condition they are in; all the land
that is not waste is utterly exhausted with working
successive white crops. Not a pinch of manure
laid on the ground for years. I must say that
a greater contrast could never have been presented
than that between Harding’s farm and the next
fields fences in perfect order, rotation
crops, sheep eating down the turnips on the waste
lands everything that could be desired.”
“Whose farm is that?” asked my lady.
“Why, I am sorry to say, it
was on none of your ladyship’s that I saw such
good methods adopted. I hoped it was, I stopped
my horse to inquire. A queer-looking man, sitting
on his horse like a tailor, watching his men with
a couple of the sharpest eyes I ever saw, and dropping
his h’s at every word, answered my question,
and told me it was his. I could not go on asking
him who he was; but I fell into conversation with
him, and I gathered that he had earned some money in
trade in Birmingham, and had bought the estate (five
hundred acres, I think he said,) on which he was born,
and now was setting himself to cultivate it in downright
earnest, going to Holkham and Woburn, and half the
country over, to get himself up on the subject.”
“It would be Brooke, that dissenting
baker from Birmingham,” said my lady in her
most icy tone. “Mr. Smithson, I am sorry
I have been detaining you so long, but I think these
are the letters you wished to see.”
If her ladyship thought by this speech
to quench Mr. Smithson she was mistaken. Mr.
Smithson just looked at the letters, and went on with
the old subject.
“Now, my lady, it struck me
that if you had such a man to take poor Horner’s
place, he would work the rents and the land round most
satisfactorily. I should not despair of inducing
this very man to undertake the work. I should
not mind speaking to him myself on the subject, for
we got capital friends over a snack of luncheon that
he asked me to share with him.”
Lady Ludlow fixed her eyes on Mr.
Smithson as he spoke, and never took them off his
face until he had ended. She was silent a minute
before she answered.
“You are very good, Mr. Smithson,
but I need not trouble you with any such arrangements.
I am going to write this afternoon to Captain James,
a friend of one of my sons, who has, I hear, been severely
wounded at Trafalgar, to request him to honour me
by accepting Mr. Horner’s situation.”
“A Captain James! A captain
in the navy! going to manage your ladyship’s
estate!”
“If he will be so kind.
I shall esteem it a condescension on his part; but
I hear that he will have to resign his profession,
his state of health is so bad, and a country life
is especially prescribed for him. I am in some
hopes of tempting him here, as I learn he has but little
to depend on if he gives up his profession.”
“A Captain James! an invalid captain!”
“You think I am asking too great
a favour,” continued my lady. (I never could
tell how far it was simplicity, or how far a kind of
innocent malice, that made her misinterpret Mr. Smithson’s
words and looks as she did.) “But he is not
a post-captain, only a commander, and his pension
will be but small. I may be able, by offering
him country air and a healthy occupation, to restore
him to health.”
“Occupation! My lady,
may I ask how a sailor is to manage land? Why,
your tenants will laugh him to scorn.”
“My tenants, I trust, will not
behave so ill as to laugh at any one I choose to set
over them. Captain James has had experience in
managing men. He has remarkable practical talents,
and great common sense, as I hear from every one.
But, whatever he may be, the affair rests between
him and myself. I can only say I shall esteem
myself fortunate if he comes.”
There was no more to be said, after
my lady spoke in this manner. I had heard her
mention Captain James before, as a middy who had been
very kind to her son Urian. I thought I remembered
then, that she had mentioned that his family circumstances
were not very prosperous. But, I confess, that
little as I knew of the management of land, I quite
sided with Mr. Smithson. He, silently prohibited
from again speaking to my lady on the subject, opened
his mind to Miss Galindo, from whom I was pretty sure
to hear all the opinions and news of the household
and village. She had taken a great fancy to
me, because she said I talked so agreeably. I
believe it was because I listened so well.
“Well, have you heard the news,”
she began, “about this Captain James? A
sailor, with a wooden leg, I have no doubt.
What would the poor, dear, deceased master have said
to it, if he had known who was to be his successor!
My dear, I have often thought of the postman’s
bringing me a letter as one of the pleasures I shall
miss in heaven. But, really, I think Mr. Horner
may be thankful he has got out of the reach of news;
or else he would hear of Mr. Smithson’s having
made up to the Birmingham baker, and of his one-legged
captain, coming to dot-and-go-one over the estate.
I suppose he will look after the labourers through
a spy-glass. I only hope he won’t stick
in the mud with his wooden leg; for I, for one, won’t
help him out. Yes, I would,” said she,
correcting herself; “I would, for my lady’s
sake.”
“But are you sure he has a wooden
leg?” asked I. “I heard Lady Ludlow
tell Mr. Smithson about him, and she only spoke of
him as wounded.”
“Well, sailors are almost always
wounded in the leg. Look at Greenwich Hospital!
