A big English ambulance drove along
the high road from Ypres, going in the direction of
a French field hospital, some ten miles from Ypres.
Ordinarily, it could have had no business with this
French hospital, since all English wounded are conveyed
back to their own bases, therefore an exceptional
case must have determined its route. It was an
exceptional case for the patient lying quietly
within its yawning body, sheltered by its brown canvas
wings, was not an English soldier, but only a small
Belgian boy, a civilian, and Belgian civilians belong
neither to the French nor English services. It
is true that there was a hospital for Belgian civilians
at the English base at Hazebrouck, and it would have
seemed reasonable to have taken the patient there,
but it was more reasonable to dump him at this French
hospital, which was nearer. Not from any humanitarian
motives, but just to get rid of him the sooner.
In war, civilians are cheap things at best, and an
immature civilian, Belgian at that, is very cheap.
So the heavy English ambulance churned its way up
a muddy hill, mashed through much mud at the entrance
gates of the hospital, and crunched to a halt on the
cinders before the Salle d’Attente, where
it discharged its burden and drove off again.
The surgeon of the French hospital
said: “What have we to do with this?”
yet he regarded the patient thoughtfully. It was
a very small patient. Moreover, the big English
ambulance had driven off again, so there was no appeal.
The small patient had been deposited upon one of the
beds in the Salle d’Attente, and the
French surgeon looked at him and wondered what he
should do. The patient, now that he was here,
belonged as much to the French field hospital as to
any other, and as the big English ambulance from Ypres
had driven off again, there was not much use in protesting.
The French surgeon was annoyed and irritated.
It was a characteristic English trick, he thought,
this getting other people to do their work. Why
could they not have taken the child to one of their
own hospitals, since he had been wounded in their lines,
or else have taken him to the hospital provided for
Belgian civilians, where, full as it was, there was
always room for people as small as this. The surgeon
worked himself up into quite a temper. There is
one thing about members of the Entente they
understand each other. The French surgeon’s
thoughts travelled round and round in an irritated
circle, and always came back to the fact that the
English ambulance had gone, and here lay the patient,
and something must be done. So he stood considering.
A Belgian civilian, aged ten.
Or thereabouts. Shot through the abdomen, or
thereabouts. And dying, obviously. As usual,
the surgeon pulled and twisted the long, black hairs
on his hairy, bare arms, while he considered what
he should do. He considered for five minutes,
and then ordered the child to the operating room,
and scrubbed and scrubbed his hands and his hairy
arms, preparatory to a major operation. For the
Belgian civilian, aged ten, had been shot through the
abdomen by a German shell, or piece of shell, and
there was nothing to do but try to remove it.
It was a hopeless case, anyhow. The child would
die without an operation, or he would die during the
operation, or he would die after the operation.
The French surgeon scrubbed his hands viciously, for
he was still greatly incensed over the English authorities
who had placed the case in his hands and then gone
away again. They should have taken him to one
of the English bases, St. Omer, or Hazebrouck it
was an imposition to have dumped him so unceremoniously
here simply because “here” was so many
kilometres nearer. “Shirking,” the
surgeon called it, and was much incensed.
After a most searching operation,
the Belgian civilian was sent over to the ward, to
live or die as circumstances determined. As soon
as he came out of ether, he began to bawl for his
mother. Being ten years of age, he was unreasonable,
and bawled for her incessantly and could not be pacified.
The patients were greatly annoyed by this disturbance,
and there was indignation that the welfare and comfort
of useful soldiers should be interfered with by the
whims of a futile and useless civilian, a Belgian
child at that. The nurse of that ward also made
a fool of herself over this civilian, giving him far
more attention than she had ever bestowed upon a soldier.
She was sentimental, and his little age appealed to
her her sense of proportion and standard
of values were all awrong. The Directrice
appeared in the ward and tried to comfort the civilian,
to still his howls, and then, after an hour of vain
effort, she decided that his mother must be sent for.
