Griselda was glad to escape to her
own room that she might have time to think over her
position and decide what was best to do, and what was
the next step to take.
She laid aside her dress and hoop,
and put on a long morning-gown which Lady Betty had
discarded because the colour was unbecoming; and then,
opening her desk, chose a very smooth sheet of Bath-post
paper, and sat with her quill pen in her hand as if
uncertain what to write.
But her face was by no means troubled
and anxious; on the contrary, it was happy, almost
radiant, in its expression.
Griselda had not had an experience
of many lovers; indeed, the sweet story had never
been told to her till Leslie Travers told it; and there
was a charm for her in thinking that her heart had
responded so fully to him and given him her first
love.
Foolish protestations like Sir Maxwell
Danby’s had indeed been made to Griselda since
her arrival at Bath, but a certain stately dignity
had kept triflers at a distance, and it might be said
of Griselda, that she
“Held a lily in her hand-
Gates of brass could not withstand
One touch of that enchanted
wand.”
It was the lily of pure unsullied
womanly delicacy, which contact with the world of
fashion in every town is too apt to touch, and even
wither with its baleful breath.
It would not be fair to say that in
the Bath assemblies this baleful influence was all-pervading.
Then, as now, there were many who, by their own guilelessness
and purity, repelled the approach of what was harmful
in word or jest.
But what is now spread over a wide
surface was-in those days of small centres
like Bath and other places of fashionable resort in
or near London-pressed within a narrower
compass, and thus the evil and its results were more
prominently brought forward.
But is not the canker at the root
of many a fair flower of womanhood in the higher circles
of our own time? Do not maidens and matrons, young
and old, of our own day permit, nay, encourage, the
discussion of scandal and improprieties in their presence,
which by their very discussion tend to stain the pure
white flower of maidenhood and motherhood? Is
it not true that familiarity with any evil seems to
lessen its magnitude, and that continual conversation
about matters that are even perhaps condemned, has
the effect of making the speaker and hearer less and
less guarded in their remarks, and less and less “shocked,”
as they perhaps at first declared themselves to be,
at some sad lapse from the straight path amongst their
acquaintances and friends?
It would be distasteful to me, and
it would not add to the interest of the story I have
to tell, were I to draw a picture true to life of Sir
Maxwell Danby. He was an utterly unscrupulous
and base man. He had no standard of morality,
except the standard of doing what best satisfied his
own selfish and low aims. How it was that he had
determined to win a woman like Griselda, I cannot
say, so utterly different as she was from the many
women who had fallen into his power. But the fact
remained that he was determined to win her,
and if he failed, his love-though I desecrate
that word by applying it to any feeling of Sir Maxwell
Danby’s-would assuredly turn to hatred
and determination to do what he could to destroy her
happiness.
As Griselda sat that evening with
the light of two tall candles in their massive brass
candlesticks, shining on her beautiful face, there
was no shadow over it.
What if Lady Betty renounced her,
and turned her out of the house?-well,
if the whole world were against her, she was no longer
alone. She was his, who loved her, and
was ready at any moment to take her to his heart and
home. “I must write to him,” she was
saying as she stroked her cheek with the soft feather
at the end of her quill; “I must write to him
and tell him all-everything! and then he
will know what to do.”
Soon the pen began to move over the
paper, and she smiled as she put it through the “sir,”
which had been written after “dear,” and
substituted “Leslie.”
How strange and yet how sweet it was
to look at it! And then she went on:
“I said you must wait till I
called you by your name! You have not had to
wait long.”
She wrote on till she heard a bustle
on the pavement below her window. She went to
it, and looking down saw the link-boys with their torches
and the chair in which Lady Betty was being carried
off to the Assembly, and the chair was followed by
another, and several dark figures shrouded in long
cloaks were in attendance.
It was a clear frosty evening.
The sky was studded with countless stars, and the
fields and meadows then lying before North Parade,
made a blank space of sombre hue where no distant
forms of tree or dwelling could be traced; while beyond
was the dim outline of the hills, which stand round
about that City of the West. Lonely heights then!-now
crowned by many stately terraces and houses, where
a thousand lamps shine, and define the outline of
the crescents and upward-reaching streets and roads.
But gas was not known in that winter of 1780!
It lay hidden in those strangely-mysterious places,
with electricity and the power of steam, waiting to
be called out into activity; for those hidden forces
are old as the eternal hills, only waiting the magic
touch of some master’s hand, to be of service
to men, who are but slow to recognise whence every
good and perfect gift comes.
When the house was quiet, Griselda
returned to her desk, and slowly and deliberately
finished her letter. It was not long, and covered
only one side of the sheet. Then it was folded
with care to make the edges fit in nicely, and nothing
remained but to seal it; and she was about to light
the little taper, and get the old seal from the corner
of her desk, when a tap at the door was followed by
Graves’s entrance with a tray.
