“Hullo,” said the Prince, who spoke admirable
English.
Priscilla could only stare.
His instinct was to repeat the exclamation
which he felt represented his feelings very exactly,
for her appearance clothes, expression,
everything astonished him, but he doubted
whether it would well bear repeating. “Is
this where you are staying?” he inquired instead.
“Yes,” said Priscilla.
“May I come in?”
“Yes,” said Priscilla.
He followed her into her parlour.
He looked at her critically as she walked slowly before
him, from head to foot he looked at her critically;
at every inch of the shabby serge gown, at the little
head with its badly arranged hair, at the little heel
that caught in an unmended bit of braid, at the little
shoe with its bow of frayed ribbon, and he smiled
broadly behind his moustache. But when she turned
round he was perfectly solemn.
“I suppose,” said the
Prince, putting his hands in his pockets and gazing
about the room with an appearance of cheerful interest,
“this is what one calls a snug little place.”
Priscilla stood silent. She felt
as though she had been shaken abruptly out of sleep.
Her face even now after the soul-rending time she
had been having, in spite of the shadows beneath the
eyes, the droop at the corners of the mouth, in spite,
too, it must be said of the flagrantly cottage fashion
in which Annalise had done her hair, seemed to the
Prince so extremely beautiful, so absolutely the face
of his dearest, best desires, so limpid, apart from
all grace of colouring and happy circumstance of feature,
with the light of a sweet and noble nature, so manifestly
the outward expression of an indwelling lovely soul,
that his eyes, after one glance round the room, fixed
themselves upon it and never were able to leave it
again.
For a minute or two she stood silent,
trying to collect her thoughts, trying to shake off
the feeling that she was being called back to life
out of a dream. It had not been a dream, she kept
telling herself bad though it was it had
not been a dream but the reality; and this man dropped
suddenly in to the middle of it from another world,
he was the dream, part of the dream she had rebelled
against and run away from a fortnight before.
Then she looked at him, and she knew
she was putting off her soul with nonsense. Never
was anybody less like a dream than the Prince; never
was anybody more squarely, more certainly real.
And he was of her own kind, of her own world.
He and she were equals. They could talk together
plainly, baldly, a talk ungarnished and unretarded
by déférences on the one side and on the other
a kindness apt to become excessive in its anxiety
not to appear to condescend. The feeling that
once more after what seemed an eternity she was with
an equal was of a singular refreshment. During
those few moments in which they stood silent, facing
each other, in spite of her efforts to keep it out,
in spite of really conscientious efforts, a great
calm came in and spread over her spirit. Yet
she had no reason to feel calm she thought, struggling.
Was there not rather cause for an infinity of shame?
What had he come for? He of all people.
The scandalously jilted, the affronted, the run away
from. Was it because she had been looking so
long at Fritzing that this man seemed so nicely groomed?
Or at Tussie, that he seemed so well put together?
Or at Robin, that he seemed so modest? Was it
because people’s eyes Mrs. Morrison’s,
Lady Shuttleworth’s had been so angry
lately whenever they rested on her that his seemed
so very kind? No; she did remember thinking them
that, even being struck by them, when she saw him
first in Kunitz. A dull red crept into her face
when she remembered that day and what followed.
“It isn’t very snug,” she said at
last, trying to hide by a careful coldness of speech
all the strange things she was feeling. “When
it rains there are puddles by the door. The door,
you see, opens into the street.”
“I see,” said the Prince.
There was a silence.
“I don’t suppose you really
do,” said Priscilla, full of strange feelings.
“My dear cousin?”
“I don’t know if you’ve come to
laugh at me?”
“Do I look as if I had?”
“I dare say you think because
you’ve not been through it yourself that
it it’s rather ridiculous.”
“My dear cousin,” protested the Prince.
Her lips quivered. She had gone
through much, and she had lived for two days only
on milk.
“Do you wipe the puddles up, or does old Fritzing?”
“You see you have come to laugh.”
“I hope you’ll believe that I’ve
not. Must I be gloomy?”
“How do you know Fritzing’s here?”
“Why everybody knows that.”
“Everybody?” There was
an astonished pause. “How do you know we’re
here here, in Creeper Cottage?”
“Creeper Cottage is it?
