As the car passed through the deserted
streets, Corinna placed her hand on Patty’s
with a reassuring pressure. Without appearing
to do so, she was studying the girl’s soft profile,
now flashing out in a sudden sharp light, now melting
back again into the vagueness of the shadows.
What was there about this girl, Corinna asked herself,
which appealed so strongly to the protective impulse
in her heart? Was it because this undisciplined
child, with that curious sporting instinct which supplied
the place of Victorian morality, represented for her,
as well as for Stephen, some inarticulate longing
for the unknown, for the adventurous? Did Patty’s
charm for them both lie in her unlikeness to everything
they had known in the past? In Corinna, as in
Stephen, two opposing spirits had battled unceasingly,
the realistic spirit which accepted life as it was,
and the romantic spirit which struggled toward some
unattainable perfection, which endeavoured to change
and decorate the actuality. More than Stephen,
perhaps, she had faced life; but she had not accepted
it without rebellion. She had learned from disappointment
to see things as they are; but deep in her heart some
unspent fire of romance, some imprisoned esthetic
impulse, sought continually to gild and enrich the
experience of the moment. And this girl, so young,
so ingenuous, so gallant and so appealing, stood in
Corinna’s mind for the poetic wildness of her
spirit, for all that she had seen in a vision and had
missed in reality.
When the car reached the Square, it
turned sharply north. Sometimes it passed through
lighted spaces and sometimes through pools of darkness;
and as it went on rapidly, it seemed to Corinna that
it was the one solid fact in a night that she imagined.
Patty was very still; but Corinna felt the warm clasp
of her hand, and heard her soft breathing, which became
a part of the muffled undercurrent of the sleeping
city. In all those closely packed houses, where
the obscurity was broken here and there by a lighted
window, other human beings were breathing, sleeping,
dreaming, like Patty and herself, of some impractical
and visionary to-morrow. Of something which had
never been, but still might be! Of something
which they had just missed, but might find when the
sun rose again! Of a miracle that might occur
at any moment and make everything different!
It was after midnight; and to Corinna it seemed that
the darkness had released the collective spirit of
the city, which would retreat again into itself with
the breaking of dawn. Once a cry sounded far
off and was hushed almost immediately; once a light
flashed and went out in the window beneath a roof;
but as the car sped on by rows of darkened tenements,
the mysterious penumbra of the night appeared to draw
closer and closer, as if that also were a phantom of
the encompassing obscurity.
“Is this the aunt you told me
of, Patty?” asked Corinna abruptly.
“Yes, I went to see her once-not
long ago. I promised her that I’d come
back when she sent for me. She wanted to tell
me something, but she was so ill that she couldn’t
remember what it was. It was about Father, she
said.”
“Stephen will come for us after
he has taken Margaret home. I gave him the number.”
Patty turned and gave her a long look.
They were passing under an electric light at the time,
and Corinna thought, as she looked into the girl’s
face, that all the wistful yearning of the night was
reflected in her eyes. What had happened, she
wondered, to change their sparkling brightness into
this brooding expectancy.
The car stopped before the house to
which Patty had come with Gershom; and as they got
out, they saw that it was entirely dark except for
the dim flicker of a jet of gas in the hall.
By the pavement a car was standing, and from somewhere
at the back there came the sound of a baby crying
inconsolably in the darkness. While they entered
the hall, and went up the broad old-fashioned flight
of stairs, that plaintive wail followed them, growing
gradually fainter as they ascended, but never fading
utterly into silence. When they reached the second
storey, and turned toward the back of the house, a
door at the end of the passage opened, and an old
woman, with a hunch back, and a piece of knitting in
her gnarled hands, came slowly to meet them. Standing
there under the jet of gas, which flickered with a
hissing noise, she looked at them with glassy impersonal
eyes and a face that was as austere as Destiny.
Afterward, when Corinna thought over the impressions
of that tragic night, she felt that they were condensed
into the symbol of the old woman with the crooked
back, and the thin crying of the baby which floated
up from the darkness below.
“We came to see Mrs. Green,” explained
Corinna.
