Are God and Nature then at
strife,
That Nature lends
such evil dreams?
So careful of
the type she seems,
So careless of the single
life:
So careful of the type? but
no.
From scarped cliff
and quarried stone
She cries, “A
thousand types are gone:
I care for nothing, all shall
go.”
Tennyson.
They were sitting in the doorway together.
Robin rested her chin in her hands and looked down
the valley, the lines of perplexity deepening in her
forehead.
“If only we had an angel with
a sword, or without one, to tell us what to do,”
she said. “If only we were deeply religious
with the old-fashioned orthodox religion, that would
enable us to believe we were predestined not to be
drowned
“Or if we believed in a personal
God, without whom not a sparrow falleth, though the
waters cover the face of the earth and blot out millions
of His creatures,” answered Adam. “After
all, can we do better than follow the dictates of
Nature?”
“Do you mean to look through
Nature up to Nature’s God?” answered Robin.
“How can we worship any God as pitiless as Nature?
Nature is strong, but is it our place to help her
in her care for the single type? Perhaps we are
the trilobites of a new Silurian period; well,
trilobites were painfully common, but we need not be. Natures laws
are immutable, so we have been told with wearying insistence, but suppose you
and I have wills as strong as Nature herself? Suppose we ask what she has
done for the humanity of which we are a part, that she should demand fresh
victims from us? Oh, I know; you will tell me,
“’What a piece of
work is a man! How noble in reason! how infinite
in faculty! in form and moving how express and admirable!
in action how like an angel! in apprehension how like
a god!’
And I should answer,
“’What is man, that thou
art mindful of him? and the son of man that thou
visitest him? For thou hast made him a little
lower than the angels, and hast crowned him with
glory and honor.’
“David or Hamlet, it comes to
the same thing. Where are the crowns now, and
how can we say Solomon was not right when he said the
end of it all was vanity? What is Nature, and
on what compulsion must we obey her? The imperative
mandates of our own hearts? But what if our hearts
are at war with our heads? Are we to follow no
higher law than the blind instinct that moves the
house-fly? Or will we aspire to the indomitable
soul of the mocking-birds that feed their young in
captivity until they see they are prisoners for life,
and then bring them poisonous spiders that they may
die rather than live under such conditions? Shall
we give hostages to Nature when she has given nothing
to us?”
She was standing now and speaking
with more vehemence than was her wont. Adam caught
her hands, as she flung them out with a gesture full
of scorn.
“Do you really think we have
nothing? How many million lovers have envied
Adam and Eve their paradise? This Nature against
which you bring so railing an accusation, has
she taken away more than she has given us? We
had ambitions, you and I, but the way of ambition is
full of weariness and disappointment and bitterness
of spirit. We did not expect peace and comfort
and joy, but work and turmoil. Our slates were
set with a sum
“Yes, a sum in vulgar fractions,” answered
Robin.
“Perhaps; it was a sum in which
the unknown and unknowable quantity determined the
result. We had seen a good deal of what is called
life, it is a good name to distinguish it
from the death it so much resembles, and
I am half inclined to think Nature has been merciful.”
“But if she was merciful to
them,” said Robin, quickly, “why were we
omitted?”
“She gave them oblivion, the
hereafter, whatever comes hereafter. She gave
us each other. We were going to miss one another
in the careers we had mapped out. We might have
lost each other forever, or for aeons of years.
Nothing but a general breaking up of everything would
ever have flung us into each other’s arms.
We were too much interested in my career, my vast
influence on the political situation, to consider
any existence apart from the setting we had chosen
for the play. And, after all, what was it, that
career from which we hoped so much? I stood waiting
my cue, ready to act my part in the farce or tragedy,
whichever it turned out to be.”
“I think it was more like a circus,” said
Robin.
“Very like a circus,”
he admitted with grim appreciation. “A circus
in which no one knew whether he was to be a ringmaster
or a clown. There were the financial tight-rope
walkers, and the social lion-tamers, and snake-charmers,
and the political acrobats whose falls were unsoftened
by any kind of network. There were heat and dust
and discomfort, and weary, wretched animals looking
out of cages at other weary, tortured animals, that
were sometimes scarcely less pachydermatous than themselves.
I know the program we had mapped out, the triumphal
entry, the daring leaps, the cheers, but
was it worth while? After all, does one care
to be the champion bareback rider in life’s hippodrome?