I should say there were twenty one-legged pensioners
to one without an arm there. But say he has
got half-a-dozen legs: what has he to do with
managing land? I shall think him very impudent
if he comes, taking advantage of my lady’s kind
heart.”
However, come he did. In a month
from that time, the carriage was sent to meet Captain
James; just as three years before it had been sent
to meet me. His coming had been so much talked
about that we were all as curious as possible to see
him, and to know how so unusual an experiment, as
it seemed to us, would answer. But, before I
tell you anything about our new agent, I must speak
of something quite as interesting, and I really think
quite as important. And this was my lady’s
making friends with Harry Gregson. I do believe
she did it for Mr. Horner’s sake; but, of course,
I can only conjecture why my lady did anything.
But I heard one day, from Mary Legard, that my lady
had sent for Harry to come and see her, if he was
well enough to walk so far; and the next day he was
shown into the room he had been in once before under
such unlucky circumstances.
The lad looked pale enough, as he
stood propping himself up on his crutch, and the instant
my lady saw him, she bade John Footman place a stool
for him to sit down upon while she spoke to him.
It might be his paleness that gave his whole face
a more refined and gentle look; but I suspect it was
that the boy was apt to take impressions, and that
Mr. Horner’s grave, dignified ways, and Mr.
Gray’s tender and quiet manners, had altered
him; and then the thoughts of illness and death seem
to turn many of us into gentlemen, and gentlewomen,
as long as such thoughts are in our minds. We
cannot speak loudly or angrily at such times; we are
not apt to be eager about mere worldly things, for
our very awe at our quickened sense of the nearness
of the invisible world, makes us calm and serene about
the petty trifles of to-day. At least, I know
that was the explanation Mr. Gray once gave me of
what we all thought the great improvement in Harry
Gregson’s way of behaving.
My lady hesitated so long about what
she had best say, that Harry grew a little frightened
at her silence. A few months ago it would have
surprised me more than it did now; but since my lord
her son’s death, she had seemed altered in many
ways, more uncertain and distrustful of
herself, as it were.
At last she said, and I think the
tears were in her eyes: “My poor little
fellow, you have had a narrow escape with your life
since I saw you last.”
To this there was nothing to be said
but “Yes;” and again there was silence.
“And you have lost a good, kind friend, in Mr.
Horner.”
The boy’s lips worked, and I
think he said, “Please, don’t.”
But I can’t be sure; at any rate, my lady went
on:
“And so have I, a
good, kind friend, he was to both of us; and to you
he wished to show his kindness in even a more generous
way than he has done. Mr. Gray has told you about
his legacy to you, has he not?”
There was no sign of eager joy on
the lad’s face, as if he realised the power
and pleasure of having what to him must have seemed
like a fortune.
“Mr. Gray said as how he had left me a matter
of money.”
“Yes, he has left you two hundred pounds.”
“But I would rather have had
him alive, my lady,” he burst out, sobbing as
if his heart would break.
“My lad, I believe you.
We would rather have had our dead alive, would we
not? and there is nothing in money that can comfort
us for their loss. But you know Mr.
Gray has told you who has appointed all
our times to die. Mr. Horner was a good, just
man; and has done well and kindly, both by me and
you. You perhaps do not know” (and now
I understood what my lady had been making up her mind
to say to Harry, all the time she was hesitating how
to begin) “that Mr. Horner, at one time, meant
to leave you a great deal more; probably all he had,
with the exception of a legacy to his old clerk, Morrison.
But he knew that this estate on which
my forefathers had lived for six hundred years was
in debt, and that I had no immediate chance of paying
off this debt; and yet he felt that it was a very
sad thing for an old property like this to belong in
part to those other men, who had lent the money.
You understand me, I think, my little man?”
said she, questioning Harry’s face.
He had left off crying, and was trying
to understand, with all his might and main; and I
think he had got a pretty good general idea of the
state of affairs; though probably he was puzzled by
the term “the estate being in debt.”
But he was sufficiently interested to want my lady
to go on; and he nodded his head at her, to signify
this to her.
“So Mr. Horner took the money
which he once meant to be yours, and has left the
greater part of it to me, with the intention of helping
me to pay off this debt I have told you about.
It will go a long way, and I shall try hard to save
the rest, and then I shall die happy in leaving the
land free from debt.” She paused.
“But I shall not die happy in thinking of you.
I do not know if having money, or even having a great
estate and much honour, is a good thing for any of
us. But God sees fit that some of us should
be called to this condition, and it is our duty then
to stand by our posts, like brave soldiers. Now,
Mr. Horner intended you to have this money first.
I shall only call it borrowing from you, Harry Gregson,
if I take it and use it to pay off the debt.
I shall pay Mr. Gray interest on this money, because
he is to stand as your guardian, as it were, till
you come of age; and he must fix what ought to be
done with it, so as to fit you for spending the principal
rightly when the estate can repay it you. I
suppose, now, it will be right for you to be educated.