I didn’t know it had a name. Do you have
so many earwigs?”
“How did you know we were in Symford?”
“Why everybody knows that.”
Priscilla was silent. Again she
felt she was being awakened from a dream.
“I’ve met quite a lot
of interesting people since I saw you last,”
he said. “At least, they interested me
because they all knew you.”
“Knew me?”
“Knew you and that old scound the
excellent Fritzing. There’s an extremely
pleasant policeman, for instance, in Kunitz
“Oh,” said Priscilla,
starting and turning red. She could not think
of that policeman without crisping her fingers.
“He and I are intimate friends.
And there’s a most intelligent person really
a most helpful, obliging person who came
with you from Dover to Ullerton.”
“With us?”
“I found the conversation, too,
of the ostler at the Ullerton Arms of immense interest.”
“But what
“And last night I slept at Baker’s
Farm, and spent a very pleasant evening with Mrs.
Pearce.”
“But why
“She’s an instructive
woman. Her weakest point, I should say, is her
junkets.”
“I wonder why you bother to
talk like this to be sarcastic.”
“About the junkets? Didn’t you think
they were bad?”
“Do you suppose it’s worth
while to to kick somebody who’s down?
And so low down? So completely got to the bottom?”
“Kick? On my soul I assure
you that the very last thing I want to do is to kick
you.”
“Then why do you do it?”
“I don’t do it. Do you know what
I’ve come for?”
“Is my father round the corner?”
“Nobody’s round the corner.
I’ve muzzled your father. I’ve come
quite by myself. And do you know why?”
“No,” said Priscilla,
shortly, defiantly; adding before he could speak,
“I can’t imagine.” And adding
to that, again before he could speak, “Unless
it’s for the fun of hunting down a defenceless
quarry.”
“I say, that’s rather
picturesque,” said the Prince with every appearance
of being struck.
Priscilla blushed. In spite of
herself every word they said to each other made her
feel more natural, farther away from self-torment and
sordid fears, nearer to that healthy state of mind,
swamped out of her lately, when petulance comes more
easily than meekness. The mere presence of the
Prince seemed to set things right, to raise her again
in her own esteem. There was undoubtedly something
wholesome about the man, something everyday and reassuring,
something dependable and sane. The first smile
for I don’t know how long came and cheered the
corners of her mouth. “I’m afraid
I’ve grown magniloquent since since
“Since you ran away?”
She nodded. “Fritzing,
you know, is most persistently picturesque. I
think it’s catching. But he’s wonderful,”
she added quickly, “most wonderful
in patience and goodness.”
“Oh everybody knows he’s
wonderful. Where is the great man?”
“In the next room. Do you want him?”
“Good Lord, no. You’ve not told me
what you suppose I’ve come for.”
“I did. I told you I couldn’t imagine.”
“It’s for a most saintly, really nice
reason. Guess.”
“I can’t guess.”
“Oh but try.”
Priscilla to her extreme disgust felt
herself turning very red. “I suppose to
spy out the nakedness of the land,” she said
severely.
“Now you’re picturesque
again. You must have been reading a tremendous
lot lately. Of course you would, with that learned
old fossil about. No my dear, I’ve come
simply to see if you are happy.”
She looked at him, and her flush slowly died away.
“Simply to convince myself that you are happy.”
Her eyes filling with tears she thought
it more expedient to fix them on the table-cloth.
She did fix them on it, and the golden fringe of eyelashes
that he very rightly thought so beautiful lay in long
dusky curves on her serious face. “It’s
extraordinarily nice of you if if it’s
true,” she said.
“But it is true. And if
you are, if you tell me you are and I’m able
to believe it, I bow myself out, dear cousin, and shall
devote any energies I have left after doing that to
going on muzzling your father. He shall not,
I promise you, in any way disturb you. Haven’t
I kept him well in hand up to this?”
She raised her eyes to his. “Was
it you keeping him so quiet?”
“It was, my dear. He was
very restive. You’ve no notion of all the
things he wanted to do. It wanted a pretty strong
hand, and a light one too, I can tell you. But
I was determined you should have your head. That
woman Disthal
Priscilla started.
“You don’t like her?” inquired the
Prince sympathetically.
“No.”
“I was afraid you couldn’t.
But I didn’t know how to manage that part.
