The field hospital stood in a field
outside the village, surrounded by a thick, high hedge
of prickly material. Within, the enclosure was
filled by a dozen little wooden huts, painted green,
connected with each other by plank walks. What
went on outside the hedge, nobody within knew.
War, presumably. War ten kilometres away, to
judge by the map, and by the noise of the guns, which
on some days roared very loudly, and made the wooden
huts shake and tremble, although one got used to that,
after a fashion. The hospital was very close
to the war, so close that no one knew anything about
the war, therefore it was very dull inside the enclosure,
with no news and no newspapers, and just quarrels and
monotonous work. As for the hedge, at such points
as the prickly thorn gave out or gave way, stout stakes
and stout boarding took its place, thus making it
a veritable prison wall to those confined within.
There was but one recognized entrance, the big double
gates with a sentry box beside them, at which box
or within it, according to the weather, stood a sentry,
night and day. By day, a drooping French flag
over the gates showed the ambulances where to enter.
By night, a lantern served the same purpose.
The night sentry was often asleep, the day sentry was
often absent, and each wrote down in a book, when they
thought it important, the names of those who came
and went into the hospital grounds. The field
ambulances came and went, the hospital motors came
and went, now and then the General’s car came
and went, and the people attached to the hospital
also came and went, openly, through the gates.
But the comings and goings through the hedge were different.
Now and then holes were discovered
in the hedge. Holes underneath the prickly thorn,
not more than a foot high, but sufficient to allow
a crawling body to wriggle through on its stomach.
These holes persisted for a day or two or three, and
then were suddenly staked up, with strong stakes and
barbed wire. After which, a few days later, perhaps,
other holes like them would be discovered in the hedge
a little further along. After each hole was discovered,
curious happenings would take place amongst the hospital
staff.
Certain men, orderlies or stretcher
bearers, would be imprisoned. For example, the
nurse of Salle I., the ward of the grands
blesses, would come on duty some morning and discover
that one of her orderlies was missing. Fouquet,
who swept the ward, who carried basins, who gave the
men their breakfasts, was absent. There was a
beastly hitch in the ward work, in consequence.
The floor was filthy, covered with cakes of mud tramped
in by the stretcher bearers during the night.
The men screamed for attention they did not receive.
The wrong patients got the wrong food at meal times.
And then the nurse would look out of one of the little
square windows of the ward, and see Fouquet marching
up and down the plank walks between the baracques,
carrying his eighty pounds of marching kit, and smiling
happily and defiantly. He was “in prison.”
The night before he had crawled through a hole in the
hedge, got blind drunk in a neighbouring estaminet,
and had swaggered boldly through the gates in the
morning, to be “imprisoned.” He wanted
to be. He just could not stand it any longer.
He was sick of it all. Sick of being infirmier,
of sweeping the floor, of carrying vessels, of cutting
up tough meat for sullen, one-armed men, with the
Croix de Guerre pinned to their coffee-streaked
night shirts. Bah! The Croix de Guerre
pinned to a night shirt, egg-stained, smelling of sweat!
Long, long ago, before any one thought
of war oh, long ago, that is, about six
years Fouquet had known a deputy. Also
his father had known the deputy. And so, when
it came time for his military service, he had done
it as infirmier. As nurse, not soldier.
He had done stretcher drill, with empty stretchers.
He had swept wards, empty of patients. He had
done his two years military service, practising on
empty beds, on empty stretchers. He had had a
snap, because of the deputy. Then came the war,
and still he had a snap, although now the beds and
the wards were all full. Still, there was no
danger, no front line trenches, for he was mobilized
as infirmier, as nurse in a military hospital.
He stood six feet tall, which is big for a Frenchman,
and he was big in proportion, and he was twenty-five
years old, and ruddy and strong. Yet he was obliged
to wait upon a little screaming man, five feet two,
whose nose had been shot away, exchanged for the Medaille
Militaire upon his breast, who screamed out to
him: “Bring me the basin, embusque!”
And he had brought it. If he had not brought it,
the little screaming man with no nose and the flat
bandage across his face would have reported him to
the Médecin Chef, and in time he might have
been transferred to the front line trenches.
Anything is better than the front line trenches.
