Scenes of poverty and sickness are familiar now to many a good and fair
woman, of whom it may be said in the words of the poet Lowell, that
“Stairs, to sin and
sorrow known,
Sing to the welcome of her
feet.”
But few indeed were the high-born
ladies a hundred and twenty years ago who ever penetrated
the dark places where their suffering brothers and
sisters lived and died in penury and want.
Class distinction was then rigid,
and the sun of womanly tenderness and compassion had
not as yet risen on the horizon with healing on its
wings.
Thus the two wretched attics, furnished
with the barest necessities of life-to
which she ascended by dark, narrow stairs-was
indeed a new world to Griselda Mainwaring.
She shrank back when the door of the
room was opened, and turned away her head from the
pitiful sight before her. The sick man was propped
up on his miserable bed, the child kneeling by him
listening to, and trying to soothe, his incoherent
mutterings.
Leslie Travers went in first and touched
the child’s shoulder.
“I have brought the lady to
see you, and to ask what she can do for you.”
Instead of answering, Norah held up
her hand as if to beg Leslie to be silent, and continued
to stroke her father’s long thin hands with one
of hers, while with the other she pressed the rag
of vinegar and water on his burning brow.
Presently the muttering ceased, and
the breathing became more regular, and then Norah
rose, and said in a low voice:
“Nothing stops his wild talk
till I kneel by him and hold his hand, and stroke
his forehead; that is why I could not speak, sir.”
Then the child went up to the threshold of the door
where Griselda still stood, and said: “I
thought you would come-I felt sure, lady,
you would come; but do not be afraid, he is asleep
now, and may sleep for an hour.”
Griselda felt ashamed of the disgust
she could not conceal at what she saw. But the
true womanly instinct asserted itself, and pointing
to an open door leading into another garret, she said:
“May I go in there?”
“Yes, it is my room; it is where
I put the clothes when I have mended them. The
queen’s gauze veil got torn, and I can mend gauze
better than anyone, so Mrs. Betts gave it to me.
Mrs. Betts is kind to me.” Then seeing
Griselda’s puzzled look at the heterogeneous
mass of finery heaped up on a table supported against
the wall, as it was minus one leg, the child explained:
“I mend the actresses’ dresses. Mrs.
Betts is the wardrobe keeper at the theatre, and she
has had pity on me, or-or I think we should
have starved.”
“Well,” Griselda said,
“I have brought you money to buy food, and surely
you want a fire; and where is your bed?”
The child pointed to a mattress in
the corner under the sloping angle of the roof, and
said:
“I sleep there most nights,
but now he is so bad I watch by him.”
Griselda opened her sachet and took
from it a crimson silk purse.
“Here are two guineas,” she said; “get
all you want.”
Norah clasped her hands in an ecstasy.
“Oh!” she said, “this
is what I have prayed for. God has heard me, and
it is come. My beautiful princess has come.
You are my beautiful princess, and I shall always
love you. I will get Brian to buy lots of things;
he will be here after school. Does the gentleman
know?”
“Yes, he brought me.”
“Then I shall love him, too;
you are both good. I shall try and make father
know you brought the money; but he does not understand
much now. Hark! he is calling-he is
awake!”
Norah hastened back to her post, and Griselda followed
her.
Leslie Travers had been standing by
the sick man’s bed, and Griselda, ashamed of
her feelings of repulsion and shrinking, took her place
by his side.
Suddenly a flash of intelligence came
into those large dark eyes, and the man started up
and gazed at Griselda, repeating:
“Who is she?-who is she?”
“The dear beautiful lady who
has brought us all we want. Thank her, father-thank
her!”
“Thank her!” he repeated. “Who
is she?”
Then an exceeding bitter cry echoed
through the rafters of the chamber as if it would
pierce the very roof. And with that cry the man
fell back on his pillow, saying:
“Phyllis-Phyllis! come back-come
back!”
Griselda started towards the door,
and Leslie Travers caught her, or she would have fallen
down the steep, narrow stairs.
