Let the reader now picture Priscilla
coming downstairs the next morning, a golden Sunday
morning full of Sabbath calm, and a Priscilla leaden-eyed
and leaden-souled, her shabby garments worn out to
a symbol of her worn out zeals, her face the face
of one who has forgotten peace, her eyes the eyes
of one at strife with the future, of one for ever
asking “What next?” and shrinking with
a shuddering “Oh please not that,” from
the bald reply.
Out of doors Nature wore her mildest,
most beneficent aspect. She very evidently cared
nothing for the squalid tragedies of human fate.
Her hills were bathed in gentle light. Her sunshine
lay warm along the cottage fronts. In the gardens
her hopeful bees, cheated into thoughts of summer,
droned round the pale mauves and purples
of what was left of starworts. The grass in the
churchyard sparkled with the fairy film of gossamers.
Sparrows chirped. Robins whistled. And humanity
gave the last touch to the picture by ringing the
church bells melodiously to prayer.
Without doubt it was a day of blessing,
supposing any one could be found willing to be blest.
Let the reader, then, imagine this outward serenity,
this divine calmness, this fair and light-flooded world,
and within the musty walls of Creeper Cottage Priscilla
coming down to breakfast, despair in her eyes and
heart.
They breakfasted late; so late that
it was done to the accompaniment, strangely purified
and beautified by the intervening church walls and
graveyard, of Mrs. Morrison’s organ playing and
the chanting of the village choir. Their door
stood wide open, for the street was empty. Everybody
was in church. The service was, as Mrs. Morrison
afterwards remarked, unusually well attended.
The voluntaries she played that day were Dead Marches,
and the vicar preached a conscience-shattering sermon
upon the text “Lord, who is it?”
He thought that Mrs. Jones’s
murderer must be one of his parishioners. It
was a painful thought, but it had to be faced.
He had lived so long shut out from gossip, so deaf
to the ever-clicking tongue of rumour, that he had
forgotten how far even small scraps can travel, and
that the news of Mrs. Jones’s bolster being
a hiding-place for her money should have spread beyond
the village never occurred to him. He was moved
on this occasion as much as a man who has long ago
given up being moved can be, for he had had a really
dreadful two days with Mrs. Morrison, dating from
the moment she came in with the news of the boxing
of their only son’s ears. He had, as the
reader will have gathered, nothing of it having been
recorded, refused to visit and reprimand Priscilla
for this. He had found excuses for her. He
had sided with her against his son. He had been
as wholly, maddeningly obstinate as the extremely
good sometimes are. Then came Mrs. Jones’s
murder. He was greatly shaken, but still refused
to call upon Priscilla in connection with it, and
pooh-poohed the notion of her being responsible for
the crime as definitely as an aged saint of habitually
grave speech can be expected to pooh-pooh at all.
He said she was not responsible. He said, when
his wife with all the emphasis apparently inseparable
from the conversation of those who feel strongly,
told him that he owed it to himself, to his parish,
to his country, to go and accuse her, that he owed
no man anything but to love one another. There
was nothing to be done with the vicar. Still
these scenes had not left him scathless, and it was
a vicar moved to the utmost limits of his capacity
in that direction who went into the pulpit that day
repeating the question “Who is it?” so
insistently, so appealingly, with such searching glances
along the rows of faces in the pews, that the congregation,
shuffling and uncomfortable, looked furtively at each
other with an ever growing suspicion and dislike.
The vicar as he went on waxing warmer, more insistent,
observed at least a dozen persons with guilt on every
feature. It darted out like a toad from the hiding-place
of some private ooze at the bottom of each soul into
one face after the other; and there was a certain youth
who grew so visibly in guilt, who had so many beads
of an obviously guilty perspiration on his forehead,
and eyes so guiltily starting from their sockets,
that only by a violent effort of self-control could
the vicar stop himself from pointing at him and shouting
out then and there “Thou art the man!”
Meanwhile the real murderer had hired
a waggonette and was taking his wife for a pleasant
country drive.
It was to pacify Fritzing that Priscilla
came down to breakfast. Left to herself she would
by preference never have breakfasted again. She
even drank more milk to please him; but though it might
please him, no amount of milk could wash out the utter
blackness of her spirit. He, seeing her droop
behind the jug, seeing her gazing drearily at nothing
in particular, jumped up and took a book from the shelves
and without more ado began to read aloud. “It
is better, ma’am,” he explained briefly,
glancing at her over his spectacles, “than that
you should give yourself over to gloom.”
Priscilla turned vague eyes on to
him. “How can I help gloom?” she
asked.
“Yes, yes, that may be.
But nobody should be gloomy at breakfast. The
entire day is very apt, in consequence, to be curdled.”