Fouquet knew this, because the wounded men were so
bitter at his not being there. The old men were
very bitter. At the end of the summer, they changed
the troops in this sector, and the young Zouaves
were replaced by old men of forty and forty-five.
They looked very much older than this when they were
wounded and brought into the hospital, for their hair
and beards were often quite white, and besides their
wounds, they were often sick from exposure to the cold,
winter rains of Flanders. One of these old men,
who were nearly always querulous, had a son also serving
in the trenches. He was very rude to Fouquet,
this old man. Old and young, they called him embusque.
Which meant that they were jealous of him, that they
very much envied him for escaping the trenches, and
considered it very unjust that they knew no one with
influence who could have protected them in the same
way. But Fouquet was very sick of it all.
Day in and day out, for eighteen months, or since
the beginning of the war, he had waited upon the wounded.
He had done as the commonest soldier had ordered him,
clodding up and down the ward in his heavy wooden
sabots, knocking them against the beds, eliciting
curses for his intentional clumsiness. There were
also many priests in that hospital, likewise serving
as infirmiers. They too, fetched and carried,
but they did not seem to resent it. Only Fouquet
and some others resented it. Fouquet resented
the war, and the first line trenches, and the field
hospital, and the wounded men, and everything connected
with the war. He was utterly bored with the war.
The hole in the hedge and the estaminet beyond
was all that saved him.
There was a priest with a yellow beard,
who also used the hole in the hedge. He used
it almost every night, when it was open. He slipped
out, got his drink, and then slipped down to the village
to spend the night with a girl. Only he was crafty,
and slipped back again through the hole before daylight,
and was always on duty again in the morning. True,
he was very cross and irritable, and the patients
did without things rather than ask him for them, and
sometimes they suffered a great deal, doing without
things, on these mornings when he was so cross.
But with Fouquet, it was different.
He walked in boldly through the gates in the morning,
and said that he had been out all night without leave,
and that he was bored to the point of death. So
the Médecin Chef punished him. He imprisoned
him, and as there was no prison, he served his six
days’ sentence in the open air. He donned
his eighty pounds of marching kit, and tramped up
and down the plank walks, and round behind the baracques,
in the mud, in full sight of all, so that all might
witness his humiliation. He did not go on duty
again in the ward, and in consequence, the ward suffered
through lack of his grudging, uncouth administration.
Sometimes he met the Directrice
as he trudged up and down. He was always afraid
to meet her, because once she had gone to the Médecin
Chef and had him pardoned. Her gentle heart
had been touched at the sight of his public disgrace,
so she had had his sentence remitted, and he had been
obliged to go back to the ward, to the work he loathed,
to the patients he despised, after only two hours’
freedom in a rare October sun. Since then, he
had carefully avoided the Directrice when he
saw her blue cloak in the distance, coming down the
trottoir. Women were a nuisance at the
Front.
He frequently encountered the man
who picked up papers, and frankly envied him, for
this man had a very easy post. He was mobilized
as a member of the formation of Hospital Number , and his work consisted in picking
up scraps of paper scattered about the grounds within
the enclosure. He had a long stick with a nail
in the end, and a small basket because there wasn’t
much to pick up. With the nail, he picked up
what scraps there were, and did not even have to stoop
over to do it. He walked about in the clean,
fresh air, and when it rained, he cuddled up against
the stove in the pharmacy. The present paper-gatherer
was a chemist; his predecessor had been a priest.
It was a very nice position for an able-bodied man
with some education, and Fouquet greatly desired it
himself, only he feared he was not sufficiently well
educated, since in civil life he was only a farm hand.
So in his march up and down the trottoir he
cast envious glances at the man who picked up papers.
So, bearing his full-weight marching
kit, he walked up and down, between the baracques,
dogged and defiant. The other orderlies and stretcher
bearers laughed at him, and said: “There
goes Fouquet, punished!” And the patients, who
missed him, asked: “Where is Fouquet?
Punished?” And the nurse of that ward, who also
missed Fouquet, said: “Poor Fouquet!
Punished!” But Fouquet, swaggering up and down
in full sight of all, was pleased because he had had
a good drink the night before, and did not have to
wait upon the patients the day after, and to him, the
only sane thing about the war was the discipline of
the Army.