“Take me away-take
me away! I cannot bear it! Oh, it is too
dreadful! That face-those eyes-that
cry!”
“Yes,” he said, carefully
guiding her downstairs, and shielding her as much
as possible from the inquisitive stare of the dwellers
in the same house, taking her hand in his, and drawing
it into his arm: “You are not accustomed
to such sad sights, the poverty and the squalor.”
“It was the man who frightened
me. What made him call Phyllis-Phyllis!
that beautiful sacred name, for it was my mother’s?”
“He was raving; he fancied he
was on the stage. He will not live many days,
and then we will see that the child is cared for.”
The “we” escaped
his lips before he was aware of it; but the time for
reticence was past. He turned into the Abbey,
and Griselda made no resistance. Then with impassioned
earnestness Leslie Travers told his love, and often
as the tale is told, it is seldom rehearsed with more
simple manly fervour. For in the reality of his
love Leslie Travers forgot all the flowery and fulsome
love epithets which were the fashion of the day.
He did not kneel at her feet and vow he was her slave;
he did not call her by a thousand names of endearment;
but he made her feel perfect confidence in his sincerity.
This confidence ever awakes a response in the heart
of a true woman, and makes her ready to trust her
future in his hands who asks to guard it henceforth.
“Yes,” she had answered
in a low but clear tone; “yes, I thank you for
the kindness you do me.”
He tried to stop her, but she went on:
“It is a kindness to
take a friendless and penniless orphan to your heart.”
Then she looked up at him, and reading in his clear
pure eyes the story his lips had so lately uttered,
she added with a smile, through the April mist of
tears in her beautiful eyes: “Yes, it is
a kindness, let me take it as such; but not leave
myself your debtor, for I will give you in return
all my heart, and be henceforth to you tender and
true.”
He seized her hands in rapture, and
kissed them passionately.
“We are in a church,”
he said; “let us seal our betrothal here, and
pray for God’s blessing.”
They were hidden from sight as they
stood within the entrance of Prior Bird’s Chantry
Chapel, and there, hand clasped in hand, the young
lovers knelt and silently prayed for God’s blessing.
As they rose, Griselda looked round,
and a blast of chill air came over her from the opening
of a side door. She shuddered, and said:
“How cold it is!”
“Yes; cold and damp. Let us hasten out
into the sunshine.”
“Who opened that door?” she said.
“Some old woman, I dare say,
who comes to dust and clean,” he answered, as
they walked down the nave, surrounded, as it there
was, with many tombs, and the walls crowded with tablets
in memory of the dead.
Lady Jane Waller’s stately monument,
and Bishop Montague’s, were then, as now, conspicuous;
and Griselda paused for a moment by the recumbent
figure of the Lady Jane.
As she did so, a figure, well known
and dreaded, was seen coming from behind the monument.
Griselda clasped Leslie Travers’s
arm with both hands, and said:
“Let us hasten away-we are watched.”
But Leslie turned, and faced Sir Maxwell Danby.
“The shadow of the church is
a better trysting-place than the shelter of the dwellings
in Crown Alley,” he said, hissing the words out
in what was hardly more than a whisper.
Leslie was on the point of retorting
angrily, when he controlled himself:
“This is not the time and place,”
he said, “to demand an apology for your words,
Sir Maxwell Danby. I will seek it elsewhere.”
But Griselda clung to his arm, and
tried to advance towards the side door to get away
from the man, who had dogged her steps.
“Come-come, I pray you,” she
said; “do not stay.”
And Leslie Travers, saying in low
but decided tones, “I will seek satisfaction
elsewhere,” let the door swing behind him, and
he and Griselda passed out of the dim Abbey into the
sunshine.
It was still bright and beautiful
without, and the fair city lay under the shadow of
the encircling hills, which were touched with the glory
of a brilliant winter’s day.
A slight fall of snow had defined
the outline of church and houses, and the leafless
trees were sparkling with ten thousand diamonds on
their branches.
