And now Bryda listened to the song
of Rowley, the priest of St John, as Chatterton poured
it in her ear with almost fiery eloquence. She
could scarcely believe the apprentice taking his meals
with the footboy in the dingy kitchen at Dowry Square
could be one with the young man who walked by her
side in his holiday attire.
All the latent romance in Bryda’s
nature was stirred by the history which her companion
told her of the old parchments, used forsooth as covers
of books, or cut up into thread papers, and yet of
priceless value-a value which he alone
had discovered.
‘Listen,’ he said, stopping
short, ’and I will recite to you an elegy or
minstrel’s song from the “Tragedy of AElla,”
then tell me whether Rowley the priest was not a king
amongst men. A poor priest-aye, and
a poor apprentice, brought up on the charity of Colston’s
School, has brought him to light, and in due time
we shall see his memory receive the laurel crown,
denied him perhaps in his life. It is only these
dull trading Bristol folk who are blind as bats and
deaf as adders. Curse them! I hate Bristol
and its people for Rowley’s sake, and for my
own. Yet I will rise above them, and they shall
find they cannot trample on me with impunity.’
Bryda began to feel frightened at
the increased vehemence of her companion, and looking
back, saw they had left Jack Henderson and Miss Chatterton
far behind.
But suddenly his manner changed, and he said,-
No. I will not sing to you of death, you who are so
full of life and beauty. The minstrel sang in a sad refrain,-
My love is dead,
Gone to his deathbed
All under the willow
tree.
Your love shall have a happier fate.
Hark!’ he said, ’you shall have a song
of springtime, not of the grave-the dark
grave, where I wish myself a dozen times a day.’
‘Do not say so. Life is
so sweet and beautiful,’ Bryda exclaimed.
’Though I have many cares at this time, yet I
love life, and even in Dowry Square I think it is
good to be alive.’
‘Aye, to you, doubtless,’
was the reply. ’But now for the verse from
the “History of Painting.”
When spring came dancing
on a flowery bed,
Clothed in green raiment
of a changing kind,
The leaves of hawthorn
budding o’er his head,
And with fair primroses
waving in the wind,
Then did the shepherd
his white garment spread
Upon the green bank,
and danced all around,
Whilst the sweet flowerets
nodded on his head,
And his fair lambs were
scattered on the ground;
Beneath his foot the
brooklet ran along,
Which strolleth round
the vale to hear his joyous song.
’There, Miss Palmer, you have
a song of spring, wrote hundreds of years ago.
I tell it to you in the language of to-day, but it
is ten times sweeter in the beauteous rhythm of the
olden time.’
‘It would not be sweeter to
me,’ Bryda said; ’for though I found the
“History of the Opening of the Bristol Bridge”
full of beauty, yet it teased me to scan the words
though I made out their meaning at last. How
could you find them out-who helped you?’
Chatterton laughed.
’My dear young lady I helped
myself to the Saxon language as to most other things.
If I trusted to other help I should be worse off than
I am. When first it dawned on me that the friend
and confessor of Canynge had wrote all these poems
for the edifying of his patron, I toiled night and
day till I was able to interpret them for this perverse
generation. But I had my friends. Mr Catcott
is one, Mr Barrett, a surgeon, another, and now let
me count as a friend one fairer than they, your sweet
self.’
’As we live under the same roof,
we may well be friends, but if, as you say, you are
yet but sixteen years old, you are so much younger
than I am.’
‘Nay, older by a score of years,’
Chatterton interrupted. ’For age is not
counted by years, but by the strife and the struggle
and the misery through which the soul passes.
In this I am your senior.’
‘Nay,’ Bryda said gently,
’we cannot enter into each other’s secret
heart. We all know our own troubles. I have
mine, and I am now parted from a sister I love, and
I am, after a week’s absence, hungering for
her tender care.’
And now Bryda became conscious that
they were observed by a party of girls who were returning
through the meadows from a Sunday ramble with their
lovers.
Several of the girls nodded and laughed at Chatterton.
One stopped and said,-
’A new flame, Tom? Oh,
fie for shame! Do you know, miss, whoever you
may be, that Master Tom is a terrible one to shoot
from Cupid’s bow. He seldom misses his
aim.’
