“I am glad to be allowed the
chance of speaking to you, Miss Mainwaring,”
Leslie Travers began. “I wanted to tell
you that I have found a clue to your poor little protegee
of last evening. I am going to visit her, guided
by the boy, to whom she referred me.”
“That is good news!” Griselda
said. “Will you be sure to let me know if
I can do aught for her? Oh, I would that I was
not dependent on others! I do long to help the
poor and sad! I must try once more to get Lady
Betty to make me ever so small an allowance. But,”
she added, with sudden animation, “I have many
jewels and trinkets which were my grandmother’s,
and came to me at her death. Will you sell some
for me? I had thought of selling a necklace to
pay Mr. Herschel for his lessons; but it will be better
to feed the starving than learn music.”
“You must let me make all due
inquiries first, madam,” Leslie Travers said.
“I do not desire that your charity should be
ill-placed, and many beggars’ tales are false.”
“That child was telling the
truth!” Griselda said. “I knew it!
I felt it!”
“You can then judge of truth
or falseness by the unerring instinct which is one
of the gifts of true womanhood? I would hope-I
would venture to hope-that, tried by that
instinct, you would trust me, and believe that all
I say is true. May I dare to hope it is so?”
“Yes,” Griselda said,
looking straight into the pure, clear eyes which sought
hers. “Yes; I could trust you.”
“Could? Change that word to do.
Say you do trust me.”
His voice trembled with emotion, and
Griselda’s eyes fell beneath his ardent admiring
gaze. The story of his love was written on his
face, and Griselda Mainwaring could not choose but
read it. The compact between them might have
been sealed then, had not a quiet, gentle voice near
pronounced Mr. Travers’ name.
“Leslie, my dear son!”
Griselda turned her face, flushed
with crimson, towards Leslie’s mother.
He hastened to relieve Griselda’s evident embarrassment
by saying:
“May I have the honour of presenting
you to my mother, Miss Mainwaring? I have promised
to meet my guide to the house we were speaking of.
I will return hither, mother; meantime, may I hope
you and Miss Mainwaring will have some conversation
which will be agreeable to both?”
“I will await your return, Leslie.
But do not exceed half an hour, for the dark streets
are not pleasant, especially for old folk like me,
who have to pick my way carefully. Have you been
long a visitor to Bath, madam?” Mrs. Travers
said, as she seated herself with Griselda on one of
the benches.
“We arrived in November, madam.”
“Have you a mother and sister?”
“No, no!” Griselda said
passionately. “I am alone in the world-an
orphan.”
“Ah, may the God of the fatherless
be your Friend. You will make Him your Friend,
my dear? This is a place fraught with danger.
I feel it for my son-and how much more
is it full of danger for you?”
“There are many beautiful things
and interesting people in Bath. Do you know Mr.
and Miss Herchel, madam?”
“I know them by report,”
was the reply. “My son is a musician, and
attends Mr. Herschel’s classes.”
“It is not only music for which
Mr. Herschel is famous. He is an astronomer,
and reads the star-lit heavens like a book-a
poem-a poem more wonderful than any written
by earthly hands.”
Mrs. Travers was surprised. She
did not expect a child of the world-a fashionable
young lady-to speak so seriously on any
subject. But it was her duty to improve the occasion,
and she said:
“I would rather read the Word
of God than the star-lit skies, since the safety of
the soul is surely a more important duty than to pry
into the secret things of God.”
“But He stretched out the heavens.
He raises our thoughts above by their contemplation.”
“Ah, my dear young lady, this
is the vain tradition of men. Let me urge you
to come to our chapel in the Vineyards on the next
Sabbath, and hear the truth rightly divided by Mr.
Relly. Do not be affronted at my boldness!”
“Oh no! I am obliged to
you for caring about me. I have so few who do
so care.”
“I can scarcely believe it!”
Mrs. Travers said. “So young and fair.
Surely there are those who stand in the place of parents
to you?”
“No; I know of none such.
But here comes my aunt, Lady Betty Longueville.
She will desire me to return, as we are expected at
a small party to-night at Lady Miller’s.”
Sir Maxwell Danby, who had been watching
his opportunity, now came forward:
“If you have quite done with
yonder Niobe, will you permit me to escort you to
your chair? No? You are walking? That
is better; I shall have more of your company.