The old woman nodded, and as she turned
to limp down the passage, her ball of gray yarn slipped
from her grasp and rolled after her until Corinna
recovered it. In silence the cripple led the way,
and in silence they followed her, until she opened
the closed door at the end of the hall, and they entered
the room, with the sickening sweetish smell and the
window which gave on the black hulk of the ailantus
tree. From behind a screen, which was covered
with faded wall paper, the figure of the doctor emerged
while they waited, an ample middle-aged man, with the
air of having got into his clothes in a hurry and the
face of a pragmatic philosopher. He motioned
commandingly for them to approach; and going to the
other side of the screen, they found the dying woman
gazing at them with eager eyes.
“She is doing nicely,”
remarked the doctor, with the cheerful alacrity of
one in whom familiarity has bred contempt of death.
“Keep her quiet. One can never tell about
these cases.”
He made an explanatory gesture in
the direction of his pocket. “I’ll
go down on the porch and smoke a cigar, and then if
she hasn’t had a relapse, I think it will be
safe for me to go home. You can telephone if
you need me. I am only a few blocks away.”
He went out with a brisk, elastic step, while his
hand began to feel for the end of the cigar in his
pocket.
“She’s bad now,”
said the old woman. “It’s the medicine,
but she’ll come to in a minute.”
She brought two wooden chairs with broken legs to the
foot of the bed. “You’d better sit
down. It may be a long waiting.”
“I hope she’ll know me,”
returned Patty. “She must have wanted to
see me, or she wouldn’t have sent.”
Her eyes left the stricken face and clung to the calla
lily on the window-sill, as they had done that afternoon
when she came here with Gershom. The single blossom
on the lily had not faded; it was still as perfect
as it had been then-only two days ago!-and
not one of the closed buds had begun to open beside
it.
“Oh, she wanted to see you,”
answered the old woman, in a croaking voice which
seemed to Corinna to contain a sinister note.
“As long as she was able to keep on her feet
she used to go and sit in the Square just to watch
you come out-
“Do you mean that she cared
for me like that?” asked the girl, in a hushed
incredulous tone. “Was she really fond of
me?”
The cripple turned her glassy eyes
on the fresh young face. “Well, I don’t
know that she was fond,” she responded bleakly,
“but when you’re as bad off as that, there
ain’t many things that you can think of.”
A murmur fell from the lips of the
dying woman, while she rolled her head slowly from
side to side, as if she were seeking ease less from
physical pain than from the thought in her mind.
Her thick black hair, matted and damp where it had
been brushed back from her forehead, spread like a
veil over the pillow; and this sombre background lent
a graven majesty to her features. At the moment
her head appeared as expressionless as a mask; but
in a few minutes, while they waited for returning
consciousness, a change passed slowly over the waxen
face, and the full colourless lips began to move rapidly
and to form broken and disconnected sentences.
For a time they could not understand; then the words
came in a long sobbing breath. “It has been
too long. It has been too long.”
“That goes on all the time,”
said the old woman. “I’ve been up
with her for three nights, and she rambles almost
every minute. But sick folks are like that,”
she concluded philosophically. She had not laid
down her knitting for an instant; and standing now
beside the bed, she jerked the gray yarn automatically
through her twisted fingers. The clicking of the
long wooden needles formed an accompaniment to the
dry, hard sound of her words.
“Why doesn’t some one
hush that child?” asked Corinna impatiently.
Through the open window a breeze entered, bringing
the thin restless wail of the baby.
“The mother tries, but she can’t
do anything. She thinks the milk went wrong and
gave it colic.”
The woman on the bed spoke suddenly
in a clear voice. “Why doesn’t he
come?” she demanded. Raising her heavy lids
she looked straight into Corinna’s eyes, with
a lucid and comprehending expression, as if she had
just awakened from sleep.
Holding her knitting away from the
bed with one hand, and bending over, until her deformed
shape made a hill against the bedpost, the old woman
screamed into the ear on the pillow, as if the hearer
were either deaf or at a great distance. Though
her manner was not heartless, it was as impassive
as philosophy.
“He is coming,” she shrieked.
“Is he bringing the child?”
“She is already here. Can’t you see
her there at the foot of the bed?”
The large black eyes, drained of any
human expression, turned slowly toward the figure
of Patty.