Nature swept away my sawdust ring, but she gave me
heaven for a canopy, earth for an arena, you for a
queen. At times I am disposed to take a fatalist
view of the case, and think that God, or Nature, knew
there was no more to be done with the earth, not so
much because of its wickedness, as on account of its
stupidity and cruelty. All my plans had centered
in a political career, and yet how could a man touch
politics and remain undefiled? Yes, I know there
were honorable men in politics, but they were lonely,
and they hated with an unspeakable hatred all the
means that were used to keep them there. And
there were any number of men who had been honorable
once. When a man becomes possessed by the desire
of place, his backbone becomes elastic, and he stoops
to things of which he had believed himself incapable.
I don’t know what it is, but it weakens a man’s
moral fibre, and breaks down the tissues of his will,
and gives him mental astigmatism. How dare I
say I should have been any better than the rest?”
“Do you remember your address,
a year ago Flag Day, and the old man with the little
bronze button of the Civil War veteran, who stood in
front, and shook hands with you afterwards, with tears
running down his face? And the applause?
Can you honestly say that you find ’to utter
love more sweet than praise’? You have told
me of your dream of a home, but Emerson said, ’not
even a home in the heart of one we love can satisfy
the awful soul that dwells in clay.’ Can
it satisfy you, who hoped and expected so much?”
He hesitated and did not reply at once.
“Are you sure you are not making
a virtue of necessity?” she asked a little bitterly.
“I think as much as anything,”
he said slowly, “I was excusing myself for not
having known all along that the real life, and the
most useful one, is the one we could have made together.
Principalities and powers and empires and republics
have fallen. When God wants to regenerate the
world, He begins with the family. Now I,”
with unspeakable scorn, I
intended to begin with a different primary law.
I could have made a good home, but I was intent on
making an indifferent, honest congressman, or senator,
or perhaps president. In a way your home always
meant a good deal of what I am trying to say.
You always had some one on hand you were trying to
make capable of great things by believing in them.
You made us welcome, and were ready to listen to our
troubles, our literary curiosities, our musical gems
and our aspirations. Suppose I had had sense
enough to refuse the husks and choose
“Don’t say it,”
she answered. “Don’t say it, even
if you mean it, for I should have sent you away, and
have felt like reviling you for putting your hand
to the plow and turning back. Your ambitions were
the most attractive thing about you then. I hadn’t
pinned my faith on a primary law; I think it was government
ownership that I regarded as the great regenerator.
I am glad if my home seemed homelike to any one; it
never reached my ideal; and when a woman’s home
isn’t the hub of her universe, well,
she takes to china painting, or gossip, or philanthropy;
a man takes to poker or politics. I took to politics,
second-hand. Personally and concretely I abhorred
the whole miserable farce, but abstractly, and as
a means to an end which I greatly desired, I found
it interesting. I admired you infinitely more
than I liked you in those days, but I wouldn’t
have married you under any circumstances.”
“Why?”
“First, because I didn’t
want to marry any one; I didn’t want to care
that much. And, secondly, because I wanted you
to devote yourself to your country, and had you possessed
a family your devotion would have been divided.
I don’t see,” she went on reflectively,
“how you, who know so well how empty it all
was, and how hopeless the endeavor to lift it an inch, I
don’t see how you can think anything would justify
us in making it go on.”
“But, on the other hand,”
he said, “are we justified in snuffing it all
out? There was so much that was beautiful, and
the possibilities were so glorious! Sweetheart,
I shall not believe you love me if you think the world
all cold and dark. I believe now the one law it
needs, or has ever needed, is love, the fulfilling
of the law.”
Robin shook her head, and there was
a pathetic quiver about her sensitive mouth.
“Is it so? We have sung, ’’Tis
love, it makes the world turn round,’ but is
it so? Would you give your world that one great
principle as the whole of its code of laws?”
“Yes, I would,” he answered
sturdily. “I should not revive a single
law, not even the Ten Commandments, nor any of their
variations. You have to read the statutes provided
for unnamable crimes to understand just how bad mankind
could be. I should not bother my world with Draco,
or Solon, or Justinian, or Coke, or Blackstone.
I should give it the code of Christ, ’Whatsoever
ye would that men should do unto you, do ye even so
unto them.’ To love one’s neighbor
as oneself, isn’t that code enough
for any world? And I should make the neighbor
include every dumb creature.”
She turned to him, her face radiant with love and
trust.
“There is no difference between
us in reality,” she said: “you would
found your political economy on the teachings of Christ,
and I my religion. If we realize the unity of
life, we must make our religion our law, and our law
our religion. Sometimes I think the hand of the
Lord is in it, for surely, surely, there never was
a nobler man on earth than you.”