I’m weary of conjectures this
must end them.
Addison.
Adam had to go to the cane-fields
across the range, and one of the calves needed Robin’s
ministrations, so she could not go with him. He
started before the stars were set, that he might be
back before night, and returned twice to kiss her
before he finally got away.
Left with the long day ahead of her,
restless and lonely, she gave the small house a thorough
sweeping and cleaning. She had finished her dusting,
and was rearranging the furniture, when she shoved
back the long chest and struck the framework of the
window with some little violence. It was enough
to jar a rusty key from its place above the casement,
and it dropped upon the chest with a kind of ominous
clink as it struck the lock, and fell upon the floor.
She took it up and looked at it curiously, and then,
kneeling, fitted it in the lock.
“I wonder,” she mused,
“what I shall set free if I open this box; is
it Pandora’s? But there was nothing left
in hers but hope, and that is all we need. How
happy we could be if we dared to hope!”
She turned the key with a wrench,
and the hasp shot from its place. The chest was
nearly empty, there being but one parcel in it.
This was done up carefully in a square of linen, pinned
here and there. On the bottom of the chest were
several folds of white paper. Very slowly she
lifted out the parcel and opened it. The treasure
was a gown; it was of a heavy, satiny weave of linen,
very yellow and creased. The bodice was made
without sleeves or neck, and the skirt was a kind of
kilt plaited affair; the whole effect was Greek, and,
simple as it was, it seemed beautiful to Robin after
her year of dark, utilitarian clothing. There
was white underwear, and even white stockings, and
a pair of slippers.
Robin drew a long breath of delight,
and laying all her finery upon the table placed the
irons over the tripod that she might smooth the wrinkles
out, and set about making the necessary alterations
at once. She worked rapidly in spite of her excitement,
but the hours slipped away.
“I must try it on,” she
said, “before Adam comes; there will be plenty
of time, and then I will put it away until
Shroud or wedding-gown? She did
not finish the sentence. She dressed slowly;
but when she had finished she was startled to see that
the image in the glass was so much fairer than she
had ever thought herself. Suddenly she discovered,
with something like a pang, that there was no belt,
and hurried back to the chest to look again.
As she twitched out the remaining
layer of paper in her eagerness, a long white satin
ribbon dropped from it, and a little heap of fine
muslin lay on the floor of the chest. She caught
up the ribbon with an exclamation of delight and adjusted
it with trembling fingers. Her flushed cheeks
and radiant eyes, the long heavy braid of hair, her
round white arms and shoulders, made her a vision of
delight indeed. When she had quite completed
her toilet, she sat down by the chest to inspect its
last secret. As she took up the pile of lace and
muslin, her heart seemed to stop beating for a moment.
She had forgotten. Only the hands of the prospective
mother could have fashioned such dainty garments as
these. Everywhere the eternal question. All
her perplexities had fallen from her in the joy of
dressing herself as Adam’s bride should be decked,
howbeit Adam saw her not, but the great problem of
life confronted her still.
She put the tiny garments down on
the chest, closed now, having given up its mystery,
its hope of the world, and knelt by it, touching them
with loving, reverent fingers till the tears blinded
her, and she gathered up the clothes and kissed them
as she had never kissed Adam, as she had never kissed
anything in her life. After awhile the tears
ceased to flow, and there stole over her a gracious
calmness and then the slumber of a child.
She did not hear Adam, nor see him,
until he passed the window and stood in the doorway,
all the sunset glow back of him. Then she started
to her feet, her arms closing instinctively over the
tiny garments she had gathered to her breast, as she
stepped back, her face flushing and paling all in
a moment.
He stood as if he dared not move lest
the vision vanish, but heart and soul looked out of
his eyes.
“Eve,” he said, “Eve!”
She turned, and he sprang toward her with an eager
cry of joy.
“Eve,” he repeated, “Eve,
my love, my soul! You have decided; you are going
to be my wife. Oh, do not torture yourself or
me any longer with doubts that did not enter the mind
of God Almighty when He made us what we are.
You are my world, dearer than life, more necessary
than the air we breathe. We are only one being,
separated God knows how long, but united now forever.
Nothing can part us again.”
He stopped and held out his arms to
her. He had taken her into their shelter very
often, but now he wanted her to come to him and nestle
against his heart of her own will. She took a
single step, stretching out her arms to him with a
gesture of infinite trust and abandon. The long
sheer dress fluttered down to the floor, and lay between
them.
They stood as still as if frozen.
“Dare you cross it?” she said, and hid
her face in her hands.
He stooped and picked it up, and looked
at it as a man might look at the soul of something
of which he had never seen the body. He had a
sense of his own strength, the glory of his manhood,
and a vision of his weakness. She watched him
breathlessly. He put the garment down on the
table and smoothed it out gently. There was in
his face the combined look of a man who sees the cradle
and the coffin of his firstborn.
She went and stood beside him, touching
the dress timidly. He covered her hand with his
own.
“My wife,” he said, “we
know all there is to say, all there is to risk.
We must do what is right. I am going now to set
everything at liberty. It is nearly sundown;
you will meet me at the rock in half an hour.
If we give each other our right hands, we will fear
no evil, not though we walk through the valley of
the shadow of death, for the love in our hearts is
deathless, and though the sun sets, it is to rise
upon another shore. Death is only an incident,
but life is eternal.”
“We could not choose differently?”
And though she spoke with the upward inflection it
was not a question.
“No, it would be quite impossible
for either of us to desire what the other did not.
And much as we love each other, we will know we have
loved our race and honored God first in our decision.
To live, if we live, not for ourselves alone, but
for the good of our kind; to renounce love, the unspeakable
gift, if need be, for the sake of what seems to us
right.”
“And if I give you my left hand?”
The sudden flash of light in his eyes
half blinded her. He took both her hands in his
and looked deep in her beautiful unfathomable eyes.
“Then the morning stars will
sing together, and all the sons of God shall shout
for joy.”
The sun dropped lower and lower over
the high sharp peaks at the west, covering their white
summits with a flood of golden glory. The sullen
roar of the ocean seemed hushed, and across its wide
expanse the last beams of the setting sun made radiant
pathways of crimson and gold. A lark far up in
the heavens sang its few clear notes as it hastened
homeward. Far away on the mountain-side the cattle
lay placidly, and a mare whinnied to her colt.
The air was soft and warm and drowsy with the scent
of many flowers, the sounds of nestling birds, the
drone of an insect here and there, the cheerful call
of the crickets.
Adam stood by the rock and waited
for her. She came toward him, all the light of
the world seeming to fall upon her and circle her in
a halo that transformed her white draperies, and glistened
like a million gems in the sparse grass about her
feet.
They made each other no greeting,
but stood and looked into each other’s eyes,
grave and sweet with the exaltation of their purpose.
And, standing so, they clasped hands, and the word
they spoke was the same, for they by searching had
found out God.