To-night God knows what things
shall tide,
The Earth is racked and faint
Expectant, sleepless, open-eyed;
And we, who from the Earth
were made.
Thrill
with our Mother’s pain.
Kipling.
Along one of the most precipitous of the many Rocky Mountain trails a man and
a woman climbed slowly one spring morning. The air was cold, and farther up the
mountains little patches of snow lay here and there in the hollows. Two or three
miles below them nestled one of the most famous pleasure resorts of the entire
region. Three or four times as distant lay the nearest town of any importance.
Over the plain and through the clear atmosphere it looked like a bird's-eye-view
map rather than an actual town. Far away to the left, gorgeous in coloring
and grotesque in outline, could be seen the
odd figures of many strangely piled rocks.
The two pedestrians stopped now and then to rest and look away over the
matchless scene and take in its wonderful beauty. The woman was tall and
slender, with a superb carriage. Even on that steep ascent she moved with the
grace and freedom of one who has entire command of her body. She was well gowned
also for such an excursion. Her short, green cloth skirt did not impede her
movements, and high, stout shoes gave her firm footing. She had removed her
jacket, and in her bright pink silk blouse and abbreviated petticoat, with the
glow of the morning on her usually pale face, she looked almost girlish; but her
face was not that of girlhood. It was without lines, and the heavy masses of
her golden-brown hair were quite unstreaked
with silver; but her white forehead was serene with the calmness that follows
overcoming, and her dark gray eyes saw the world shorn of its illusions. In her
there were, or had been, unrealized capacities for life in all its height and
depth and breadth. In studying her one became vaguely aware that, having missed
these things, she had found a fourth dimension which supplied the loss.
Her companion was younger by several years, and so much taller that she
seemed almost small in comparison. In his eyes there danced and shone the light
of truth and courage and hope, and he walked with the buoyancy of joy and youth.
Israfil, Antinous, Apollo,he might have stood as the model for any of them, or
for a fit representation of the words of the
wise man, "Rejoice, oh, young man, in thy youth, and let thine heart cheer thee
in the days of thy youth, and walk in the ways of thine heart."
The relation between the two was problematic. Certainly there was no question
of love on either side. Equally certainly there existed between them a rare and
exquisite camaraderie, a perfect comprehension that often made words
superfluous. A look sufficed.
They toiled up the steep, narrow path until they reached a wide trail, a
carriage road that had been laid out and abandoned. It swept around the
mountain-side, miles above the little city on the plain, and terminated suddenly
at an immense gateway of stone. Here the mountain had been torn asunder, and two
palisades of gray-green rock rose grim and terrible for
hundreds of feet, while between them, dashing over boulders and
trees and the impedimenta of ages, a little stream rushed along in the eternal
night at their base. Far away to the west, range upon range piled themselves
against the intense blue sky. Beyond a rustic gate, standing across the path
that narrowed to a few feet before the wall of stone, a park, sparkling and
green in the sunlight, was visible. They stopped and regarded the two
gateways,one the work of nature, the other the feeble counterfeit of man,and
then swinging open the creaking wooden affair, passed into the peaceful valley.
A few yards away stood a small log cabin, but the chimney was smokeless, and
though the chickens clucked in the yard, and a collie lay on the doorstep, it
seemed desolate and deserted.
Passing along an almost invisible trail,
they found themselves in the wildest and most remote part of that wild and
remote region. They saw a few stray animals, but no human beings. This was one
of the few places where mining was not a universal pursuit, and it was too early
to do much in the few mines that did exist. There are entire sections in the
Rockies that are deserted for more than half the year, and this was one of them.
That day there was no one at the signal station. The keeper had gone down to the
valley for fresh stores, and to learn something of the terrific disturbances
that were said to be threatening the entire Eastern coast with annihilation.
Perhaps the owners of the log cabin had made a similar pilgrimage.
The scene was flooded with moonlight when the travellers passed the
gate on their homeward way, and sat down on
a boulder a few yards without the frowning portal. The night was cold, and the
woman had put on her jacket, and sunk her numbed fingers in its pockets. In
spite of her weariness she was troubled and restless, and turning looked first
at the beetling crags back of them, then away over the plain at the twinkling
lights of the town below. They heard indistinctly the sounds of bells ringing
wildly, and overhead flocks of birds circled and called with shrill, uncanny
voices. Yet the moonlight was so bright that they saw each other as plainly as
if it were day, and its placid radiance seemed strangely at variance with the
disturbed wild-fowl, and certain weird and fitful sounds that seemed to be
sighed forth from the bosom of the earth.
"It is a pity," she said, "that we
cannot pass through this gateway into paradise without descending to earth
again."
"I don't believe you are half as tired of life as you say," he answered with
an impatient movement of his head. "You may not shrink from death as I do, or
enjoy life so keenly, but isn't it a good thing to be alive to-night? Isn't it
fine to be a mile or so above the rest of humanity and the deadly
conventionalities? Aren't you glad you came?"
She did not answer, but presently said dreamily, "Suppose that plain was the
sea."
"It isn't hard to suppose," he answered. "I have seen the Pacific when it
looked just so."
