The money which Griselda had brought
the day before had added some comfort to that bare
room. A good fire was burning, and the bed on
which the man lay was covered with blankets.
There was wine, too, and food; and
thus, all unawares, the daughter had performed a daughter’s
duty, and had ministered to the comfort of the last
sad hours of that wasted life.
But it were vain to try to tell how
Griselda’s whole nature shrank from this sudden
revelation-how the impulse was strong to
leave the room before consciousness returned to the
dying man-so intensely did she dread the
recognition which she knew must follow.
For Graves had risen from her knees;
and, going to the table, had taken a small case, and
a letter from it, saying:
“He showed me these last night;
they tell their own tale.”
Poor little Norah had resumed her
place by the bedside, exhausted with her long watching.
She had slipped down on the floor, and had fallen
into a doze. When Graves touched the case, she
sprang up:
“No; you must not. Father
said I was to let no one touch it till she came.
No -”
The movement, and the child’s
voice, roused the sick man. He opened his large
eyes, and looked about him-at first with
no expression in them; but presently those black,
lack-lustre eyes became almost bright as he fastened
them on Griselda, and said, in a collected manner:
“Yes; I am glad I have lived
to see you. Look! there is the portrait of your
mother, and a letter from her, in which is her wedding-ring.
I would not bury it with her; I kept it for you-her
child-her only child-my
child. Let me hear you call me ‘father!’
I was so cruel-so base-she had
to flee from me-my poor Phyllis!”
Griselda had opened the case, and
stood irresolute with the portrait of her mother in
her hand. A lock of light hair was twisted into
a curl, fastened by a narrow band of small pearls.
The mother’s face, lovely yet
sad, looked up at the daughter’s, and seemed
to express sympathy and pity for her.
Deeply had the mother suffered-would
her child be like her in this, as in outward form
and semblance? The likeness was so unmistakable,
that, except for the different style of dress, the
miniature might have been painted as a portrait of
Griselda herself.
“My mother!” she whispered
softly; and, to the surprise of those who stood by,
the sick man said, in a voice very different from the
raving tones which had been ringing through the room
and reaching to every part of the house:
“Yes; your mother. I remember
you, little Griselda-little Griselda.
I took you to Longueville, and left you there.
You cried then to leave me; you weep now to find me.
Well, it is just. I have been a wicked wretch;
I have but little breath left-but take my
poor little one out of this-this stage-life.
Take her, and try to love her; she is your sister.”
“I will,” Griselda said.
“I shall have a home soon-she shall
share it.”
“I thought as much-I
hoped as much. He looks worthy of you, Griselda.
Norah,” he said, “this is your sister-your
princess, as you call her; she will care for you.
You will be a good little maid to her?”
“Yes, father,” Norah said;
and then, with touching simplicity, she put her little
hand into Griselda’s, and, looking up at her,
she saw tears were coursing each other down her cheeks.
“Will you pray for me?”
the dying man said. “Pray that I may be
forgiven.”
“Pray for yourself, father,” Griselda
whispered.
He heard the word fall from her lips;
and, putting out his long, thin, wasted hand, he laid
it on her head as she knelt by the bed, and said:
“I pray to be forgiven, and for blessings on
you.”
“For Christ’s sake!”
The voice was from Graves, who, in
broken accents, called upon the Master whom she loved
to have mercy on the poor penitent who lay dying.
Then little Norah, nestling close
to her father, repeated the 23rd Psalm; but before
she had ended, her father became restless, and fumbled
for the paper, and said:
“The ring-the ring-her
mother’s ring!”
Griselda put it into his feeble, uncertain grasp,
and he murmured:
“Put it on-put it
on; and forgive me for all the misery I caused your
mother. I broke her heart; and then the flames-the
cruel flames-took from me the other poor
child who loved me. My wife-Norah’s
mother-well, if she had lived, I should
have broken her heart, too.”
After this there were no coherent
words-all was confusion again; and before
the Abbey clock had struck out eleven, the spirit had
passed away. Who shall dare to limit the love
and forgiveness of God in Christ?
With this sad story of a misspent
and miserable life we have no more to do here.