“But she is a little thing,”
said the woman doubtfully. “She is not
three years old yet. What has he done with her?
He told me that he would take care of her as if she
belonged to him.”
The old hunchback, bending her inscrutable
face, screamed again into the ear on the pillow.
“That was near sixteen years
ago, Maggie,” she said. “Have you
forgotten?”
The woman closed her eyes wearily.
“Yes, I had forgotten,” she answered.
“Time goes so.”
But it appeared to Corinna, sitting
there, with her eyes on the strip of sky which was
visible through the window, that time would never go
on. A pitiless fact was breaking into her understanding,
shattering wall after wall of incredulity, of conviction
that such a thing was too terrible to be true.
She longed to get Patty away; but when she urged her
in a whisper to go downstairs, the girl only shook
her head, without moving her eyes from the haggard
face on the pillow. The minutes dragged by like
hours while they waited there, in hushed suspense,
for they scarcely knew what. Outside in the backyard,
the flowering ailantus tree shed a disagreeable odour;
downstairs the feeble crying, which had stopped for
a little while, was beginning again. While she
remained motionless at the foot of the bed, wild and
rebellious thoughts flocked through Corinna’s
mind. If she had only held back that message!
If she had only kept Patty away until it was too late!
She thought of the girl a few hours ago, flushed with
happiness, dancing under the swinging garlands of
flowers, to the sound of that thunderous music.
Dancing there, with the restless pleasure of youth,
while in another street, so far away that it might
have been in a distant city, in a different world
even, this woman, with the face of tragedy, lay dying
with that fretful wail in her ears. A different
world it might have been, and yet what divided her
from this other woman except the blind decision of
chance, the difference between beauty and ugliness,
nothing more. In this dingy room, smelling of
dust and drugs and the heavy odour of the ailantus
tree, she felt a presence more profoundly real, more
poignantly significant, than any material forms-the
presence of those elemental forces which connect time
with eternity. This little room, within its partial
shadow, like the shadow of time itself, was touched
with the solemnity of a cathedral. It seemed
to Corinna, with her imaginative love of life, that
a window into experience had opened sharply, a wall
had crumbled. For the first time she understood
that the innumerable and intricate divisions of human
fate are woven into a single tremendous design.
While they waited there in silence
the hours dragged on like years. At last the
woman appeared to sleep, and when she opened her eyes
again, her gaze had become clear and lucid.
“Have you sent for them?” she asked.
“Yes, I sent for them,”
answered the old woman, lowering her voice to a natural
pitch. “The girl is here.”
“Patty? Where is she?”
Drawing her hand from Corinna’s
clasp, Patty moved slowly to the head of the bed,
and standing there beside the deformed old woman, she
looked down on the upturned face.
“I came as I promised.
Can I help you?” she asked; and her voice was
so quiet, so repressed, that Corinna looked at her
anxiously. How much had the girl understood?
And, if she understood, what difference would it make
in her life-and in Stephen’s life?
“I couldn’t tell you the
other day because of Julius,” said the woman,
in a strangled tone. “I couldn’t say
things before Julius.” Then, glancing toward
the door, she asked breathlessly, “Didn’t
Gideon Vetch come with you?”
“Father?” responded Patty,
wonderingly. “Do you want Father to come?”
A smile crossed the woman’s
face, and she made a movement as if she wanted to
raise her head. “Do you call him Father?”
she returned in a pleased voice.
At the question, Corinna sprang up
and made an impulsive step forward. “Oh,
don’t!” she cried out pleadingly.
“Don’t tell her!”
“But he is my father,”
Patty’s tone was stern and accusing. “He
is my father.”
The smile was still on the woman’s
face; but while Corinna watched it, she realized that
it was unlike any smile she had ever seen before in
her life-a smile of satisfaction that was
at the same time one of relinquishment.
“They thought I was married
to him,” she said slowly. “Julius
thought, or pretended to think, that he could harm
him by making me swear that I was married to him.
They gave me drugs. I would have done anything
for drugs-and I did that! But the
old woman there knows better. She’s got
a paper. I made her keep it-about
Patty-
“Don’t!” cried Corinna
again in a sharper tone. “Oh, can’t
you see that you must not tell her!”