The keen, crisp wind had dried the
footways, and there was nothing on the smooth-paved
roads to make walking anything but delightful.
“I want to take you to my mother
now,” Leslie said. “Will you come?”
“Will she be kind to me?”
Griselda asked. “Do you think she will be
kind to me?”
“Kind! Pride in you is
more likely to be her feeling, I should venture to
say.”
“But,” Griselda said,
casting anxious looks behind, “I am really afraid
of Sir Maxwell Danby. He will go to the North
Parade with all haste, or find Lady Betty in the Pump
Room, and speak evil of me.”
“Let him dare to do so!”
Leslie said. “I will challenge him, if he
dares to take your name on his lips!”
“Oh no, no!” Griselda
said; “no! Promise you will not quarrel
with him? He is a man who would be a dangerous
foe.”
“He is my foe already,”
Leslie said. “As to danger, sweet one, I
do not recognise danger where honour is concerned.
Do not talk more about this now, nor mar these first
sweet hours of happiness. Say it is not a dream,
those blessed words you spoke in the church, Griselda?”
She gave him a look which was more
eloquent than any words, and then said, in a low voice:
“I feel as if I had found my rest.”
“Dear white-winged dove,”
was the reply, “if you have been wandering over
stormy waters tempest-tossed, let me love to think
you have found your rest with me.”
They were now at the door of Mrs.
Travers’s house; Leslie knocked, and it was
opened by the old servant, who followed his young master
wherever he went-a faithful retainer of
the old type of servant, who, through every change
and chance, would as soon think of cutting off a right
hand as forsake his master’s son.
Giles had a most comical face-a
mass of furrows and wrinkles, a mouth which had very
few teeth left, and small twinkling eyes. He wore
a scratch yellow wig, and a long coat with huge buttons,
on which was the crest of the Travers-a
heron with a fish in its beak-a crest suggestive
of the land of swamps and marshes, where herons had
a good time, and swooped over their prey with but
small fear of the aim of the sportsman-so
few were the sportsmen who ever invaded those desolate
wild tracks of water and peat-moss.
“Aye, Master Leslie,”
Giles said, “ye’re late, and there’s
company at dinner.”
“It is scarcely one o’clock, Giles.
Where is my mother?”
“Up above with the company;
and not well pleased you are not there, either.”
“Oh!” Griselda said; “I
do not wish to stay. Please take me back to the
Parade! Let me see Mrs. Travers another day, please.
I ask it as a favour.”
She pleaded so earnestly, that old Giles interposed:
“There’s room at my mistress’s
board for all that care to come. There never
yet was a guest sent away for lack of room.”
“It is not that-not that,”
Griselda said.
“Whatever it is,” Leslie
said, “I cannot let you leave us thus”-for
Griselda had moved to the door. “Nay-now,
nay-do not be so cruel!”
Here voices were heard on the stairs,
and the next moment Mrs. Travers appeared, leaning
on the arm of a man who wore a clerical dress, a black
coat and bands, and a bag-wig tied with a black bow.
“My son, Mr. Relly,” Mrs.
Travers said; and then she looked with dismay at the
figure by Leslie’s side.
It was no time for explanation, and Leslie merely
said:
“Miss Mainwaring will dine with us, mother.”
“You are late, Leslie,”
Mrs. Travers replied, in a low, constrained voice;
and she did not do more than bow to Griselda, adding:
“Our mid-day meal has been waiting for some
time. Shall we go to the dining-parlour at once?”
Surely no position could be more embarrassing
for poor Griselda. All her dignity and gentle
stateliness of manner seemed, under this new condition
of things, to desert her. Her large hat scarcely
concealed the distress which was so plainly marked
on her face, and tears were in her eyes as she said,
in a low, trembling voice to Mrs. Travers:
“I fear I intrude, madam?”
But Mrs. Travers was anxious to avoid
what she called the hollow courtesies of the world
of fashion, and thus she only replied:
“Will you be pleased to remove
your warm pelisse? The air is very cold.