She’s in London.”
Priscilla started again. “I
thought I thought she was in bed,”
she said.
“She was, but she got out again.
Your departure cured her.”
“Didn’t you tell me nobody was round the
corner?”
“Well, you don’t call
London round the corner? I wouldn’t let
her come any nearer to you. She’s waiting
there quite quietly.”
“What is she waiting for?” asked Priscilla
quickly.
“Come now, she’s your
lady in waiting you know. It seems natural enough
she should wait, don’t it?”
“No,” said Priscilla, knitting her eyebrows.
“Don’t frown. She
had to come too. She’s brought some of your
women and a whole lot” he glanced
at the blue serge suit and put his hand up to his
moustache “a whole lot of clothes.”
“Clothes?” A wave of colour
flooded her face. She could not help it at the
moment any more than a starving man can help looking
eager when food is set before him. “Oh,”
she said, “I hope they’re the ones I was
expecting from Paris?”
“I should think it very likely.
There seem to be a great many. I never saw so
many boxes for one little cousin.”
Priscilla made a sudden movement with
her hands. “You can’t think,”
she said, “how tired I am of this dress.”
“Yes I can,” the Prince assured her.
“I’ve worn it every day.”
“You must have.”
“Every single day since the day I I
“The day you ran away from me.”
She blushed. “I didn’t
run away from you. At least, not exactly.
You were only the last straw.”
“A nice thing for a man to be.”
“I ran because because oh,
it’s a long story, and I’m afraid a very
foolish one.”
A gleam came into the Prince’s
eyes. He took a step nearer her, but immediately
thinking better of it took it back again. “Perhaps,”
he said pleasantly, “only the beginning was
foolish, and you’ll settle down after a bit
and get quite fond of Creeper Cottage.”
She looked at him startled.
“You see my dear it was rather
tremendous what you did. You must have been most
fearfully sick of things at Kunitz. I can well
understand it. You couldn’t be expected
to like me all at once. And if I had to have
that Disthal woman at my heels wherever I went I’d
shoot myself. What you’ve done is much
braver really than shooting one’s self.
But the question is do you like it as much as you
thought you would?”
Priscilla gave him a swift look, and said nothing.
“If you don’t, there’s
the Disthal waiting for you with all those charming
frocks, and all you’ve got to do is to put them
on and go home.”
“But I can’t go home.
How can I? I am disgraced. My father would
never let me in.”
“Oh I’d arrange all that.
I don’t think you’d find him angry if you
followed my advice very carefully. On the other
hand, if you like this and want to stay on there’s
nothing more to be said. I’ll say good-bye,
and promise you shall be left in peace. You shall
be left to be happy entirely in your own way.”
Priscilla was silent.
“You don’t look happy,”
he said, scrutinizing her face.
She was silent.
“You’ve got very thin.
How did you manage that in such a little while?”
“We’ve muddled things
rather,” she said with an ashamed sort of smile.
“On the days when I was hungry there wasn’t
anything to eat, and then when there were things I
wasn’t hungry.”
The Prince looked puzzled. “Didn’t
that old scamp I mean didn’t the
excellent Fritzing bring enough money?”
“He thought he did, but it wasn’t enough.”
“Is it all gone?”
“We’re in debt.”
Again he put his hand up to his moustache.
“Well I’ll see to all that, of course,”
he said gravely. “And when that has been
set right you’re sure you’ll like staying
on here?”
She summoned all her courage, and
looked at him for an instant straight in the face.
“No,” she said.
“No?”
“No.”
There was another silence. He
was standing on the hearthrug, she on the other side
of the table; but the room was so small that by putting
out his hand he could have touched her. A queer
expression was in his eyes as he looked at her, an
expression entirely at variance with his calm and
good-natured talk, the exceedingly anxious expression
of a man who knows his whole happiness is quivering
in the balance. She did not see it, for she preferred
to look at the table-cloth.
“Dreadful things have happened here,”
she said in a low voice.
“What sort?”
“Horrid sorts. Appalling sorts.”
“Tell me.”
“I couldn’t bear to.”
“But I think I know.”
She looked at him astonished.
“Mrs. Pearce
“She told you?”
“What she knew she told me.
Perhaps there’s something she doesn’t
know.”