That will be another snare that will come with your
money. But have courage, Harry. Both education
and money may be used rightly, if we only pray against
the temptations they bring with them.”
Harry could make no answer, though
I am sure he understood it all. My lady wanted
to get him to talk to her a little, by way of becoming
acquainted with what was passing in his mind; and she
asked him what he would like to have done with his
money, if he could have part of it now? To such
a simple question, involving no talk about feelings,
his answer came readily enough.
“Build a cottage for father,
with stairs in it, and give Mr. Gray a school-house.
O, father does so want Mr. Gray for to have his wish!
Father saw all the stones lying quarried and hewn on
Farmer Hale’s land; Mr. Gray had paid for them
all himself. And father said he would work night
and day, and little Tommy should carry mortar, if the
parson would let him, sooner than that he should be
fretted and frabbed as he was, with no one giving
him a helping hand or a kind word.”
Harry knew nothing of my lady’s
part in the affair; that was very clear. My lady
kept silence.
“If I might have a piece of
my money, I would buy land from Mr. Brooks; he has
got a bit to sell just at the corner of Hendon Lane,
and I would give it to Mr. Gray; and, perhaps, if
your ladyship thinks I may be learned again, I might
grow up into the schoolmaster.”
“You are a good boy,”
said my lady. “But there are more things
to be thought of, in carrying out such a plan, than
you are aware of. However, it shall be tried.”
“The school, my lady?”
I exclaimed, almost thinking she did not know what
she was saying.
“Yes, the school. For
Mr. Horner’s sake, for Mr. Gray’s sake,
and last, not least, for this lad’s sake, I
will give the new plan a trial. Ask Mr. Gray
to come up to me this afternoon about the land he wants.
He need not go to a Dissenter for it. And tell
your father he shall have a good share in the building
of it, and Tommy shall carry the mortar.”
“And I may be schoolmaster?” asked Harry,
eagerly.
“We’ll see about that,”
said my lady, amused. “It will be some
time before that plan comes to pass, my little fellow.”
And now to return to Captain James.
My first account of him was from Miss Galindo.
“He’s not above thirty;
and I must just pack up my pens and my paper, and
be off; for it would be the height of impropriety for
me to be staying here as his clerk. It was all
very well in the old master’s days. But
here am I, not fifty till next May, and this young,
unmarried man, who is not even a widower! O,
there would be no end of gossip. Besides he
looks as askance at me as I do at him. My black
silk gown had no effect. He’s afraid I
shall marry him. But I won’t; he may feel
himself quite safe from that. And Mr. Smithson
has been recommending a clerk to my lady. She
would far rather keep me on; but I can’t stop.
I really could not think it proper.”
“What sort of a looking man is he?”
“O, nothing particular.
Short, and brown, and sunburnt. I did not think
it became me to look at him. Well, now for the
nightcaps. I should have grudged any one else
doing them, for I have got such a pretty pattern!”
But when it came to Miss Galindo’s
leaving, there was a great misunderstanding between
her and my lady. Miss Galindo had imagined that
my lady had asked her as a favour to copy the letters,
and enter the accounts, and had agreed to do the work
without the notion of being paid for so doing.
She had, now and then, grieved over a very profitable
order for needlework passing out of her hands on account
of her not having time to do it, because of her occupation
at the Hall; but she had never hinted this to my lady,
but gone on cheerfully at her writing as long as her
clerkship was required. My lady was annoyed that
she had not made her intention of paying Miss Galindo
more clear, in the first conversation she had had
with her; but I suppose that she had been too delicate
to be very explicit with regard to money matters; and
now Miss Galindo was quite hurt at my lady’s
wanting to pay her for what she had done in such right-down
good-will.
“No,” Miss Galindo said;
“my own dear lady, you may be as angry with me
as you like, but don’t offer me money.
Think of six-and-twenty years ago, and poor Arthur,
and as you were to me then! Besides, I wanted
money I don’t disguise it for
a particular purpose; and when I found that (God bless
you for asking me!) I could do you a service, I turned
it over in my mind, and I gave up one plan and took
up another, and it’s all settled now.
Bessy is to leave school and come and live with me.
Don’t, please, offer me money again.
You don’t know how glad I have been to do anything
for you. Have not I, Margaret Dawson? Did
you not hear me say, one day, I would cut off my hand
for my lady; for am I a stock or a stone, that I should
forget kindness? O, I have been so glad to work
for you. And now Bessy is coming here; and no
one knows anything about her as if she
had done anything wrong, poor child!”
“Dear Miss Galindo,” replied
my lady, “I will never ask you to take money
again. Only I thought it was quite understood
between us. And you know you have taken money
for a set of morning wrappers, before now.”
“Yes, my lady; but that was
not confidential. Now I was so proud to have
something to do for you confidentially.”
“But who is Bessy?” asked
my lady. “I do not understand who she is,
or why she is to come and live with you. Dear
Miss Galindo, you must honour me by being confidential
with me in your turn!”