For the first time the woman turned
her eyes away from the girl. “It is because
of Gideon Vetch,” she answered slowly. “I
may get well again, and then I’ll be sorry.”
“But he would rather you wouldn’t.”
Corinna’s voice was full of pain. “You
know-you must know, if you know him at all,
that he would rather you spared her-
“Know him?” repeated the
woman, and she laughed with a dry, rattling sound.
“I don’t know him. I never saw him
but once in my life.”
“You never saw him but once.”
The words came so slowly from Patty’s lips that
she seemed to choke over them. “But you
said that you knew my mother?”
Again the woman made that dry, rattling
sound in her chest. “Your mother never
saw him but once,” she answered grimly.
“She never saw him but once, and that was for
a quarter of an hour on the night they were taking
her to prison. I would never have told but for
Julius,” she added. “I would never
have told if they hadn’t tried to make out that
I knew him, and that he was really your father.
It would ruin him, they said, and that was what they
wanted. But when they bring it out, with the
paper they got me to sign, I want you to know that
it is a lie-that I did it because I’d
have died if I hadn’t got hold of the drugs-
“But he is my father,”
repeated Patty quite steadily-so steadily
that her voice was without colour or feeling.
The only reply that came was a gasping
sound, which grew louder and louder, with the woman’s
struggle for breath, until it seemed to fill the room
and the night outside and even the desolate sky.
As she lay back, with the arm of the old cripple under
her head and her streaming hair, the spasm passed
like a stain over her face, changing its waxen pallor
to the colour of ashes, while a dull purplish shadow
encircled her mouth. For a few minutes, so violent
was the struggle for air, it appeared to Corinna that
nothing except death could ever quiet that agonized
gasping; but while she waited for the end, the sound
became gradually fainter, and the woman spoke quite
plainly, though with an effort that racked not only
her strangled chest, but her entire body. Each
syllable came so slowly, and now and then so faintly,
that there were moments when it seemed that the breath
in that tormented body would not last until the words
had been spoken.
“You were going on three years
old when he first saw you. They were taking me
away to prison-that’s over now, and
it don’t matter-but I hadn’t
any chance-” The panting began again;
but by force of will, the woman controlled it after
a minute, and went on, as if she were measuring her
breath inch by inch, almost as if it were a material
substance which she was holding in reserve for the
end. “Your father died the first year I
married him, and things went from bad to worse-there’s
no use going over that, no use-They were
taking me to prison from the circus, and I had you
in my arms, when Gideon Vetch came by and saw me-”
Again there was a pause and a desperate battle for
air; and again, after it was over, she went on in
that strangled whisper, while her eyes, like the eyes
of a drowning animal, clung neither to Patty nor Corinna,
but to the austere face of the old hunchback. “’What
am I to do with the child?’ I asked, and he stepped
right out of the circus crowd, and answered ’Give
me the child. I like children’-”
An inarticulate moan followed, and then she repeated
clearly and slowly. “Just like that-nothing
more-’Give me the child. I like
children.’ That was the first time I ever
saw him. He had come to see some of the people
in the circus, and I’ve never seen him since
then except in the Square. The trial went against
me, but that’s all over. Oh, I’m tired
now. It hurts me. I can’t talk-
She broke into terrible coughing;
and the old woman, dropping her knitting for the first
time since they had entered the room, seized a towel
from a chair by the bed. “Talking was too
much for her,” she said. “I thought
she’d pull through. She was so much better-but
talking was too much.”
“She is so ill that she doesn’t
know what she is saying,” murmured Corinna in
the girl’s ear. “She is out of her
mind.”
“No, she isn’t out of
her mind,” replied Patty quietly. “She
isn’t out of her mind.” In her ball
gown of green and silver, like the colours of sunlit
foam, with a wreath of artificial leaves in her hair,
her loveliness was unearthly. “It is every
bit true. I know it,” she reiterated.
“She’s bleeding again,”
muttered the old woman. “You’d better
find the doctor. I ain’t used to stopping
hemorrhages.” Then, as Corinna went out
of the room, she added querulously to Patty: “She
didn’t have no business trying to talk; but
she would do it. She said she’d do it if
it killed her-and I reckon she don’t
mind much if it does-She’d have killed
herself sooner than this if I’d let her alone.”
