The ant and the moth have cells for
each of their young, but our little ones lie in
festering heaps in homes that consume them like
graves; and night by night, from the corners of
our streets, rises up the cry of the homeless, “I
was a stranger and ye took me not in.”
Ruskin.
For a time they busied themselves
with different things about their little home, worked
in the garden, and held a round-up of their stock
that they might know the extent of their wealth; and
because, in a life quite apart from human beings,
animals come to take their place to a greater extent
than might seem possible.
It was a very pleasant time.
Everything seemed so gentle, so willing to be friends,
and so certain of their good-will.
“You used to be a Kipling fiend,”
said Adam, one morning, when they had been salting
the cattle, and were resting before going home.
“Didn’t he write a Jungle tale about ‘How
Fear Came’? He ought to be here now to
write another to show how Fear might go.”
“It seems to me he did,”
Robin answered, running her fingers through the short,
curly forelock of a colt that stood placidly licking
her hand. “I wonder that they don’t
remember longer, or perhaps they know that we think
they are folks. Really, I think we ought to hold
a reception, a kind of salon, once a week, so as to
keep acquainted with our neighbors.”
“You are an absurd child,”
he said, laughing; “but does that mean that
you have really decided to go on living?”
“I don’t know,”
she said. “What did we determine? By
the way, which side of this question are you on?”
“Both,” he said decidedly.
“Oh! then we can’t do
like those men Cooper told about, in ’The Pioneers,’
wasn’t it? who argued and argued every night
until at last they convinced each other, and then
started in to argue it out again.”
“No,” he answered, “I
rather think that we are answering ourselves rather
than each other, anyhow. Robin, where was ’the
land of Nod’?”
“That is one of the questions
that I was sent to bed for asking a preacher who was
visiting at our house, when I was about seven years
old. They hurried me hence before he had a chance
to answer, so I never found out. But I know what
you are thinking of, and I have thought of it too.
Perhaps there isn’t any land of Nod, or any land
at all. And I have thought, also, how it would
be if one of us died and left the other with little
children. You might take my body and jump off
the rock, but you couldn’t take them too, and
still less could you leave them.”
“I have thought of the risk
to you,” he said, “and felt that not even
for the sake of a child would I let you come so near
death.”
She laughed a little. “That
is really funny,” she said. “You must
have been reading Michelet; I never thought of that
at all. I am very well and strong, and my habits
and my clothes are not such as to hamper my life nor
endanger that of another. There is next to no
risk, so far as that is concerned, certainly none
I would not gladly take. But I have dreaded afterwards,
when the child might fall ill and need help that we
could not give it.”
“Because there are no doctors
in the world?” said Adam, with a touch of cynicism.
“I don’t know that we are not better off
without them. The greatest of them confessed
that it was guess-work. The best doctors I ever
knew were always trying to make their patients live
more simply, take more exercise, and give nature a
chance; they never resorted to medicine until there
was nothing else to do. If all the germs and
microbes have gone with them, the earth can stand the
loss. The main thing is to be well born, and
when the body is healthy and leads a natural life,
while it may know pain, it need not be a prey to disease.
Very few children had a heritage worth having.
It had been bartered away. No wonder we were
taught to say, ’There is no health in us.’”
Do you remember Gannetts Not All There? she asked
soberly. I am not sure I can recall it, but it began this way:
“Something short in
the making, Something lost on the way,
As the little soul was taking
Its path to the break of day.
“Only his mood or passion,
But it twitched
an atom back,
And she for her gods of fashion
Filched from the
pilgrim’s pack.
“The father did not
mean it,
The mother did
not know,
No human eye had seen it,
But the little
soul needed it so.
“Thro’ the street
there passed a cripple
Maimed from before
its birth;
On the strange face gleamed
a ripple
Like a half dawn
on the earth.
“It passed, and it awed
the city
As one not alive
nor dead;
Eyes looked and burned with
pity.
‘He is not
all there,’ they said.
“Not all! for part is
behind it,
Lying dropped
on the way;
That part could
two but find it,
How welcome the
end of day!”
For a long while neither spoke, then
Robin went on. The colt had wandered back to
its mother, and she sat with her hands clasped, and
her eyes looking far out to sea.
“I don’t blame people
for dreading the responsibility, nor even for shirking
it, when I think of all the conditions we had to face.
Men who thought they had hedged their trades about
with so much skill that they had banished competition,
found that they had only succeeded in bringing into
the field the machine that banished them. And
everywhere there was such ghastly poverty, poverty
of body and brain and soul. We had gone back
to patrons and patronesses. Men or women did not
do anything of themselves any more, they
did not sing or play, or give a reading, or exhibit
a painting. They starved, or they performed or
exhibited ‘under the auspices of.’
It has always been the same. Given a pure democracy,
and demos reigns sooner or later. The shiftless
go to the bottom, the thrifty to the top, and then
like the upper and nether millstones, they grind everything
between them. That which is below cries, ‘Alms!’
and that which is above responds, ‘Largesse,’
and the voice that cries, ‘Justice,’ is
stifled between. The stone that crushed from
above and the rock that ground from below were very
near, and men dreaded them, for when the grist is
ground, and flint strikes upon flint, the conflagration
is at hand. Do you think I am talking like a
Populist campaign book? I only know what I saw,
and what the poets have said. I wouldn’t
dare to be as radical as Lowell, nor as bitter as
Tennyson, nor as savage as Carlyle, or Ruskin, or Hugo.
We had overcome the sharpness of death, but whence
could we hope for deliverance from the sharpness of
living?”
“We have been delivered,”
said Adam, slowly, “but you don’t seem
disposed to be the Miriam of this Israel limited.”
“Well, no,” answered Robin.
“I should like to believe that you and I were
rewarded for our superhuman excellence by being saved
when Pharaoh and his multitudes went under, but a
somewhat wide acquaintance with other people forbids.
On the other hand, we can’t have been left on
account of our superlative badness. Truly, Adam,
don’t you feel sometimes as if you would rather
have died with the rest?”
He hesitated. The question was
so unexpected, and so fraught with possibilities.
She watched the struggle in his face and honored him
for it. He put back a stray lock of hair and kissed
her forehead before he answered.
“The streak of cowardice that
we all of us have in us,” he said finally, “the
distrust of myself, and the doubt of all systems of
life of which I know anything, prompts me to answer
yes; for I think even if we had died, you and I would
still be together. I think sometimes we have
been, in the past, but whether we have or not, I know
we shall be in the future. So while the mental
part of me, which it seems to me is the
weakest and most contemptible part of man, because
it is always reasoning him out of what his soul tells
him is true, while the mental part of me
might find it easier to be dead than to know what
we ought to do, everything else in me rejoices.
I know that in the great plan we have a part, it seems
to me a very happy and beautiful part. In all
our world there is no cause for anger or hatred or
sin. There is friendliness and content and gentleness
and love all around us; look up, dear, and see how
near heaven seems.”
But though she looked up, she saw
only the light in his eyes.