Let me place your hood over your head-so!
What a wealth of loveliness it hides!”
Griselda turned away impatiently;
but as Lady Betty was in advance with Lord Basingstoke,
she was obliged to follow them.
Sir Maxwell made the best of his opportunity,
and held Griselda’s hand as it rested on his
arm, though she drew back from such familiarity.
“That old gentlewoman,”
he said, “was reading you a lecture on the sins
of the world and its frivolities. I could see
it; I have been watching you from afar.”
“I am sorry, sir, you had no
better subject of contemplation,” was the reply.
It was but a step to North Parade;
and, just as they reached it, Leslie Travers turned
the corner from South Parade. It gave him a thrill
of disgust to see Griselda on the arm of a man who
he knew was no fit companion for any pure-minded woman,
and a pang of jealousy shot through him, and got the
better of his discretion.
“If you had waited, Miss Mainwaring,
I should have returned at the time I appointed, and
I could have told you of what I had seen.”
“You did find her? You know, then, her
story was true?”
“Yes, but the half had not been told; but more
of this hereafter.”
“I should be obliged to you,
sir,” Sir Maxwell began, “not to hinder
this young lady any longer. She is under my charge,
and I must move on.”
“Who hinders you, sir?”
was the answer. “Not I. Your goings and
comings are matters of supreme indifference to me.”
Sir Maxwell laughed.
“Boys are always outspoken,
I know; and, like puppy dogs, have to be licked into
shape.”
“You shall be made to apologize
for this insult, sir; and were you not in the lady’s
presence -”
“Oh, pray, Mr. Travers, do not
be angry; no harm is meant. I shall look for
you to-morrow to tell me the whole story of the poor
little girl. Good-afternoon.”
Then Griselda stepped on quickly to
the door, and Sir Maxwell bowed his “Good-bye,”
taking her hand and kissing it.
“Why so cruel to me,”
he asked, “when I would be your slave? Nay,
I am your slave, and do your bidding.”
“If so, Sir Maxwell, you will
allow me to pass into the house, and I wish to do
so alone.”
“I dare not disobey your orders,
though I am invited to a dish of tea by her ladyship;
only”-and he hissed the words out
between his thin lips-“beware of
puppy dogs-they show their teeth sometimes.
Adieu-adieu!”
Lady Betty was in high good-humour
in the drawing-room. A dainty tea-service had
been set out-delicate cups with no handles-and
a silver tea-pot and cream-jug; and Lord Basingstoke
had taken up his favourite lounging attitude by the
fire.
“What have you done with Sir Maxwell Danby,
child?”
“He left me at the door.”
“Where are your manners, not
to invite him to come in?” Lady Betty said sharply.
“I shall never teach you the proper behaviour,
I believe.”
“You might spare me before witnesses,”
Griselda said angrily. “If, indeed, I offend
you, I will not inflict my company any longer on you.”
Then, with a dignified curtsey, Griselda
swept out of the room. It was terribly irritating
to catch the sound of Lady Betty’s laugh as she
did so, and the words, “A very tragedy queen-a
real stage ‘curtshey.’”
Griselda hastened to her room, where
she found Graves getting her change of toilette ready
for the evening, and kindling a fire in the small
grate.
“Oh dear, Graves! what a weariful
world it is! Graves, tell me-now, do
tell me-something about my mother.”
“I have told you all I know
many a time, my dearie. She was a fair flower,
nipped and withered by the breath of this same world
you speak of. May God preserve you in it!”
Griselda had thrown herself into a
chair, and laid aside her cloak and hood. All
her beautiful hair fell over her shoulders like rippling
waves of gold.
“Dear Graves, I have met a gentleman
often, who is not like the rest of the world’s
votaries. His name is Travers; his mother frequents
the chapel in the Vineyards. Take me thither
with you next Sunday! Say you will, Graves!”
“I will take you if her ladyship
is up in good time; but I can’t get off early
if she chooses to lie a-bed. But you would not
go to scoff, Miss Griselda?”
“Nay; I have done with scoffing.