"Oh, no," she said quickly. "Nothing is like the sea but itself.
You will never persuade me that I love the
mountains so well. And the plains,just imagine if all that gray green silver
were gray blue, with here and there a gathering crest of foam, racing to break
in spray about these mountains"
"Why, look," he said, drawing her a little to one side, "there is your liquid
blue, with its white crest moving toward us. Could the real sea look more
wonderful than that? It is blotting out everything. Now it recedes,was it not
real?"
She started to her feet. "This is a very strange night," she said
irrelevantly, in a rather strained voice. "Listen,and see how many birds are
flying about us; I never saw them fly so at night. What does it mean?"
They stood together, looking at each other with startled faces. The
whole mountain, all the mountains, seemed
to be alive and trembling under them. Overhead thousands of birds wheeled and
screamed with terror in their mingled outcries. The little creeping things
scuttled away up the mountain. The silver-blue wave widened and spread over the
plain from north to south, and the air was full of a dull, terrible roar, as if
the fountains of the great deep had broken up, and a thousand white-crested
waves rushed toward the hapless city before them. They covered it, and with a
wild jangle of bells, faintly audible over the tumult, it sank out of sight, all
the gleaming, dancing lights disappearing in an instant. The white crests came
on and broke about the mountains, and receded and came on again with a deafening
roar. Then the crust of the earth between the mountain
range and the spot where the city had been, seemed to crack like a bit of dried
orange peel, and the flood rushed over the abyss, and there arose a blinding
steam that hid the whole scene below, and ascending circled the mountain peaks
in mist.
All about them on the mountain-side rose the cries of terrified wild things,
and along the narrow pathway into the park a herd of cattle and horses rushed
and disappeared among the aspens that trembled as never before. The collie,
scenting their presence, came and crouched whining at their feet, and a bird
fell exhausted into the woman's arms. She closed her hands over it,
unconsciously giving it the protection none could give them, and in the fog
moved toward the figure of her companion. His
arm closed about her convulsively.
"Shall we go farther up the mountain?" he asked.
"'If it be now, 'tis not to come; if it be not to come, it will be now,'" she
answered, insensibly finding it easier to use another's words than to coin
phrases while holding death-watch over a continent.
They sat down on the boulder. After what seemed like countless hours, she
said, "I wonder how long we have been here. Perhaps it is years."
He looked at his watch. "I do not know whether we are in time or eternity,"
he answered simply. "It is nearly four o'clock by this watch."
Through the dense vapor they saw the sun rise, red and sullen, but the mist
was so impenetrable that they dared not move about. The day and
night passed, almost without their
knowledge, and the second morning found them, as the first, by the great
boulder. The wind rose with the sun, and when it blew aside the veil of mist,
far as the eye could reach, there rolled a sea, white-capped, turbulent,
fretful, as if unwilling to leave a single peak to tower above its lordly
dominion.
The man and woman followed the collie to the cabin, and there found some
food, then they retraced their way until they could look down over the valley
where the town had slept. Nothing was left. There was not even a prospector's
cabin. The shock which had succeeded the first wild dash had been volcanic. The
very caons looked strange, and though they called again and again there came no
answer.
"Come," the man said imperiously. "Let
us go to the Peak. There must be some one there."
They reached the signal station late in the afternoon; no one was there.
Looking down from that awful eminence, they saw on the other side of the range
the same desolation, the same watery waste. They seemed to be on an island,
alone on a wide, wide sea. Nowhere curled a friendly wreath of smoke; nowhere
was there sound of any human thing.
They went wearily back. There was nowhere else to go. If the gateway had been
awful in its solitude, the Peak was still more desolate. There was nothing
living there, except themselves and the dog that followed closely at their
heels, making no excursions of its own. The hour was wearing toward midnight
when they sank down by the boulder once
more to watch the darkness disappear, and wait for they knew not what. The man
built a huge fire, so that if any other waifs had been left by this wreck of a
world they might see the beacon, and reply in some fashion. They did not talk,
except now and then, in a half whisper, they gave monosyllabic queries and
replies. The shock that had obliterated a continent seemed to deprive them of
all active use of their senses. They moved only in circles, returning always to
the place from which they had watched the cataclysm.
It was almost sundown when, with a superhuman effort, they again entered the
sunny, beautiful park. The air was balmy, and there all remained quite as
before. In front of the cabin stood an Alderney; as they approached her, she
lowed uneasily. The woman looked up, and
then spoke aloud with the quick sympathy that had always been her greatest
attraction. She seemed to understand so readily, whether it was a man's head, a
woman's heart, or an animal's wants.
"She needs to be milked," she said, and pushing open the door she entered the
cabin. There were two rooms, the farther of which was evidently a bedroom. There
was a large fireplace at one end of the main room. At one side of it was a
primitive dresser, with such utensils and china as the place afforded; on the
other were some miner's implements and a shovel. There was a small table and
beside it were placed two chairs. There was a rocker by the one window, and a
pot of geraniums on the sill; forming a kind of window seat was a long seaman's
chest. At the other end of the room there
was a desk covered with green oilcloth, and above it was a shelf containing some
books and a clock.