“It will be curdled anyhow,”
said Priscilla, her head sinking on to her chest.
“Ma’am, listen to this.”
And with a piece of bread and butter
in one hand, from which he took occasional hurried
bites, and the other raised in appropriate varying
gesticulation, Fritzing read portions of the Persae
of AEschylus to her, first in Greek for the joy of
his own ear and then translating it into English for
the edification of hers. He, at least, was off
after the first line, sailing golden seas remote and
glorious, places where words were lovely and deeds
heroic, places most beautiful and brave, most admirably,
most restfully unlike Creeper Cottage. He rolled
out the sentences, turning them on his tongue, savouring
them, reluctant to let them go. She sat looking
at him, wondering how he could possibly even for an
instant forget the actual and the present.
“’Xerxes went forth, Xerxes
perished, Xerxes mismanaged all things in the depths
of the sea ’” declaimed Fritzing.
“He must have been like us,” murmured
Priscilla.
“’O for Darius the scatheless,
the protector! No woman ever mourned for deed
of his ’”
“What a nice man,” sighed Priscilla. “‘O
for Darius!’”
“Ma’am, if you interrupt
how can I read? And it is a most beautiful passage.”
“But we do want a Darius badly,” moaned
Priscilla.
“’The ships went forth,
the grey-faced ships, like to each other as bird is
to bird, the ships and all they carried perished, the
ships perished by the hand of the Greeks. The
king, ’tis said, escapes, but hardly, by the
plains of Thrace and the toilsome ways, and behind
him he leaves his first-fruits sailors
unburied on the shores of Salamis. Then grieve,
sting yourselves to grief, make heaven echo, howl like
dogs for the horror, for they are battered together
by the terrible waters, they are shredded to pieces
by the voiceless children of the Pure. The house
has no master ’”
“Fritzi, I wish you’d
leave off,” implored Priscilla. “It’s
quite as gloomy as anything I was thinking.”
“But ma’am the difference
is that it is also beautiful, whereas the gloom at
present enveloping us is mere squalor. ’The
voiceless children of the Pure ’
how is that, ma’am, for beauty?”
“I don’t even know what it means,”
sighed Priscilla.
“Ma’am, it is an extremely beautiful manner
of alluding to fish.”
“I don’t care,” said Priscilla.
“Ma’am, is it possible
that the blight of passing and outward circumstance
has penetrated to and settled upon what should always
be of a sublime inaccessibility, your soul?”
“I don’t care about the
fish,” repeated Priscilla listlessly. Then
with a sudden movement she pushed back her chair and
jumped up. “Oh,” she cried, beating
her hands together, “don’t talk to me of
fish when I can’t see an inch oh
not a single inch into the future!”
Fritzing looked at her, his finger
on the page. Half of him was still at the bottom
of classic seas with the battered and shredded sailors.
How much rather would he have stayed there, have gone
on reading AEschylus a little, have taken her with
him for a brief space of serenity into that moist
refuge from the harassed present, have forgotten at
least for one morning the necessity, the dreariness
of being forced to face things, to talk over, to decide.
Besides, what could he decide? The unhappy man
had no idea. Nor had Priscilla. To stay
in Symford seemed impossible, but to leave it seemed
still more so. And sooner than go back disgraced
to Kunitz and fling herself at paternal feet which
would in all probability immediately spurn her, Priscilla
felt she would die. But how could she stay in
Symford, surrounded by angry neighbours, next door
to Tussie, with Robin coming back for vacations, with
Mrs. Morrison hating her, with Lady Shuttleworth hating
her, with Emma’s father hating her, with the
blood of Mrs. Jones on her head? Could one live
peacefully in such an accursed place? Yet how
could they go away? Even if they were able to
compose their nerves sufficiently to make new plans
they could not go because they were in debt.
“Fritzi,” cried Priscilla
with more passion than she had ever put into speech
before, “life’s too much for me I
tell you life’s too much for me!” And
with a gesture of her arms as though she would sweep
it all back, keep it from surging over her, from choking
her, she ran out into the street to get into her own
room and be alone, pulling the door to behind her
for fear he should follow and want to explain and
comfort, leaving him with his AEschylus in which, happening
to glance sighing, he, enviable man, at once became
again absorbed, and running blindly, headlong, as
he runs who is surrounded and accompanied by a swarm
of deadly insects which he vainly tries to out-distance,
she ran straight into somebody coming from the opposite
direction, ran full tilt, was almost knocked off her
feet, and looking up with the impatient anguish of
him who is asked to endure his last straw her lips
fell apart in an utter and boundless amazement; for
the person she had run against was that Prince the
last of the series, distinguished from the rest by
his having quenched the Grand Duke’s irrelevant
effervescence by the simple expedient of saying Bosh who
had so earnestly desired to marry her.