‘Come on,’ said a gruff
voice, ’and don’t talk such foolery, Sally.
Leave the boy to look after his own business.’
‘Or rather the girl after hers,’
was the saucy reply, as the pair moved away.
Jack Henderson began to think that
Miss Chatterton purposely avoided joining company
with her brother and Bryda.
He now said,-
’Miss Palmer has a long walk
to Dowry Square. I think, by your leave, I will
join her, and advise her to take advantage of Mrs Chatterton’s
offer to rest a while at her house.’
’Certainly, sir, if you desire
it; but my brother would fain take her into the church,
I fancy, before it is closed.’
Chatterton at once became moody and
distrait when his tete-a-tete with Bryda was
at an end. He had been annoyed, too, by the remarks
of the free-spoken young lady, who had rallied him
on his ‘new conquest,’ and when they entered
the church the evil spirit was again dominant.
But Bryda forgot him, forgot Rowley
the priest, and the wonderful story of his poems,
in the feeling of awe with which the noble church inspired
her.
There was in her, as I have said,
a quick response to all sights and sounds of beauty.
Then, as the organ rolled its waves of melody above
her head, as the last Amen of the choir rose to the
vaulted roof, her whole soul was wrapt in that feeling
which has no other name but devotion. The unseen
Presence of what was holy and pure seemed to encompass
her, and as she leaned against one of the pillars,
close to the monument of the great Canynge, her fair
face wore on it an expression those who saw it were
not likely to forget.
And, as if in sharp contrast, a little
in the background was seen the grand outline of Chatterton’s
head, thrown back with a strangely defiant air, his
lips curled with contempt, his hands clasped at his
back, and his whole bearing that of one full of resentment
and hatred against what might or might not be imaginary
foes.
There is nothing more sorrowful than
the story of Chatterton’s genius, misdirected,
and, as it were, preparing its own doom. The lawyer’s
apprentice, who had this rare gift of poetry, was to
know only broken hopes and unfulfilled desires, and
soon to fall beyond the reach of help, of human love,
or Christian charity.
There he stood, on that bright summer
afternoon, as the procession of clergy passed out
and the organ pealed forth its melodious strains,
there he stood in the church, where his father had
stood before him, chafing against his lot, and conscious,
who shall say how bitterly conscious, that like the
baseless fabric of a dream the poems of the priest
of St John would vanish, and he, Thomas Chatterton,
the true poet, stand exposed as an unskilful forger.
Sixteen summers had barely passed over his head, and
yet in moments like these he looked as if the storms
of twice sixteen years had left their mark upon him.
Mrs Chatterton received Bryda with
kindly warmth, rather overdoing her apologies for
her humble fare and poor cottage. It was evident
that Chatterton chafed at this, and he scarcely spoke
a word during tea. Jack Henderson and Chatterton’s
mother made an attempt at conversation, but honest
Jack was not skilled in finding subjects for small
talk, and he was, moreover, so engrossed with Bryda
that he had little room for any other thought.
When tea was over Bryda said she must return to Mr Lamberts,
as Sam the footboy was to have his turn for a holiday after six oclock.
Jack was only too glad to get Bryda off, and as they walked away together he
said,-
‘Don’t have too much to say to Tom Chatterton,
Bryda.’
She looked up at him and laughed.
‘It was he who had so much to say to me,’
she said.
‘Well, he is not the man for you to make a friend
of, mind that.’
‘Man!’ she said.
’Jack, he is only a boy-just sixteen.
You did not call yourself a man then when you were
at the Grammar School at Wells. But, Jack-’
she said more seriously.
’I don’t want to talk
any more about the apprentice, though I pity him just
as I should pity a young eagle shut up in a close cage,
and feeling all his strength to rise to the sun of
no use. Oh, yes, I do pity him, and so ought
you.’
’I shall pity myself more if
you give him all your company another Sunday and shut
me out.’
’Don’t be silly, Jack;
I am not one to cast off old friends for new.
But, Jack, I am so frightened when I think the Squire
is in Bristol. What did he come for?’
’What was he saying to you by
the orchard gate that evening I came upon you?’
’Oh, that I could not tell you;
it was all meant to flatter me, and I hate him.’
’Why did he say he would give
your grandfather a month before he sold off?’
Bryda hesitated.