Abigail,” she said to a maid-servant who had
appeared, “conduct this lady to the inner parlour,
and assist her to lay aside her pelisse. Now,
Mr. Relly, we will take our seats, and my son will
do the honours.”
Griselda hastily unfastened her pelisse,
but instead of following the maid to the room, she
held it towards her; and then, with a gesture which
implied her trust in Leslie, she put her hand into
his arm, and he led her to the dinner-table, where
Giles had taken up his position behind his mistress’s
chair.
The meal was, as Giles had intimated
it would be, very bountiful. Mr. Relly said a
long grace, which was really a prayer, and which Griselda
thought would never end.
During dinner the conversation lay
between Mr. Relly and Mrs. Travers, if conversation
it could be called. It was rather an exchange
of religious sentiments, quotations of texts of Scripture,
seasoned with denouncements of the vanities of the
world, as Bath spread them out for the unwary.
Griselda felt that many of Mr. Relly’s shafts
were directed at her, and she felt increasingly ill
at ease and uncomfortable. It was only when she
could summon courage to look at Leslie that her spirits
rose to the occasion, and she answered him in low,
sweet tones when he addressed her.
To the great relief of everyone except
Mrs. Travers Mr. Relly took leave before the cloth
was drawn, excusing himself on the plea of having to
attend upon that aged servant of God, the Countess,
who expected him to consult on important business.
“If I may be so bold, may I
beg you to convey my dutiful remembrances to her ladyship?”
Mrs. Travers said.
Mr. Relly assented, but in a manner
which implied it was a very bold request to make,
and then departed.
As soon as they were alone and Giles
had left the room, Leslie rose, and going to his mother’s
chair, he said:
“I have brought you a daughter
to-day, mother. You have often longed for her
appearance, and it is with joy and pride that I tell
you Miss Griselda Mainwaring has done me the honour
to promise to be my wife and your dear daughter.”
Mrs. Travers’s face displayed
varying emotion as her son went on. Surprise
and disapproval were at first prominent; then the certainty
that Leslie was in earnest, and that to turn him from
his purpose was at all times hopeless, when his mind
was set on any particular course of action, brought
tears to her eyes.
“Oh, my son!” she began;
but Griselda left her chair, and, coming to her side,
she said:
“Madam, I pray you to receive
me as your daughter. I will try to be a loving
and true wife. Madam, I am alone in the world,
and as I have been so happy as to win the love of
your son, you must needs think kindly of me.
I will strive to be worthy of him.”
This avowal was so entirely unexpected
that Mrs. Travers could not at first speak. This
simple confession of love, this sad reference to her
lonely condition, this promise to be a true and loyal
wife-how unlike the coquettish and half-reluctant,
half-triumphant manner which Mrs. Travers thought
a Bath belle would assume under these circumstances!
“My dear,” she said, after
a pause, during which Leslie had thrown his arm protectingly
round Griselda-“my dear, may I do
my duty to you as my only son’s wife? I
pray that you may be kept safe in this evil world,
and that we may mutually encourage each other to tread
the narrow way leading to everlasting happiness.”
Griselda bent, and said simply:
“Kiss me, dear madam, in token
of your approval;” and Mrs. Travers rose, and
very solemnly putting her arm round Griselda, and holding
the hand which was locked in her son’s, pressed
a kiss on the fair forehead of her future daughter-in-law,
and uttered a prayer for God’s blessing on her.
Then Griselda said, “I must return now to Lady
Betty. Will you come, sir?”
“Give me my name,” he
said. “Let me hear you give me my name.”
“There is time enough for that,”
she said, rallying with an arch smile. “We
will come to that by-and-by.”
And soon they were retracing their
steps to the North Parade, joy in their hearts, and
that sweet sense of mutual love and confidence, which
in all times, whenever it is given, comes near to the
bliss of the first love-story rehearsed in Paradise.
Alas! that too often it should pass like a dream,
and that the trail of the serpent should be ready to
mar the beauty of the flowers of an Eden like Leslie
Travers’s, and Griselda Mainwaring’s.