Yet if Hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none.
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
Poe.
“It is the first of May,”
said Adam. “It is a year ago to-day.
Shall we pass the gateway?”
“Not now,” answered Robin.
“Wait till afternoon. I am so busy this
morning.”
She was sitting at the table teaching
half a dozen little chickens to appreciate hard-boiled
egg. The wounded kid was lying in her lap, one
arm was about it, and an adventurous kitten looked
over her shoulder. As she tapped on the board
with one slender forefinger, the chickens, hearing
their mother’s bill, began picking up the fragments
of egg. She had rounded out wonderfully in a
year, and Adam realized for the first time that she
was a very beautiful woman.
“Suppose,” she went on,
“you begin your book to-day. Write your
description of a year ago. It will never be so
plain again. There is plenty of time before we
go. Besides, if it is a dream, we shall want
the written record to show what dreams may come.”
Adam hesitated a moment, then went
to his desk. She had said truly, the events of
that day would never again be so clear, and as he began
to record them they marshaled themselves before him,
until he found himself writing with a dramatic power
that fascinated and amazed him.
It must have been some time afterward
that Robin stole in and set a glass of milk, some
biscuit and strawberries, down on the desk beside
him and then went out, taking the dogs with her.
He did not notice another sound until she called him
to supper.
While he did the evening work Robin
dressed herself in the garments she had worn the year
before. As soon as she could make others she had
put them aside, awaiting the awakening or the rescue.
The heavy cloth skirt and the silk
waist were put on with a strange reluctance.
Years ago the old doctor in “The Guardian Angel”
said our china became our tombstones, but surely our
garments may become the graveyards of our emotions,
and hold sharp or sweet remembrances long after they
are past wearing. In spite of some tan Robin found
the face that looked back at her from her mirror infinitely
more attractive than it had been the year before.
Adam started a little when he saw
her. Then he drew her hand through his arm, and
they went to the gateway. As he opened the gate
she turned and looked back. The sun was behind
the mountains, and the shadows were long and dark.
They heard the sounds of the various creatures settling
into quiet for the night, and Adam sent back all the
dogs but Lassie. They went slowly and wistfully.
Robin stooped and kissed Prince on his white forehead.
As Adam closed the gate, she said half fearfully,
“Shall we ever see them again?” But he
did not answer. He took her hand and led her
to the boulder.
Far as the eye could reach they saw
what they expected to see. Half a mile away the
sea rolled in on a tolerably level beach; here it
thundered and roared against a sheer cliff. Among
the rocks they could see the nests of many wild-fowl, and gulls flew by them.
They sat down on the rock and waited until midnight. Then they went home.
The dogs received them obstreperously, and the kid from its corner bleated
faintly. Robin bent over it anxiously, then warmed some milk and fed it.
When Adam came in with some fresh water she was swinging slowly to and fro in
the rocker, singing softly an absurd nursery song:
“Sleep, baby, sleep.
The stars they are the
sheep;
The big moon is the
shepherdess;
The little stars are
the lambs, I guess.
Sleep, baby, sleep.”
“It needed to be cuddled,”
she said in as matter-of-fact a voice as if all lambs
were sung to sleep regularly. “You know
dear old Professor Carter said there would have been
no wild animals if we hadn’t made them so; but
now, if you will, you can put her with Nannie.”
When he came back she had gone into
her room. There was nothing more for either of
them to say. There was nothing to do, except to
hope for a sail, since they no longer hoped for an
awakening.