But, Graves, do you ever think of the miserable poor
who have no food and no clothing, like a poor child
I saw on Mr. Herschel’s doorstep t’other
night? This Mr. Travers has tracked her at my
desire, and I want to sell some trinkets to feed and
clothe her. Hand me the large box; I rarely open
it. I did sell the amethyst-brooch to buy my
violin, and now there are the two necklets my grandmother
left my mother, and which came to me by will; and there
are some other trinkets-a silver scent-box
and golden ear-drops. Make haste, dear Graves,
and let me do what I wish.”
“Well,” said Graves, “I
suppose you can do what you will with your own; but,
all the same, I don’t hold with selling property-you
may want it yourself some day.”
“True-ah, that is
true! I wonder how it came about that I had no
maintenance!”
“Your poor dear mamma had her
portion on her marriage with that good-for-nothing,
and he made away with every penny. Then Mr. Longueville
took you as you know, and gave you a home.”
“Yes; he was good to me.
I remember coming, I think, when I was four years
old.”
“You poor little thing!”
Graves exclaimed. “Yes, I can see you now,
in your black pelisse, so shy and so strange!
If your poor uncle had never married, it would have
been all right; but there, my lady could draw water
out of a stone by her wiles and ways. It’s
no use moaning over spilt milk. Here’s
the box. Now, don’t be in a hurry to sell,
as I tell you these trinkets are all you’ve
got in the world. I must go and look after her
ladyship’s buckles; she wants a blue rosette
sewn on her shoes, and the buckles taken off.
It is all vanity and vexing of spirit. She’ll
be as cross as two sticks to-night; she always is,
when she has been to the Pump Room, drinking these
waters for fidgets and fancies-they upset
folks’ stomachs, and then other folks have to
put up with their tantrums.”
When Graves was gone, Griselda pulled
the little table towards her; and, taking a small
key from her chatelaine, unlocked the box.
“Yes,” she thought, “it
is as Graves says, I have nothing in the world but
these jewels. It seemed till to-day that I had
no one in the world to care for me; but now I think
he does care for me. He is not like those
gay, foolish men who treat women as if they were dolls
to be dressed up, or puppets to move at their bidding.
No, he is of another sort, I think.”
And the swift blush came to her fair cheek. “What
if he loves me! It would be sweet to be taken
from this hollow existence-dressing and
dancing, and looking out for flattery and admiration.
If he were near, that dreadful man would not
dare to talk to me as he does-he would
not dare if I were not an orphan; and my only
protector-that silly creature who drives
me nearly wild with her folly -Well,
let me hope better times are coming. Now for the
jewels.”
The box was lined with cedar, and
as the cover was raised a faint, sweet odour of cedar
mingled with otto of roses came with a message
from the past. Through the dim haze of long years
that scent recalled to Griselda a room, where a tall
dark man had sat by the embers of a fire, the box
before him, and some words which the fragrance mysteriously
seemed to bring back.
“It was her wish, and the child
must go.” The child! What child?-and
whither did she go? It was herself-it
must have been herself-the man meant.
Then it was all haze again. The
light that had penetrated the mists of the past, and
brought the scene before her, was obscured once more.
That man must have been her father;
but she had no memories of him either before or after
that day, which had risen like a phantom before her,
called up by the faint sweet scent of the old jewel-box.
The necklets were very fair to look
at-one of pearls, with a diamond clasp,
and initials on the gold at the back, which were her
dead mother’s. No, she could not sell that;
but there were heavy ear-drops of solid gold, and
a set of gold buttons-these would surely
fetch something. The amethyst necklace, with
its lovely purple hue, had never belonged to her mother;
and she put it, with the gold buttons and ear-rings,
into a small leather box, and was pressing down one
of the compartments, when a drawer flew open she had
never noticed before. In the drawer were some
diamond ornaments and rings; a piece of yellow paper
was fastened to one of the rings:
“Deserted by the husband I trusted,
I, Phyllis Mainwaring, leave to my only child, Griselda,
these diamonds. I place them out of sight, safe
from dishonest hands. When I left him to get bread
he knew nothing of them, or he would have sold them.
They are my poor darling’s only inheritance,
and I leave them secure that one day she will find
them. Let her take with them her unhappy mother’s
blessing.”
This was indeed a discovery.