From the street below there came the sound of a motor
horn; then the noise of a car running against the
curbstone; and then the opening and shutting of a
door, followed by rapid footsteps on the stairs.
“That’s the doctor now,
I reckon,” remarked the old woman; but the words
had scarcely left her lips when the door opened, and
Corinna came back into the room with Gideon Vetch.
“Where is Patty?” he asked
anxiously. “She oughtn’t to be here.”
“Yes, I ought to be here,”
answered Patty. As she turned toward Gideon Vetch,
she swayed as if she were going to fall, and he caught
her in his arms. “Go home, daughter,”
he said almost sternly. “You oughtn’t
to be here. Mrs. Page, can’t you make her
go home?”
“I have tried,” responded
Corinna; then a moan from the bed reached her, and
she turned toward the woman who lay there. To
die like that with nobody caring, with nobody even
observing it! Exhausted by the loss of blood,
the woman had fallen back into unconsciousness, and
the towel the old cripple held to her lips was stained
scarlet.
“The doctor had gone to bed.
He will come as soon as he gets dressed,” said
Corinna. “He warned us to keep her quiet.”
“If he don’t hurry, she’ll
be gone before he gets here,” replied the old
woman, looking round over her twisted shoulder.
“Oh, Father, Father!”
cried Patty, flinging her arms about his neck; and
then over again like a frightened child, “Father,
Father!”
He patted her head with a large consoling
hand. “There, there, daughter,” he
returned gently. “A little thing like that
won’t come between you and me.”
With his arm still about her, he drew
her slowly to the bedside, and stood looking down
on the dying woman and the old cripple, who hovered
over her with the stained towel in her hand.
“I don’t even know her
name,” he said, and immediately afterward, “She
must have had a hell of a life!” Though there
was a wholesome pity in his voice, it was without
the weakness of sentimentality. He had done what
he could, and he was not the kind to worry over events
which he could not change. For a few minutes
he stood there in silence; then, because it was impossible
for his energetic nature to remain inactive in an
emergency, he exclaimed suddenly, “The doctor
ought to be here!” and turning away from the
bed, went rapidly across the room and through the
half open door into the hall.
Outside the darkness was dissolving
in a drab light which crept slowly up above the roofs
of the houses; and while they waited this light filled
the yard and the room and the passage beyond the door
which Gideon Vetch had not closed. Far away,
through the heavy boughs of the ailantus tree, day
was breaking in a glimmer of purple-few birds were
twittering among the leaves. Along the high brick
wall a starved gray cat was stealing like a shadow.
Drawing her evening wrap closer about her bare shoulders,
Corinna realized that it was already day in the street.
“She’s gone,” said
the old hunchback, in a crooning whisper. Her
twisted hand was on the arm of the dead woman, which
stretched as pallid and motionless as an arm of wax
over the figured quilt. “She’s gone,
and she never knew that he had come.” With
a gesture that appeared as natural as the dropping
of a leaf, she pressed down the eyelids over the expressionless
eyes. “Well, that’s the way life is,
I reckon,” she remarked, as an epitaph over
the obscure destiny of Mrs. Green.
“Yes, that’s the way life
is,” repeated Corinna under her breath.
Already the old cripple had started about her inevitable
ministrations: but when Corinna tried to make
Patty move away from the bedside, the girl shook her
head in a stubborn refusal.
“I am trying to believe it,”
she said. “I am trying to believe it, and
I can’t.” Then she looked at them
calmly and steadily. “I want to think it
out by myself,” she added. “Would
you mind leaving me alone in here for just a few minutes?”
Though there was no grief in her voice-how
could there be any grief, Corinna asked herself?-there
was an accent of profound surprise and incredulity,
as of one who has looked for the first time on death.
Standing there in her spring-like dress beside the
dead woman who had been her mother, Corinna felt intuitively
that Patty had left her girlhood behind her.
The child had lived in one night through an inner
crisis, through a period of spiritual growth, which
could not be measured by years. Whatever she
became in the future, she would never be again the
Patty Vetch that Corinna and Stephen had known.
Yes, she had a right to be alone.
Beckoning to the old woman to follow her, Corinna
went out softly, closing the door after her.