Priscilla remembered Robin, and blushed.
“Yes, she told me about that,” said the
Prince nodding.
“About what?” asked Priscilla, startled.
“About the squire intending to marry you.”
“Oh,” said Priscilla.
“It seems hard on him, don’t
it? Has it struck you that such things are likely
to occur pretty often to Miss Maria-Theresa Ethel
Neumann-Schultz?”
“I’m afraid you really
have come only to laugh,” said Priscilla, her
lips quivering.
“I swear it’s only to see if you are happy.”
“Well, see then.”
And throwing back her head with a great defiance she
looked at him while her eyes filled with tears; and
though they presently brimmed over, and began to drop
down pitifully one by one, she would not flinch but
went on looking.
“I see,” said the Prince
quietly. “And I’m convinced.
Of course, then, I shall suggest your leaving this.”
“I want to.”
“And putting yourself in the care of the Disthal.”
Priscilla winced.
“Only her temporary care.
Quite temporary. And letting her take you back
to Kunitz.”
Priscilla winced again.
“Only temporarily,” said the Prince.
“But my father would never
“Yes my dear, he will. He’ll be delighted
to see you. He’ll rejoice.”
“Rejoice?”
“I assure you he will. You’ve only
got to do what I tell you.”
“Shall you come too?”
“If you’ll let me.”
“But then but then
“Then what, my dear?”
She looked at him, and her face changed
slowly from white to red and red to white again.
Fritzing’s words crossed her mind “If
you marry him you will be undoubtedly eternally lost,”
and her very soul cried out that they were folly.
Why should she be eternally lost? What cobwebs
were these, cobwebs of an old brain preoccupied with
shadows, dusty things to be swept away at the first
touch of Nature’s vigorous broom? Indeed
she thought it far more likely that she would be eternally
found. But she was ashamed of herself, ashamed
of all she had done, ashamed of the disgraceful way
she had treated this man, terribly disillusioned,
terribly out of conceit with herself, and she stood
there changing colour, hanging her head, humbled, penitent,
every shred of the dignity she had been trained to
gone, simply somebody who has been very silly and
is very sorry.
The Prince put out his hand.
She pretended not to see it.
The Prince came round the table.
“You know,” he said, “our engagement
hasn’t been broken off yet?”
Her instinct was to edge away, but
she would not stoop to edging. “Was it
ever made?” she asked, not able to induce her
voice to rise above a whisper.
“Practically.”
There was another silence.
“Why, then ”
began Priscilla, for the silence had come to be more
throbbing, more intolerably expressive than any speech.
“Yes?” encouraged the Prince, coming very
close.
She turned her head slowly. “Why,
then ” said Priscilla again, her
face breaking into a smile, half touched, half mischievous,
wholly adorable.
“I think so too,” said the Prince; and
he shut her mouth with a kiss.
“And now,” said the Prince
some time afterwards, “let us go to that old
sinner Fritzing.”
Priscilla hung back, reluctant to
deal this final blow to the heart that had endured
so many. “He’ll be terribly shocked,”
she said.
But the Prince declared it had to
be done; and hand in hand they went out into the street,
and opening Fritzing’s door stood before him.
He was still absorbed in his AEschylus,
had been sitting absorbed in the deeds of the dead
and departed, of the long dead Xerxes, the long dead
Darius, the very fish, voiceless but voracious, long
since as dead as the most shredded of the sailors, he
had been sitting absorbed in these various corpses
all the while that in the next room, on the other
side of a few inches of plaster and paper, so close
you would have thought his heart must have burned
within him, so close you would have thought he must
be scorched, the living present had been pulsing and
glowing, beating against the bright bars of the future,
stirring up into alertness a whole row of little red-headed
souls till then asleep, souls with golden eyelashes,
souls eager to come and be princes and princesses
of I had almost revealed the mighty nation’s
name. A shadow fell across his book, and looking
up he saw the two standing before him hand in hand.
Priscilla caught her breath:
what white anguish was going to flash into his face
when he grasped the situation? Judge then of her
amazement, her hesitation whether to be pleased or
vexed, to laugh or cry, when, grasping it, he leaped
to his feet and in tones of a most limitless, a most
unutterable relief, shouted three times running “Gott
sei Dank!”