Griselda had always remembered that this box had stood
in her room at Longueville House. She remembered
her uncle bidding her bring it to him, and that he
placed in it the trinkets left to her by her grandmother,
but never had anyone suspected the existence of the
diamonds. No one knew, that when the man whom
she had married was running through her little fortune,
the unhappy wife had, in her despair, converted a
few hundreds into diamonds, and hidden them away from
all eyes in that old jewel-box.
Griselda’s eyes filled with
tears. She pressed the bit of paper to her lips,
and, wholly unconscious of the worth of those precious
stones, she closed the drawer again upon that unexpected
discovery, and, putting the small box safely in the
drawer of the bureau, she took her violin from its
case, and tried to wake from it the music which lay
hidden in it. As she played-imperfectly
enough, yet with the ear of a musician-her
spirit was soothed and comforted; and these verses,
written in a thin, pointed hand, were dropped into
Lady Miller’s vase that evening with no name
or cypher affixed, and the mystery of the author was
not solved:
“WAITING.
“Loveliest strains are lying,
Waiting to awake,
Till a master’s hand
Shall sweetest music make.
“Life’s best gifts
are waiting
Till a magic power
Calls them from their hiding,
In some happy hour.
“Brightest hopes are
watching
For their time
of bliss,
When a kindred spirit
Greets them with
a kiss.
“Dreams of purest joys
Shadows still
remain,
Till the day-star rises,
And loss is turned
to gain.
“Sadness, grief, and
sorrow,
Like clouds shall
pass away,
If only we in patience wait
Till dawns the
perfect day.”
“This author may claim a wreath,”
Lady Miller said, “but perhaps she likes best
to be uncrowned.”
There was endless discussion as to
the author of what seemed to be considered a poem
of unusual merit, and one and another looked conscious,
and blushed and simpered, for no one was unwilling
to take the honour to herself. Lady Betty was
sure it was only the dear Marchioness who could have
written them, only she was too modest to declare herself.
“Mock modesty I call it!”
said Lady Miller, who was a bright, jovial woman,
and had nothing of the grace or sentimental air which
the verse-makers of those days wore as their badge.
Not a single person thought of taxing
Griselda with the verses, so quiet had she been in
these assemblies, seldom expressing any opinion as
to the poems of other people. Griselda was not
in the charmed circle of the elite of Parnassus,
who had a right to wear one of Lady Miller’s
laurel crowns, and yet the verses, such as they were
and poor as they may seem to us, were superior to
the bouts rimes on a “buttered muffin,”
which, report says, were once dropped into the Roman
vase at Batheaston.
At the time of which I write, Lady
Miller’s sun was declining. Scarcely two
years later, she died at the Clifton Hot Wells, at
a comparatively early age. But in her day her
reputation spread far and wide; and some of the contributions,
notably one from Sheridan’s able pen, were full
of real, and not, as was too often the case, affected
feeling.
This reunion to which Lady Betty and
Griselda went on this December night was not one of
the Fairs of Parnassus which were held every Thursday.
It was a soiree, to which only a select few-such
as marchionesses, and embryo duchesses, and future
peeresses-were bidden.
Lady Miller’s health was failing,
though she tried to hide it; and even now a cough,
which was persistent, though not loud, prevented her
from reading the effusions which were taken haphazard
from the vase, dressed with its pink ribbons, and
with crowns of myrtle hanging from it. Six judges
were generally chosen to decide on the best poems,
and the authors were only too proud to come forward
and kneel to receive the wreath from the hand of this
patroness of les belles lettres.
How old-world this all seems to us
now! and how we think we can afford to sneer at such
folly and such deplorably bad taste as the poems then
thought worthy display! “Siren charms”
and “bright-eyed enchantress,” “soft
zéphyrs” and “gentle poesies,”
might be the stock expressions always ready to lend
themselves to rhymes, with a hundred others of the
like nature. But these reunions had their better
side; for reading verses was better than talking scandal,
and apostrophes to bright eyes and ladies’ auburn
locks better than the discussion of the last duel or
elopement, which, in the absence of “society
papers,” were too apt to form the favourite
topic of the beau monde.
Lady Miller may have won her myrtle
crown for attempting to set the minds and brains of
her friends at work, even if only to produce doubtful
bouts rimes where sense was sacrificed to rhyme,
and sound triumphed over subject.
We have our Lady Millers of to-day,
although there are no pink-ribboned vases in which
contributors drop their poetical efforts.