It rolls back into the mists of oblivion with tens
of thousands like it in the eighteenth and nineteenth
centuries, and in all the centuries since the world
began. We dare not say such life-stories leave
no trace behind, for true it is that the evil lives,
when the doer of the evil is gone. The two daughters
of this unhappy man were bearing the consequences
of his sin. The child cast penniless on the cold
world, the beautiful girl by her side suffering as
only such a nature could suffer from the sense of
humiliation and distress that her father had been a
man whose very name must perish with him-for
who would wish to keep it in remembrance? Oh
for the good name which is better than riches to leave
to our children! Surely, when troubled for the
future of our sons and daughters, we may strive to
leave them that which is better than silver and gold-the
inheritance of a good name, of parents who have been
honourable members of the great commonwealth, true
to God, and true to man, and have scorned the paths
of deceit and guile, as well as the ways of open sin
and treacherous wickedness.
“We must get back, Miss Griselda.
Her ladyship will be returned. We must go at
once.”
“Yes. But Norah-the child?”
“I will take care of her,”
Brian Bellis said. “See! she is almost
stupefied with her grief-she will scarce
heed your departure!”
“I cannot leave her-poor
little girl! She has no one in the world but
me!” Griselda said, in a tone of deep emotion.
While they were thus speaking, the
stairs creaked under the weight of Mrs. Betts, who,
with one of the actors from the theatre, came to inquire
for Lamartine. Mrs. Betts was a coarse, loud-voiced
woman, but her nature was kind, and she pitied the
child who had done so much for her father with all
her heart. She was a woman of decision too, and,
with one glance at the bed, she lifted the almost unconscious
Norah in her arms, and turning to the pale, haggard
man, who had been acting in Lamartine’s place,
she said:
“You bide here while I take
the child to my lodgings. And we must give notice
of the death, and club to get him decently buried.
Mr. Palmer will give a guinea, and we’ll all
follow in the same line. Harrison, do you hear?”
“Yes-yes,”
the man said hurriedly; “but don’t leave
me long alone here. I-I don’t
care to have the company of a dead man for long.”
“You are an arrant coward, then,
for your pains! There, go into the inner chamber,
and I’ll be back in half an hour. Turn the
key in the lock,” Mrs. Betts said, as she began
to trudge down the dark stairs with Norah in her arms-“turn
the key.”
But the man sprang to the door:
“Don’t-don’t lock me
in! I’ll stay; but don’t lock the
door!”
A scornful laugh from Mrs. Betts was
the answer, and Graves coolly turned the key as she
was told.
Brian Bellis had gone down to look
for Zach and the torch, but no Zach was to be found.
He had made off to earn another gold-piece, and had
performed his errand well, as the event proved.
Poor Griselda had need of the support
of Graves’s strong arm as she hurried her along
to the North Parade. What if Lady Betty were before
her! What if it should come to her being really
refused admittance to the house! Graves trembled
to think of it, and of what she would personally be
made to suffer if she were not at her post in her
mistress’s bedroom at the appointed hour.
Griselda had really no thought about
this. Her one longing was to get back-back
to her room, where she could pour forth her trouble,
and consider how she should tell him who had loved
her so well, that she was the daughter of the man
by whose bedside they had stood together, all unconscious
that they were doing anything more than responding
to the entreaty of a child who was almost starving,
and who was the only friend the wretched man seemed
to possess.
To Graves’s intense relief,
Mrs. Abbott opened the door, and, in reply to the
anxious question, said:
“No, her ladyship is not come
home. Nobody has been here since Zach returned
to say you did not want him any more.”
“I never said so!” Graves
exclaimed. “We’ve groped home as best
we could, for the rain and mist put out the lights,
and as to the lamps, the glass is so thick with damp
you can scarce see a spark in them.”
While Graves was speaking, Griselda
had gone wearily upstairs. Her cloak was saturated
with rain, and as she unfastened her caleche
the masses of her hair fell back. At the top
of the first flight she stopped.
“Graves! ask if a messenger has brought a letter
for me.”
“No,” Mrs. Abbott said,
answering-“no. Not a soul has
been near the house since you left it.”
“No letter!-no letter!”