“Your supper,” she said shortly, “Miss
Griselda.”
Graves’s voice and manner were so unusual that
Griselda started up.
“What is the matter?”
she asked. “Why do you look so miserable?
Was she trying your patience-you poor dear
old Graves-past bearing? Graves, why
don’t you speak?” But Graves’s mouth
was close shut, and she looked as if determined not
to answer. “Look, Graves, I have written
a letter to Mr. Travers, and told him what Lady Betty
said to me; that is, I told him she said she would
cast me off, unless I did as she chose in a matter
which I could not explain in a letter, but connected
with Sir Maxwell Danby.”
“She can’t cast you off!
You were left to her in the will for maintenance.
I do know that much.”
“Yes!” Griselda said vehemently-“yes!
like any other of my uncle’s goods and chattels!
Oh, I am free now!-I am free!-or
shall be soon! I will not think of vexing matters
to-night of all nights! What a dainty little
supper! I like oyster-patties. Ah! that reminds
me of your promise, Graves. Have you been to
Crown Alley? Did you take the soup? and were
you kind in your manner to the poor little girl?
Graves, did you go?”
“Yes, Miss Griselda, I went.”
“And what did you think?
Had I made too much of the misery, and want, and wretchedness
of that poor man?”
“No, Miss Griselda-no, my dear!”
said Graves.
“I must go again in a day or two, and you shall
come with me.”
Graves relapsed into silence again,
and then Griselda put the important seal on her letter,
and addressed it, and gave it to Graves, with instructions
to send it safely by the hand of David early the next
morning.
“It is a comfort to have told
him all!” she said, as Graves finally left the
room. “And how happy I am to be no longer
a chattel, but a part of the very life of another,
and that other a man like my Leslie!”
Sweet were Griselda’s dreams
that night, all fears seemed to have vanished, and
the image of Sir Maxwell Danby bore no part in them.
Women of Griselda’s type, tasting
the cup of happiness for the first time, are inclined
to drink deep of its contents. Perhaps only those
who have not felt the loneliness of heart like hers
can tell how great was the reaction. Hitherto
she had been plainly told she was an encumbrance,
and that her business in coming to Bath was to get
a settlement in life as soon as possible. It
was this that had made her maintain the cold, reserved
demeanour which was, as I have said, unlikely to make
her popular in the mixed assemblies of Wiltshire’s
Rooms and the Pump Room. She had surrendered
the citadel of her heart with a whole and perfect
surrender; and while the gay crowd was bent on enjoyment,
and beaux and belles were trying who could be first
in the exchange of pleasantries and jokes not of the
most refined character, Griselda dreamed her dreams,
and slept in peace; while Graves, carrying the letter
downstairs, stopped from time to time, and murmured:
“I have not the heart to tell
her! I dare not tell her! Or, if I do, not
to-night!-not to-night! How could I
spoil her happiness to-night! May the Lord call
her, and may she hear His voice, for I fear trouble
lies before her, poor lamb!”
It is wonderful what perseverance
and energy can effect! Even in the very prosaic
and commonplace circumstances of a removal from Rivers
Street to King Street, these qualities were conspicuous
in the Herschels. Miss Herschel had worked with
a will from daybreak to nightfall, and the stolid
Welsh servant, Betty, had been infected with the general
stir and bustle of the household.
By nine o’clock that evening
Mr. Herschel was established in his observatory at
the top of the house, without a single mischance happening
to any of his mirrors or reflectors, and without the
loss of a single instrument. It was a night when
the temptation to sweep the heavens was too great
to resist, and although he felt some compunction when
he heard the running to and fro below-stairs, and his
sister’s voice raised certainly above concert-pitch
in exhortations to Betty and entreaties to Alick to
be sharp and quick, he had fixed one of his telescopes,
and was lost in calculations and admiration at some
previously unnoticed feature of the nebulae, when his
brother Alex came into the room.
“We have got supper ready,”
he said, “and Travers is below offering help-rather
late in the day-and the only help he can
give now is to help to eat the double Gloucester cheese
and drink the Bristol ale. But come, Will; you
have had no proper meal to-day!”
“Humph! what,” Mr. Herschel
said, “did I say? Nineteen millions of
miles, or eighteen and three-quarter millions?
Yes, Alex-yes. Can I be of any assistance?
How about the violins and the harpsichord? There
are several lessons down for to-morrow, and Ronzini
will be here about the oratorio. I ought to have
gone to Bristol, but it was impossible. There’s
the score of that quartette in G minor, Alex-is
it safe?”
“Yes-yes. I
pray you, brother, trust the sagacity of your workers,
and repay them with a scrap of gratitude.”