‘He said something about he would have me instead
of the money.’
Jack Henderson’s honest face flushed with indignation.
’The villain-the
cursed villain! I see what he is driving at, but
I will be quits with him.’
Bryda grew calm as Jack waxed more
and more vehement, and his loud voice attracted the
passers-by.
’Hush, Jack, people are staring
at you! Do you suppose I would be bought like
that? No! What would Bet say? I would
sooner die than strike a bargain like that!’
‘I’d sooner see you dead,’ Jack
replied.
Bryda was afraid to say more that
would rouse Jack’s wrath, so she asked him to
be sure to let her hear any news of home.
’I sha’n’t hear
any news. No one ever writes to me. When
the farm produce comes in once a month on market days
the old carter asks if I am in good health-with
the missus’ love-that’s about
all.’
’I am writing to Bet, little
bits every day. I have got an ink-pot and a quill
pen up in the garret, and Mr Chatterton gave me some
paper from the office, but I don’t think that
is quite honest, so please buy me a little. I
can give you a shilling,’ she said, putting her
hand in the large pocket which was fastened to her
waist under the short skirt.
Jack pushed her hand away.
‘I don’t want your shilling,’ he
said.
‘Oh, Jack, why are you so cross-grained,’
Bryda said, ’it is not like you.’
‘I don’t feel like myself
neither,’ poor Jack said, ’but I’ll
be in a better temper when I see you next Sunday,
and don’t have that mad boy at your heels.
Take care what you do in Bristol; it is full of people,
and some of them are bad enough. So take care,
for you know you are-well, you have only
to look in a glass to see. Good-bye, Bryda, I
won’t come up to the door.’
Bryda found Mrs Lambert only half
awake in her easy-chair, with the best china teacups
and a small teapot before her. Blair’s sermons
and the port wine together had caused a prolonged
slumber, and Sam had brought in the tray all unobserved
at five o’clock. Mr Lambert generally spent
his Sunday afternoons with a friend at Long Ashton,
and sometimes one of Mrs Lambert’s cronies looked
in on her for a dish of tea and a gossip. But
no one had arrived on this afternoon, and the good
lady had thus slept on undisturbed.
‘What is the time, Miss Palmer? It must
be time for tea.’
’Oh, yes, madam; it is six o’clock.
I will go and boil the kettle, and make the tea; please
give me the keys of the caddy.’
Bryda took the large tortoiseshell caddy from the shelf in
the glass cupboard, and Mrs Lambert solemnly unlocked it. Tea was precious
in those days, and Mrs Lambert took a teaspoon and carefully measured the
precise quantity, saying,-
‘One for each person, and one for the pot.’
‘I have had my tea, madam,’ Bryda said.
‘Oh! Well you can take
another cup, I daresay,’ Mrs Lambert said graciously.
‘I am getting a little faint,’ she added,
yawning, ’so I shall be obliged to you to hasten
to brew the tea.’
Bryda lost no time, and descending
to the lower regions, set Sam at liberty till nine
o’clock, and very soon had tea and crisp toast
ready for her mistress.
All her handy ways were rapidly winning
her favour, and Mrs Lambert called her ’a very
notable young person, not at all like one brought up
in a farmhouse!’
When the tea was over Bryda cleared
it away, and carefully washing the handleless cups,
replaced them in the corner cupboard. Then she
took a seat by the window, at Mrs Lambert’s
request, and read to her-a dry sermon first,
and then Mrs Lambert told her she might go to the bookcase
and choose a book for her own reading.
Bryda’s eyes kindled with delight,
and she joyfully accepted the offer.
‘May I choose any book, madam?’
’Any book that is not a novel.
There are some there not for Sunday reading, or indeed
for workaday reading for a young person.’
‘Milton’s Paradise
Lost,’ Bryda said, ‘may I take that?’
’Yes, but be careful not to
finger the binding, and remember no book leaves this
room. I found the apprentice had dared to abstract
a volume of an old poet-which I am sure
he could not read-by name Chaucer, for
the poems are wrote in old English. He had a deserved
reprimand, and a box on the ears for his pains.’
‘Old English,’ thought
Bryda, ’old English, Tom Chatterton can read
old English, for I suppose Rowley the priest’s
poems are in old English.’