Speech is but broken light
upon the depth Of the unspoken.
George Eliot.
The work on the book progressed rather
slowly. Often Adam had to refer to Robin when
his memory was at fault. At first she had gone
away, to leave him alone with his work, but as he
referred to her more frequently, she sat with him,
sewing while he wrote, a frame of morning-glories
back of her, or reading with the keen enjoyment of
one who renews a pleasure long foregone. When
he seemed to be going on smoothly, she sometimes stole
away and gave herself up to long hours with her violin.
One afternoon she tapped on his casement.
His work was lagging, and he rose gladly and went
out with her. They walked up the path and through
the gateway to their boulder, and sat down.
“Talk to me,” said Adam.
She shook her head. “About
what, most worshipful seigneur? For I am but
a worm of the dust before thee, and all my tales are
of the homely tasks of baking and brewing. Naught
is there worthy to be set down in thy book.”
Then, with a sudden change of manner, “Oh, Adam,
there are eighteen new chickens to-day! The Plymouth
Rock hen stole a nest, and they came off this morning.
And there is some news too. The flax is in bloom.
It is so pretty.”
“When do you expect to weave
your first linen?” asked Adam.
“Oh, I don’t know, but
it is good to know there will be some to weave.
Do you remember Andersen’s story of the flax?
I was thinking of it this morning as I pulled out
some weeds, and how when it was pulled up and cut
and hackled, it said: ’One cannot always
have good times. One must make one’s experience,
and so one comes to know something;’ and when
it is woven and cut up and made into garments, it still
says, ’If I have suffered something, I have
been made into something. I am happiest of all.
That is a real blessing. Now I shall be of some
use in the world, and that is right, that is a true
pleasure.’”
“If one only knew he was to
be of some use,” Adam said wearily; “if
we could see the justification of our suffering.”
“Then we should be as gods,”
answered Robin. “I like the song of the
flax, ‘content, content;’ and when the
linen is worn out, it is again tortured and beaten
until it becomes paper whereon an eternal word is
written. I used to wonder why Andersen was given
to children; not that I wouldn’t have them read
him, but he is one of the profound thinkers of the
world. No one had Andersen clubs, or professed
to find deep and wonderful esoteric truths in his
stories, but they are there. Do you remember
my girls’ club down on I don’t
think there were any streets, but the inhabitants
called the place ’Kerry Patch’?”
“Why, no,” said Adam,
“I didn’t know you had one; why didn’t
you tell me?”
“That was ever so long ago,
ages and ages, when you came to see ”
She paused a little, and then spoke the personal pronoun
that tells the whole story, for a woman can say “him”
in such a way as to betray unspeakable heights of
adoration or abysses of loathing. She went on
slowly. “You were not one of my friends
then; how could you be, if there existed anything
in common between you two? That sounds dreadful,
but you know all about it so well that subterfuges
are useless.”
“To tell the truth, I never
cared anything about him at all,” Adam answered
quickly. “Like a good many others, I was
enthusiastic over your voice. He asked me to
the house to hear you sing, and I went, and was glad
of the chance. And you have never sung for me
once this year.”
“You never asked me,”
she answered. “’A dumb priest loses his
benefice.’ But I was speaking of my club.
We studied Andersen all winter, and got enough more
out of him than a lot of us who pored over Ibsen,
guided by a literary expert. Andersen has a more
beautiful, a more inspiring philosophy. Every
nation has its story of Psyche, the lost soul of things,
but none is more beautiful than the tale of Gerda
and Kay. There were children in that club who
were cruel, horribly cruel, and one day when we gave
an entertainment for them, one of the older girls
recited the story of ‘The Daisy and the Lark.’
They cried as I had cried over it years before.”
“I remember,” he said.
“It broke my heart when I was a little shaver.
I couldn’t give so sad a story as that to a child.”
“Oh, yes, you could,”
she said, “if the child needed it. The world
was cruel, cruel, Adam; I used to wonder sometimes
why God did not blot it all out, as He has blotted
it out now. Once in another club, a big, swell
affair, there was a Humane Society programme.
One woman, in a Persian lamb jacket, spoke on the
evils of the overcheck; you know how they get that
wool? And women nodded the aigrettes in their
bonnets, torn from the old birds while the little
ones starved to death, to show their approval, and
patted their hands gloved in the skins of kids, sewed
in cloth soon after their birth so they couldn’t
grow a fleece, and tortured all their short lives,
and went home to eat pate-de-foie gras, and broil
live lobsters, thanking God they were not as the rest
of men, if only they let out their check-reins a hole
or so. It was horrible, the cruelties
men practised to gratify appetite, and that women
were guilty of for vanity. I suppose I am a monomaniac
on the subject, but we never seemed far removed from
barbarians, when we went clothed in the skins of wild
animals, and decorated with their heads and tails
and feathers, like so many Sioux chiefs. The varnish
of civilization isn’t dry on us yet. Why,
if a ship should come here now, do you know what they
would do first, unless they happened to be East Indians?
They would say they wanted some fresh meat, and offer
to buy Lily; she is the fattest of the cows.
If we wouldn’t sell her, they would probably
take her anyway.”
“Kill Lily,” cried Adam,
angrily. “They’d have me to kill first;
nothing on this place is going to be slaughtered while
I can protect it.” He went on more slowly,
a little ashamed of his heat, “I feel a sense
of kinship with all these creatures that would make
it impossible to kill them. It’s like the
woman whose Newfoundland died, and a friend asked
if she was going to have him stuffed. ‘Stuffed!’
she said; ‘I’d as soon think of stuffing
my husband!’”
Robin laughed, and leaning over tweaked
Lassie’s ear. “If we are to be stuffed,
we prefer to have it an ante-mortem performance, don’t
we, little dog?”
The sun dropped behind the tall peaks,
but its dying light still covered sea and shore.
They rose as if for the benediction, and looked out
at the waters before them. Then they looked at
each other and grew white to the lips, and Robin knelt
down and flinging her arms around Lassie sobbed and
laughed. Adam never took his eyes from the coming
ship.