Griselda murmured; and then, when she reached her
room, she threw aside her cloak and seated herself,
with folded hands, staring out into the embers of
the fire with a look in her face which made Graves
say, as she hastened towards her:
“My dear! my poor child! don’t
look like that. It is over now-and
a mercy too. There will never be any need to
tell-no one need know. It’s
safe with me, and no one else need know. Come,
let me help you to bed before I am wanted elsewhere.
Come!”
“I am not going to bed,”
Griselda said. “I must wait till he comes
or sends again.”
“We’ll, the gentleman
won’t send at this time of night, that’s
certain! Come, they will be back at any minute
now! Let me put you to bed. I declare,”
said Graves, shuddering, “a change in the weather
like this is enough to give one rheumatism! I
don’t call the Bath climate so wonderful-frost
one day, thaw and rain the next!”
Graves made up the fire, and then,
finding Griselda quite determined to sit up, she left
her to fetch some refreshment, wisely thinking that
to urge her against her will was hopeless just then.
“She will come round, poor child!
It is a dreadful shock! I almost wish I’d
told her last night; but I hadn’t the courage
to do it. I make no doubt the Lord is leading
her to Himself by a rough path. But I don’t
like that look in her face; it is not natural.
She ought to cry; tears are always softening to grief.
Not that one can call it grief to lose a father like
him!”
No, it was not grief, but it was deep
pity; and it was shame, and soreness of heart, and
wounded pride.
Then that letter she had written in
the fulness of her first joy-that letter,
by which she cast herself upon Leslie Travers, and
confided to him her trouble about Sir Maxwell.
He had never answered it. He had come to the
house, it is true, but he had been sent away.
Hours had gone by since, and he made no sign.
What could she think but that he had looked with an
unfavourable eye upon that outpouring of her full
heart-perhaps thought her reference to Sir
Maxwell’s hateful addresses unmaidenly, unwomanly?
Griselda went over all this again
and again, sitting as Graves had left her, her head
resting against the back of a high Chippendale chair,
her feet on the brass fender, her hands clasped, and
the wealth of her beautiful hair covering her as with
a mantle.
“How shall I tell him?”
she said at last. “I must tell him; he must
know; he will not wish me to be his wife now, perhaps.
There is little Norah; I cannot part from her.
How selfish I am! I am not thinking of her, or
of anybody but myself. Oh, what a cruel, cruel
blow to all my hopes! Ah, mother! mother!”
she exclaimed as she suddenly remembered the case
she had dropped into her wide pocket with the ring
and the letter. “Ah! mother!”
For as her cold hands drew out the
case, and she pressed the spring, it flew open, and
the mother’s face seemed to have a living power
for the daughter.
Sympathy and maternal love and tenderness
were all seen on that beautiful countenance; and yet
there was a strength in the lines of the lovely mouth,
those rosy, curved lips, parting as if to say, “Be
of good courage! the battle may be sore; but victory
comes at length. Trust, and be not afraid!”
Then tenderly and reverently Griselda
unfolded the yellow paper, to which a ring was fastened
with many clumsy stitches of silk, and read the faint
characters of the few lines which were traced there.
“I send you back the ring, as
the tie between us is broken, Patrick. Keep it
for our child; she is in safety at Longueville Park.
Do not molest her; leave her to a better home than
you can give her. You took her there by
my request; leave her there. Before you read this
I shall be no longer on earth; but I have forgiven
you, dear, as I hope to be forgiven. Ours has
been the wrong. Oh, do not let the child suffer!
Leave her in the place where I was born and bred, and
fulfil your vow, never, never to do aught which may
turn her uncle’s heart against her. It
is my last request-my last hope! Adieu,
Patrick!”
These words were so blurred that they
were illegible; and Griselda sunk on her knees by
the chair, and the tears, so long frozen, poured forth
in a flood till her full heart was relieved.
Graves, coming in an hour later, found
her with her fair head bowed on her arms, asleep.
Youth had triumphed over sorrow of heart, and sleep
had come, as it does come, with gentle power to blot
out for a time the sorrows of the young. Graves’s
eyes filled with tears as she looked at her, and,
taking a quilted cover from the bed, she threw it over
her, putting a pillow under her head, and murmuring:
“Alas, poor dear! I fear
the worst for her is not over. May God
help her! for man’s help is vain. I can
only pray for her. I dare not wake her-not
yet-not yet!”