Then yawning, “If you are not as tired as any
tired dog, I am; and I am off to bed, such as it is,
for there is only one bedstead put up-that
is the four-post for you. Lina and I have decided
to sleep on the floor.”
“Nonsense! I shall not
sleep to-night, I have too much to settle. Let
good Lina take some rest for her weary limbs.
And, Alex, to-morrow, we must see about the workshop
in the garden and the casting for the thirty-foot
reflector, for I can have no real peace of mind till
that is an accomplished fact. The mirror for
the thirty-foot reflector is to be cast in a mould
of loam, prepared from horse dung. It will require
an immense quantity; it must be pounded in a mortar;
it must be sifted through a sieve.”
Alex shrugged his shoulders, and made
an exclamation in German which brought a laugh from
his brother.
“Poor Alex, is the lowest yet
most important step of the ladder distasteful to you?
I will not trouble you, my boy, nor will I enlist
Lina in the service against her wishes-do
not fear.”
“I fear no work for you, William,”
Alex said, “when music is concerned, you know
that; but -”
“I know-I know,”
William Herschel said, patting his brother’s
shoulder; “but, remember, I make even music-yes,
even music-that heaven-born gift, subservient
to the better understanding of that goodly host of
heaven, beyond and above all earthly consideration
and mere earthly aims. But let us go to supper.
We must eat to live-at any rate, young
ones like you must. Come!”
The room below was not in such dire
confusion as might have been expected. The harpsichord
was pushed close to the wall, with a company of violin,
violoncello, and double-bass cases, standing like so
many sarcophagi in serried rows.
The table was spread with a clean
cloth, and a large drinking-cup of delft ware, supported
by three figures of little Cupids, with a bow for
a handle, was full of strong ale.
A large brown loaf, and a Cheddar
cheese, looked inviting; while a plate of Bath buns,
with puffed shining tops, indented with a crescent
of lemon-peel, showed the taste for sweet cakes which
all Germans display.
“My good sister,” Mr.
Herschel said, “you are a wondrous housewife;
we must not forget to give the mother far away a true
and faithful report of your skill-eh, Alex?”
“Skill!” Caroline said.
“There is not much skill required-only
strength. Come, Mr. Travers, take what there is,
and overlook deficiencies.”
Then the legs of the mahogany chairs
scraped on the bare boards, and the four sat down
to their meal. The grace-cup was passed round.
Miss Herschel, drawing a clean napkin through the
handle, with which those who took a draught wiped
their lips and the edge of the cup. The conversation
was bright and lively, and Leslie Travers, who was
in the first joy of Griselda’s acceptance of
his love, thought he had never before tasted such
excellent bread and cheese, or drunk such beer.
“There is a ball at Lady Westover’s
to-night, Travers,” Alex said. “You
are absenting yourself from choice, I doubt not.
I absent myself from necessity.”
“You could have gone, Alex;
only I warned you I had no time to get up your lace-ruffles
to-day; and you are so reckless with your cravats-all
were crumpled and dirty.”
“My dear sister, I do not complain.
I heard, by-the-bye, Travers, that the voice of the
Assembly Room is unanimous in declaring Miss Mainwaring
the reigning beauty; but -”
“But what?” Leslie asked.
“There are two or three men inclined to make
too free with her name.”
Leslie’s brow darkened.
“I know of one,”
he said; “but, sir, if you should chance again
to hear a word spoken of Miss Mainwaring, you may
remind the speaker that she is my promised wife.
She has, unworthy as I am, done me the honour to look
favourably on my suit this very day.”
“Indeed! you are a fortunate man,” Alex
said heartily.
“I came with the purpose, madam,”
Leslie said, turning to Miss Herschel, “to ask
if you will, when agreeable to you, give Miss Mainwaring
lessons in singing? I am,” he said, colouring,
“responsible for the price of the lessons, only
I do not desire to let Miss Mainwaring know this.”
“I must look in the book of
engagements,” Miss Herschel said; “we are
over-full as it is. The days lost in the removal
threw us back, but,” she said, drawing a book
with a marble-paper cover from her capacious pocket,
“I will run my eye over the lists, and
try to arrange it, William.”
But Mr. Herschel had left the room;
he returned in a few minutes to say:
“Lina, the men will be here
as soon as it is light to-morrow about the furnace;
and, Lina, I shall be glad to have the micrometer lamp
and the fire in my room.”
“Yes, William;” and the
question of singing-lessons for Griselda Mainwaring,
or anyone else, was for the time forgotten.
Far into the night did that loyal-hearted
sister, tired with a hard day’s work, assist
her brother in the arrangement of his new study-his
sanctum sanctórum, on the top-floor of the house,
made memorable in the annals of Bath and the records
of the country, to which he, William Herschel, came
a stranger, as the spot where his labour received the
crown of success in the discovery of Uranus.