He was obviously dying, and it was necessary to send
for his mother, whom alone of all the world he seemed
to need. So a French ambulance, which had nothing
to do with Belgian civilians, nor with Ypres, was
sent over to Ypres late in the evening to fetch this
mother for whom the Belgian civilian, aged ten, bawled
so persistently.
She arrived finally, and, it appeared,
reluctantly. About ten o’clock in the evening
she arrived, and the moment she alighted from the big
ambulance sent to fetch her, she began complaining.
She had complained all the way over, said the chauffeur.
She climbed down backward from the front seat, perched
for a moment on the hub, while one heavy leg, with
foot shod in slipping sabot, groped wildly for
the ground. A soldier with a lantern watched
impassively, watched her solid splash into a mud puddle
that might have been avoided. So she continued
her complaints. She had been dragged away from
her husband, from her other children, and she seemed
to have little interest in her son, the Belgian civilian,
said to be dying. However, now that she was here,
now that she had come all this way, she would go in
to see him for a moment, since the Directrice
seemed to think it so important. The Directrice
of this French field hospital was an American, by
marriage a British subject, and she had curious, antiquated
ideas. She seemed to feel that a mother’s
place was with her child, if that child was dying.
The Directrice had three children of her own
whom she had left in England over a year ago, when
she came out to Flanders for the life and adventures
of the Front. But she would have returned to England
immediately, without an instant’s hesitation,
had she received word that one of these children was
dying. Which was a point of view opposed to that
of this Belgian mother, who seemed to feel that her
place was back in Ypres, in her home, with her husband
and other children. In fact, this Belgian mother
had been rudely dragged away from her home, from her
family, from certain duties that she seemed to think
important. So she complained bitterly, and went
into the ward most reluctantly, to see her son, said
to be dying.
She saw her son, and kissed him, and
then asked to be sent back to Ypres. The Directrice
explained that the child would not live through the
night. The Belgian mother accepted this statement,
but again asked to be sent back to Ypres. The
Directrice again assured the Belgian mother
that her son would not live through the night, and
asked her to spend the night with him in the ward,
to assist at his passing. The Belgian woman protested.
“If Madame la Directrice
commands, if she insists, then I must assuredly obey.
I have come all this distance because she commanded
me, and if she insists that I spend the night at this
place, then I must do so. Only if she does not
insist, then I prefer to return to my home, to my
other children at Ypres.”
However, the Directrice, who
had a strong sense of a mother’s duty to the
dying, commanded and insisted, and the Belgian woman
gave way. She sat by her son all night, listening
to his ravings and bawlings, and was with him when
he died, at three o’clock in the morning.
After which time, she requested to be taken back to
Ypres. She was moved by the death of her son,
but her duty lay at home. Madame la Directrice
had promised to have a mass said at the burial of
the child, which promise having been given, the woman
saw no necessity for remaining.
“My husband,” she explained,
“has a little estaminet, just outside
of Ypres. We have been very fortunate. Only
yesterday, of all the long days of the war, of the
many days of bombardment, did a shell fall into our
kitchen, wounding our son, as you have seen. But
we have other children to consider, to provide for.
And my husband is making much money at present, selling
drink to the English soldiers. I must return to
assist him.”
So the Belgian civilian was buried
in the cemetery of the French soldiers, but many hours
before this took place, the mother of the civilian
had departed for Ypres. The chauffeur of the ambulance
which was to convey her back to Ypres turned very
white when given his orders. Everyone dreaded
Ypres, and the dangers of Ypres. It was the place
of death. Only the Belgian woman, whose husband
kept an estaminet, and made much money selling
drink to the English soldiers, did not dread it.
She and her husband were making much money out of the
war, money which would give their children a start
in life. When the ambulance was ready she climbed
into it with alacrity, although with a feeling of
gratitude because the Directrice had promised
a mass for her dead child.
“These Belgians!” said
a French soldier. “How prosperous they will
be after the war! How much money they will make
from the Americans, and from the others who come to
see the ruins!”
And as an afterthought, in an undertone,
he added: “Ces sales Belges!”