The woman took off her hat and jacket and brushed back her hair, then turning
back her sleeves went outdoors again. Under the rude porch on a slab table stood
a number of buckets, and there was a stool by the door. She took a bucket and
the stool and walked away a few paces, the Alderney following. As she began
milking she looked over her shoulder at the man watching her and said, "Won't
you build a fire?"
He gathered some wood and went into the cabin. She threw out the first pint
or so of milk, then finished milking and strained the foaming contents of her
pail into some crocks left sunning by the door, and went into the house. She
found some cornmeal and salt, and deftly
mixed the dough, and arranging the shovel in the hot ashes, set her hoe-cake to
bake. In the mean time the man had brought water from the brook, and as the
woman swung the crane over the blaze, he filled the iron kettle hanging
therefrom. There was some sour milk, and by a mysterious process she converted
it into Dutch cheese. There was some butter and a few eggs, and she found a
white cloth and spread the table with the few poor dishes, placing the geranium
in the centre. As the water steamed and boiled, she caught up a tin canister.
"See," she said with forced gayety; "let us eat, drink, and be merry, for
there is just enough tea in the world for two people to drink once!"
She made the beverage and poured it into the thick cups, and breaking the
yellow pone and piling it on a platter,
they sat down to the strangest meal they had ever known.
The man watched her with fascinated eyes. He had never before seen her do
anything for herself, yet she presided over the simple meal she had prepared as
graciously as over the course dinners of her chef. How should she know how to
make hoe-cake?
All through the singular feast the sparkle and play of her fancy kept them in
hysterical laughter. Afterwards, as she cleared away, the same wild mood
possessed her. The man wondered if her mind was going with all else; but as she
hung up the towel, her humor changed, and she ran out of the cabin into the dusk
as if she could not bear the simple, homely tasks in a homeless world, the
firelight and the bounds of a dwelling when
doom must be at hand. The man put a fresh log on the fire, and covered the coals
with ashes. He would have preferred to remain there, but he knew why she was
hurrying back to the mountain-side, and he took her coat and followed her. She
was standing by the boulder, looking out over the waters with a despair on her
face that made him groan. It was so like what he felt in his heart. She pointed
weakly toward the water, but her lips formed no words.
"Yes," he answered, "it was not a dream."
Dawn found them still sitting by the boulder. The man shook her half roughly.
"Come," he said, "let us go back to the cabin."
"No," she answered. "I cannot believe
it; we are both mad. We are dreaming the same mad dream; let us go down, and
when we feel the spray on our faces, and taste the brine, it will be time enough
to believe."
She began the descent with reckless rapidity, and he followed, checking and
holding her back. The roar of the surf grew momentarily louder, but though she
looked at him with wild, grieved eyes, she went on. A monster wave dashed up
over the rocks and wet them to the skin. She flung out her arms, and would have
fallen headlong into the greedy, crawling water, but he caught her and made his
way back. The hot, bitter tears on her face brought her to herself, and with one
great sob she broke down, clinging to him and crying till from sheer exhaustion
she fell asleep.
He carried her back to the cottage and laid
her gently on the bed in the tiny room. Her hair was falling about her, and he
removed her dusty shoes, and covered her over as if she had been a child. Then
he went out into the sunlight and sat down on the doorstep and tried to grasp
the situation.
He had been a very ambitious man, and she had been as ambitious for him as he
was for himself; that had been the main bond of union. He was to have made a
great place in the world: the applause of listening senates was to have been
his; wealth, fame, position, all the possibilities of life were gone; nothing
but barely life itself remained. A living might be wrung from nature, but for
ambition,what? Surely somewhere on earth there were other human beings; the
destruction, if irreparable, was not universal. Sooner or later some hardy
sailor would find the surviving peaks of
this new Atlantis. At least, if the woman within was not his world, he was
thankful that no one else was; and having looked the grim truth in the face, he
too slept.
It was long past noon when the dog wakened him, and he started to his feet,
determined that, having lost all else, they should keep their sound, clear
brains. He walked about the park, which contained perhaps five hundred acres.
There were half a dozen cows, as many horses, some burros, and a few chickens.
There was a rude stable and a few farm implements. There was a large tunnel in
the mountain-side, and some mining machinery lying about its entrance. The dog,
seeming to realize some of the responsibilities of life, herded the cattle and
drove them toward the cabin. When they
reached it, she was standing in the doorway. She had made her toilet, and looked
fresh and calm.
"These are our flocks and our herds," he said in greeting. "What shall we
call them?"
She smiled rather wanly. "Wasn't it Adam who named the animals? You shall
have that honor."
"Very well," he answered; "but if this is the garden, there is an angel with
a flaming sword at the gateway. Do not pass it again. Our life is here, here,do
you understand? We must give ourselves time to get used to it, time to realize
that we are alive. We must be very patient, for whatever has befallen us,
whether we are in the body or out of it, this through which we have passed is a
miracle, and only time can tell if it is more. Do not [pg.
27]look upon the change again, at least not now. You will stay here, and
we will work together, and be content for awhile?"
"Content?" she said, "content? We will be happy."